#only like 100 more to go lmao

[exdeputysonso]

Brad Dourif as Johan Gabini | The List (2007)

#brad dourif #the list 2007 #braddourif* #everycharacter* #55/? #his profile is so hot.. gif 2 hhhhhn #him doing an italian accent was frankly bizarre to hear lol #also the lack of teeth continuity in these low budget flicks is killing me lmao #both this and fading of the cries so far i think #p.s. i never celebrated passing 50 characters but !!! #only like 100 more to go lmao #that's just counting a single set per character don't ask me how many edits i've made overall

[butterflysonnets]

yes i'm rooting for m*leven breakup because byler is neat but mostly? i'm rooting for m*leven breakup for the sake of el and mike.

to me, their romance was always a puppy love born out of a combination of social pressures, naïve curiosity, and a lack of true understanding regarding intimacy and romantic love and what it really is. it was real in that they do truly, deeply care about each other and they are close friends, maybe even shared an attraction, but a maturing romance is so much more than that. they've grown up and out of being boyfriend/girlfriend, and that's okay! i think television/film needs to show more often that most of us don't have definite "soulmates" or first childhood loves that we spend our whole lives with. it doesn't mean these relationships meant nothing and didn't impact us, it just means they've run their course and that something else is in the cards, and this is part of life!

i've always felt el was at her best and most confident self when broken up with mike, discovering who she was and what she liked alongside another girl her age instead of just relying on mike for mentorship on how to live in the real world. she deserves more of an opportunity to find herself, her autonomy, and her independence, and to love who she is, and she's made it clear she's felt insecure in the relationship with mike because she isn't being loved and understood the way she wants, needs, and deserves from someone who is her partner.

also, it's okay if mike doesn't love her in "the way he should". he is not obligated to love her romantically and stay in a relationship with her just because she's a girl, because she "needed someone", or because he cares about her a lot. he shouldn't be pressured into a romance if it's not truly coming from his heart. he deserves freedom to find out and honour who he is, too, instead of just staying in his non-functional first relationship — one he got into as a child, essentially — and defining himself that way because it's what's expected when a boy and a girl are close. he loves her in some way, yes, but it's okay if he doesn't feel comfortable or secure being her boyfriend anymore, for whatever reason that is. he's felt insecure too, and that's valid and it matters.

they are their own people and are steadily growing and changing every day. they need time to figure out who those people are, and it's become clear (at least in my opinion) that those people aren't meant to be a couple at this stage.

they deserve freedom. they deserve to grow up and be authentic to themselves and not feel like they need to lie for the sake of a relationship. they deserve to move on from this version of their relationship that isn't making them happy and rekindle the best part of their bond: their strong, beautiful friendship. they don't have to be a couple if it doesn't make them stronger and better and happier people.

i think it would be healthy and wonderful for a show, especially one consumed frequently by young adults, to show a relationship starting, progressing, and ending on good terms in this way. sometimes things don't work out, and that is okay.

#eve text #elmike #stranger things #byler #only tagging byler because i feel like yall will like this take lol #tagging tagging tagging WHAT ARE EVERYONE ELSE'S THOUGHTS #god i can't believe i'm making a post about stranger things. this feels like poking a bear #i'm not particularly anti m*leven but like... they'd have to do something pretty special at this point for me to feel like it's viable #i'm seeing the bts of s5 and it's got me Having Thoughts #elmike friendship is something i am so passionate about #even before i ever liked byler (didn't ship at all until s4 even though i knew it was a thing before) i've felt this way about elmike #i always believed they were close friends at heart and needed to break up #the romance part of them felt very distinctly young and very much “he was a boy she was a girl” to me #and it hasn't deepened into anything more mature and i don't see how it could based on the current state of the writing... #the fact that lumax exists — a young relationship that is actively maturing and is healthy — makes that clear to me #and the “love confession” in s4 and how disingenuous and miserable it felt was just the nail in the coffin #also the fact that will (who is IN LOVE with mike) was instrumental in making it happen? ... uh... okay... interesting choice… #fucked up and reductive if they make it another queer unrequited love sacrifice for the sake of pushing the heterosexual agenda YUCK #so i really hope the speculation about a m*leven breakup is real!! i think it just makes sense for their characters but who knows #i don't believe in the notion of love at first sight or one true love and i think the writers don't too??? #love to me is an accumulation of experiences and we inevitably choose it at some point rather than fall into it... but idk #tv is so fixated on keeping couples together... sometimes it's just not reality guys especially with young people... LET IT GO... #like i said though i'm not 100% sold that they're going to give up their “golden couple” LMAO #stranger things hasn't historically subverted too many tropes if i'm being honest #anyway i seriously need this season to come out quickly... i'm so bored and getting my master's is crushing my soul #i need frivolity #ALSO btw i won't respond to hateful messages about this so please don't bother. it's not that serious. this is a netflix show

