#scweee

[id0ntl1kem3]

New challenge…not eating till my bf responds 2 me cuz I literally can’t live without him

#Scweee #st4rv1ng #haha fml #i miss himmm #hes going to fuckin Florida so I won’t even b able to see him this Sundayyyy #screaming crying thowing up Istg #Fuckkkkk #But like I had to have dinner so I’m up in like the 900s 4 cals 2day #So I deserve 2 st4rve #might kms #i hate this #im sorry #im sick #unhinged #im going to kms #i’ll kms #tw kms #killing myself #Starvin bitch #tw ana shit #tw disordered eating #tw ana fast #cw #tw ed sheeran #tw ed rant #tw ed diet #tw ed descussion #tw ed implied

[killmenowplaese]

1000 posts!

I- HUH??! I’ve been active on this acc for like a month and a half wtf?!???!?

#1000 posts #tumblr milestone #ahhhh #scweee #ashies shit posting again #shblr #edblrr #ready to kms #sh #tw ed diet #ana trigger #ashie rambles #notprojusttags #tw $h #tw ana diet #tw ed in the tags #cvting #failarexic #junkorexic #mentally fucked #thats fucking hilarious #thats fucking crazy #gahhhh #why why why #how tf #wha- #i’m speechless #wtf fr

[ashton-da-wittle-guy]

Woah hi I haven’t posted / been on here since January but I’m back now nd I’m oki there’s just been a lot going on also—

Thinking abt making a whole new acc on here just cuz this 1s kinda eh rn I’ll rb this 2 the new acc which is probs gonna b smth along the lines of @rawrboi97

#agere boy #agere little #i’m baaaaack #scweee #agere caregiver

[block-swing-perry]

Saw what you posted on Twitter about there being a theme with 2k12 Raph getting body swapped, turned into a plant, and bitten by a vampire, and all i gota say is that even without all of that, the imposter syndrome on that boy is still pretty blatant

im not sure if imposter syndrome is the correct way to sum up 2012 raph but hes definitely putting up a front all the time and i noticed that when he got turned into the kraang, some of that......disappeared? he was genuinely scared and showed it, acted vulnerable in a way i dont think he would have in his own body and desperately stuck to the kraang act even though he was terrible at it. he even said "scwee scweee" even though his kraang switched body made the noise instinctively

#tmnt #tmnt 2012

[killmenowplaese]

Ppl I’ve been confused asf with y’all sayin salt has cals cuz IT DOESNT!!

Literally 0cals -_- pls stop counting salt cals it’s a rock A ROCK..

#wanna be thin #ana trigger #th1nsp1r4t10n #ed not ed sheeran #tw 3d vent #4n4rexia #4n4t1ps #notprojustusingthetags #ashies rambling #ashies shit posting again #scweee #food makes me sad #edblrr #tw ed rant #tw ed in the tags #ed bullshit #ed behaviour tw #don’t worry darling #3d f4st #tw €d #tw ed diet #tw ana vent #tw disordered eating #tw eating issues #tw ana shit #tw ana related #tw ana diary #tw ana relapse #tw ana rant #pls rb so more ppl know salt isn’t scary-Ashton le dumbass

[killmenowplaese]

My parents— if you wanna be treated like an adult then act like one.

Me in my head— I never fucking said that I DONT wanna be treated like an adult I wanna be treated like I’m my own fucking age

My response— ok..

#I’m not an adult #I’m a fucking teenager #wth #trauma #I grew up to fast #I dont feel real #why why why #why’d I have to grow up #I’m only 14 but I feel like I’m 37.. #gahhhh #scweee #pls kill meh

[killmenowplaese]

#Ashies bestie ana #ashies shit posting again #ashie rambles #tw ed in the tags #ed not ed sheeran #tw ana diet #scweee #yes i made this #ana trigger #tw €d #wanna be thin #th11n$po #th1nsp1r4t10n #th1nspø

[killmenowplaese]

are u on a road trip or something rn? 3 DOGS!! rest in peace to that good boy i bet he had a great life :,)

i think my minor mommy issues play a part in my love for pet names to be REAL i love to be coddled i admit…

aw i love ur music taste! im into everything really, but some of my all time favorites are lucy dacus, phoebe bridgers/boygenius, ethel cain, pretty sick, slow pulp, fog lake ETC. im also into hardcore bands like defeater & counterparts & knocked loose :D

Yeah I’m on a road trip we’re heading out to CT for my grandpas 78th birthday party (I think he’s 78 idk tho)

And yish he was a very good boy <3

Also LITERALLY SAMEEEE for the mommy issues thing

:3 I’m glad u like my music and I haven’t heard most of the stuff that u named but I’ll be sure to check it out <33

Also this is the princess (Colby) yes like the cheese ~_~ can u tell I live in Wisconsin from that? Idk anyways!

Btw do u have any pets? If so what kind?

