#or maybe their own physical well being

[friendlylocalwhumper]

what is your character's ideal ending? the outcome they don't dare to dream they'll ever reach? what would they sacrifice to get there?

who in their life would be horrified to witness that sacrifice?

#whump #prompts #mine #i like the thought of a character sacrificing their own sanity #or maybe their own physical well being #or maybe they're willing to kill someone they love #or maybe just let innocent people die #or give up on the characteristic mission they've been on for most of their life

[steelycunt]

everyone get up and make some noise for sirius' vivienne westwood two cowboys with their cocks out shirt!! we're losing our minds over here for sirius' vivienne westwood two cowboys with their cocks out shirt!!

#sorry i uhh. wrote this yesterday and just have not been able to stop thinking about it since so you guys had to see it #google vivienne westwood two cowboys shirt you know the one i mean xx the famous one from SEX xx #unironically this scene went from being kind of difficult to get through to housing my favourite paragraph ive written so far. all because #of sirius black's gay cowboy shirt. also pretentious vaggio reference because well this is remus' pov after all and i have spent #the last few weeks poring over the caravaggio art book i got for christmas i love it sooo much xx #hes done like. 8 john the baptist paintings but theres a few specific ones that really. give me the vibes im going for with sirius' arms xx #he's sooo. well maybe i get it is all im saying #this fic is just. sirius' gay little outfits and descriptions of all the different mugs remus owns and lots of flat kitchens #it is also just. remus having the worst ever time of his life emotionally physically financially and then sirius. sitting next to him #engaging in the sluttiest behaviour you could possibly imagine and having a little smoke #tonight they are in james' kitchen xx he has cooked them all a chicken jalfrezi xx #my fic #snippet #r/s #tsah

[autisticaradiamegido]

what do your parents look like?

day 95

wellll my moms a demon and my dads an angel so liek their true forms are incomprehensible 2 mere mortalz??

but obvs if they stayed in heaven & hell all the time they nevar wouldve met and had ME so liek they have human forms that they use when theyre in the Mortal Realm

theyre p cool i guess idk theyre just my parents lololol

#day 95 #year 4 #my ocs #destiny chainsaw #well sort of shes not really IN either of these #anyway. i wanted them to look like very fucking stereotypical uninteresting sitcom parents with just like #the smallest hint that they were maybe also little alt fashion punks back in their 'teen years' #by which i mean like. when these specific physical manifestations of them were teens?? #ill be honest. haven't really thought about her parents much aside from like #'hey it would be funny if in addition to being these powerful metaphysical entities they were also just like #the most mundane and domestic motherfuckers on earth' #like there is no drama whatsoever with them. they are AMICABLY divorced. they love and support their daughter. #she thinks they are a little bit old and out of touch sometimes but loves them very much #ALSO she calls them mom and dad because like. that is what they deemed the most sensible and human thing for her to call them #based on the human forms they had taken at the time and the society in which they lived #but i mean. they're shapeshifting extradimensional Creatures. they don't actually have genders. #they're kind of just doing drag as humans 24/7 because it is useful and fun for them to play act at it #this also informs destiny's relationship with her own gender and the physical form she occupies most of the time. more on this later maybe.

[dreamlogic]

2024 year of charlie gets a fucking break (hopefully. maybe. tbd.)

