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daandyli0n · 2 years

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...dangit more minecraft ocs-

summary of the oc universe in question: Immortal Found Family (IFF) + Local Deity Of Madness are at each other’s throats, and it’s implied that the aforementioned Deity Of Madness may or may not have had a fling with one of the members of the Found Family (who’s specifically a minor goddess), but the two of them hate each other for Reasons We Will Get Into

here are the characters:

Pix

-the aforementioned Deity Of Madness

-exact age is unknown, but is at least several millennia old

-they/them

-some sort of void person who head seems to be a bunch of scribbles, wears a yellow bear mask that seems to be crying, rainbow sweater, jeans, and yellow sneakers

-Not A Good Person

-like, literally. they are so dangerous and unhinged that people say to call on them you would have to be mad yourself

-attempting to call on them for assistance is one of the most dangerous things a person in this universe could do, and you’d either have to be 1) crazy, 2) desperate, or 3) stupid enough to actually try it

-think of it being like a genie, but you’d need to be 150% more careful with your phrasing. don’t leave any room for loopholes in what you’re asking for, don’t say anything that could put a loved one in danger, don’t say anything that could potentially get your soul stolen, and don’t offer to give up something that you can’t afford to lose

-Don’t Ask Boo How It Figured Any Of This Out

-used to date a member of The Immortals known as Hyrbris. the two of them hate each other now. don’t ask questions

-for a list of crimes:

Exile Arc’d a kid (Boo) to make the aforementioned kid a Prophet Of Madness (luckily failed, but horrifically traumatized Boo in the process)

Got a Starborn (Mino) high off of potions so they could steal the Starborn’s stardust (effectively their blood/life force; wouldn’t have killed Mino, but would’ve made them incredibly weak), and stole enough stardust that it sent the Starborn into a coma of sorts and basically left their comatose body on the property of the IFF as a warning

has been trying to “cause some mischief�� for the IFF. and by “cause mischief”, they really mean “brainwash, manipulate, and (psychologically/physically) torturing members of the family to basically break them” (two of these aforementioned members basically being immortal children who literally cannot die whatsoever)

attempted to murder their ex’s current partner (Sculk) but failed

psychologically tortured a guy who felt guilty over his sister’s death (Tik)

almost caused the death of a hybrid (Damon) by turning the members of the Very anti-hybrid town he lived in against him; only reason he didn’t die was because a Minor Deity Of Knowledge And Secrets (Erius) took pity on him and made him immortal

Was Basically The Cause Of Most Of Scout’s Problems (you’ll meet him later)

-yeah. they kinda suck. Hyrbris hates them :3

Boo

-is a member of a species known as Pumpklings (basically sentient pumpkin people), however is basically immortal

-also one of the few members of its species; it’s basically the reason Boo is even immortal in the first place...

-it/its

-is actually around 600 years old, but is physically (and mentally) around 10. so here’s the warning to Not Be Weird About It

-got Exile Arc’d by Pix. really doesn’t like being left alone after this out of fear of being taken again

-its face looks like a constant •w• whenever it’s happy. however, the opposite is true for when it’s upset; •M•

-has a scarf that does that magic scarf-hands thing because i think it’s cool-

-one of the (permanent) children in the household

Hyrbris

-Minor Goddess Of Luck/Fortune and Arrogance/Pride

-looks like a sheep hybrid

-she/her

-a few millennia old; exact age is unknown

-yes, her name is purposefully meant to sound similar to “hubris”

-despite her title, she’s more of a punisher of arrogance/pride, and gifts people she believes is worthy of it with luck and/or fortune

-she also cares deeply for her family of misfits over here. Hyrbris does not just invite/adopt someone into the IFF without reason

-runs a casino. if she comes over to your table unexpectedly and asks to play with you alone, then that’s your sign that you’ve f**ked up

-Pix’s ex. absolutely hates them because, y’know, they’ve hurt just about everyone who she cares about (including the kids)

-she’s a good mom :]

-current partner is Sculk

Mino

-Starborn

-they/them

-is an immortal Starborne; slowly ages. is around 750 years old, but is physically (AND MENTALLY) 12. same warning as Boo applies here

-is practically an older sibling to Boo

-got yoinked by Pix, drugged using potions, and then bled out for their stardust until they were put into a coma

-Pix basically mocked them in their coma dreams/nightmares

-woke up about a year later, but is still incredibly weakened by what happened. it makes them really tired most of the time