[kenobihater]

of all the star wars movies, which of them do y'all 1) enjoy the most 2) consider the best quality and 3) think you've rewatched the most. add your answers in the reblogs or replies, i'm genuinely curious how much of an overlap there is within everyone's three answers. mine don't overlap at all! they're revenge of the sith, empire strikes back, and the force awakens :^)

#len speaks #star wars #revenge of the sith #empire strikes back #the force awakens #not tagging more films than that bc i cant b bothered. incoming tag ramble ahead bc i have sw brainrot rn and im making it everyones prob❤️ #i rlly struggled 2 remember if id watched tfa or aotc more. i went w/ tfa bc it was formative to me as a teen and ive seen it probably 6ish #times? whereas aotc was the first sw movie i remember (specifically the scene of obiwan serving c*nt in the bar lmao) but i've only seen it #for sure 4.5 and maybe 5.5 times. the .5 is from when i got bored after obi-wan's scene ended and ran off to go play in the mud or smthn 😭 #i'm sure tfa will eventually get surpassed in number of rewatches by aotc and rots bc i don't fw the direction of the ST but that's my #current ballpark estimate of my total number of rewatches #as an adult tho if i just wanna watch a star war i'll go with aotc bc it's fun and ends semihappily and i can turn my brain off for the #spinny lightsabers. it's great background noise or for if you're sick or whatever. rots on the other hand? i won't talk through that unless #i'm quoting it with my brother and i am LOCKED IN 100% entirely entranced by it all #i almost picked rogue one for the best quality answer but i think the character writing is weaker and the facial cgi is creepy. esb beats #it by a hair imho bc of that. the vader hallway scene goes hard tho!!! #also i'm not covering shows or games or books or anything else in this post - simply the films. might ask abt shows later but that might #also give me hives bc so many of the shows suck ass and i don't rlly want ppl extolling the virtues of t.bb in my notes 💀 #and yes i do think one's enjoyment and one's opinion of quality are two things that often overlap. but sometimes you just like something #bad and that's awesome. like rots is the best of the prequels by a large margin and i adore the opening and characters and many of the #scenes but that doesn't mean it's the best star wars has to offer ykwim? it's my specialest most favoritest sw movie but that doesn't blind #me to the dialogue lmfaooo

[apollo-zero-one]

Everybody talking about how lucky PC players are to get to play 1.6 but I've seen no one mention that aaaallll the mods don't work now and it's the first time some of us have played unmodded in years, I forgot how hard the beginning of a new save is 💀

Also hey if you can and want to, I bet your favorite mod creators would love some donations as they work on updating compatibility! I know that's what I'm doing today!

