#sure everythings ok i'm doing ok

[b4kuch1n]

fuck it sk8 sketches from da sketchbook. get sk8ed idiot

#sk8 the infinity #kyan reki #hasegawa langa #renga #sure whatever. tagging ship is probably easier than explaining what the fucks up with these two in my head #hi. I watched sk8 with my friend cosme a while ago. I actually dont care about the allegations that much I just got #blasted with teenage years flashback. and now I need reki to have everything on earth and be well #these have been around for like a week lol Ive just been debating posting them to tumblr. bc like. Im not finishing these lol #hesitant to call sk8 ''therapeutic'' but boy oh boy. does it make me confront some stuff. yes a sport anime leave me alone!!! #its just. I think I was this way about raz too actually. listen I have History with Stuff. I'm allowed ok? I'm totally allowed #u can See it in some of these doodles actually. this fuckign anime got me so unwell #hey. if ur a fellow adhd potentials-havers out there. ur a real one. thanks for still hangin out doin what u love/ur best #if u were an 'if u wanna do art u have to be excellent and high-art at it otherwise it means nothing' kid. I am holding ur hand #I'll be normal now I prommy (lying) #well. what I'll be doing now is taking a nap. maybe. gods my schedule backslid like four hours again #eh whatever. I go to bed anyway. got my portion of the day done and tomorrow I go buy new knife #hope someone come give me a new table top and lower the whole thing a bit soon. so I can stop sitting like Im in a shopping cart #have a good night lads. have fun. its imperative

[forestgreenlesbian]

.

#feel like my relationship with my younger brother is changed completely forever not to be dramatic lol but i am sad #we used to b very close but he has kind of. found his faith again and gone full missionary christian which like. i knew meant the dynamic #was doomed lmao but actually acknowledging it makes me sad i feel like i'm grieving for the friendship we used to have even though #it is literally a me problem i think from his perspective he doesn't think anything has changed. but i feel weird about everything #also his new gf is nineteen and he is. almost 25 and i am the only one who feels weird about it like i know she's over 18 but! idk i can't #tell if i'm being overly cautious or if my gut instinct is right. my sister & her husband have a similar age gap but they met when they wer #both over 30 so like. it didn't feel weird. and i didn't feel comfortable actually seriously talking to him about it apart from the first #time he mentioned her over facetime (he went to another country to do mission stuff & met her there) so like an idiot i've just been #making jokes about the age gap becausee like. thats always been our thing lightly bullying each other lol but he blew up at me and said #i've had nothing positive to say about her since he's been back home and that he thinks i hate her and i'm out of line for constantly #implying he's creepy for dating someone younger. idk i felt like such a freak idiot horrible person about it. it completely blindsided me #bc yes the jokes were coming from a place of idk how i feel about this situation so i'm going to rely on the humour-based communication #we have always fallen back on as a safety thing but i guess i was wrong or the dynamic shifted or something anyway it's all fucked #& everyone is just telling me i feel weird out of some?? misplaced kind of jealousy thing?? because i'm 'losing' my brother to his gf lol #which does not feel right at all he has dated so many other girls and i have never had a problem it is literally the age gap like i haven't #even met this girl i'm sure she's very nice! i just worry about her being nineteen!! jesus. and yes maybe i do feel some resentment around #a brother younger than me who seems to be able to live his life with zero difficulty whilst i'm stuck being this unemployed loser who ruins #literally ever friendship & relationship ive ever had but i think thats ok right like i can't help feeling that. i don't fucking knowwww #am i just projecting all these sad feelings about our friendship dying onto his new relationship or like. am i right to be genuinely #concerned she's six years younger than him and still a fucking teenager!!!!!! i don't know

[hwiyoungies]

there's a trend going on on carat twitter that is posting a pic of your bag and like its contents and more shit with the caption "member girl" and not to be a hater on main but i find it hilarious because it's just a way of them showing off their designer stuff LMAO

#something about it seems so disingenuous to me like you want me to believe that's all you carry?? #kinda like that making everything about you just an aesthetic which i know i'm reaching and being too serious about it #but i'm mainly laughing like ok sure my guy LMAO #gonna do one with the wonu girl caption and it's just gonna be chaotic #my tangled earphones some fuckign receits i didn't throw away #my bus card holder with a hwi pc because i simply refuse to change it #my keys with an insane amount of key chains none of them matching #and my hand cream <3 LMAO #anyways yeah they keep popping up for me and everytime i see another designer bag i'm like Damn #b.txt

[shopwitchvamp]

might as well start warning ya'll now...

