#pls don't come rant at me for this

[welivefast-dieyoung]

Some of y'all trying to encourage empathy for these unethically wealthy people, who agreed to be bolted in to a metal tube, that was unapproved, unsafe and was controlled by a fucking off brand playstation controller from 2011 just for a cute lil death tourism trip is why we as a society will never be free.

They went to a part of the ocean that is so deep, more people have been to space than that far down. With a man who said safety shouldn't be a concern. Oceangate literally fired someone for saying that the window wasn't going to be able to withstand those depths. They'd lost another vessel before for 5 hours. Like plllsss the self preservation left the room. This whole situation is absurd.

Even this man's own stepson doesn't give a FUCK and you want me to? Nuh uh you have the wrong one I'm afraid😭😭

#scribblesbyc #titanic #the way I was hooting and hollering as soon as I saw what they paid a quarter of a million to get stuck inside😭😭😭 #this entire situation is fucking ridiculous so imma laugh #oceangate #yeah i know its a Logitech controller but its still an off brand playstation controller hence why i called it that 😭 dw guys 😂 #sometimes a girl likes to add a bit of pizzazz when I'm on a rant pls don't come for me 😭

[tbhimnoteasyonmyself]

Liam worries me more and more everyday... His girlfriends, his instagram stories... And this fuss with Zayn now... Listen, I don't put celebrities on pedestals, I understand their humanity. I can see Liam's flaws as much as I can see he's in a bad place rn, each day worse, spiralling and spiralling and no one is helping and that's 99% of why I grow more concerned each day.

That being said, it's heartbreaking to me watching him say stuff like that about Zayn, someone who's supposedly his friend. He's only ever shown love to the members of 1D, Zayn included, so far and now, out of the blue, this? It just doesn't sit right, does it?

He talked shit on his behaviour, saying he's a dick and that he can't condone his actions when we all know how the media is on Zayn and how he's constantly portrayed in a bad light, as a bad guy... Surely, he says he'll always stand by him but does that really balance it out? I don't think so tbh, because that's not what people are gonna focus on that interview, is it? They don't care about that, they'll care about him reinforcing how Zayn acts shitty. And then he goes and exposes his private affairs on top of it... Idk, it seems so... Idk... Cruel, I guess? Like why would he say those things knowing all of what Zayn's been through? Is it his mental health, is it his addiction? It it the management, maybe taking advantage of some of this for their own purposes, idk...

I don't really know where I'm going with this, not really trying to make a strong case for anything here, not disregarding Liam's behaviour but also not disregarding his state rn...

Guess in the end I'm just sad, disappointed and frustrated. Terrible situation, really. On Liam's end, on Zayn's end, on all ends... Sad sight...

#pls don't come rant at me for this #this is not meant to be cohesive or very structured #it's not also meant to offend anyone so if you are offended I apologize #if you think I said something wrong you can kindly explain it to me #or just ignore me altogether #whatever works for you #I just feel like I needed to let this out #sorry for the long post #anyways #not even gonna tag this I don't want this to be found really

[a-crystalclearsquid]

(okay, head's up because i'm kinda new to dc lore and i've only read and watched little of the comics and tv shows but-)

NO BECAUSE DC HAD EVERY FUCKING OPPORTUNITY TO JUST MAKE DAMIAN AND JON CANON BUT BECAUSE THEY AGED-UP JON, THEY JUST SET HIM UP WITH SOMEONE ELSE??

DON'T GET ME WRONG, I LIKE JAY BUT WHAT THE HELL MAN????

WHAT THE FUUUCKKK 😭😭

LIKE- DAMIAN AND JON ALREADY HAD GOOD CHEMISTRY AND ALL FROM SUPERSONS AND DC ALREADY CONFIRM JON TO BE BISEXUAL, SO WHAT'S STOPPING THEM FROM MAKING DAMIAN AND JON CANON? BECAUSE THEY'RE LITERAL CHILDREN? NOTHING A FUCKING TIMESKIP COULD SOLVE, FUCK THAT 😭😭

godammit man, my disappointment's immeasurable ...

#alex rants #yes i ship #damijon #or jondami #and i know they'll never be canon #but what the hell #i really like jay #but no offense to him really 😭 #i just can't believe it dc would do this 😭 #for longtime fans pls don't come at me #i'm just sad my little ship sank before it was even built

[zaachknight]

checked tiktok for some itgo (cause I forgot to check there when I first read it) and I just gotta say,, did most these ppl truly not get the plot of it (or even the subplot) or what? "it's such a larry story" "it's 1d coded!!!" no it's not what r u twelve????

like I like 1d, and I get it but I'll be honest, it just doesn't make sense to me how ppl who've read it can take that from it like. come on.