#stardew valley #stardew 1.6 #Sorry to the fishing aid users and the texture users lmao #I opened up my 100% file to see how much more progress there is to be made and some of my mods left residual glitches. i have 4 children lol #That farm is also set up for Automate so most of the machines are inaccessible djdjdj #I also had the bathroom mod so all my furniture is floating in yhe void lmao #Even starting a new file my lazy ass has had Auto-Water Crops on forever and having to water my crops on PC is exhaaaausting #as in literally it drains my character's energy waaaahhh #I do also play on switch so it's not like I don't recognize/remember how to play w/out mods I jjust I Miss Them already #I only play on PC when I specifically want to play with mods on lol #omg what about people with SDV Expanded omg y'all may have lost your regular spouse even- im so sorry 😔 We must wait longer #Anyway PSA if your favorite mod creator has like a patreon or anything go donate to them #actually im putting that up in the main text #sdv mods

[screamin-abt-haikyuu]

I find it funny how thousands of people followed me because of the jealous series, probably expecting more content of their favs, only to see me 99.99% of the time be like:

I'm sorry in my defence I wrote it in my bio

#everytime someone likes a post from the jealous series and follows me #in my mind I'm like bestie ur gonna be disappointed #on the brighter side for me i get more people to spread my pls love asahi propaganda to #this is only going to get worse lmao pls #sry besties reading ab ur favs also comes with a side effect of being thrown asahi content in ur face i don't make the rules #well actually i do lol #especially when volume 40 gets animated #y'all be ready for the screaming #speaking of screaming my url is also misleading I'll admit #im mostly screaming about asahi #im a scam #this is 100% an asahi propaganda page #asahi azumane

[poppliosupportsquad]

The tardis duplication did kinda bother me though I think it would’ve been a lot more meaningful if 14 entrusted 15 with it as an acknowledgement that it’s his time now while at the same time trusting the tardis to come back when (and if!!!) truly necessary

#but no we got comically sized hammer #listen I’m 100% fine with the kind of silly kind of cop out ending for 14 #simply bc I don’t really acknowledge it as a special canon thing #instead I see it more like a sweet little send off for that era of dr who #at least I hope it’s not gonna be super plot relevant #let 15 do his own thing #anyway #but I feel like the tardis thing just kinda undermines the weight of the situation for 14 #when it’s meant to be about him letting go #RTD it will not kill you to only have one tardis lmao #doctor who #doctor who the giggle #the giggle #doctor who spoilers

[hauntingblue]

breaking news!!!! garp isn't happy how Dadan is raising HIS grandchildren!!!! WELL I HAVE AN IDEA GARP!!!

#garp has fought more in this episode than in all of marineford..... #i really didnt expect all this flashbacks episodes RIGHT NOW #i mean its like a balm over marineford EXCEPT IF YOU THING LIKE TWO SECONDS ABOUT IT #AND EVERYTHING ACE SAYS MAKES YOU CRY #them all sleeping together 🥺🥺 #they are trusting luffy too much.... build a base??? he gets dressed in the morning by pure chance #the asl flag..... #see how luffy was wearing the yellow vest in marineford bc red is aces color and sabo is blue..... i was right.... #he was back to being a little kid #dadan cares and she is going to learn not to do it again xd #omg 100 tonnes hammer appearance #talking tag #watching one piece #episode 497 #that was fun but now what happened with sabo #the comments saying heroic garp bested three of the best 😭😭😭 #another comment saying he had a team like that but they ended up doing drugs except him being the only sane one bc of anime lmao #luffy being so happy at having brothers 😭😭 #luffy saying he would save them 😭😭 yes 😭😭 #luffy getting scared is such a new thing #i mean before sabaody #is ace mad that sabo and luffy arent giving him attention and are amazed by the old man??? interesting #see now they talk about roger and he just bails. probs doesnt even want to hear more shit about roger (and therefore himself) #roger is aces dad but don't say anything about this luffy... random old man is olay i guess... #sabo saying not every kid gets alomg with their parents but ace didn't even met him 😭😭 #i am still mad that he hated him still when he died. like that's not right for sure #watch out ace can still get murderous... #oh they kept the little things they drank sake out of to become brothers.... #the tenryubitos again.. #episode 498

[chrismcshell]

SUCCESS: every death stranding npc is now my best friend :)

