#purgaytorysupremacy stuff

[purgaytorysupremacy]

“Tell me every terrible thing you ever did, and let me love you anyway.”

Sade Andria Zabala, Coffee and Cigarettes

Dean edition

#spn #spn edit #supernatural #supernatural edit #spn poetry #poetrynatural #stackednatural #dean winchester #castiel #destiel #deancas #them #web weaving #purgaytorysupremacy stuff #mine.art #my being a casgirl/cas apologist is confirmed because this was so much harder than the dean version #like yes of course dean did terrible things and deserves to be loved anyway #and then i do this and i'm like well but cas has never done anything wrong in his whole life and also deserves to be loved anyway #so yk #that's where i am ig #iykyk

[purgaytorysupremacy]

“Tell me every terrible thing you ever did, and let me love you anyway.”

Sade Andria Zabala, Coffee and Cigarettes

Cas edition

#spn #spnedit #supernatural #supernaturaledit #spn poetry #poetrynatural #stackednatural #dean winchester #castiel #destiel #them #purgaytorysupremacy stuff #mine.art

[purgaytorysupremacy]

Let me tell you a story about war. A man says to another man, Can I tell you something? The other man says, No. A man says to another man, There is something I have to tell you. No, says the other man. No, you don't.

Richard Siken, "War of the Foxes", War of the Foxes

#spn #spnedit #supernatural #supernatural edit #spn poetry #poetrynatural #sikennatural #stackednatural #dean winchester #dean winchester edit #castiel #castiel edit #destiel #destiel edit #them #purgaytorysupremacy stuff #mine.art #art

[purgaytorysupremacy]

Wake up, say good morning to That sleepy person lying next to you If there's no one there, then there's no one there But at least the war is over.

In Our Bedroom After the War by Stars (🎶listen on spotify)

#spn #spn edit #supernatural #supernatural edit #spn poetry #poetrynatural #musicnatural #stackednatural #web weaving #stars #dean winchester #castiel #destiel #deancas #them #mine.art #purgaytorysupremacy stuff #I'm going through it #so apologies for what the blog is doing rn #I don't even really know what I'm going to do tbh but #just in my utterly devastated in every moment era #so obviously supernatural is the best place for me amirite??

[purgaytorysupremacy]

Out in the park, we watch the sunset Talking on a rusty swing set After a while you went quiet and I got mean I'm always pushing you away from me But you come back with gravity And when I call, you come home A bird in your teeth

I Know The End by Phoebe Bridgers (🎶listen on Spotify)

#spn #spn edit #supernatural #supernatural edit #spn poetry #poetrynatural #musicnatural #stackednatural #web weaving #dean winchester #castiel #destiel #deancas #pheobe bridgers #them #mine.art #purgaytorysupremacy stuff

[purgaytorysupremacy]

It’s a secret I keep tucked inside my chest, With this heart of mine that’s guilty, not remorseful. There is love that does not have a place to rest, But it would have buried you if it had settled on your shoulders.

“Never Love an Anchor” by The Crane Wives (🎶 listen on Spotify)

Dean’s part

#supernatural #spn #spn edit #spn art #poetrynatural #spn poetry #stackednatural #musicnatural #web weaving #dean winchester #castiel #destiel #deancas #mine.art #himm #purgaytorysupremacy stuff #i dunno man this song really gets me

[purgaytorysupremacy]

On some level, I think I always understood That these hands of mine were clumsy, not clever And try as I might, I couldn't bring myself to hold you [...] I am selfish, I am broken, I am cruel I am all the things they might have said to you Do you ever think of me and my two hands? And wonder why they never soothed your fevers? And wonder why they never tied your shoes? And wonder why they never held you gently? And wonder why they never had the chance to lose you?

Never Love an Anchor by The Crane Wives (🎶 listen on Spotify)

#i'm so sorry #but if I have to live here then so do you #spn #spn edit #supernatural #supernatural edit #spn poetry #poetrynatural #musicnatural #maybe? #stackednatural #dean winchester #castiel #destiel #deancas #them #web weaving #mine.art #purgaytorysupremacy stuff

[purgaytorysupremacy]

What does it matter to me that there were other people to love?

Anne Carson

#spn #supernatural #poetrynatural #web weaving #art #dean winchester #castiel #destiel #anne carson #deancas #destiel edit #spn edit #supernatural edit #spn poetry #them #mine.art #purgaytorysupremacy stuff

[purgaytorysupremacy]

You do not have to be good. You do not have to walk on your knees for a hundred miles through the desert repenting. You only have to let the soft animal of your body love what it loves.

