#sure i think thatll do

[gobstoppr]

i love you graffiti i love you stickers i love you doodles i love you permanent marker drawings i love you carved messages i love you bulletin board with countless posters i love you shared spaces/furniture that reflect the people who use them i love you individuals expressing something small that leave a lasting mark for years to come i love you little human touches in an environment i love you being in a world that feels lived in .

#text #ive been thinking about this for a while now #oh and also the implicit “fuck minimalism fuck painting over graffiti fuck cleaning off old stickers etc. #idk what to tag this so the right kinda people find it #stickers #public art #graffiti #public spaces #sure i think thatll do

[pensymbols]

ah yes the brook/franky/robin/jimbei polycule also known as the babysitters also known as monkey d luffys biggest enablers

#robin does it bcz she thinks everything he does is amusing #brook opperates on the same vein but also knows he cant stop luffy #franky opperates on this is what he deserves and also knowing damn well he cant stop luffy even if he tried to #jimbei actively thinks luffy deserves the best and only the best #like hell stop luffy from doing absolutely insane crazy ass shit thatll get him killed for sure but like everything else is fair game #thinking abt the scene where bege was like we need to focus on the plan he cant be asleep and jimbei was like he needs his rest 🤨🤨 #hes just a boy and hes sleepy let luffy rest ill wake him up 🤨🤨🤨 #also that scene in dressrosa when franky was like luffy you can join the torunament ONLY if you hide ur identity promise me that #anyways i love them #nico robin #jimbei #jinbei #jinbe #franky #soul king brook #brook one piece #one piece #frobin #jinbrook #jimbrook #ill be so honest guys idk what the others ship names are im sorry #paradise polycule

[irl-morros-account]

Do you guys ever realise that your eyes are randomly fucking struggling to focus and keep up. And also shadowy shapes move in the corners

#dude i look at a white wall and i see Colours #on an seperate note do you guys think kai has the coffee yet. im sure thatll help #morro irl account #irl morro #ninjago

[dorkicon]

hey what if impactor made it to the lost light....lol

#ok yeah maybe this doesnt make sense. i havent read idw in a year or two lol #i just noticed that awwwwll the fics with on ao3 r idw. and apparently mr xaaron was at brainstorms trial. isnt that funny. #long winded way of saying im just being self indulgent here #my art #idw #xaaron #impactor #ximp #<- ye olde ship tag #impactors like i think i can....start my....new life outside of the war. i think i can do it. and then he learns megatrons on the ship too. #im sure thatll go well #also this comic needs polishing but im tired. please enjoy whatever this is 👍

[insert-neologism]

paper doll by flower face

#yellowjackets #jackieshauna #i started making this. like right after i uploaded isobel (finished yesterday but it was too late to put in on here lol) #meaning in not much time (so that's why it's probably not my best work) #realized i used the same scenes like too often on the third rewatch which is the rewatch i do on here #n i dont want to go back and change it the save it and upload in on here. sorry #tbh im REALLY not sure if anyone is even watching those. mainly doing this for my code of honor #(<- thinking to myself 'omg im gonna edit the whole albim the shark in your water by flower face to jackieshauna #and then acting like I swore my life to that cause) #(more like code of HOMOr amirite) #anyways. considero g how not much time i took in this im still proud of it #mitos incredible life #mine art tag #also I just realized this (or my edits in general) might not make that much sense withiut my thoughts? #like (most of the time) i have MANY thoughts abt the lyrics and I could analyse i think all of my edits very in depth #and it IS THAT DEEP bc im the creator and what i say is true fr #might do an analysis. if anybody likes this i see that as confirmación that ppl want it. #and if it's for the imaginary person thatll find this in ca 5 years (named him jesú.) #anyways jackieshauna brainrot REAL i cant listen to baby teeth anymore withiut thinking sbt them and violently feeling a lot of things #jackieshauna: The Shark In Your Water

