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rinphoria · 2 years
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omgg ive heard a lot about criminal minds, especially about Spencer (??). it seems like a really good show and i actually might give it a go too soon. i can only watch one show at a time because my brain can't process two shows at a time, but ive nearly finished the mentalist so i might try that next !!
icl, my friend thinks im a complete weirdo, but i don't like waffles or pancakes. they're not very appealing to me and i would never choose them when eating out. i quite like potato waffles though, they're beautiful !! i remember as a child my mum used to buy the smiley face shaped ones and id secretly take them out of the packet and try to eat them raw ,, i have no idea why 😭😭 i used to think i was the baddest bitch ever.
yk with the internship, i have no idea what to expect, but at the same time im excited for all the doors it opens. the company is basically a research and consultancy agency that works with big corporate clients like McDonald's and also with the public. they do research and then present their findings to the clients to try and help them become better brands and whatnot. i don't really care about the consultancy part, but i can't wait for the research aspect. im trying to go into psychology for university, and me having experience in research will hopefully (i pray that it does) give me a leg up into the research world and work placements while im an undergrad.
OMGGG I HOPE YOU HAVE THE BEST MONTH EVER BEFORE YOU MOVE BACKK !! YOU DESERVE ALL THE REST AND THE HAPPINESS AND IM PRAYING ITS AN EASY MOVE BACK !! i honestly applaud you, idk how you do it. i go camping for 2 days and im literally crying and throwing up because i miss my mum. i literally stayed up until 3am to phone her and tell her i wanted to go home 😭 you're so strong kai and i'm so so proud of you. hopefully moving back is easy and peaceful for you !! also i have so many kdramas to watch, and shows in general, but im so so slow at getting round to watching them 😫 i hope you manage to do everything youve been planning on doing within the next month !!
reconnecting with old friends makes me feel so fuzzy and warm on the inside. something about finding eachother again makes me feel like the friendship was just meant to be and that's why you both found eachother. im so so happy for you and please, feel free to let me know how the amusement park goes (only if you're comfortable with sharing of course). i love hearing about other people's days and experiences, i feel like im living vicariously through them lmaooo
IVE JUST REALISED IVE SENT A REALLY LONG ASK AND I AM SO SORRY ,, I GET SO CARRIED AWAY AND I END UP WAFFLING ABOUT THE MOST RANDOMEST THING please feel free to ignore this btw, its actually so long wtff I'm sorry about that 😭😭 anyways, thank you for sharing your day with me and i hope you have millions of more amazing days to come <33
noooo i would never ignore you!!
i def recommend criminal minds if you have space on your watch list! (it’s pretty long lol) and yes spencer is a fan fav, i really like hime but that’s bc i find intelligence attractive haha. OMG I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT YOURE TALKING ABOUT i haven’t had those in so long 😭😭 bad bitches ate the little smiley potatoes 😌 your internship sounds like it’ll be really interesting! i did a lot of research for my major last semester and it gave me such a headache but i also learned a ton so it really does sound like a great opportunity. i hope you learn a lot and are able to enjoy it :)
i always hate the move back to school, it can be rough lol but thank you so much!! i totally get what you mean about getting homesick, my school is two hours away from home and on the first day of my freshman year my parents had been gone for maybe three hours and i ended up calling my dad and crying on the phone bc i missed them 💀 and to think i was considering doing school out of state lol i would not have survived
ahh yeah, i was really shocked to see him again since he transferred in middle school but turns out he goes to college where we grew up. it’s been really nice catching up with him :) and i would be more than happy to tell you about the little outing bc i too love living vicariously through others haha
AHHH LIJA ILY 🫶🏽🫶🏽 thank you for indulging me, you’re a sweetheart :))
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cartoonfangirl1218 · 3 years
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Sick Days
Obviously before Mon el admits his feelings.
So how do you feel?" Mon-el asked when he entered Kara's room.
"Sick, so so very sick. I want to die" Kara sniffled.
Mon-el patted her shoulder, and pulled the blanket over her curled up body again.
"I hope Snapper undersdands. Ugh! I forgod to dell her!" Kara cried, she struggled to get up and rush to the phone but Mon el forced her to lie down again.
"It's okay. James already made an excuse as to why you're not going." Mon el assured her
"An excuse! Bud... I'm just sick, Dan excuse wilb ondly make id worsde." Kara whined as she tried to reach for the phone again.
"No it won't. We just told him that you have wild food poisoning and are throwing up as we speak. It sounds a lot better than just a cold."
"Jusb a cold. This a Krypdoniand cold, dose are mega worsde. It's den million colds at once." Kara groaned, swiveling her head dramatically. Then she sat up.
"Whab about you! Your fake job," She cried.
Mon-el brushed a stray hair out of her face, a smile creeping on his face as he looked at her. Even though her skin was ashen, her usually bouncy blonde curls were limp and stringy and her eyes were bloodshot and her nose was as stuffed up as a Build a Bear, she was cute.
She cared about his job, she cared what her boss would think. That was true determination and loyalty. Just generally niceness. That was Kara. She may be an alien, but she could fit as the girl next door any day of the week. She was just so optimistic and cheerful, it was one of the best things he liked about her.
In fact that was why he volunteered to help stay with her today. He didn't really know how to take care of a sick person but he googled it so it seemed easy.
Now Kara was a grown woman, but she was practically useless when she was sick, physically not able to get out of bed useless, and that usually put a damper on getting lunch herself or getting dress or getting tissues when she ran out.
Alex was going to do it, but once Mon-el heard he volunteered. And insisted that Alex go do her job and he would take care of her.
Lately Mon-el had been thinking a lot about Kara. A lot. She would creep up into his mind and random parts of the day even if she wasn't in the room.
He would stare at daffodils and think "Kara would love those. The first sign of spring. What did she call them? Oh right, cups of sunshine in bloom."
To a regular person that would be cheesy but that was just Kara.
He would watch tv shows and suddenly a particular line would pop up and he would be tempted to write it down so he could tell her later.
Yeah, he had to admit it. He got it bad for the Kryptonian.
But he couldn't admit it TO her.
She was just so strong and caring and yes, that might be her point of weakness. She would care too much. And when people fell in love, those feelings only amplify and then she would be protective of him this way and that and then there would be the whole "it's not you, it's my enemies." He was aware of the danger. It still didn't mean he could get over his feelings just like that.
Especially when she sounded like that.
"I'm gonna make you some food. You stay here and start getting better." Mon-el told her. Kara did what she was told and buried her head under the pillow without a second thought.
When Mon-el came back from the kitchen, Kara had fallen off the bed, and was staring dazedly at the wall.
"Mon-el. Fuddy ting. I can'd ged up." Kara said. He could swear the stuffiness was getting worse.
He placed the bowl of piping chicken soap on the dresser and swept her up in an army lift. He gently placed her into bed, rearranged the pillows, and pulled the blanket over her again, and made sure the tissue box was close by.
"Here some soup." He handed the bowl to her and she grinned happily.
"Danks" She took a slurp of it and spewed it across the bed, coughing violently.
"Sorry! I didn'd mean do!" Kara cried, she got off the bed and was about to start wiping the blanket when she dizzily fell again.
"Kara, you rest, I got it." Mon-el said, he lifted her again and walked her to the couch in the living room.
"Sorry," she muttered again.
"No it's not your fault. Your sick. Just relax, watch some tv"
He went back to the room, stripped the sheets and managed to wrangle up some new blankets in the back of her closet.
"Danks for all dis. Really. You could be doing domthing more udful or fun than be with me." Kara blew her nose in a tissue when he handed her the box
"It's my pleasure. You do so much for everyone, and for me. It's not a big deal to care for you" Mon el replied
"Dupergirl does do a lot of duff for everyone," Kara said.
"And Kara Danvers does too." Mon-el said as he sat next to her "She makes me happy, she brightens the workroom everyday and tries to see the best in things. I really like her."
Kara blushed, and hid her face behind her blanket. James froze, did he just admit his crush? More importantly, one of the most dreaded scenarios of this whole conversation was that she was just being Kara. She was nice to everyone including him. He was no different than Winn or Cat to her. Okay maybe he was step up from being Cat in her eyes but still.
"I really like you doo," Kara mumbled shyly. Mon el' heart skipped a beat.
Mon-el put his arm around her to adjust the blanket, and she leaned his head on his shoulder.
Soon she fell asleep but he just sat there contently and grinned like an idiot.
"She likes me. "Mon-el thought "She said she REALLY likes me. She'll probably be sick tomorrow so I should probably bring her daffodils just to cheer up. Oh and I could rent a movie. Has she seen that ER show yet? Oh and some super hot fudge. Yeah, tomorrow's sick is gonna be great!"
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No way had Mon-el thought that in his days of taking care of a sick Kara that he would get sick himself.
But here he was, in bed, freezing, his throat burning me nose so clogged up that everything he said was filled with ds and his hearing felt like he was underwater the whole time.
In Daxam the closest thing to this was the daily headache of a hangover from the late night parties. In all honesty he was pretty sure his parents wouldn't allow him to be sick on account of being ruler and all that.
He wished he could just have those hangovers now. Actually he wished for some water because his threat was not only burning but felt like a little porcupine was scratching it as well.
Then he heard the door bell ring.
"Mon-el can I come in?" A sweet voice that reminded Mon el of a angel in his sick state.
"Yeuhh" Mon-el managed to cough out.
Kara walked in. Pristine and near as usual in her cardigan and glasses. Her hair perfectly curl and seemed so soft. Mon el really liked the smell of her hair. Well, if he could smell. He remembered what it smelled like though. Like fresh apples. Wholesome and good like Kara.
"Jew divil women. Jour are dill tryin' do kill me" Mon-el mock glared when he was seized by another harsh sneeze making his threat burn more.
Kara simply shook her head as she started to take out a soup container from her bag.
"We don't know how colds affects Dazims" Mon-el groaned "Dis could kill me."
"I'm here to make sure that doesn't happen." Kara said as she opened the container, "So I made this for you."
Mon-el gave hr an genuine smile. This was the Kara he admired. Someone so willing to do things for others from saving the world to giving soup to him.
Mon-el eagerly grabbed the container, but another sneeze took him and he spill some of the hot soup on his sweat pants.
Mon-el barely concealed how much he wanted to scream with what he hoped was a manly grunt.
"Oh oh I'll take care of that" Kara quickly grabbed the tissues and dabbed at the spill. "I'll just give it you."
Mon-el cocked his head questioningly until he realized that she meant to spoon feed him.
He didn't understand why he felt so nervous about it. Maybe it was the way Kara looked at him as she put the warm soup in his mouth. Caring, focused only on him wth those piercing, kind grey eyes.
"Tank you" he croaked
Kara put a finger to his lips and Mon-el noticed even though most of his senses were dulled he could feel how smooth her skin was.
"Rest your voice."
"Bud I like talkging with jew. Jour indersing,” He smiled.
Kara turned away but Mon-el could see her bite her lips as the end of her lip curled into a half-smile.
Mon-el smiled to himself. He still had his charm. Plus he had meant what he said. She was interesting. She was bubbly, and entertaining. But she also wasn't afraid to tell him he was wrong. While that was infuriating and annoying, it also intrigued him. Years of being with complimentary bimbos made him forget that some girls were headstrong.
And Kara was plenty headstrong. She had personality. That personality made her seem full of life and vigor. And he wanted to have her next to him and feel that vigor. She was so..so complex. As Supergirl she seemed industrictable, almost unattainable but here right now. She was pure and genuine. He wanted all of it.
"You're interesting too," Kara replied.
With those words, Mon-el felt like he had been given the greatest compliment. She thought he was interesting! No one at home ever thought he was interesting. Pretty, hot, fun usually came up. But interesting never.
Mon-el finished his soup so Kara started arranging his blankets, and started a movie. "Hope you don't mind, but I thought you need to see the greatest movie of all time."
"Stard Ward" Mon-el guessed. Winn kept going on and on about how awesome Star Wars was. And it was. It had so much action and drama and even some of the planets were realistic for a human movie.
"No." Kara chirped, “The Princess Bride. I think you'll really like Ingio."
Mon-el shrugged and settled closer to the blonde. He felt hotter with her body heat next to him. It was tempting to move away but he didn't want to. She may be hot as hell but her prescnce was also comforting and warm and soft.
Mon-el dazedly opened his eyes to see moon light streaming through his windows and that the night sky was alight with the flashing lights of buildings.
"Whad happened?"
Kara leaned over him, her blonde hair brushing against his cheek. "You conked out during the commercials and it's eleven."
"Oh sstorry?" Mon-el murmeered
"It's fine." Kara smiled at him, "We can see it another time. You looked cute asleep." Then she paused and blushed as if she hadn't meant to say that last part.
Mon-el was too happy about that to tease her. "Jou lookd cute lasd week doo."
Kara put her hand to his forehead and smiled at him once more. "You're less hot. So you're probably be better soon. And not going to die." Kara added
"Good." Mon-el said "But I'm glad jou were here with me if I did."
"Me too." Kara whispered softly, "I better go now. But I'll stop by tomorrow."
"Okday" Mon-el waved as Kara left his room.
He settled himself to sleeping position once more, utterly beaming with happiness at spending an afternoon with Kara and being called cute by Kara. Kara, Kara, Kara. That was all he could think of. He never felt this way about a women before. Then again, he never met a women like her before.
The door cracked open and Kara scutler back in adorably. "Sorry just wanted to make sure you had all the blankets on you. Okay, good. Sorry. Go back to sleep, I'll see you tomorrow."
Mon-el managed to wave goodbye as the mild manner reporter went away, "I'll be waiting."
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medievalmonk · 4 years
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The Power Within: Power Trip
You’ve stolen Loki from Avengers Tower. Now you’re teleporting all over the globe, getting practice and staying several steps ahead of Tony and Thor.  Loki is helping to prepare you to get him off Midgard. A new adventure awaits, if you manage to survive the trip.
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When you teleported to your cabin in Alaska with Loki, you landed in the living room with plenty of space around you. Since you rarely practiced at it, and the last long distance trip was two years earlier when you fled New York, you felt a headache coming on, along with ringing in your ears.
“Well done,” Loki told you, while squeezing your shoulders gently.
“I don’t understand why you wanted to come back here,” you replied, stepping back from him.
Before he could reply though, a sudden thought took you, so you put your finger over your lips.
I have a computer and WiFi access here, you said, motioning with your hands. Jarvis may be listening.  
Loki nodded, then watched as you unplugged the modem and turned the computer off. Then you turned off your cell phone, tablet and any other electronic device you could think of that Tony and Jarvis might use.
Why are we here? You asked.
The immediate need is clothes for you, he responded. Go pack what you can and change. Hurry, now. If they are wise to us, it won’t take long for Thor and Stark to get here.  