#ctxt #i'm on medication that's reduced my post-hysterectomy pain by about 70% #i have an intake appointment with a physical therapist in march & a referral to start trigger point injections #to hopefully finally recover as completely as possible from the nightmarish neuropathy that's plagued me since uuuhhhh #going on 2 years ago. holy shit. genuinely can't believe i've been surviving & functioning as well as i have for this long #while suffering a disabling & extremely painful surgical complication. fuck my original surgeon for brushing me off during that time #but the new provider i'm working with is so responsive & thorough in her approach & seems genuinely committed #to helping me finally get relief after all this time. she listens to my feedback & is flexible in her approach #and her assistant is a great communicator who's been handling most of the logistics of care coordination for me #and what a huge fucking relief that is. to not have to drag my doctors kicking & screaming towards maybe treating me eventually #i wanna cry. i finally feel like i'm being taken seriously and cared for. and i'm not BETTER yet (might never be the same as i was pre-op) #but i actually feel optimistic for the first time in over a year that i won't just have to deal with this agonizing pain on my own forever #i might actually see enough improvement that i can start to get back to living my life instead of just surviving it #money is tighter than it's been since i got laid off during early pandemic and that's stressing me out #but i promised myself that i would put my health first in 2024 and that means only working the bare minimum needed to pay my bills for now #genuinely i so fucking needed a break. i felt like i was trying to swim through a meat grinder last year #and it wasn't until i ended up in the ER about it that i finally was able to take my own pain seriously enough #to put my foot down & make some necessary changes that are now letting me focus on Getting Well With Myself at last #in hindsight it's like. really freaking me out how thoroughly i was able to compartmentalize & dissociate from how miserable i was #bc nobody who had the ability to help me would take me seriously & my shitty boss was like. extremely textbook emotionally abusive #and on one hand that was a survival mechanism that kept me on my feet during one of the worst times of my life. so props to myself there #but it was also very maladaptive how long & unnecessarily it went on before i snapped out of it & escalated things for my own safety #it was the same helpless frustration i often felt as a kid of like 'well nobody is on my side but me so i gotta suck it up & help myself' #and i think the family trauma shit that was going on last year definitely contributed to that. idk sense of doubling across time? #and things had to get Extremely Bad before they were bad enough for me to realize that although i felt like it #i am no longer an isolated & parentified island of a child who is beholden to the whims of ignorant & indifferent adults #i actually can and should take action to advocate for myself bc i am an adult and i CAN now change my circumstances as needed #instead of just enduring them as if i'm stuck there with no agency or chance to change things #and i have a really solid support system who helped me feel like it was possible to stand up for myself to get the help i desperately need #chronic blogging

[orcelito]

So I rearranged my bookshelf a bit for fitting trigun on my shelf...

Top shelf is still my persona shelf. It's way too established to change that. But I moved my assorted other fav manga volumes to the bottom shelf, leaving room for This...

It didn't Quite fit all the way, but it's close enough. This shelf is composed of my three top favorite mangas of all time, which are Also the only 3 series that I own in totality. Specifically bc theyre my favorites & I care enough about them to want to own them all lol

It's... really really nice to see them all in one place like this.

And of course. The trigun ❤️ completely worth the money I spent on them.

#speculation nation #this is nowhere Near the full number of manga and books i own btw #i have. boxes and boxes just sitting in the closet. #but this is my only functional bookshelf. im a little limited. #so i only have the Favs here. at least for manga. #sometime i should go thru all my manga. ive forgotten how much i actually own. #maybe someday i can get some more bookshelves... ive been thinking about it. #for now. this will do. #it makes me so ridiculously happy to see trigun on the shelf. even with it being a bootleg print. #it's honestly pretty great quality for a bootleg. only printing problems i saw were a few of the internal covers were a bit out of order #everything in the volumes themselves were printed Wonderfully #of course dark horse translation so not perfect quality there. but ngl it's almost nostalgic to read that version for me. #that was my first trimax experience. & as much as i value what overhaul has been doing for us #a part of me will always be fond of dark horse's translation too. #and thus why i keep hold of my 'he is reason enough for me to fight' header. i enjoy it Very much. #man. i cant believe i got home 8 hours ago. and ive spent this whole time fucking around with my new manga #but ykno what it's good that it's bringing me so much joy #for how much i spent on it i damn Well better get some enjoyment out of it lmaoooo #but ive read thru them and i will almost Definitely be flipping thru them again in time #i enjoy physically holding manga. it lets me peruse so much more easily than trying to scroll and click thru pages #worth Every Penny........

