#otp: I need you to live

[buckttommy]

if andrew lincoln doesn't get his flowers for his performance as rick grimes after literally all these years i will fucking kill a man because that scene when he has a mini panic attack when they're having sex and his hand is pressed against her chest... just how much he conveys without saying a WORD.... when he's on the bed with his wife and he starts sobbing talking about carl and how he feels about her...... my god ... andrew lincoln..... ANDREW. LINCOLN. THE MAN THAT YOU ARE

#I NEED OXYGEN I CAN'T DO THIS #jack.txt #tv: the walking dead: the ones who live #tv: the ones who live #otp: how did i get so lucky finding you? #richonne

[no-truce-with-the-heroes]

i can't believe there's still people out there who genuinely think Ochako would "kill Toga on sight" at this point

like, okay, there's the anime-only people who aren't aware of manga developments or are actively avoiding spoilers, and of course there's all the people who clearly stopped giving a shit ages ago (yet somehow still feel completely secure making blanket declarations about a franchise they no longer keep up with???)

but even then, and even if you're not a shipper or just don't like the characters-- how can anyone have ever believed that makes any sense ever? like we're not even talking self-defense apparently? just "on sight"? who do you think Ochako is, the Punisher in pink?

like i don't think i'm especially media literate myself, but-- how is it possible for people to be this bad at reading where a narrative is going?

because of course that's exactly what the Togachako plotline was leading up to, clearly the ultimate endpoint of developing Toga Himiko as a sympathetic villain important to Ochako's heroic actualization was a teenager unquestioningly enacting the extrajudicial murder of another teenager

that's exactly what MHA is all about, right? that's the sort of person Ochako is, the kind of hero that she wants to be? that's definitely good storytelling and not at all inane or grotesque? ugh

#don't want to cause/deal with any drama and it'd be doubly not worth it on a post that wasn't even about togachako #i just need to vent somewhere or i'll stew on it for ages #an offhanded comment in tags is so not worth this amount of anger and yet ohhhh i am mad #honestly this is probably less about that post and more about all the similar shit i saw on That Hellsite when the 391+ spoilers dropped #bakugou stans i have so much respect for you all i would be dead within a day if i had to deal with this BS as often as you do #mha spoilers #bnha spoilers #not really any actual spoilers but ig the vague allusions are still worth tagging for the previously-mentioned anime people #rest of the post sounded like shit opinions too but i didn't really get the whole context and not interested in looking further #this shit has already lived in my head rent-free long enough #no but seriously as a togachako OTP shipper there are in fact a lot of rational reasons for why the ship shouldn't work #canon is currently laughing maniacally in the face of your rationality but at least those reasons do make sense #why would you choose this goddamn Ochako slander as your reasoning instead

[lover-of-mine]

#911 #buddie #911edit #buddieedit #911 on fox #911 fox #911 abc #eddiediazedit #evanbuckleyedit #and a pining eddie tag #my edit #otp: you don't need to pretend with me #i need a buddie and X tag #at this point i should have a cemetery tag lol #you guys get it right? #himself. chris. a reason to live. a safe place to hide #it makes sense right #anyway #cemerery scene my beloved #usercam #911verse #evan buckley #eddie diaz

[missmungoe]

If you have a moment, you should go check out TricksterMelon on Twitter :) I hope you like it <3

I am speechless

#I saw your comment on AO3 and YOU!! YOU'RE THE ANON WHO COMMISSIONED A COVER FOR SIREN'S CALL THAT TIME #YOU'RE LIKE A MASKED ZORRO SWEEPING INTO MY LIFE WITH THESE INCREDIBLE GIFTS #I...I don't even know what to say #I'm still trying to wrap my head around that you got me this #and for THIS FIC which is so dear to me #and WHAT A BREATHTAKING COVER!!!!! #THE COLOURS #THE *KISS* #THE NAVY FLEET AND THE CANNONBALLS FLYING IN THE BACKGROUND #and SHANKS AND MAKINO #I know this is for Long Live but honestly this could be the cover of Shanties as a whole #it's just...perfect #this is seriously one of THE most beautiful artworks I've ever received #I don't have Twitter but can you or someone please tell the artist how much I love this??? #TricksterMelon if you see this I am in AWE #oh my god I need to learn bookbinding so that I can PUT THIS ON THE ACTUAL COVER OF THIS FIC #I am so incredibly touched by this anon THANK YOU SO MUCH<3<3<3 #Shanks x Makino #otp: sing me sea shanties #this made me so happy I...am just going to sit here and feel for a bit<3 #Shanties art

[dylanconrique]

i just finished tonight's episode.... i need a long hug.