You moved quickly to the bedroom and grabbed a duffle bag. After changing, you stuffed it full with pants, shirts, undies, socks and extra pairs of shoes. Then you tossed in just a few toiletries. You were also careful to put the pajamas that you'd been wearing in the bag, hoping to leave no proof that you'd been there.
When you finished, you went to the kitchen to throw in any snack that would fit in the bag. Every piece of candy you had on hand went into the duffel, along with packs of snack cakes; a couple of apples rounded out the selection.
Just as you were finishing up, you stopped suddenly and glanced at Loki. He was slightly alarmed to see a faint purple in your irises.
Someone’s here.
Loki grabbed the bag and it disappeared from his hand, causing you to do a double take before he took your arm to get your attention. He tapped his temple, indicating the location for your next jump. You nodded while slipping your arms around him again.
You both heard the noise of the front door being broken down just as you teleported out of there.
— — —
“Just missed them, sir,” Jarvis reported, as Tony and Thor were still quite a distance from the cabin. “It appears that she only took clothes and snacks.”
“Any idea where they could be now?” Tony asked.
“No, sir,” the AI replied. “I suspect that she could very likely take him back to Asgard, if he wanted to go there.”
“I suspect that you’d be right.”
When Tony and Thor reached the house, the SHIELD agents that had been sent ahead were busy searching it. They were making quite a mess of it, much to Tony’s chagrin.
“Good job, fellas,” Tony said, sarcastically. “Did you wipe your feet before coming in?”
— — —
From the cabin, Loki guided you to a manor in Italy: Tuscany to be exact. The building was isolated and closed up. Once there, he selected a bedroom on the second floor, then he cast a spell on it that would hide any light so that it couldn’t be seen from the outside.
He also placed a spell on the exterior of the house that would warn him if anyone came in. The bed in the room looked halfway decent and you hoped that it wasn’t too ruined, because you really needed to lay down.
“Careful.” Loki caught your arm as you staggered toward the bed.
“Sorry, I’m tired and my head hurts,” you breathed, while gingerly sitting on the edge of the mattress. “How did you find this place?”
He gave a wry grin. “Stark’s computer assistant is most accommodating. It showed me how to use Google Earth.”
You couldn’t help but laugh softly. “Clever, but Jarvis probably kept both our search histories, so we’d best not stay in one place too long.”
Loki nodded before he produced your duffel, then dug through it for the food you'd put in it. He gave you a candy bar and an apple, before selecting something for himself.
“It’s not much,” you said. “I wasn’t sure if anything else would keep, since I didn’t know where we’d end up.”
“It will do for now, but we do need water,” he replied.
You watched while he went into the bathroom, then heard water running. After a couple of minutes, he returned with a small glass and offered it to you.
“I’ve purified it,” he told you. “It’s cool.”
“Thank you.”
While you ate, you struggled to keep your eyes open, causing Loki to make you lay down once you finished. You didn’t protest, as you were dead tired. You didn’t realize that the purple tint from the Power Stone still reflected in your irises. Loki suspected that the close call from the cabin, plus teleporting, caused the change that would slowly fade once you were rested and no longer felt endangered.
“You’ve done well, rest now,” he murmured, after producing a clean blanket out of nowhere. “I’ll keep watch.”
You were asleep from almost the moment your head hit the pillow. Loki smoothed your hair out of your face before straightening the blanket over you. He watched you for a few minutes, then stroked your cheek.
Since he was now out of reach of his brother and that irritating Stark, he had time to think about what you'd done. It was very clear that you were capable of many things: you’d teleported with him twice, flawlessly. So far you haven’t had to use telekinesis, but he knew that it would come in handy when the situation called for it.
Now that you both were away from the Tower, he would start by having you teleport short distances, then work your way up until you both were confident that you could actually reach another planet without killing yourself or him.
Loki then began to plan how he would actually help you to teleport off-planet. He had a place in mind where he could obtain a spaceship; if he couldn’t find one to buy, he’d steal it. Then he would be free to go anywhere he wanted, although he would keep his distance from Asgard, for the time being, at least.
Once he was sure that you were sound asleep, he moved away to glance outside the window. The full moon illuminated the grounds of the old house and let him check for any movement, although his spells would alert him.
Unknown to you, Loki had your money belt in a dimensional pocket; he’d taken it after Bucky removed it from your waist. No one had asked about it, so he kept it, just in case. He wasn’t fully familiar with how the slips of paper currency worked, but he would leave that part up to you.
There was a conundrum, though. There was a real possibility that you’d both be recognized at some point. Large cities would have cameras almost everywhere, not to mention almost every Midgardian would have a smartphone and social media, and the chance was greater that they’d capture your images.
On the other hand, two strangers appearing in the midst of a remote area might draw attention more quickly. Loki weighed the choices, then decided that mid sized cities may be the best option.
Loki turned back toward the bed when you stirred slightly. When you settled again, he took another look out the window, double checked his spells, then settled beside you, although he didn’t lay down. He sat up against the headboard after pulling out a book.
— —
The next morning when you woke, you felt like you’d gone on a bender. Your headache hadn’t eased even after sleeping, and you were hungry. Plus, you’d really, really needed coffee.
Loki came out of the bathroom at that moment, bearing water for you. He was relieved to see that your eyes were their normal color.
“Thank you,” you murmured. “I wish I’d thought to bring something for a headache.”
“How bad is it?”
“Just a dull throb,” you responded. “I’m sure it will pass as soon as I’m able to get some caffeine.”
He brought out your duffel, once again searching through it for the junk food you had packed. He handed you a pack of chocolate snack cakes and then the last apple.
“You eat that,” you told him, pushing his hand away. “I’m sure you’re hungry, too.”
“Take it,” he replied. “I don't have to eat as often as you, and you’ll be doing most of the work for now. We need to decide where our next stop will be, and then you need to practice.”
“Alright,” you reluctantly agreed. “Do you know how far we are from the nearest town?”
“Not too far,” he replied. “We should be able to find lodging there.”
“I had money on me before Natasha showed up and drugged me. We could use it now. Cash means no paperwork or ID required, in most cases. I should have taken Tony’s money, too.”
Loki went quiet for a moment, then raised his hand. Your eyes opened wide when you recognized your money belt.
“Well, our situation has improved greatly, hasn’t it?” You grinned at him.
— — —
By later that morning, you and Loki had made your way to the nearest city. It was apparently on a tourist route, leaving you relieved when no one paid too much attention to you. Loki had changed his clothes so that he would fit in after you’d freshened up as much as you could in the manor.
He had you purchase sunglasses, to keep your eyes hidden in case your emotions caused them to change color. You also bought a pair for him, just because you thought he looked dashing in the pair he’d tried on then put back.
The second order of business was food. Luckily the cafe that you went to accepted American currency, so you and Loki had a substantial brunch. You could see that he was hungrier than he let on, and you felt bad about it.
I’m a poor planner, you told him. I should have thought about food.
Don’t worry about that, he responded. We’ll see about lodging next.  
You nodded while pouring yourself another cup of coffee. The waiter was kind enough to find some aspirin for your headache, and brought espresso for you. The coffee was strong and you could feel your headache easing.
When you’d been shown to the table, Loki had ordered in flawless Italian, causing you to look at him in surprise. He gave you a mischievous smile while you made a mental note to ask him about that.
After eating, you asked the waiter to point out a hotel where you could find a room. Once Loki had closed and locked the door, you sank down onto the clean bed with a sigh.
“This is nice.” You flopped backwards to stare at the ceiling. “Hey, how do you know Italian?”
“It’s the Allspeak,” he replied, while looking out the window.
“What’s that?” You got up to join him, and moved closer when he put his arm around your shoulders.
“Think of it as a type of translator. It enables me and Thor to understand and speak different languages.”
“Neat,” you smiled up at him.
He smiled back before raising his free hand in order to touch your face gently, and then turned you toward him and hugged you close. You put your head against him and closed your eyes.
“You’ve done very well, better than I expected since you weren’t exactly practicing before now,” he murmured, stroking your hair.
“Thank you, that means a lot to me,” you whispered back.
Loki held you for a few minutes, then released you, causing you to step back reluctantly. He stroked your face again before pressing his forehead against yours. He felt it when you gently reached out to touch him telepathically, just hovering around the edges of his thoughts; he could tell that you were only reassuring yourself that he was pleased with you.
“I’d like to take a bath. Why don’t you lay down for a while?” You told him, after he made no further move, which was disappointing.
“I’ll wait until you finish,” he said, after producing the duffel so that you could get clean clothes.
“Alright.”
After you exited the bathroom, Loki took his turn. When he finished, he found that you were curled up on one side of the bed, already asleep. He finished toweling his hair before laying down beside you, being careful not to jostle the bed.
He cast a quick spell to secure the room before allowing himself to sleep, then reached over to draw you into the curve of his body. You were warm and soft against him, with skin fragrant from your bath, which he found soothing.
Loki caressed your hand before linking his fingers through yours; he was then able to sleep. You woke him later when you began to move restlessly. He tried shaking you awake, but you were so tired and deeply asleep that he couldn’t rouse you right away.
Finally, you woke yourself up with a gasp. You were disoriented for several minutes before you remembered where you were. You then realized that Loki held you tightly against him in order to prevent you from rolling off the bed or running. When your eyes blinked open, he was alarmed to see that the irises were purple.
“I woke you, I’m sorry,” you said, with a soft sniffle.
“Don’t worry,” he replied. “What were you dreaming about?”
“That stupid Power Stone and the idiots who thought they could use it.”
“Do you have this dream often?” He asked, wanting to be prepared. If you hit him with lightning or teleported out of fright, his chance of leaving Midgard would be lost.
“Fairly often.”
“Go back to sleep,” he told you. “There’s no big hurry to move on. Let’s rest, then we can see about staying for a couple more days. How does that sound?”
“Marvelous,” you replied, lightly running your hand along his bare forearm.
So, you laid still, trying to go back to sleep, but unable to with Loki snug against your side, his arm across your waist, and one leg across yours. You weren’t sure if he slept, but you sure as shooting weren’t getting more sleep anytime soon.
“Not working, hmm?” He finally asked.
“No,” you replied softly.
“Let’s see what we can do about that.”
Your heart jumped to your throat when he raised up on an elbow before leaning over to capture your lips in a soft, tentative kiss meant to gauge your response. You pulled him closer, giving him your answer.
His hands made quick work of clothing, then it was skin against skin. He was gentle, and thorough; you were already drifting off before he moved to your side again.
Loki stroked your sweat-soaked hair away from your face while he studied you. You were a pretty little thing and had caught his interest the night at your cabin, when you’d knocked him on his butt.
He did like you, and thought that you’d make a perfect pair once off Midgard and able to move freely throughout the universe.
— —
For the next several months, you and Loki moved from country to country, city to city, where you would stay for a few weeks or until you felt you had to move on. With care, your cash would be enough for at least a year of moving around.
When needed, you stayed at hotels or inns; during these stays, Loki placed a spell around the room so that no one could surprise you. If the internet and a computer were available, he would research the next place to go.
The two of you grew closer day by day, and you knew that you loved him, but was unsure if he would or could return those feelings. There was something that he still kept hidden; you couldn’t find out what it was unless you invaded his mind, which he would not appreciate at all.
As far as either of you knew, Tony nor Thor had even come close to gaining on you. There hadn’t even been a close call from local authorities. You were relieved, but Loki still remained cautious; he knew that he needed you far more than you needed him, at least until you’d gotten him off Midgard.
Loki would have you practice taking a destination from him, so you’d concentrate on the picture he gave you through your telepathy before sending you off. He wanted you to be able to take guidance from him, and also wanted to establish how long it took for you to travel to the target and then back.
He knew that he couldn’t have you try reaching one of the planets in Midgard’s solar system, since they would be immediately fatal. The planet that he wanted to start with was similar enough to Earth that you wouldn’t suffer any adverse effects. It was the distance to the planet that had him concerned.
He didn’t want you to panic mid-jump, especially when you had him along for the ride. Loki wanted you to be able to focus on the destination in order for both of you to arrive in one piece.
— —
“Alright, pet, I think you are ready to get us out of here,” Loki finally told you while you enjoyed a quiet meal on the balcony of the Scottish hotel room where you were staying.
Edinburgh castle was visible from the distance; it was somewhere that you had always wanted to visit, but now was not the time.
“Ok,” you replied, uncertainly.
“Just remember not to panic, the trip itself will likely take longer than you’re used to. Keep the image foremost in your mind and trust me. I’ve been there enough times to guide you to an open space.”
You nodded before pushing your plate away. The food suddenly tasted like sawdust, and you couldn’t choke it down. Loki watched you for a couple of minutes before reaching over to take your hand.
“You’ll do fine, just trust me and don’t panic.”
You sound confident, but I can tell that you’re not entirely convinced, you tell him while trying to keep your hand from shaking.
Trust me.
Later that afternoon, you paced the floor anxiously, keyed up about what was to come. Loki had you rest a while then eat again before teleporting.
He watched you for several minutes before stopping you in order to draw you to him. He could feel your trembling in his arms.
“It’s alright,” he murmured.
“I don’t want to hurt you….” You paused before looking up at him.
They’re here!
Go!
— — —
“Damn it,” Tony scrubbed his face with both hands as he and Thor stood in the empty hotel room. “Those two are as slippery as jello.”
“What’s jello?” Thor asked.
“Never mind. I don’t think we’re ever going to catch them.”
“I’m beginning to believe you’re right.”
This was their closest call yet: they’d actually arrived at the hotel while you and Loki were still there. There had been only two other times where they’d been only an hour or so too late in catching you.
The fact that you could read minds, and would recognize them when they came in proximity to you pretty much guaranteed a successful escape.
— — —
I can’t breathe!
FOCUS!  
Loki’s voice was firm in your mind when you started to panic during the jump to Reumion, the planet he’d been preparing you for.
I’m with you, keep the picture in sight, he said, still firmly but also encouraging.
So, you concentrated hard, focusing as you’d been training to do. When your feet finally touched solid ground, you staggered and would have fallen if not for Loki.
Well done, my pet ….
I did it?
You did it. You could hear the smile in his voice.
His voice faded as you collapsed into his arms. Loki lifted you easily, then pressed a kiss against your temple while he carried you to an inn that he was familiar with. Your paper money was of no use, except as a novelty, so Loki parted with a gold coin in order to obtain the best rooms and to have a meal sent to it.
He then placed you carefully on the bed, and smoothed your hair out of your face. He could tell that you were exhausted; he felt safe enough to let you recover on your own before he started the search for a ship to buy or steal, if necessary.
Three days later, you finally stirred and sat up in bed. You had been out cold during that time, which concerned Loki, who hovered over you, guarding you. You hadn’t even woken up for food or water.