[femboykaz]

I love you SoC artists and writers who don't feel the need to make Kaz "ugly" in their work

I love you SoC artists and writers who let Kaz be seen as attractive by characters other than just his close friends in their work

I love you SoC fans who don't just brush off and dismiss the idea of Kaz being considered Hot with regard to his physical appearance

I love you people who let the visibly disabled character be seen as attractive and desirable (without fetishizing or objectifying or having it be "in spite of xyz" or "attractive.... for someone who's xyz")

#and no I'm not talking about the 'terrible haircut' jokes #let disabled characters (and ya know. actual real existing disabled people) #Be considered attractive without also making their disability be a Thing(tm) in relation to that #Especially when the author herself (Who based Kaz's disability on her own In case anyone needs reminding) #Made a point of mentioning him being desired by more characters than just The One Who Loves Him #To be clear I'm not criticizing people who go #'oh he's probably malnourished and doesn't eat enough #/he never sleeps #/he's been in a permanent state of stress and Survival More since he was a little kid #and these things can have a visible physical effect' #(I meant survival mode* not survival more. in case that's not clear) #and choose to portray those physical effects when it Makes Sense #(Although if you're attributing labels like 'ugly' to them could you... maybe reconsider that? Please? #And keep in mind that there are very real people who have those traits (whether it's even remotely in their control or not) #and may very well see you talking about them that way? Etc etc) #Anyway! #I'm just tired of seeing the idea of him being physically attractive get dismissed and even #In a (disappointing but not surprising) number of cases *criticized*

[sableeira]

when you think about it, Tanizaki’s ability is basically creating a irl real-time rendering engine

#been thinking for about half an hour about how that would work #because he says he transposes the surroundings to a digital realm #which is basically just code but to actually show what’s going on at least part of this digital realm has to be rendering engine like tech #also I’m being nitpicky but that would mean he doesn’t superimpose the surroundings on himself to disappear #but instead he skips his own render passes :P at least that would be more performant… it’s an ability so maybe he doesn’t need to worry #about performance… man if that’s the case I would go N on him to study the shit out of his ability #also how does he capture the surroundings? is it some kind of photogrammetry thing? gaussian splatting? #also he definitely needs some kind of physics engine as well otherwise collisions wouldn’t work #so he is more like a game engine #not tagging this with the rewatch tag as I’m just rambling about nerdy stuff #had to share this with the class because this will now be forever stuck in my head #sina’s rambling

[tasmanianstripes]

Maybe it's the result of my main fandom for the majority of my life being one where canon just genuinely doesn't exist, where there are so many different canons and literally any sort of interpretation of a single character is correct and can range from a moronic maniac with a chainsaw to a depressed old asshole boss, but

Literally who gives a fuck about canon?

Especially when the character is practically a blank slate or if it's an AU

Like, I'm sorry, but if you're butthurt about a mischaracterisation of a fictional character in an Alternative Universe then I don't think you understand what an AU is