-likes to perform using their magic

-they <3

Sculk

-human corrupted by skulk and made immortal from it

-she/her and xe/xem

-about 970 years old

-got stuck in the Deep Dark and revived by a bunch of skulk (hence the name)

-has a symbiotic relationship with the skulk covering xyr body

-the sculk heals wounds, which is partially why she’s immortal

-is Hyrbris’ partner

-much calmer and introverted than xyr partner

-Pix attempted to kill her once

Scout

-(cursed) immortal human; wandering storyteller

-he/him

-around the same age as Sculk

-latest member of the IFF

-Pix basically cursed this dude’s family, which ended in:

his father going mad and running headfirst into a creeper, which killed him

his mother dying (still uncertain as to reason/cause)

-Pix also cursed him with immortality, because apparently Scout didn’t suffer enough

-doesn’t want anything to do with Pix anymore

-problem? he’s a member of the IFF. who are constantly terrorized by Pix. due to this, he tried not to become Found Family’d. emphasis on Try.

-help this poor dude, he hasn’t known a day of peace since getting dragged into the IFF (because dangit Pix-)

the others are friends of the IFF, and i’ll talk about them later

here’s the boys!!

#minecraft oc #oc: pix #oc: boo #oc: hyrbris #oc: mino #oc: sculk #oc: scout #my boys <3 #they are. Suffering #Pix is just a horrible person #scout is tired #hyrbris wants to Murder #Boo and Mino need therapy #A Lot Of Therapy

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p1x1x · 9 months

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i need to brutally murder the part of me that cringes into Oblivion.

#pix suffering #jdhdjdhshsjsakh tbh this why i am so slow at Comics #i just keep rereading it while making n be like What Am I Doing #oh well uhh this is about to be like 10 pgs??#not a single panel cleaned up im still trying to. find how to wrwp it up bc i changed one thing #n that affected the rest of it lmoskejdhshdjshdhdhd #tbh id think i had killed it a while ago but ig it didnt die. like Bug

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pixlokita · 9 months

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Who else feels like the Gregory we talk to in the end of Ruin is the actual Gregory? Like, I know that during the entire DLC, it was the mimic, but towards the end now it's the real Gregory? Just me?

AAA no I agree !!! And even if it was the real Gregory he had no way of messing with the elevator !! I feel like more than one thing is trying to turn everyone against eachother. I would have believed it if we could hear glamrock freddy in the background too ? But y’know :0c just really confusing :>

#pix answers #fnaf #dlc ruin #spoiler #now Im not saying this to excuse what happened to Cassie #she suffered a lot :c #hope she’s ok

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dollfaced-erin · 9 months

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imagine if jing yuan eventually got jealous of mimi getting more attention than him

honestly ! THIS IS SO CUTE HELP HEHEHE

i couldnt help but wonder if this could be part of a one shot if someone wants to read it…i mean, i could make a spin off series of one shots and scenarios that stray off the main line story, using the current Vidyadhara reader !

In this scenario, we will be following the current timeline of the story, but i can put a little extra that strays from the original as a treat ! (so dont go telling Blade i made scenarios behind his back hehe !

REMINDER ! THIS IS BASED ON MY FANFICTION SERIES, DRAGON'S CRADLE !

TW : SLIGHTLY SUGGESTIVE THEMES !

Taglist ! : -

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Though Yanqing was quite the rambunctious kid, during the night when he was left to his own devices, there was nothing else but him, and his papers, the moon, the sound of crickets, and more papers. Yeah…not to mention more papers of endless trivial reports spilled here and there on and under the small table in his room which he would read whenever he couldn't sleep.

Why ? To get sleepy by looking at something completely disinteresting.

Jing Yuan really couldn't help it. Almost everywhere his eyes landed, he would be reminded of his long lost companions. Though people say that wounds heal with time, how can 500 years not be sufficient enough to patch up all the pain he endured…?

Looking at his weapon he had stored in his room, he was reminded of Yingxing. Looking at Yanqing training, he was reminded of his own days with Jingliu. Looking at the Starskiffs in the sky, he was reminded of Baiheng who loved the galaxy, and once a member of the Nameless. Looking at the Alchemy Commission and the Scalegorge Waterscape, he was reminded of Dan Feng.

And at night when he was alone, looking up at the moon, he was reminded of Dan Jia.

But for the following days that (Y/n) resided in his abode for the time being, he felt like that void was slowly being patched up, like he wasn't the only one suffering in all this mess. Sure, he did want her to remember her past, but if it only will bring her suffering…

He would rather see her smile as she leaned against the wooden guardrail, gazing up at the moon. Like she was now, as they stood in silence, the only sound between them being the water splashing and the rushing in the manmade river in his personal gardens.