#death stranding #only 4 more achievements to 100% :) really just 3 cuz one of them is a 'get all the achievements' achievement #i just need to do more 'legend of legends' deliveries; get my delivery evaluation stats up; and find all the memory chips #(my last 3 achievements being growth of a legend; great deliverer; and fount of knowledge) #yeah so i think i might really like this video game; #...i wanted to go to bed earlier tonight lmao. it's past 1am now :|

[mistfallengw2]

Brain "Yes, Adamas as an AU Commander/Champion of Aurene is really good... but what if, Tocchix in that role?" Me "But there are more AUs around him than anyone else!" Brain "Okay, but think of the new levels of angst!" Me "... Yes, honey 😞"

#Skye says stuff #I don't even know how most of the things would happen or if Aurelia is there at all. brain just decided to fixate on that HARD #the angst would be soooo good though. and here I thought Aurelia had it rough :') #would Poffi survive? Iotta still leaves so late s2 and HoT would be real hell. the whole TB thing would happen with Aurene. #but I'm 100% chosing the happy ending of some AUs for S4. one man can only deal with so much before breaking beyond repair. #as a Commander? he'd be just. levels of tired unknown to Tyria and the Mists. this good boy can fit so much trauma and still function. #maybe Aurelia could go on side quests or just... have had a less traumatic Mists experience. maybe be a more proper Herald of Glint? #she still has some Mists-related issues. aloof and weird. maybe connected already to her warband? gets earlier with Ellara though. #Adamas is still part of Tocchix's family and he's his second. Aurelia sticks close to Adamas after finding him so she's Tocchix's third(?) #ok disregard the first tag I guess I figured it out while writing the rest lmao #I'm chewing hard on the potential depth of the Iotta stuff though. or like all of his personal relationships. #oh man I hope I don't get consumed by this :') #rambles #Tocchix #Commander!Tocchix AU

[cassmouse]

100 pages exactly into Paradise Rot, I'm over halfway through, I've only been reading it for like two days, and my only thoughts are 'what the fuck' and 'piss'

#I mean it's #indescribable #absolutely indescribable and idk if I mean that in a good way yet?? #I mean it has very very specific vibes and it's vaguely freaking me out at times with just how like #there's no word to describe it but it makes me squeamish and that's absolutely the point #but it's brilliant?? in kinda a weird hidden beautiful way?? #also these bitches gay like I'm sorry but none of this is straight behaviour #anyway #what the fuck indeed #I'm not going to lie. I wouldn't recommend this to many people #and it's fucking weird #but you know what?? I'm enjoying it #in a weird way #genuinely I have no words other than weird to describe any of this it's like #it's just the way it's written #I mean my lorddd lmao #and it's been TRANSLATED too like #that must've been a ride to translate #long story short #paradise Rot innit #fuckin weird but oddly brilliant in a way I think?? #will update #ALSO WTF IS WITH THIS BOOK AND URINE #I WAS GONNA DO A POST ABOUT IT AT ONLY THIRTY PAGES IN BUT THEN DIDNT AND NOW #100 PAGES AND I MEAN IT EVEN MORE #LKKE #WHAT #anyway lmfao #bookblr #paradise rot

[queenerdloser]

i'm going to see an apartment i really really like on wednesday (it is SO BIG! right in the neighborhood i like best! outside building is beautiful, on a tree-lined street, hardwood floors, so many windows!!) but i like. am trying to keep myself from getting too attached ahead of time bc it's just like a littleeee too expensive and i really should be realistic and get something about 100-200 dollars cheaper. but i love it soooo much, i want it so bad lmao.

#liveblogging life #it's a two-bedroom but it just squeaked within my budget #but plus utilities parking and pet rent (?) it'll be about 100 dollars over what i want to pay #and even then it's still on the upper range #like i can afford it - i double checked - but it means i'll have to be more careful with spending cash #and i'll only be able to put so much away in savings #idk man i'm kind of waiting until after i see it bc maybe i'll actually hate it in person #but it's going to be a serious debate on if i want to spend that much more on rent for a bigger beautiful apt #or if i'd rather save my cash on a smaller less beautiful apt so that i can buy other stuff and save for a house faster #bc like. i'm probably not going to move again for a while so wherever i go i want to make sure i really like it #and like this apt i have now i do really like but i did have to choose it bc i didnt really have any other options #whereas now i am pretty much an ideal renter so i think i have my pick of the litter so it means i can really afford to be choosy #idk idk this is stressful lmao #i have like eight showings scheduled for next week im hoping one of them seems like the one so i can go ahead and apply #also like if im going to end up spending so much on an apt shouldnt it be for an apt with a ton of amenities? like a washer/dryer #or balcony or community rooms or s/t. arghhhhhhh.

