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#seojoon is just...he loves so much man
tinnchan · 2 years
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I just rewatched the last scene of episode 8 (as a person who loves pain does lol) and I can’t help but notice that all the messages that seojoon sent jiwoo weren’t even a little bit mean. For a man that was left with a tiny little note, he still managed to make all the messages about jiwoo. Like, if he was ok, wishing him happy bday and a merry christmas etc. It just goes to show that seojoon always puts other peoples feelings before his. And because he’s used to people leaving, he automatically thinks that jiwoo left because he did something wrong. God it must be so sad living your whole life without feeling the love of someone and then when you do have it, boom, they leave. It’s always like that for him and I just want to hug him so tight. Now I’m sad.
IDK how you did it nonnie. I need to like...gif some angst scenes for some edits and stuff and I feel like I am not ready to screengrab those scenes yet. Choosing to live in the street-cheek-touch scene for some more time instead.
IKR?! You expect the messages to go more frantic and angry and resigned but they never do. It's just worry and care. Especially the birthday message about wanting Jiwoo to order food and not cook it himself for a day. He just wants Jiwoo to rest...this is??? WTF. That was so fcking unnecessary, show.
All Seojoon wants is for Jiwoo to be ok. There's so many layers to this. The main one is of course, that Seojoon will always put Jiwoo over his own feelings (for better or for worse, but that's another discussion).
Another layer is that this was also Seojoon's atittude vis-a-vis his parents from what we can gather in s1. He cannot resent them. All he feels for them is longing and pain. He is not angry. He is just crying over saffron risotto.
Finally, I think that Seojoon is also inherently a very empathetic person. He clocks people very easily and can recognize pain. Like we say this phrase easily for characters it's almost a cliche but he genuinely sees the best in people. You really have to fucking push him to the absolute limit for his more ruthless side to come through. This is what happened to his ex best friend-actor guy who was ready to let Seojoon take the fall for everything in s1. Seojoon had to be pushed to the very limit, kept giving him chances after chances before finally pulling the plug on that friendship.
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knightyoomyoui · 11 months
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Dahyun x M Reader - “Everlasting Love”
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HAPPY 50K READS TO THIS BOOK AND HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY TO OUR JJANG DUBLANGDUNGIE BABY SUPERHERO, KIM DAHYUN! #HAPPYDAHYUNDAY2023💞🎈🎉
New update with a new genre that I'll be trying here for the first time in my book! Pardon me if it's lacking magic, I still did my best to tell and explain the story clear and precise like I always do because that's what it matters the most for me.
Oh, and also. Beware because for sure, some of you while reading this would feel very uncomfy and sensitive at the "backstory" part. So... I have to put another trigger warning for you guys. Don't worry with th story being mixed with angst, because the ending itself anyway will be a fluff!
Lastly, you will be portraying here with a name "Yoon Seo-joon". This is also my first story here that you as a reader wouldn't be required to use your own name. Also, this is going to be narrated in a third-person perspective and one of my longest one-shots in this book.
TRIGGER WARNING: mentions of murder and rape.
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A fine Saturday morning has became a start of another busy days for Detective Yoon Seo-joon when he received a duty calls coming from his station who assigned him a new case to work in.
Driving his Toyota Corolla Red 2018, he drove through the location where the said report originated. His car's acceleration slowed down, granting him to peek at the arch gateway that says "Gyeonggi-do", one of the villages here in the city of Seongnam, South Korea.
The guard performed a quick monitoring on him, immediately allowing him to enter when he presented the guard his police badge and license along with his own reason that concerns this place.
He continued to roll the wheel while keeping himself guided by the navigation map. Shortly after, the destination welcomes him as he finally arrived at this one particular spot where he could park his car safely while the person who wants to meet him is just right there waiting for him patiently.
Stepping out of the car, Seojun grasped his keys and took some belongings with him that would be needy in his investigation as he approached the villager anticipating to meet him.
"Glad that you agreed to spare some time for us to meet, detective. I'm Moon Hae-il.", the man initiated a handshake to the official who gratefully accepted.
"No worries, it's just simply part of my job to entertain some clients." Seojun smiled and gave a modest nod. "And I'm Detective Yoon Seojun, the one who will take over and help you with this report you sent to us."
"Thank you so much, detective. We are really in desperate need of assistance about this problem that currently occurs in our neighborhood here." Hae-il said with anxiety in his tone of voice.
"As what the report mentions here, you said that there's an ongoing disturbance being caused by one of the residents here that affects you and the others around here. Mind if you elaborate more? Like, what is this? Is this resident consist of a family who some sort of like fight often?"
"Actually, no detective." Hae-il shook his head, denying the guess. "They aren't a family. In fact, I don't even know how can I tell you this without being sounding... weird."
"What? Why did you think so?" Seojun furrowed his eyebrows in confusion.
"It's not a they, detective. It's just a single person. A she."
"And where's the weird part there?"
Hae-il didn't replied and instead gulped his throat. He sighed before looking again at Seojoon. "Just follow me please."
Seojoon squinted his eyes as he walked behind Hae-il still trying to process and wonder why does this villager seemed so bothered and nervous discussing about that certain matter. He observes the rest of the citizens who are just peacefully doing their random things while the others are looking at him and Hae-il, probably understanding what they're going to do today.
Hae-il and Seojoon stops in front of a locked huge metal gate that secures what it seems to be an unoccupied manor. The ambience is eerie and quiet, only the sounds of rustling trees, his and Hae-il breaths joining the whip of the cold wind and the gate being unlocked with a twist of the key.
The two entered the property. Seojoon quickly stated his observation at the situation around here. "Why did we just came here without the occupant's permission? Is she not at home?"
Hae-il paused his steps and slowly turned at Seojoon with a troubled expression. "That's the weird part, detective. She's here and definitely even right now, but... we couldn't see her."
Seo-joon became more puzzled, his frown deepened at what the complainant is pertaining. "What?"
"I'm telling you detective that, we are dealing with something paranormal here."
Seojoon's eyes largened as he stared at Haeil in disbelief after hearing that today's investigation to kickoff his new case to solve would be very unique and completely contrast to the previous ones he had before... because this time, the alleged suspect was revealed to be someone who doesn't truly exist anymore but the presence remains unrest.
"Wait wait, hold on." Seojoon chuckled, hands forward as he gestured on Haeil. "You're telling me that you made me come all the way here to ... to do not just an ordinary investigation for a criminal case, but a ghost hunting?"
"I-I told you it would be weird, and I'm not forcing you to help us detective but we would very appreciate if you do. This is something that puts us haunted every single night and we can't live pleasantly not when this keeps occuring." Haeil said, rising intonation of voice gets obvious with the way he's sounding like as if he's pleading for Seojoon to stay.
To be honest, Seojoon was hesitant to proceed with this case; since this is first time that he would face something like this alone and without any colleague to be there on his side; but hearing Haeil's actual condition along with the people of Gyeonggi about this phenomenon is effectively convincing him to learn more about this case and take the opportunity for a new experience to have.
He took this dream job of his with one purpose, and that is to serve and provide the need of assistance to people who rightfully needs it as soon as possible. Declining this case would make it feel for Seojun as if he's abandoning that responsibility and betraying his role that has been smooth and clean since the past few years when he became a detective.
Forming up his final decision, he sighed and looked at Haeil intently as he takes off his notepad and ballpen.
"Tell me more about it."
Haeil huffed in relief and tenderly smiled at Seojoon while clutching his hands together in result of a granted hope. "Thank you so much, detective! This means a lot to us." Seojoon just nodded, silently appreciating the grateful reaction to his service in response.
"So uhm to answer your question detective, some of us who lives near this house shared that they sometimes hear a screaming and wailing with a woman-like sound; which led us to think that the ghost who haunts this house is a woman."
"And they mostly hear it at night?"
"Yes."
Seojoon gritted his teeth, just imagining about it sends chills already down to his spine.
"What more instances they encountered this strange act?"
"Some residents who walked or pass through the entrance would just randomly hear a loud banging from the door, even their children told them that while they're playing few inches away from here, they said they had a glimpse of a shadowy figure of that woman standing in the window." Haeil additionally explained.
"Jesus, poor kids. They must be terrified." Seojoon reacted while he takes down notes in his notepad.
"Indeed they are. They became terrified too. Now barely all of us couldn't dare to stand close in this place, even me... but I don't have any choice. I own this so I had to."
"Wait, you are the landlord of this house and lot?"
"Yes, detective. This belongs to other properties that I own and sell in this village, but ofcourse; this turned out to be my most cursed possession." Haein said in dismay as he glances at the exterior of the structure. "I do admit that I'm planning to demolish this house, maybe to set that spirit free... but what I heard from their stories prompted me to hold it for a while, and that brought me here with you today detective."
"What did the residents mentioned to you also?"
"They said that they can specifically hear only one word throughout those screams that woman creates: help." Haeil said. Seojoon looked at him curiously. "So I figured that maybe... whoever that woman is, she's sending us signal in request to help her about something...
"Justice." Seojoon interrupted. "It's making sense to me now. You summoned me here to take the job by bringing that to whoever this woman who seems to be a lost soul of a victim that either coincidentally took place in your land."
Haein got shocked and nervous. "You're saying that... there's a possible crime of murder that happened here?"
"You don't know?"
"No. I have no idea, I truly believed that my house is perfectly fine and cozy for people who wants to live there... and they seem to be alright without any intentions of murdering somebody and stain blood on my property." Haeil neglected.
"There's more than meets the eye, Haeil." Seojoon reminded. "And looks can fool us anytime, because we couldn't read what they've been hiding deep inside that differs from what they show from the outside."
Seojoon steps closer at the staircase that leads to the door that has been barricaded with planks of wood. "From now on, I'm considering this to be a crime scene. Don't allow anyone to enter this place, I want you to guard this okay?"
"O-okay."
"And also... can you remove these for me? I would like to begin my investigation right now."
Haein got shocked, he went towards Seojoon with fear and worry in his eyes. "B-but detective? Are you sure about this?"
Seojoon released an assuring nod. "I'll be fine, Haein. I won't let myself be harmed not until we help that woman gets what she deserves."
"O-okay, detective. I'll be right back, I'll just gonna go get my tools." Haein excused himself before leaving Seojoon for a while, allowing the tensed yet prepared detective to remember he first set of informations he received that would hugely contribute to the unfolding of this mysterious case.
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"Be safe, detective."
Haeil wished him luck before he lets Seojoon to enter the abandoned manor by himself while he remained outside to wait.
Bringing the flashlight with him, Seojoon switched it on and lights up the areas he peeks into as he began to examine the place. He checks all of the things, even the walls and the floor of every rooms.
The first floor was clear, Seojoon climbs to the next stage but just as he was in the middle of the stairs; he heard something that halted his footsteps and had his entire body shiver.
A sound of a woman humming softly can audibly heard slightly from one of the rooms upstairs.
Heartbeat rising, chest pounding, sweat dripping fast as Seojoon cautiously finished the last remaining set of steps before stepping in the second floor. He listened to the sound again and he noticed that the direction is coming from the left side, at the very end of the hallway.
"God, I pray for your protection. I lend you my trust to lure me away from danger." Seojoon muttered as he performed a sign of the cross before he deeply huffed and slowly trailed the path.
Directing the light to the doorway of the room, he observed that it was narrowly opened. The mix of discomfort and fright builds up inside of Seojoon. He breathed twice before courageously opened the door.
In his surprise as he entered, he didn't expected what happened next.
The famously talked ghost lady of the Gyeonggi village is standing face to face with him, near at the windows; wearing a complete white dress that almost identical to how pale her skin was.
She was standing there, looking straight at Seojoon who froze at what he's witnessing.
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"I see you've been looking for me." the ghost lady said before she timidly smiled.
"H-holy shit, she's indeed here..." Seojoon whispered as he fell in the ground and stumbled at his movements while keeping his eyes in horror at her. The rumors in this village were true, because of that Seojoon has literally encountered a ghost for the first time in his whole life. The paranormal is real, he thought.
"W-wait! Don't go!" the lady pleads as she quickly slammed the door with an extraordinary force, preventing Seojoon to leave. "I won't hurt you, please."
"I-I won't, I swear. You don't have to do... that." Seojoon said while trembling, stunned at what the lady just did beyond natural in front of her. "I just came here to help and t-to look for you."
"H-help?" The lady repeated, unsure of what she just heard.