Jing Yuan relished in the sight of her smiling so peacefully, so carefree, like Dan Jia once did. He was about to call out to her when…

Sounds of heavy feet pressing against the dirt and pushing down the grass blades entered their ears, the sound of purring being the sole trait to the one that had interrupted them.

"Ah, Mimi !" (Y/n) called out, pushing herself off of the railings as she skipped off to the feline. She smiled brightly, a smile that she seldom showed any being, save for the large cat.

She ran her slender fingers through Mimi's mane, chuckling as she rubbed her face against Mimi's. Jing Yuan smiled and sighed, crossing over his arms, leaning against the wood, as he watched his companion put a smile on his dear friend's face.

Jing Yuan knew (Y/n) just needed a little love to give and receive without fear. He didn't regretted introducing Mimi to (Y/n), and he never would.

He takes it back. Oh how he wished he could take it back and say it again, this time with a grain of salt.

Another day he returns, another day full of useless complaints and meaningless reports. And another day of looking at (Y/n) and spending time with her as she ventured through the archives…and another day of…

"Mimi~!! Did you miss me~?" (Y/n) would coo out each time they returned from the Seat of Divine Foresight, after Jing Yuan had finished his work.

(Y/n) would let the feline approach her, as she bent down to embrace and kiss the snow lion. Jing Yuan would smile at her affectionate gesture to his companion…that is with an irk mark on his forehead.

Not to mention the snickering from Yanqing in the side.

"Looks like Lady (Y/n) here cares more for a lion than you, General." the young boy would tease.

"As long as she's happy, Yanqing. Have you not seen how much she smiles nowadays ? Perhaps I should treat Mimi to a little more…rewarding dinner soon." Jing Yuan would say, but he was obviously feeling different on the inside.

Yanqing would whistle, putting his hands behind his head as he looked at one of the seven arbitral generals in amusement. He raised one eyebrow, not even sparing a glance to the general to know what he was thinking. "Jealous, General ?"

"Me ? Jealous ? How amusing, Yanqing." Jing Yuan said with a deep chuckle. He raised a large hand and placed it on the boy's head, ruffling his blonde locks. "I wonder where did you get that idea, hm ?"

He wasn't jealous. Just the sound of it was ridiculous.

He couldn't be jealous. Right ?

Right....?

Wrong.

After Yanqing made that little comment about jealousy, Jing Yuan couldn't help but notice the little things that (Y/n) did around him.

He noticed that the dragon lady really wouldn't pay attention much to him. She would be in her own bubble at times. But whenever it was about Mimi, he had never see someone turn their head any faster than (Y/n) did.

(Y/n) was a quiet person for most of the part, barely talking much or showing too much expression, but she was always so happy to see the lion. She would run her hands through the feline's white mane, placing soft butterfly kisses all over, and praising the lion before hanging out with Mimi.

The worse part of it is that Mimi seems to understand the extra attention (Y/n) was giving her, and Jing Yuan's despair of not receiving any at all. Jing Yuan swears he could see that sly gleam in the lion's eyes. And he bet that if she could smirk, she definitely would be smirking at his despair.

He swears that the lion herself was plotting against him, rubbing her head against (Y/n)'s leg whenever she was home, walking around with a book in her hands. (Y/n) would look over, and pet the lion, that would lean into her hand, and purr loudly, making (Y/n) smile.

She would always be kissing and hugging the lion in front of him with a sweet smile on her lips. Those lips...that were never void with that waxy shine of her balm, those pink muscles pulling to reveal her pearly whites.

And it was beginning to get on his nerves.

Currently they were in his bedroom, since (Y/n) still had nightmares from time to time. His bedroom was literally her room now, where she would sleep. She even had her little mattress on the floor he had prepared for her.

(Y/n) was leaning against Mimi, the feline purring loudly, resting her head on her paws as her eyes were shut as the two sat on the matted floor of his room. (Y/n) had a book in her hand, reading something she was given to entertain herself. Jing Yuan too was on the floor with them, a few feet away, by his small floor table, reading away at some scrolls.

"Hey, (Y/n)..." Jing Yuan would call out, only to be interrupted by loud yawn from Mimi. (Y/n) chuckled and ran her slender fingers through Mimi's mane, scratching her gently which the lion loved.

"You're so cute, Mimi. The cutest in the estate. My absolute favorite." (Y/n) would praise, as she pampered the animal.