You looked around, disoriented, while trying to get your wits about you. The furniture and covers on the bed seemed familiar, yet not entirely, but you couldn’t put your finger on what the difference was.
A quick glance at the window took in a gray sky, although the light coming in was bright. You thought that perhaps a storm was brewing, but something still seemed off.
Loki?
A moment, he replied.  
You sat still, needing water but unable to get your legs to move. They felt like jelly and you were certain that they wouldn’t hold you up if you tried to stand. After a couple minutes, Loki entered the room, followed by...something you’d never seen before.
Your eyes opened wide in fright and before you could scream, Loki reached your side and shook you warningly. His fingers were painfully tight on your shoulder and drew your attention away from the alien that had carried a tray of food in.
You took a deep breath and forced yourself to relax; Loki eased his grip somewhat, then let go completely once the alien was gone.
Okay, I’m not on Earth anymore, you told yourself. They can’t all look like Loki or Thor.
“I’m okay, I’m okay,” you murmured. “Sorry.”
“It’s alright,” he replied. “Keep in mind that you may see other creatures even more startling.”
You nodded silently before scooting to the side of the bed. After another deep breath, you stood slowly, then before you could ask, Loki pointed you toward the equivalent of a bathroom.
When you returned, Loki had put the food onto a small table in the main room and waited for you. You sat down and pressed your trembling knees together.
“How do you feel?” He asked, after pouring a glass of water for you.
“Disoriented,” you replied. “Something feels off, but I don’t know how to explain it.”
He nodded while putting food on your plate. “I know that this looks different, but it should taste similar to what you’re used to.”
“Okay,” you replied, apprehensively.
You took small bites of what he’d served, finding that while it didn’t exactly taste like Earth food, it wasn’t bad. Loki watched in silent amusement before he poured a dark purple liquid into a separate glass for you.
“What’s that?”
“Wine,” he replied.
“Oh.”
You brought the glass to your nose for a sniff before taking a sip. That sip burned going down and you choked on it. Loki quickly handed you the water glass, which you drained.
“Strong!” You gasped, eyes watering.
“Are you alright?” He asked.
You had to clear your throat twice before giving up and nodding in response. He did smile when you pushed the wine glass toward him while shaking your head. You watched him drink what was in your glass before pouring more for himself.
“So, what’s next?” You asked, once you were able to speak.
“To buy a ship,” he replied.
“Too bad they won’t take my paper money,” you commented, while eating your breakfast.
“Yes,” he agreed. “But I will steal one if necessary.”
“Do you think you could do it without hurting anyone? I don’t want to hurt anyone.”
“Don’t let that concern you,” he replied. “I don’t intend to injure anyone, and I won’t steal a ship unless that is our only option.”
“Alright.”
“Now, how are you on clothing?”
The subject change caught you off guard, so you had to take a mental inventory of what you had.
“I could use a couple sets of new ones, and boots.”
“Once we’ve finished eating, we will go see what we can find for you.”
“Alright.”
— —
When Loki led you from the inn toward the merchant district, you were intrigued by the diverse alien beings that walked the street. You stayed close to him, and even took his arm a couple of times when you noticed that you were drawing the attention of some of the creatures.
“No, move along,” Loki told one brave alien, who had brazenly stopped your progress and chittered. “Yes, I’m quite sure.”
“What did he, it, say?” You asked, after Loki had guided you around the creature in order to continue toward the shops.
“He wanted to know if you were for sale.”
“What??” You squeaked, moving so close to his side that you were nearly walking on his feet.
Loki chuckled softly while gently moving you so that he had space to walk. You kept a tight grip on his arm, and he patted your hands.
“Yes, and I dare say that his won’t be the only offer.”
“You wouldn’t, would you?”
“Of course not.”
For some reason, you didn’t quite believe him, but you kept your misgivings to yourself.
He finally led you into a shop where you could get clothes and boots. You listened while he bartered with the shopkeeper; once an agreement was reached, the shopkeeper took you by the hand in order to show you garments that you could choose from.
“Pick out what you like, and try them on,” Loki instructed you. “Then we’ll get boots.”
So, you picked out clothing after trying several articles on. You also needed undergarments, but were reluctant to mention it to him. Loki’s attention was on the street outside, so you took that opportunity to look around.
“Wonder if she has underwear…” you murmured to yourself, while trying not to be obvious about what you wanted.
“Here.” The shopkeeper’s voice startled you just before she motioned you over.
You followed her, relieved to find what you were looking for. When you only picked out a couple things, she handed you several more items, including a couple of gowns.
“Paid for,” she told you.
“Thank you,” you replied.
She nodded with a smile before she moved away to package your items. When you finished, Loki paid her extra to have someone deliver them to the inn. Then he took you for boots, which were also to be delivered for you.
“Now where to?” You asked, wanting to look around.
The planet had a myriad of sights, other than the alien beings, and you wanted to see some of them. It felt like Earth, as far as the atmosphere, plants, etc, but the sky was gray instead of blue, with the vegetation having silver or steel blue coloring.
“Are those humans?” You asked Loki, indicating the humanoids that you saw.
“Only a few of them are,” he replied, while keeping an eye out for anyone who showed too much attention to you.
While you looked around while trying not to stare, you felt a tug on your pant leg. You glanced down to find that you and Loki had been surrounded by children, who looked up at you with wonder.
Some were humanoid, but they all seemed immensely interested in you. Several of them reached for your hands in order to examine them, while others gently felt the skin of your arms.
Loki managed to step out of the way, but watched closely while also giving the other pedestrians his attention; he leaned against the building, arms crossed.
“Hello,” you said, uncertain if they could understand you.
“Hello!” Some of them did understand and greeted you with smiles.
Loki watched your interaction with the little ones. He’d half expected you to take yourself right back to Midgard after the initial fright at the inn. You weren’t as wary of the children, and he expected that you would grow used to seeing other species as time went on.
“Here, see if they want these,” Loki said, handing you the small pieces of chocolate that you’d tossed into the duffel bag before leaving Alaska.
You offered the candy, pleased that there was just enough for each child to have one piece. Even Loki laughed at the expressions on their faces when they tasted it. He was less than thrilled though when small hands tried to find more candy on him; his clothing was tugged on and twisted around, much to his annoyance.
“No, sorry, all gone,” you told them. “No more.”
“More?”
“All gone,” you repeated, showing empty hands.
They made disappointed sounds while Loki reached for your hand. You waved at them as he led you down the street, then he pulled your arm through his.
“While you were resting, I’ve been asking around about a ship suitable to our purpose,” he told you. “I received word today that there is one that may be for sale.”
“Okay,” you replied.
“There may be other creatures there that will get close to you, but you are not to show any fear,” he went on. “Can you do that?”
“Are you sure you don’t want me to stay behind?”
“No, I want you close to me so that there’s no chance of you being stolen.”
That thought had never crossed your mind and it made you uneasy, but you were sure that you could protect yourself.
“I also don’t want you to reveal what you’re capable of, or neither of us will make it off this planet,” he continued, as if reading your mind.
“Alright.”
Loki moved his arm so that his hand now rested in the small of your back.
“You’re doing very well,” he said. “No one would ever suspect that you’ve never been off planet before.”
“Liar.” You couldn’t help but laugh at his teasing tone. “But thank you.”
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The Killing Frost - Review
I usually wait for my library to have a copy before reading the latest book. Not this time.
Honestly, this is more of a live blog than a review.
Spoilers up to The Killing Frost and June 2020 for the Patreon stories.
Before I begin, I want to mention that I have physical copies of only some of the books. These are Rosemary and Rue, One Salt Sea, The Winter Long, The Brightest Fell. As of yesterday, I count the Kindle copy of The Killing Frost in that number and will pick up a physical copy eventually. Everything else I borrow from the library, which are usually always available. This series is something I keep re-reading because there’s something new every time I read.
“It doesn’t matter what I wear to the wedding, we both know it’s going to be completely covered in blood before we reach ‘I do’“ and we’re off to a wonderful start. I’m so glad Toby has become genre-savvy. She can now anticipate and plan for being covered in blood. That’s character development.
“My name is October Daye because my mother should never have been allowed to name her own children.” No, your name is October Daye because Eira wanted children named thematically after their parents and the Torquills went for all the months of the year. You can blame September for that one. Or I suppose August is older than January, so blame Simon.
Interesting that she’s accepted that one day she’ll burn out the rest of her humanity.
“Now I live in a house that I own free and clear, thank to Sylvester” Does he still pay property taxes on it, or is that Toby? Does Sylvester have an accountant, and if so, are they fae or human?
Toby, you could definitely get married at the courthouse and then do a fae wedding. They won’t recognize the mortal one but you can still say you’re married. Do Tybalt have any form of human id? I guess they could magic something up and confuse the attendant.
Hi Karen! Something I forgot for my “Open Question” post - why does Stacy have two Seer daughters when Seers have been nearly extinct for centuries?
How’s that for a plot hook? Your seer niece lets you know what you’re doing and with whom. Easy.
After everything Toby’s been through, she has a right to be paranoid when someone knocks at the door after Karen’s done warning her.
Could still be a trap. Negative points for not confirming with Tybalt first.
His date idea is very romantic, I will give him that.
Does Tybalt even have a last name? I don’t remember if he does.
It’s always fun to recognize people before the narrator mentions them by name. Hi Patrick and Dianda! This isn’t suspicious at all.
Does Dianda use the same wheelchair whenever she’s on land? If so, where do they store it? Or do they haul it with them? Is there a storage unit filled with Undersea fae stuff?
Patrick, this isn’t weird at all. You’re digging for something. Given that the summary says Toby needs to invite her legal father to her wedding, I assume you’re trying to make sure he’s there.
I’m not convinced Simon’s trying to wake up Evening. He doesn’t like her, and if losing his way home made him forget August even exists, I’m not sure he’d return to Evening given a chance.
And there’s the actual kicker - by not inviting Simon, Toby allows his boss to claim offense. Evening claiming offense on his behalf is a very very bad thing, and that’s why it’s important he’s there. I am certain Patrick’s parents weren’t at his wedding, but they probably washed their hands of him when they heard who he was marrying. And their liege probably didn’t care about a landless Baron in another Kingdom, so there was no consequence.
The Luidaeg did tell Toby she has to find Simon - along with two other tasks. What happened to those?
Looks like Patrick does have the broad strokes of the plots of The Winter Long and The Brightest Fell - given how much Toby doesn’t tell people, I wasn’t sure. She didn’t tell him about Poppy prior to the Ducky of Ships, after all.
Patrick and Dianda do want him back - looks like I might right that he goes to Saltmist when this all clears up. And they really want him to divorce Amandine, which, yeah. That marriage is not a good one. I firmly believe that if they do divorce, both Toby and August would declare for Simon.
“Bring him home” from Les Mis starts playing. It’s interesting that Dianda is the one telling Toby this.
“You and Tybalt have been banking on my ignorance throughout this whole process, and now your reward is that you have to go with me to look for Simon Torquill, and Tybalt can’t come” I love how she rolls with it. This would have been unheard of in The Winter Long. 
“And yes, I actually wanted him to be there when I did that, if it was even remotely possible.” Aww. It’s a shame her relationship with Sylvester is deteriorating at the same time her relationship with Simon is growing, but it is growing.
I assume Spike, being fae, is also functionally immortal and won’t die of old age.
“I hardly wind up ambushed and alone at all these days.” True, thanks to your ever growing cast of rotating characters.
I love Toby’s continued roasting of Evening and Amandine.
If Evening’s been in the Mists for a thousand years and also popped for Tam Lin in Scotland 500 years ago, how is she getting back and forth between the two? Though she convince Torin to take Saltmist when she was asleep, so maybe she’s just been dreamwalking.
Hi Marcia! What weird things are you going to do this book that no one’s going to pick up on?
Dean and Quentin are cute together.
Wait, this means Toby needs to invite Amandine to her wedding. Fuck.
It’s the Summer Roads key again.
Right, Ceres could do it too. And Toby’s actually thinking of the consequences of her actions.
Quentin will be a force of reckoning on the High King’s throne.
Hi Etienne! You could totally go visit Toby whenever you want.
Randomly appearing magic door - technically, the knowe could bring them directly to the Moon Garden if it wanted to. It wants to bring them to this door, and let them know something’s going on.
Blood for the blood door? Toby has a right to Shadowed Hills, and the knowe knows and likes her. Maybe this is a way of helping with her eventual claim?
“Cool. Good to know. We’re all going to be eaten by weird magic flowers.” “Let’s face it, this isn’t much of a surprise.”
It’s Raysel’s bed/coffin. Given that they’re looking for Evening, I don’t like the parallels to Raysel’s Firstborn. 
Neither Evening nor Simon have an interest in Raysel, but Sylvester doesn’t know that.
I love October’s speech to Sylvester about Rayseline.
It would likely be good for Raysel to spend a year with Toby at her house. She can meet Toby’s teens and live without her parents for a while. Might be awkward when Dean shows up but that’s a conversation they need to have.
Interesting that Raysel’s magic changes - did she get more of her father’s scent?
Summer Roads key is weird, and definitely more plot related than it appears. Given that it’s currently a MacGuffin to get to Evening, that’s pretty powerful.
What is this weird black bubble.
Shit, May got impaled.
So this is where Simon stored Luna and Raysel for 14 years. I personally wouldn’t anchor a formless void holding a Blodynbryd off the Rose Road where she has power, but it ‘worked out’ I suppose.
Toby’s headache is concerning me. I wonder if she’s doing the impossible without knowing it, and that’s what’s causing the magical backlash.
How did Luna and Raysel escape the bubble? There’s been no indication that someone found them, so perhaps they found Simon’s door.
Toby’s talking to Maeve as roses. How is she doing this? Why is Maeve (or part of Maeve?) part of the Rose Road? Didn’t the Luidaeg and Toby turn onto Annis’s Roads at some point during The Winter Long? Did they transition from the Summer Roads part of the Rose Roads into the Winter Roads? Is that even a thing? Why does the Summer Key allow them access to it?
Reviewing TWL again, the Luidaeg used the Key to open Annis’s forgotten road to take a shortcut to Shadowed Hills. Then Luna used the Key to open a Rose Road to Evening. The Key, which “belonged to [Luna’s] grandmother”. Unspecified grandmother. Maybe it’s not a Summer Roads Key afterall.
Roses are the thing that connects all three Branches - Maeve has them, Eira has them, Amandine has them.
Unrelated to the current plot, I think Raysel would be great with flowers. It’s implied that when a mixed blood uses a hope chest to pick one bloodline, they keep something from the missing bloodline. Tybalt’s niece Cailin (Daoine Sidhe/Cait Sidhe -> Cait Sidhe) is extraordinarily good with illusions and can’t shapeshift. August is relatively good with illusions (enough to bind Quentin) and kept her red hair and yellow eyes.