Seojoon nodded. "I am. The villagers called me here to investigate about your recent unusual activities that brings them unsettled, and we figured out that you must be in desperate need of help."
The woman suddenly choked in her tears as she covered her mouth. "H-help... oh my god, they heard me. They finally did."
"Yeah... and I'm here for you not to wait any longer. I'm here to offer you assistance by solving this case of yours. I just want you to do the same for me." Seojoon calmly replied.
The woman nodded and sniffed out her tears before wiping them off. Seojoon felt his heart ached at the sight of this poor woman. He didn't expected to feel this amount of sincerity and awfulness for whatever this lady has gone through that led her to be like this because of some horrible demise she faced before, especially when he couldn't disagree that this lady looks very pretty and carefree.
"I-I will help you. That's the only thing I want. I didn't intend to scare anyone, I just don't know how if I'm like this." the woman traced her appearance.
"I understand, and that's good to hear that you'll be cooperating. We'll solve this together, alright?" The woman nodded.
"I'm Detective Yoon Seojoon, what's yours?"
"D-Dahyun. K-Kim Dahyun."
The detective smiled in satisfaction, finally learning the identity of this ghost lady. "Nice to meet you, Dahyun. Standing here, meeting you personally... you don't look actually horrifying at all as what others might claim to be."
Dahyun removed her hands away from her face to look at Seojoon clearly while showing a little smile of appreciation to his compliment. "I like it, detective. Thanks for the kind words."
He looked at his wristwatch to monitor the time. "I guess this will do for now. I have to go home now, Dahyun but trust me, I'll be back here tomorrow to officially start investigating this case. Sounds good?"
Dahyun nodded her head and gently smiled. "It is. Goodbye and... thank you so much for doing this, detective."
"Just getting the job done, Dahyun. You're welcome and goodbye." Seojoon reciprocated Dahyun's smile before he opened the door and turn around to see Dahyun who is just watching his departure while still standing nicely in her position.
Seojoon left the manor with surreal feeling at everything that happened within a span of hours in his entire weekend. To summarize, he just opened up to volunteer a new case, arrived at the place where he met his client who informed him that it wouldn't be just a normal case... but rather a paranormal related one which is a first to his career and lastly, he freaking just met the same ghost lady that the village talks about and formed an alliance with her to find out who's behind of her mysterious death.
"Detective, how did it went?" Haein said as he hurriedly stood up from sitting in one of the rocks outside.
"I got enough of what I need for now. I'll return here tomorrow, so leave the door unlocked only for me, okay?" Seojoon commanded. Haein nodded in compliance.
The detective bid farewell as he rode his car and drove back to the police station where he slumped his head on the steering wheel for a moment to sink in everything that he confronted today before entering the said place.
He went to his office, placing out his notes and began typing on his computer to search for articles involving the disappearance of Kim Dahyun.
He did found some results and discovered that her friends filed a missing case 5 years ago, and the place that points to her last whereabouts was the exact house Dahyun's spirit remains trapped.
Due to this, it made Seojoon conifident that the house had a dark past that no one were able to know before; and the only one who can revisit despite how tragic and devastating it may be has to be the victim herself for the sake of closing the case in good terms.
Few days later, Seojoon returns to the village to visit the house and arrange another meetup with Dahyun. He couldn't help but to find it strange that he's literally talking with a ghost for an interrogation.
As he reached the front of the room where he saw Dahyun last time, he viewed her sitting on the floor and just staring weakly at the window, her arms placed atop of her knees.
Seojoon became aware of how lonely and exhausted Dahyun must've been day and night sending help to anyone who couldn't even see her with naked eyes while trapped alone.
This house became her prison for 5 years, and Dahyun doesn't deserve none of it. She just wants to be free, and Seojoon became motivated to do his best to grant what she desires.
"Hi, Dahyun." Seojoon greets her carefully, not wanting to surprise her and ruin her moment of silence.
She turned around, faced Seojoon and slowly stood up in which she greeted her back. "You did came back, detective."
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Seojoon nodded. "I'm a man of my words."He strolled around the room and checked the furnitures and the interior design. "So yesterday, I did some research about you."
"What does it say?"
"There were news about your disappearance but it wasn't ruled that there's a killing involved. Your friends reported that to the police." Seojoon said, placing his hands on his pockets. "Do you remember some of your friends?"
Dahyun's face lit up. "Y-yes! I do, there are 8. Some of them were my classmates from the same campus, others aren't."
"Can you give me their names?"
"Im Nayeon, Yoo Jeongyeon, Hirai Momo, Minatozaki Sana, Park Jihyo, Myoui Mina, Son Chaeyoung and Chou Tzuyu." Dahyun enumerated. "But of all them though, Chaeyoung and Tzuyu were my first found and closest friends. They're the ones who introduced me to the rest."
"Noted that. I'll consider it." Seojoon said as he wrote at the notepad. "Later or tomorrow, I'll try to look and visit for their home address. I would like them to be part of my interrogation also, especially that two."
Dahyun nodded and hummed knowledgeably. "Y-you're going to talk to them..."
"I am."
"T-then, can I ask a favor?"
Seojoon looked at Dahyun curiously. "What is it?"
"Can you ask them what do they have to say for me now that I'm g-gone...?" Dahyun stuttered. "I don't know... I just want to know if they still can remember me these days." She frowned, lowering her head.
Seojoon approached Dahyun, he was going to grab her shoulder in comfort but realizes that he couldn't touch her due to her ghostly figure, so he brought it down and just looked at Dahyun warmheartedly as much as he can to convey his emotions.
"I'll ask them, and expect their messages once I return. I know they haven't forgotten you yet, Dahyun. You seem like a really great friend to have with, and your memories that you created with them will definitely always be there in their heart and mind... because you cemented yourself as one of the person who became a part of their life."
Dahyun raised her look and stared at Seojoon breathtakingly. She found his look to be calm, kind and comforting that were willing to be expressed solely for her who needed it on her toughest times.
"Don't be sad, Dahyun. Be positive, please. If they are unlike to what we expect them to be, we wouldn't be able to solve this case once and for all."
Dahyun traced her dress and stood straight to compose herself, erasing the uneasiness she feels from the overthinking she did. "O-okay. You were right. I'm sorry."
"It's fine." Seojoon then glanced back at his notepad.
"Dahyun, you said you couldn't remember what happened to you right?"
"Yeah. I have no idea, but I could describe that I don't feel like I belong here."
Seojoon squinted his eyes and cupped his chin. "Hmmm... I have my theories gathering up on my mind, but I'll save that for now. What's important here is that we continue to push forward with the progress and soon, we can finally unveil what led to your disappearance, Dahyun."
He inserted his notepad and ballpen back in his pockets and walked back at the doorway, but Dahyun called him from behind. "Detective!"
"Yes?"
"I just want to say that... I trust you a lot, because you've been such a good person to me. Take care as always, please."
Seojoon grinned at Dahyun and tilted his head away to avoid showing how obvious he got fluttered at her uplifting words.
"Y-yeah. You are too, Dahyun. And thank you for that, you truly encouraged me to keep on working hard." They both smiled and stared at each other for a while until Seojoon regained his senses back after being too indulged with the ethereal sight he had.
"I-I'm going out. See you again, Dahyun."
"Bye, detective."
Seojoon exits the room. As he makes his way downstairs, he grasped onto his chest while he reflects about this undescribable feeling that fills upon his heart.
Meanwhile at the same time, Dahyun viewed the scenery out of the window while having your image stuck in her head as she couldn't help but to think about you in sudden.
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The next day, Seojoon left his house early. It was supposed to be a continuation of his investigation that he'll manage immediately but after the realization last night via phone call he received before he sleeps, he reconsidered his schedule for today by visiting a familiar place first.
Seojoon was granted access to get the gates openes up for him, he drove the car inside and parked. His arrival stole the attention of someone close to him who lives in here. As he hopped out, a little girl sprinted out and jumps on Seojoon with glee.
"Seojoon oppa!"
"Hi buddyyy!" Seojoon squatted to match her height as they hugged at each other.
"I missed you, oppa. Where did you go?" The kid frowned, making Seojoon guilty for his msitakes.
"I'm just too busy with work, buddy. I may disappeared but I never forgotten you, okay? It's just that my visit turned out to be earlier than I expected because you gave me a call last night."
"Sorry, oppa. Did I distracted you-"
"No, not at all Dahye. Don't think like that. Dahye-ssi will never be a disturbance to Seojoon-oppa. Got it?" He said while gently wiggling both of her arms.
Dahye giggled adorably and nodded back at her big cousin. "Are we going to play today, oppa?"
"If that's what you want, then let's go!" Dahye cheered happily while exclaiming a "yay!" sound as she loved spending a funtime with her beloved cousin and brother-like figure.
Seojoon stood up and holds Dahye's hand. They were about to enter the house when a middle-aged man appeared, blocking the way as he watched him and Dahye cheerfully walking together.
"Seojoon, you came."
"Hello, ahjussi." Seojoon bowed respectfully on his uncle.
"I didn't even know you'll be here. How are you doing these days?" He asked as the two were now closer at each other.
"I'm good. Busy as usual, I got a new case in hand." Seojoon answered. "But it looks like your daughter here couldn't wait anymore. She wanted to meet me sooner than later." He ruffled the girl's hair and cuddled her beside...
"I can't blame her, she always mentions you everytime while asking me when you will come back. Weeks ago wasn't enough, I suppose. She loves you so much that's why she enjoys being with you always."
The uncle stepped aside as he guided him and Dahye to enter the house. "Come in, boy. Did you have breakfast?"
"Not yet, ahjussi."
"Perfect. Join us to eat on the table! Right at the time, I bought many ingredients from grocery yesterday so we have more to eat today." His uncle says as all of them sat in the dining table while the maids served the foods one by one.
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In the midst of his playtime with Dahye, Seojoon checks the time on his phone in which brought him to stand up and pull out the keys from his pocket. The kid saw his actions and recognized what he's about to do.
"You're leaving again, oppa?"
Seojoon tightlipped at Dahye sitting on the floor, frowning while hugging her doll. "I'm sorry, Dahye-nah. I still have work to do for today. Oppa can't stay here long." he said apologetically.
He noticed her burying her face on the fluffy head of her stuff toy to hide her sadness. Seojoon sighed and goes near at the sulking Dahye.
"Your birthday is on next week, right?"
Dahye didn't respond, but that didn't stop Seojoon from sharing what's in his mind for that day.
"I'm treating you outside, you can pick whatever you want to do. Oppa is going to catch up with you, okay? We're going to celebrate your birthday without any rush." Seojoon suggested.
"You're sure, oppa?"
"Yeah. I don't want to make my sweet little princess' birthday incomplete without having me you know?"
Seojoon watched her gloomy face slowly reverted back to a delighted mood as she leaned her face away from the dool and looked at him. "Okay, I can't wait oppa!"
Relieved that he managed not to upset his beloved cousin, Seojoon hugged Dahye and kissed his crown. "See you on your birthday, Dahye. Oppa has to go now. Bye!"
"Bye, oppa! Thank you for coming!"
Afterwards, Seojoon bids farewell to his uncle as he enters his car and read his notepad, keeping him reminded of the task he had to be done before the day ends.
With the help of one of the teams in the department who are in charge of tracking down locations, Seojoon was able to receive the address where the names Chou Tzuyu and Son Chaeyoung currently lives, which transported him to the city of Seoul, the capital of South Korea.
Seojoon came in the front of the right house he's supposed to pay a visit. He clicked the doorbell and waited for anyone at home to entertain his call.
Fortunately, there's one. It was the girl named Chaeyoung who is wearing a plain oversized t-shirt and some jogging pants like a typical house attire. She holds the door as she observes the appearance of Seojoon standing in her doorway.
"Hello and good morning, my name is Yoon Seojoon. I am a detective."
"What can I help you with, detective?" Chaeyoung nonchalantly asked.
"I'm came here to ask you some questions about the disappearance of Kim Dahyun. Your connection with the victim led me to you, miss Son."
Chaeyoung gasped as she glared at Seojoon in bewilderment. Her grip on the door shuddered a little as well as the emotions getting into her after hearing that name from somebody for such a long time, might as well coming from the police itself.
"I-I'm sorry, I'm not interested to talk about it."
Chaeyoung was about to shut the door, but Seojoon attempts to prevent it by calling her again not to let go of her attention. "Wait! Miss Son, I came here to help. Please, perhaps... you may want to take a look at this."