And after hearing that too many times, he had grown irritated of hearing that. He didn't want (Y/n) to be telling that to her. He wanted it for HIM. And it was so TEMPTING, with the way she would softly giggle and smile.

He bit his lip, watching (Y/n) talk to Mimi softly, like the lion was some baby. But he loved the view before him, smiling softly.

(Y/n) sat on the ground, with Mimi close to the window. Though she was basked with the warm glow of the golden light in the room, the moonlight bathed her best. The way the pure light would bounce off her (s/c) skin, her cheeks, accentuating the shape of her nose and the slant of her eyes, the shadows of her hair on her face, her beautiful silk robes that shone under the light.

Moonlight really suited her best, with the way it casted the most beautiful shadows under the purest lighting. She just looked so graceful, with the way her hair fell, the shine in her precious (e/c) eyes, the shape of her horns on her head, the gleam on her lovely plump lips accompanied with her soft voice that was lulling him to sleep.

He wondered what it was like to be in Mimi's place, to be smothered in kisses...

"Princess..." Jing Yuan would call out again, only to be hushed by (Y/n) who was still baby-talking to Mimi.

He felt so annoyed. He had never been irked up to this point. Was a lion being prioritized over him now ?! She couldn't be serious, right ?!

He felt something deep inside him burning. Anger. Not really. He couldn't be angry at (Y/n) who was pampering Mimi. And he wasn't angry that Mimi was getting affection. Was he upset ? No.

Was this the jealousy Yanqing was talking about ?

Whatever it was, Jing Yuan had enough. If he was jealous, so be it. He was going to confront this matter head on. So he moved, putting down the scroll in his hands. And with a swift moment, got up and approached (Y/n).

Jing Yuan planted his right hand firmly on the ground next to (Y/n), his knee firmly on the ground next to her thigh. His left foot landed on her other side, as he pulled the book out of (Y/n)'s hands, leaning forward as he trapped her between his muscular figure and Mimi's sleeping figure.

"Jing Yuan--" "Pay attention to me too, (Y/n)."

"H-huh...?" (Y/n) gasped, lips slightly parted, quite confused as her cheeks began to heat up from the close confrontation. (E/c) eyes met hungry and impatient honey gold eyes, as it seems Jing Yuan had enough of this behavior of (Y/n)'s.

"I said pay attention to me, (Y/n). I've had enough of you babying Mimi but you don't listen to a word I say." he sternly said, almost glaring at her from behind his messy white bangs. He snapped her book shut after taking note of the page she was on earlier, setting it aside carefully.

"Jing..." "Yuan. Call me Yuan." Jing Yuan insisted, wanting her to use his first name instead of his last. They were close enough for her to do that, right ?

"Go on, say it." he said, his possessive side taking over him. He waited, waited for her to say his name with those pretty lips of hers.

"Y-Yuan..." (Y/n) said shyly, not used to his sudden dominance. Her cheeks were burning red, even under the dim lighting, her eyes cast down as she cutely said his name.

Oh God...

"Again." he commanded, using his large hand to hold her chin tenderly, tilting her head up so that her eyes would meet his.

The sound of her calling him by his first name was making him feel things...

"Yuan..." she shyly said, again, her eyes meeting his own. Her pink lips moved to say his name, the way they pursed and parted...

He couldn't handle himself anymore.

Jing Yuan closed his eyes smashed his lips against (Y/n)'s own, feeling his lips molding against her soft own. His heart was beating in his ears, as his instincts kicked in, wanting more and more from her.

Her lips were so sweet...so soft. It was even better than what he had ever imagined them to be.

They pulled back for a moment, to catch their breath. Their eyes were still in contact, swirling with emotions full of need and want. (Y/n)'s cheeks were flushed as was his own, their chests close to touching as they heaved, rising and falling rapidly to take in oxygen they lost.

But he was still breathless.

She...was so breathtaking...

Mimi sensed the heat between the two individuals as she woke up and moved. As (Y/n) was about to fall, Jing Yuan caught her with his hand, and slowly laid her down onto the matted floor. He looked at the lion, and as Mimi laid down, to sleep again, he swore he could see her wink at him.

He took that as a sign as he looked back at (Y/n).

"Y-Yuan...?" (Y/n) called out and he felt something inside him snap.

Her hair was disheveled in an enticing way, her eyes quite shocked and...needy, her lips were separated and the way her robe was falling off her shoulder...

(Y/n)'s slender hands went around his neck, as her face got closer to his. Oh...how he wanted this moment to happen...and it was finally taking its course...