#carly lb the rookie #the rookie spoilers #i don't think i wanna live anymore #the way my heart has SHATTERED #INTO A MILLION CRYSTALIZED SNOWFLAKE PIECES #I FEEL LIKE SOMEONE WITH NO MEDICAL EXPERINCE KIDNAPPED ME AND TOOK MY HEART TO SELL ON THE BLACK MARKET WHAT THE FUUUUUUCCK #I KNOW I SAID I'D BE STRONG IF THEY BROKE UP BUT I LIED OKAY???? I LIIIIIEEED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #I NEED THEM BACK TOGETHER DESPERATELY #tim bradford #lucy chen #chenford #otp: you know me so well

[saiyanmazen]

Reblogging all the Vegebul content today.

Sorry, not sorry. I need it.

#there's been a lot of kakavege on my dash and it interferes with my otp #i need my vegebul #and you will have to live with the spam

[cuteandtwisted]

This episode may not be action-filled or advance the plot much. But it’s not a filler.

It’s all about Porsche and his character development. (You know: Porsche. Literally one half of KinnPorsche. The show half named after him?)

In fact, most of the episode is from his POV. He’s in most scenes and most of them are seen through his eyes. He’s in his head and we’re right there with him. 

We’ve already established most of this as viewers, but this is Porsche’s opportunity to come to terms with these things as well (since he’s getting a little break from getting shot at):

Porsche is in love for the first time in his life

Porsche is sexually and romantically involved with a man for the first time ever

Porsche realizes that despite his rather promiscuous past and adventures with the ladies, he knows nothing about love or relationships. (Has he ever made love sober? Has he? Has he ever been touched while not intoxicated? I don’t think so)

Porsche realizes he doesn’t want to lose this/whatever this is. He asks for advice. He says to Yok, verbatim. “I really don’t know where to start. What should I do next?” 

Porsche works to make this work/whatever it is. He studies for their date/the first date of his life (kill me) and wants it “to be perfect”. 

Porsche realizes that, unlike him, Kinn has known love before and has experienced it before. 

Porsche experiences intense jealousy and insecurity for, possibly, the first time ever. He’s learning who he is as a lover. He’s learning new things about himself.

By the end of the episode, Porsche decides that it’s okay that’s he’s not Kinn’s first love, because he’s his now. Plus: A: Tawan is literally dead. Kinn won’t stay hung up on a dead person B: Kinn is convinced that Tawan never loved him, that he betrayed him, and that he was just using him. Kinn values loyalty above all else. Porsche is loyal. He’s not worried

Except everything crumbles at the end because:  A: Tawan is very much alive B: Tawan is going to fight like hell to change Kinn’s mind about his loyalty and his love 

So what’s the point of this episode? This ep is here to make the angst that will follow hurt A HUNDRED TIMES MORE. 

Porsche, in his own way, said ‘I Love You’ to Kinn twice (when he slapped Kinn in Ep7 and when he said that Tawan’s ghost was just jealous that they’re “in love”)

Do you know how many times Kinn said it back or validated Porsche’s feelings with words? ZERO TIMES.

And do you know how many times Kinn mentioned the word ‘Love’? Twice. And do you know who it was about? Tawan. 1) “I couldn’t imagine how I could stop loving him [Tawan]” 2) “He never loved me [Tawan]”

IN CONCLUSION:

Porsche is going to be heartbroken and so are we. We’ll likely get the “What was I to you? Did you ever even love me? Was I just a replacement for the real thing? Are you just going to throw me away now that you have him back? Now that he���s proved that he’s loved you all along and that he never betrayed you?” 

Porsche is giving Kinn his everything. All of his firsts. (And all of his lasts). His first love, his first date, his first jealous feelings, his first kill, his first gunshot wound, his first fuck, (+ his first sober fuck), his first fight, his first slap, his first heartbreak.