Chaeyoung glanced back at Seojoon, who is now offering her a piece a paper. She takes it and discovered it wasn't just a paper, but something more that holds dear in her heart.
"I got this from my research. I know you and Dahyun were close friends and... I hope I can convince you through this to cooperate with me. I know you're just like me who wants to explore more about Dahyun's case."
Listening through his voice, Chaeyoung could tell that the detective was sounding very genuine and optimistic; exactly what she needed back then when they were anticipating for anyone to take her friend's case seriously.
She looks back at the picture. It shows her, Tzuyu and Dahyun in a beach all doing a pose together. "You're right. This one's special to me. It was our first getaway trip when we were only three in our group at that time." Chaeyoung expressed a bittersweet recollection.
"I-I'm sorry, detective. I-I... just couldn't believe someone... someone in the police would revisit and take control of my friend's case. It's been 5 years and up to this day we're still begging for her justice, and here you are..." Chaeyoung said as she started to tear up. Seojoon respectfully remained silent to let the girl spill out the burden that's been dragging her down since Dahyun vanished.
She sniffed, swiping her tears that ran across her cheek as she spreaded the gap of the door further to give way for the detective. "I-I'll talk. I'll answer your questions. Please, come in."
"Thank you, Miss Son." Seojoon bowed courteously.
"Just call me Chaeyoung."
As Seojoon stepped in, Chaeyoung closed the door and shouted somebody's name who is also present with them. "Tzuyu! We hve a guest!"
"Coming! Who is it!"
Tzuyu walked out of her room and the sight of Chaeyoung with a stranger greeted her. "Uhh..."
"Good morning, I assume you're Ms. Chou Tzuyu. I'm Detective Yoon Seojoon, in charge for the missing case of your friend, Kim Dahyun."
Tzuyu's eyes widened in surprise and all she could do was to look at Chaeyoung who is nodding her head to make her understand the situation abruptly.
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"Is this where Dahyun lives?"
Seojoon asked as he presented the picture of the abandoned manor to Chaeyoung and Tzuyu. The two peeked at it and seemingly distinguished the content.
"Yes, but that wasn't her own." Chaeyoung answered. "She doesn't live there alone nor have her family with her actually."
"Her parents died when she was in highschool at that time. Her relatives took the responsibility of raising Dahyun but if we're not mistaken, she left them because they were strict and not kind-hearted." Tzuyu added.
"She approached us and we learned about her situation. We offered her help, she did took it appreciatingly. It didn't last long, however."
"Dahyun told us that she wants to try surviving on her own, so she applied for a part-time job as a maid to earn allowance for her studies."
Seojoon wrote all of the key points in his notes. "So, Dahyun lived in that manor temporarily as part of her requirement as a maid?"
"I guess so. She never invited us to visit her place to hang out, but we did brought her there once when we all came home together from class." Tzuyu replied.
"I see." Seojoon muttered. "Wait, so if she's a maid, then technically there has to be the original residents of that manor whom Dahyun works for. Do you guys know them?"
"Not specifically. We never got to see them up close." Chaeyoung shook her head. "But I do remember that Dahyun mentioned once that it was a family, and she takes care of a little girl who is the daughter of that family which she befriended with."
"Yeah, she always admire that kid, calling her cute, how bubbly she is and more." Tzuyu continued. "Well, Dahyun loves children, that's why."
Seojoon smiled at that information. He found a similarity with Dahyun in which he could relate with. "Alright, last question. When was the last time you saw her?"
Chaeyoung and Tzuyu's face demeanor transformed into a dull and bland one. It had Seojoon perceived that it wasn't a happy memory that Dahyun left for them before her unexpected disappearance. "It was at the campus. We were eating street foods outside when suddenly Dahyun just received a notification coming from that family I guess.", says Chaeyoung.
"She didn't told us what happened because she quickly said goodbye and ran away to us, but she did revealed it the day after through our group chat."
"What did she say?"
"She told us that she couldn't come with us because she's grieving along with the family while doing her job to serve the visitors on the funeral."
"Wait, come again?" Seojoon pursed his head forward and stared deeply at Tzuyu with knitted eyebrows. "A funeral? To who?"
"She said that the little girl she's taking care of died in an accident. The family didn't took it very well, since it was their only child... especially the father who always wanted to have a daughter."
Seojoon's heart ached at the story. It truly hurts him whenever he finds a child being in an inevitable danger that none were deserving to be part of. He huffed in the air for a second before drinking the glass of water that Chaeyoung and Tzuyu offered to him before they started the interrogation, in an attempt to erase the horrible what ifs of having Dahye getting put in that kind of scenario.
"Are you okay, detective?"
"Y-yeah, sorry. It's just... I'm sensitive on hearing kids being on unfortunate events, whether it costs them life or not." Seojoon cleared his throat and fixed his composure. "And whatever happened to Dahyun that will tie us to these information you lend to me, I couldn't be much more devastated for her too."
He stood up from his seat and presented his hand. "Thank you so much again for your cooperation Miss Tzuyu and Miss Chaeyoung. You two don't know how big of a contribution this is for the solving of Dahyun's case. You guys helped her again as usual."
"What can we say, we loved Dahyun more than just a friend. She was like a sibling, a sister to us." Tzuyu said. "And wherever she may be today, I hope she's at peace."
Seojoon tightlipped and looked away at Tzuyu for a while. "Not yet, but we'll get there... soon." he whispered.
"Uhm, before I go... can I ask one more thing?"
"What is it detective?" Chaeyoung pondered.
"If Dahyun's watching us today, what do you guys want to say to her?"
Chaeyoung and Tzuyu looked at each other before sighing heavily. "Dahyunnie, if you can hear us, we just want to say that... we miss you everyday. A lot."
"Just the little things we do together, we revisit it frequently as our way to remember you. And... o-oh God, it's still so hard for us to not have you on our side anymore. Nayeon, Jeongyeon, Momo, Sana, Jihyo, Mina, the girls weren't still used of your absence, Dahyun-ah. Your contagious laugh, your positivity, your wholehearted personality. When our shining light was taken away from us, it felt like we're forever living in a colorless world; and we wouldn't be contented accepting that fact forever, Dahyun.
Thank you for existing in our life as our friend, tofu. Someday, when we all fly up there; we'll get to see each other again and reunited, and we will all have fun together just like the good old days where nothing can go wrong that will separate one of us from each other anymore. We couldn't wait for that to happen."
Chaeyoung and Tzuyu couldn't contain their tears as they sobbed harder at their longing messages for their bereaved friend. Seojoon got teared up at their bittersweet and emotional words. He expressed his sympathy by coming up near to them and enveloped them in a comforting embrace.
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Dahyun was overwhelmed and touched at what Seojoon informed to her about what Chaeyoung and Tzuyu wanted to say to her in the aftermath of her passing. Seojoon is once again frustrated and dismayed that he couldn't get to hug Dahyun to make the consolation easier, as all he could do was to watch her cry out loud while their messages sink into her.
Seojoon also told her about the new informations he gathered regarding a piece of backstory of her past life and the manor she's locked into. That helped Dahyun to regain some memories of what she had when she was living and shared it to him right away.
Seojoon and Dahyun's conversation went longer than expected, as Seojoon just listened to Dahyun's stories about how she and the girls first met, how they supported her for the decision of taking the job and the experiences she had as a maid; in which she enjoyed because of the same reason as what Chaeyoung and Tzuyu mentioned: the little girl.
Dahyun described that she felt like a big sister she never got the chance to be for her own family because she never got a sibling. Although, the happiness didn't last long for their bond when Dahyun became one of those who suffered from the death of that girl, and possibly led to her own downfall.
As she was finished talking, Seojoon made it fair by inserting another topic for her and Dahyun to converse with. Each time passes and it was all worth it, they were too indulged with their interesting interaction that they never even gave a damn anymore for now at whatever that is happening outside the manor.
Dahyun enjoyed talking with Seojoon, for the first time since being a ghost she never felt confined and alone. Same as what could tell for Seojoon to himself, Dahyun is indeed a very entertaining and nice to hang out with. He has never been this happy to anyone else other than her cousin Dahye.
As of now, Dahyun and Seojoon were both laying down on the floor, staring the window that relfects the sunset outside. They just took a little break from the non-stop talking they had.
"Dahyun."
"Hmm?"
"I just wanna ask, if I fail to spend more time with my loved ones; does that make me a horrible person?"
Dahyun looked at him who is still steadily watching from afar. "What makes you say so?"
"I don't know, I just envy you. You get to set time for your friends while being occupied with your duty of taking care that girl and focusing on your studies. You manage to maintain yourself available and flexible while me... I couldn't do it properly."
Seojoon sighed, he sat up and tangled his arms around his knees. "I always believed that work was always the most important thing that keeps me alive. I wasn't like this before. I thought having friends or family is the one thing that makes you motivated and dedicated to keep on living for another day, but instead every single one of them abandoned me."
"I only had my work who stayed by my side, so I became even more hardworking and busy. None of people around me could keep in touch with me that would surpass an hour. In short, I'm too insufferable and boring, and I couldn't care less about it."
"Not until when suddenly I got to meet with my remaining relatives. I got uncle and my little cousin. Her name's Harin. I didn't know that when I got to be close with them, especially her... I began to reconsider things. To spend more time at other things than work. And I found Harin to be very valuable and special to me."
Dahyun witnessed Seojoon as he started to choke and sniff, sign of her impending wails that's urging him because of the increasing emotions he's trying to endure. "But I was left confused in the end. Why does when I started to change for myself and for her, the world would just randomly chose to fuck my fate after? That she has just became one of the people in my life who will just instantly left me after pouring my love and care to them."
Seojoon cried harder on his knees. Dahyun sat upright and looked at him worriedly. "After she died, I never tried to the fullest to allow time with other things than work. But these days, it scares me that when Dahye got to be closer to me... if I let myself get attached to her too, she would just leave me just like the rest of them."
Dahyun nodded understandably at his reasons. "So do you mean that, it's what that holds you back from meeting her often?"
Seojoon nodded. Dahyun hummed and sat near beside Seojoon. "Everything is meant to happen, Seojoon; and I hate to say this to you but, that's what I could tell the same for your family, friends and Harin."
"But, just like what the saying says. when a door closes, another one opens. Opportunities are endless, Seojoon. And you must take it bravely because you wouldn't know when would that be given to you again. It could be just once and Dahye could also be the last, Seojoon."
"I say, you should not resist or restrict yourself after what happened to you. Don't take it as a failure, Seojoon. Let that be an encouragement for you to keep moving forward and continue what you love to do, and that is to become something meaningful in others lives.
Sometimes, things that disappear were meant to be replaced. It all leads you to Dahye, and just like what I said Seojoon. Life is unpredictable, you don't know if everything that we have could be our last. So, I suggest you should continue expressing yourself to the fullest of being a loving cousin for Dahye... before either she won't exist no one enters your life anymore as much important as her.
Seojoon wipes off the tears in his eyes and looked at Dahyun, agreeing at her advice. "I understand now. You're right, Dahyun. I'm sorry if I had to say this to you..."
"It's no problem, Seojoon. I'm grateful that you treated me to be a trustworthy person who you can reply on opening up your problems you couldn't share easily to others, and I'm glad that I could help." Dahyun grinned.
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Seojoon shortly smiled at her humble statement. He straightened his seating posture, extending his legs to the floor with his hands supporting his upper body. He glanced at Dahyun and wandered around her facial features The unspoken feeling that distracts him is detectable again to him.
"Hey, enough crying. Cmon, follow me. Let's do one more thing before you go home." Dahyun hurriedly stood up and gestures him to do the same.
"What is it?"
"You'll see. Hurry up, slowpoke." Dahyun giggled which brought Seojoon to chuckle at her adorable antics.
Dahyun walks out of the room and Seojoon followed her from behind. They reached downstairs and went at the widest room in the entire section, located at the very end next to the living room.
"Sit here." Dahyun said after she sat at one of the chairs of the piano which includes to one of the things that were left unmoved here in this house.
Seojoon and Dahyun are now sitting side by side, facing the piano altogether. "I remember how much I loved playing this piano when I was still living and serving my time here as a maid. I mostly spend my free time improving my piano skills."
"You know how to play piano?"
Dahyun hummed. "Yup! I dreamt once of becoming a successful musician... or a pianist, you know. Piano has became my favorite musical instrument so tonight, let me console you by playing one of my favorite pieces for you."