#also jon and angel and the whole thing with fans shipping them when they're straight is exactly what they're doing to harry and Louis #like I just don't understand #I get it's a romance but it's genuinely so much more than that #especially if you read into it like. COME ON DO YOU NOT GET THE WHOLE THING WITH THIS BOOK #just a rant #I hate booktok (mostly) anyway #maybe it's because it's my special interest #I could talk about this for hours #like if I could word it all into posts I would #if this gets out #itgo #zach knight #jon braxton #angel phan #ruben montez #if this gets out headcannons #itgo headcannons #if this gets out brainrotting #itgo brainrotting #stop calling it a larry book pls it's pissing me off now

[mcuxhp777]

The only reason why I like Gotham's Bruce is because he's Bruce and not Batman. He's the guy who sees good in people and want hope for Gotham. After he became Batman, it's like he became a different person. I think that's why I hate other variants of Bruce Wayne. Every adaption he has lost his humanity completely. I think my second favorite is UTRH Bruce and third is SoB Bruce. The rest can fuck off for being assholes to his kids.

#bruce wayne #gotham #gotham!bruce #utrh!bruce #sob!bruce #son of batman #under the red hood #rant post #pls understand where i'm coming from #i just don't like batman #they fucked up bruce's character so badly #gotham made me realize that

[jittyjames]

i'm scared to talk about them bc every time I talk about fic plans I somehow always end up hating them and never posting bc I feel like I've overhyped them and people are going to think I'm weird and cringe and suck, BUT I'm really excited about whump: the musical and I want to post my fics now but I can't :(((((

#just screaming to myself about these fics ig #not overhyping or hyping anything at this point anymore bc everything I actually like flops horrendously #I don't want to let people's reactions affect my work but lately I've just been like.... WOW MY FICS ARE A BUNCH OF SHIT #been in a creatively stunted hole since like #...mid october #one trick pony at it again ig #in the words of lin #come on brain think of things come of brain be so smart #I think writing academic papers like crazy at the end of the semester kind of burnt me out??? #like I feel like all of my work is lacking heart and idk how to fix it??? I feel like I come off as more clinical and formula based #idk this has just turned into a rant #someone give me advice pls #maybe I should write more riskily or something #BUT WHAT IS RISKY IDK #maybe I just need to have fun and write what I like and to hell with the rest of it

[theflyingfeeling]

it's my day off and I have already had one formal phone call and I'm now waiting for my new desk chair to be ready for pickup and I had an exhaustive day yesterday hosting vaalikahvit for five adults, one toddler and two dogs, so may I pleeeeaaaaaasssseeee get to fuck around and imagine blorbo nonsense and draft an AU fic I'll never write because I still haven't made that sideblog for this kinda shit instead of doing anything useful?? 😩🙏

so today I'm thinking of a no-band-AU semi-inspired by this post I made a week ago

in which Olli and Aleksi have recently moved in together in their new fancy house and they're so happy and in love and having a lot of sex (yes this is an important plot detail 🥰)

(spoiler alert: there is no plot. not even a little bit (hence I won't be writing this))

their relationship had a controversial start because they were still dating other people when they fell in love

Joonas is pining for Joel who's in a toxic on/off relationship with Samy

Joel may be struggling with something else too idk haven't decided, but Joonas is there for him always and he loves Joel so so much

as for Tommi and Niko: maybe Tommi and Olli used to be an item at some point, although he's not the one Olli broke up with to be with Aleksi

and maybe Joonas and Niko had something going on but Niko ended it because he saw how in love with Joel Joonas was

so Niko and Tommi have lots of deep discussions about whether it's weird for Tommi to see Olli with Aleksi (not really because it's been a while and he can see how happy Olli is now (way happier than he was with his previous partner))

and about how it is for Niko to see Joonas suffering so much because of Joel (it's hard but there's not much niko can do about it is there)

and yeah they end up spending the night together at some point 👀 they decide to keep it casual and low-key though so they tell no one

eventually it becomes maybe a little more than just friends hooking up but they're still sorta chill about it and it feels very natural (for Tommi it's better than the random one-night-stands he's been having and for Niko it's definitely better than worrying about Joonas all time time)