#the regulations and stuff keep getting stricter all the time #people get REALLY mad at me because they have to pay customs #even got a bad review about that recently #and international shipping has become outrageously expensive #percentage-wise i don't get that many international orders #but they cause more stress than all my domestic orders combined #:[ #been thinking about this a lot #and i've seen more and more small business artists just shutting off international orders #i'm kinda afraid to do it because i know people are gonna be really upset #but.. #it's starting to just not make any sense unless i was big enough to have EU hubs and a legal team to make sure everything is ok #witch vamp #text post #twitter screenshot

[soppsop]

i just rememberd adhd meds exist and now im upset because i could have that if it wasn't for that freakin neurologyst we went to see that told us it was impossible that i could have adhd because i have good grades in school. literally the ONLY question he asked me and immediately said it was impossible. we spent like 5 minutes there. he could've at least... explained something???? anything?????? and now i'd feel bad about asking my parents to see another neurologist because that costs a lot of money :((

#now im just unable to concentrate on anything and feeling very worthless #ok gonna start rambling here a bit #vent? -> #i'm just not good at anything except drawing. everything is hard and i don't think i'm capable of getting a job and contributing to society #in any way except drawing. my self worth is being held almost entirely by my ability to draw. #but i'm also incredibly slow and unproductive and it's so hard sitting down and starting a drawing and finishing that drawing #drawing is the thing that makes me feel alive and feel good about myself so when i can't draw i just feel really awful #i just wish i could concentrate and work and be productive man. why do i have so much stuff going on in my brain. why is everything so hard #sadge 😔😔 #ok gonna try to draw i hope something cool comes out or i'm throwing my computer out the window and playing videogames #oh also another neurologist once told me depression can't be caused by school #i'm pretty sure it can but idk im not a doctor #what is up with these neurologists man #i know it's gonna get better tho. life might suck but i *am* a teenager and it's only gonna go up from here. #im still learning about myself and stuff. also no school next year that's gonna be awesome #don't wanna end on a sad note bc life is good actually #and i'm fucking amazing at drawing

[aduckwithears]

Ok so I was being emotional over yet another gif set of The Kiss and the framing of third gif grabbed me (pun not intended)...

The darker and lighter windows? Are absolutely 100% representing wings. Amazing. Perfection. Chef's kiss.

#i'm sure more observant people than me have pointed this out already #but oh man do i love it #ok back to our regularly scheduled sobbing #good omens s2 #good omens #good omens spoilers #good omens 2 #the kiss #ineffable husbands #everything is meant #go s2 #good omens 2 spoilers #a duck talks

[thesmokinpossum]

I can't believe y'all almost made me pay to go watch po*r th*ngs in theater without telling me that the whole thing revolves around a hardcore born sexy yesterday trope with a side dish of pseudo necrophilia where a woman with the brain of a litteral foetus who don't have periods or body hair (but do have boobs!) find joy and freedom by having a lot of sex with a bunch of men, shoving a apple up her vagina for some reason and joining a brothel (but it's a cool socialist brothel and all the girls looove being there, don't worry guys), all of that written and directed by two men, I'm never gonna trust you guys after this one lmao

#she also piss on the floor at some point and talks about fucking with the vocabulary of a toddler but i'm supposed to believe it's not sus #lmao ok sure #'there's more to the story than this!' idgaf! 'you're taking it out of context!' idgaf! 'it's actually a feminist story!' no it's not lmao #i cannot let go of the socialist brothel either like wooooow #men are so obsessed with the idea of natural born sex workers it's almost comical #also i cannot comment on the original book since i haven't read it #but apparently a big thing is that at the end it's revealed by the woman character that the male ones where bullshitting... #...about pretty much everything to look smarter and more important than they are #but in this 'feminist' movie they actually do frankenstein the woman and give her a second life fr fr #like aiiiight lmao #btw i truly don't care if you love the movie that's perfectly fine i love plenty of movies with very questionable content #plus i don't think anyone need my approbation to enjoy anything in this world #but boy does it personally gross me out #poor things spoilers #i hope this don't pop in the tag btw #if it does i'm sorry but people who wants to see it *will* complain about being spoil

[justafriend-ql]

Phuwin Tangsakyuen as Nuengdiao Never Let Me Go First Shot

#never let me go #never let me go the series #nlmg #phuwin tangsakyuen #nuengdiao kiattrakulmethee #userspring #melgifs #3 seconds in and the cinnamon topography is GIVING #ok ok reasons i'm obsessed with this -> #rich boy looking out over a lonely dark city on his 18th birthday knowing he will inherit the power his father has over this landscape #evaluating his reflection in the window bc is he ready? is he enough? does he even want this? #reflection shots always signal a character grappling with their identity #the jaw clench!! because he isn't quite sure he DOES want this predestined future #it's quite isolating after all #but he steels himself because it's the least he can do for the family that has given him everything #and this is BEFORE his dad even dies for god's sake #okay i'm done now sorry for being insane

[feluka]

i feel like i’m floating. i can’t believe it. my grades just dropped and i’ve somehow passed all my courses.

