#sorry this response is so late idk how I missed it lolol
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Pass the happy! 🌻 When you receive this, list 5 things that make you happy and send this to 10 of the last people in your notifications. 💕💕💕
not me finding this now when it was sent in march 😭 this is so sweet tho so I’m gonna say you, the stars, music, good stories, and museums 🥰
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Just A Phone Call
This may have just come out of my awful sleep schedule. Sort of inspired by these headcanons
There may be an assumed female reader due to the mention of belladonna but that’s really the only gendered term here [i think idk]
Takes place in quarantine lolol I wrote this on a whim there was no planning it’s 3 am rn. Unedited I’ll edit this when I wake up.
Dazai stared at his phone screen, debating whether to actually click the button or not. His thumb hovers over the call option, your call option. Would you even answer if he called? Deciding against it, he rolled over in his blankets, wiping any stray tears away that came from prior thoughts.
A few miles from Dazai’s flat, you laid solemnly in your bed, unable to sleep due to the awful sleep schedule you maintained. You turned toward your bedside clock, groaning when you were met with the confirmation that you did in fact stay up to witness another atrocious hour.
To put it in simple terms, you were lonely. Bored out of your mind with no other incentive to sleep other than please just do it, you craved to talk to anyone at this hour. Who better than your boyfriend? You were almost certain that he would be up as well.
With that tiny hope for human interaction present, you squinted at your phone screen, sloppily typing your password and making your way to your contacts. Under the name ‘Safety Hazard’ and decorated with your favorite picture of him, you pressed the call button and watched as the screen darkened to signify the attempted connection.
Brrrrrinnng
Dazai shot out of whatever daze he was in when the ringing beside him began. He sat up in his bed, searching frantically for the source of the noise.
Brrrrrinnng
You felt your eyes falter. Funny how you only seemed to be tired once you actually desired to do something? Attempting to blink away the exhaustion, you increased the phone’s volume as if the irritating noise would some how keep you awake.
Brrrrrinnng
Where the fuck was his phone? The ringing seemed so close yet so far at the same time. In the multiple times his sheets were ruffled, not even a glimpse of light showed itself.
Moving towards the side of his bed where the frame met the mattress, Dazai began to pat down the area in hopes of finding the device.
Brrrrrinnng
You sighed to yourself. Maybe tonight Dazai actually managed to muster up some sleep, and of course you should be happy for that.
But you were really, really lonely. Disappointment crept up your throat, and your mouth twisted into a frown.
As Dazai got to the final corner of his bed frame, his fingers made contact with the familiar sensation of his phone case.
Brrrr—
Grasping it desperately, he swiped answer to your call. He pressed his phone up maybe a little too roughly to his ear, and asked in a breathy voice if you were alright.
Laying your phone down beside you and placing it on speaker, you simply replied that you missed him.
Dazai’s trembling lips relaxed into a soft smile, the pounding within his chest calming every second he stayed on the line. “I-I missed you too belladonna,” he admitted, refusing to let the tight grip on his phone go.
“I really miss you Dazai,” hearing you say his name made his stomach flutter. “I miss your dumb jokes. I miss the way you held my hand. I miss you being at my apartment complex in the morning to walk me to the agency. I—”
You took a deep breath.
“You should be taking care of yourself Dazai. I worry all the time for you.” Deciding now was not the time to bring up potentially serious topics, you walked down the easy route. “Have you been eating well?”
It takes him a while to respond, and you’re a little worried he fell asleep in the middle of your spiel. Little did you know it was far from that, as the gears within Dazai’s brain struggled to turn out any response that wouldn’t alert you to his current state of wellbeing. A quick glance around his messed up apartment and unkempt appearance would have answered your question and any others you might have asked.
“I work with what I have,” the tremble came back, causing him to take a deep breath before continuing. “How’ve you been darling? It’s not like you to call at this hour.... not that I mind of course!”
It was your turn to breath in, “I’m sorry if I bothered you Dazai—” There came the flutters again. “I just wanted to be sure you were holding up okay.”
“As long as you’re with me I’ll always be okay. J-just stay on the line please,” Dazai didn’t even think before spilling those words out. The plead for you to stay on the line was met with silence from both ends. He melted into his sheets, letting his phone fall flat directly next to his ear.
Dazai stared up blankly at the his ceiling, his mind creating patterns out of shadows the longer he stared. His breathing slowly steadied, and he had attempted to focus all of his mind onto whatever sounds you produced. His words prior... he really did want to live up to that statement.
And if he was being honest, that scared the shit out of him.
Dazai didn’t want to disappoint you with the mess that was his life, but he never wanted to let you go. Neither of you broke the silence, taking solace in one another’s breathing.
That was until you began to mumble something about hearing your neighbor’s begin to wake up. Dazai chuckled at that, finally taking notice of the ungodly hour you two had found yourselves at.
“Hey y/n..?” Dazai droned off, unsure if he could say his next words. With a soft, hm?, as your response, he scraped enough courage to continue. “.... I love you .. and thank you so much for calling.”
You broke out into a smile, joy blossoming in your chest as you heard him admit his love.
“I love you too Dazai. And if you want me to call you more often, I’ll try to make it a habit whenever I stay up late. Be warned though, I stay up late a lot,” you giggled a little near the end, and you heard him do the same.
“If you could... I’d like that a lot.”
Hnnnh I’m gonna wake up in the morning and reread this and then fucking cringe I know it.
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college au (spicy)
Yoosung x MC? 👀
Oop I see you there nonny :0
MM college AU (Yoosung x MC) nsfw-ish wink wonk
Warnings: uhhh lote of fluff and also sum drinking so uh yeah (idk if I should put it as a warning but there ya go anyway, just in case!)
You bitterly congratulated yourself as you looked at the text message you just received from your classmate.
Basically you had overslept, playing games too late at night(or should we say morning? You went to sleep at 4am and your class was at 7!) You didn't hear your alarm and basically missed your first day of class!
To be fair, you had planned on going to sleep at 12, but all of a sudden this bastard stole your loot and you wanted v e n g e a n c e
Sadly you weren't able to find the guy and had to cool off by playing a few rounds of LOLOL and just massacring the enemy team. Still, you swore to get back that amazing item you had just received.
The thing was, the first day of class, your professor had actually given everyone a group project! Yes, he was one of those teachers -_-
Since you hadn't been there you weren't able to group with your friend, and you had gotten paired up with people you didn't really know. You weren't super good at making friends, so you were getting a bit nervous, and you also didn't want to loose the whole percentage of the work, since you did have to get good grades!
A few weeks later, the group (who had already made a group chat a few days after you missed class, there were a total of five people with you included) and you all decided to meet at the coffee shop near the campus to talk about the project. It was due in two days, and you already had most of your part of the work done thankfully! We stan being responsible (a/n says the procastination queen LMFAO SORRY)
When you made it to the coffee shop, you only saw a total of two people there. One of them was a plain looking dude, with brown hair wearing some purple glasses, and the other one was a blonde boy who immediately made you think of a golden retriever! The two guys looked up at you, with the blonde one immediately standing up and introducing himself.
"Hi! Uhm, my name is Yoosung! Yoosung Kim! Nice to meet you!"
Oh my goodness he's adorable... though where have I heard that name before...?
You introduced yourself and told him your name, replying that it was nice to meet him too!
As you sat down beside him, you couldn't help but sneak glances in his directions. He was very very cute, his purple eyes looking all happy and excited all the time. Yet sometimes you could see a hint of.... hopelessness. You wondered why.
It turned out, that the other group members had suddenly called in sick, or said they had a family emergency. Not only that, but the plain guy with glasses gave you both an usb and mumbled that he actually had to go somewhere else today, but that he had his part of the presentation done and was in the usb.
Of course that did not make any of you happy at all. Yoosung looked as if he was about to either cry or punch someone, maybe both, and you werw mad that your teammates were so useless. But you tried to stay positive, I mean hey, now you get to spend time with the cute guy alone!
The two of you seemed to be the only ones to have done any work, the glasses dude's presentation was....let's just say wrong information and a white background with a yellow sans font. No I'm not joking.
"AGHHH this is impossible! How are we going to get all this work done in two days!? This is three people's part of the project, and it's not exactly short! Were gonna be here all afternoon!" Yoosung sobbed, as he covered his face and laid his head on the table.
