#some days 10000

[linterteatime]

Silly little Strawberry with wings 💕🍓

#celeste #celeste (game) #madeline #celeste mountain #fanart #my art #Guess who finished finally farewell after 10000 years #I rlly wanna make fan art for that dlc chapter thingy so expect that at some point #also I drew Madeline so different in this in comparison to the celeste drawing of the other day lol sorry

[doubledyke]

eddy flirting with kevin is such a power move honestly

#kevin and eddy have such a funny fucking dynamic #eddy tucks his lip in and wears a hat and suddenly kevin thinks he's cool as shit.... #honestly they're obsessed with each other it's so fucking embarrassing #i don't ship it but like i said before #eddy 10000% has a crush on kevin during the show #he gets over it after bps once he's been “accepted” into the circle and actually spends time with kevin 😬 #they both try too hard to be the most masculine person in the room and everything turns into a pissing contest #like that scene in ready set ed #i also saw someone post an interesting theory that kevin and eddy were really good friends when they were little #eventually they have a falling out and can't stand each other from that point on #it's in my likes somewhere i'll reblog it at some point i'm sure #anyway i'll make a compilation of their super normal interactions some day #text

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#so my mom's wake thing was today and that was a lot. not in an emotional sense but in a im standing here talking for 3hrs #to ppl i dont kno or barely kno. ya kno? but it was good bc so many ppl showed up to talk abt her #so many people. my mom made a huge impact on the school system. so many ppl relied on her. she encouraged at least 2 ppl to get their #master. for one person to specilize in helping the dyslexic after her experience advocating for 3 dyslexic daughters. she wrote and was #awarded a 10000 dollar grant for special needs and intervention curriculum. which will affect so many lives. #everyone loved her. she's gonna get a track meet named after her and a scholarship created in her honor. #she was an amazing person and she affected a lot of lives and im glad she was my mom. and she raised at least one jem in my littlest #sister who is so sweet and is a great teacher. god but there was some weird stuff too. were pretty sure her old boss was in love with her. #and there were some weird comments abt her being a strong woman or this woman doing so much and its like hm y do i detect a note of sexism #y not say she was an amazing person? y the surprise? weird comments about how pretty i looked. which yes i looked great lol. my funeral fit #was cute. we did bright colors bc it was a celebration not a dower event. and im sure it was ment well but it was a lil weird. and then #everyone was telling my grandma what a great job she did raising my mom and like god fuck off she didn't do jack. my mom was great despite #her terrible mother. ugh. but altogether it was good that everyone was able to express their love for her. it was def a day that was for #them mostly. i mean partly for us but mostly for them. none of us even cried. ay but we have 2 more parties in her honor #bc everyone loved her so much we have to do one in her hometown too. plus a personal friends get together. ugh. im so tired #i wish i wasnt the most awkward. eye contact avoidant person in the room but like ya kno. what can ya do? #unrelated

[solradguy]

Slept bad and woke up cranky and I don't want to draw today but I will persevere regardless

#textpost #I have like 10000 messages I'll get to eventually some day but no promises

[mxwhore]

working on the daunting task of having an earlier bedtime and rising time

#WEIGHT BULLSHIT DISCUSSION AHEAD❗❗❗ #i gained weight lately and it overall doesnt bother besides the practicality of slightly tighter clothing #but me family!!! its all over me!! #and my tests came back a bit wack #i do understand it since my family has a lot of weight troubles related trauma #grandpa died from complications from being diabetic (miss u everyday tata) and some of my aunts cant walk because of their weight #but like bro i walk ~10000 steps everyday so its not like im a sedentary person #anyway. gotta wake up earlier to begin my day exercising #after all i am A Science Guy and all the studies point to that the 7 am exercising is better for the metabolism #eating healthy is not exactly the problem. my diet is very varied! #i just love eating lmao #anyway wish me luck! #the only bad thing about all this is that my art time is gonna be less... gotta reduce my screen time for this to work

[writeouswriter]