Dahyun puts her hands on the keys and starting pressing the notes to the rhythm with the use of her supernatural force to suppress weight.
The more she keeps on playing, Seojoon slowly recognizes the music she's performing. Not wanting to be left behind, she joined Dahyun by singing the lyrics of the song she's playing on the piano.
Even if it's a dream, I like it Tomorrow, I'll be there Even if you're not That's okay, I'll remember you Little by little Our memories piled up I will always keep them As they were
With my eyes only I know it won't pass onto you So I'll give back your heart One by one
Dahyun on the other hand, was astounded and enlightened at how admiringly beautiful your vocal was. "Woah, you know this too?"
"It's my favorite too."
The two beamed a smile at each other before they proceed to sing-along the night away together with the calming instrumentals to left their day with a positive mark.
As the song ends, Dahyun and Seojoon applauded each other as both were impressed at each other's talents. While Seojoon fixated himself, Dahyun grabbed his attention by speaking up to him.
"This has to be the best day I've ever had so far, Seojoon. Thank you for staying with me."
Seojoon looks at her and smiled before his face sprung up as he recalled something.
"Oh wait, I got something for you."
He pulls out in his pocket and showed it at Dahyun. The latter covered his mouth in awe.
"They gave this to me in return of what I showed to them earlier. I just thought you would like to see these for yourself, since these are your photos taken by them."
"Woah, these looks so good. Chaeyoung and Tzuyu really are the best on capturing photos in our trio." Dahyun chuckled as she adored her images on your hand.
"Yeah, they did great. You look so free and gorgeous in these similar to how can I see through you right now."
Dahyun heard what Seojoon muttered under his breath. Their stares matched and drowned once again at the charms each of them possesses. Her blush grew rapidly not only from the fluttering words she was acknowledged for, but also for Seojoon himself.
"U-uhh, I'll be leaving now, Dahyun. Good night to you." Seojoon bows and smiles at him before he walks away from her, exiting the manor while she was left alone, stunned and amazed at the possibility that Dahyun might've fallen already for the good-hearted detective.
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Back from serious business, Seojoon returns to the village the next day and searches for the landlord Haein as new inquiries spawned into his scarlet web of thread that would be nearly tied to the center of attraction, and that is for the awaited revelation behind Dahyun's disappearance.
Seojoon is standing behind Haein who is scrambling through his wooden cabinet where he keeps all of his documents stored in one place.
He asked a while ago if Haeil could still remember who was the last proprietor of the manor where Dahyun probably got killed. Haeil responded through the use of all the might he has left for the sharpness of his memory that it was indeed belongs to a middle-aged man.
He forgot the name, but as what he could remember; he has one family member with him: a daughter, matching Chaeyoung and Tzuyu's claims. But there was one thing that struck Seojoon.
A new clue. The man is a single father. Haein depicted that when the man signed the contract, he doesn't have any woman he could tell if that's his wife or what. In fact, he never even saw him had a woman that could stand as a mother for the little girl.
Seojoon heard that the landlord mentioned about the contract, he suggested Haein to look for the copy where he was answered that he still has all the papers with him.
And that's where they at right now. "I got it!" Haein exclaimed as he raised a paper on his hands. He closed the cabinet and placed it on his desk. "There. That's the last contract of agreement I had for the manor before it was left unoccupied for years."
Seojoon examined the paper and flipped the pages. The third and last paper is where the signature and the printed name of the owner could be found.
As he reads the name of the identity of the last owner, Seojoon's eyes largened in shock. He felt like the world turned upside down as he piercingly stared at the paper.
"H-how is this possible..." He murmured as he rubbed his mouth with his hands in utter disbelief.
"What's wrong, detective?"
"N-Nothing." Seojoon frantically shook his head. "Can I borrow this? This would be very useful for an evidence."
"Sure, take it if you want detective. I won't mind." Haein shrugged.
Seojoon nodded and quickly barged out of the landlord's house. He entered the car and slumped at his seat, facing the paper back in front of him as he combed his hair in astonishment.
"Yoon Guimhwi..." He reads the name of the last occupant under the property of Haein's.
"I-It's my uncle's... does he have secrets that he's been hiding from me?" Seojoon asked to himself before he drove away.
He arrived minutes later at his uncle's residence, perfectly timed where his cousin wouldn't be around since Dahye is at her class. He want this to become personal and private, just the two of them for him to suspect his own uncle.
"Seojoon!" His uncle greeted him as soon as he appeared at the front door. He kept his stoic and observative mask worn around his face. "You're too late! Dahye is not here."
"It's alright. I wanted to see you this time, uncle."
"Ah is that so? How thoughtful of you, Joon. Then come in, let me get you some. What do you prefer? Food or drink?"
"Juice would be fine enough. Thanks uncle." Seojoon replied.
Uncle Guimhwi went to the kitchen to prepare, leaving Seojoon alone in the living room to standby and make himself feel at home, but that's not what he came here for.
He roamed around and viewed the frames of his uncle and his cousin, until there was one thing that caught him off track.
Seojoon stepped forward and traced the picture further. The eyes never lie. He's literally seeing clearly, and he doesn't know whether to deny or accept what he just discovered.
The structure of the manor is the background of the family picture of his uncle along with his cousin, photo taken in the daylight.
This just confirmed more for Seojoon that his uncle must have a huge part of his investigation. It was unexpected and a coincidence, but that's not what it matters for him. He's going to try something that would measure his truthfulness in front of something he wasn't aware of that could place his innocence in judgement.
"Joon! You can get your juice here, boy." his uncle called him from behind, bringing along a pitchel full of orange juice and some glasses.
"Thanks, uncle." Seojoon grabbed one and poured himself a drink. He returns back to face the painting and make himself obvious for his uncle to notice.
"You miss her. I know."
Seojoon heard his uncle's comment. That wasn't the one he's waiting to hear from him, but he wouldn't dodge such a painful fact. He does miss his cousin a lot.
"I do, but... can I ask you something uncle?"
"Go ahead."
"You lived here in this manor before?"
His uncle sipped a drink before responding. "Yeah, we stayed there for 3 years until we relocated here."
"Where was this located?"
"At Gyeonggi, if I wasn't mistaken." Uncle Guimhwi stated. "The neighborhood there was so kind. I wish I could pay them a visit someday."
Seojoon keeps on listing secretly on his mind. "Why couldn't you?"
"Some things are best to left behind, Joon. There's a lot of bad history I had there in that manor. I wouldn't last to witness that place ever again if I get the chance... but it's better for me not to take that at all." Uncle Guimhwi said.
"Wait, are you referring to the missing case of... wait, what's this name again- Kim Dahyun?"
Seojoon observed his uncle who stopped midway from gulping another cold beverage in his glass. It's like he just installed some flashbacks within him that he just malfunctioned.
"Y-you know that?"
"I do. Researching helps plus hello, I work at police department as a detective, uncle." Seojoon blurted.
Guimhwi started to act weird by rotating his head as if he's trying to find something for him to say regarding that matter.
"A-ahh. Right, yeah. You are." Guimhwi nervously chuckled.
"That manor was the same place where that Dahyun girl was reported to be missing. Do you know her, uncle?"
The intensity of Seojoon's playful act to corner his uncle becomes even more intense as he enjoys watching him struggle to reply. His suspicions were now being constructed and Seojoon couldn't believe that he would've get to confront his uncle for being the unthinkable type of person he never knew would turn out real.
Guimhwi remained silent for a while before he glanced at the manor. "I do. He was our previous maid. Dahye and her gets along really well. That's why when I noticed that she wasn't appearing for days and become absent in our manor, not knowing that would be the start of his missing report by the police; I was worried and saddened for her and for Dahye. They were like bestfriends and Dahyun... Dahyun is a great girl, Seojoon. It breaks my heart not to see that kid for a long time now."
"I heard from our department that they're going to reopen the case, if you will be asked to stand as the witness; would you allow me to recommend you?"
Guimhwi swallowed a lump on his throat before speaking up to what his nephew told to him. "I-I'll think about it first. That's undebatable."
Seojoon clicked his tongue and pretends to pull out his cellphone for some urgent reason. "I'll be back, uncle. I have to chat my colleague."
"Take your time, boy."
Seojoon walks away from his uncle and stopped near the door. He pressed the note icon and types down everything he heard from his uncle. He saved it for later there and not on his usual notepad so that he wouldn't be seen too obvious that he's actually investigating his uncle. This has to be included for review and analyzation back on his house or at the station later.
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Two days later, Seojoon was mostly devoted on investigating further about the sudden involvement of his uncle about Dahyun's case. It's making him conflicted and befuddled that after all this time, one of things he'd be looking for the case was someone very close to his life, and as of now his role is very crucial here.
His uncle has just become one of the primary suspects as the culprit of Dahyun's death.
He doesn't want it to be true, because he doesn't know what would it affect him once it does. Being a police detective, learning that there's a murderer or a killer that is highly related to you feels like a stain to your career and background as you hold your family's name along with the rank of your profession.
Seojoon was busy adjusting all of the clues he has with him when he received a phone call from his cousin Dahye.
"Hello?"
"Oppa." Her voice sounded weak.
"Dahye, what made you call in the middle of the night. You miss me already, don't you?" He chuckled as he closed a folder in his working table.
"Oppa... please come here. I don't wanna go."
Seojoon slowly furrowed his eyebrows after he heard that plead from Dahye. "What do you mean you don't wanna go? Is there something wrong going on there, Dahye-nah?"
"Oppa... appa wants us to look for new home. I don't know why but... I don't want to be far away, oppa. I love it here. Stop appa please."
"Okay okay, I'll be right there. Where is appa right now?" Seojoon asked, hurriedly wearing his detective coat and some equipments with him in case it gets handy. He has to beware, his uncle is a suspect and the suspicions he has on him are still on the top and through Dahye's emergency call, it maintains that level of the risk he has.
"H-he's with the maids, packing our things. I have to go, oppa. Appa might see me."
"Just try to be stubborn and fight back against appa's instructions. Seojoon oppa is on his way now there!" He said before ending the call and left his apartment in a dash.
Driving his car in a fast speed while keeping it steady to avoid any unlikely accidents that may be a hindrance to his chase, Seojoon successfully made it to his uncle's residence.
Just as he arrived, he saw Guimhwi trying to calm down Dahye who is forcing herself to escape from his father's grasp as she's being inserted inside the car.
"UNCLE!" Seojoon shouted, marching closer at Guimhwi who was surprised at his emergence. Dahye quickly ran at him and hugged him on the leg as she cried.
"Seojoon-ssi, what are you doing here?"
"Where are you guys going? And why are you forcing Dahye to go with you? The kid doesn't look pleased, uncle. What's going on?"
"It's none of your business. Y-you won't understand, Seojoon. Take care of yourself, but me and Dahye has to look for a new home somewhere."
Guimhwi tried to approach Dahye but she hid behind Seojoon who is gesturing his to stop. "No. Why can't you tell me why? Your home here seems fine, what's bothering you uncle?"
His uncle went silent as he avoid Seojoon's intimidating gaze, waiting for his answer. As he has no comment to offer, Seojoon starts to choke from the heavy breaths escaping in his mouth driven by the emotions increasing deep inside of him.
"U-uncle, yesterday... I asked you about the manor and if you have knowledge about the case of Kim Dahyun..."
"W-why does it concerns you, Seojoon?!"
"BECAUSE I'M THE ONE WHO HANDLES THE CASE!" Seojoon shouted at Guimhwi. Dahye started to cry behind him. " And you LIED! All of what you said was a LIE. Is that why you're doing this, uncle? Is that because, you feel guilty of what you did... that's why you have to escape and brought a child into this?!"
"How d-do you even know that I told you false information, Seojoon?! What makes sure, that you could just accuse me without any evi-"
"Dahye's not the actual child Dahyun took care of when she was working for you, isn't it?" Seojoon's lips began to twitch. "The case was 5 years ago, Dahye is only turning 6 this year, uncle. She wasn't even born during that time!"
"The girl she took care was your daughter, your ORIGINAL daughter, uncle. Harin was Dahyun's responsibility." Seojoon pointed. Guimhwi was just standing there, head lowered down with fists curling, enduring all of the blame being thrown at him.
"June 12, 2015. You must be on the manor at that day. Why? Because that was 2 days ago after Harin died. You stayed in that manor all day with Dahyun, assisting you while you grieve at your only daughter's death."