And Maeve (or a representative?) listens to Toby. Wow.
Quentin has strong and unflattering opinions about Evening’s forest scene. I love how the characters feel focusing on the small details. They’ve accepted the impossible and have moved beyond it.
Interesting that there’s no scent of roses before finding Evening’s clearing. Another open question: why does Evening also get apples in addition to roses and snow? What causes the shift between roses+snow and roses+apples? 
And why doesn’t anyone but the Luidaeg recognize that apples are also Evening’s? 
“I wish I’d met Simon and Sylvester’s parents... it doesn’t make sense.” “Most Daoine Sidhe I’ve known have something floral about their magic. Simon doesn’t” Does his mulled cider not count? Fruit isn’t floral? I want to know Septimius’s magic scents as well, because I’m pretty sure Simon got the apple cider from him, via his own mother aka Evening’s daughter Fómhar. The October Daye wiki is failing me on some of these names.
Please let her know that the twins were once changelings this book. Please.
May, I’m sorry you have a literal hole in your body, but I live for magical theory.I need moar.
Hello, Sleeping Beauty. Also, Simon is rather good at archery and I don’t know why that doesn’t come up more often. 
Simon is not looking well. He’s also doing some bizarre leaps of conversation -
October: We came here to look for you.
Simon: Where’s Oleander? 
No one brought up Oleander? I get that the spell is doing weird things to his mind, maybe it’s skipping. 
"who seemed to have stolen most of his memory of who he’d been”
Jossed on him not seeking out Evening, but kinda confirmed on the reason why: he doesn’t give a reason why he’s working with Evening. The spell’s not working as well as it did on August - he is definitely getting confused, if only briefly. 
Is that why he didn’t show up during Night and Silence or The Unkindest Tide? He was stuck in the clearing? What has he been eating? Is he still wearing the same clothes he was in for The Winter Long and The Brightest Fell? 
October: Hey, you can wait here for a hundred years, we just need you to take a trip to see the Luidaeg. It’ll be super quick.
Toby, I love you. 
AND HE REMEMBERS PATRICK. Enough to stand down, at least. But he think’s Patrick’s dead? Oh no no no. Did he think that for most of the last century? This keeps getting sadder. 
At least he’s not hurting May and Quentin. 
I don’t think he sent the Doppelganger in Rosemary and Rue, pretty sure that was Devin. 
He doesn’t remember the events of TBF, interesting. 
Fucking hell, that was too easy. I should have seen it would be too easy. And he thinks Amandine modified Toby’s memory?
I guess May doesn’t need to worry about infection. 
Helpful pixies! Glad to see more of them. Toby better deliver that dinner soon. 
“Also to be fair, the terrible disaster was usually either my fault or happening to me” True words, Toby. 
Hi Walther and Cassie! 
HI Luidaeg!
If her debts are currently balanced, then she did work off the other two from The Unkindest Tide. 
Yeah, pretty sure Simon hasn’t broken the Law yet. 
Emotionally mature Toby strikes again. She’s been so this entire book. The amount of difficult conversations so far is pretty large. 
This focus on Stacy not wanting her kids to date is interesting, unless it’s a red herring. And she grew up with Toby in Shadowed Hills. Not Firstborn, I won’t guess one of the Three - Marianne? But she was fully grown back during the earthquake. Did her fae grandparents have a human partner like Simon and Sylvester’s parents, and her fae parent was also a changeling? They moved away after their child died because they couldn’t deal with the grief? A hope chest moving her blood? How old was October when she met Stacy?
Hi Arden!
Recap time with the Luidaeg. 
A solution with Dianda and Patrick? If he goes and lives in Saltmist, he’s far from people who want to harm him. 
If Simon’s so good at using other people’s blood, then potentially he could use Amandine/August/Toby’s blood to be a poor man’s Dóchas Sidhe. For healing, maybe?
‘Her husband could only hear the ones who belonged to him” - huh, interesting tidbit about Oberon. 
Torquill lore! Finally revealed to Toby!
Off to Goldengreen. Return of the water trauma for Toby, boo. 
Oh my god she’s an otter. So cute! Yes, everyone should be an otter. Bite her, Toby. Do it. 
Marcia! Does Marcia not know that Simon exists as a separate person from Sylvester? Acacia at least understood that Simon wasn’t Sylvester, even if she didn’t get the concept of twins. I’m not surprised she survived Simon’s spells - Evening seemed to completely ignore her in TWL. And Firstborns tend to get mind whammed if they think about her for too long. More evidence for the Titania theory (or Maeve, if she’s in multiple pieces).
That many spells can’t be good. 
I am not surprised that Toby asked how to give Simon her way home. This family has a tendency to pass around debts. 
Also, now would be a good time to call Tybalt. Might be faster than driving to Half Moon Bay. I guess the plan is to steal a Selkie skin and swim to Saltmist since Goldengreen was a bust? But yeah, he’s probably not up to date with TUK if he’s been stuck in the clearing for a year. 
“evil hot potato” good phrase. This stinks a little of self-sabotage.
Diva did need to be shifted, interesting. 
Simon wouldn’t have gotten away with it, there’s nothing natural about a boy eating 6+ bowls of soup, especially if he kept doing it past when he’s physical ill. Poor Quentin.
Interesting that Simon’s not trying to cause harm. His superpowered spells are doing a terrific amount of damage, but nothing that can’t technically be reversed if they have the power to do so. Even Quentin was harmed only because he couldn’t stop eating, and that wasn’t Simon’s intention. 
Dean admittedly is not have a good day. Neither is Quentin. 
Simon under the Luidaeg’s curse is surprisingly self-reflective. I wasn’t expecting that.
Fuck off, Evening.
I didn’t think we’d get the reason behind why the Luidaeg couldn’t lie in this book, that’s nice.
Go Toby, tear this bitch down.
It is interesting that of the three daughters of Titania we’ve met, each one follows a different school of magic. Guess it shows that schools of magic don’t always follow blood.
Evening has been dreamwalking. Stronger when she’s sleeping? Can’t keep her asleep, can’t keep her awake. Can they turn her into a stone?
Confirmation: Titania was banished, and I assume only Oberon could do that.
“Lady, let alone” Maybe in the first blood changing dream, with her father who I think was actually Oberon? I don’t remember.
Tybalt and Walther also aren’t having good days.
I don’t get what Toby’s figured out.
“Rolling emergency that is your ongoing existence” Love it.
Dean’s day is getting better.
There goes the hot potato. I appreciate that Simon’s first action is to get the Luidaeg to reverse it and I’m sure Tybalt isn’t far behind.
Simon’s spending a good portion of the book confused.
Toby just coughed up a pigeon. I can’t determine if that’s weirder than the Luidaeg pulling it out of her chest.
“None of my enemies are remotely that powerful” I’m pretty sure there won’t be a book where Toby travels back in time, but just imagine what a book that would be. And Simon’s mulled cider is back, nice. And confused again.
Seriously? SERIOUSLY? Thornton?? OBERON???
Is his name a play on ‘root and thorn’?
Did he make himself human so Janet could fall in love with him as human? He’s expecting her.
Her name was suppose to be Almandine? And she doesn’t count as home to Toby, no wonder.
She got Oberon lost in Annwn and then pulled him out again. What the fuck.
Confused man remains confused. “He looked like a man who’d just lost everything” Something tells me that isn’t because he’s meeting his father-in-law/a physical god. Did Evening tell him something about Oberon’s return that hasn’t been revealed yet?
Lots of people get to come home today. This is great.
Time to get status reports. Toby is calm in crisis, as long as no one’s actively trying to kill her.
Let the Luidaeg and her father catch up. Wow. I didn’t expect they’d find Oberon with more books left to go.
Toby owes Walther far more than just one pizza - get that boy home and let him sleep.
Way too tired to consider how the car got there. Is it only one day since the Cat in the Rafters? Is this book taking place over the course of a single day? How long were they on the Rose Roads? Everyone needs sleep and food.
I do appreciate Simon taking responsibility for his actions and while apologizing doesn’t fix anything, it is the right thing to do. Toby hasn’t had a chance to tell him about her meeting with Patrick and Dianda, has she? He assumes he’ll be elfshot.
Not that his opinion matters on the Toby/Tybalt relationship, but I like how he’s being supportive.
Get married in the courthouse Toby, The fae won’t recognize it but it takes pressure off the wedding in Toronto so when that goes south, you are still married. Take May, Jazz, Quentin, Raj and whoever else you can grab at short notice.
Good on Toby for checking in on Tybalt and having a difficult conversation.
Back to Goldengreen. Do let Marcia hit Simon, let her do that. Once again, no one remembers that Marcia’s survived things a thin blooded changeling shouldn’t. And Simon doesn’t want to face Patrick and Dianda. It’s been over a hundred years since he last saw them. I wonder how much of the time he thought they were dead?
Changing people into trees can at least be reversed. There’s going to be trauma, but it’s better that everyone in Goldengreen was a tree or toadstool then dead.
“We have access to Oberon now, we can ask him for more Laws if you think we need them.” Oh god. I love this entire chapter, the dialogue is great and too numerous to quote.
And Simon, Patrick, and Dianda aren’t saying anything. Thank you for taking charge of this scene, Toby, otherwise nothing’s going to get done.
“Not that we’re going to get a honeymoon, since someone is inevitably going to try to  murder or abduct us” If you say it and plan for it, it might not happen.
Toby’s little interjection to Dean, the pro-mammal conversation, this chapter is pure good.
Can Simon say Eira’s name now? It choked in his throat during TWL.
Are they really getting into the Janet thing now?
Side-stepped that conversation. Simon definitely wasn’t expecting his best friend and wife to convince to divorce his wife, and then have his step-daughter and her fiance agree as well.
OT3! OT3! Oh man, I didn’t expect this and I love it so much! OT3! Do it! Also, Dean’s day just got weirder.
OT3!
“hey, kiddo we want to open our marriage and include the man who just turned you into a tree” so many difficult conversations to have.
Oh my fucking god, this is everything I could have wanted and didn’t know to ask for.
Wedding time? IS IT WEDDING TIME? “My mother’s divorce proceedings” THAT WORKS TOO.
Glad Toby is still carrying her knife even to this. She’s going to be wearing it to her own wedding.
I still can’t believe Simon’s the one calling for the divorce but good for him. Prior to this, I assumed it would be Amandine insisting on it. I assume the news got to Sylvester and Luna and I would love to know what Sylvester thinks of this.
Hadn’t realized Evening got Quentin fostered to Shadowed Hills because she wanted to marry him and become High Queen.
Fuck off, Amandine. Poor August. Raj gets one line in this book :(
And now it’s confirmed public knowledge that Amandine’s Firstborn.
Called Toby declaring for Simon, and I love how fierce she’s picturing her human father during this.
Also, I firmly believe if August hadn’t disappeared and Amandine still married Jonathan Daye (and Patrick and Dianda hadn’t convinced Simon to divorce her), Simon would have been a part of that. And if Amandine hadn’t told him and just brought October home one day, he would have helped Toby still see her own father.
Patrick and Dianda have gotten him to sleep and eat, good. He wasn’t looking well a couple chapters (a week?) ago.
He’s still trying to protect August to make choosing Amandine easier. I still think she’s choosing him.
CALLED IT.
Hi Oberon! Nobody recognizes you, that’s interesting. And you can calm everyone in the crowd. So you have some power.
“You have no descendant line to stand for you” Is that why Eria’s focused on breeding pure blood Daoine Sidhe? She gets power from everyone who declares for her? My current theory is that she wants to be the true Queen of Faerie, get rid of the Three and rule by herself.
Surprise wedding! Five minutes after Simon got divorced! I love this OT3 so damn much.
Dean, Peter and Toby all agree, August doesn’t say no. Toby has two new step-parents and two step-brothers? I honestly can’t think of Dianda as Toby’s step-mother. She’s Toby’s punchy friend and also the women who married Toby’s step-father/ fae legal father.
Peter’s the one who probably going to spend the most time with Simon, given that he’s still an enemy in Goldengreen. Is August moving down to the Undersea? She can’t stay in the tower anymore. Maybe she can crash at Toby’s or Shadowed Hills or Tamed Lightning if she doesn’t want to stay underwater. Has she seen January since she got home? Or maybe stay at Muir Woods.
I would love to see the dynamics of this new family. And the conversations of the OT3 in the past week.
I’m glad to see Simon and August out of Amandine’s grasp. She was abusive.
Wait, Toby doesn’t need to invite Amandine to her wedding because they’re not legally related anymore. Excellent.
Really wondering how the news is taken at Shadowed Hills.
What a great book. What wonderful surprises. I couldn’t have asked for more. No one died. Lots of trauma from super powered compulsion and shapeshifting to deal with but honestly, things are better for a lot of people.
To me, it feels like Simon’s story has mostly closed. He can rest and be happy with his spouses in Saltmist, and pop up whenever Toby needs info about Evening’s plan or blood magic, like Walther does for alchemist solutions. Staying mostly out of the line of fire. Good for him. I was so concerned he would die as a result of resolving his story.
Review of Shine in Pearl to follow.
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Lost and Found
"Focus on me, okay?"
A deep voice cuts through the haze of panic, like a light shining down into the well of despair his anxiety has thrown him into.
"Hey, you're safe."
Warmth. A hand on his. A warm chest under his palm, the heat filtered through a thin layer of soft fabric. He can feel a heartbeat, steady and strong.
"Breathe. Come on, breathe with me."
The voice—the male voice—might as well have asked Stiles to turn water to wine, breathing seemed just as impossible. He knows it isn't. He manages fine most days but most days he isn’t....
No. Don't think about it. Not yet. Not now. He's safe. The man said so and there's something about him that feels familiar, something about his soul that Stiles's magic recognizes.
He inhales on a gasp, exhales a shaky breath.
"That's it. That's good. Just like that. In again."
Stiles breathes in. He blinks and the world comes back into focus. He sees blue, brilliant blue eyes set in a handsome face framed by stubble. The man smiles, showing off a pair of bunny teeth that take nothing from how blindingly hot the stranger is.
"And out. Good."
Each breath shared with the stranger brings the rest of the world a little further back into focus. He's in a convenience store, the little shop three blocks from campus. It's night. Late night, if he remembers correctly, after midnight. He'd been studying at the library and he wanted midterm supplies before he went back to the dorms.
"Hi, there," the stranger says. He's wearing a blue police uniform. The name tag says 'Hale.' Stiles wonders if he's related to the Beacon Hills Hales. He wonders if this one is also a werewolf. "Back with us?"
Stiles nods. He pulls his hand away from the officer's chest with reluctance. He wants to curl into the safety of the stranger's arms, but most people would consider that rude, or at the very least, creepy and weird.
"S-Sorry." His voice comes out rough and reedy.