#thylacines can talk #Maybe that's the reason I do not have the same violent reaction to mischaracterisation 99% of fandom spaces seems to have #I genuinely think that getting butthurt over somebody not writing a fictional character exactly how they appear in canon is the stupidest #most juvenile pet peeve you could ever have. Literally WHY do you care so much? It's words on a screen. Calm down. #I think it's only a problem when you believe that it's canon or try to shove your own interpretation of a character or AUs onto everybody #else. Otherwise...literally who cares? Somebody else treating characters like dolls is not hurting me. I'm not about to get legitimately #annoyed over fictional characters in a children's cat book. Unless it's like. Bigoted. But then I criticise the person's beliefs not a #goddammed characterisation of a fictional character. #In the fandom I was in most of my life a trigger-happy clown with a chainsaw canon and an old deppressed asshole boss were seen as the same #character and only had like. One design detail in common. And literally nobody batted an eye. You could write a dynamic between two #characters being incredibly hateful and toxic and somebody else could write them as old friends or an old married couple and both of these #interpretations would be equally canon. A single guy could have two wildly different personalities and backstories and he'd still be #treated like the same character as long as the two looked vaguely similar physically wise. Sure there were interpretations of characters #that were more popular than others but literally the only people who would treat one specific interpretation as canon and shove that #interpretation onto everybody else would be people who came from different kinds of fandoms and let me tell you. They were annoying as fuck #So coming from that kind of fandom into more generic mainstream fandoms feels like such a culture shock. Genuinely cannot comprehend why #people care so much. #'oh this character is so far from canon they might as well make an oc' okay...cool...and? #Maybe they don't want to make an oc?? I mean come on. It's fictional characters. You're an adult. It's not a fucking English class #People don't come to fandoms to study book literacy they come here to have fun. Literally WHO CARES if somebody's interpretation of a #character has only name and looks common with the canon version. WHO CARES. ITS WORDS ON THE SCREEN. Who are they hurting if they're just #making AUs in their own corner and not shoving it in anyone's face? #Idk I just see a characterisation I don't agree with and just go oh. Kinda weird but go off. And move on. #This got longer than I meant it to but whatever #I mean if you have that pet peeve but aren't an asshole about it. It's also whatever. That opinion also doesn't hurt anybody. It's only #people who act so butthurt about it and shit on other people having fun that I have a problem with. If you put it on your own blog and #criticise that sort of content in your own space instead of coming to somebody and going 'hey. I don't like what you're doing'. Then I #couldn't care less. Again. That's kinda weird but go off #It's kind of like. I like horror but I dont care if you dont like horror and talk about it in your own space. But I'm gonna care if you #go up to horror fans and go 'hey I think horror sucks' or 'I dont like horror so you shouldn't either'.

[thethingything]

as a side note, we are probably going to be complaining a lot about how shit we feel physically. it's probably going to mostly be the exact kind of shit we'd expect from overexerting as much as we did because we know what happened last time we went on a walk and we definitely overexerted more this time.

we were fully expecting to feel like shit afterwards and it is kind of our fault for doing something we know our body doesn't handle very well, but at the same time I feel like we're allowed to complain because other people don't feel this shit physically after the same amount of exertion and it sucks that our body can't handle basic shit and we're allowed to be upset that we can't do the things other people do regularly without it completely fucking us up

#personal #thoughts #Lucy post #vent post #<- kind of? maybe? more of a warning that we'll probably vent about stuff later? #anyway yeah technically it's our own fault that we feel like shit physically after this #but at the same time we did something that other people get to do without all these consequences #so I think we should be allowed to complain about having to put up with consequences other people don't have to deal with #we had a great time but now we're gonna feel like shit and feeling shit doesn't cancel out the fact that we had a great time #but it is a reminder that we can't do the things we actually want to without having a really bad time afterwards #and we're always weary of people being like ''well you knew the consequences. it's your own fault'' when we complain about this stuff #but like why shouldn't we be able to complain about experiencing way worse consequences from shit other people get to do all the time? #I'm definitely overexplaining this because I can't put the words together the way I want but you get the point

[icewindandboringhorror]

sometimes looking at like Self Help Strategies lists for the symptoms I'm having is always just like:

thing that I already do

thing I have tried 10 times

thing I already do

thing that I don't have the money to do

thing I already do

thing I've been doing since I was 10yrs old to no avail

thing that is impossible given my situation

thing that doesn't apply to me

thing that I already do

thing I have already tried

hrmm, oh wait, maybe finally- OH, yeah.. okay. thing that I already do but it was just phrased slightly differently