[icewindandboringhorror]

Literally cannot comprehend that some people just... go places.. I know someone who just got back from a 2 week vacation and then the day they came home they went out to eat at a restaurant (at a busy time mind you, like 7pm on a saturday night!!) and then went to a mall to shop and then woke up early for brunch the next day and were at a bar in the afternoon and so on and so on and it’s like... god don’t you get tired of being places? If I go grocery shopping for 20 minutes on monday and then have a doctor appointment on tuesday, I am SO tired of leaving the house that I want to do nothing for the next two weeks lol...  Doing multiple major tasks/trips in one day and ENJOYING it and SEEEKING IT OUT is utterly inconceivable to me..  we are different creatures entirely lol

#not even regarding how irresponsible it is to be constantly doing stuff during the pandemic and etc. etc. like EVEN before the pandemic #I felt this way exactly the same. I just do not understand the human compulsion to be Doing Things (tm). And it's not that I don't enjoy #SOME things #like very hyperspecific things in controlled environments scheduled 10 days ahead of time and intricately planned lmao #but like there is some stuff I enjoy so it's not like I just hate everything but it's just... ghghhhhhhhhhh #like what are you running away from something? is it unberable for you to be alone with yourself so you have to be like #constanly up and out and finding new sensory shit to throw yourself into or like??? #I am legitimately not exaggerating comepltely 100% fine not leaving my house for months at a time (aside from going on walks to get excercis #e just around the block/still within the neightbohood and occasional necessary grocery trips to stock up on food obviiously) #I simply do not posess the impulse to go out to restaurants or bars or go to clubs and dance or go to parties or concerts #OR even travel like...?? idk I guess it's not terrible but in the past when I have traveled I've found that the only things #I could name that I enjoyed about the experience were like.. I like being on hotels because you get free breakfast sometimes and they have #TV and air conditioning and better beds than I do at home. I like people watching from my room windows. I like being in airports because #of the way they;re designed and I like to pearch somewhere and watch people and watch clouds and planes taking off. #I enjoy being on airplanes because the windows feel cold and you can look at clouds and sometimes have gingerale. #but I dont enjoy the traveling or going places itself. I'd rather be at home working on my hyper-specific interest hobbies lol #legit not joking at al if I won tickets to like an all expenses paid super luxury tropical getaway I would sell them and use the money to #buy craft supplies. I would get 10000x more personal fulfilment and joy being able to work on a new project or having the money to pay off #bills or buy better groceries or get an apartment with a better bathroom or something like that than I would having the one time #experience of like wow I looked at a cool beach and some sunsets and ate at restaurants a lot #And maybe the thing is like. I don't value experiences? I value resource security and pratical progress at things #and not in a like workaholic capitalist way but just in a like.. I value more what's going to make me happy in the LONG run than temporary #expeirences that are somehow supposed to mean something to me in the moment (yet I usually derive no pleasure or meaning from at all) #Like I would rather use money to invest in my niche hobbies or crafts or personal improvement or getting a more comfortable #bed or better shoes for my foot pain or etc. etc. than I would spending the money to go out to a resuarant or travel or etc. #ALSO again like.. in addition to it simply not seeming worth it because my brain rarely is able to conceptualize the value of those sorts of #experiences.. it's also just SO tiring to do things! Even a grocery store trip can be overwhelming with sensory stuff and social things #and etc. etc. and I just realize like.. all the things people have told me are Fun are not Fun for me. I grew up and realized you actually #have no obligation to do things. I found out you can spend your birthday at home alone eating a waffle and playing your favorite video game #and I have never went anywhere or done an activity on my bday since lmao.. 'Doing Things' is just hard for me to grasp still really lol