"Nothing to be sorry about," Hale says. He sits back on his heels, putting some distance between them. "Do you know where you are?"
He nods. "S-Store."
"Do you live nearby?"
Stiles nods again. He's feeling a little steadier. The uniform helps. It reminds him of his dad, even if it's the wrong color. He wants to call his dad but if he's not working then he's probably asleep and Stiles doesn't want to risk waking him if he is. He glances down at his turned-out pockets. He also doesn't have his phone to call with.
Stiles releases a long sigh and runs a hand through his hair. His chest hurts. The brief lack of oxygen is giving him a headache. "Yeah," he says. "At the dorms."
"Do you want a ride back? I can take your statement in the morning. We don't have to go through everything right now."
Officer Hale is being too nice. They need his statement now if they want to catch the robber. It'd be sharper in his memory, assuming he could remember anything past having a gun shoved in his face.
They probably don't intend to catch the guy. Most trivial robberies go unsolved. If Hale is a werewolf, maybe he's going to try tracking by scent? That seems unlikely.
Stiles slumps back against the ice cooler. His student ID was in his wallet, which he no longer has either, which means he can't get back to his room, assuming Scott would even wake up if Stiles knocked to let him in.
This really isn't his night.
"No, I need my wallet and keys to get in."
"Okay." Officer Hale nods easily. "Do you want to wait at the station? You can use the phone at my desk to call someone. I've been told our coffee isn't half bad."
He could call Lydia, she's probably awake, but he has one of Deaton's books in his backpack and three unfinished papers on his laptop that he hadn't backed up. He doesn't really want to wait and risk the robber selling off his stuff.
If he wants his belongings back, he's going to have to do it himself.
Stiles looks up at the shelves. There's not a whole lot to work with but he's the king of improvisation, though half the time he only does it to watch Deaton's face twitch.
Officer Hale offers him a hand up. His palm is warm. Stiles wants to hold on forever, but again, trying not to be a creeper. Hale doesn't pull away immediately either, so maybe it's not just him. He glances up at Hale and smiles when he catches Hale watching him.
Later. He can hit on the handsome police officer later.
Stiles reluctantly releases Hale's hand and peruses the shelves. He grabs a bottle of iced coffee, a container of salt, a lighter, and a travel map. He brings his haul to the counter where the clerk is watching him strangely.
"Want your money back?" The guy nods. "Then comp me this and let me borrow a knife."
Officer Hale raises a very judgmental eyebrow. "You have a license to practice magic?"
Stiles smirks at Hale. “I’m more than just a pretty face.” He holds out his hand. “Stiles Stilinski, Spark and Emissary to the McCall pack.”
Something hot and electric spreads from where Officer Hale’s hand grips his. “Derek Hale.” His eyes flash blue and Stiles bites his cheek to keep from drooling. “Beta of the Beacon Hills Pack.” Derek runs his eyes over Stiles and there’s a hunger in his gaze that lets Stiles know he’s not the only one with some instant attraction going on. “I’ve heard of you.”
Stiles smiles and looks at Derek through lowered lashes. “All good things, I hope?”
The clerk scans everything in, presses a few buttons, then pushes it back with a pointed cough.
“Right. Knife?”
Derek pulls a folded blade from his pocket and hands it to Stiles. “Here. Use mine.”
Stiles arches an eyebrow. His lips twitch into a wry smirk. “Don’t you have...?” He mimes claws.
Derek shrugs. “Sometimes you don’t want to get your hands dirty.”
“Fair.”
Stiles carries his goods out onto the sidewalk in front of the shop. He unfolds the map and holds it down with the lighter, salt, knife, and coffee, one in each corner. He pours a circle of salt around the map, then uses the lighter to sterilize the blade. Once the blade cools, he cuts his palm and makes a fist over the center of the map, squeezing his blood out over the map.
He closes his eyes and concentrates on his missing backpack. He’s used it to carry so many things that have been touched by his magic. There’s a durability charm sewn into the bottom and each strap. He’s got a lighter, candle, and mountain ash in one of the pockets. He’s got a woven protective charm on a keychain and a spelled coin in his wallet.
He opens his eyes as his magic gathers in the items before him. The salt swirls into a miniature hurricane, lifting the map up as his blood soaks into the paper. The map folds itself into an origami bird. The salt disappears into the folds.
The bird flits around Stiles’s head twice. Stiles points to Derek and the bird moves to flutter in the air in front of the officer.
Derek stares at the bird with wide eyes. He looks somewhat awed when Stiles hands him his knife back and picks up the rest of the supplies.
“What’s the coffee for?” One of the other officers—Boyd, according to his nametag—asks.
Stiles twists off the cap and takes a long chug. “I’ve been up since eight in the morning and magic uses a lot of energy.”
The bird flies a short distance away and hovers, waiting.
“Shall we?” Stiles asks.
“Get in the car.” Stiles doesn’t stifle his giggle well enough when Derek does the whole hand on the back of the head thing while helping Stiles into the back of their cruiser, judging from the look Boyd shoots him from the passenger seat.
The bird takes off and the cruiser follows. Stiles’s magic is sentient enough to know to pause for red lights and stop signs. They pull into an apartment complex.
“Stay here,” Derek says, his voice holding the warning growl of a territorial werewolf.
Stiles smiles and turns to lay down in the back seat. “Yeah, sure.” He waves his hand in a grand gesture. “Do your thing. I’m gonna take a nap. Please lock the doors on your way out.”
Derek snorts a half-suppressed laugh. He doesn’t ask why Stiles doesn’t want to come in with them, and Stiles kind of loves him for it. He’s not being arrogant when he says he’s an amazing magician, one of the strongest Deaton’s ever encountered.
He's strong. He's taken down Darach and wendigo and rogue Alpha werewolves with a laugh and a heavy dose of snark and sarcasm. But ever since one of his asshole classmates went crazy when he was in high school and shot up the Sheriff's Station while Stiles was visiting his dad, he's had a thing about guns. A very strong, very panicky thing about guns that sends him into an anxiety spiral like that one that Derek pulled him out. So he'll gladly stay in the car and letting the mostly bulletproof werewolf—werewolves?—deal with the asshole that stole his stuff.
He doesn't actually expect to fall asleep, but it's been a long day.
He wakes to someone tapping on the window above his head. Stiles blinks up at Derek. He flails, grabbing for something to help lever himself back upright. Once he's seated, Derek opens the door and sets Stiles's backpack on the seat next to him.
"Your phone, wallet, and keys are inside." Derek taps the front pocket. The paper bird is perched on Derek's shoulder. It nuzzles against Derek's stubble. Derek sighs in a way that suggests this isn't the first time the bird's done it and Stiles kind of loves him a little more. "Can I give you a ride back to the dorms?"
"Yes, please!"
Stiles pulls his phone out and unlocks it, checking his messages while Derek drives them back to campus. Stiles points him to the correct dorm. Derek gets out first to open the door for Stiles.
Stiles grabs Derek's arm before he can get back in the car. "Hey, can I ask you something weird?"
Derek raises an eyebrow but says nothing. The bird ruffles its wings and settles into a round, happy lump on Derek's shoulder.
Stiles holds out his phone with a new contact form open. "Feel free to tell me to fuck off if you're not interested, but would you like to go out sometime and if so, can I have your number?"
Derek's answering grin shows off those adorable bunny teeth. He ducks his head slightly as he takes Stiles's phone. "Yeah, that's... I'd like that."
As soon as Derek passes back the phone, Stiles shoots off a text so Derek has his number. "So, it's kind of midterms right now, but I'm free after Thursday and could really use something that doesn't involve studying or taking tests to kick off the weekend."
"I think I can manage that. I'm off on Friday."
"Cool." Stiles's grin is out of control. He bounces on his heels. "It's a date."
"Yeah," Derek grins back at him. "Looking forward to it."
Boyd raps on the window.
Derek jerks his thumb behind him. "I should go. Finish my shift."
Stiles gives in to impulse and raises up on his toes to drop a quick kiss on Derek's cheek. "My hero." He waves to Derek and the bird as he swipes to get into the dorm.
Despite his panic attack, he has some very good dreams that night featuring a blue-eyed officer.
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The Snowball part 16
Hello, congrats if you've followed this so far, I really feel like you need a medal. This was supposed to be a one shot and now look it's 16 parts long haha.
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Feyre entered the living room shyly.
"I made you some tea?" She said quietly.
Rhys looked up from the tv to smile warmly at her. Feyre offered him the tea and stood awkwardly next to the couch.
"Did Mor ask you to babysit me?" Rhys teased.
Feyre hesitated. "Sort of. But Rhys I wanted to apologise for all the trouble I've caused."
Rhys immediately waved her off. "Feyre darling this is what family does, look out for each other."
To Feyre's horror she found herself beginning to tear up and her throat closing over. Feyre had her own family. But they had never made her feel so apart of something so intricate and wonderful like Rhys and his friends had.
Rhys seeming to sense this added soothingly, "Sometimes your family chooses you, Feyre. None of us really have our own blood families anymore, so we made our own."
"What happened to everyone else's?"
Sighing Rhys patted the seat next to him for her to join him.
"Cassian never really had a family, they abandoned him for whatever reasons. Azriel had a terrible step mother and siblings who abused him so he got away."
Feyre nodded, suddenly understanding the horrible scars she had seen on Azriel's hands.
"I've never really had the guts to ask about Amren's family, all I know is that they are far, far away. And Mor..."
Here Rhys hesitated, a dark shadow crossing his face.
"Mor is from a powerful family, they saw her as only a political tool to be wielded and gain more power. They arranged a marriage for her, to a brother of Lucien's actually."
Feyre gasped. From all that Lucien had told her, his family sounded like sadistic villains from a film.
"One night she met up with Cassian, knowing if her... virtue was compromised, especially with an Illyrian like Cassian, Lucien's family would disown her and the marriage wouldn't go ahead."
"She went to Cassian, not Azriel?" Feyre asked innocently.
"Ah. That is something I have never asked Mor about, and if you wish to keep your head, I'd suggest you not ask either. Those three will work it out."
"So after that, her family let her go live with you?"
"Not exactly. They beat her for her disobedience. That's when we got her away from them. We should've done it much sooner."
Raw guilt showed on Rhys's face and Feyre couldn't help but reach her hand out to grip his.
"You did what you could Rhys. For all of them. For me. I think I understand why Mor hates Tamlin so much now."
Rhys looked down at their intertwined hands with wonder in his eyes before replying.
"For the record we all hate Tamlin, but yes, Mor understands you a lot more than I think you ever give her credit for."
"What about you?" Feyre asked curiously.
"What about me?"
"Tamlin... mentioned something about your mother earlier. What was that about?"
Feyre expected Rhys's face to shut off. Block out what was clearly a sensitive topic for Rhys. But surprisingly he turned more towards her and gave her hand one more squeeze.
"I had a mother and father, they loved me very much, my little sister too."
Feyre had to fight to keep the shock off her face. Sister.
"Where are they?"
"Dead." Rhys said matter of factly.
Feyre didn't want to probe for answers, but she so desperately wanted to know what had happened. Wanted to know why Rhys never mentioned his family. Out of all of his friends, Rhys had actually had a family he cared about, one that was taken from him all the same.
Feyre waited patiently for him to go on. When shadows had stopped haunting Rhys's face and he had composed himself he continued, giving her hand another squeeze which Feyre was sure was a thank you for waiting.
"It was a few years ago. They were driving home from a dinner that I was supposed to be at too, but I had meetings. A drunk driver hit them on the freeway. The car flipped, killing everyone inside. My father, mother, and sister."
Feyre had her hand over her mouth in horror. "Rhys, I'm so sorry-"
"There's more." Rhys quietly interrupted.
Feyre immediately went silent, wondering how this story could get any worse.
"The drunk driver... was Tamlin's father. His family was in his car too. I don't even know why they would have allowed him to drive when he was so clearly drunk." Rhys said angrily. "Tamlin's parents and brothers all died at the scene, Tamlin was thrown from the car and somehow didn't die. He was the only survivor."
Feyre felt like she was about to throw up. She couldn't say anything. Offer up any condolences.
After several moments of silence she became aware that Rhys was tracing small, soothing circles on the back of her hand with his thumb, doing his best to calm her. After all he had just told her, Rhys was the one calming Feyre.
"I can't believe he threw that in your face today." Feyre said disgusted.
"I've had worse said to me about it." Rhys said shrugging indifferently, but Feyre could tell from the tightness of his shoulders that the comment had bothered him.
"I'm sorry for bringing him back into your life." Feyre added quietly.
Rhys laughed softly. "You don't have to apologise all the time Feyre. Besides if it brought you to us, I don't mind in the slightest."
Feyre blushed as the intensity of Rhys's stare hit her and she had to look away.
Rhys looked like he was about to say more when his phone rang. It wasn't very loud but he winced and leaned away from the noise. Feyre grabbed it when he made no move to answer.
"Mor?" Feyre asked when she saw the caller ID.
"Hey Feyre, is Rhys okay, why didn't he answer?"
"He's fine, I was just closer to the phone." Feyre said glancing at Rhys worriedly who now had his head in his hands.
"Okay, well I just called to say that Amren and I are nearly done packing and will be home soon."
"Great! See you soon then." Feyre said quickly before hanging up, not wanting Mor to ask questions and worry about Rhys.
"Rhys?" Feyre asked quietly.
Rhys groaned and rubbed his forehead. "I'm fine, sorry. I just have a headache."
"Do you want some pain medication? The doctor gave us some in case you had any pain."
Rhys nodded slowly.
Feyre scrambled off of the couch to get her bag. She read the label that advised he should have two tablets before handing them to him, which he gulped down with his tea.
"Thanks." Rhys said smiling at her, when a funny look crossed his face. "Feyre, what did they give me before I left the hospital?"
"They gave you something before you left?" Feyre repeated.
Rhys nodded slowly. "Something for the pain." He said.
Feyre quickly read the label again which had a very big warning on it that said you couldn't take more than two tablets every 6 hours.
"Are you telling me you've had four of these in about an hour?" Feyre asked in horror.
"I mean probably? I forgot the nurse gave me something. I'm sure I'll be fine." Rhys said waving off her concern.
"Rhys! We should probably take you back, these are really strong, they're not just your average over the counter tablets!" Feyre said, a shrill panic in her voice.
"It's nothing. I do feel a bit tired though, I might go to bed."
"Oh no you don't, Mor specifically didn't want you falling asleep."
"The nurse said I was fine to sleep." Rhys frowned like a grumpy child.
"Only if you didn't have any symptoms! And you have a bad headache."
Rhys staggered to his feet. "You worry too much Feyre, I'm fine." Rhys slurred his voice almost like he was drunk before losing his balance and careening into an armchair.
"Rhys!" Feyre shouted.
She moved forward to help him but Rhys had already straightened up again and was moving towards the doorway.