"And now, I have to confirm one thing... and I want it to hear it from you, uncle."
Seojoon adjusted the phone in his coat in which he secretly opened the audio recorder to record their conversation tonight, and to caught the suspect's reactions about his claims.
"What did you do to Dahyun on that given night?" Seojoon sharpened his tone, sending chills through the horrified and extremely tensed Guimhwi.
"Are you the one who killed her?"
"..."
"TELL ME!!!"
Dahye cried harder and Guimhwi flinched at the deafening scream by Seojoon.
Tears streamed down in his face while he stares at his uncle that has been cornered and put into hot seat, getting his innocence doubted.
"S-seojoon...
I'm sorry."
Guimhwi didn't answered in specific, but the obvious meaning behind those words were enough to shatter Seojoon's heart and soul.
"N-no... Dahyun..."
He gave in from his stance, collapsing to the ground and slowly sobbed in pain as Dahye hugged him on the back.
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5 DAYS LATER
The case was now closed. His uncle, Yoon Guimhwi was found guilty and sentenced to more than a decade in prison after he admitted publicly that he was the man behind the slaughter of Kim Dahyun's disapperance, which was caused by murder. He did it at the same room where Dahyun usually stays in the manor, explaining why is it the part of the house that is haunted the most by her spirit.
Dahyun's body was found and surprisingly, it was buried neatly on an open field somewhere in Daegu. On a positive side, atleast his uncle was right and spoke the truth about his explaination on why he did the crime.
But still, that won't change a thing that it was a horrible act to do. He hurted Dahyun for a very obssessive reason. He killed and wasted her dreams because of that. He left Dahyun locked in that manor, hoping that she'll get to cross into the gates of heaven where her soul rightfully belongs.
A proper funeral has been held for Dahyun's remains. All of her friends visited and send their thank yous at the detective for bringing Dahyun the justice she deserves.
Seojoon decided to stop at the manor where he would be visiting Dahyun again. It's been days since they haven't seen each other. She must've felt bored and lonely again, and Seojoon misses her so much already as much as she does.
"Dahyun."
Seojoon called her name after he stood in the doorway. Dahyun was just laying down on the bed with her hands placed atop of her midsection, the same posture as how deceased people were formed inside the casket.
Dahyun gets up from the bed and looked at Seojoon with a huge smile on her face. "Seojoon!" She walked closer to him as fast as she could.
Seojoon got to face Dahyun closer. The two were standing in front of each other, gap were just inches away.
Seeing her after knowing the fate she had that costs her life was too much for Seojoon to control.
"How are you?"
"I'm good, just feeling a bit weird. I feel... more alive and at rest since yesterday." Dahyun described. "It feels like I have nothing to worry about. Like, everything's going to be okay for me even though I'm still here... trapped in this manor for god knows how long."
Seojoon speculated that the completion of the case gave an impact on Dahyun's state as a lost ghost in this mortal world.
He smiled softly and didn't wasted any more time to announce her the good news. "I-It's done."
"Hmm?"
"The case. It's now closed. We caught your killer, Dahyun."
Dahyun was shocked and overwhelmed with joy and relief. She gasped, staring at Seojoon unbelievably. "R-really?"
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He nodded. Dahyun jumped in glee and lets out tears of joy in her dazzling eyes. Seojoon admirably watch her celebrate victoriously, it's been a long time coming for her and finally she was able to achieve it.
As soon as Dahyun stops, she noticed that Seojoon was shuddering as tears bursted out from him, hissing and whimpering at the emotions taking over him.
"W-why are you crying, Seojoon? We did it, right?"
"Y-yeah. We did. I'm just so happy for you but I..." Seojoon blew some warm air before proceeding. "I just couldn't help but to feel bad at myself."
"Why? You didn't do anything wrong though?"
"I don't... I-I'm just ashamed to show up myself for you after what I learnt."
Dahyun looks at Seojoon curiously. "Why? What is it?"
"D-Dahyun... forgive me. I didn't know... I didn't know..."
She held her wrists and looked at him worriedly.
"You didn't know what?"
"I- I didn't know that my uncle killed you."
Dahyun was stunned. She froze in front of you, what you just told her immensely shocked her to the core.
"W-what?" Dahyun said, stepping back a bit from him.
"I wasn't close with my uncle at that time, so I never got to know about you. I-If only I did met him and you, pay some visit here earlier, m-maybe I... I could've done something." Seojoon said, shaking his head in regret and guilt. "I wanted to save you, Dahyun."
"H-how did I die?" Dahyun asked him, both were weakened and hurt.
"You were strangled to death... at this very same room we're standing in. He did that after y-you tried to escaped." Seojoon began to explain what his uncle shared in the court. Dahyun's head suddenly starts to ache as all of the memories were now flashing back from her all at once, allowing her to have a glimpse of the last moments before her unfortunate demise in the hands of Seojoon's uncle.
"Y-you did that because... you couldn't stand staying there on that manor, living while raising a child that was completely forced and unplanned for you to have." Seojoon proceeded. "You gave birth to Dahye due to the consequences of Harin's death. My uncle's obssession of having a child in replacement of Harin has what brought uncle to rap-"
"STOP!" Seojoon flinched and looked at Dahyun who is covering her head and ears as she kneeled, body curled on the floor as she fought the pain of regaining back her lost memories that were mostly full of tragedy and darkness.
"Dahyun?" He called her name to check up on her. Dahyun was also crying like him. She removed her hands on her head and looked at Seojoon who is concerned for her.
"I-I remember it all now." Dahyun spoke in the midst of her sobs. "That man needs to pay for what she did to me. Your uncle deserves to burn in hell!"
Seojoon didn't say anything as he just listened to Dahyun's rage and agony. "M-my daughter... I remember her. I can even sense her somewhere. She's alive, I can feel it."
Dahyun went closer towards Seojoon. "S-Seojoon, w-where is she? I-is she okay?"
He nodded, Dahyun smiled through her cries. "She's with me. She grown up to be such a great girl. And I just noticed that... she just looks almost as you."
Dahyun was touched and happy at the news. She cried harder, hands clasped as she prayed for the Gods feeling grateful that somehow her daughter was able to survive and able to continue living the life that was gifted to her.
"Her name..."
"Dahye." Both of them said it at the same time.
"It's as wonderful as her mother's." Seojoon muttered and stared deeply at Dahyun before he looked away as the connection he has with his uncle made him uncomfortable to look at Dahyun straight in the eyes.
"A-are you mad at me, Dahyun?"
"Me?" Dahyun was confused. "Why w-would I? You said it yourself, you have no idea what cruel and disgusting your uncle was."
"Don't be regretful about it, Seojoon. Don't blame yourself just because you have a relative who disobeyed the law opposite of the oath you took for your occupation. It might affect your reputation as a detective, but don't let it distract you from the fact that you're the one who arrested him and sent him to jail on your own. That cements your faithfulness and unbiased principle for the sake of the law and truth."
Dahyun smiled sympathetically at Seojoon. The two had each other's eyes in contact. She grinned brightly, making Seojoon eased and stable from his overflowing emotions. "I won't hold anger, hatred or vengeance from you. It's all done, I am now free... and it wouldn't be possible without you."
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They paused on talking when Seojoon noticed that Dahyun's figure started to become blurry as she starts to slowly disappear. "D-Dahyun... you're-"
"I know." She nodded. "My time is up, I see."
Seojoon dreadfully looked at Dahyun after she said it.
"But before I go... I want to say this to you that I've been keeping to myself from the first day that I got to talk with you more than just my case, Seojoon.
Thank you for choosing to help me. You did it, and I'm so proud of you. Those made me even love you more ."
Seojoon starts to cry as he finally tried to touch Dahyun to hug her, but sadly he really couldn't do it. His body just went passed through Dahyun's. He became infuriated, pounding his fists at the floor.
"N-no... no, even you?!" Seojoon exclaimed. The fear of being left by someone who became dear in his heart happened again, and it hits Seojoon different because for the first time; he gets to be romantically in love with a woman despite being only the ghost of herself when she was existing like him.
"Can I join you too? I don't want you to go. I love you too Dahyun." Seojoon begged as he kneeled in front of Dahyun. She squats and leveled Seojoon's sight.
"You can, but not for now."
Seojoon looked at Dahyun. "You still have purpose to fulfill in this world, Seojoon... and I want that for you to do me a favor. Take care of Dahye for me. In the future, when she grew up and you feel that she can stand on her own now... I will just be up high above, waiting for you. And we can finally enjoy our everlasting love together there."
Dahyun formed a heart gesture to Seojoon as only a quarter of her figure is now left visible. Seojoon nodded and tapped his chest, making Dahyun happy and fluttered.
"See you on the other side, Seojoon."
That was Dahyun's last words before she vanished in thin air, as Seojoon watched his soul flew out of the window and go upwards into the destination where she can finally rest in peace.
The next day, fulfilling his promise to his stepcousin Dahye; he treated her outside for her birthday as a way to make her special day fun and unforgettable. It was also to distract her from the fact that her father is currently behind bars, Seojoon doesn't want to kid to know yet that his father is a killer.
After Seojoon bought ice cream for him and Dahye, he observed that Dahye was looking at a fast food restaurant where a birthday is being gathered. She saw the kid who is the celebrant along with her father being taken pictures by the guests.
Seojoon went near Dahye and kneeled beside her. He presented the ice cream at her, she accepted and said thank you to him.
"I wish appa is here with us." Dahye said as she directed her gaze back at the party. "Why couldn't he come, oppa?"
Seojoon sighed and pouted, thinking of a way to answer the kid's question. "Because... appa did something wrong, and he has to fix it. That's why for now, I'll be here to become your guardian."
Thankfully, the kid seems to take the explaination nicely. "I'm just jealous, oppa. She has her father with her on her birthday, but I don't."
Dahye frowned and sadly licked her ice cream. Seojoon smiled and swayed some strands of hair behind her ear. "You can call me appa for today if you want."
"Are y-you sure oppa?!"
"Yeah. Since I'm your guardian and I'm the one in charge on behalf of appa, I can stand as your father-figure too, Dahye. You can call me that as much as you want too." He shrugged. "Do you like that?"
Dahye smiled and nodded. "Yes, appa!" She replied as she hugged Seojoon afterwards. He shut his eyes as she indulge the comforting sensation of having his beloved little girl delighted in his company.
Seojoon became determined to grant Dahyun's wishes, and that is to raise Dahye and teach her to become a wonderful person just like her mother.
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35 YEARS LATER
In one of the hospital rooms, sounds of cries from the visitors and a flatline from the heartbeat monitor can be heard as the patient who is confined there was just announced his time of death by the doctors who failed to resuscitate his life.
The woman is being comforted by her boyfriend, as she cried harder while grasping the lifeless hand of his father.
"I'll be here for you Dahye, stay strong. You heard him and I don't want to fail him either." the boyfriend said as he rubbed her back, revealing to Dahye who is now an adult and is in her 30's who just suffered a huge loss for the passing of her beloved stepfather and veteran detective Yoon Seojoon at the age of 65.
Meanwhile, Seojoon's newly ascended soul awakened in a foggy ground covered in crystal clear water in a very shallow height.
He slowly raised himself and looked around, where he could only see nothing but baby blue sky.
Noticing that he's in his younger appearance and wearing all white long sleeved shirt and pants while barefoot in the water; he walked ahead at the unknown until a gate standing tall supported with golden bars of fences to defend and guard of what it seems to be an evangelical town appeared out from the fog.
There were two guards who noticed him. He walked through them as they stood their ground with all confidence.
"State your name, lost soul." The guard who's holding a long golden trident asked him authoratively.
"L-lost soul... that means I'm truly dead...?" He whispered to himself. He knew what happened to him but he couldn't believe that this were all happening to him in reality.
"Y-Yoon Seojoon." He said cautiously.
The other guard on the booth flipped the pages of what it seems to be an enchanted book. "He's cleared."
The guard snapped his fingers and the padlocks of the gate went poof out of the air. It opened wide after and the guard stepped aside. "Welcome to the heavens. You may now enter."
Seojoon looked at the guard amazedfully. He walked inside, a white beam suddenly appeared in his body that expanded into a thread that leads to somewhere.
"W-what is this light attached on me?"
"It means that there's another soul here who is waiting to see you. Follow the way and you'll find out." The guard answered.