[the-moogle-of-your-nightmares]

one thing i was not at all prepared for about having to go without glasses for a week is how the navigating my environment itself isn't a huge barrier--i have to be really slow and careful and it's annoying, but it hasn't actually stopped me from doing things including in the 'god this is going to be a hassle, i don't even want to start' way--but the major loss/change in sensory input as well as Oh God the HUD is Wrong is apparently a huge depression trigger. replacements cannot happen soon enough

#moogletalks #second half reminds me of when i tried contacts for a few weeks as a teenager and Dear Reader I Hated It #the contact care part aside it felt so SO bad to walk around places that aren't my bed without glasses on my face #and it turns out that feeling is the same whether i can or can't see while i'm wearing them! #i started wearing glasses full-time when i was eight and they're part of my brain and body map now #it used to throw me for a loop a lot when people talk about only wearing theirs part of the time; just because Wait but Your HUD #i thought maybe it was just a 'well i guess they must not need them as [often/heavily] as i to for daily life' #'i wouldn't be so freaked out by the idea of going about my day without mine if i weren't worried about not having them when i need them' #and tbh i think this kinda puts the kibosh on that because my vision *is* shitawful and things *are* more difficult without correction #My Life Would Not Be Unaffected on a Logistical Level #but i feel *considerably* less visceral OH SHIT FUCK THIS DERAILS EVERYTHING about it than many many many other smaller things #it's just kinda oh. well. alright then let's go #in fact i wish i could take a lot more things in stride like this one emotionally lmao #but the lack of the glasses themselves feels exactly as horribly wrong as it did over a decade ago #glasses can come with all sorts of fucking annoying problems and hassles to deal with! #but given the choice of affordable; sturdy; well-fitted glasses with the right prescription etc #i would 100% choose that over unassisted vision #including the increased peripheral vision i'd get from not wearing frames #braintag #adventures in mental illness

[heavenknowsffs]

Saying "meals under $5" that have a thousand ingredients that you only use a tiny bit of, to me, is like saying "if you have all of these in your house already it's free"

#like it's not free? #and it's DEFINITELY NOT UNDER 5 DOLLARS #i'll tell you my reasoning #these ppl who make these videos are always youtubers or influencers etc who have money and are trying to cater #+ to ppl who don't have money #but they have no fucking idea what not having money is like #yes i can buy a packet of pasta for $2 and make several dishes with it so yes it's cheaper in the long run #BUT if i only have $2 ... am i only gonna eat pasta? with nothing else? #i could go to mcdonalds with those $2 and get in the 1€ menu a cheesburger and a coke (in portugal) #(i am using the pricings in my reality but i hope it's understandable enough) #if say i only have $10 for my dinner tonight i could go buy groceries #but making this recipe would NOT cost me the 10 dollars #specially not with 10 dif sauces that are $9 each lmao #it's like 'oh you should buy more expensive boots bc they will last longer and are better quality' but #.... IF ONE PAIR COSTS 100€ AND I ONLY HAVE 30€ I CANNOT CHOOSE #i literally CANNOT choose between them because i don't have any more than 30€ #getting back to the food thing i can get a full meal in a lot of restaurants in portugal for 10 #10€ but i guarantee i cannot cook one dish with maybe a dessert under 10€ #THESE ANNOY ME SO FUCKING MUCH I SWEAR

[bidokja]

"han yoohyun sucks as a younger brother" i have not said this phrase in years, like literally years, but how about you meet me in the fucking pit