and yeah, as it is a non-band-AU I've also given some thought to what they all could be doing instead of being in a band (which is my favourite part of non-band-AUs hehe)

first of all, Tommi is a paramedic because I recently re-watched this old interview in which they all tell the what they'd be doing for a living if they weren't musicians in a band and that's Tommi's answer

ngl it would be kinda funny if I gave everyone the occupation they mention in the video but I think 'gravedigger' for Niko would be a tad too gloomy for the purposes of this AU lol, so he's a writer. a struggling one maybe, but still, and he spends a lot of time in his head (very in-character I knoooooooww <3)

Olli is a graphic designer at a... ummm... a place where graphic designers work? idk just some company, he works from home a lot (so that he can have sex with his bf during his breaks)

Aleksi is still a producer, has a fancy-ass studio in the house. Robin is one of the artists he works with, because of course he is

Olli and Aleksi secretly want to ask Robin if he'd be up for a threesome but he's a literal puppy and oblivious and they don't know how to bring it up lol

and maybe Johnny's Aleksi's co-producer and they also fantasize about having threesome with him 😂 sorry yes they are very horny and kinky in this AU

not sure what Joel and Joonas could be doing, but I like to imagine them as co-workers in some kinda music business or whatever. maybe they're also roommates, just to make it extra painful for Joonas 😭 and maybe Joel is a musician on the side (plays covers at bars etc.), because I simply can't imagine him another career than music

(Joonas goes to see his every single gig, sometimes without Joel knowing it)

a random "scene" I've thought of includes Niko and Joonas coming over to test the new sauna at the Matela-Kaunisvesi residence, but because Niko and Joonas feel awkward having sauna together, they end up mixing the pairs and so we have Aleksi and Niko having deep discussions in the sauna and Joonas and Olli talking about sex while waiting for their turn lol (they've been friends since forever and maybe had some experiments together when they were teens so it's very natural for them)

but yeah, the reason why I'm not writing this AU is because I have no clear plot for it 😔 but honestly? sometimes it's fun just creating these AUs and characters in my head 🥺

I wish I could write all these ideas into actual stories but I'm scared of biting off more than I can chew, so I intimidate and overwhelm myself from even giving it a fair try 😭

so that's it pretty much! if anyone wants to help me figure out an actual story idea out of this, you know where to find me 👋

next I think I'm gonna go keep on procrastinating by creating Olli & Aleksi's fancy-ass house on The Sims 4 byeeeeeee

#sorry but coming up with story ideas is a hobby to me pls ignore 🤧 #i was so brave deleting a long self-degrading rant in the tags pls be proud of me #anywayyyy i reeeeeeally want to write something for valentine's day #so i'll try to refrain from writing until then as to regain and recharge my braincells (both of them) #maybe i'll write something related to this maybe i'll write something entirely different. who knows? not i #i wish i could open requests but i still don't trust myself enough to do that 😔 #my askbox and dms are open for any other kinda fic talk though pspspspsps 🤲

[nihilismtrcit]

my co-teacher isn’t coming back for the rest of the year. 🙃🙃🙃 guess who has to take on all of her responsibilities including writing 3 ieps which are these long ass LEGAL documents outlining the goals, progress, modifications etc. of children receiving special education services. they’re also supposed to be based on data and i don’t think her bum ass has been taking any soooo

pray for me yall 🙏

and then she has the NERVE to ask if she can video call and say bye to the kids. like no bitch i hate your guts

#pls ignore me #i just found out today and i am livid #smoking now to chill tf out lmfao #for those who missed my last bitching and complaining rant #my coteacher is a miserable human being who was told she isn't being hired next year #and instead of self reflecting and parting on good terms #she not just burned but NUKED that bridge #threw a fit and acted like she was being targeted #and now she got a dr to write her out for the rest of the year #when there is NOTHING!! WRONG!! WITH!! HER!! #which screws me over so bad #and even though she would always yell at the kids and had no patience #they really do love her #so i just feel sorry for them mostly #still though i don't think she should say bye when she's the one choosing to stop coming in. i feel like it should just be a clean break #luckily i dont have to make that choice alone bc my principal said the same thing and told me to say no and blame her hahah

[jimmymcchill]

but like. we know saul goodman is jimmy (almost) fully becoming a mask, peter gould said it more than once and the intro of 'wine and roses' made it abundantly clear. the metamorphosis or however you wanna call it has to happen soon, because there are only five episodes left and we have to come back to gene at some point. and yet...