#scweee #thunder bolt anon #anon<3 #Ashie talks sumtimes

[killmenowplaese]

Bruh I just got out of the car to use the bathroom and my fucking thigh skin is like pulling at itself cuz I’ve barely used it and wasn’t able to stretch out last night >,<

#ashies talkin abt $h #like fuckkk #holy shit dude #this hurts like hell #scweee #gahhhh #sh #why why why #fucking shithead #notprojusttags #tw $h #cvting #tw s3lf harm #tw cutt1ng #tw shelf harm #imma kms #not actually tho #ffs

[killmenowplaese]

Skfnskfjsjdn I’m @ Walmart run ands this guy said “scuse me son” and I akdjaicjsjfj holy gender euphoria sjfjajjdjfjshnrjfjsjenfjd

Btw this was like a grown man and I just like skfjajjjdfjsj

#ashie rambles #ajcjajfjfj #ahhhh #but like the good kind of ahhhh #gender euphoria #i love that man #gahhhh #Rdjfjaivjsuuu go #ily random person in Walmart #scweee

[killmenowplaese]

Uhggg ok so I passed out last night like I fainted in the kitchen in front of my parents and my blood sugar was low considering that I had an ice cream bar strait frosting and pasta cuz it was only 103 but I’m hoping I don’t faint again cuz my grandpas here 2night soooo.. but also like fainting is so fuckin fun istgggg

#ana trigger #notprojusttags #tw ana diet #tw ed in the tags #why why why #ahhhh #gahhhh #fucking shithead #ashies rambling #ashies shit posting again #fainted #scweee #why make me eat wth??? #ugh ffs #fuck you

[killmenowplaese]

Me—*Trauma dumps on Tumblr*

Also me 2 seconds later— *omg why tf did I post that ppl are gonna think I’m stupid and annoying and-

Fictional bf/gf (whatever I’m in the mood for atm)— *hey pumpkin it’s ok sweetheart I’m sure they don’t mind at all love it’s alright c’mere gimme a hug baby*

Me— *hugs pillow and goes abt my day like nothing happened

#ashies shit posting again #ashies rambling #scweee #i Hope sum1 relates to this #i mean like #i Hope u dont #but also like #i Hope you do #does that make sense? #sorry #sorry ban #iykyk <3

[killmenowplaese]

Euhg just fainted in a bathroom stall

Luckily away from the toilet but still euhg yk?

#scweee #gahhhh #ew #grody #why why why #ashie rambles #fucking shithead #tw ana diet #ffs #ahhhh #ew ew ew #ewwww

[killmenowplaese]

happy birthday grandpa dont party too hard 😎😎yes do check it out i always force my friends to listen to my music :D OMG ORANGE CAT ORANGE CAT I LOVE HER… i have an orange cat named cheeto i see we have a similar theme going. i have a decent amount of pets.. 2 cats (including cheeto) 1 dog 2 rats & 2 snakes. i have the whole food chain.

so is it true what they say ab wisconsin.. is cheese everywhere…

Yea :3 his birthday was in march but he’s got friend and family coming from different countries as well so it took a little while to get that all set up and all but I even have this fancy dress I’m gonna wear and guess what

ITS FLOOFY!!! And this like light purple color and it’s got like pretty gems on it too :3

And imma listen to the songs u recommend as soon as my headphones r charged up

Also Cheeto sounds so cute!! ooh!what kind of dog do u have? and omg I’ve wanted a rat for so long but my parents won’t let me get one cuz of the cat :( and snakes o my godddd snakes r so cute!!!

Also yes yes it is and i hate it (it’s a texture thing mainly) but like my dad has an ENTIRE DRAWER filled with cheese and meat and not like one of those things you put ur veggies in it’s like a separate fridge compartment that’s like a pull out drawer cuz we have a fancy fridge also I just remembered that one of my aunts and one of my uncles aren’t invited well technically just my uncle but like my aunt wasn’t supposed to be invited but they made an exception I guess AND THEN guess what…

SHE SAID SHE WASNT GOING!!!!

Sorry wkxksjcjksgjd word vomit idk

Oh and do u have a favorite item of clothing?

#scweee #anon <3 #thunder bolt anon #ashie rambles #my aunts kind of an ass #also I think my cousin might b 4n0rex1c #idk tho #I’m just gonna see if she eats much or if she’s acting like me #this assumption is based off the fact her bitmoji has the skinniest arms possible #so idk #we’ll see

[killmenowplaese]

also while im here i might as well get to know you a little better.. since im a huge music nerd ill lead with that. what are some of your favorite songs/bands/artists??

-thunder bolt :D

Oh god my music taste is always changing

Some of my current favorites are

Pretend you love me— by baby bugs

Palm reader— by dreamers

Little jars of blood— by baby bugs

No culture— by mother mother

Any mother mother/baby bugs songs

What abt ur favorite music?

#lightning bolt anon #anon <3 #Ashie talks sumtimes #scweee

[killmenowplaese]

HI ITS ME THUNDER BOLT ANON!!!! how are u doing today my friend!! our time zones are a little off (im in cali) so if i disappear at random times that may be why.

how many dogs do u have?!! & i can see why its hard to not get back with ur gf!! i too am a sucker for the cute pet names.

HIII I’m kinda bored cuz my dads in a meeting and I’m stuck in the car with him :/

Ohhh ok that makes sense cuz ur like 2 hours behind me (3 soon enough)

I have 3 dogs! :3 I had another one but he got put down last year cuz he was old and in pain :(

He was like 15-16 tho and we spoiled him a lot

Yeahhh idk what it is abt pet names but they just make me absolutely melt and I love them skcjsjcjsjc

Also this is ma baby (Cody) the one who was put down

#anons back! #thunder bolt anon #HIIII #scweee #Ashie talks sumtimes #ashies rambling #<333