Is the problem that I'm being too self indulgent with my plots that they start to lose coherency or is the problem that I'm not being self indulgent enough and thinking too hard about trivial things like whether they make sense rather than whether or not they kick ass severely and look good as the backdrop to my daydreams

#writing #writeblr #much to think about #much to write about #writer things #textpost #relatable #can't get over how much 2016-2017 me wrote just absolutely off the rails self indulgent angst mostly #with some demons and beasts and angels and melodrama #and i had that day where a week into nano having forgotten about it i wrote nearly like 10000 words #and had a vague plan of where i was going #and now it's like 7 words i'm burned out what am I doing #i gotta shamelessly self indulgently poor little meow meow ify some characters again #first nano project my character's introductory scene is him running from a ghost in a nightmarish chase scene that messes with his head #and has to do with his hashtag secret dramatic past #then having him be introduced to the other main character as passed out on the porch like a drunk before getting in a fight and getting sho #then getting driven to the hospital in a small car with claustrophobia with the person who shot him #and then arriving at said hospital only to be met with painful memories and meetings of a previous stay there #and then getting tricked into investigating a murder scene there that has to do with his specific backstory of demon angst #and then burning his hand on silver having paranormal flashbacks talking to demons and idk #i was just beating this guy up scene after scene glorious 37000 words unfortunately lost a couple thousand to a power out and lost steam #but still like it was so much writing and some of it wasn't even half bad #what happened that i can't write that self indulgently anymore #i mean worsening adhd and loss of structure and better writing skill and over perfectionism happened but hey #i used to daydream consecutive scenes and opening scenes now i just got that one thing in the middle half the time #and a premise and vibes with no solidity despite the ideas being more solid to me the execution is less solid #anyway ignore me #now my plots are very self indulgent premise wise but after I get the premise I start thinking of all these complicated things that get in #the way of the indulgence I think

[sjonni33]

this is like. super embarrassing but yeah :/ i ripped my only pair of jeans today, which really sucks :( disability support has until nov 8 to decide over my case and until then i have 0 income except from the tiny bits i scrap by. uhm if anyone could like, spare a euro maybe? i'd be very grateful. i also have things listed in my shop, some are only 1 cent (or whatever you want to pay for it), i also have some stickers here, here and here. some prints here and here . shipping is as low as it can be <3 and i also offer discount codes (use RATASSES for 5% off!!) you can also commission me!!

i'd appreciate any help, even just in the form of sharing this post or reblogging/sharing my art!!

GOAL HAS BEEN REACHED!!!!!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!

#i *thankfully* have all groceries done for this week and don't have to worry about rent #but yeah :( clothing or any other items i need i just cant afford. i can just about cover my health insurance but even for that i have to #dip into my savings. i have my disability support case on september 7th. an entire month from now and THEN they have until nov 8 to reply #i also think they can even get an extension of 48 days after that? so they'd have until somewhere in january to reply and it's #im literally stuck. i cant get any other type of support because my boyfriend earns too much but we can barely scrape by in the month on hi #income and that's without my health insurance food and 0 savings #fuck this country istg. i want to move SO BADLY. because this country does nothing for me. NOTHING. #i have to wait an entire extra year to see if i can go to uni 😩 and im so stressed. first gray hair and im 21 <3 haha #anywy #im really sorry for having to do this :( i hate it sm #signal boost #sjonnies post #also if youve tipped me before please DONT tip me again!!!!!!! i dont want anyone to feel pressured or obligated please #only spare me some money if you are 100% sure you can miss it!!!!! not even 100% but 10000% sure!!!!!!!