Seojoon nodded and continues walking. He travelled his eyes around at these unique and surreal surroundings. Everything looks unearthly, magical and spectacular.
He kept following the direction of the white beam connected to him until it came to a pause where he saw the the other end of it. It passes through the walls of a lovely looking house.
As soon as he stepped into the pathway, the door opened. Seojoon's eyes widened too when Dahyun showed up at the door looking at him tenderly.
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"D-Dahyun..."
She went out of the house and placed her hands on the back. Her classic black long hair and white dress. She looked simply breathtaking and magnificent just like the first time you've seen her, and seeing her in heaven, there couldn't get even more excellent than this.
"Welcome home, Seojoon."
The two slowly walked towards each other until they closed the space between them and catched theirselves in a warm, longing and blooming embrace. Seojoon teared up as he saw Dahyun's body wrapped in his arms.
"I can finally feel you." Seojoon said as he stroked her silky smooth hair.
Dahyun smiled, feeling grateful as him. "How was your time down there?" she asked.
"It was worth it. Your lessons has what made me feel alive with purpose. And Dahye, she's in good hands now."
They seperated and faced each other dearly. Dahyun was pleased that she can finally get a touch of her lover's attractive face as she cupped it with her small cute hands.
"She had grown up to be a wise, independent lady, thanks to you Seojoon. Thank you." Dahyun nodded and sniffed at her tears. "And now that you're here, we can finally be together whenever we want and start our relationship for all time...
"... always." Seojoon took the turn to finish her words. "I love you, Dahyun."
"I love you too, Seojoon."
Both of them smiled and locked their hands together.
"Unnie! Where are you?" Someone shouted from the house. They both heard it and got alarmed, Seojoon was surprised at the familiar voice.
"There's also someone you would be very glad to see." Dahyun said to him.
The door opened, and Seojoon broke down with more tears as he saw the owner of that voice standing in front of him looking very much alive and enthusiastic.
"O-oppa?"
"H-Ha... Harin..."
"OPPA!"
Her cousin ran at him and Seojoon greeted him with a tight embrace. "Harin... Y-You're here... oh thank God, oppa missed you so much..."
"I missed you too, oppa."
He grabbed the back of his head and kissed her repeatedly on the top. Dahyun was touched at this wholesome scene.
Seojoon stood up and holds both Dahyun and Harin's hands. They formed a circle and Seojoon looked at them admiringly as he finally got reunited with the most cherished ones who entered in his life.
Back on Earth few days later, Dahye was the last person who remained in front the grave of her parents, Dahyun and Seojoon after the funeral ended.
She stared and grieved on their resting place one last time. Dahye pulls out her wallet where it contains the pictures of her and Seojoon and the old picture of Dahyun that serves as her only kept remembrance of her when it was shown to her by Seojoon as he explained to her about Dahyun being her biological mother before.
Dahye sometimes imagines what would it be like if they were a complete family, and she can experience how it feels to have a mother's love.
She looks above the skies, a bittersweet smile displayed in her lips. Dahye securedly holds the pictures into her chest.
"I hope you two are having fun up there. You two deserved it. Rest in peace, eomma and appa."
At the same time in the immaculate heavens far away from the mortal world, Seojoon and Dahyun were playing their favorite piece together in the piano as they sat beside each other while her head is on his shoulder. Harin is on the floor, listening with them while she's coloring her book.
When the song ends, Dahyun leans away and looked at Seojoon lovingly; and the two shared their first ever kiss empowered of nothing but an everlasting love they can exchange for one another on their new life in the eternal paradise called heaven.
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kissporsche · 4 months
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10 BL BOYS I WILL THROW HANDS FOR
Tagged by @chaotic-aro-incarnate (on my main, but i'll answer here), thank you!!
In no particular order:
Kurosawa and Adachi (Cherry Magic)
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I think this should be self explanatory. Best boys in the whole wide world i'd die and kill for them. The softest and sweetest and they deserve everything and more.
Kang Seojoon (To My Star)
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No you don't understand I love him. TMS2 nearly killed me because I couldn't handle seeing him in so much pain. He tries so so hard and is going through so much and I want to fight all his problems for him, yes even when his problems are his love interest. He can share this spot with his manager, who I would also throw hands for.
That and Sorn (Manner of Death)
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Another duo MY LITTLE MUPPET BABIES!!!!! When I watched MoD there wasn't really much else in its genre and tone to compare to, so I was genuinely concerned for my grumpy/sunshine teens' safety. It made for a very stressful experience because THEY'RE JUST BABIES LEAVE THEM ALONE
Li Qian (Guardian)
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I know this list says BL boys but That Won't Stop Me. Li Qian is my bestest girl and though I would throw hands for most all of the characters in Guardian I think she takes the top spot. I will protect her from anything including her shitty employers and the dean of the university (he is the real villain of the series fight me) and then i'll support her while she does her important post-canon work of [redacted for spoilers]. I love her.
Wen (Moonlight Chicken)
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Okay MLC didn't blow me away by any means but I love characters who are a bit of a mess and are complicated and make mistakes and fuck up and aaaAAAAAAAAAA--
Togawa (Old Fashion Cupcake)
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You ever want to fuck that old man so bad that you catapult yourself into pathetic meow meow territory?
Wen Ning (The Untamed)
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Another self explanatory one. He does not need my help throwing hands but by god I will. You cannot stop me.
Pfrh (Knyyrnprisn)
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I debated putting Pete (or anyone from KP) on this list because they can all take care of themselves. But then I thought, I would kill for him though. I would do cold blooded murder on his behalf. I would not even hesitate. So here he is.
Hm i'll tag @lu-sn @misspoetree @magicaldreamfox1 @guzhu-furen @fleet-off (feel free to ignore, i'm not sure who has done this one/similar before)
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petrichoraline · 2 months
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do you know any show where there's a popular kid/lonely kid trope? ☺️
not many of the shows i've watched fit this trope exactly (and especially the one i have in my head where the lonely kid has zero friends and the popular guy has roses blooming any time he enters the room) but i've compiled a list with couples whose dynamics resemble it, somewhat? i hope that's okay, when it comes to anon requests i kinda have to read minds so i rely on "more is more"
Fish Upon the Sky - starting off with a great example of a kid with a low self-esteem searching for love and the heartthrob chasing after him; it's also enemies to lovers though completely one-sided lmao
Semantic Error - we've got the campus hottie and the most antisocial man in that whole uni (though if you ask Sangwoo he'd deny he's lonely, he's just self-sufficient); P.S as per MDL, Jaeyoung is described as stylish, fun-loving, and – above all – extraordinarily popular. He is the closest thing the college has to a superstar!
I Will Knock You - Noey is a gang leader whom good girls swoon over and Thi, though pretty content with his friend group, is a cowardly goody two-shoes; he doesn't fit the loner trope perfectly but their dynamic is really interesting and worth paying attention to imo
Be My Favorite - Kawi and Pisaeng fit the descriptions perfectly but their love story doesn't develop the cliche way; Kawi is a fiesty bitter lil thing and Pisaeng is the warm sociable type of popular guy
Dangerous Romance - Kang with his teen hormones, unresolved issues and attitude problem is a bully who tried recreating his own fight scene a la F4 style and we know Domyouji is peak drama popular guy (or, since we're talking Thai shows, Thyme); Sailom seems to not be that much on the lonely side at first but the more you get into his character the more you see how befitting this title is
Blueming - the kid that did everything to be popular and the naturally charismatic sweetheart cross paths
To My Star - this doesn't really fit till you realise Seojoon is a literal celebrity and Jiwoo is a pit of loneliness and scepticism
Love Class S2 - again, not too fitting but the side couple of Maru and Minwoo bring a bit of it to the table because Maru is unbearably sociable while Minwoo keeps to himself to the point of misery
Cherry Magic - i mean. shining star of the office Kurosawa/Karan and blending-into-the-background Adachi/Achi kinda fit the bill
Utsukushii Kare - high school? check. popular dude? check. outcast kid who worships popular fella's existence? check! side note, i'd say the way Kiyoi is basically forced to pursue Hira cause he's so dense is hilarious
Fukou-kun wa Kisu Suru Shikanai! - oh, my lovely. the first show from Drama Shower. sweet and approachable Naoya whose good luck rubs off on cute Kota whose loneliness is somewhat brought upon by his constant misfortune. again, the "lonely kid" here has a bit of a mean streak which makes him very entertaining
Senpai, Danjite Koi de wa! - these dudes are in the workforce too but we have the competent charismatic senior and the awkward intern looking up to him
Minato Shouji Coin Laundry - Akira has been running from himself for so long and here comes the handsome smart dude determined to love the f out of him, i'd ssy they count lol
Takara-kun to Amagi-kun - we've got the poker-faced ikemen and his shy beloved
Kabe Koji - literal pop idol with sunshine personality and brooding mess of a doujinshi author (self-esteem issue included, of course)
Bokura no Micro na Shuumatsu - words can't explain these two's dynamic and how intriguing it is to me; Ritsu is a hot guy menace (derogatory) and Masumi has that bit of a crazy streak that works in their favour
Kimi to Nara Koi wo Shite Mite mo - the loner/popular dude dynamic here is somewhat lowkey? the "loner" is sociable and you can't really tell the "popular kid" is one based on his attitude at all, it's way more of a friends to lovers (with a touch of love at first sight if you ask me <3 )
About Youth - i wondered whether to include this one but the mdl description convinced me; they're a swooned-over straight A student and a shy musician, real cuties
Taikan Yoho - the vibes are very different from what you'd imagine with this trope but it technically fits lol, we've got a manga artist who stays at home all day and a handsome weatherman whose company is seeked by everyone
The Best Story - it's YinWar.
21 Days Theory - X and Q participating in a challenge that leads to romance, it's really cute
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fruti2flutie · 2 years
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i HATE tms2 rn. not a hate as in, "this is a terrible plotline & i can't stand it," but a hate as in, "this is brilliantly done & i continue to be emotionally devastated!!!!!"
because seojoon was always the one chasing, was always the one accommodating, was always the one taking the extra steps to meet jiwoo. because jiwoo never expressed himself as much as seojoon did, never revealed more than he needed to, and yet seojoon was fine with it, loved him regardless. seojoon found his happiness in just being with jiwoo, in moving into an apartment with him, in getting scolded about hangers & other mundanely domestic things he'd never thought he was meant to have. seojoon believed in their shared happiness.
when jiwoo left, seojoon remained to search for answers. he wanted to know what he had done to make jiwoo leave. he wanted to know where jiwoo had gone, and he wanted to know if he was alright. yes, seojoon found jiwoo, but he still couldn't make sense of his partner's sudden disappearance & why he would leave to the countryside of all places. jiwoo was cold, distant, unreadable. but seojoon loved (and loves) this man, knows how hard jiwoo struggles to bare his heart, so he had to keep trying.
seojoon saw how much jiwoo cared for ti aspetto, so he befriended the townsfolk & offered them hand-scribbled coupons jiwoo would never make. seojoon watched how kind jiwoo was to dakyung's daughter, so he shared fire noodles & invisible tea with the young girl, giving yooha advice he wished someone would've told him way back when. seojoon kept his distance, and he prodded jiwoo as much as he could afford without getting pushed away again.
and then, seojoon saw jiwoo's story with sungyoon unravel. small town love. matching bracelets. five years. a disappearance. a reunion. when jiwoo tells seojoon, i was lonelier with you than i was without, it breaks his heart. bittersweet memories. overly sweet cookies. i thought about you a lot, too. share sentiments. i missed you. when he pieces it all together, it shatters him.
because that's what it all comes down to, isn't it? jiwoo's happiness. because, at the end of the day, seojoon wants jiwoo happy. even if that means throwing himself away. even if it means he's not the one jiwoo was waiting for.
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iamnotbored · 2 years
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To my star 2: on love and forgiveness
watching this show as it was airing and seeing all the “hate” towards jiwoo was a revelation, a lot of viewers thought that seojoon forgave jiwoo too easily, and i get that, jiwoo was so harsh on him, seriously who ghostes their bf with a f’cking post-it? on their birthday?! and if i was seojoons friend i would scream at jiwoo til his ears bleed.
but seojoon loves and seojoon forgives, that is who he is and that how he has been since the beginning. when his actor friend tried to put the blame on him for the fight, he didn’t say anything to anyone, not even pilhyun and homin, he waited it out believing that his friend would come clean, not many people would do that. but seojoon is not a pushover, he knows his limits and he will let go when he is ready. 
when it comes to jiwoo, seojoon is not blind to his shortcomings, he likes him despite those, because to seojoon (who knows jiwoo better than any of us) jiwoo is not defined by his misstakes. 