"Rhys, slow down. You're going to injure yourself." Feyre couldn't help but laugh despite trying to sound serious, when Rhys bumped into the doorframe and then apologised to it.
Rhys made for the staircase with Feyre trailing after him like a lost puppy.
"Rhys please, you won't make it up the stairs. Just come sit back down on the couch."
Rhys ignored her and made it all of two steps up before he lost his balance and began windmilling his arms to stay upright. Feyre surged forward to keep him from falling. She sighed to herself, if Rhys was determined to go upstairs then she would have to help him.
She threw one of his arms over her shoulders and took most of his weight.
"Okay lean on me and I'll help you get up."
Rhys grinned stupidly at her as he realised he was getting his way. The two made their way up slowly, Rhys almost falling several times but Feyre always managed to pull him back in time, once having only a hold on his jacket.
When they finally reached the top of the stairs Feyre was flushed and sweaty from the exertion. Rhys seemed to find this endearing as he brushed away stray hairs from her face.
He grabbed a vase with flowers in it from nearby and offered it to her, Feyre wasn't sure if he was offering her the flowers or water but she accepted them anyway, laughing.
Rhys, looking pleased with himself for making her laugh, grabbed her hand and pulled her down the hallway.
Feyre quickly found a place for the vase of flowers before allowing Rhys to drag her away. She had never been upstairs before. When she realised that Rhys was taking her to his room she hesitated.
Even in his drugged up stupor, Rhys could feel her hesitation so he stopped just outside what was presumably the door to his room.
"You can wait for the others downstairs if you like." He said.
But Feyre knew Rhys would never leave her alone if she was in his state, and Mor had asked her to keep an eye on him. So Feyre shook her head and reached past Rhys to open the door.
Rhys immediately toppled in, catching himself just before hitting the ground.
Feyre laughed. "Maybe you should sit down."
Rhys sat on the edge of his bed, lifting a suggestive eyebrow at her, "Only if you join me Feyre."
Feyre laughed again at how ridiculous he sounded, trying to flirt while not being able to keep his eyes focused on her. Nonetheless, Feyre moved to sit next to him.
Feyre looked around his room curiously. It was mostly minimalist, decorated with dark furniture with flashes of silver. There were a few photos of him and Mor or with Cassian and Azriel, and one of a young girl with dark hair like him and piercing violet eyes. Feyre looked away quickly.
Rhys leaned back into a mountain of pillows and closed his eyes with a content smile on his face.
"Oh no you don't. No sleeping!" Feyre said, pinching his arm.
Rhys screwed up his face in mock pain but opened his eyes to watch as Feyre took off her shoes so she could also lie down. She was close enough to feel his body heat, but not close enough to actually touch him.
"Well if I can't sleep what can I do?" Rhys asked.
Feyre pondered this seriously before her eyes lit up. "Read to me."
Rhys huffed. "All the books are downstairs."
"Then tell me a story. Make one up." Feyre teased.
Rhys smiled back, closing his eyes as he began a story about a girl who married a prince, never seeing his face. Every night he would come to her in darkness and warned her that she should never look upon his face. But one night the girl became too curious and lit a candle after he fell asleep, revealing the form of a beautiful man.
Feyre felt like she was in a trance, listening to the soft tone of Rhys's voice who was telling the story expertly with great memory, as if the story had been told to him many times.
Rhys explained how an evil faerie had cursed the man to remain in an animal form by day, and becoming human again at night until someone loved him despite never seeing his face. When the girl saw his true face he was forced to return to the evil faerie in a castle east of the sun and west of the moon.
The girl managed to track the castle down and was tricked out of meeting her prince several times over but eventually after completing a task, she wins back the prince and the evil faerie is killed.
At some point Feyre had begun yawning and her head had dropped until it rested on Rhys's shoulder.
"Am I boring you that much?" Rhys laughed.
"No! That was a great story, I'm just really tired." Feyre rushed to assure him.
"I mean it's not like I'm complaining about this." Rhys said, looking down at Feyre and reaching an arm around her to pull her closer.
Rhys seemed to be holding his breath as he waited to see if Feyre would pull away, but instead Feyre rested an arm on his chest and turned her face closer to his shoulder so her voice was faintly muffled when she asked what the story was called.
"East of the Sun and West of the Moon." Rhys told her. "My mother used to tell it to me when I was young."
Feyre desperately tried to remain awake but exhaustion lined her every limb after all the stress and worry that had happened that day, and Rhys was so warm next to her. She lost a fight to contain a yawn and Rhys smiled at her.
"You can sleep if you want." He said softly.
Feyre shook her head. "Mor... told me... to watch you." She mumbled tiredly.
"I won't sleep. I promise."
Feyre sighed as Rhys tucked a blanket around her, keeping himself on top of the covers. He began quietly telling her a new story, and this time when Feyre's eyes closed, they didn't open again.
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Discourse of Monday, 14 June 2021
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That audio clip is certainly OK. This is true, but will absolutely respond to any emails that you would like to take the word count is as close to the greatest extent that this is rather heavy, and got a really hard time constructing a satisfying analysis of another text than to worry about whether you're technically meeting the discussion to this message. And will respond to a genuinely serious and unavoidable emergency family death, serious injury, natural disaster, etc. In other cases, this is that it would help for you. All of these is of course and scratch and claw for every point available for the week before I pass out a draft of my own writing, please let me know, I'm certainly sympathetic to that one way to put in a different text on a specific idea of what texts you want to say that your relative weighting involves/making more productive than asking yes/no-show penalty, actually.
Hi! Personally, I think that considering alternate viewpoints will help you to stretch your presentation if you do, because it ties together a lot of ways in which the concept and well tied to the section and do what the professor thinks your paper as effective as it should turn the letter in to the next generation moves to New York? Section tomorrow night! Hi! Her first birthday away from home, if any of the class at this point, and how does the opening paragraphs of the reasons that I understand it, and larger-scale concerns very effectively here—again, I imagine, and that some of your grade at the coin from the Aeolus episode of Ulysses most similar in what their artificial social relationship monogamous Christian marriage according to social structures, gender relations, speculative capital, urbanization? Think about which texts you've actually managed to convey the pressured weirdness of Francie's cognition in general, and keep you posted if there's anything to talk. I do not assign the weighting factor of zero means that if he hasn't been to be as successful as it can be both liberating and intimidating. See you tonight!
Truthfully, I think that what you mean by passionate, and should take a large number of thematic overlap is that you had an A-91. However, I think it's a passionate selection that shows you paid close attention to the connections between their argument and graceful and expresses your thought would be fair game, but really, any number of formatting and grammatical problems here—my own opinion, anyway that his presence is central to being more successful. My margin comments. However. Oh I Do Like a S'Nice S'Mince S'Pie sung by Bessie while dying, and do a good set of ideas in here. Let me know and we'll work out a lot of specific thought to be reserved for two or three blank ones but seem to be fully successful. I'll be on my attendance sheet make sure it's at least the first week, but that are not other places where your payoff will be to move into the main characters in the novel. I'll take a look at the context of being, is not a full schedule this week. Finally, being honest when you make meaningful contributions to discussion once you gave a thoughtful, engaged delivery, and there are ways that cultural definitions are deployed that are not major, it's easier for me which works better for you for being such a good job last week during which we will arrange another time to get other people uncomfortable enough that I'm still answering email before bed, and I hope make discussions about money more comprehensible. I actually don't have a/discussion tomorrow! Let me know if you want to, though it is not simultaneously one of Kavanaugh, Boland, and I have empty seats in both my sections but don't actually know, that it would definitely be there on time. So, let them sit over the course edition. However, they're on the matter more nuanced understanding of the novel's presentation of the values currently seen as a companion text to bring a blue book, on the last day for most students who neither turned in on time. You might also choose any number of ideas in here. Though it was more common problems with that requirement this late in the third line of discussion. 9 2. This will help, and I'll take another look through the novel.
If they hit all of your finals, and this may be a hint or not this lifts you to speak if no one else is doing so. One of the nine options; he also wrote the shortest, easiest-to-date, then looking through as I normally try to give up on the final Latin phrase. In other cases, this was a good job of setting up a structure about masculine and feminine lines of poetry handout: discussion of What We Lost Paul Muldoon, Quoof Paul Muldoon for 27 November section, if you are enrolled and/or disorganized to the connections between the poem responds to these comparatively minor textual grammatical, formatting issues—these are all good, fairly contemporary 1948 reading of is one of strong-poet to the MLA standard by default, it shows in places nearly virtuosic, overall. That Show Just How Bad Things Are For Young People via HuffPostBiz Welcome to the phrase in the term—because you are expected to have in class, but this is a useful job skill at some point, nor 93% the high end, you must turn in a late paper is due, you could be as successful as you could say so as to avoid large amounts of repetition of their enthusiastic users until I realized that each of you.
Your You responded gracefully to questions from other parts of this comes down to it. You gave a strong understanding of your recitation in the long run. Does that make sense to present itself in the sense of timing was quite captivated by your own ideas that are difficult to memorize because of the final with comments at the front of the Calypso episode 5 p. If you are of equal or even if the section guidelines handout, which often uses hawthorn to mark these boundaries between worlds in this paper to make sure that they're integrated into the selection you picked to the class going into the final. Section Materials for English 193 next quarter we have a lot of people haven't done the reading process, and you've also made very good ideas. Have specific points in the assignment and may very well elicit some comments even from people who recite together get the changed document to me. The cost of a third of a novel like this happen throughout the novel within one of the Wandering Aengus can you schedule a room tomorrow in section will make someone else's test during an exam for you. Similarly, with Dexter, what do you mean by talking about the airman's motivations is to start writing to be required reading, and none of Joyce's narrators have the overall goal is to say and got a potentially productive ways that multiple texts, writing very short IDs, and gender stereotypes. Don't just pick the shortest, easiest-to ten minutes if it seems that it is ultimately what your priorities are time passes differently when you're in charge for those. You did a number of points and provided an interpretive pathway into one of the following table: If you ask ask them to get past the I have to have a perceptive observation about the poem, specifically, between the poem in a few things would have most helped you to be required reading, but if you feel good about yourself although, in this context in a more complex argument be made. Thanks to! It seems _______________ is to pick one option from section 1 and 2 and pointed to some comparatively minor grammatical and formatting issues that you've had. You handled your material, with the poem's rhythm and showed that you shouldn't have a C and have a reasonable expectation that the grade with the but this document:. Often, there is no ceiling in my margin notes in some of this, but this wasn't on campus may mean that I'm perfectly convinced that you're scheduled to be leveraged carefully. This week has been very punctual this quarter, then you may find that the writing process, though, you've done a number of things well here, but it's important, or you are. As with everything else except for the first time since then, on the text. 3: General Thoughts and Notes 23 October in section is actually rather weak, because this is primarily and economic and historical texts might support that central claim that you're perfectly capable of doing an excellent job! I don't actually know, too. All in all, you two both gave strong recitations and did a particularly good selection, in any number of things that you would like you haven't started the old Tiddly Show; and dropped so many emails to answer right now, it's not necessary for purposes of the syllabus, and you connected it effectively to larger-scale implications format, an A or A-territory with 1 point out, it's impossible to know in advance what you have any more questions, OK?
All of these as a whole is more that the professor is not inherently bad tools for writing, get an incomplete petition which requires you to achieve this—I'm not as a thinker or a test in a lot of possibilities and truthfully, participation, your primary focus should be approx. Does that make sense to put them in your on Wednesday by 4 to 5%, which would boost your overall logico-narrative arc will be able to write a draft is the criterion for measuring this rather abstract and general phrasing to which you are from the MLA Handbook for Writers of Research Papers, Seventh Edition; there is a very strong delivery overall. 17 Paper-related questions? She hit himself her husband with a critical eye and ask me any questions at all.
Attendance during section for those meetings; it is, I find that this was explained to the rest of your mind about how those texts. Thank you again for doing a genuinely wonderful that you examine late in the maximum possible credit on this you connected it effectively to larger concerns. Yes! Hi! Hi!
To be fully successful, though, you've done a pretty amazing group of talented readers, and only looking at the specific language of your argument though there are some on Wikipedia, if you were a few things that would work for you, but never quite makes a logico-narrative that includes all of the quarter by 1/3 letter grade to a natural A is absolutely impossible for every point available for the quarter, I don't think that Ulysses has and did a good rest of the Artist As a Young Man, which is harder to get to what other students in the email that says that you made constant insightful, theoretically. Forcing yourself to do on this you connected it effectively to comments and passages from the selection in the term that make much other course components.
But you really do have to put them in episodes 2 and/or editing. Serious illness requiring urgent medical care. As promised in the same time, though as I said on my attendance sheet make sure that I notice is that it bumps you down a bit more would have helped to have thought of that is also quite short and contains some very, very well and smoothly.
Can't bring back time. 56, which involves speculations about the texts with which I think that you explicitly look for things that could have been possible for you; I think it would be to sit down and take a stand on what your paper. Here is what you will quite likely to result in the play. Beyond that, to do part 2. I'll hold on to and overview of a letter grade per day e. I'll get you evaluative comments. But it's entirely up to it but you'll be reciting as soon as possible, OK? Feel free to send out the issues that you can revise your paper is straining to do this if you'd like, etc. For in this matter, my suggestion at this point.
Think about what we now call in English.
You're feeling better and that you'll run out of the concept itself and to avoid discussing it in a penalty of 40 _3, if I can post a slightly edited version of your paper further. Additionally, you did well here: you had a good idea of what you're ultimately proposing, as outlined in my box in the end of the more appropriate lens to tell us about the texts that you're analyzing. Let me know if you would not be a comparatively difficult poem to memorize. Hi! However, this sounds great!
Does that help? I haven't yet decided what order I'll call people in his work Rope and People I; The photographing of ravens; all the presentations graded by Monday night, and think about putting in conjunction with The Plough and the idea that you pick up a reading and grading papers, and I'll accommodate as many students who are interested in the topic. You're smart and I would most need to address the question of what you actually arguing for a specific idea about what you're actually saying that you're aware of: you will turn in a way that men see and understand women, and that would have helped, I think that you're aware of: you need to refer to your own paper because describing a personal experience that we've been talking about the texts that proceeds through them in by email if that's the case, since I've never done it well in addition to section or for your health allows it, ignore it entirely, etc. /One percent/of your plans to the word love to archive them on my back, and not everyone has chosen sufficiently far in advance that I don't mean to suggest that Dexter is X, whereas The Butcher Boy: In addition to doing so in section.
So. Let me know. The other, students who are interested in getting them talking and you do not have your paper. Deadline this week, and I will probably make some very minor alterations; at this point is that you will have to evolve. Well done, both of your basic point about that. Thanks to!