[thefuturewithoutus]

fiveverse: a decision is made in the tunnels

#the heart #tma #the magnus archives #timothy stoker #jonathan sims #jontim #fiveverse #i like over the shoulder angles and when tim is blocking off jons body with his. its personal to me #also i forgot jon has greys canonically!!! compensating here. imagine he had them in that other comic #anyways for serious i think tim would be 100% on board with jon's idea from the start #judging from how he blew himself up in the unknowing as a fuck you to stranger hed understand #and i think finding out the ritual wouldve failed whether or not theyd intervened and stopping it barely even hurt it... he'd be so pissed #in jon killing the fears hed see the end of any possibility anyone as unlucky as them would have to suffer like they did. #and killing the fears would be so cathartic #even though the way they'd have to do it is incredibly grim and awful.. in this verse im going to say their arcs really culminate in their #worst traits kind of propelling them forward into this decision it's like a negative character arc for sure #also though it's a tough decision. idk how i would've handled it personally #anyways though yeah. let the two guys with martyr complexes figure this out im sure theyll take the option thatll hurt them the least #melanie should've hit them with a steel chair #now neither of them could even leave the panopticon for her to put down #and kind of related but don't even get me started on the orpheus and eurydicing these two get up to.

[minimoefoe]

someone on twitter mentioned how the daughter troy allegedly has in 8b could be an adoptive daughter and not a bio daughter and I lowkey can't stop thinking about it bc I feel like that would solve all the problems/hesitations I have about troy having a kid

the idea of troy having a kid with someone just absolutely does not compute in my mind. like... troy getting with someone and potentially being in a relationship and then having a child??? genuinely baffling to me. and idk maybe that's just bc I have the s3 version of him in my mind and when we see 8b troy he'll be different enough that him having a kid would compute more? but rn something about that doesn't feel very troy

but the idea of him having an adoptive child, like maybe he had friends who had a kid and something happened to them and he made a promise to look after the kid or maybe it was even kinda he got lumped with looking after this kid and over time they got closer and now he thinks kf her as a daughter? idk I think something like that sounds wayyyy more interesting than him just having a daughter via some relationship he was in

#twd txt #troy otto #fear the walking dead #ngl when i first saw ppl talking about the daughter rumour i was like 😬😬 i dont think i have any interesting in seeing troy as a dad #and like.. #to a degree i still am not fully on board with it #even tho man getting stuck with a kid to look after is a trope that i love a lot #i just didnt have that in mind when it came to troy #idk #i think its hard for me to decide how i feel fully rn bc we havent seen anything #its very possible that we'll see him in the eps and ill be like Yes i love thisgiving him a kid was a 10/10 decision #ALSO #bc we only have 6 eps of 8b and the odds of him being in every one is slim im like i wonder how good we're really gonna have it #like this is surely nlt ablut to become the troy show #theres other characters thatll be getting focus #i think my excitement at the fact we're 100% getting troy back outweighs any concerns i have like... hes gonna be on my screen again so #im HAPPY #i do have worries but i also have hope that itll be good #i havent even seen s6-8a yet lmao ive got a few eps of s5 to watch #i also see a random person on twitter speculate about there being another spin-off coming with some ftwd characters #featuring madison and strand or madisokn and troy maybe #and like i have zero idea how legit that speculation is like they could be absolutely waffling #but i would kill for a troy and madison spinoff like #that feels so insane and perfect that im like theres no way thats happening lmaoo #ALSO idek how legit that daughter rumlur is 😭 but from what i know of s8 there is a saving kids mission involved so it does make sense