[sirensskai]

Help me I keep having dreams involving sims 2 premades 😭 I’ve had three in the span of a week 😍

#ramblings #first one was the last day of high school i was on a school trip? and I asked Ripp out 😭 (idk if he accepted or rejected me though 💀) #second one was Tybalt Capp I was in a boarding school with him (what does this mean? 😭) and we were skipping class together lol #we got into trouble and had detention but we skipped that too ☺️ #last one was Ripp again lol. Only this time there was like a doll of him and I wanted him so bad #he only came in like a blind box thing and I was scouring eBay for Ripp but he was like £10000 for some reason #it was very sad I couldn’t afford him or to buy hundreds of blind boxes in search of him :( #that’s a summary of all my unhinged dreams lol

[evansbby]

this is really random but i fucking HATE celebrity culture and I’ve felt this way from a really young age. it’s like they live in a different realm from us… the shit they complain about it’s actually mind-blowing… like the entitlement

#this is why I never put any celeb on a pedestal #like even back in my 1d obsessed 12 year old days I would never call them my idols or whatever #bc even then I knew they didn’t give a shit about is regular people #ngl just wanted to get this off my chest it’s so random and nothing to do with my blog hahahaha #but like finding out what Sydney sweeney said #about not being able to take six months off… #like… girl…. #some of us can’t even take six days off #and I like Sydney as well jajdjsjaka #reminds me how most celebs are the same #and we hold our own favs to different standards but they’re all so out of touch #most #idek #but yeah #and 10000% they look down on us regular folk #my thoughts 💭

[aspiring-holistic-otaku]

TOP 10 MANGA OF 2022 GO!!!

a few days late but better late than never 😅😅😅

10) I sold off my lifespan for 10,000 yen a year - 9/10

9) genkaku picasso - 10/10

8) prophecy - 9/10

7) to my dearest self with malice aforethought - 9/10

6) summer time rendering - 8/10

5) happy! - 10/10

4) sengoku youko - 10/10

3) ping pong - 10/10

2) ichigeki - 10/10

1) the fable - 10/10

honourable mentions (no particular order):

nura: rise of the yokai clan, eden: it's an endless world!, boy's abyss, drifting net cafe, that time I got reincarnated as yamcha, about the movement of the earth, die wergelder, all fujimoto one shots, the ihon series, PTSD radio, as the gods say, semi eternal happy end, walking cat: a cat's eye view of the zombie apocalypse, insomniacs after school, go with the clouds north by northwest, the witch & the beast, hotel, gosu, yongbi the invincible and genshiken

PS: I started a manga podcast last year where I've spoken on all of my top 10 (except summer time render & to my dearest self with malice aforethought... didn't finish them in time 😔) in rambles# 2, 7, 10, 11, 9, 10, 9 & 10 respectively so you can check those for more detail

though I would appreciate the listens, understandably some folks may not care for podcasts (+ I'm very amateurish and rough around the edges) and so I have some accompanying writeups you can find in my #writeup tags where you can see summaries and so.

and finally, if you don't care about none of that and just wanna see cool panels, frames, gifs n shit I run an animanga aesthetics blog

#just another day #mm..manga #top 10 manga of 2022 #btw some stuff in hm would probably be in my top10 but they're incomplete and i don't like putting incomplete stuff in lists like this #do encourage y'all to check it all out tho #manga #all the best for the new year guys #we're gonna need it 🧍‍♂️ #i sold off my lifespan for 10000 yen a year #genkaku picasso #prophecy #to my dearest self with malice aforethought #summer time rendering #happy! #sengoku youko #ping pong #ichigeki #the fable #also interested in everyone else's top 10 if they wanna share (⁠ ⁠╹⁠▽⁠╹⁠ ⁠)

[possiblytracker]

going back to in-person exams this year and some people at my university are making entire petitions to keep them online... do you people know how much i would kill for a physical exam. online exams fucked up my entire second year. they just give you ten days and three papers and tell you to sort your own shit, fully cited and referenced, and don't let you have any extra help for disability etc for some fucking reason. i would literally commit a felony to be allowed to sit down in a room for 2 hours and just pull words out of my ass without thinking about citations and shit and im barely exaggerating. considering they actually let me have special considerations in real exams and might finally cut me some slack as well who knows, i might start actually doing Well in my final year

