#someone take me out of my misery

[luna-the-bard]

I wanna read skeemus content but I’m the only one who can make said content.

#someone take me out of my misery #how am I supposed to cope when I have to make up my own coping mechanism?? #video games don’t cut it anymore I need dopamine to punch me in the gut

[angesaurus]

New employee unread email count is up to about 400 now.

#i can’t stand training #someone take me out of my misery

[lacm-ac]

Being obsessed with a character who only has 2-3 fics written about them is absolute torture.

#someone take me out of my misery #fanfiction

[bandzboy]

the highlight of my day was really making those jeonghan gifs... that's how boring and weird my day has been

#and then it rained and thundered it made me feel worse #i wish i was one of those ppl that would see ran and be in a good mood #but no.... it's actually the opposite..... #and then my cramps just SIGH #someone take me out of my misery #tris.txt

[druckkugelschreiber]

I can’t sleep, I don’t want to be awake but I also don’t want to listen to anymore meditation sounds, it’s another hour until I have got get up, insomnia + autihd hell

#fuck insomnia #Someone take me out of my misery

[ask-eyelessjack62]

I’m so fuckin bored at this point and have no idea what to post

So ask me things👍

It literally can be anything…

Just take me out of my misery 😞

-Creator

#please ask me things!!!! #ask me anything fr #end my suffering 🥲 #someone take me out of my misery #just please ask me things before I die of boredom or explode 🙃🙃🙃🙃 #love y’all though😀 #never gonna know my real name😄 #one day a name revel and face😯

[sparrowofthedawn]

truly experiencing the most excruciating migraine i’ve had in awhile😩

#someone take me out of my misery #we’re going on hour 9 i think?? #actually going to start crying #love having chronic migraines

[ineed-to-sleep]

Blacked out in front of my tablet and woke up with sketches of my Touchstarved mc + Kuras my beloved. woops

#I found out dr. kuras is 6'6 I said hold on lemme get a stool so I can climb this man #touchstarved #touchstarved game #touchstarved kuras #kuras #sleepyscribble #oc.emma #my mc is meant to be a self insert but also like. I wanted to come up w a design and character arc and everything jkvkvk #so I ended up basing her on my personality/looks but taking her into a direction that would fit the game #she's like. me but 'characterized' and a bit exaggerated for the sake of being a character yk #the way she turned out is that she's basically a friendly happy go lucky mage who laughs at her own misery but hides #a deep layer of self loathing underneath all that bc of her curse #having been cursed all her life she believes she's a monster and the sunny personality is a way for her to 'make up for it' #but at the same time she feels like a farse. like she's only luring ppl in to an inevitable demise #and she thinks she's selfish bc despite knowing the danger she poses she still goes out there and puts herself among ppl #bc she craves human connection. even tho she feels guilty for 'indulging' in it #anyway I love the cursed mc concept in this game <3 it's been really interesting to think abt how that would affect someone #also I kept her physical features looking pretty much like mine #bc I wanted to draw myself in a cute way. teehee #but the clothing I was basically thinking like. early game simple clothing that she didn't rlly pick for herself #and maybe later I can have an updated design w something she would actually pick for herself

[unexpectedbrickattack]

babpy.

#pizza tower #peppino #arts #mine #happy pride; heres a little otter for u #hes like very early 20s here #happy and unbothered before the Horrors happened #it is NOT his 30s bc he needs to exude raw dilf energy by that point #but for now he is anxious and sweet and awkward #not that i dont draw him like that already but its like 10x here #its PALPABLE #okay mwah i will hopefully come back w more than just sketches that mean nothing skjfsdjkfdhfhsk #i have LITERALLY been on this commission for WEEKS i need someone to take me out back and put me out of my misery i swear #im going to finish the lines TODAY like i cant be this person i cant keep coming back to this fucking comm w no progress ill simply Die #its like singlehandedly preventing me from doing anything else; its making a mental block waaaaaaaau #but i feel like i am breaking through it today. at least i HOPE i am sdkjfsdjkfjsdkf #um if u are still here ilu. send me some anons; i want to be chatty but the messages i have feel like i need to respond w essays #and i literally. cannot. #at least until i get my head screwed on properly again

[willowser]

unfortunately i think gojo is the kind of boyfriend that stands in the kitchen with you at like 1 am as you make food for you to share 🥺 and he's dressed down in only a pair of low-slung sweats, no blindfold, no glasses, and you're in an over-large shirt of his and you don't make a lot, just enough to satisfy the two of you, and you share it standing on the tile and hopping back and forth on your feet in a little dance 🥺

#someone take me out put me out of my misery PLEASE #✿ thoughts: gojo

[strayklds]

han's solo performance (230817) / @ 빵기♡

#han jisung #video #fantaken #flashing tw #<- now that all my normal tags are there: #WHAT THJE FUCK IS THISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS #SOMEONE TAKE ME OUT #PUT ME OUT OF MY MISERY. #jisung #bias

[khaotunq]

Things I spend way too much time on: figuring out floor plans of fictional character's living spaces.