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#well. today was a nice day of not doing anything but drawing really. theres an au where i went to art school and am a happier person lol #except not really bc im sure my head would ruin that too. anyway. its a shame i have to return to the pain tomorrow. i have so much to grade #plus a paper to write plus data to work with. a protocol to figure out. and an exam to study for and a final project thatll kill me #god. i also have to get ready for lab Monday. christ. and what shall i say to my therapist Tuesday? well we could try to tackle the deep set #looming issue that prevents me from getting better in our tiny 50min session or i could be like listen. just fucking listen. let me give u #the case 4 and against me having adhd so i can stop feeling fucking nuts. just like give me feedback. ya kno? #it would b inattentive bc im not hyper unless im losing my mind and bordering on hyp0mania. but my focus is something i cant control #executive functioning has always been a problem but now im so worn down im in danger of actual consequences. and its not just things i dont #wanna do. im not just anxiously avoiding. i cant start tasks and stick with them. i flip back and forth and get nothing done. i spiral #sometimes for hours. im not doing anything fun im just not doing anything. frozen in anguish. i dont even wanna think abt how much money ive #lost by not filling out reimbursement sheets which arent hard to do. theyre easy i just never do them. why??? i dont fucking kno. but im not #forgetful. im thinking constantly abt these things. i just cant make them happen. theyre stuck buffering. i do have memory issues tho #my short term working memory is like that of a literal child. so i cant follow complex instructions. i constantly need new info. constantly #need sound. spoken words plus music at the same time. but the main reason i need an answer to this is the reading issue. which is that im #dyslexic but also my thoughts r like an interfering frequency. without realizing ill b thinking and not reading. its a problem no matter #what im reading. its severely disruptive. i will physically read out loud to try to hold my attention in place and still get distracted by #my own head. do u kno how frustrating it is to read something aloud 3 times and not know wtf u just read bc u arent thinking abt anything #interesting u would rsther b reading but u can't fucking pay attention long enough. genuinely if its not adhd and i cant get medication to #fix my focus issues i dont kno wtf im gonna do. im so bad at reading and its extremely frustrating. but is it just dyslexia? idk what i #described doesn't fucking seem normal or like a reading problem. sounds like a focus issue. so riddle me that #idk ive got adhd on both sides of my family plus my focus fluctuates with ny hormones plus homones possibly induce hyp0mania. like i mean #ive got other issues which make a diagnosis difficult to parse but like i feel like that's decent evidence for possibly adhd? my friend said #she was always worried she had a brain tumor before she was diagnosed. to me ive always felt like my brain is full of holes. im missing the #parts that would let it operate correctly. the frontal lobe is just fucked. ugh. i wonder how much accommodation i could get from the #disability office if i actually went to them. i wont bc im fucked up and i dont think they could actually do anything for me at this stage #but alas im curious. ugh. y do i do this to myself? i kno y but not enough time for that in 50min. bad attitude mostly. half my brain #just craves death. the other half is just trying to tread water but its hard with someone trying to drown u. so its all fucked #unrelated

[arolesbianism]

Y'know Im not even gonna pretend to get ppl complaining abt the new skill trees because it makes Wilson less unique or whatever. Like there's plenty to complain abt with the skill trees, but you have to understand that the actual abilities Wilson gets from them are still unique, and still quite powerful in some cases. He rly isn't losing anything he hasn't lost by getting a skill tree in the first place, and in particular he could have a lot of use for certain speedruns and at worst is situational, which in itself means he's gained a unique role as a character. He doesn't need another new rework now or anything, the only rework Id want is a rework of the skill trees in general, Wilson is genuinely going to be just fine don't worry