#🌻 #i was 110% sure i was going to fail one #my superpower of doing do poorly and yet just ok enough to pass strikes again. it has never failed me. #i was so so sure this was the semester i fail a course. i was preparing myself and everything. #i even told my parents in advance that i was going to have to repeat some courses this summer (and they did NOT take that well) #but looks like i can rest this summer. that's really all i wanted tbh. i want to SLEEP this summer. #but also the grades are VERY funny because they're LITERALLY right on the threshold between pass and fail it's insane. it's bonkers. #this is like a very rare gacha pull (i'm sure this analogy doesn't speak poorly of me and my tastes) #YIPPE #i'm going to cry honestly i will #my professors were SO MEAN to me this semester and they sent me some VERY VERY CRUEL EMAILS. #if i had to repeat the courses. well i would have rather died than looked these people in the eyes again. THANK GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

[laugtherhyena]

Hmmm Mao story idea,,

#ok so her father used to work at public safety. even if he took messures to ensure his plan would work #and they wouldn't be able to track or connect Mao to the clock devil's escape #this is public safety we're talking about #so I'm thinking they do find her and give Mao the opportunity to keep living like she is #if she works for them when needed #and this needed is looking over Denji and making sure he follows their orders of not turning into chainsaw man #basically. I'm replacing Fumiko with her #OBVIOUSLY not a one on one replacement. i will change the scenes quite a bit since there's a lot of stuff Fumiko does that Mao wouldn't #i just mean she would take her spot at being the public safety person that's always around Denji #Fumiko would still exist #but as her “superior” of sorts. like she keeps a watch and gets reports from Mao to make sure everything is going smoothly #and that she isn't gonna betray them #will work on this more if i do decide to take this route with the character #csm oc #Mao Masashige #hyena ramblings

[crescentfool]

hello to the new influx of people who followed me from my silly little ryomina comic 👋 i hope everyone enjoys their stay!!! 🥳 i am very p3 piled with sprinkles of splatoon. please feel free to browse my blog tags and archives like it's your feed, i always like seeing posts circulate :3

and to everyone on this fine saturday. or sunday! have an excellent week :) you are so cool

#lizzy speaks #IM NGL I DIDNT EXPECT THE COMIC TO CIRCULATE AS MUCH AS IT DID #i think it's my art post with the 2nd most notes on it... and my 3rd art post to reach 1k...! #some of you left some really funny tags that made me laugh hysterically. sincerely. thank you! i'm always glad to see people enjoy my stuff #and i also enjoy seeing my notifs go crazy over rb-ing things i've reblogged. it's very fun :3 #i've been really enjoying my 2024 so far and i hope you are all carrying some good energy into the year :) #i will definitely be drawing more ryomina for sures everyone buckle up im going to blow your brains out #i have also been drawing splatoons again too and will probably do art dumps for that at some point teehee i love ocs #ok im gonna go :) i have something to work on but. i love you people on tumblr MWAH I BLOW YOU ALL A KISS #have an excellent day!!!!! beams you with the powers of awesomeness that lets you do anything and everything you want woo!!!

[itslookingback]

:/

#my experience so far with uni has kind of been: #my mind shouting ''am i doing enough. is this normal. i should be doing more. i should be more extroverted'' #but unfortunately i am not more extroverted #guy who never did anything social on weekends before uni now realising that this might have been a bad idea #i don't want myself to become so isolated from other people #but i genuinely don't know what to do #i don't drink. i don't like going out in the evenings (unless there's a quiz). the other queer people i know are more extroverted than me. #i'm sure they're lovely everything just feels intimidating #it just feels like everything is happening a little bit wrong #did the people who said uni is meant to be the best years consider that i am just a bit too autistic for this statement to be true to me #i'm tired of feeling trapped tbh #it's so stupid. i know that the worst that can happen is having an awkward time #i knew i was going to have a worse time at uni than other people but augh. #i KNOW i'm bad at making friends and being in friend groups. i know. i'm just tired #it's not looking good for me when i'm not in uni anymore i'm not gonna lie. if i'm struggling a lot now #teehee #anyway. i should sleep. i'm tired and need to get up early #it's just the second month. it's ok. i'm sure other people are feeling like this as well

