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kim-woonhak ยท 1 year
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์ด์   ๋‚ด๊ฒŒ ๊ธฐ๋Œ€ ํŽธํžˆ ์‰ฌ์–ด๋„ ๋ผ // Now you can lean on me and rest in peace ์†Œ์ค‘ํ•œ ๋„ ๋‚ด ํ’ˆ์†์— ๊ผญ ์•ˆ์„๊ฒŒ // I will hold you dear in my arms
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tsuchinokoroyale ยท 4 months
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Happy new yearsโ€ฆ letโ€™s stay hydrated together โœจ
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#I didnโ€™t end up going to the rave just stayed in with my buddies and had KFC (( Korean fried chicken )) and laughed til we cried so#it was still a wonderful start to the new year ๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿ’ž#but the fwb wanted pics of my potential rave look so I figured eh I brought the stuff anyways#and now Iโ€™m imagining locking eyes with a stranger on the warm and writhing dance floor#the beat thumps and shakes and rattles the air in our breath as the spotlights dance in the reflections of our held gaze#he pushes his way through the crowd with a singular stare and a wicked smile on his face#I smile and turn my back on him arching myself so he knows I am giving what heโ€™s looking for#I take careful steps through the revelry toward the edge where the crowd thins out#I prop myself up on an available stool in a lonely corner of the club as he closes the distance between us#โ€œnow I wonder why you dragged me all the way hereโ€ he utters in a playful growl โ€œtrying to get far away from the crowd?โ€#I smile and I nod. โ€œobviously. canโ€™t really do what I want with you out thereโ€#his eyes perk up and his smile gives away the desire building inside him. โ€œyeah? why donโ€™t you show me then.โ€#โ€œI thought youโ€™d never askโ€ I smirk. I reach down into my pants and pull out my phone#โ€œso this one is blue. heโ€™s the oldest but heโ€™s sooooo sweet. and thatโ€™s Eva. my only girl sheโ€™s sassy but she loves swea-โ€ he leaves#whaddahell I say demurely whimpering evenโ€ฆ whaddahellโ€ฆ#gpoy
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nibbelraz ยท 2 months
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imagine the absolute Situation of Mu Qingfang telling Mobei fucking jun like, "he should take the green ones every day in the morning with water, the white ones once a week and should avoid fruits for three hours afterwards, if he starts having panic attacks then cautiously up the green pill dose in 50mg a piece." the demon is actually fucking jotting this down. shang qinghua is flush with humiliation while the demon asks details like its fr important to him. like, it is, but also. the fuck.
I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THE IDEA OF THIS
QINGHUA YOUR KING IS TAKING CARE OF YOU! HE WANTS TO MAKE SURE YOURE OK! HE DOESN'T NEED YOU DYING WITH ANXIETY HE'S TAKING ALL THIS SERIOUSLY HE LOVES YOU SO MUCH ๐Ÿ’ž
Thinking about Qinghua trying to tell them both its not that serious-
And they both glare at him because they know how he is an how little he cares for himself so YES THIS IS SERIOUS
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lotus-pear ยท 3 months
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Writing a complex character such as Dazai is actually really hard even for people who understand him because he is, as you said, extremely unpredictable. I don't know exactly what to tell you, but I'll try to help a little bit!