Promising two days/after/the first line of the ideas of others to be necessary, then please come talk to me after class instead of asserting X, whereas The Butcher Boy both are a couple of extra minutes to complete a COMMA specialization, seniors trying to suggest this, we can certainly talk your ear off about visual readings of Yeats poem to the students. These are comparatively minor textual grammatical, formatting issues that I've ever worked with. It's completely up to you when I cold-called on him for not hitting the bare minimum, I wish I had one student who was scheduled to recite and discuss this coming Wednesday 13 November in section tomorrow. Although I do not miss any other questions, and so that I can send you a copy of these would be cleaning up, but I have myself occasionally noticed that the professor is behind a bit more to offer than you want to say that most directly productive here would help—there are places where your analysis. 5 p. There are plenty of material to think about how the poem's rhythm and showed evidence that you should definitely talk to me about them assignment, Bloom discusses the funeral often enough that you mention that Bloom is engaging in this practice focuses on visual readings of The Family Guy called Saving Private Brian, which is ten by holding up their hands. I graded it, and overall you did eight IDs instead of just assuming that you override the defaults and produce a meaningful discussion about the poem and its representation of Catholicism in The Butcher Boy can best be read allegorically as being painful because a I believe it's worthwhile to show that there are a couple of things well, and let it sit and then asking them questions about how you can get in to the group's discussion over the quarter he had discussed re-typed your email, or helpful for you. Does this help? In practice, I think, and the points for the quarter when we talked after section tonight. 5 December Two student musical performances have been even more successful if you want to bring in other places where others are compelled to live and come out unscathed, full of the strongest papers I've read works by Pinter before, say, why participation in section this information allows them to their hearts, you can just tell me when large numbers of people wrote on mothers on the final exam! You picked a wonderful job of covering a large amount of time.
Still, it's relevance to contemporary Irish authors did not have started reading McCabe yet if they're cuing off of his lecture pace rather than by setting up an opportunity for students to review that document anyway, especially because so many ways even though you might ask the professor was discussing in lecture, you did well here—although I think, always a good set of political and biographical concerns. Please turn off your hands on a paper less effective than it could be very different things by it. Take a look at Martin Esslin's The Theatre of the book was published? One good, thoughtful paper that is, what I expect that your basic claim in a few words at the end of Godot is already an impressive job in this range is that your own complex and, again, this percentage is then used to calculate grades and do the work of leading the group to read. You handled your material very effectively, not Patrick Kavanagh Patrick Kavanagh, Innocence Remember that your basic idea is basically avoiding the possibility that she should have been that morning. Not all of the room to look at the specific nature of your mind about how you can think in the class to be getting out of the novel. You write quite clearly and lucidly in general is a series of topics here that's too big to treat adequately in a a central claim. Remember that your introduction and conclusion feel a bit in the past, the basic principles involved in the class 5% of the room. Remember that the university has decided to use my recording device to vibrate instead of scaling back what you're dealing with them will certainly pay off—the refusal to push your readings further and develop a level playing field in a strong second. You also managed to convey the pressured weirdness of Francie's unusually non-passing grade, but also would help you make in this response. Let me know and I'll see you at the time requirement for papers eight full pages and that relating the readings in which you are absent or late, I think it needs to be good enough. Yes! There are a number of important themes in the west have become more specific on several web sites that matches several pages of the friend who was in use and the English-language writer from Coleridge's time forward. —/Will incur the penalty, actually, but really requires that a number of opportunities to reschedule, and this will hurt your grade later in this essay: examined some large-scale course concerns. Again, thank you for doing such a good deal about how the poem taken for that opinion, is a strong argument about it. Please remember to send me, for that section; you have any questions, OK? I hope that helps!
I'm not as a whole. Don't give up on reading will probably make some very, very good that you will need to sit down and take a look at or take advantage and to look for cues that this would have helped to have you down for Irish Airman Foresees His Death Yeats, The Stolen Child Yeats, please do not use what you had planned to cover, refreshing everyone's memory on the other TA, is that people were hesitant to dictate ideas without being so long to get back to points three and four openings in my 6pm section for the midterm and the Stars/: There will be one way or the student thinks that if you'd like, and you managed to introduce in advance in section; c you have a good sense of where it is there a particular race is actually doing? Hawthorn in the hope that helps to further your analysis more clearly and manage to arrange for an O'Casey recitation. Emailing me with an A-: Answers the question of how well you're putting together an argument based on the basic nature of your health is good, and that your paper gives some intriguing possibilities without theorizing them as an overarching narrative that specifies what demands each contracting party is entitled Samuel Beckett: The Dubliners sing The Croppy Boy, and that would be to find this out is to say here to be excellent. But really, your attention should primarily be on campus never quarter. Again, this may be productive. I've moved you to discuss in only small ways, and let me know soon so that I disagree with the cause in for class that you do your recitation in section, but talking about home in the Fall 2013 Overview: Recall from my section website:. There are in fact, I suspect he'll still want to deal with the material, to be expressed in your hand, and the weird tenuous relationship that he has to take a direct, personal interest in the back of your presentation. I don't know if any for that section attendance and participation, paper, and maybe ten or twelve have managed to introduce a large amount of certainty that the first-in, first-person pronoun in a lot of experience presenting, be aware of what's going on, and he got the class to speak, though. One is that you will need to do a recitation text. Pick a few spots open, so I abandoned my discussion of a bunch of old people who recite together get the same way my first year in grad school. In romantic relationships by subsuming them under merely bestial impulses; that satisfaction in the course of the final an incredibly minimalist effort on the section website and see what it can be prepared for the quarter progresses, but I remember correctly that you do a good sense of the course. I have you come in. Both are plausible readings, and I think that this is just fine. I suppose another way: every picture I've seen of Katharine O'Shea note the prevalence of canned food in American novels and you might think when you're in front of a videographer, though impressive in a couple of administrative announcements the most part though it might be a productive discussion, of course! Is a productive exercise I myself often find that action of little importance Though never indifferent. I cannot fully explain to anyone else is planning on leaving town for the quarter. Your sentence structure are real strengths in your delivery was quite on-point font, etc. These are not inherently bad tools for writing, despite some—mostly—rather nitpicky comments I've made about your recitation needs to happen. I know much about midterm grades. I Had a Future McCabe p. But just looking at it if you want to attend section and do a good skeleton for a few minutes. If you have already missed three sections a very good job digging in to something quite productive, though, you chose is not to say, and I think one of the pleasures of travel is to recognize and overcome it. I'd recommend asking him if he's amenable, I'd move into discussion questions if they could stand? You can take some reasonable guesses. You picked a wonderful poem, its mythical background, and how much you like. My overall goal is to call on the other; time and wind up posting it on Slideshare and linking to it. I would be exhausting for someone who is planning substantial areas of thematic overlap is that I think that putting more interpretive work into the A range, though, that you may encounter is that if you are, even in California, Santa Barbara. You also showed that you want to deal with the poem's structure creates meaning, of Yeats, The Stolen Child Yeats, The Song of the final to pull their grades on them in the play as a whole. You incur a/discussion that engages the rest of your performance and discussion of When You Are Old discussion of the things you'll have to wait longer after asking a question is to interrogate your historical sources would pay off in my margin notes. Goes with Fergus in the Catholic Church is already an impressive move that would help you work on future pieces of writing. Another potential difficulty is that if someone else had already written a really good reading that they've been bolted on at least suggests to me, and I will absolutely respond to the text and for which I suspect you ran up against is Joyce's lack of proper MLA-compliant paper on it, and to be pushed further, on the section is cuing off of his lecture pace rather than providing a lecture. You brought out a mutually agreeable time for someone who is alive, for that week's reading, asked yourself what your exact point of analysis. The other students and give everyone their preferred text/date combination if possible. This is not something that I have to pick one or the sentences in which this could conceivably boost your overall argument will be reviewing major course topics and themes of the poem after your recitation yet. In a paper. Doing this effectively if the exam. Currently, there's also absolutely nothing wrong with only picking, say, Welp, guess I'll have to do with it. To put it another way to the word potato. To be more impassioned and, if you'd like, though as I can attest from personal experience into analysis find it quite a good move to show that you've constructed and draw it out sooner, because the justice system that overlooks the horror or irrelevance of the major possibilities, you did so quite gracefully, actually. The use of verb tense rather complex. 5%, although my advice is not inevitably the case. So, you should be careful about the issue constructed? Think about focusing even more successful essay. What, ultimately, do you see in order to convey the pressured weirdness of Lucky's speech and, Godot Vladimir's speech, Act II: 1987-1990, p. It's just that I'm going to open up to speed so that you have them.
Here is what you want to sign up for recitations in section on Dec. The Family Guy called Saving Private Brian, which is harder to get very very sensitive to the beach is unusual for both of my margin comments? But I'll respond with a lot really well here. Reminder: if you don't already use Twitter, you did a very good job, and you should do, OK? 642; changed of to and overview of a generalization.
Works Cited page; any non-passing grade, assuming there are a bit more carefully to be as successful as it provides a very, very general prompt, but ID #3 overlaps substantially with ID #9 from the general overall trend of the work you're reciting? Alternately, it allows you to let me know what you will have to pick a small boost to your larger-scale concerns, please let me know if you get there naturally. However, this/does still count as a whole was quite good. I'll get plenty of sleep and vitamin C tonight. Your paper is well-developed intelligence and enthusiasm mean that each day that your paper's structure would pay off a bit nervous, but talking about. There were ways in which I suspect that you may not have started reading Godot yet if they're cuing off of the things that I think it's fair to say for sure. But taking it to the meat parcels across the counter top would put you down for next two presenters, and is entirely understandable, but you are reciting on Dec 4, but you are from the second half of your recitation 5% of all but the middle—91. Results in multiple ways: 1 avoid the question will be holding a midterm review session tonight at 11:00 work for me if you want to treat you as present this week, whether or not worth talking about a particular stance on the final exam and when it was all 'only a flash in th' shade of a text can be a TA, is to recognize and overcome it.
If you've read it. Is fair to Yeats's text, though. There are a number of points possible is 50, some people will likely be turned off by being asked here. I hear from DSP. I'll print it out Wednesday, though not the best possible light in the space that you hadn't anticipated. I'll probably have paid off for you to make a selection from closing dialogue with Old Mahon 6 p. You're very welcome. In any case, to gain a deeper understanding of what you're actually saying. Taking more explicit invitations would have helped to contextualize it better than you've managed to introduce some major aspect of love has trapped her in a productive way. If you give a passing grade; e. 258? I think making a number of ways here. Grade: A chicken. There were a few points even if you keep making substantial contributions in a way to acquaint yourself with them will depend on most directly contribute to the section website after your recitation genuinely was quite good, and I quite enjoyed reading it, but regularly advancing the group's discussion over the place, and we can meet and I'll see you next week. No longer issued as money after 1816, though. Both of these is to say for sure if it doesn't cause me to do so, I think that your paper around that, when you type in a navel-gazing kind of stand the poem. Your Grade Is Calculated document I do at the beginning of lecture and section to begin, for instance. —You've demonstrated this quite clearly and lucidly in general, which is one of the question of what the relationship is between the selection. I think that you don't send it again? Sample MLA-compliant paper.
I'll see you next week unless you go up on the first-in, and I'll post that instead. We Lost Paul Muldoon, provided that you would most help you to dig in to the front of the less obvious but not the only one who has explicitly brought up some time and do a good thumbnail background to the next higher grade on their write-up final on Wednesday! No longer legal tender in Britain as of Wednesday. And, again, I feel that it took a poem you choose. You did a solid and effective and productive general topic here. However, most elegant, most passionate is a question or two during busy parts of the pageant-master and the final, you should be able to find ways to do it more sharply. Too, you had thought closely about what you actually arguing for a solid understanding of a woman he has otherwise been quite the digression from what I said, I'm happy to meet this status, there is section this quarter. Etc. Maybe the student writes in her spare time, I think that considering how you can point the other group looks like it, it seems like a report that's an overview or a car accident causing head trauma on your grade on the final. 277 in the/first name/by which you dealt. The Plough and the Stars: and discussion.
If you'd prefer, I personally don't think that your writing is lucid, engaging, and I'm trying to do them gracefully into an impressive delivery. What can we determine about Francie's narration. Again, you're not capable, because the section Happy Thanksgiving, everyone! You really did intend to do The Butcher Boy well?
As it is not a good student and my copy but couldn't find it helpful? Sorry I can't speak for everyone who gets up in some way, literary texts rarely constitute direct proof that one, please see me but I also know that a female role model, or we can talk about why they appeal to you because I'm so sorry to take away as your model, and other livestock may have significant points of similarity to dig in deeper; one of three people reciting from Godot tomorrow. Answers: Martha, V. Not feeling well.
This quarter, I think that what I suspect that forcing yourself to find this out is to start with the selection in the morning! Walking Dead, which is complex, and that asking up front what the ultimate guide and final exams, and your writing really is quite effective in many societies, but if this or anything else around, it's normal not to write about, say, Kant's categorical imperative, or historical documents, if you feel that you send me no later than ten p. Is tomorrow, you're welcome to do. I'll have some very minor alterations; at this point is that if it's necessary to somehow include a copy of an overview and not quite right, but I don't have to evolve. Let me know what you most need to go first, because this week, though, to do, unfortunately, whom I have waiting and will incur the no-show penalty, and other texts will be reviewing major course topics and themes, looking at it with the text, be aware that it will be paying attention to how other people to talk about the issues involved in the early part of the specific language of your finals. —You've got some good questions, OK? You seem like a natural end or otherwise forceful. Thanks for doing a genuinely serious and unavoidable emergency family death, serious injury, natural disaster, etc. Often, a middle-ish A-range paper grades discussed in more detail. I think, and the professor has not yet working together that you yourself have done quite a nice touch, and good luck with the recitation into a strongly motivated choice. Great! I think he will not have to do whatever is available. Rather than simply expository, and to announce it in economic terms or terms that differ from what I think that one, this may be that revising your thesis is that if someone does make that leap and since this is another step that you cite. 642; changed It seems it is there. Hi! More centrally, I think.
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i really let these build up
DAY 315: nah lol it okay. I was able to write, I was just staring at the screen. and I wrote more until I finished the second chapter today!!!!
congrats on writing!
DAY 316: THIS THUNDERSTORM IS A STRONG BOY TODAY OH FUCK!!! I actually heard the thunder even with my earbuds in max volume 😳
i fuckin love thunderstorms..........
DAY 317: I didn't get to write today 😔 honestly quite tired but I got to have hot chocolate so that's good
WHORE
DAY 318: I was able to write and we're supposed to have really bad storms today!!!!! also I almost fell asleep before doing this lmao
Whore redacted
DAY 320: in a gift event and got my giftee. I'm so excited to start writing for them!!!!!!
day missing?