#literally on my knees beggingfor these petitions to not go through #''in person exams scary we've never prepared for them'' what about in highschool. dipshit./j/j/j/j/j #ive been mad as FUCK about the poorly structured online assessments literally since i got here and youre telling me these people WANT them? #like yeah yeah some people can just sit down and write a fuckign paper and want to be able to do that at home #but if you give me the time pressure of a few hours per paper instead of several unstructured days ill literally cry and weep at your feet. #this is 10000% the adhd talking but jsghgHSHDGS

[kaiserouo]

if i post like 11 ideas of kay/o/omen from a game i don't even wanna play or spend hours researching lore for will i get rekt by the whole community or what

#because that's probably what i'm gonna do #i can't play that game i'm bad enough at apex i don't wanna go in valorant and get 0/99/0 every round for 300 hours #i'm obsessed with them like that time i'm obsessed with wizard guardians #i'm just gonna write extreme headcanon warning at the front of my posts and call it a day #you don't even have to block me as soon as i'm done with them i'm out of this fandom #but like #kay/o is a big robot #omen is a liquid and doesn't have a face #how do i not like them #also you probably know what i'm gonna do with a robot and some liquid #10000% someone did this before it's impossible that it's original i just don't have any real instance of someone drawing them do #that #well nothing is original in this world i guess so i'm still gonna draw them #treat this post as an announcement that i'm trapped in kay/o/omen abyss #without really knowing them well enough #headcanon warning lol

[sunnnfish]

Sorry suddenly thinking about the ramifications of aroace-spec tashiro… classic example of someone who always wanted to fall in love and thought they would some day but realizing they can’t. At least not in the same way they thought they would. Versus potentially hanzawa masato who had resigned himself to never feeling love (not like he necessarily wanted to) and suddenly being struck by lightning. Or a meteor. Or god. And they both end up in this weird gray zone between romance and friendship. There’s something here.

#me freaking. making up nonexistent parallels and themes #it’s fun #every day I think abt the 10000 words of hanzawa lore that Harusono shou has in her brain #if by some godforsaken reason hanzawa to tashiro is in there. god #there’s at least SOMETHING going on between them. there’s something #I need tashiro to be canonically queer. shirahama and kuresawa can be the cishets #anyways #hanzawa to tashiro #tashiro gonzaburou

[coollyinterferes]

//pov ur about to get mugged

#[*al//as/ka's vc: hiiiii~] #[the speeb figure is so precious in pics AND in real life i swear] #[just seeing him sitting on his gay ass right next to my laptop gives me so much serotonin <3 <3] #[if you're planning to order his figure. yes!! i 10000% recommend it!!! the re-release is coming out later this year i think!!] #[anywaysss. this week has been absolute hell but on the bright side i managed to get a bunch of replies (almost) done] #[i kinda want to make a mo/the/r's day post covering some hcs about jona's and speeb's moms but idk if i'll be able to] #[bc of the teehee emotional baggage ;v; ] #[we'll see i guess] #[hope everyone's having a nice day/night! <3] #[and happy mo/the/r's day to everyone who celebrates!] #[also. pic edit is not mine. i snatched it from twitter a long time ago i think???] #;speedwagon withdraws coolly

[bitchapalooza]

Just two days ago we were in the late 60s wtf man 😭

#and with me being up further into the mountains and near some water? hahahaha #yeah I don’t see us being super busy today #maybe a steady crowd of 10000 at most but that’s hardly considered a busy day #talkies

[puppyeared]

I dreamed that I was on tumblr and it suddenly gave me a pop up saying I. Reached my follower limit

#It was like neon purple and everything it even had a little smiley face on it #It was like ‘sorry! You have reached your follower limit! :)’ and I’m assuming someone tried to follow me just then but apparently they #Couldn’t because of said follower limit. Then in the dream I clicked on the learn more link and it led me back to my user settings #And it was like some sort of toggle option between limits of 100 1500 followers etc. the highest was 10000 I think #what Amazes me is that when I woke up just now it took me a while to process it was just a dream cause it feels just like some bullshit #This site would pull one day. Please don’t let this be a prophecy post im begging h #Yapping