thing I have already done

#I think maybe productivity tips help less if the reason you're unproductive is partially like.. physcial health and other extenral things #out of your control. rather than just like having trouble paying attention or spending too much time on tiktok or whatever #all the strategic to do lists in the world are not going to somehow prevent me from waking up with a debilitating migraine or whatever #or having external stressors or lacking resources and connections or other Productivity Essentials etc. #especially many tips involve stuff like 'cut off from social media' since thats the modern day time waster for so many poeple #and it's like.. lol.. i can hardly even maintain a blog even thuogh i actively WANT TO DO SO. 'shut off your smart phone!' already #done babey i fucking hate smart phones i shall never use an app unless i am forced to. 'delete tiktok' yep. already covered. tiktok and #all of those thinsg are my enemies. 'save money by cancelling some of your services' cool. already ahead of you. #who the fuck is out here paying for like 10 different subscription services. pirated videos uploaded to google drive and youtube to mp3 #my beloved. etc. etc. and so on. 'socialize less' .........LOL.. if only you knew.. mr.writer of the article. i can barely muster #talking to friends more than once a month and even less if I'm actively sick (often occurence) etc. etc. ... hewoo #I think maybe instead of generic productivity tips I need more like.. how to refocus and be productive anyway even if you have a headache #or are nauseous or etc. Not that those are always things to ignore. and of course you should let your body rest and etc. But plenty of peop #e have mild physical symptoms and just work through them. Ithink something about the way my body/mind is SOO hyper attuned to all #sensory information just makes it like... constantly 'GRR well I cant focus on WRITING right now because my lef #t ear feels weird and my socks are too itchy and my back has a strange pressure and I'm vaguely warm and my eye feels some ssort of #way it doesnt normally feel and I'm hyperaware of my breathing and also nauseous for no reason' and like half of those things I #think '''normal''' people wouldnt even notice or at least would be able to just live through. but for me it's like.. nealry impossible to i #gnore and soooo distracting always. like 'wahh.. nooo we can't draw or get anything done.. my legs feel slightly heavy or something!!' #like............. ok......... who cares. thats not even a PAIN sensation it's just something weird. but it's just like.. NO. constant #mental alerts about the 'heaviness' of your legs be upon ye. Though Imean like.. yes.. 70% of the time I am in genuine pain #or having some sort of actual ailment with trackable physical symptoms. but sometimes it's just like... we could totally be working right #now and ignoring this silly thing but my brain is fixated on it for no reason uncontrollably. etc. etc. I guess it's the same way that like #most people can go to a grocery store without the whole experience being so overwhelming and so much stuff going on at once #that they have to rest afterwards but like.. in my own HOME doing NOTHING i feel like I should be able to not get overwhelmed lol. ANYWAY #Rolling my bastard little rock up a dumbass hill and so on and so forth

[shopcat]

to be honest i know we've all been making jokes about how easily ed quote unquote folded after taking about like six hours total to actually "forgive" stede but i stare at that scene where stede is telling him he loves everything about him he loves just being Near him and ed's expression is SO INSANE like the second after he stops stede from actually saying "i love you" and stede immediately just starts doing it anyway he's like DON'T -_- but he's turning to face him like a flower in the sun bc he absolutely wants to hear it and is prompting him to continue it's making me sick. and then his little 3 step smile... augh... he literally did fold wet napkin style but it's so sweet :(