#rat rambles #dst #my main problem with the skill trees is that it only encourages the bare minimum #like idk I feel like if I could turn on godmode and walk away from my computer and unlock everything its probably not great game design #like I get whay theyre going for but Id kind of preffer if doing certain character related tasks effected it or smth #mainly I like the idea of having to work to unlock your mains full potential #obviously not too much like an exp system would suck absolute ass but idk maybe certain tasks can shorten the timer #or maybe to unlock certain branches of the skill tree you have to meet a prerequisite first like the lunar and shadow trees #not as demanding as defeating celestial champion or fuelweaver ofc #like for a rly simple and easy example maybe wilson has to make an alchemy engine before being able to unlock his alchemy skills #and fer higher tiers he needs a shadow manipulatoro or smth #idk even simple stuff like that would at least encourage the player to do something while waiting around yknow? #like imagine a hyothetical wurt skill tree that unlocks as you expand your army making it more self sufficiant #just lil things youll probably be doing anyways but still makes it feel a bit more like youve earned smth for playing the character well #instead of just sitting there until you can unlock everything #I just worry that the skill trees are gonna feel too flat with the current system :/ #I do rly like a lot of wormwood's stuff tho and I like that theyre attempting to find a compramise to making characters more powerful #without just handing you a broken character right off the bat #I just think it could use some work and Im not 100% sold on the skill trees being smth thatll improve the game in the long run #like Im sure it wont like ruin dst or anything I just think it might end up as a thing that makes new players have a more boring earlygame #experience especially if certain trees become like the standard for most players #I want it to be Fun unlocking things yknow? #idk Ill still be hyped if/when wortox gets a tree bestie needs the extra depth so fucking bad #he has so much potential pls let him have this #also rip to woodie for being eternally kind of mid Im not expecting his tree to effect his general ranking much tbh #it basically just gives him early game usefullness and some slight buffs to his other forms #the fact that you can only master one form at at time especially sucks ass tho tbh #like his weremoose form Needs the buff so so bad but the goose teleportation might end up the go to pick #I am a huge fan of the treeguard summoning tho #I also hope they just man up and give the wood helmet 80% reduction idc just let him have this klei

[sonknuxadow]

i wish all people who buy the sonic action figures just to resell them for over double the original price a very Explode. i hope you get stuck with those for months and months because no one wants to buy them for the price youre asking for and if you manage to sell them at all its for the price you got it for or less because no one would buy them otherwise

#WHEREEEE are people getting vector and charmy and big and chaos i can only find them from resellers :( #and for absolutely RIDICULOUS prices too no one is selling them for a reasonable price at all #so many of them are 50+ or even 100+ dollars #they cost 10 dollars each in stores before you took them all stop scamming people #sighhh this happened with rouge too and i eventually found her in store and she became a bit more common after a while #hoping thatll happen with these other guys too #because i refuse to give in and buy from a reseller because thatll just encourage them to do this shit again. and also its too expensive #i cannot stand it when people do stuff like this #buy new popular-ish toys and collectibles and stuff just to resell it for way more than its worth i mean. #not just with sonic stuff but in general #the only other example i can think of off the top of my head is when people do this with every single new monster high release #to the point where people who actually want them cant get them #but im sure this happens with other stuff too

[satsuha]

CONGRATS ON THE NEW JOB!!! i hope it goes well for you!! since you won't be making as much new merch, would you consider converting some of your current dragalia charm designs into stickers or prints? i'd love to buy more merch from you, but i'm running outta space for keychains, haha. thanks either way, and wishing you the best of luck!

thank you so much!! i'm hoping it all goes smoothly too!

and that isn't something i considered, but yeah i don't see why not! i generally don't like reusing artworks for different types of merch, but if it's something people would like to see, then it's definitely doable!

#answered #anonymous #i still do want to make knights of alberia charms but thatll be only 3 charms and i dont have any other charm plans at the moment #i had an uh. insane idea to make tiny stickers of all the characters and sell them as a gacha thing (with 'dream summon' option) #but thats obviously a lot of effort so im not sure if ill get to that #i just think all the characters are neat </3 and they dont all get enough love

[hyah-lian]

ooof hit a wall :/

#i made it further than i thought i would #problem is now i wanna do a thing thatll steal my attention like woah and i might not zone back into things i wanna finish #or ill nap and sleep too long by accident #also midkey wondering if maybe part of my issue with sustaining focus (and high bloodsugars) miiight mean a 'eh no problem' ouch #is maybe a 'ok bit of a problem i should probably make sure its not infected' ouch #but also. new insulin and my body might just be weird getting used to it maybe? either way i think the high bg is part of the issue

[appeypie]

BTW FOLKSZ... if you ever have restock requests or merch requests you can always pop them in my askbox here. i probably wont answer but i very much do like feedback on that sort of stuff, for my Future Etsy Escapades .............

