#raee in rantmode

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#it's kind of weird coz this person just invited ne to their wedding #an ex colleague of mine #i don't want to come off as rude and i am happy for them but i will never ever go to their wedding!!! #and I don't even specifically know why #i am kind indifferent to them as a person tbh #plus weddings are really not my scene....all the chaos..the unnecessary random people and their need to socialize #it's just when someone invites u and u don't have any obvious excuse other than *I don't want to* #which no matter how valid that reason is in ur head just feels rude ughhh #anyways i don't think me not going will be. big deal for them lbr but trying to come up with an excuse #to get out of that situation took a dair amount of time from my day #gods i hate how i always overthink about these little things #qhy is my brained wired in this way.... #aaaaaaa #raee in rantmode #i be talking to the void #personal ramblings #for ts #life woes

[chocolate-cream-soldier]

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#a 38 year old woman who looks stunning and looks her age is apparently old by bwood standards #and shouldn't be romancing a 58 year old man who also looks his age but its ok for him to play the protagonist #and romance girls more than half his age!! #i am like ... how do these so called yt film reviewers come up with these moronic opinions #the double standard and the sexist bs drivel they spew is just so so shocking and pathetic #i am actually speechless #the rage i feel is real #fucking hell #raee in rantmode #for ts #i be talking to the void #siiiigh!

[chocolate-cream-soldier]

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#i can't believe the entire job thing is going downhill #i really thought it would be different this time #just goes to show some people do ruin the entire environment #with their UNPROFESSIONAL BEHAVIOUR #also the amount of mismanagement...this is ridiculous #it's such a shame #coz it really did start out well #but everything is getting ruined now thanks to those handful of morons fml #raee in rantmode #i be talking to the void #personal #for ts

[chocolate-cream-soldier]

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#gods dealing with morons ...so fucking exhausting #i felt all my pent up rage almost bubbling to the surface #like i was actually shaking with anger 🤬🤬🤬 #why do get dragged into all this bs... I don't know anymore... it's tiresome #i want to find a new place but we just renewed our lease ughhhh #i hate it here #from the day I've moved here it's been bothering me #i just want out😓 #raee in rantmode #i be talking to the void #blog rambles #for ts

[chocolate-cream-soldier]

I'm still mourning GJ. Not the cancellation, just the fucked up shit season 2 was that led to cancellation.

Same here. The emotional damage it caused me...the fact that I wholeheartedly wanted it to succeed and it all got squandered...i am still so confused as to what was the motivation behind derailing so much from the heart of the show...and certain folks going it's because you guys complained about it that's why it got cancelled, when in reality it was because the story went absolutely nowhere in season 2 and was just a mediocre rehash of season 1 minus all the appeal. The cancellation still stings tho especially with all the wlw focused shows getting targeted lately. So yeah did I feel robbed by the makers after S2...oh yes. Was i willing to let it go and still hoped that it got renewed ...absofuckinglitely...but we can't have good things for too long I guess and now nobody even cares about it enough to keep the fandom alive😑.

#reply #anonymous #i suppose not everything's got a shelf life like SQ #but by gods i invested whole heartedly #and i feel like an idiot #for always getting attached and then mourning the loss forever #sigh #raee in rantmode #gj ramblings #for ts

[chocolate-cream-soldier]

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#personal rant look away #....... #i feel so angry all the fucking time these days #i feel like i want to scream and shout but i can't...i just can't #my my head hearts and i feel nauseous #like i might black out .....the anger just keeps building and building and i can't seem to stop feeling this way #frankly it's tiring me so fucking much #i can really use a good long screaming session #or even a good cry #but i can't seem to bring myself to let go #i don't want to feel like this #it's making me behave all wrong.... #i think i broke myself how do i fox me fick fuck fuck #gods i need therapy but i can't access it fml #and * self therapy* isn't cutting anymore #this is the shittiest I've felt this much anger and disgust #uuuuuuugh #raee in rantmode #for ts

[chocolate-cream-soldier]