608 showed jimmy at his very best. he may be a shitty human being who plays with other people's life, but what he did for kim was something 90% of people on the planet wouldn't be brave enough to do. he was ready to die for her, he didn't even hesitate, he just went all in and pulled the best con of his life to protect her, to get her out of there and far away from lalo. this isn't saul goodman. this is someone who's a million miles away from becoming an asshole with an awful empty house, who just wants his cut and has no problem with others dying if it's the most practical course of action. this is jimmy mcgill in his finest, most selfless moment. from the moment he brought back the kettlemans to kim and through all of the things he did for her, it was all meant to come to this moment: a moment when he sacrifices himself so she can still live, and this time no one gets hurt by this con but himself. he's doing it all for her and facing the consequences, for once — hi chuck, look at your little brother, what a mess he is but hey, maybe he kinda learned... something?

how does saul goodman, sleazy criminal lawyer, fit into this? that's what is making me lose my mind. he has to become someone else, or at least an empty shell of a human being hiding behind a mask, but how? when? why? and how can we viewers reconcile with this transformation that, i repeat, has to happen soon, after knowing, literally witnessing the things he would do for love?

and where's kim in all this? how can she reconcile with everything that happened? how can she accept the things they have done and, at the same time, the strength of the love that binds them? how???

put me out of my misery ffs

#ranting ranting ranting #i am not a fan of saul for a lot of reasons and knowing the moment he appears was close already meant agony for me #but after point and shoot? #no come on GIMME JIMMY #MY PRECIOUS BOY PLS #I DON'T WANT HIM TO CHANGE PLS #bcs #bcs s6 spoilers #better call saul #jimmy mcgill #saul goodman #bob odenkirk #kim wexler #rhea seehorn #mcwexler #meta

[sygneth]

.

#rant time #trying to figure myself out but this shit fucking impossible #only recetly i realised that half of my problems is probably undiagnosed adhd #but something tells me it may be asd and adhd together #although adhd traits are much more prominent in my case and looking at asd diagnostic criteria they don't fully apply but AGAIN #it looks to me more like they don't apply because adhd things come in way? like the typical spontaniety fucking question yeah #ughh i wish there was more audhd proper info because i'm going crazy trying to put this all together #i am planning to get adhd diagnosis as soon as i gather money and i could possibly try to get asd too but #a. good fucking luck getting a proper asd diagnosis as an adult trans dude in PL lmao #b. good fucking luck trying to find a place that does crossdiagnosis #well i'll try anyway but until i get a job i'm like. stuck with it in my own head #and as far as i feel like i probably won't get anywherw further with figuring this out on my own i can't. Fucking. Stop. Thinking about it. #my brain decided this is a Main Theme TM now and will make me do the research until we get sure that's It ot that's Not It #i... i'm tired. #not even gonna tag this as personal post because i just wanted to scream into the void thb

[being-a-human-isnt-very-fun]

Tbh I kinda hate how a lot of people on social media try and put everyone with groups and label everybody based on things that don't inherently connect that group. Like the terms nuerodivergent and neurotypical. Those are fine terms to use but it annoys me how people say things like "the nuerodivergent experience is..." and then proceeds to list something that obviously not every neurodivergent person experiences.

Same with people saying things like "neurotypical people think that..." because obviously not every neurotypical person thinks that. Everybody has quirks and personality traits and behaviors and opinions that are unique to them, whether they are neurodivergent or neurotypical. Yes, neurotypical people can be assholes. But not because they are neurotypical. Being neurotypical is not something that defines or shapes your personality, and neither is being neurodivergent, though there is a lot of nuance there.

Anyway, that's just one example that is prevalent on Tumblr, other examples that aren't as specific to Tumblr are:

"All Americans act like/think that..."

"All (list political party/alignment here) want to/think that..."

"All westerners/(list country here) think that..."

"All (insert religion here) think that/want to (insert thing that is not specific to that religion or is not practiced in that religion)..."

"All (insert generation here) are bad"

Anyways, that's just a little rant and also reminder that nuance exists and makes it impossible to group people based on things that don't connect them.