"H-hey it's alright! We can uh...we can do it! I'm sure it won't take that long!"
It did take that long.
In face, it was 3am when you finished and had to leave the place because it was closing, so you had to go to your room and finish it there.
As soon as you were done, you both let out a tired victory yell and you fell back on your bed.
"Oh,hey Y/N, could I borrow your computer for a second? I just gotta check something that can't really wait..."
"Sure!" You gave him a thumbs up and rolled on your side to face Yoosung who was probably checking his emails.
You were not prepared for the scream that he suddenly let out.
"YOOSUNG!? IS EVERYTHING ALRIGHT!?"
He flinched when he heard your voice and slowly got up from the chair, pointing a finger shakily in your direction.
"Y-you....y-y-you a-are....TortillasRock320?"
You immediately sat up upon hearing the username you had made when you were 13 suddenly being said. Then you nodded. "How...how do you know me...?"
Yoosung's face became paler and you could see him start fidgeting a little before he pointed at himself.
"S-Supeman...Y-Yoosung...."
You immediately let out a gasp, shocking the poor boy and you stood up. "YOU!! YOU STOLE ALL MY LOOT IN LOLOL!"
"IMSOSORRYIDIDNTMEANTOITWASANACCIDENTITRIEDGIVINGITBACKBUTYOUATTACKEDMEANDTHENIJUSTPANICKEDANDLOGGEDOFF."
"I...ugh....dammit. it just had to be you didn't it?" You rubbed your temples and then Yoosung looked up from the ground.
"U-uhm...I could give it back...and uh...maybe get you some food?"
"Food isn't gonna cut it, as much as I love it."
"W-well how about we go and eat in a few days f-for now and then uh...we couldddd....think of something else!" He looked at you with a big smile and who could say no to that face?
So you exchanged phone numbers. It was just meant to try and see whenever the two of you could meet up for some food, but then it became into LOLOL discussions, and just talks about everything and anything. He talked a out his family, his friends, and his struggled with school, with you eventually telling him about your struggles as well. Before you knew it, the two fo you were speaking every single day, at any hour, and you had found out so much about each other. Not only that, but you had eventually become attracted to him.
Finally, vacations came! And the two of you decided to celebrate it by going to a bar with your friends! But then the two of you left because there was too many people, so you bought some beer and went to a nearby internet cafe to play....you guessed it! LOLOL
The two of you had such an AMAZING time, taking shots everyone one of you got killed, or destroyed a tower, or killed one of the dragons, or....well eventually it was just you two drinking and playing.
When you were done it was about 1am, and the cafe closed so you decided to go to Yoosung's place to maybe play there. But then, as the two of you drunkenly made it up the elevator, you suddenly remembered that Yoosung owed you from stealing your loot!
"Hic! Y-Yoosung...l-listen to me y-you brat. You oweeee me a wishhhh."
"Huh?.....oh wait...yeah I d-do right? Bec- hic! Becauzeee I stole your loot last t-time right??"
"I k-know what I want. L-lets just go to y-your apartment first....hic!" You smiled evilly as you thought about what you would do.
You grabbed Yoosung's hand, and he led you towards his place. After laughing and fumbling with his keys for a solid 2 minutes, Yoosung managed to open his door! He mockingly bowed and said "Y-you firstttt~" which made you courtesy and giggle replying "Wh-what a gentleman!"
You waited for Yoosung to close the door, and then he turned around to look at you with a big smile on his face.
"S-sooo Y/N! What...what do you want me t-to do?" He asked.
You made your way towards him and smirked. Then before Yoosung could reply he let out a help as you grabbed him by the hair and made him kneel in front of you, in all fours. "Yoosung. I want you to be my....servant for a day. I want you to do anything I ask you to."
Yoosung gulped and shyly looked up at you, his entire face red. "I...I should? Anything?"
You chuckled. "Yes. You owe me remember? That was a pretty rare item, the one you stole for me. So you should....pay...for what you've done, don't you think so?" He slowly nodded and you pet his head. "Good boy~ Now how about we start by....you taking your clothes off."
Yoosung's eyes widened, but you tightened your grip on his hair and he slowly started undoing his shirt buttons. Then he looked up at you again. "U-uhm...Wh-what else should I do...?"
"Mmm how about you take your pants off now? And do it quickly Yoosung, we don't have all day."
He nodded and took his pants off, kneeling in the ground only in his boxers, and then, in the heat of the moment (you don't exactly knew what took over you) you pressed your foot between his legs, making Yoosung let out a surprised gasp.
"Oho~ You like this don't you? You're hard." You chuckled and pressed harder between his legs, and Yoosung let out a moan.
"I'm...ngh! S-sorry, I d-don't really understand why it's...it's like that uhm.. I'm sorry."
You chuckled and knelt beside Yoosung, cupping his face in your hands. "Yoosung you don't need to apologize. It must feel hot down there...how about we make you feel good?"
Yoosung became even redder, but he looked to the side and covered his mouth with the back of his hand, shyly nodding at you to continue.
You smiled and took Yoosung's underwear off, his member already hard, and slowly, you started licking the tip making Yoosung moan.
"MNGHHH! Y-Y/N!!!"
"Mhmm? What ish it Yoosung? Mmph..." You replied, looking up at him while having his member in your mouth.
"Y-you're....s-sucking...it! Ah! I- I'm....if you do it with your tongue like that...I'm going to...-mmmgh!".
He's adorable, you thought, as you sucked harder and harder. Soon, Yoosung reached his climax, and you mischievously smirked. "I'm glad you enjoyed it...now how about we go to the main course? I deserve to feel good too, you know?" You said, as you took your jeans and underwear off.
"H-huh?! N-no, wait I just ca-AHHHHN~"
Yoosung gasped as you slowly took him in, straddling him. You tangled your fingers in his hair while Yoosung gripped your hips, his hands trembling.
"I'm....I'm moving now, ok Yoosung?"
Yoosung moaned as you started grinding your hips against him, your hips moving quickly up and down on their own. You laughed and leaned your head back, making Yoosung look confusedly up at you.
"You're just so adorable Yoosung!....I really like you, you know?"
Yoosung stared at you, and then he quickly grabbed your head and pulled you in for a rough kiss.
"I...mhm...I've liked you...too...mmm...for a very...very long time...Y/N." He whispered between kisses. "Agh! Y-you suddenly tightened up, down there....mhm it...it feels really good." He said as he looked at you, his eyes teary and full of lust.
Goddamn this man.
"Yoosung...I...I like you too!" You felt your face heat up a bit, and Yoosung quickly pulled away to look at you. Then, he tightened his grip on your hips and quickly started moving up and down
"Y-Yoosung!!!! Y-you're moving t-too fast! Mhm!!! I can't!! Too fast! Too fast!"
"Y/N...Y/N...." He whispered, burying his face in the crook of your neck, as his thrust became faster and harder.
"I'm going to...." You gasped.
"M-me too! Let's...let's do it...together!"
You pulled Yoosung in for a kiss and the two of you moaned as you both reached your climax.
The two of you held each other for a bit, until Yoosung got cold and he carried you to his bed. The two of you kissed each other for a bit, before falling asleep.
The next morning you found Yoosung on the corner of his room, his ears all red while he hugged his knees.
"Uhm....Yoosung! Mor...ning...?"
He flinched as he heard you and then he slowly looked up. Before you could ask him what in the diddly darn heck his ass was doing in there, he got up and bowed.
"I'm so sorry!!! I'm sorry about, about yesterday I was drunk, and then I just got really excited and kept going even after you said it was too fast, and I also said all that weird stuff and I'm just, I'm really really sorry!!"
You were taken aback for a minute before you smiled and made your way towards him, making him look up at you. "Yoosung...you don't have to apologize for anything. I know we....we were a bit uh...well we were really drunk but... I still stand by everything I said yesterday. I do like you. I...I like everything about you Yoosung."
His face became red, bue eventually Yoosung slowly and shyly smiled at you. "You...you really do?"
"Yessir."
"Heh....I'm...I'm so happy Y/N...I really like you too!"
He cupped your cheek and the two of you slowly got closer and closer until your lips were touching in a chaste kiss. When you finished Yoosung chuckled, still red in the face. "So uhmm...does that mean we're a...couple now?"
You smiled and poked his cheek. "Yup! And there's no going back after this, you hear me?"