[la-galaxie-langblr]

screech

#tag rant incoming #the wait until results day is killing me #6 days 17 hours until I log onto ucas and see where I'm going in less than a month #time will not go faster no matter what i do I'm an anxious mess all the time and all I look forward to is going to bed so when i wake up #there's 1 less day to wait #I want to get into my first choice so so so badly and I'm not sure how I'll take it if I don't #my second choice is an equally good uni and course but it's just not the same to me #I'll go anyway if that's what ends up happening cus I know I'll enjoy it eventually but yeah #god has a plan everything happens for a reason etc etc but I'm Scared™ #ok positives #today i bought my new laptop that I've been saving for for months - there wasn't any in stock at currys so I'll have to wait for delivery #so now I can finally join discord calls and make silly PowerPoints again #the end of my job is in sight - I wasn't put on the schedule for my last week so now I just have 2 ish weeks to go #on Monday I'm going round to a friend's to play stardew valley #rwrb movie comes out tomorrow #no matter what happens on results day my friends and I are going to a gay bar in Belfast which I'm so excited for #followed by a sleepover with another friend #the future is happening very soon and it's very overwhelming but I will get through it #I am just the unfortunate combination of anxious and impatient #ellis exclaims

[the-ace-of-fools]

on one hand creating an oc for the sole purpose of giving miraak a pre-dragonpriesthood background (and millenia-long guilt supression attempts) might not have been a good idea. on the other hand hooray angst and (non-)human sacrifice %)

#the elder scrolls #tes skyrim #skyrim #miraak #tes oc #tesblr #tes art #so at first i was like “ok let's give priest initiates masks that have a cool ornate design” #buuut then everything i attempted looked very weird so i gave up and just did a blank mask that doesn't even have eye slits #imo it turned out better so i'm not too sad about that #not sure if i'm gonna give iueleai's pendant any significance #i just thought that making it glow looks nice #but! i do think i'll invent ~some reason~ for it eventually #this was a very lazily drawn piece that i got tired of polishing and decided to just post lol

[apocalypta-secundus]

Hiiii~ I'm Mila and I have a multimuse and this is the Bleach centric promo for my characters! I have a pretty little carrd! But no pretty little graphics for this promo, sorry.

I'm 32, Genderfluid, and 900% sleepy! Now I am mostly an OC-centric blog with three or four canon characters, Three OCs, two characters with verses who are also OCs.

I'm a chill person to talk to, and I'm a squishy marshmallow. (I also have a bad habit of getting overly enthusiastic about something I'm hella into...)

So I got:

Akina Ayasegawa, Lyn's Soul Reaper and Leyre's Arrancar verses, Narvi Sasaki and, Ayame Hirako for the OC roster.

Ikkaku, Yachiru, Shinji Hirako and, Bazz B for my Bleach characters.

Now Mila, you ask, why would I want to roleplay with you?

I unno, follow and find out. I like to do memes and plot. I may say I'm low activity, but if I'm feelin' an rp and vibe I'm gonna do it- Sorry dash. I'd love it if you'd give my characters a shot.

Thanks for reading this!

#Man I sure hope I covered everything #bleach rp #bleach roleplay #tumblr please don't murder me for doing a promo I only wanna make more friends that's all. ;; it's been a few months you won't be mad right #if we're mutuals it's ok to reblog #ooc: {i'm just so tired}

[lexicog]

traitor to the cause forgets national holiday every year KILL HIM

#just realized i wrote may instead of marsh lmao. fuck it #trans day of visibility #trans day of eating food #tdov #tdov 2024 #transgender day of visibility #trans #transgender #lgbt #gay #my art #another year eh #still in pretransition purgatory (get me tf out!!!) #idk man past year's been bad. last time i showered was july i'm goin 9 months strong 9 months weak 9 months decrepit #i manage to go through the motions with not much else in the way of progress. eat sleap shit piss rinse reuse recycle #trans day of eating food is shaky too this year. just found out yesterday i can't eat a snack anymore that i've liked since i was a kid #discovered a new love for green beans though. everything in balance #with my living situation getting more unsafe i've been thinking a lot about asking my neighbor if i can stay with him and his family #cause i don't like... see people other than them anymore so i don't know anyone else i can ask lol #and maybe i can get my shit together and start transitioning if i get out..... it's the least i need to do anyways #at least i gotta ask if he would be willing to oversee my funeral in the event of it cause i do nnnnot trust my next of kin with that shit #go watch youtube “Protecting Trans Bodies in Death” by Caitlin Doughty. contains important info for anyone really but #especially so for the titular transengendered individual #write your will... OK? #it doesn't have to be a bummer do it with a friend make it a girls night boys night hotties sleepover #death mention cw #wish i had more to say on the topic this year that wasn't a downer. i'll see what the next year holds #and hey... if a guy like me isn't giving up a motherfucker like you sure as hell shouldn't... adios & bon voyage my compatriots. SALUTE