#vent #not specifically about being neurotypical/divergent so don't come after me pls #that's just the only example I could think of #stop creating connections that don't exist #people are unique and you can't claim that everyone is the same based on one thing #personal rant #okay that's enough tags have fun

[vxmpirehunterd]

{I can’t believe this has to be said but I guess this was a long time coming. But please don’t harass the people I interact with. It’s one thing to harass and spam me cause IDGAF. But please don’t spam and harass those who I rp with. I’m REALLY REALLY trying to enjoy rping on this blog again, and for years I’ve dealt with obsessive anonymous and a few rpers that stalk this blog that seem to seriously desire my attention to themselves.}

#ooc #& the stoic facade shattered (OOC) #{I dealt with this for literal YEARS since I started rping D. It would be on and off. #I started rping D around 2013-2014. Almost TEN fricking years. } #{I don't want my friends harassed because someone might be jealous I'm rping with them. I don't want to feel like I have to keep #Disappearing to spare my rp partners the headache of having to deal with me and my stalkers.} #Who can't seem to chill out for once.} #This is another reason why I go on these long ass hiatuses. and magically appear again.} #{Sorry for the rant} #rant #{I'm tired. Whenever I have D interact with anyone especially a new face. In comes the spam.} #Stop I'm tired. Pls. Whoever is doing this to my friends. stop it.

[kickassfu]

...gonna go try to sleep

doubt the anxiety will actually let me

but its 2am wtf am i supposed to do

ffs

#just because someone asked me to take responsibility for work tomorrow #like the bosses and the 2 ppl that subsitute the bosses #pls i'm only there working other ppl's vacations #don't give me responsibility 😭 #but she asked me #and i couldnt say no #she deserves a day off #and the boss is coming back thursday #i swear to fuck if my colleagues dont help me properly and expect me to work the same as the bosses do i'll riot #and if someone starts making comments i'll fucking explode #i'm so tired of certain ppl i'm gonna throw myself out of a fucking window #shit sucks #i bet things will be fine and i'm just making a mountain out of an ant hill #but anxiety is a bitch and so am i #wtv #ignore this #i just needed to rant so maybe it'll help me calm down and sleep #*sigh*

[duncanor]

I love coming across byler posts in 2023 because sometimes they will just "Who does that with their FRIENDS???" at extremely normal situations and it's so funny.

#dunkar rant #Not tagging this bc I don't want folks to think I'm being mean #Because I do ship byler #Have been for a long time #HOWEVER #Some proofs I see sometimes are silly as hell #Caring or worrying about people isn't automatically gay like come on man #You can't go it's raining is a gay line in the context of Stranger things but really isn't irl #I could say that to my friend yeah #Come on #Pls don't think this is me being mean toward the community I genuinely think y'all are extra smart most of the time 😭🙏

[thottybrucewayne]

Can we talk about how ridiculously patronizing white cinephiles are when it comes to works from directors of color? The way yall literally tokenize them and put them in boxes and have a million and one qualifiers for them that you'd never ever DREAM of placing on a White male director is so...ugh

#thotty speaks #thotty rants #Don't get me started on how white film bro focused stuff like the criterion collection tends to be #Like...I dont feel like arguing with yall but bf pls #When it comes to deeming with films get to be lauded as 'having significant cultural impact' the films of Directors of color are almost #Always tokenized #Yall like reccomending an obscure Japanese horror film cause it makes you look cool not because you care about the director's vision #Nor the culture context the film was made in! #I could fuss all day about this i honestly can

[nikialexx]

Niki how are you doinggggg are you still alive hows dorm life hows uni

(i am so so so sorry, tumblr doesn't send me mobile notifications and this is the first time i'm logging onto the desktop website in longer than i care to remember/admit, so i'm only just seeing this 🥲)

but yes i am alive and dorm life is good and i'm good and everything is okay, thank you for asking and I hope it's the same with you <3333

I'm just very busy rn with classes starting back up and so i'm on here a bit less while I sort myself out and try to adjust to this whole being on an actual campus thing 😅

<3

#also. this fandom is starting to exhaust me lol #like there are a lot of amazing people #example: dani #but whenever i get the motivation to come online and interact and write fic etc etc i will see something that makes me go 'ugh' #and to protect my peace of mind i just turn the app off and disappear for another week #it's just like. why are so many people on here so miserable like pls go drink some tea or sit in the sun or frolic amongst the flowers idk #why is there always SOMETHING happening u know? why don't we have a single week where we're all doing okay and there's no drama #anyway i'm ranting and this isn't making much sense but yeah lol #asks