“you hide away as if you are the only sad person in this world. you don’t think about facing the problem and solving it. you have unnecessary pride and you never tell people your real feelings, making people go crazy!” 
“but still, i’m saying i like you” 
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seojoon only gave up when he was convinced that jiwoo wanted to be with his ex, and that he is standing in the way of jiwoos happiness, as long as jiwoo loves him he would have continue to pursue him, again this man loves jiwoo more than jiwoo loves himself 
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for those who thinks that seojoon deserve better, i also get that, “jiwoo hurt seojoon this much so seojoon should hurts him just as much before they can get back together”...i used to believed that input and output of love should be equal in a relationship, but how do you keep score when one person is swimming and the other is playing badminton? seojoon and jiwoo are very different people and they have different love languages, and so when we say for better or worst, this is jiwoo at his worst, this is where seojoon get to decide if their relationship could survive this, and because this is seojoon and he knows how hard those steps jiwoo took were, he choose to love and forgive 
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some of my favourites lines are these, 
“if you keep pushing me away, i can’t continue to chase after you like you did for me” 
“is that a threat?”
“no, i’m begging you”
this perfectly showed us how different these two are and how their traumas and history shape who they are as people today, jiwoo doesn’t love seojoon any less than seojoon loves him, but sometimes we messed up and we hurt the people who loves us the most. and this is when we need those people to say “its ok, when is hard i will go to you” and i will love you and i will fight for us
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i want bring up one last thing, should they take a break to get some therapy before getting back together? uhm, yes to therapy always, but no on the separation, i dont believe in the idea that we have to be healed and complete before we are allowed to be in a relationships, who is to say that we can be 100% healed from our traumas? aren’t we just learning to live with it and not let it get the better of us as we go? to love and be loved is a big part of our journey to heal, you don’t have to struggle all by yourself untill you are fit to be loved. 
life is short, if you have found your forever person, don’t let them go. as much as we should cut out toxic people from our lives, we should hold on to the people that makes us happy. i dont know if those among us who identify with jiwoo will ever find their own seojoon, god i hope we do, but i think that if we all just learn from seojoon to love and forgive more we would be one step closer to our own happiness. 
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foxymoxynoona · 5 months
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I don’t know if i’m right but I caught a bit of foreshadowing when Sasha said she has a bad feeling about Naoko and the tattoo shop because they remind her of Seojoon etc. I think her gut feeling is definitely trying to tell her something 🫣 I love how you write all of your characters, it’s amazing because we are able to feel deeply for what happens as we read the story 😱 I love how you show that they still need to navigate a lot of things and also when you said Jungkook doesn’t mean to sound rude when he says things sometimes, I thought of the language barrier and was like “oh yeah, that makes sense😱” I think Jungkook was completely wrong this chapter, I didn’t feel like Sasha was being controlling at all, I think her reasoning is completely valid! Naoko was bating her, and Jungkook doing nothing and going along with it all will just give this chick the impression she can screw around with him whenever she wants because he seems to have no regard for his “girlfriend”. A man that loves his girl would be like “hey cut it out, that’s not cool. This is my girlfriend and if you keep being disrespectful we are leaving.” Or something like that, you know? Yet, he went along and actually DEFENDED Naoko instead of sticking up for his girlfriend, I just wanted to yell at him lmao, the way he just didn’t care about Sasha really irked me. Then, when his friends were questioning him about his feelings for his girlfriend (cause clearly a good boyfriend would make sure his girl isn’t put in uncomfortable situations) because he just cared more about helping Naoko with her hours like NO! SCREW NAOKO AND HER HOURS! 🖕🏼She can get them from someone else! 👏🏼 Naoko won’t be down for you like Sasha is. When he called Sasha a Bitch and went on to say mean things about her to his friends my heart sank. Like, if he really feels that way about her then why waste Sasha’s time? Why does he want to continue this relationship that apparently upsets him so much because he feels like he can’t do what he wants? Even his friends were shocked and that says a lot! If/When she finds out how he really feels.. damn she is going to be crushed like the damage will be huge 😢 (I hope she punches Naoko atleast once for the satisfaction lmao) i’m sorry i’m being so petty right now🤣 Also, i’m sorry this is so long oh my goodness! 😭 Thank you for sharing your work with us and for also interacting, it’s a lot of fun❤️
Nooooo don't be sorry, it's a lot of fun to read!
The language barrier is very useful to never forget about in these stories. Jungkook's English is not fluent, he absolutely missed some things she said on that call because he was worked up, emotional, wanting to hear what he wanted to hear, and too excited about hearing it to think clearly! The language bouncing back and forth in the shop with Naoko didn't help either; Naoko's English is better than Jungkook's!
I also think this JK has a tendancy to get defensive when he feels like someone is questioning something core to the way he is. He kind of slides into all/nothing territory a lot. He's not a baby, he's not a bad guy, etc etc, and he can quickly get into defensive territory if he feels like someone is saying that. This time, he may have already been SO amped up with his own stress about the unexpected Naoko/Sasha run in that then when Jimin adn Taehyung were both like "damn sounds like you fucked up bad" he felt backed into a corner and we have seen that is never him at his best 😬
I have so many thoughts about all this, so I really enjoy reading everyone's take on it and the things that jumped out at them. Thanks for your note!
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gunsatthaphan · 2 years
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Ah with the WYEL thing it wasn’t about the blood it was more about how WYEL had a very awkward kiss (which was surprising to me the first time I watched it bc the actors portrayed sexual tension very well up to that point) and how different that kiss was to a full on make out featuring blood, which is much more intense and not something I was expecting, even after Korea started giving us good kisses.
I think the show is telling us Jiwoo deep down wants to be honest with Seojoon but it’s not his nature, even in the happy flashbacks Seojoon was having to push him into being honest and saying his feelings, even asking for him to say he loves him again. I think Jiwoo asking how Seojoon can be so honest shows that too, he still doesn’t fully get how someone can be that way. I think the show is shifting a bit though, the first few episodes were entirely Seojoon’s POV I think but we got some of Jiwoo’s in the last two, so I assume we’ll get more coming up and figure out exactly what’s going on with him.
And yeah again their real life age gap surprised me, I think I saw someone say the director said that Seojoon is like 3 years older than Jiwoo in the show but obviously their irl age gap is 9 years, it’s impressive they pull it off. I’ve liked both their acting so far, I think Jiwoo is intentionally being as cold as possible. But Kangmin was also filming another drama at the same time To My Star was filming so he genuinely could’ve just been exhausted and that impacted his performance, but I’ve liked what he’s done so far! I’m excited to see where it goes. I assume there’s gonna be some frustrating backtracking on his part next week lol. But I need Jiwoo to chase Seojoon at some point tho like they can’t just have my man Seojoon do all the chasing!!
oops okay then I misunderstood lmao. sorry 🙈 (anon is referring to this ask; I just haven’t had the time to reply yet sorry!)
I'm the wrong person to talk to about wyel because I didn't like it lol but SJ & JW's kiss in this episode I mean..... compared to the one in wyel....... if that doesn't show how far kbls have come then idk. like it's not even a comparison lol. The blood thing is a bit weird lmao but idk I'm not really giving it much thought. If they liked it then let them be djkhgf
I know that it’s not in jiwoo’s nature to be open and wear his heart on his sleeve etc., we’ve been knew since season 1. Which is fine because that’s just how he is. But it doesn’t excuse a behavior like this. And even if we do get a rational explanation - he’s gonna have to go all out with his apology to make it right. Both for seojoon and us lmao. A full-on POV switch would definitely make sense and help his case and it would also give KM the chance to show that he’s capable of pulling more than 1 facial expression djkgfk so I’m holding out for that. 
Their irl age gap is interesting and it’s impressive how it’s literally invisible on the show. I couldn’t even tell you which character “seems” older. zeenunew and maxnat are shook lmao. 
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kexing · 2 years
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a kiss?? So easily forgives him? Or is it a flaskback? 🤔 I want to watch it but how things are going idk i'm conflicted lol 🙃 anyways I love your gifs keep it up the good work😊
hi friend! i….. don’t know. i’m honestly just trying to go with the flow and not judge jiwoo before i find out the whole story, what exactly happened. you know?
i don’t think the kiss is a flashback or an act of apology/forgiveness. it’s mostly a thing that happened in the heat of the moment.
it doesn’t look much like it, but if you look closely you can see that jiwoo has clearly been fighting an internal battle to keep himself as distant from seojoon as possible but you know seojoon, he’s persistent and his presence alone can melt the coldest heart.
+ his lip was bleeding, that’s naturally a jiwoo bait 🤣
i think jiwoo kissed seojoon because he’s missed him and for a moment couldn’t stop himself. and seojoon….. as heartbroken as he is, all he wants is jiwoo back. i don’t think that that man is truly capable of staying mad at the love of his life. and he’s missed jiwoo sooo much, you could feel it, the hunger, the longing, the love in their joined lips.
there isn’t a version of this kiss in which seojoon doesn’t kiss back because he’s lost jiwoo for so long, he doesn’t want to lose him again.
anyways! overall i think this kiss is supposed to be interpreted as a thing of the moment, that reveals a lot of their internal feelings, of course, but that not quite yet solidifies any change in their relationship.
i may be wrong but we’ll see!
thank you so much for liking my gifs! means a lot! ❤️💙
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gardenofsaturn · 1 month
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The serpent series: Pearl and silk | K.J
The two were a symbol of divination and sin.
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[TAGS / TW] Threats of violence.
Crystals of chandelier's reflect against the glass in her manicured hand. Her gown of silk and pearl a contrast to his all black. A symbol of divination and sin. The two were a sight that attracted the eyes of the room as they made small talk with those they know, introducing themselves to new faces as they circle the room. But it's one pair of eyes in particular that leer with an ulterior motive. It wasn't until she had detached herself from her husband, exiting the hall to use the restroom, that they decided to approach.
"Lola Kim." Her name was gruff on the person's lips. "Correct."
A look of recognition crosses Lola's face. Vakhtang Giorgadze, a georgian thug who wanted to expand his empire into the asian market. Had been pestering Junmyeon for months about brokering a deal. Seems he's found another way to present his case. 
"You would be correct, Mr. Giorgadze." She greets with a polite smile. 
His eyes lighten. "Ah. You know of me. I suppose your husband does a lot of pillow talking, hm." His eyes rake over figure. Vakhtang couldn't blame the man. 
"Wouldn't exactly be wise for a woman like me to not know who I'm taking to."
He gives a small smirk. "People that know who they're talking to address me as Vak. Can't make friends if everyone is always so formal, no."
"If your intentions are to make friends with my husband. You would need to be addressing him to do." Lola hints to Vak. Making nice with her, wouldn't sway her husband in his favor.
"That is true, but certain things-" He takes a step closer. HIs voice breathy, lowering to no louder than a whisper, as he finishes. "Need a woman's touch." 
Lola stares into the man's eyes. The eyes of a man who wouldn't hesitate to use her to get what he wants. 
"Mr. Giorgadze, nice to see you again." Seojoon, Junmyeon's right hand, makes her presence known. Looking to Lola. "He's looking for you."
"Seems I've been summoned. Nice chatting with you, Mr. Giorgadze."
"Perhaps next time we meet, you will address me less formally." He smiles. As she moves to walk around him he takes a step, placing himself in her path. "By the way, congratulations on the new addition to your family. The love of a child is unlike any other."
Lola barley blinks back her surprise. Her pregnancy hasn't been announced, the gown on the more looser side to hide her bump. He's been watching her longer than tonight. Giving a gracious smile and a bow of her head in gratitude, Lola continues past him.
When her footsteps fade into an echo, Seojoon places his attention back on the man in front of him. "Stay away from her."
"Is that a threat?" The georgian man has a glint in his eye. A hunger. 
For Lola. For conflict. Both. Seojoon isn't sure. "Finding the heads of the two men you had following her around in that grey sedan at your doorstep is a threat. I'm just extending a courtesy to a man who has no idea what he's getting himself into." Seojoon talks to the man as a parent would a child when being caught doing something they shouldn't. He can see for a moment the shock in the older man's eyes of not having the upper hand like he thought he had. "He doesn't do that much pillow talking." Seojoon smirks, turning to leave. "I'll be sure to give him your well wishes for the baby." He adds over shoulder.