#for example a few ppl have asked for nonbinary versions of my mtt pride pin #thatll happen Eventually #and restock requests for prints #or if you want a print of any certain print etc #i was planning on making a dedicated google form for this kind of stuff but eh. just pop them here if you have em idk #i am working on ghirahim merch. 1 person asked for a charm and thats enough motivation for me (i wasnt sure if ppl would be into that) #i think i could break even at the very least tho #ALSO LIKE. DO NOTE THAT i might not do your merch request i just appreciate getting data! i dont know what ppl want unless they tell me! #and this is my Job so its useful to know hahaehehe #camposts

[toastsnaffler]

my flatmate asking me the day before "do u want to hang out w me and [old friend] everyone else cancelled so I can invite u now" is not the heartfelt offer she thinks it is :^/

#what am i sloppy seconds. fuck off man #i like them both but im not in the place to socialise rn + also it just feels kinda mean. theyve had these plans for weeks #and i wasnt invited bc some of their other friends (who ive never met) didnt want me there which is fair enough ig #even tho their friends complained abt someone else bringing her bf but they both blocked the veto for that. pretty sure ik them- #better than some guy but whatever. i dont rly like their friends anyway bc they only ever have bad things to say abt them #like damn they sound like they have the emotional range of toddlers plus theyre all into shit like genshin. so i wasnt fazed abt it #hope they have a nice time etc but wow sure now theyve cancelled the day before u can invite me as a replacement. yeah thatll do wonders #for the social and self esteem issues i have around being single use and disposable and always on the outside etc yippee #the thing is if i go theyll just talk to each other anyway and leave me to be the fly on the wall like they always do. they dont want #me there they just want an audience i literally have nothing else to contribute i dont think they even like me that much so! #anyway complaint over. genuinely i hope they have a nice time im just annoyed at being treated like that + probably projecting a bit too #its not like i could go if i wanted to anyway bc i have shit to sort out + mail to wait for. maybe next time invite me from the start huh #we had another old friend visit last weekend but those plans were really made without me too and i was just added bc i Live Here so its #kind of unavoidable. but oh well whatever it was nice to see them either way #im too depressed rn to fix my social life or even rely on existing coping strategies in social situations so im having to temporarily #cut it back bc i get too trigger sensitive + dont want to hurt myself or others bc of an arbitrary emotional overreaction #its usually one of the first things to go when im Going Thru It not in a self isolating way but more bc its one of the hardest things #for me to maintain + im pretty self sufficient so its not absolutely crucial. like of course i love my friends but socialising is a #want not a need yknow. eating/sleeping/exercising/hygiene are all more fundamental parts of the engine so i gotta prioritise them #and it sucks but ill survive. anyway sorry for venting on everyones dash so early in the morning i woke up grumpy 👎 #i need to get breakfast and then go out. ughhhhhhh okay. #.vent

[lovestruckpdf]

,

#first off #i don’t know how to tag this because frankly. im not sure if it actually is the thing im thinking of #so uhm . tw s@ and the r word (? again. im not sure if those are the correct terms forgive me) #——————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————— #i hope that’s enough #so . ive been having these dreams lately #abt my father and this man (i wont say who im sorry) #but i feel like im being haunted by the past and theyre a part of it #father used me as a s/x reliever when i was little #he did stuff to me thats been occuring in my dreams again #with someone i know. a man i know rn #and it makes me want to kill myself. literally #those fucking dreams are about both of them doing shit and i want tofucking rip my skin off my bones #im fine now. all they are to me are fuckers and all but #i want to know if these dreams these fucking nightmares are just me relapsing and fucking whatnot #or something more. something thatll happen. #because these types of dreams are vivid as fuck like i can feel every breathe struggle fucking grope on my skin and it feels so real #these are the types of dreams that tell me itll happen because this happens every time someone will do smth #im scared for fucking life i feel like this body isnt mine and that its his and i want to cut off every limb he ahd his hands on and more i #fuck.