"Y-yes! Of course I'd never think of it!"
"Good! Now how about we go back to bed...and have a little fun hmm?~"
Yoosung smiled and pulled you towards him, smiling. "That doesn't sound too bad...and we're on vacation right now, so I don't see any reason we shouldn't stay in bed and do...that all day."
You laughed and Yoosung picked you up bridal style, gently throwing you in his bed and pinning you down.
The two of you officially became a couple that day! Yayyy!
Also btw you got an A- in the assignment so good work fellas ;)
The end!
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this is kinda stupid headcanon about Akira x Haru, its 3 am in the morning and im here getting tortured by my own imagination help
I just had this weird headcanon when Akira/Ren rejecting Haru because of Akira already in relationship with other girl (cuz you know Haru very late appearance) and he tried to stay loyal, but when Akira/Ren slowly getting to know her, he genuinely relates to her, sympathetic towards her and slowly likes her but kinda denied the idea because he already had a girlfriend.
So when Haru asking him this, he's elated but also torn and he must choose his word carefully cuz he already got a girlfriend right, then he rejects her. And the way Haru just instantly closed herself make Akira regrets it and he tried to ignore some little stingy pain in his heart because he made her so. So he went home felt like shit and Haru's crying in her own room.
And I don't know man, this is already like fanfiction but Akira kind of regret that he rejects her and he felt he can't connect to Haru the way they used to and Haru slowly and subtly distancing herself from him and treat him just like other guyfriend, no more shy glance, no more secret smiles and finally no more invitations just to drink random coffee.
And Haru slowly and steadily move on, and her days full of work and college. Meanwhile Akira is away in his hometown, feeling alone more than he should. Idk and then maybe Akira is missing his old gang/or maybe missing someone idk lolol he went back to the city and ask Phantom Thieves to hang out together, which is everyone agreed to do, except Haru cuz she got a lot of work from Okumura Food. And somehow it breaks Akira's heart a little bit.
Fast forward idk how many days/month/years, sadly Akira is kinda bad for having feeling and thoughts about Haru and neglect his girlfriend, and he came to the city again to talk about this. Surprisingly the girlfriend understood because from the very start it seems like Akira did not 100% true/in love with her, and he treated it like casual dating but he's gentleman by all means, its just sad that Akira been bottling his real feelings and not come true to himself, so yeah they broke up but with light heart and promise to be friend as always. Akira apologies profusely of his action and insincere love towards her. The girlfriend can only smile bitterly while saying you gotta catch your true love then, dont just date just because of responsibility and felt bad towarda them.
Then, Akira resolved his heart and tried to reconnect and salvage his relationship with Haru, and maybe maybe Haru would forgives him and they can be together. But when he asked Haru where she is, she didn't answered. For a while, Akira then calls her so that he can come to wherever she is, then she answered that she is in the restaurant with someone and apologise that she cannot meet him now.
and idk this is way too long now lolol, basically Haru already moved on, now trying to be in a proper relationship with a nice man who really likes her gentle personality and doesnt have any ulterior motives and Akira is just shocked that she moved on so fast in just a year. In which Haru reply is apologising to him and says that they could still be friends like they used to and when Akira doesn't answered her apology, she said goodbye and thank you and says sorry but he's too late and hope he can move on too and yadda yadda yadda. lolol
And this is kinda stupid but im kinda go with his old fiancee but he is transmigrated from another plane/people. yes HE IS TRANSMIGRATED AHAHAHAHAHAHAa nd his personality changed so much and he actually and genuinely cares and slowly love Haru who is broken but still strong admist the circumstances. Haru is icky at first but (this is already a years pass by lmao) slowly she noticed how his ex-fiancé changed so much, and now he treats her with ultimate respect and saw her as his equal and it just melt and kinda mend her broken heart. and they kissed LOLOLOL. NAH OR MAYBE JUST RANDOM GUY but his personality like description above lmao.
i just love me some angst goddamn idk this post probably got alot of grammar mistake and cliche drama but heck
im just sad that people kinda shove Haru in the back and rejects her or maybe place her in one of the harem cuz they pity her:( i just wish if she really cant get together with Akira at least let her find someone who truly care, support and love her. give her some happy endings please :'(
#Persona 5#Akira Kurusu#Ren Amamiya#Haru Okumura#ShuHaru#Joker x Noir#Akira x Haru#Ren x Haru#Joker x Haru#gives me conniption#pain#headcanon#lemme love#Haru best girl#Haru best waifu#Haru best floof#yes#imma cry now bye#this post is way too long#persona 5 royal
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sorry for the late message again :( but you missed a message of mine? i don't think i responded to your last one? idk lol. it's still early! scorpio season starts on october 23! but yeah, i mainly meet scorpios born in october and sags in november? that's gotta be confusing lol. well i'm glad there's nothing too hard for you to overcome! recently my uncle dropped off three of this dogs for me to babysit which made me realize i'm kind of allergic to dogs? well maybe depends on how much dogs are in the room because i think i told you i have a husky? and suddenly like after he dropped his dogs i keep on sneezing along with that when they lick me my eczema flares up :( (well i already knew them but it's more hard to contain :/) so maybe i should stick to cats lolol -n
BRIEEEE i watched the mv and JIHOON BLUE HAIR??? idk if i ever said but i'm attracted to idols with blue hair for some reason- BUT ALSO JOSHUA BLONDE??? BUT JIHOON BLUE HAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIIIIRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR and also, is their album called home run? because i see a lot of baseball references lol but anyways imma go cry over blue jihoon brb -n (2/3)
wait- just realized- the title is called home run i'm dumb goodbye (3/3)
It’s okay I’m late with my responses all the time haha. And I thought I had gotten one from you- I remembered a notification and opening it on my phone which was when my computer broke and then it disappeared from my inbox. I waited until I had a computer again but it’s not in my inbox so I have no idea where it went :/ I’m very sorry
Abd tbh man I forgot scorpio season started in october. All my scorpio friends are in november lolll
Oh? That really sucks that you are allergic to dogs !!! I would be really sad about it :( But cats are awesome too so I guess it’s not so bad haha
BUT OH MY GOD I HAD LITERALLY THE SOME REACTION. I didn’t remember him having it in the teasers and I was SO SURPRISED I SCREAMED. And also aiofjewoafije you’re literally the cutest omg
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Random May Thought #3
The monsoon season is almost upon us. I don’t know if I’ll ever be ready for rain. I was born in September. I’m used to the monsoon season breaking my heart because it’s almost always raining on my birthday but I never get used to it, I don’t love it.
I am sat right in front of our window as I stare at the cloudy grey skies. Our family’s group chat is full of pictures of the skies and I kinda actually don’t miss the cerulean skies right now—specifically because I’ve been praying for rain for some time now. It’s just so hot in the Philippines. I guess everywhere else in the world, too. At least in the northern hemisphere. It must be nice to be somewhere in the southern hemisphere right now. I know these are conflicting statements BUT I would love it if it rained right now. But I don’t like the rain, okay? Lol
Anyway, this week was full of surprises. I got transferred to a different section. Praise God! Fr, I’ve been praying for this to happen and now that it’s finally happened, I have no words but THANK YOU, GOD!
I feel like I’m going to miss the Board members. I’ll miss asking them for their meals. I’ll miss joking around with them. I mean I’ve only worked with them for a couple of months but it felt like we’ve known each other longer than that. It was a privilege serving you, honorable members of the Board for recruitment and promotion. But here’s me, officially signing off.
There’s a bittersweetness to it. I loved being with the people in the recruitment and promotion section of our organization but God, I just wanted out. And you made a way. Thank you, Father. My heart will never be at peace if I stayed there longer. I would have eventually broken down (again and again) and never recuperated. It was just that bad. It was really dark for me to be in that place. It was just heartbreaking. I wasn’t growing. I was just THERE.
Plus, it felt like I won’t be able to improve things in the system because it isn’t up to me and I don’t want to be impeded like that. I don’t want to stay blinded by practices that go against my principles. I don’t want to keep on pleasing people. It’s tiring. And I’m knocked out. Totally.
I do pray for the people who need to remain in that darkness. And those who have newly joined and rejoined the team. My goodness. I pray that they keep their principles in tact. I pray that they don’t feel gaslighted like I did. I pray that God sustains them. I had to tap out because I couldn’t take the abuse any longer. I even cried in front of the Board members because of how heavy it felt to be in that section. Dear LORD, thank you for coming to my rescue.