#ky speaks #ANGER. RAGE. #EITHER THAT PERSON HAS ONLY READ LIKE HALF THE FIRST ARC OF THE SERIES AND HAS A STICK UP THEIR ASS THINKING THEYVE GOT IT ALL FIGURED OUT #OR THEY KNOW ENOUGH TO KNOW BETTER AND ARE BEYOND SAVING (AND DEFINITELY STILL HAVE A STICK UP THEIR ASS) #'yoohyun is a bad person' he never did anything wrong ever in his life actually #listen i know i also didnt have a favorable first impression of him but 1) that was legit years ago and im so much more fun about media now #2) him coming off as a willful crazy ass is like. that is the POINT *and* the APPEAL you need to fOLLOW THESE CHARACTERS ON THEIR JOURNEY #AND ACCEPT WHEN STUFF IS REVEALED THAT RECONTEXTUALIZES LITERALLY EVERYTHING ABOUT THEM #also even when i thought he was horrible 1) i didnt hate him 2) he was STILL one of the most compelling characters in the whole series #die mad about it hyh haters #EDIT: LMAO APPARENTLY THEY DROPPED THE SERIES 100 CHAPTERS IN NO WONDERRR they'll literally Never get it #tho imo 100 chapters is still enough for you to understand hyh is the most little brother ever if youre paying attention but :^) whatever #like. idk theres plenty to go off of to Know he's got more going on than some surface level fixation come on now #also bringing up if hes a 'good' little brother in a poll that is not about whether the younger sibling is a 'good' younger sibling or not. #Okay. *rolls eyes* #tbc im not faulting them for dropping the series its not for everyone im being a hater cause theyre acting like they know our boy smdh

[wovenstarlight]

ageswap anon here again, thanks! i swear you have the best writing and concept ideas. what hyj up to? does he awaken this time around is he ageswapped with yoohyun and if so how does that affect th han bro relationship ? also if he is ageswapped. what's his relationship with shj?

HEH. HEHEHEHE. i haven't decided abt awakening (and if there's a regression plot) yet but yes he is ageswapped with yoohyun (hyj 20 hyh 25) and when i tell you things are strained. they didn't get any better at communication when hyj learned from hyh's reticent -_- ass. hyh hasn't totally cut hyj off but they're very distant for a long time... and neither of them is taking steps to bridge the gap because. well hyh because he created it intentionally and hyj because. hm. theres a long line of dominoes there but lets just summarize it as he doesn't think hyh wants him to

re: hyj and shj. lmao. they both have similar senses of humor still i guess but hyj mentally relegates him to the position of "mha and byr's junior/little brother/nephew/purse chihuahua/???" and deals with him in much the same way you might handle a friend's younger sibling you end up having to babysit when you hang out with them. i think just for funnies shj has baby's first crush on hyj but because he's, again, Baby (he's 15... a middle schooler.... a very annoying middle schooler......) nothing comes of it. shj just very energetically bothers hyj every time he sees him and is subject to relentless teasing from mha and byr once they pick up on it

#answered #anonymous #star.txt #my sranks #sranks ageswap #byr is hyj's idol (in both the Wow i respect her and the merch collecting ways lmao) and mha is his bestie #so he doesn't actually want to upset shj because he knows he's important to them #but the kid is. kind of relentless. good lord #* disclaimer that hyj's interactions with shj+mha+byr mostly flourish after the eventual han brothers reconciliation #once hyj's running in the high-rank circles. mha met him before but they weren't that close back then #i think canon+ageswap people seeing the other versions of the han bros would be absolutely thrown off #because (and this is going into headcanon territory now) canon hyh is actually more expressive? having picked up hyj's habits as he grew #but not only is ageswap hyh kind of blank faced all the time. ageswap hyj is Also a Lot more unreadable #because he grew up with Guy Who Doesn't Do Human Shit Like Emoting Much as his role model #so while he emotes its distinctly less. emphasized? less of the 100% emotion faces canon!hyj makes sometimes. tops off at 30%ish #he loosens up and gets more expressive after growing close to mha especially #+ once the bros reconcile he starts acting particularly spoiled & clingy around hyh. which of course hyh encourages by spoiling him rotten #case of both of them thinking that the other cared way way less than they did. and once they realize they were wrong. Hoo boy #decade of doting to make up for