Her lips were so close to his. So he shut his eyes to relish in the feeling of pleasure...the distance was less than a single millimeter before their lips would meet again when she whispered,

"Wake up."

Jing Yuan's eyes opened in a flash, as his chest heaved. He sat up, trying to understand his surroundings, when he noticed he was on the bed. He must've fallen asleep after he took a bath, overthinking about Yanqing saying he was jealous earlier when they returned.

He sighed as he laid back down on the bed, putting his forearm over his eyes. It was just a dream. But it was so...real.

Her lips...felt so soft.

Wait, speaking of lips, where was (Y/n) ?

He quickly sat up, eyes scouring around before he saw the woman he was seeking for on the floor, the lion curled up to keep her comfortable. Jing Yuan sighed as he got up from the bed, picking up the sleeping dragon lady in his arms.

(Y/n) stirred in her sleep, (e/c) eyes opening to look at him in a daze. "Jing...?" she sleepily called out.

Jing Yuan smiled as he placed her on the bed, putting a pillow between them as a simple barrier. "You look uncomfortable on the floor, princess. Here, sleep here for the night, okay ?"

"Mhm..." she sleepily nodded. Jing Yuan chuckled as he laid on the bed next to her, reaching a hand over to stroke her hair.

(Y/n) took his hand, clasped softly between her smaller own. Then she closed her eyes, bringing his hand close to her face as she began to doze of again.

Jing Yuan's eyes widened a little, before he smiled, his heart melting at the sight of the pretty woman before him. Sure that she was asleep, he placed a soft kiss on her temple, satisfied with just that after getting quite the scare from his dream.

"Sweet dreams, my princess..."

#honkai star rail #honkai star rail x reader #honkai star rail x you #hsr x you #hsr jing yuan x reader #hsr jing yuan x you #jing yuan x reader #jing yuan x you #dragon's cradle #Erin's requests

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minecraftbookshelf · 3 months

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MOS: Specific Breakdown of Language Barriers Between Couples

So I do have the posts on what languages everyone speaks, grouped by Oceanic, WRA, and Fae squad and about 98% of that is still accurate, I just kind of wanted to do a post that summarizes how language plays a role in each marriage/relationship within the AU.

In Chronological Order:

Lizzie & Joel: At the time of their initial marriage they had absolutely zero languages in common. They are one end of the language barrier spectrum. Joel began learning to understand (even if he couldn't really speak) Oceanic out of pure self-preservation. One of the early overtures in their marriage was actually Lizzie chasing down Pixlriffs and demanding he teach her some Mezalean. (Pix has been way more involved in several relationships than he was ever really interested in, send help.) By the time it gets to "current day" they are both fully fluent (within physical capability) in each others' native languages and also share several other languages in common. They absolutely use these powers for evil.

Joey & Xornoth: At the time of first meeting, they didn't have much in common linguistically. Joey was fresh out of isolation with only a few words of Mythlandic that he'd picked up from his first encounters with Fwhip and Xornoth had no knowledge of the language of the Lost Empire. Joey basically force-formed a sort of pidgin of mostly Mythlandic and his own language for them to communicate in, though as time goes on it acquires more Elvish words and structures. He mostly flirts in his own language, which does mean he can get a bit more...graphic in public than he would otherwise be able to be, because most people don't speak it outside the borders of his empire. Xornoth is suffering. They're learning each others languages but also this is a pretty new relationship so they are still very much in the learning stage. Joey does also struggle with Xornoth's accent in particular.

Jimmy & Scott: Technically they have a language in common, as both of them have at least a decent fluency in Mythlandic. However they learned their Mythlandic in very different ways. Scott has learned his entirely from reading books (with occasional help from Xornoth on pronunciation which means some of his words have a bit of a Helianthian twang to them) so he tends towards more formal speech and has a very strong accent on top of that because he hasn't interacted with native speakers and is guessing half the time. Jimmy had a little bit of a formal education in the language when he was small, but most of his fluency comes from border trade, border skirmishes, and yelling threats back and forth with Sausage (and Fwhip). They'll get there eventually, but it'll take them a bit.

Katherine & Shrub: Shrub is a completely blank slate, linguistically, when they first arrive. Zero languages in common with anyone. They meet Joey and Katherine and begin learning. Katherine, in addition to teaching Shrub both Silvan and Mythlandic, is also learning Gnomish from her. By the time they start tentatively approaching a relationship, the language barriers are mostly gone. It just means they have to focus on some new vocabulary they hadn't really had a reason to encounter before.