Everything’s new to me in the section I was recently assigned to. I have never been assigned in the records section before. But what’s nice about it is that I’m already familiar with some of the things that I’ll be “chief” of from now on. I actually hate being called “chief” of anything because I’ve never been a chief of a section before. Lmao. There was an order from last year that made me “acting” chief of a section but lmao, I never felt like I was the chief because there was someone else who kept on “taking” the role so I never really “got the hang of it” nor did I get to “embrace” it. Because I might take the spotlight away from that person. And I don’t play dirty like that. I actually never knew my place there. In fact, I even wondered myself which “section” was I “acting chief” of since I never really got to call the shots. There was someone always in the way. I sighed, my goodness. I was even often told I was already “receiving so much help” that I wasn’t even “performing” well enough because I might be “getting overwhelmed” of so many tasks.
I’ve never felt so manipulated.
Truth be told, I was truly bombarded by tasks without proper timelines nor prioritization. The decision makers were indecisive and I was being blamed for their incompetence. Their lack of direction. Their lack of accountability. Their lack of responsibility. And I also began questioning myself if I was underperforming. Was I? Was I unprofessional? I started blaming myself for not being ENOUGH for them. I was losing myself. It was a dark tunnel I journeyed the past few weeks, if not months. I hope when these people get a chance to read this, I hope you understand how it felt like for me to be there. I was as confused as you were. At least have some empathy for your co-workers. Your co-workers aren’t robots. If that was how your previous bosses treated you (like shit), please don’t do that to us. We’re not being snowflakes, we’re ACTUAL human beings with feelings, if you know what I mean. Just like you?
The lack of proper communication and the amount of talking behind other people's backs and the amount of misunderstandings. The worst. I don't want to be in that place. EVER AGAIN.
This is why I always pray that I get mentors who have the same ideals or principles as I do. But it's so hard to find those kind of people.
However, I’m just glad I’m out of that tunnel now. I get to breathe again.
On another topic, our air-conditioner broke. It’s eight years old so it’s understandable. But I kinda feel sad that electronic appliances’ life spans are so short nowadays. Our aunt’s air-conditioner from MY CHILDHOOD still lives. They even got to bring it to their new house lmao. Meanwhile this air-con from only eight years back has given up on us. Anyway, my sister and I are getting a new one tomorrow. So I pray it rains tonight so I won’t have to endure this midsummer night’s heat.
So I printed my manuscript and have been editing some of my poems for binding. I’m thinking of giving this away as a gift to my friends for my 30th birthday or for Christmas this year, idk. I’m still thinking about it. IF I COULD AFFORD PUBLISHING IT. Lmao. But I’ll pray about it. I found an independent book publisher but I haven’t had the courage to inquire about their service fees. I’m afraid I can’t afford it. BUT GOD WILL PROVIDE lol. I’ll just be faithfully saving up for my book’s publication.
We did a general cleaning inside the house today. And I found so many boxes of the many things I bought from January 2020 up to present. When I think about it, I could have saved so much money right now. If I only had been patient enough. But dang, I wouldn’t be typing on this laptop right now if I didn’t dare purchase one lol.
The pandemic has ruined my timeline for EVERYTHING I had planned after returning from China. I planned that after two years, I would leave the organization. I would be teaching in Japan. And I would live on my own. But COVID-19 had to happen. I have postponed my graduate studies. I haven’t thought about leaving the country. And I am still dependently living with my sister and/or sometimes my parents lmao. I’m sorry. I WANT TO LIVE INDEPENDENTLY BUT THINGS ARE HARD RIGHT NOW. And also I really hoped and prayed for autumn, winter, and spring. But you can’t have everything.
LMAO, I was just having this conversation with my sister, like right now. She told me that she was going to check if she’s won the lottery, I told her that if she won, we should resign immediately and I would just leech off from her. And SHE SAID YES! Whoa! That’s UNCONDITIONAL LOVE right there. Lolol
Oh I just wanted to share another story because this was a conversation I really liked about this week, too. My lovely co-worker and I had a chat about her plans of getting married. This biatch, let’s just say that she is my biatch, we are each other’s bitches. Whatever. We’re friends, I get to call her that and she’s also welcome to call me her bitch. Capisce? Comprende? Alright, on with this story:
She told me that she and her boyfriend have spoken about settling down. CUTE RIGHT? But they’ve been talking about whether having a kid first or getting a house first. So she’s thinking about saving up for a house or applying for a loan so they could get a house and start saving for their wedding.
Ah, it’s cute, isn’t it? How like just six months ago, THIS BITCH TOLD ME SHE IS DONE DATING AND WILL JUST PROBABLY DIE ALONE, LIKE ME! AND NOW THIS BITCH IS ALREADY PLANNING A FUTURE WITH SOMEONE—HER BOYFRIEND! Okay, I’m not even angry or disappointed but it’s just somehow ridiculous and surprising at the same time. They say that when the right one comes, you’ll know. But man, I feel like THE RIGHT ONE for me got hit by a bus or something. WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU? Lmao
To be honest, I don’t feel like in a hurry dating or marrying. Even though the rest of the world feels like I’m running out of time. I don’t live by the world’s standards—at least not anymore. Even though I often hear these resounding statements: “You’re just saying that,” “You’ll change your mind about it,” “You should explore because you’re at your prime,” and “You need a boyfriend.” I don’t feel pressured. Though I’ve been thinking about it a lot recently because these people keep putting these thoughts in my head LMAO. Should I be grateful though? Thank you?
But I have people surrounding me who pray for me and for my future partner or spouse or whatever the hell he will be (but I hope he’s in human form, okay?). Because for now, I know it’s insane and a pity (for you guys, but not me), I just enjoy watching other people’s blooming love lives. And I get happy and excited for them, like no other. I feel genuine happiness for people who are settling down right now, getting engaged right now, and falling in love right now. Because it’s their time. Not mine. So I will stay and I will wait. Because until I meet THE ONE, I can’t mess up fate. So I don’t mind, if you come into my life late.
P.S. Whoever you are, wherever you are, I’m excited to spend the rest of my life with you.
P.P.S. I’m already feeling the heat and it sucks we can’t turn on our air-conditioner. Imma cry.
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Last:
1. Drink - coffee. ima real coffee fiend tbh i can’t go on with my day w/o it.
2. Phone call - had to check bc i never talk on the phone but it was with my mom apparently.
3. Text message - sent a link to a music video to my sister.
4. Song you listened to - clap by seventeen
5. Time you cried - i honestly can’t remember, which i’m happy about :) no jk it was a few nights ago when i watched glee...
Ever:
6. Dated someone twice? - absolutely not. breakups are for a reason. i don’t believe in second chances. i’m too realistic and not romantic.
7. Kissed someone and you regretted it - who hasn’t?
8. Been cheated on - yeap :/
9. Lost someone special - recently actually, yes.
10. Been depressed - still am 2k18
11. Gotten drunk and thrown up - not yet lol
Favorite colors:
12. black
13. white
14. grey
In the last year have you:
15. Made new friends - technically yes. my exchange students :)
16. Fallen out of love - kind of. fallen out of a toxic friendship
17. Laughed until you cried - all the time wow
18. Found out someone was talking about you - absolutely. the toxic friend ^
19. Met someone who changed you - again, my exchange students :)
20. Found out who your friends are - yeap (again, toxic friend ^)
21. Kissed someone on your Facebook friends list - i don’t use facebook lol
General:
22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know irl - don’t use it.
23. Do you have any pets - three dogs. they’re all really dumb...
24. Do you want to change your name - sometimes. my parents said if i had been a boy i’d be dylan and i’ve always like that as a unisex name...
25. What did you do for your last birthday - honestly i can’t remember what i even had for dinner last night. i know i had to work on my bday sooo
26. What time did you wake up today - i woke up like five times last night. i actually got out of bed at 7:45.
27. What were you doing at midnight last night - sleeping. i woke up an hour later :/
28. What is something you can’t wait for - to get my degree
29. What are you listening to right now - my mom talking to a co-worker lol i’m at work
30. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom - maybe? idk
31. Something that’s getting on your nerves - ugh so much. but lately one of my exchange students? i love her to death but she always buys new shampoo and never uses it?? like she’ll want to try a new shampoo and so my parents buy her some and then she uses it once and says she needs a new kind. we have like five unused shampoo bottles in our bathroom and my parents keep spending all this money on it and she just????? i love her though but like??????? sorry needed to rant a little about it lol :’)
32. Most visited website - it’s probably a tie between youtube, tumblr and google docs.
33. Hair color - naturally, it’s a dull brownish blonde. right now, it’s a dull reddish blond. i’m going strawberry blond for summer so look forward to that.