Mary Oliver, "Wild Geese"

#spn #spnedit #supernatural #supernatural edit #spn poetry #poetrynatural #stackednatural #dean winchester #dean winchester edit #destiel #destiel edit #them #purgaytorysupremacy stuff #mine.art #art

[purgaytorysupremacy]

You truly love each other so you might have been truly happy -- not one couple in a century has that chance no matter what the storybooks say and so I think no man in a century will suffer as greatly as you will.

Prince Humperdinck (to Westley) in The Princess Bride (1987)

#spn #spn edit #supernatural #supernatural edit #movienatural #stackednatural #web weaving #dean winchester #castiel #destiel #destiel edit #deancas #chuck won #them #mine.art #purgaytorysupremacy stuff #i had the princess bride on earlier this week and i heard this speech in chuck's voice #so humperdinck wins? jesus grandpa why'd you read me this thing for? #why indeed baby fred savage #why indeed

[purgaytorysupremacy]

We have not touched the stars, nor are we forgiven, which brings us back to the hero's shoulders and the gentleness that comes, not from the absence of violence, but despite the abundance of it.

- Richard Siken, "Snow and Dirty Rain", Crush

Dean's version

#spn #spnedit #supernatural #supernatural edit #spn poetry #poetrynatural #sikennatural #stackednatural #castiel #castiel edit #destiel #dadstiel #himm #i let out a very soft nooooooooooooooo #purgaytorysupremacy stuff #mine.art #art

[purgaytorysupremacy]

I fear I am but the soil in which others are planted.

an ode to dean winchester

#supernatural #spnedit #dean winchester #dean winchester edit #spn poetry #supernatural edit #poetrynatural #stackednatural #spn 1x01 #spn 1x20 #spn 3x08 #spn 15x20 #i let out a very soft nooooooooooooooo #him #purgaytorysupremacy stuff #mine.art #art

[purgaytorysupremacy]

Something the fandom likes to joke about is how much Castiel wants to beat up John Winchester, and I get that it’s a joke and a desire to see some justice on Dean’s behalf, but hear me out.

The only kind of love Dean has ever known is violence. Either to him or for him or by him or because of him. And he deserves a gentle, easy, simple love. A love that has never seen hate and anger and vengeance. Only goodness and grace and patience. A love he doesn’t have to fear.

See, I don’t think Dean would see Castiel hurting his father, even if it’s because his father had hurt him, as an act of love. I think he’d see it as more violence he manifested into the world. He’d convince himself he can’t escape it, that he’s poison. That this is what his love does to people.

And Cas would know this. Cas would want to show Dean all the ways the world is good and kind and sweet and all the ways Dean belongs in it.

Besides, if anyone deserves to kick John Winchester’s ass, it’s Mary or one of the kids. My money’s on Mary. She could take him easy. (And she deserved to. But that’s another post.)

#spn #spn meta #supernatural #supernatural meta #destiel #Castiel #Dean Winchester #dean studies #Cas studies #fuck john winchester #john winchester hate club #him #himm #them #purgaytorysupremacy stuff #mine.txt

[purgaytorysupremacy]

We have not touched the stars, nor are we forgiven, which brings us back to the hero's shoulders and the gentleness that comes, not from the absence of violence, but despite the abundance of it.

- Richard Siken, "Snow and Dirty Rain", Crush

Castiel's version

#spn #spnedit #supernatural #supernatural edit #spn poetry #poetrynatural #sikennatural #stackednatural #dean winchester #dean winchester edit #destiel #john winchester's a+ parenting #fuck john winchester #i let out a very soft nooooooooooooooo #him #purgaytorysupremacy stuff #mine.art #art

[purgaytorysupremacy]

Maybe Love is not ready for you. Maybe you are not ready for Love.

🎥When Loves Arrives by Sarah Kay and Phil Kaye

#supernatural #spn #spnedit #stackednatural #destiel #destiel edit #castiel #castiel edit #poetrynatural #spn poetry #sarah kay #phil kaye #when love arrives #mine.art #purgaytorysupremacy stuff #them #himm #sorry i saw this poem on my instagram today and i got slapped in the face with the mirrored shots #i'd be surprised if i was the first one to do this but i've been wanting to try the stacked webweaving thing for a while so *throws*

[purgaytorysupremacy]

loving you (in burning red) 📼

Five times Dean and Cas loved each other like driving a new Maserati down a dead-end street, and one time they found a road to travel together that ends in love, in burning red.

Content warning for suicidal ideation and depression and canon-typical violence.

Words: 10.3K | Rating: E

Check it out on ao3!

Entry in DeanCas Bang (Taylor's Version) 2023!

#supernatural #spn #spn fanfic #dean winchester #castiel #destiel #destiel fic #read on ao3 #ao3 #ao3 fanfic #fanfiction #purgaytorysupremacy stuff #mine.fic #stuck in the queue (with you)