#🐾 #TO ME... ! i know people who are being critical and perhaps loserish even say this is a reason why they're doomed bc he gave in so quickly #and forgave him. but i don't think that's actually true and i think this conversation and the one in the woods healed way more than people #give them credit for or even maybe think about. like i do think blackbeard as a physical manifestation of ed's heartbreak is still ofc #due to that but i also think it's a disservice to ed himself to accredit everything JUST to stede and is why people might think it's sloppy #or something. i think ed was well on his way to healing and dealing with the breakup just fine until he was forced into having to suppress #everything about his emotions (the emotions that make him who he IS...) and it became the catalyst to him needing to confront his own like #inner misgivings about what he thinks of himself. i think it could technically be fair if people were going Look they just showed that #stede appeared and solved all his problems and he jumped back into his arms then it blew up and then he did it again!!! #and it's like okay. well i don't think that's what happened LOL #and that is WHYYYY stede saying i love everything about you and just being near you As you is so sweet and what he wanted to hear and why #he turned in the first place. he absolutely had already made peace with everything to do with stede IN the gravy basket #and everything else was just the inevitable leftover feelings and why they melted away so easily. though tbf he did express his feelings #VERY CLEARLY and efficiently if i do say so myself like he was communicating. it wasn't unhealthy LOL 😭 #and i think him finally letting himself want these things (stede's affection / love) and turning actively towards them IS the indication #that he was already ready to move on and feeling more stable emotionally and mentally. and all the conflict after was understandable #and also well come on this is a romcom they need conflict it doesn't mean they're doomed 😭 anyway #i also think stede appearing in ed's dream and saving him the way he did was on purpose and reflects all of this really well and people #attributing it to ''see he just came and fixed everything and made him not depressed anymore'' are STUPID #like the entire point is stede appears and reminds ed of what he can have and work towards and also in the literal sense that damn mermaid #did NOTHING. they just floated there together. he didn't pull him up to the surface ed did that himself. ITS ALL HIM. UGH. anyway #anyway that's just what i am turning over in my mind about it i'm sure others think different probably #ofmd #gentlebeard

[dkettchen]

not me adding literal buddhist monk shaolin masters to my very short list of ppl I’ve ever strongly related to the philosophy/mentality/approach to life of oh boy

#anthony padilla #buddhist monks #philosophy #trans #Idk what this says abt me for any of you who don't know me that well yet lmao #but it is fascinating to me at least that between the discipline of language learning since childhood #my shonen protagonist energy and slight megalomania #and my nonbinary trans thoughts about physical change and self improvement etc etc etc #despite coming from such vastly different backgrounds (not just culturally just in the like- I'm a queer artist n educator n stuff #and they're literal monks in an organised religion/belief system) #we have still somehow arrived at so many similar not only beliefs but also just like ways of living and discipline and worldview #something something outsider perspective that queer people will be more prone to due to being an eternal minority in any part of the world #while ppl like monks/nuns take up the lifestyle they lead in order to alienate themselves from the rest of society for religion's sake #something something the historic connection between ppl who dedicate their life to religion (monks/nuns/priests/etc) and the queer community #and various cultures where genderqueer ppl's role is/was that of religious leaders #something something maybe in a changing world that is not as religious anymore we can still be advisors and wise ppl to consult #like I think that's literally the conclusion I've arrived at for my pitch to the feminists is #you will never truly manage to include us as equals for sheer numbers reasons so you might as well use us and our skills and insights #for the gender lib movement in other more distinct ways that neither need you to fully equate us to you nor to limit us to your part of it #pay the transfemmes to teach y'all coding karlie kloss can't do it all on her own #and pay me to come teach you abt transmasc inclusion and internalised misandry and the terfs #and you'll find plenty of use from having us around

[slippery-minghus]

thinking about joining a local jiu jitsu class.... i'm SO not athletic and have always had a pretty negative relationship with sports, ambivalent at best, but i WANT TO feel good in my body and maybe even learn how to use it a little better? maybe even get a little stronger?

there's a free "see if it's for you" class i can do tomorrow and the guy was super nice.... so maybe. just maybe an autistic fat queer like myself can go out in the world and get a hobby that involves moving my body. maybe