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meidnightrain · 6 months

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CLEAN - ayato

❝ there was nothing left to do when the butterflies turned to dust that covered my whole room. ❞

summary: the rain would wash away the tears and every trace left from your relationship with the yashiro commissioner

warnings: reader is gn, hurt/slight comfort, reader was in a toxic relationship with ayato, takes place after their breakup

notes: day 13 and another one of my personal favourites! i interpreted this a little differently once i thought over what the lyrics tried to convey so i ended up writing this! idk why i think this feels shorter than the previous ones oh well

taglist (open): @staretes , @rynnlvrs , @sentifua , @i-probably-sleep-too-much , @reilly34 , @qqingque , @akutasoda , @mhiieee , @starryshinyskies , @kazemiya , @pix-stuff , @inscaraithrust

the drought was the very first, when the flowers that you grown together died of thirst. flowers that had relied on your tears for them to blossom, feeding on your heart that you broke over and over again to ensure their growth. people saw them for their beauty but you saw them as a reminder of the toll it had taken to cultivate them.

ayato was a dream, a fever dream that you couldn’t decide whether or not had brought you joy or suffering. dating the commissioner hadn’t been all sunshine and rainbows, was the hydro vision he had because he could make you cry every single time? over him, over the weight his position had carried over onto you, over your breaking relationship that you had struggled to hold onto?

you felt neglected constantly, he was so busy that you’d go on days without hearing anything from him. when he’d come back, he’d pretend that nothing happened. it was like you were just playing a dysfunctional role as ayato’s partner just for show. he’d come to when he needed you but was never there for you. he was like a wine-stained shirt you couldn’t wear anymore, he had changed you to the point you had lost yourself, forgotten who you were before him.

you’d think that a breakup would release all these chains tying you down to the sea floor but it was so, so much worse because all you thought about was him. you hung your head as you lost the war and the sky turned black like a perfect storm, a mirror of your emotions.

as much as you tried to convince yourself it was love, as much as you tried to convince yourself that you couldn’t live without him, you weren’t so easily fooled. ayato could move on and he had seemed fine when you had an unfortunate encounter. was it because he had been conditioned to put on a facade or was it because you truly had meant nothing to him, perhaps it was because he had left more of a skin deep mark on you than you had left on him. he had touched your soul while you had merely touched his skin.

so why couldn’t you? why had you given a pained smile, hold back the flood of emotions that were rising like tsunami tides? did ayato know about this? is that what he had planned all along? for you to never move on for him and come back running to him?

wandering around with your watering eyes there was nothing left to do you had realised, when the butterflies he had once caused to flutter in your stomach turned to dust. the butterflies and hearts that you could picture and envision so clearly in your mind when you looked at him were gone with nothing, the only reminders of them were the tears you shed. so you had pictured punching a hole in your roof, punching all these emotions away.

not that it helped though, and when you tried to imagine a flood carrying all those pictures of ayato you had, it swept you away into its embrace too. you were in every picture you had of him, every memory, every dream and every wish. the water filled your lungs and you could hear yourself scream so loud, a piercing shriek but no one would hear a thing. you were battling with yourself, willing every inch of your body to let him go. it was all in your head, nothing any healer could cure.

it wasn’t love you had felt towards him, your friends had murmured as you wept for days at end. it was an addiction. you were addicted to ayato like he was a personal brand of drug catered specifically for your consumption. even now ten months sober, some part of you admitted that you missed him. now ten months older, you wouldn’t give up because when you’d be clean, you’d never risk falling into this cycle of hurt ever again.

all it took was to step out into the storm, feel the cold air breeze through your skin and drench your soul, wash every mark he had left from you and clean the wounds that scarred you. a simple but effective approach as you poured your heart out like how the rain poured from the clouds in the stormy sky. getting everything off your chest was the way to go though it meant you had to undo all the fragile stitches holding you together. you’d piece yourself back together overtime and be the person you were before him, you knew of it for the rain left you feeling refreshed and anew.

when the rain poured down on you, mixing with your tears that held memories of ayato and you, did you finally feel like you could breathe once again. after so long being locked away from the world you had closed your heart to, now the experience of feeling water hit your skin was a sort of relief, proof that you were healing. only by submitting and drowning could you finally breathe, gasping for fresh air that you had gone without for so long.

by morning, every trace of him was gone and you were finally clean.