Lola slinks back into her husband's side like she never left. His hand finding its place on the curve of her lower back. "Everything okay?" His voice is soft, just above the a whisper as he presses a kiss to her ear. 
She gives a hum, paired with a smile. Falling right back into a pleasant conversation with the wife of a chinese delegate, who was a third party in Junmyeon doing business with the chinese ambassador. 
Seojoon makes an appearance next to Junmyeon not to long after. Giving a run down in a hushed tone. Junmyeon's eyes lock with Vakhtang as he re-enters the room with another man flanking his left. The Georgian thug stares back challengingly, of which earns him a smirk. 
Vakhtang has taken on many men like the young Kim. Has added many wives to his estate back in his motherland. This would be no different than his other conquests. He stares back into the eyes of the one they call the serpent of the south unwaveringly. His father taught him that if you wanted to know what kind of man someone is. Look them in the eye. The eyes never lie. In Junmyeon he sees nothing but an arrogant boy, who had his every accomplishment handed to him. The Kim's are old money. This kid knows nothing about the horrors, of the sacrifices that build empires. But for a second, in a small glimpse. A flicker of light. He sees something nefarious in the young serpent's eyes. A promise of a wrath from the deepest of hells. 
Lola doesn't pay any attention as her husband enters their bedroom. Tie disposed, shirt untucked and unbuttoned. Expensive cotton grazing over sculpted honey skin. His shined shoes fill the quiet room with soft tap, which fades into silence as he comes to a stop beside where she sits at her vanity.
"Jun?" She looks with confusion as he suddenly kneels onto the floor. Pressing his forehead into her thigh. She runs a hand over the black strands still neatly gelled down. 
"Do you forgive me?"
His words confuse her eyes more. Her breathing turns heavier in her anxiousness. "For what?" 
"Wanting to kill a man in your name." He asks, eyes looking up to stare into hers.
In them she sees. He's not asking for forgiveness, but permission. To rage war. To burn down cities and scatter the ashes to the wind. To launch a thousand ships in her honor. He had vowed, promised, that no one shall ever make her feel unsafe to leave their own home. Should ever make her fear for the life of their child. Not while he's breathing. 
She turns her body to face him, holding his face in her hands. She swipes her finger across the small scar on the edge of his brow. "For better or for worse." 
With a gentle caress of a knuckle over the swell of her stomach, he leans up to entangle her lips with his. In the sweetness of her kiss he receives redemption. 
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carakook · 1 month
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ILYSM for this 👇🏻
Seojoon is one of my Most favourtie actor,
You including him made me feel soo soo good,
I hope she gets her own happily ever after with him!
(Totally my opinion) i love bloom so much 😭🫶🏻.
I KNOW I LOVE PARK SEOJOON SM, I felt he was perfect for the role of a stable, safe, sort of older man. but also I am just going to apologize in advance. I won’t say why. But I am so sorry 🥲
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hedgewyse · 4 months
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13. bl you think is overrated 14. bl you think is underrated 16. favorite trope 18. favorite male actor :)
oh hey, it only took me a year to find the mental energy for this... whoop! (thank you for waiting @dummerjan my lovely 💕)
BL I think is overrated:
SOTUS - please don't come for me! I just can't get along with the whole hazing rituals thing, and they were very much the focus of a lot of this. There was a lot of yelling. And it's so vastly different from the way they do things in this country. And Krist is a sweetie IRL but this character was just not for me, you know?
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BL I think is underrated:
To My Star - it has a more nuanced take on adult relationships and communication difficulties than a lot of BLs, and I really enjoyed that. The pain of wanting something and yet somehow sabotaging yourself is so real, and the sequel was a similar exploration of the mess we sometimes make as adults just from anxiety and being bad at communicating, and the interesting way it's filmed as well. I just really loved them both so much. The absolute heartache of this moment when SeoJoon decides to look through the old photos... 😭
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Favourite trope:
If it's done well, hands down it's enemies-to-lovers. The more realistic the enemies part feels, and the longer it takes to resolve, the more delicious the payoff when they finally, finally cave. When they just absolutely can't overcome their feelings any more. That final submission is so, so sweet. The anticipation of it arriving... ugh, I love it. Even better if it's something like the Bad Buddy rooftop scene, where they both finally give in, but one of them is happy about it and the other is devastated. The sweetest trauma. I love it.
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Favourite male actor:
Gods this one is difficult. For BLs... Tul? Ohm? Jeff? I'll basically watch anything they're in because they don't miss. I would also possibly kill a man if it meant they'd give Earth Katsamonnat some kind of Diva role because I haven't always liked his other roles but it's so clear he would absolutely slay if they gave him the opportunity to top.
Just generally though, I have tremendous amounts of respect for Wang Yibo. I mean clearly he's a snack, but after Untamed it seemed a little like he was less respected than Xiao Zhan because he was portrayed as a bit more laddish and less serious, but he worked so fucking hard for everything, and has carved out a really respected place in the dance community as well as in tv and film. He can do stoic, panicked, fighting, funny, cool... the man has range. I like it.
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sandiegokpop · 4 months
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Man I used to love Park Seojoon so much. But then I waited for what seemed like a decade for Hwalang to come out & when it did it just ruined him for me lol. Idk what it was about that show, I mean his character wasn't a bad person if anything Park Hyungsik's character was the pushy one that kept pursuing a girl that didn't like him. Yet I fell more in love w/Hyungsik instead (dk how that was even possible 💖. Then he followed that drama w/Strong Woman Dobongsoon & he was literal perfection 😍 but I digress). I really didnt like the female lead actor also, I always avoid her work but that one was unavoidable. The characters he played after Hwalang didn't help his case either Fight For My Way almost did but I was too far gone to be saved😔
Anyway I say all this (to myself) to say that Gyeongseong Creature just might've pulled me back.
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petrichoraline · 1 year
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Hiii let me chacha real smooth in your inbox for that "X or Y" game!
The Untamed or Word of Honor? Pat or Pran? To my star or To My Star 2? Pawin in Star in my Mind or in The Eclipse or in Never Let Me Go?
Gmmtv whiped boys edition: Palm or Tinn?
And would you rather eat Noey's over salted food OR Tan's 'dr bun wont eat that' instant(ly failed) noodles? -☆
<33 what a smooth sliding into my ask box 🥰 it's a tough road ahead from here on though, go make a cup of tea, i've prepared you a read
The Untamed or Word of Honour?
ohhh shit, okay. so.
cql was the most draining show - it's amazing and so enticing but i had never watched anything from the wuxia genre before so it was A Lot..i would not rewatch it tbh, maybe the special addition if i miss wangxian too much 💞 it's so tragic and i'm always at risk of The Feels when i come across any cql or mdzs post, not to mention the yi city arc which fucked me up in a particular way...
woh doesn't make me as emotional because everyone is insane? it's actually impressive how unhinged every single person in the show is, the stories are tragic too, especially the last episodes but i was kind of numb to it, decided to focus on my guys and their happy ending only ✌️
woh gave me wen kexing, visuals (the designs of the characters are wild, espeecially the ghosts, they're straight out of a children's book, so expressive and individualistic) and the most blatant expression of romance they could - not only could you feel the love through each gaze, touch and action but boundaries were pushed in terms of script and the portrayal of physical affection was more than what they had to do. also i'm obsessed with the lipreading videos <3
cql and mdzs are still distant to me and i feel like an outsider to the fandom but i feel the same way about woh. cql introduced me to wuxia, i see posts about it more often and i feel like i remember the characters and events better. not to mention i got into mxtx bc of it so i have it to thank for the blast i have when im reading svsss. so ig i have to pick the untamed? but woh really is special, i hope ppl watch it
Pat or Pran?
boyyy i would usually say pat no questions asked but i think about pran and how he's handled all that his mom put him through and how he clearly struggles in so many ways and my protective instincts are screaaming, he's such a brave patootie (or, yknow, patootie)..but yeah no, i'll say pat, he is so loving loving loving despite everything, so considerate, so caring, he's a bit of a jock, a bit of a theatre kid, a bit of a band member - he's straight out of high school musical but adorable
To My Star or To My Star 2
TMS2!! i am sure s1 is great but it just didn't leave a lasting impression on me, it was the second season that had me shaking in excitement and yelling at the screen and going through tumblr to read analyses and stuff. it made me care about seojoon and jiwoo soo much and even if in the future i find the first season better in retrospect, s2 is my baby (and it got me so excited bout daseul's vision for blueming 2 🥰)
Pawin in Star in my Mind or in The Eclipse or in Never Let Me Go?
ohh that's interesting..maithee, namo and phum are all annoying but supportive losers lol
i dont have much of an opinion on any of them like phum was a villain for most of the show and then he had a glow up and became a rich hottie with a cute boyfriend, namo was a decoy that suddenly became a part of the squad and i dont remember much about maithee in the og show honestly.. based on the our skyy 2 episodes, i'll go with namo - he gave off sweet supportive kid who just wants to be loved and that's pathetic and cute <3 (tho maithee deserves betterrr)
Palm or Tinn?
in terms of whipped, i think i'd go with palm. man is borderline crazy for nueng, it's impressive. with their our skyy 2 eps out it's confirmed it's not just teen hormones lol
when it comes to my personal fave...they're both precious and frustrate me a lot but ig i'd go with tinn - i think of his reaction to gun rawring at him, about him coming back with those grocery bags.. he's so intense and awkward and devoted but it's not in the way palm is (which makes even me a bit uncomfortable hahah)
eat Noey's over salted food OR Tan's 'dr bun wont eat that' instant(ly failed) noodles?
i cannot deal with salty food, i'm more sensitive to salt than others so whatever noey's cooking has got going on that makes others spit it out immediately? not for me. nuh uh.
i can't find tan's noodles but i found the chicken scene and boyy that is probably salty on top of burnt and with disgusting texture soo (also burnt on the outside raw on the inside is wildd)
yeah. noey's food. small bites, lots of water - if it's otherwise tasty then i'll take a day to finish it, it's cool. :') (on a side note they'd both look with such anticipation and nervousness and wide eyes and aaa reminds me of dfqc, i love it when bad cooks try their best and realise they suck lol)
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aquagustd · 2 years
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Okur gurl so I have been really busy these last few months because of exams BUT NOW I'M FREEE(kinda Now I'm studying for the driving license🤡🤡) ANYWAYS, the drama that's going on rn damnnn. I seriously don't know what to say oc has one of the worst lucks lol.
First of all seojoon, that man was sus and scary right from the beginning, the audacity he had to go to her own house and assault her 🤡. AND OC GOING HOME ALONE KNOWING THAT CREEP COULD COME, ARE YOU DUMB ?
And honestly I kinda understand but don't understand taehyung's anger, he's probably pissed because he saw oc and jungkook in a compromising position and then saw that jungkook knew of seojoon while he didn't. But at the same time he should be a bit more patient and understanding, it's not easy to open up about any type of assault. Oh and how is it possible that whenever we get two minutes of peace with tae there's gonna be 10 chaps of them being awkward and not talking 😭😭😭😭.
AND SORA THIS WOMAN, I mean she still hasn't done anything but I just hate her and can't stand her. You know it just came to my mind... Is there a possibility sora hired those men? I mean we still don't know what type of person she is and how she acts so idkkk.
This ask came longer than I expected, sorryy but I seriously love your stories, you're so talented and you can make the characters so real, it feels as if you're telling us a true story, the backstory, the way they act it's so well thought. We can see how much effort you put in your books and how much you like it. LOVE YOUU✨💖💖
-🧞‍♀️🌺
AHHH finally !! i missed you <3 exactly !! she went there knowing seojoon could be possibly waiting for her to be alone again 😒
yeah tae was probably mad after he saw oc & jk in a compromising position definitely 🫣 but he said he’s gonna come back to deal with seojoon so ig he still cares…no they always have petty arguments and then make up 😭
it could be a possibility…like we’re getting oc’s pov and she knows nothing about sora apart from the fact that she’s jungkooks fiancée & she works with him :/
AHH thank you so much bb. i truly work hard on this fic and when my effort is appreciated it really motivates me to keep writing & putting it out there for you guys to read <33 thank you and love you too 🥺
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taemintchoco · 5 years
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Before I go to bed I just want to remind everyone that Park Seo-Joon is an incredible testament to why I will always be at least a little bit attracted to men thanks and good night
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