34. Long or short hair - medium. i don’t like it too short but i get annoyed when it’s too long.
35. Do you have a crush on someone - no one in real life, but i have a lot of celeb crushes. rip me :’)
36. What do you like about yourself - i guess i like my makeup skills. and i’m usually pretty proud of my writing.
37. Want any piercings - i want as many ear piercings as i can have lol. i also want a nose stud.
38. Blood type - it’s an o type because both my parents are o types, but idk which one.
39. Nicknames - none really. i’m called ash.
40. Relationship status - pringle. like single but hungry
41. Zodiac - virgo
42. Pronouns - she/her
43. Favorite TV show - glee. i have no shame
44. Tattoos - none yet but i have a few in mind that i want to get someday. i think my sister plans to take me to get one on my birthday this year :)
45. Right or left handed - right. i’m a basic bean
*46 was missing idk
47. Ever had surgery - not that i remember.
48. Piercings - just one in each ear. i want so many moreeee
49. Sport - i used to swim.
50. Vacation - i want to go to cancun, australia, and ireland. oh, and seoul
51. Trainers - uhhhh, adidas? what is this question lol
More general:
52. Eating - i’m hungry. but idk what to eat.
53. Drinking - water. always water and coffee
54. I am about to watch - my emails to see if there is anything i need to do for my job?? lolol
55. Waiting for - work to be over, and then for class to start.
56. Want - a better job
57. Get married - eventually i suppose. kinda need a partner first...
58. Career - honestly i have no clue yet.
Which is better:
59. Hugs or kisses - hugssssss
60. Lips or eyes - oh both
61. Shorter or taller - taller
62. Older or younger - older
63. Nice arms or stomach - arms
64. Hookup or relationship - relationship
65. Troublemaker or hesitant - both
Have you ever:
66. Kissed a stranger - nah
67. Drank hard liquor - yeap
68. Lost glasses - yes lol
69. Turned someone down - yes
70. Sex on first date - no
71. Broken someones heart - probably
72. Had your heart broken - yeap
73. Been arrested - nope
74. Cried when someone died - yesss :(
75. Fallen for a friend - nah
Do you believe in:
76. Yourself - i try to :/
77. Miracles - nah
78. Love at first sight - not really
79. Santa Claus - i’m twenty...
80. Kiss on a first date - i guess if the feeling is right?
81. Angels - sometimes....
Other:
82. Best friend name - my sister kaitlyn
83. Eye color - blue
84. Favorite movie - probably varsity blues or the blind side
85. Favorite actor - ahhh this is a hard one. maybe james mccavoy?? but i love a lot.
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i’m on this site a lot more than usual lately. it’s also been about ten years since i made this blog, and i was looking through my archive to read some of the stuff i wrote ten years ago. a lot has changed, that’s for sure. and i don’t know if i’m where i thought i’d be in a lot of ways.
original responses are 2010
Who are you constantly with?
sean, jen, taylor, eric
2020: zac (we’re quarantined)
Who’s the ugliest person you know?
well that’s rude lol
2020: donald trump. also, it’s still a rude question lol
How much money did you spend today?
i have no money to spend, meh
2020: about to spend $1,150... so i still don’t have any money, but for a different reason
Have you ever wasted too much time on a boy/girl?
oh yeah
2020: a lot of wasted time
Do you wish someone would show up at your front door right now?
yesss, definitely
2020: nope stay away, corona
Will you be in a relationship in the next couple months?
who knows
2020: i would hope so considering our 2 year anniversary is saturday
Are you excited for anything?
um yeah the usa game at 2:30!
2020: honestly, not really lol quarantine has me bored
Who is someone you wish you could fix things with?
guess
2020: i have no idea who the answer above could even be... i have an idea but i think i was being dramatic lmao and as for now? eh not really
Are you a jealous person?
nahh, not usually
2020: i can be, yeah lolol
What are you doing tomorrow?
going to sam’s graduation party :)
2020: online teaching, telling myself to workout, watching netflix
What about the rest of this week & weekend?
let’s see, monday work & soccer, wednesday soccer, thursday & friday work
2020: online teaching, telling myself to workout, watching netflix. it’s QUARANTINE
Are you wearing anything that doesn’t belong to you?
yes haha always
2020: yes, of course. biggest mooch 2010 holding strong (to be fair i wear a lot of my boyfriends stuff)
Where would I have found you last night at 9PM?
at da movies
2020: watching vice with my bf
Whats better, amazing eyes or amazing smile?
smile
2020: smile
Do you think it’s possible to fall in love with someone in just 2 weeks?
i mean it’s possible
2020: ...yes and no. yes in a lot of ways, but you can’t know a person fully in two weeks.
Reason for the last tear shed?
i can’t remember
2020: fight with my bf and before that the oth finale lmao
Is there a member of the opposite sex that makes you cry a lot?
not a lot, no
2020: nope!
How often do you wear make-up?
everyday
2020: LOL at this answer. definitely not every day
Would you rather have long or short hair?
definitely long
2020: yep, long
Do you miss anyone?
yes :(
2020: sure do
Is there a guy that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
yessir.
2020: lmao who, 2010 katy??? today, yes
You’re crying at 12 at night, you call?
jenny
2020: jen or alyssa
Do you want a friendship back?
sorta
2020: nah
Does anyone call you babe or baby?
yeahh
2020: my boyfriend
Who did you last take a picture with?
i don’t remember?
2020: i don’t remember again lmao my boyfriend has my phone
How late did you stay up last night and why?
one i believe, and cause i don’t sleep anymore. that was actually pretty early for me
2020: omg, like 10? my sleep schedule is weird during this quarantine but holy god do i need sleep on a regular basis
Have you ever been called a tease?
hahahaha yes
2020: HAHAHAHA 2010 me??? who????? and yes i have been called that but i don’t know who said that in 2010
Do you play mind games?
not intentionally
2020: nope that’s a lot of effort
Are you gaining feelings for anyone?
gaining? nahh yo
2020: i gots em
Ever get hurt by someone who promised they wouldn’t?
yessirrr.
2020: sure
Do you currently have any bite marks?
hahaha nahh
2020: lmao no
Hickeys?
nahhh
2020: nope haha
Is he gonna call?
nahhh
2020: no he’s upstairs
How did you get your last bruise?
soccer probably? i can’t keep track anymore
2020: running into something i’m sure
Say something to someone without saying names.
you’re such a dinkle.
2020: i don’t know how to be better right now
Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight?
probably not, i never talk on the phone
2020: i doubt it
Do you tend to fall for the same type of person over and over?
i try not to, but i meannn
2020: nope!
Do you have a guy bestfriend?
yessirrr
2020: yep, and they’ve been some of my best friends since 2010!