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captain-writes · 1 year

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Fledgling Sheriff

Part 2

The day that Jimmy collapsed in the middle of Sanctuary, every ruler was forced to review their understanding of the young sheriff. They had all seen him become more and more irritable over the past few weeks, no one knowing the exact reason. Some, like fWhip, chalked it up to power going to his head, but no one knew for certain.

Still, the hand placed on his own back and the quiet murmur of “did someone just stab me?” before Jimmy hit the ground was enough to make them realize that the irritability had likely stemmed from some kind of physical pain that Jimmy had been suffering through.

This was especially evident after they moved the unconscious man indoors and began to remove his jacket and shirt, revealing an inflamed upper back where it looked like something was trying to exit the man’s skin.

“Oh Santa Pearla, he’s fledging,” Sausage gasped as the thought came to him.

“Fledging? Jimmy’s getting wings?” Scott asked, his heterochromatic gaze burrowing into the side of Sausage’s head as the man nodded. The colorful king reached out and took one of Jimmy’s hands in his own, giving it a light squeeze before simply continuing to hold it.

“Shelby, do you have any potions that might help?”

“I don’t know if weakness or regen would work, but I think I have both with me right now!”

“Give him weakness, he won’t feel it as much. But only give him half, maybe water it down? Regen would just make it harder for his wings to get through the skin,” Pix instructed, watching over Shelby as she followed his orders.

Lizzie leaned to get a closer look at the unconscious sheriff, realizing just how rounded his face looked while asleep, “How old is he? Avian’s usually fledge when they’re young, right?”

“Avians do fledge young, but Elytrans don’t. They tend to fledge in their early twenties. So it depends on what type of wings he gets,” Katherine explained, her knowledge of hybrids coming in handy.

“Still, he’s pretty young either way. It must have been hard to not know what was happening. I mean, he doesn’t have any family around to help him, right? So he was really alone with this,” Gem asked, reminding everyone of how alone the young man was. He had raised up an entire town without a support system and while going through an unknown hybrid inheritance.

“We just have to wait for him to wake up now,” Joel remarked, not wanting to dwell on those thoughts.

“Right,” Sausage agreed, “now we wait.”

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How do we spend time with the student body when we aren't bangin' like bunnies? Like, do we have a movie watch party with the werewolves, gaming marathon with Lidya, just a chill day with the Centipede? Playing sports, study group, etc. I am all for the fucking frenzy like everyone else, but I just wanted to know what are things we do together in our free time :v

Of course! There's lots to do around campus on a day-to-day basis, both organized by the university itself or just what the students like to do on their off time. It's a big part of monster culture to throw parties and hang out with people whether you know them really well or just met, so it's likely that you could be swept into a bush party or invited into someone's dorm to smoke or play board games without even knowing their names.

As for individual students, again, there's lots! With the werewolves being the jocks they are, they're most likely to go live it up at the frat parties and afterparties for the sports games or dances, so if drinking and partying in general is your thing you'll always have a group to go with you (and keep you safe!). Although you'll have to deal with their incessant clinginess when they inevitably get hangovers, and suffer through the touchiest cuddle piles imaginable if more than one or two of them are feeling nauseous or have headaches. If you've got plans the next day, definitely skip the hardcore partying with them the night before!

Lidya and Jude are probably the ones you'll hang out with the most since they're pretty much always available, and since nobody else really tends the arcade she can pretty much open and close it whenever she wants. So if you're in the mood, she'll open up a private or public gaming tourney and you can spend hours just hanging out, talking, and trying to beat each other at your favourite games, and once it gets late she'll get food delivered and you can watch a movie or something on the sofa in the backroom. The best part is that she's spent so much time tinkering with Jude's hardware that she's come up with a couple different devices to take him out into the real world! She has yet to make anything crazy like an android body (she's working on that as a future birthday gift) but for now she's got a keychain that has a modified USB and what looks like a little retro Tamagotchi; the USB is for her to plug into the arcade cabinets so she can upload his data and he can play alongside you guys, and the Tamagotchi has a pixely little version of Jude inside that she can take around so he doesn't get lonely. Whenever she's out of the arcade, there's a good 80-90% chance that she's got Jude with her, so if you wanna hang out you can do so pretty much anywhere! She can even plug him into the laptop she's got at her dorm, although the last time she did that he got ahold of some....ahem, sensitive file folders she wanted to keep private, so she'll only let him in there if you wanna watch something online with her in her room.