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#imma rant a bit about personal stuff coz it's grating on me #i am currently in a work situation where there's this dude who is a text book bully #and has been trying to target me for a while now #the condescending tone #the abrupt interruptions when i am speaking during meetings #trying to mansplain to me my job even tho he is a production staff and i am an artist #like dude literally doesn't know anything about the pipeline or the softwares #but because he is the production coordinator we need to check with him #regarding client feedbacks and all #so that's the point if contact mostly #but genuinely he has been nothing but annoying and disruptive since the day i joined this project #and it's really getting on my nerve #i have worked with so many production people but never have i come across such a rude and tone deaf person #ughhhh it's fucking with my focus #this is a new place #and my first team was so nice #but now i am stuck with this moron #i juat want this project to be over already and just move on #raee in rantmode #i be talking to the void #personal #for ts

[chocolate-cream-soldier]

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#so i dunno if I want to continue the gif event...I am not feeling inspired #also yeah the like to reblog ratio is always a bummer #and especially with a dying fandom #mostly I am just feeling discouraged and uninspired #hopefully it will pass #I am not usually hung up on notes especially after my 2 year break #I came back and noticed how much the userbase has changed on tumblr #and even tho posts go around with the requests of bringing back reblog culture it's a hit and miss #oh well...it is one of those days #my muse and I are not getting along and it's making me mopey and whiny ...i need to get out of this funk #raee in rantmode #for ts

[chocolate-cream-soldier]

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#when your cousin is so effing dumb and you know there's no point even arguing with them #coz they are incapable of even understanding simple concepts #so there they go posting so called hottakes with certain buzzwords which ate absolutely inane and total garbage #i am gonna pretend I don't know them #🙄🙄🙄 #sometimes it is true that we are our own worst enemies and morons like my cousin keeps proving that #fml #raee in rantmode #for ts

[chocolate-cream-soldier]

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#i am getting so frustrated with the new team #the sup n lead are not reliable #and the production coordinator is just in general extremely moronic and rude #also i hate that they recruit people who have no effing knowledge of cg production pipeline as coordinators #the main goal is how to keep exploiting and imply undue pressure on the artist #and especially this asshole is in a league of his on eith his condescending remarks and insidious bullying tactics #and here i thought i have left all this behind at my last company #but no this is like a curse that's ruining everything #fml #i was so happy with my first team when i joined here #now this is slowly becoming a nightmare with this current one #i am exhausted #but i am also so fucking annoyed #ugh #ignore this i just need to vent #i be talking to the void #raee in rantmode #for ts

[chocolate-cream-soldier]

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#ahahah #gaybaited #as if that will ever stop people from liking and interpreting queer subtext #tumblr fix ur for you recs #the stupidity is astounding and frankly offputting #and i don't even belong to the fandom #but gods the toxicity is undeniable in anything related to got so that's that #yikes #i am tired of these stale hot takes #literally nothing has changed since 2012 #headdesk #wow it's beeen a while that i've used the block button #raee in rantmode #for ts

[chocolate-cream-soldier]

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#today i got targetted by 10 pbots back to back like augh wtf #shakes in rage #fuck this shite #leave me be #raee in rantmode #for ts

[chocolate-cream-soldier]

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#i am bored #and sad #and my hand hurts #so i can't even work on any edits #ughhhhh #gd chronic pains #raee in rantmode #talking to the void #sigh

[chocolate-cream-soldier]

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#started listening to an audiobook and bam got hit by casual homophobia #noped out of it so hard #don't got time for this bs fuck it #gotta vent cause gdi i wasted 45 mins listening to it ughhh #it just baffles me how annoying and insidious and the tone deafness of it all #raee in rantmode #for ts

[chocolate-cream-soldier]

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#i never knew I'd have to see the *it's not age appropriate* argument #about a wlw ship with two adult women who are in their 30s n 40s respectively #but here we are #i am just... #so the older lesbians are apparently predators narrative continues fml #🤦🏾‍♀️😑 #why are people this moronic !!!! #raee in rantmode #for ts

[chocolate-cream-soldier]

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#i am feeling someway #hearing about the cancellation news #for gentleman jack #on one hand it felt like a fucking gut punch #on the other I am like well I can't let this affect me too much #cause that will lead me onnto a downward spiral #tbh I feel numb #we can't have good things for too long apparently #sigh #anyways maybe fanon can keep it alive #I will try my best to keep creating for them #my muse is so intune with this couple #I know not everything can have a shelf life like SQ #but one can hope #today is heavy #raee in rantmode #i be talking to the void #blogtalk #for ts