What kind of bracelet do you have on?
none right now
2020: apple watch, gold bracelet bf gave me
Can you recall the last time you liked someone a lot?
yesssirrr
2020: yes now
Next time you will kiss someone?
i’m not sure
2020: today
Kiss on the first date?
mhmm
2020: i did yah
Anyone of the opposite sex been on your mind lately?
yesssirrrr
2020: not really lmao sorry bf
When is the next time you’ll hug someone?
probably today
2020: today
Do you like lifesavers?
yeah brahh
2020: sure do
Are you nice to everyone?
i mean i try to be, but obviously not
2020: try to be
Last thing someone bought for you?
uhhmm, i can’t remember
2020: wine
Are you any different now than you were a year ago?
i think so
2020: idk
Are you currently alone?
yeahh yo
2020: yep
Have you ever kissed anyone you weren’t dating?
mhmmm
2020: yep
Have you broken the law in the last 3 days?
nope
2020: yeah i went outside
Who is the next person you will kiss?
don’t know
2020: bf
Is your hair clean?
yessirrr, just got out of the shower
2020: kinda
After taking a shower, do you change in the bathroom or in your bedroom?
bedroom usually
2020: bedroom
Are all guys the same?
nope
2020: nope
Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced?
nope
2020: it is pierced :)
Are you scared of driving and wrecking a car?
nahh, i should be though lol
2020: nope
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☼☼☼☼ i don't even know how many i pasted but GIMME
this is literally going to be so long i talk so much YOURE GONNA REGRET THIS
☼ KYLE & DEANNA ☼
who would be the one to randomly adopt a puppy without consultation
WELL, i think this would be kyle tbh. like no okay, he’s usually a responsible guy but hes SOOO easily manipulated and pressured into things ok??? the puppy would just have to look @ him and he’d just be like “no buddy im sorry i can’t………………… alright fine jump in the backpack ill be your obi wan we’re outta here”
who would force the other to take aesthetic pictures of them
deanna 10000000%
who would do stuff they think is stupid just to make the other one happy
i actually feel like both? i feel like kyle is usually the instigator but since being around him all the time, deanna’s really going to get to embrace a dorkier side of herself. he likes making people laugh and she likes him making her laugh so basically he is gonna make her come to the dork side sooner or later~
who picks out the horror movies to watch just so the other will cling to them
HAHA probably kyle.
who is constantly studying and who is constantly trying to distract them
SO i have finally decided that kyle is really interested in history and archeology. i think hes gonna really commit to college this time around soon and deannas gonna be pouty when he cant shower her in attention lolololol. so definitely her distracting and succeeding.
who initiates the facetime calls whenever they’re separated
both!!
who is more likely to storm out after a fight and who is more likely to cry when they do
i don’t know if deanna really has a temper but given that she’s got italian blood in her, i’d say genetics prove that she’d be the one to walk out. kyle would 10/10 be upset if she did.
who stays up way too late binge-watching their favorite shows
kyle. netflix nerd.
who bites the other’s ear when they’re feeling frisky
deanna.
who sprays the other with water when they’re washing the car
both. 10/10.
who has more fun decorating the house during holidays
kyle LOL hes such a dweeb. there’s him in an ugly christmas sweater and antlers.
who is more likely to give the silent treatment when they’re mad at the other
…..deanna? maybe? im not really sure, again, i dont know what her temper is like. i don’t know if shes a need space person or not yet, but kyle wouldn’t be able to stand ignoring her.
who plays with the others’ hair more
i definitely see deanna playing with kyles hair on the reg.
who is more likely to climb all over the other one when they’re bored
i think deanna’s already proved this one LOLOLOLL and i love it so much, its such a normal organic thing in relationships to hang off each other and i definitely see that being her thing.
who tries to kiss the other as often as they can
deanna. i think kyle’s more of a hugger, he always likes to just have an arm around her somehow. shes the kisser.
who pouts when the other one tells them to shut the fuck up
WELL kyle would never @ her like that but LOLOLOL i bet once the novelty of his blabbing has worn off and theyre an old married couple deanna might sometimes just be like stooooop
who initiates the sex and who walks away when the other is riled up
deanna is for sure the instigator, as if that isnt 100% obvious by now hahahha and god yes sometimes kyle will be like NO OMG MY MOM IS IN THE OTHER ROOM or I HAv E TO GO TO cLASS so yep he gonna have to walk away and its gonna kill him 100 times over probably.
who always forgets the umbrella and who holds it when they actually have one
kyle forgets it but also has to hold it because hes such a tall freak, hed be like good ol’ hunchback notre dame with deanna holding it LOL. but he’d also just like, get wet if it meant keeping her dry and warm cause hes a ~gentleman
who demands showering first in the mornings
hmmmmmmmmmmmm i feel like deanna. unless shes a night shower-er. in which case, shes a freak and kyle owns the morning.
who sneaks into the shower with the other one in the mornings
well this has deanna written all over it so.
who prefers riding the roller coasters and who prefers playing the games
kyle’s a wimp, he’ll win her a goldfish and not throw up (y)
who will text the other one thirty times in a row until they respond
deanna. kyle probably fell asleep LOL
who always forgets to charge their phone overnight
hmhmhmhmhmhmhmh deanna??? maybe??? i mean maybe not always but i just see her being more connected to her phone than kyle, like surfing social media etc. and like i bet hes an iPad guy. so like maybe he steals the wall socket a lot and shes like k remind me to steal ur charger before we go to bed and hes like k *forgets immediately*
who comes up behind the other and slide their hands into their back pockets
both? but i feel like mostly deanna. always givin’ him the heckin spooks because hes dumb .
who tries to get hugs from the other as often as they can
both.
who is louder and who constantly has the tell the other to be quiet
deanna feels more rambunctious tbh.
☼ EMILY & MILES ☼
who would be the one to randomly adopt a puppy without consultation
WELL IF THERE’S ANYTHING MORE SOLID ABOUT EMILY AS A CHARACTER ITS THAT SHE HAS A N UNHEALTHY OBSESSION WITH DOGS. she is every dog lover tumblr post ever. barney, her UNNECESSARILY HUMONGOUS bernese mountain dog is her pride and son.
who would force the other to take aesthetic pictures of them
maybe miles but like more as a joke because like emily adores photography, she used to do a lot of it when she was a teenager for school because her dad was really interested in vintage cameras (see also: her box brownie collection she considered selling) and so thats a nice part of im to hold onto for her. he gave her a polaroid camera which she broke in one of her first big mental break downs. then some years later, a boyfriend at the time bought her a new one which she used a lot for a while. then they broke up and she hasn’t really touched photography since. anyway basically i think miles would probably know most of this (all her polaroids are probably still packed up in a box) so he’d pick up her camra sometimes like “photograph me like one of ur french women~” and shed be like omg stop ur being a silly goose ily.
who would do stuff they think is stupid just to make the other one happy
miles @ emily. sometimes shes such a sad rain cloud and so i think he would resort to any small stupid thing just to make her smile.
who picks out the horror movies to watch just so the other will cling to them
emily would rather die than watch a horror movie i think LOL. 2 spooky.
who is constantly studying and who is constantly trying to distract them
i think miles respects emily too much to bother her when shes working, knowing she takes it all very seriously. but likeeeee, at the same time, maybe if he noticed she was already distracted he would try to egg it on cause maybe he’d think like why miss the opportunity to do something together instead if shes not gonna be busy??? idk. thats a real stab in the dark, i hope all my assuming isnt way off LOL
who initiates the facetime calls whenever they’re separated
emily. worried mama bear.
who is more likely to storm out after a fight and who is more likely to cry when they do
miles is the stormer, emily is the cryer. 100%
who stays up way too late binge-watching their favorite shows
emily. she doesn’t sleep very well anyway so she’ll read or watch obscure film/tv.
who bites the other’s ear when they’re feeling frisky
miles?????????????? probably??? emily is such a shy little squirt when it comes to sex, i think shes very happy to recieve whatever he’s willing to give her but as for her own actions shes too scared to be very adventurous.
who sprays the other with water when they’re washing the car
miles. if only they could afford a car… /sheds tear/
who has more fun decorating the house during holidays
emily !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! shes the person people hate at christmas time. but see also australia has like no game when it comes to inter/national holidays. our chrismas is in the summer so like reindeers and snow and hot cocoa and fireplaces and shit doesnt make sense. its an entirely different culture. same with halloween, its in the spring, there’s no fall colours, orange pumpkins, etc. having these holidays to REALLY celebrate into overkill in the states is probably her favourite thing about living there.
who is more likely to give the silent treatment when they’re mad at the other
miles feels like the angry silent type. emily is the non-confrontational silent type. so both, depending what the argument was about.
who plays with the others’ hair more
i kind of see miles, like if theyre on the couch watching tv or whatever, his arm slung round her and distractedly playing with a lock.
who is more likely to climb all over the other one when they’re bored
hmmm, neither.
who tries to kiss the other as often as they can
when emily is a happy clam, shes very loving. her mood really changes her physical interactions. when shes sad or distracted or stressed or focused, she is very recluse and really just likes to be left alone. but when shes feeling inspired and happy, she’s all for hugs and kisses and touching.
who pouts when the other one tells them to shut the fuck up
miles? LOLOL if emily would EVER tell him to be quiet. a highly unlikely scenario though.