Porsche is giving Kinn everything because he simply cannot not give him his all. He’s already crossed the point of no return.

Kinn is going to break Porsche’s heart. And Porsche is going to let him. 

#kinnporsche #anyone who knows me knows I LOVE ANGST I LIVE FOR IT I BREATHE FOR IT #but we NEEDED this interlude #because when Porsche breaks down and burns the world to the ground it will make so much more sense #otp #you wall got me writing meta what the hell #help

[musical-chick-13]

HELLO GOOD EVENING, today I am losing my mind over The Wedding Episode, specifically over "You are forgiven, always and completely forgiven," like not only do I forgive you for whatever you've done, I will forgive you for ANYTHING YOU WILL EVER DO, EVEN IF I'M NOT THERE FOR IT.

#I NEED HELP #I MEAN ACTUAL /HELP/ #DOES EVERYONE INVOLVED WITH THIS PART OF THE SHOW KNOW THAT THEY RUINED MY /LIFE/ #this isn't even getting into 'I'll suffer if I have to kill you' 'More than every living thing in the universe?' 'Yes' #because that's a whole OTHER level of personal derangement #on all levels except physical I am scaling my walls and also probably burning something down #doctor x river #DOES EVERYONE KNOW ABOUT THEM. DO THE PEOPLE KNOW. #THEY NEED TO KNOW. #otp: you are always here to me

[kesharik]

Moon and Sun

alt versions under the cut

#fear and hunger #valteil #francois #gonna make content about them #bc if you want content with otp you need to make this content #even after publishing content i wanna end my live #but knowing that im not alone make me fell little better #sooo valteil/francois fans im gonna make content with them!! #and yeah its rher make up on valteil bc i thought it was good idea #a mean rher sigil its increasing mind and makes them know more without going too insane from the truth #and Valteil is surely seek knowledge. Maybe greater scheme of things wasnt his main goal but still #need to draw him with rher sigil #and francois should be sun god but we dont have any official pic of him sooo made similar makeup to the sun #and also i think Francois pretty similar to the sun especially his golden form #aaand i think Valteil and Francois maybe have similar dynamic... like some opposites but with with similar elements #sorry its hard for me to shape my thoughts... #valteil/francois

[youngpettyqueen]

“You’re an amazing man, Garak.” “And my gratitude to you can never be adequately expressed. But I shall try,” I promised.”

“Yes. But specifically about relationships, and how they set the course of our lives. You not only ‘saved’ my life, you also made it possible for me to live it.”

“The time I wounded you in that holosuite program. . . .” “Yes,” I prompted expectantly. “I never apologized for my action.” “And you must never apologize!” I urged. “Please, Garak. This is not the time to give me a lesson on how to behave like a hardened spy. . . .” “No, no, no. On the contrary, when you shot me, my dear friend, that was the next step in my process of remembering. I was going to sacrifice the others, the people you considered your friends, because that was the only way I could be sure to save myself. You opposed me. Indeed, you would have killed me if necessary.” “I’m sure it would never have gotten to that point,” the Doctor muttered.”

I need to put these all here. excuse me while I- (screams)

#star trek: ds9 #a stitch in time #elim garak #julian bashir #otp: I need to know that someone forgives me #HELLO. HELLO CAN ANYBODY HEAR ME. #MY GRATITUDE CAN NEVER BE ADEQUATELY EXPRESSED #YOU ALSO MADE IT POSSIBLE FOR ME TO LIVE IT #THE FACT THAT JULIAN HAS BEEN HOLDING ONTO THE GUILT OF SHOOTING GARAK THIS ENTIRE TIME #HELP MEEEEEEEE #THIS BOOK MAKES ME FEEL FUCKING INSANE

[andsjuliet]

this is actually insane

#finally going back to my nd rewatch! #i need comfort after today #post: mine #tv: nancy drew #live blogging: nancy drew series rewatch #otp: i couldn't lose you

[valoale]

I’m this 👌🏻 close to creating a playlist for all the songs that resonate drarry to me because I’m a sap and kinda on the verge of insanity

#I’m back being delulu #but honestly do you just hear a song and immediately think of your otp or are you normal #but in all seriousness this figurative playlist would have hundreds of songs at the rate I’m going #maybe I just need to cave in and make several #to distract myself from the painful void that’s life #or maybe I just need help #i just solely blame Ruelle for this with no remorse #I live and breathe music okay #vee talks

[lover-of-mine]

you belong with me...