#i have a whiteboard on my desk for expressly this purpose #this apartment has confounded me since it was black/white's #it confused me as cher's #and now it's starting to take shape as sandnick (or... snick #as i've written) #but the overarching theme is i still dont fuckin know where the bathroom is #the one shot we have of the doorway of the bathroom has crates and amps around it #but there doesn't appear to be enough space at the end of he hallway between the bedrooms for that #i'm going to build it in the sims to see what the spacing looks like in 3d probably #i do that a lot too #i've been both manic and in pain today #so i've made a massive apple crumble and done this and 17 crosswords #and otherwise spent the past 10 hours rolling around feeling useless #someone put me out of my misery pls #tell me where the bathroom is #make it make senseeee #so it is decreed #adventures in ofts #i guess this goes there

[orangechickenpillow]

There’s something about Ezra and names. Throughout the movie, it’s easy to notice how adamant Ezra is that Cee tell him her name. He asks quite a few times, growing increasingly frustrated when she won’t tell him. I always found this interesting, as it seems like a strange thing to get caught up on. But then I realized -- it’s common for Sketchy People to ask someone (especially children) their name as a way to gain power or influence over them, usually disguised as friendliness or trustworthiness. 

The first thing Ezra does with Damon is ask his name. He then proceeds to verbally use Damon’s name eleven times in the ten or so minutes between then and Damon’s death. Ezra most often uses Damon’s name when bargaining, specifically at the beginning (when Ezra is trying to get information from him) and at the very end when Damon gains the upper hand. There is a brief period in between when Ezra is engaging in very casual, friendly conversation, learning more about Damon and sharing his own anecdotes. He doesn’t use his name even once during this brief conversation. 

Ezra uses people’s names as weapons. He uses them to try and worm his way into people’s heads (”Does this mean the deal is off, Damon?” “Damon your girl is scared, you should listen to her.” “It’s a shame, Damon”), calls them by their name to connect with them, to grab their attention, to try and manipulate them. So, when he’s put in a shitty situation with a teenage girl whose nerves are clearly one breath away from frying, it makes sense that he’d want to know her name. Easier to connect with her, easier to get her to trust him, easier to manipulate her. 

But it’s only well into their reluctant partnership that he actually does get her name. And do you know how many times he uses it during the movie? Once. One time, that’s it. Even when they continue working together, Ezra doesn’t use her name against her -- doesn’t even need to, because at that point they’ve both unconsciously decided that they’re going to work together.

#anyway #someone put me out of my misery #take me out back and shoot me because its all worms and no brain at this point #the brainworms have eaten everything in my head #nothing left but one space skunk and his spunky little partner in crime #I love me a morally grey character with a soft spot for a kiddo #ezra prospect #cee prospect #prospect #prospect movie #prospect 2018

[inkskinned]

you didn't say sorry, not really. you said sorry only when i pushed about it, you said it like an afterthought, like - oh fine, if this is what you want. the apology was already tearing itself apart in the air. you said sorry, but you caused this. you said sorry you feel that way, i guess. you said: what else do you want me to say? you've already made up your mind to be angry about this.

you've moved on since then. i hope you found a therapist. i am stuck with all of the hurt you caused but - you've been working on yourself, on your multiple projects, on that beautiful life you live. happy - you look happier, lighter, free of all of it. you take artsy videos of yourself dancing; caption it - a friend recently abandoned me.

nobody else knows how hard you pushed. nobody else knows what you did. i am sure you tell everyone a version of the truth that makes out the best of you; turns me into a cold unfeeling bitch who just "doesn't understand" you. i am sure you leave out all the ways i gave you myself, over and over, for years. how many times before this you hurt me, crossed my boundaries, laid me bare - what you say to them about when i finally drew the line is - she is just being unfair.

sometimes i feel insane about it. i have to text my best friend, make sure that what-i-think-happened actually-happened. to double-check that i wasn't being a bad person. maybe i'm misremembering it. she often has to guide me back to the same two facts: beyond what any one person could reasonably expect, i gave you everything, and you still wanted more of it.

it makes me angry, when it doesn't make me sick. i force myself to journal about it. how fucked up it makes me, knowing your narrative will be the one that sticks - knowing you are out there, right now, making sure everyone listens. telling them how you are being targeted. how you, hurting me on purpose, making me feel small, ignoring my needs - how that was really my fault, in the end.

yesterday you made a post on instagram talking about how you used to feel guilty about something that had gone wrong in a relationship, but that you've freed yourself from those toxic idealisms. you said: i am not giving her the power to make me feel bad about my mistakes. i am just a human person - it's up to her if she wants to be the bigger person and actually forgive.

and i just sat there and thought: you haven't even actually apologized for it.

#narcissist #toxic #this is about like #when u have done literally everything for someone #who takes and takes and takes from u #and when ur finally like #hey dude this thing u did hurt me #they're like #OFFENDED that u finally stood ur ground #and they turn on u SO quick #you: um dude it really hurt my feelings that u said that #them: god you're so fucking sensitive #them on instagram: LET PEOPLE BE THEMSELVES. JESUS CHRIST #them to their friends: yeah idk she just FREAKED OUT about like a miscommunication #you: .... i uhhhh asked u not to say that about me and to apologize for saying that #them to their friends: she just wants me to fucking live in misery she's toxic #you: ??????????????????????????????????? i asked ... u to treat me ... like a human person #anyway don't let those people bait u #they're good at what they do and they'll make sure to act on ur weaknesses and #get u back #so they can keep taking from u endlessly #like.... stealing ur whole energy

[blushtoned]

Padhai ke baare mei sochna aur phir bhi padhai na karna meri speciality hai .

#desiblr #desi things #desi academia #desi tag #someone put me out of my misery #desi schools #board exams #desigirl #cannot take this anymore #desi tumblr

[nilla-bear]

#matthew kimble #the new adventures of old christine #hamish linklater #hamfam #i need him carnally #someone just take me out back and put me out of my misery #seriously I need to be put down #my screencaps