As for centipede, you hit the nail on the head! If Efraim's not in class he's usually getting high, so you can stop by his dorm day or night and get a free hit off him pretty much anytime. Don't get me wrong, there are definitely times when he's handsy or you can clearly tell he was planning on jerking off instead of entertaining company, but in general it's just harmless fun and you can just bum around his dorm doing nothing if you want. He's always in the mood to watch a movie or listen to music, and he's surprisingly not averse to cooking and not too bad at it either, so if you get hungry or you're just bored hell find something you two can make together to kill a couple hours. He does that a lot, you'll find--if there's a distinct lull in conversation or your mood shifts downward, he might offer, but most times he'll just quietly get up off the couch and go fix you something to eat. Even if it's just cutting an apple and some peanut butter or making you a sandwich, he fills time pretty well with putzing around the kitchen in the hopes of finding you something you really, really like. Do keep in mind that he's got roommates, however, and although Zombie can be a pretty amiable guy to share a space with...his slime roommate is less so. So if they're home, Efraim will probably try to keep your hangout to his bedroom to limit the distractions.

It may sound a little odd, but your yeti professor is pretty open to spending time together, too! Aryck holds baking lessons quite often and he's almost always in the kitchen, so if you're ever bored or looking to expand your culinary expertise he's usually around. You can even be his taste tester if you want, and hang around the classroom for an hour or two while he tests recipes and puts together his lesson plans for the next semester! It may feel a little awkward at first, but it turns into great fun once you open up to him a little more. A lot of the professors either spend much of their time on campus or are looking for assistance in some of their menial academic tasks, so you could probably find any professor you like and hang out with them awhile in exchange for some easy labour and snacks as a reward. The orc metalworking professor holds girls-only workshops weekly too, which is a great way to get to know the girls at school since they're all so friendly and are eager to make new friends! Go there once and you'll be invited to every sleepover and girl's night and brunch for the rest of the year! And of course, the resident doctor on campus is constantly cycling through "assistants" for his questionable medical trials, so if you're feeling brave you can come help him out and be treated to teatime afterwards.

The harpies are great fun, too! There's a group of them that live in the same dorm building as you do, and while they can be excitable and sometimes a little loud late at night, they're always eager to have company and will invite you in if you so much as pass by their door. They're not only great for parties or dances but they do a lot of studying together too, so they'd be happy to cram together for your exams and midterms! And they know all the professor's likes and weaknesses, so they'll get you any important info you may need if you have to appeal to them so they'll curve your grade. Plus, free snacks!

The university holds lots of intramurals for various sports all throughout the year, too, so even if you don't want to join a team or commit for a whole season you can still play with both the athletes and the casuals, and the pool is almost always open so swimming is a year-round option too. The werewolves and Priam do these a lot during the winter months when the football season is in a lull, so they'll always be up for pretty much any sport you wanna do and will be all too happy to show you how to play if you're a newbie. Plus, they've got rec rooms separate from the arcade in nearly every dorm building and in a few of the main academic buildings, which have the usual dartboards, pool tables, community game consoles, cards, board games, and D&D style books along with signup sheets to join oneshots or campaign groups. Many of the non-athletic clubs and groups gather in the rec rooms around campus, so it's a good way to get a feel for any extracurriculars you might wanna join! Antón runs a book club and Ollie's part of the chess team, for example, so if there's something you're interested in there's probably either someone you know that's in it or a professor you've got that's running it.

Of course, you could always attend sermons or the charity events the chapel holds too, if you feel so inclined--it may be intimidating to walk in knowing how the Archangel feels about you, especially where his protégé is involved. But Isaac would be more than happy to take your hand and show you around, and he'll stick to your side like glue during any events so you won't get caught alone with Mikael and have an interrogation thrown your way. He'll take the tongue-lashing happily in your stead once you're gone--he's used to the strict hand the high angels take anyways, and he's gone through the purity rituals so many times he could sleep through them at this point. If it means you're more likely to come around more often, he'll gladly sit through a lecture as many times as he needs to!

Also, whether you're a strong swimmer or can't swim at all, Nessie and the Kraken always somehow appear when you come to take a dip in the lake. Nessie's unashamedly competitive if you're good and will want to race and time how long you can hold your breath, but if you're not a swimmer at all, he and the Kraken will want very badly to teach you. It's more of Nessie's active guidance that you'll get as he holds you and shows you how to tread and paddle, but you can be reassured that if you ever get scared or the current pulls you down too far, the Kraken will rouse within moments and extend its tentacles from the depths to push you back up to the surface for air. If need be, it'll even carry you above the water and let you down once you're at the shore, or it'll let out that deep, rumbly cry to alert Nessie to your plight so he'll come splashing up to help you!

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