who initiates the sex and who walks away when the other is riled up
i think that miles is mostly the one to always start it, but never with an expectation that she’ll want to? because he knows how much of an awko taco she is about it? its kind of like a very hesitant, curious sus of the situation~ and if shes down then cool if shes not well then theres always next week maybe LOL. but real talk, i think its really special when emily initiates. its very like Big Moment™ and a real surprise and relief to miles’ stress levels cause otherwise he’s always feeling pushed out ja feel? so i think that the simple answer is miles and hes used to her shutting it down if shes not in the mood. but like everything about them its complicated LOL.
who always forgets the umbrella and who holds it when they actually have one
miles forgets and emily brings like 5. i feel like shes the cutie who holds it and he keeps an arm/jacket around her to keep her from freezing to death bc old married couple :’)
who demands showering first in the mornings
i mean emily likes routine but i feel like miles is the early riser for work and is always gne by the time she gets up probably.
who sneaks into the shower with the other one in the mornings
either or neither, depending on the night before :P
who prefers riding the roller coasters and who prefers playing the games
emily is also a wimp and i dont imagine she likes heights very much. miles strikes me as the “big panda winner” type.
who will text the other one thirty times in a row until they respond
emily if shes either a) worried or b) unsure and keeps tacking on after thoughts.
who always forgets to charge their phone overnight
ehhhhh, neither? i expect they both rely heavily on them for work so no point with a dead phone.
who comes up behind the other and slide their hands into their back pockets
miles.
who tries to get hugs from the other as often as they can
emily.
who is louder and who constantly has the tell the other to be quiet
neither? i mean emily is basically a mouse but yeah. neither.
☼ ADAM & JULIE ☼
who would be the one to randomly adopt a puppy without consultation
adam. 200%. he has no impulse control.
who would force the other to take aesthetic pictures of them
adam AHAHAHA, i bet he would take photos of himself on her phone a lot. as if he’s doing her some public service. change his name to “hot adam” in her phone and take a snapchat filter photo of him with some dumb sunglasses on or something. use one of those dumb filters that put your face on the body of some dancing thing and set it as her wallpaper. basically he is so vain.
who would do stuff they think is stupid just to make the other one happy
adam. he doesnt get embarrassed easily and one day hes gonna like julie a lot and notice theres a dark raincloud in there somewhere he needs to chase away. so might as well do that with laughter.
who picks out the horror movies to watch just so the other will cling to them
adam but he’d want her to cling to him so it would be this whole elaborate plan. like “here let me set up the situation this is how its gonna go its gonna be great” and julie is gonna be like omfg stop and then hes gonna finish the movie wanting to vomit like “well that was not fun at all why did you talk me into this ur a bad friend”
who is constantly studying and who is constantly trying to distract them
julie strikes me as the hardworking type. adam is 100% the literal child wanting her attention.
who initiates the facetime calls whenever they’re separated
adam ofc. but then it could be cute, like julie could start seeing dumb shit and text him like “i saw a guy who got thrown out of walmart today bc he tried to steal a the simpsons on dvd” and he’ll immediately laugh and call her like “WAS IT THE BEST THING? TELL ME EVERYTHING” bc his job is a lot of boring sitting around most of the time. he’ll learn when her lunch breaks are and call her to annoy her but also bc lonely.
who is more likely to storm out after a fight and who is more likely to cry when they do
adam would storm. idk if julie would cry?
who stays up way too late binge-watching their favorite shows
hmmmmmmmmm, maybe julie? if its something shes really into or is anxious and cant sleep? bc adam is 100% that guy whos like “pf what no ill be up for HOURS” zonks out @ 9pm
who bites the other’s ear when they’re feeling frisky
adam, hes a kinky shit. but HEY maybe she is 2. we might never kno ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
who sprays the other with water when they’re washing the car
adam. literal child.
who has more fun decorating the house during holidays
i feel like julie has WICKED eye for interior? maybe she doesn’t, but her pinterest board lead me to believe shes stylish af. so i feel like she’d have a good time decorating. unless shes got deep family / body issues rooted to holidays which i could also see being a thing. people stareotypically eat a lot at christmas and thanksgiving omfg, so maybe she hates holidays. IDK. IDK THE ANSWER TO THIS ONE but im also pretty sure adam would dress as a sexy santa like u wouldnt even have to ask he’d be so down. i mean this is probably his favourite christmas related thing tbh (NSFW). im also aware that still doesnt answer the question.
who is more likely to give the silent treatment when they’re mad at the other
adam. bye falicia~
who plays with the others’ hair more
adam but in an annoying way LOL
who is more likely to climb all over the other one when they’re bored
the image of adam climbing all over julie is weird af LOL. so like. maybe neither, idk?
who tries to kiss the other as often as they can
adam. hes so convinced he’ll get her to give in one day. ONE DAYYY.
who pouts when the other one tells them to shut the fuck up
adam.
who initiates the sex and who walks away when the other is riled up
adam sTILL. hes so annoying hahaha.
who always forgets the umbrella and who holds it when they actually have one
adam forgets, julie holds. mostly cause he probably gets them all wet cause hes an adhd kid half the time.
who demands showering first in the mornings
hmmmm, maybe julie? adams probably a freak and showers at night.
who sneaks into the shower with the other one in the mornings
adam 200%
who prefers riding the roller coasters and who prefers playing the games
adam would LOVE rollercoasters. i dont know about julie?
who will text the other one thirty times in a row until they respond
have you met adam “pay attention to me” kane ???
who always forgets to charge their phone overnight
hmmm, if it had to be one of them, probably adam.
who comes up behind the other and slide their hands into their back pockets
adam. anything for the ass grab.
who tries to get hugs from the other as often as they can
i dont know this one tbh.
who is louder and who constantly has the tell the other to be quiet
adam. obnoxious piece of work.
#otp; you're the person i want#emily & miles#ch: kyle#op: deanna#ch: emily#op: miles#ch: adam#op: julie
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Mr. Han Will See You Now - Chapter 1
Tying Up Loose Ends
Rating : 13+ For cursing
Chapter 2
“Mr. Han. I have important news.” His capable assistant, Jaehee Kang, stepped into his office.
“Can it wait?” Jumin didn't look up from the paper that he was reading.
“It can, I suppose, but it wouldn't be wise to wait any longer.” He looked at her and raised his eyebrows in a “Well?” gesture.
“I’m going to resign.” That was something he hadn't expected. He blinked, and then nodded.
“I understand. When will you be resigning?” Jumin was quite disappointed. Assistant Kang, soon to be just Jaehee Kang, was the best assistant he had ever had. He was going to miss her. Well, he was going to miss her work ethic.
“One week from now. I decided to tell you beforehand because I wanted time to tie up loose ends.”
“I appreciate that. But, if you don’t mind my asking, why exactly did you decide to resign?”
“I finally found something I truly enjoy doing, and I’m going to pursue it.” Jumin nodded, and quietly remarked, “I see.”
“I’ll start looking right away for your next assistant with the time I have left. Now, if you'll excuse me.” she bowed slightly to him and turned towards the door.
“Assistant Kang.” She looked back at him. “...Thank you.” Her eyes widened in surprise.
“I...was only doing my job.” Jumin nodded.
“Yes, exactly. And I am thanking you for doing it with as much dedication as you have.” She blinked several times, then simply nodded to him and exited the room.
That had been 3 days ago. Jumin leaned back in the airplane seat and closed his eyes. Only 4 days left until she was gone. All he could do now was hope that his next assistant would stay at least a little bit longer than 3 weeks.
~
Yoosung Kim needed a job. It was almost summer break, and he was going to be graduating university soon. He needed money to be able to pay for medical school. His good grades alone couldn't make him a veterinarian.
He was 22 now, so no places should have any qualms about hiring him anymore. But he still couldn't find any places that were right for him. He briefly thought about C&R, remembering the internship application he'd sent in a year ago, but then dismissed it. They wouldn't hire someone who wouldn't even be going into their line of business.
He groaned and rubbed his eyes, considering gaming to take his mind off things. He retrieved his headset and logged onto LOLOL, his favorite game.
He played 3 rounds, but just couldn't get into any more, so he switched to his email. To his confusion, he had an email from someone named Jaehee Kang. Do I know a Jaehee Kang? I don't think so.