#911edit #buddieedit #buddie #911 #911 on fox #911 fox #evanbuckleyedit #eddiediazedit #otp: you don't need to pretend with me #my edit #okay i need to put this here #i was living my life. ybwm came on. i was taken by a vision #what vision? #well the vision of Eddie Diaz in his truck belting to taylor swift because buck is on a date #hes eating doughnuts in my vision for some reason. not really relevant. #if i was a better writer id wirte it #but im not so here's the next best thing aoksoaksoaksoaksoaksok #enjoy sokaoskaoskaoksoaks #i dont think ive ever laughed so much making a set lol #friendzone 🫶 #at this point i should have a cemetery tag lol #i cant believe i dont have a taylor tag #and a pining eddie tag #evan buckley #eddie diaz

[doofwrites]

thinking about annabeth seeing herself as the commander to the boys (her troops) and how she can’t have a man down, ever. ever.

how she’ll take the responsibility for their actions if that means they get out alive

how she was going to fight a chimera and try to hit three birds with one stone (earn back her mother’s respect and save her friends and keep the quest on track) even if it meant, y’know, fighting a chimera

how she thinks she’s failed as a leader because her (new) friend is going to be dead soon if she can’t open the door—dead, like her last best friend who was also a child of the big three, who saved them on a hill, whose last stand was what annabeth knew she had to do in that observatory room

how she thinks everything is correlated to what you offer the gods

and what does that mean, if all she’s earned so far are dead friends?

#this is rambling but im still PROCESSING and i need to rewatch #pjo show spoilers #percabeth #the golden trio #demigods and living myths #IM JUSTTTT upsetti spaghetti #(knees weak arms heavy) #this one’s for you mamie #WHEN I GET MY THOUGHTS TOGETHER YALL ARE SO DEAD FR #otp: the blueprint

[dylanconrique]

i sincerely hope we get to see more dancy lucy at nolan's wedding like we did at harper's wedding party before things inevitably go to shit, she deserves to have some carefree fun before whatever is gonna happen to her. 🥺💕

#*carly catalogs #those little snippets of her doing a little twirl on the dance floor and dancing with lilah live rent free in my head #they need to pan the camera to tim smiling and laughing over his beer watching his girlfriend acting like the adorable lil goofball she is #i'm so not ready for my ray of sunshine to be eclipsed 😭😭😭😭😭 #but at the same time i am !!!!!!!!!!!! #cause whatever is gonna follow after is gonna be SCRUMPDIDDLYUMPTIOUS MMPH!!!!!!!! #the rookie #the rookie s6 #tim bradford #lucy chen #chenford #otp: you know me so well

[habits-white-rabbit]

Every time I see someone use Purple Haze Feedback for 'UwU FuGio real!!' or paint Giorno as a coldhearted sadistic master manipulator I feel myself coming closer and closer to snapping

#theskinwalkerqueenspeaks #granted i don't like fugio #i don't see a problem with the ship it's just not my personal otp #hell sometimes i see really good fugio art or fic stuff and i go 'y'know what fuck yeah that slaps'!!! i'm not a fugio hater #but the entire point of purple haze feedback was not to be endgame ship material #i'm also not saying that you couldn't use that to back up your ship but if that is the only thing you got out of it you should take a step #back from fandom and shipping culture bc you should be able to interact with a piece of media without thinking 'how can i ship this' #also giorno is a deeply traumatized teenager he ain't manipulating the mafia that easily lmfao #that one goes out to the crowd who think that giorno only told bruno what he wanted to hear #which is bullshit in itself because he hadn't even heard of bruno prior how the hell would he pull 'oh yeah same i hate drugs too' #out of his ass without knowing bruno and without bruno ever saying that he hated passione's involvement in the drug trade #it's a huge leap #also!! #giorno went out of his way more than once to try to keep his team alive and at the cost of not achieving his dream at that #those are not the actions of someone who doesn't care who lives or dies as long as his goals are met #you all need to rewatch the series and reassess how you see characters because holy fuck you missed so many gods damn points #rant over