#i'm excited in the way that comes with things i never follow through on #because fuck what if i don't like it? what if it's hard to integrate into my limited routine even if i do? so i never ever try #but it's a new year and i'm going to be fucking 30 in a month...... and i'm BORED #i'm BORED AS HELL with my life right now!!! #i want to get out and DO THINGS but how the hell do i find things? where do i go? what do i do? #i'm walking distance from this gym (and the bros i've seen leaving are always super nice) #which is a major factor in accessibility for me - i never go to gyms i have to drive to #and it's kinda expensive but.... i can afford it?? #i'd been doing electrolysis for months last year and THAT was definitely more per month than this and i always made ends meet anyway #and i'll have my new HSA for the year that can pay for the first few sessions when i pick back up with it in march #fuck #i'm just so tired of not having enough energy to do the things i want #and there's a good chance making my body stronger will fucking help with that?? #and if these people are even halfway nice enough and i can get in the groove of a routine.... well. maybe i CAN make a change #fucking hell #i need to remind myself a lot that a big part of unmasking and being authentically me is choosing to live and act by my values #and i VALUE being brave and trying new things- not bc i'm forced to. and now that i'm an adult i'll be allowed to quit if i don't like it #my parents aren't forcing me into this. and i'm old enough to make my own choices and stop running from things that remind me of theirs #my strategy has always been Avoid Things My Parents Would've Made Me Do but they're not fucking here?? and trying a physical activity isn't #saying that they were right to push me like that as a kid. i'm old enough to try it on my own terms now. #and that it's a sport doesn't mean its to punish me for having the body and mind that i have. NO it's to grow them. #and i can try and maybe even enjoy and keep with this new thing and not have it become a jail sentence for daring to express interest in it #i can try something else if i don't like it (not a jail sentence) and i can stick with it if i DO like it (also not a jail sentence!!!) #this is not basketball-softball-swimming-gymnastics-band-choir—all of the things i was curious to try as a kid and was forced to keep at #for years as 'punishment' for having expressed curiousity and then finding out it wasn't for me #(and SO much of it wasn't for me bc i was treated exactly the same as i was everywhere else as a kid: shamed and ignored! #NEVER welcomed and taught!!!) well it's DIFFERENT NOW. bc i'm fucking almost 30 DAMMIT #and i'm not in that shithole town anymore where every single person had a chip on their shoulder. like. there's something WRONG in that town #real people are so much nicer. #narrating my life

[oatbugs]

anyway my fields of study are sooooooo . gorgeous . literally so beautiful absolutely losing my mind each day

#just learned abt the mechanisms by which human languages converge even over a short period of time #we adopt each others expressions and scales by which we personally measure things #pretty sure quite sure yeah maybe oh yes we did it! oh no its okay. im not sure at all. im a little unsure. #and so on and so on. and a lot more than that. did you know this improves our performance on psychophysical tasks ? tasks to do with #perception and physical activity and the such. we meet each other in the middle over a small period of time without ever realising it #transferring one scale to another and combining modes of expression. we measure everything relative to the other and #hold our lexicon of confidence as one and become better for it. #but this isnt the case when we are hellbent on working alone despite being together. anyway fuck anyone who says human beings are meant to #work only for their own self interests and that we all die alone so we may as well be alone and that community holds as back and so on. #personal #before that i learned abt hyperspace topologies and before that about the philosophy of being

[queerfables]

Do you think some people are just like less bothered by unpleasant tastes and textures??

#this doesn't like change that for my own physical and mental well-being i need to figure out how to eat with more consistency and variety #but maybe i should stop torturing myself over how much easier everyone else seems to find this #even leaving aside executive functioning problems

[blissfali]

they hate jesus for his opinions

#They hate me cause i like chucky on his own better than chucky and tiffany or just tiffany #Well personally i think a lone doll is better cause what kid is buying both dolls let alone has the money for that #Chucky on his own makes sense cause theybuy ONE doll and then play with it and he starts murdering #Idk how to explain my reasoning i just think hes more interesting and sinister on his own than in a duo (or trio w glen/glenda) #for me his scariness isnt him physically cause obv well. Hes like 1.5 ft tall and the size of a toddler #its more about the aspect of being convinced youre losing your mind over this talking doll #Like w nica #Even if she saw him a million times no one who hadnt seen him would believe her and it drives her up the wall #And thats what makes him scary to me. And better #tiffany is a fuckin PUSSY!!!! #I love women but she didnt have chuckys same balls #Like ok shes a mother. Maybe im biased because i have mommy issues but personally idgaf #Anyway nobody cares abt this but me so ill be takingg my leave