He opened the mail and his eyes immediately widened. C&R? What do they want with me? I was just thinking about them too, huh... He fervently read the email’s text, at first not comprehending the words. He reread the first paragraph a few more times, understanding but not believing, until he ripped off his headset and snatched his phone off the desk. He input the number listed in the email’s signature and held the phone to his ear.
“This is Jaehee Kang.” A polite, but tired, female voice answered.
“Ah, yes. I’m Yoosung Kim. You emailed me about the job offer as an assistant?”
“Oh! Thank you for calling me.” Her voice perked up a bit. “Are you interested in the job?”
“Yes!” He coughed, trying to cover up his eagerness. “I am. When can I come in for an interview?” She was silent for a moment.
“It is a bit sudden, but I would like to say tomorrow.” He sputtered a bit - only a little! - and she continued. “I’ve already reviewed your résumé, after all.”
“That’s right. Yeah I can do tomorrow, then. What time?” The woman made a small thinking noise before responding.
“2 p.m.?”
“Alright. Thank you very much!”
“Thank you. If you’ll excuse me.” With that, she hung up. Well, she seems like a very nice lady. I wonder what that Jumin Han guy is going to be like. Oooh! I should tell 707 about this!
8:37 - DuDe
8:38 - Ya?
8:38 - REMEMBER WHEN I APPLIED FOR AN INTERNSHIOP AT C&R
8:38 - Yaaaa
8:39 - I’VE GOT AN INTERVIEW TOMORROW WITH THEM FOR AN ASSISTANT JOB
8:39 - wo~ah. Whose assistant are you gonna be?
8:39 - Well it’s not a certainty yet it’s just an interview
8:39 - BUt I’m going in to be interviewed for being Jumin Han’s assistant
8:41 - YOU MEAN TH E FRICKING EXECUTIVE DIRECTOR
8:41 - THAT JUMIN HAN??
8:41 - holy. Shit. Yeah that one
8:41 - DUudE HE WAS KNOWN FOR NOT KEEPING ASSISTANTS MORE THAN LIKE 2 WEEKS THEY ALL SAID HE WAS A HORRIBLE BOSS
8:41 - What’d he do??? He didn’t sound TOO bad from the lady’s description.
8:43 - Apparently he’s really cold and unreasonable and basically like a slave driver
8:45 - well...people exaggerate
8:45 - BRO
8:45 - Bro. This is the only job offer I’ve gotten in months. I NEED money for med school. And for money, I need a job
8:46 - alright alright alright whatever
8:46 - just be careful
8:47 - Careful of what? I’m just going to be his assistant. And I still might not even get it
8:47 - IDK man. Just be careful
8:47 - yeah yeah
The next day, Yoosung arrived at C&R at 1:45. He’d been too excited and nervous to wait any longer to leave. He stood outside the revolving doors for a few minutes, working up the courage to go inside. He finally took a deep breath, pushed through his apprehension, and into the lobby.
The lobby was actually a lot quieter and more reserved than he’d imagined in his head. The high ceiling and sleek metal surfaces gave it a very futuristic air. Yoosung saw professionally dressed people walking around purposefully. He looked down at his own clothes (namely his bow tie) and wondered how much he stuck out. He decided it didn’t matter whether he stuck out or not. He squared his shoulders and strode towards the reception desk.
The man sitting there spoke before he could. “How can I help you, sir?” He said. Yoosung didn’t think he’d ever been called ‘sir’ by someone older than him before. He almost laughed.
“Ah, hello. I’m here for an-um-interview.” The man nodded and directed him to the correct place. Now, he had to get on an elevator. Great. An elevator. I hate elevators. I hope I don’t get stuck in the middle. Please don’t let me get stuck in the middle. He hurried towards the elevator bank, and noticed - mercifully - that there was no line. Maybe I won’t even have to be with another person on the elevator! He pushed the button and stepped back, making sure he wasn’t in the way of anyone walking.
The steel doors whooshed open and Yoosung practically fell inside. The nervousness was starting to really wear him down, and he very much wanted to get the interview over with. As the doors were closing again, a hand reached through them and they opened back up. A tall, handsome man strode through them and Yoosung crept to the back of the elevator. They stood in silence for a few seconds, until the man said something unexpectedly.
“So.” The man didn’t turn towards him as he spoke. “Are you to be my new assistant?”
“I’m sorry, what?” Now Yoosung was uncomfortable and confused.
“We’re going to the same floor, you have a guest ID badge, and you seem very afraid. Was I incorrect in assuming that you’re here for an interview?” Those points all made sense, but he couldn’t quite believe that this man was Jumin Han. Shouldn’t he be a lot older? He was supposed to be the executive director, and this guy didn’t even look thirty!
“Ah. Excuse me. I forgot to introduce myself. I suppose you may not know my face unless you read those senseless magazines.” The man finally turned to look at him, and put his hand out. “Jumin Han, Executive Director.” Oh. Shit. This was the guy?
Yoosung met his eyes and shook his hand firmly.
“I’m Yoosung Kim. And yes, I am here for an interview.” Jumin nodded, but didn’t turn back around. Instead, he turned more towards Yoosung, his eyes bright, his voice a little less deadpan, and asked,
“Are you allergic to cats?” The elevator dinged over his response, and Jumin stepped out.
“If you’re to be my assistant, I hope you aren’t. This way.” He made a beckoning gesture and continued down the hallway.
Why...does it matter... if I’m allergic...to cats? I suppose I’ll find out soon.
~
The interview went smoothly. A lot more smoothly than he'd expected. Ms. Kang was very polite and professional. Luckily, Jumin didn’t sit in on the conversation, which would've made Yoosung feel waaay more nervous than he already was. All Ms. Kang did was ask Yoosung things like, “Are you okay with late hours?” and “Why do you want this job?” and a few out-there questions like, “Are you allergic to cats?” Ms. Kang explained that Jumin's cat, Elizabeth 3rd, sometimes required taking care of.
The day after, she called him with the good news. He'd spent the day titillating between apprehension and excitement, overthinking his behavior and wondering if everything he'd done had been a mistake in hindsight.
When Jaehee told Jumin about the good news, he didn't react with nearly as much excitement. He was glad that she'd found someone suitable, mind you, but still displeased that she was leaving in the first place.
On the phone call, Yoosung asked her why it was that she was resigning. He wouldn't want the job if Jumin was actually a horrible boss, obviously.
“Um...if you don't mind my asking, why exactly are you resigning?”
“It makes sense that you would ask that. I found my true passion, coffee, and I'm going to be opening a coffee shop with one of my close friends.”
“So it has nothing to do with Jum-I mean Mr. Han?”
“No. He's a fair boss, as long as you're willing to work hard.”
“Oh. Alright. I am definitely going to work hard!”
“I hope you will. I'll see you tomorrow at 8 a.m., then?”
“Yes ma’am! Thank you again for choosing me. I won't let you down.”
“I will hope not. If you'll excuse me.” When he got off the phone with Jaehee, he yelled ecstatically in his apartment. His neighbor banged loudly on the wall and yelled back, telling him to shut up. He looked apologetically at the wall and whisper-yelled excitedly instead. He had just gotten a job! And tomorrow he'd be shadowing to see what he'd be doing. He decided to text his best friend, 707, again and tell him the news.
7:17 - dUUUDE
7:17 - I!Got!The!Job!
7:18 - HOLY SHIT THAT'S AWESOME
7:18 - despite who your boss is gonna be lolololol
7:18 - yeah yeah whatever with your superstition
7:18 - BUT I'M SO EXCITED
7:19 - I'M GOING IN TO SHADOW THE CURRENT ASSISTANT TOMORROW
7:20 - alright alright
7:20 - bUT YEAH THAT'S PRETTY AWESOME I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU
7:20 - YAYYY
7:21 - YAYYYYYYY
7:21 - okay okay I'm calm now
7:21 - I'm gonna play LOLOL wanna join?
7:22 - man I'd love to but I'm working
7:22 - T_T alright
Yoosung shut his phone and booted up his computer. Tonight would be his last rage for a while, and he’d only play until 10 o’clock. He was going to be a responsible adult for the first time in his life. Tomorrow would start a new chapter in his life, and he wanted to be well rested in preparation.
#fanfiction#jumin x yoosung#my work#thebaddestbitch#mystic messenger fanfiction#jumin han#yoosung kim#Mr. Han Will See You Now#mystic messenger#MHWSYN#jusung
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