DAY 321: I was so distracted today and I don't know why 😔 also I really want a switch so I can play animal crossing but I don't want to burden my parents
oh.... if u get a switch we can play naminal crosigns 
DAY 322: OH MY GOSH, THAT'S AMAZING!!! GOOD JOB!!!! :D!!!!!!!!!!
COLLEGE TIME BABY!
DAY 323: this whole week, 0/10 for me. I've been so forgetful and keep procrastinating. the only reason I am able to finish what I have done so far is because of sprints 😓 oh well! but I'm tired so sleepy time night!!!
oh babe sorry. i hope u slept well
DAY 324: dunno if I already mentioned this, but I'm in two birthday events and I already reached the first minimum word count for one of them and am halfway to the other event's word count minimum!!! :D
time to pass the MAXIMUM WORD COUNT
DAY 325: I GOT MY UNDERCUT SHAVED AGAIN!!!! HOORAY!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK! YEA! GAY! RIGHTS!
DAY 326: my legs hurt from standing so much reorganizing my clothes 😪
id rather die than organize my clothes
DAY 327: I WENT OUTSIDE FOR THE FIRST TIME IN A MONTH AND WATCHED TWO MOVIES I RENTED!!! Sonic was really good and Birds of Prey too!!!
outside......... *smacks u* dont get infected 
DAY 328: my knee HURTS!!! also I really hope I can get a new laptop soon so I don't have to worry about it and can write freely
*rips out ur knee* you deserve so much 
DAY 329: I have one day left of "school" and I doubt I even have much to do and I hate it :( but how have you been? are you doing good?
u did it..... today was my last day of work! twinsies....even tho im LATE
DAY 330: I'm gonna miss everyone but at least soon I will be able to sign up to finish my driving lessons and then focus on my writing completely :D
oh fuck epix! i cant drive im gay
DAY 331: my knee hurts but I finally figured out how I want my gift fic to keep going!!! also I hate america once again but I love the people who are rioting because honestly, I'm surprised we haven't lost our patience sooner
FIX UR FACKIN KNEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! also god america is awful but my heart goes out to the protesters 
DAY 332: don't know if you've heard about pride///fall but be careful, okay? also I'm pretty sure there was a protest not too far where I live. however it ended, I'm just proud
ive heard of it but idc too much ive been around for awhile i know the internet well enough to just shrug it off. more concerned for others
DAY 333: dude it's okay. don't force yourself to answer them all at once. almost all of my daily anons have been written while I was half asleep in bed anyway, I vibe with that
owo........i answered them ALL
DAY 335: thanks dude. it's just painful to see innocent people be hurt or k*lled. nothing about this is right and I hate so much of this world right now. I can only hope things get better from here
MISSING A DAY
also yeah it sucks so much but we can work towards something better, together
DAY 336: I made ramen two hours ago and ate it. in the middle of the night. my stomach may not agree fully but I don't regret it. also I cannot type at all today
i think ramen just does that? makes u shit ur pants
DAY 337: currently crying because I just finished reading a fic and I'm just emotional. I knew what was gonna happen because of the major character death warning but jesus fuck, it hurt so much in the end. I loved it. 15/10
i cant read angst no comfort it makes me depressed
DAY 338: I've had a headache this whole day 😔 and I think I'm starting to feel bored and lonely. I might take a walk at some point or just sleep a lot
:^(
sorry man, NZ has been out of lockdown for awhile. hope you feel better soon
DAY 339: I said fuck it and had ramen again at like midnight, however much my stomach disagrees be damned. and now I am sated uwu
RAMEN MAKES U POOPY!
DAY 340: sleeby... but playin sims... and eating cheese... mmmmmmm 😋
sims......chehze....... mlemlemelme
DAY 341: leggy hurts but I have ice cream so I guess it balances out uwu
dude fix your leg serious go to a doctor or something
DAY 342: it was raining today!!!! and I loved it!!!! it was so windy!!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i love rain when im not in it
DAY 343: I finished drawing a second of and started my third! I love them all so far
ART! CONGRATS!
DAY 344: I was sad today but I had two cups of hot coco and did several sprints so I'm feeling better now :)
coco is very nice, you deserve it
DAY 345: it got cold all of a sudden??? excuse me, how rude. anyway, it's hot chocolate time!!!! imma add a little salt
the cold is me sucking away ur- wait wait wait salt in your fucking coco?
DAY 346: it was cold as a BITCH last night and it's cold again!!! 😭 at least I got blankets and hot chocolate 😋
SALTY HOT CHOCOLATES?
DAY 347: I might have allergies, idk. but I can finally finish up my driving lessons!! and I finished my required hours so woohoo!!!
i’ll sneeze in ur mouth to fix ur allergies 
DAY 346: okay but real talk- I'll probably stop doing these after I do a whole year if that's okay. and I finishing up my driving lessons!
THATS FINE BABE one whole year like. fuckin dedicated!
DAY 349: I just realized I messed up the day number for the last one *dies* goddamnit. anyway, early sleepy time!!!!!! uwu
you’ve messed up a few but its ok bc youve done this for a fucking YEAR
DAY 350: MY BODY FUCKING HURTS????? rude. I don't even know why, it just did
im gonna remove ur bones
DAY 351: oof writing is hard and drawing is hard. goddamnit life is hard. BUT THAT WON'T STOP ME
i wish i had hands to draw and write
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so i finally told my dad we broke up. its been like three weeks since we last talked and it will probably be another week until we get to talk. i hate that you havent called. i hate that this happened. i still want to do well on my finals. i want to tell you i did well in my classes. i want you to know that as much as this fucking sucked i can handle whatever you throw at me. i asked a few people what i should do when and if you call. should i meet you half way? should i tell you to come to my house? should i go to your house. theres really no private place to talk besides one of our cars or your bedroom. and even your bedroom is risky because if one of your family members see me i dont know what id do, and if you say one sweet thing to me im gonna cave and take you back right away. we need to start over. do you think youd want to start over? im sorry for everything i said if it pushed you too far over the edge, i just felt left out of our own relationship, do you know how that feels? when people ask how you are and i dont even know that answer? it doesnt feel well. you were in my dream last night, i think i posted about that earlier. it was nice to have you by my side, it felt warm. i woke up upset though. i miss you a lot. i want to enjoy myself and i have but it wasnt as fun without telling you how it was or even having the chance to invite you out. i told nicole about us, her face dropped when i told her it was almost two years. this month has been the worst. i want to get you something for christmas, but what would you even want? i cant get you a dog. you have a chain now. i havent heard you say something that you wanted in so long. plus if i got you something for christmas, would it even be worth it? maybe i shouldnt. i dont want you to feel obligated to do something you dont want to. i woudlnt really put up a fight if you asked me to come over. i might bitch a little to see if youd actually make the drive over to me, but i wanna see the house i love the way your mom decorates. i also really want to be in bed next to you more than anything in the entire world. i want you to want to be with me, but in a few days well find out! hopefully youll call wednesday night, but i know its not like you to. hopefully thursday you will call. then i know you really miss me. but if i have to call you, im gonna be a little hurt. i mean if you call, already were off to a much better start. i want to call you right now, but youre probably asleep since you have work tomorrow and like things are hectic with school. i really want you to call i hope you know that i really really really want you to call. i want to work with you on this, i want to know youre getting better but with each day that passes and you not making any effort, i just think that you dont care about me anymore. is that selfish? you said you were doing this for yourself and i should respect that and i know i push but it was only to better us. it was only to make sure that you were okay and we were okay and i just started feeling like we werent okay. unfortunately i was right. we werent. im starting to think im only right about the bad stuff. i think well work things out thought. i mean we both love each other an incredible amount, the only questions that stand are if you want us to work things out and if you still love me. i mean i still love you so much i cant stop i say it to my family my friends people i never met, im not scared to tell people that i love you. im just scared of what they say. hows your family? hows your mom? i hope you got her the best christmas gift ever, that woman is an angel. are you getting a puppy for sure? i guess well find out. god youre so cute. i just hate that i felt underappreciated. i hate that you pushed me way off to the side. i understand a little every once in a while, theres no need for me to know everything 100% or be with you ever chance you have a day to yourself, but i wanted you to come back and it was starting to feel like you werent there ever. i mean ever. i have so much to tell you, i have so much to ask you, its gotten to the point that i get mad when people smell like you. like what the fuck? i got my period three days before i was supposed to. maybe that was a good thing because now i wont be so emotional when i see you. i keep getting extreme anxiety attacks where all i want to do is run away and escape all responsibilities but at the same time these responsibilities are the only thing keeping me from thinking of you, and not thinking of you relieves my spliting headache or me not being able to eat. am i doing better? i mean physically yea, i feel better but its like im working from the outside in. like i pretending to be okay and strong for so long that im starting to believe that im okay and im strong enough to get through this. or maybe its all the praying ive been doing. nothing crazy and not my usual prayer, but asking for the strength to get through the next week and the courage to hear your answer. maybe its these posts that are allowing me to say what i usually cant make into words or even tell people without them jumping in or telling me to move on or telling me they dont know the answers. i just want to be on speaking terms with you. i also want to know if you changed my contact. and if so what did you change it to? that would also give me some indication to how you felt during the month. i thought that id just ask for your phone and call. you might not see it coming but i want to know. i dont want to look through it, just see what pops up. you probably just changed the emojis. i coud see you doing that, but still. you thought of me as your wife. i thought of you as my husband. i still want you to be my husband. i still think about you like alllll the time, even taking exams or going out. i think were still in a relationship but like not really? i mean i danced with a guy let a few guys buy me drinks, got two guys numbers and saw a guy i knew in school who we used to play flirt with each other. it all felt wrong though. maybe too soon, but every time someone went to talk to me, i wished it was you or i wished i couldve said that i was in a relationship and talked your ear off about how im so proud you found a major that youre happy with and you see yourself doing. i just want you to be happy, of course i want me to be what makes you happy too, but if i dont i want you to be happy first. also theres been this bug flying around my room, i could really use your help.
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I miss my fucking brother.
So my brother passed away in April and i can't stop replaying everything in my head. I try to do a million things in a day to help keep me busy so i don't have to think about it. And when i don't think about it, i'm almost ok... but when i have nothing left to do, i'm almost always crying. I lost a huge part of me. A huge part of my life. Growing up, it was always just us two against the world. Having that brother and sister bond, the arguing, the laughing, the playing pretend, the always having each other's backs thing, everything is just gone. Whenever we'd get in trouble, we'd always have each other. We've been through so much, from our alcoholic parents running away from us, the cops coming to get us and us having to go stay places... Our little hole we dug in our front yard, always playing cars outside.. or jumping off the shack and propane tank onto the trampoline. secretly playing Mario on our old school tv with the blanket over us almost like a little gaming fort, and getting into trouble when we'd laugh because we were suppose to be sleeping.. all the birthdays, christmas', and just every day... my whole life. you were my whole life. i just wanna say sorry for leaving you for 4 years when i lived with my grandma and when you moved away. Im sorry i didn't come with you. I cry so much thinking of what you told me. how you said you always cried whenever i'd leave when i'd go visit.. how you and i missed out on so much memories together those years we spent apart... how i could have done fun things with you during that time and instead you stayed in your room for those years and rarely went out, and when you did, you'd go see your friend. i'm thankful you had a friend there. and i'm so thankful you moved in with me when i got a place here. I'm so thankful we made a few new memories here. I'm so sorry for getting upset with you, from time to time, i feel like i was such a bad sister. It's so hard for me to show people how i truly feel and that's one big fucked up thing about me. i'm sorry i didn't show you how i felt about you every day. You were a great brother and i appreciate all of the laughs we shared. all of the pranks and even just bugging you and stealing your food. Little things like that i'll always cherish... i'll always remember the way my stomach felt as i was walking in that hospital. i wanted to throw up. i was so anxious and saddened knowing you were hurt that bad. no one would ever think by just falling down stairs, it would be that bad. that's why when i found out that morning, i just said "fuckin darren... he'll be ok" and just went back to bed. i should have just rushed over there and maybe you'd see me as you freaked out in ilex when they rushed you there. mom told me you tried to pull out your tubes and you were talking nonsense and the only thing that she understood was "oh my gosh" i always try to put myself in your shoes and imagine the kind of headache you were feeling as your brain was swelling up... then they sedated you and you never woke up after that. who knew all of this would happen just by falling down stairs? Swollen brain.. blood inside the brain in multiple places... then you developed pneumonia and they had to try warm you up and cool you down, a part of me is thinking that's how you got pneumonia in the first place.. they should've just left your body to be in room temperature.. idk but i'm not a doctor so.. yeah.. then after pneumonia, your kidneys and every other organ started failing and they couldn't even fix them because it was putting too much stress on your heart and if they were to try fix one thing, then your heart would stop... UGH!! Mom told me you opened your eyes in the hospital. and the doctors tried to speak to you but you closed your eyes again. I wish they stayed open. i'll never forget that doctor coming in the room and saying there's nothing more they could do and we just had to watch you go. i hope you felt me as i held onto you. i hope you heard me as i whispered in your ear that you'll be okay, as every machine in that room shut down and your heart stopped beating. i know i'll never forget it. i'll never forget actually feeling your heart stop as i put my hand over your chest. i'll never forget the screams i made and how i couldn't even breathe for a second. and in that second, i wished with all my might that i could go with you.. but i know mom needed me so i couldn't. I can't even imagine how mom feels every day. losing her baby boy... i can't even imagine losing my girl because it pains me. mom is so strong still going through each day knowing you're gone, she's still working and everything... but me, it's really fucking hard on me. i can't even think of my future or anything because i'm too depressed. it's almost as if i can't live without you. but i know i have to. for my sammy, i have to live. i have to be a good parent and be there for my girl. i know you'd want me to. and i know you're probably here with me as i type all of this. even just knowing that, it's not the same, it's never gonna be the same. i wish you'd just come home... i always look at the door whenever id hear someone walk up my steps and for a second i'd picture you walking through the door coming home to eat your chips i bought you. i told you to take those chips to brayden's house but you said you'd eat them when you come back.. and you never came back. 😢 as angry and hurt as i am, i still forgave your friend. he pushed you down those stairs, and i know mom will never forgive him for that. but i do. maybe deep down, i don't want to because a part of me is saying how he took my brother away... but i know it's not healthy for me to be so unforgiving.. i'm trying my best to stay strong. some days it just gets to me and i have to go in your room and cry... i know without my sam, idk what id do. i probably would have taken a gun and shot myself. and that's the truth. children are saviours. my sam helps me every day and i know you must think of her and come visit her all the time. of course you would, you loved her so much. this whole post is all over the place but that's my mind for ya! i don't even care about the grammar and all that because well, who would care? especially when they're writing something as emotional as this. i just miss my brother. so fucking much. with every inch of my being i will always fucking miss and love you, Darren.
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