The whole thing about Dazai is that he doesn't understand humanity. He understands the basics and why people do what they do because he is analytical and has been studying people's behavior and human connections forever. But he doesn't feel connected with humanity and empathy the same way other people do. He perceives others from like, the other side of a barrier. He studies them carefully. Manages to care about them deeply sometimes. Even deeper when they're able to see him and get to him (Odasaku, Atsushi, Chuuya, the whole agency in fact means something to him). But there's always this layer of disconnection and apathy and emptiness he doesn't know how to get rid of. It's like he cares, but he actually doesn't because he rationalizes everything and turns it into a game of chess, more or less? And I think that frustrates him. He isn't used to caring about people because he doesn't understand them, but he takes an interest in the people he finds amusing to study and once he cares deeply, they're taken away from him (that's why he mourns and regrets Oda's death so much. He feels like the world takes everything away from him the second he manages to feel human). Hence the whole thing about not feeling human (amongst other things). He cares and yet he is realistic. He has regrets and suffers and feels pain and he can care about others (ignore all the people who keep portraying him as an emotionless monster, please) but he doesn't drown in self-pity when it comes to all the people he has killed and his past because he can rationalize that. It was another era. He has moved on. And if it's for the greater good of the mission or his journey to find something to live for, he doesn't care how many random people he has to kill (when he was younger he valued other people's lives way less, of course. Now that has changed because his apathy is something he doesn't turn into cruelty and instead uses to rationalize plans and help the world and the agency. Basically, when he was part of the mafia it was kind of "I don't give a fuck about random people" because he genuinely didn't feel anything for them, but now, even if he doesn't genuinely care for them, he protects even random people because that's what the image of kindness Oda had planned for him). Oda tells him that, if the good side and the bad one are the same and he hasn't found anything to live for yet, why not help the world while he's at it? And it's such a beautiful thought because Dazai has this issue with understanding humanity and making bonds. But he understands, now more than ever after Oda's death, what living and killing means. He might not actually care that much for society and its well-being, but maybe he can find something to live for in the light more than he would in the darkness. He keeps wanting to kill himself, right? He keeps trying. But he doesn't actually want to. It's common sense. If he truly wanted to, he already would've done it. "I don't like pain" is the most common thing to say when you don't actually want to do it. I think that, unlike Nikolai, who actually craves to die as a representation of freedom, Dazai only wants to keep trying and trying to find a reason for living. Chuuya was that thing when he was in the Mafia. Chuuya and Oda, because Chuuya is quite literally his soulmate (in the sense of bringing amusement to his life and also making him feel human, as his ability is the only thing that can help Chuuya. And also Chuuya not being human but being the most empathetic and emotional of all the people Dazai has met in the mafia) and Oda was the first one to actually understand him and see him for who he is, something I don't think he'll ever find again and that's why Oda's death fucked him up so bad. He found a place to belong and somebody to live for, and then he dies and leaves him alone? It's not fair, but he'll try to fight for good and live in the light if that's what Oda wanted for him. As if Oda knew him better than he knows himself because I also think he has a hard time with his own perception and personality.
In simpler words: Dazai has a hard time understanding humanity because he feels disconnected from it by a layer of apathy and the fact that he doesn't understand basic human needs/actions because he doesn't share them. One of the things that makes us human is desires, right? Wanting. Loving. Longing. Dazai rejects all of that because he doesn't know what he wants and nothing he tries ends up making him feel whole. In "No Longer Human", actually, you can read things like "It is almost impossible for me to converse with other people" and "I have never known what it means to be hungry / Eat or die, the saying goes, but to my ears, it sounded like just one more unpleasant threat". So he isn't a monster, his brain just functions in a different way. He sees everything. Analyzes every little thing. He's smarter than everybody else and he's aware of that, but he feels lonely there and only wants somebody to understand or something to fight for. Oda gave him both things, and the agency gave him a reason to keep going because he genuinely cares about doing good and keeping them safe. I don't think Dazai's journey has ended, because he still fights against.... So many things with himself. His past. His future. His desires. But at least now he has a thing to enjoy and bring him happiness. His constant act of being "silly" isn't that much of a facade. I mean, I think it is because if he acts like a clown, nobody will ever see the true self he hides. But I think he ends up having fun with the agency and annoying Chuuya because he sees them respond to his behavior and he finds it amusing. I think being extremely smart and lonely and tormented can coexist with being fun sometimes.
As per writing in his POV.... It depends on what you want to write, really. I think his brain functions differently depending on his mood. I guess the most important thing is to keep in mind his surroundings because he's always hyperaware of every little thing. But it frustrates him not knowing how he's feeling or not understanding what he actually truly needs, often focusing on others instead of looking into himself, because every time he does, he only finds himself empty and craving for something he doesn't know what it is. In his worst moments, I think it's quite obvious he tries to fix things with distractions and impulsive actions like substance abuse. In his more analytical moments, it's when he becomes more apathetic and sees the world as his game of chess and people as only pawns. He knows he's human, he just doesn't feel like it. Fyodor has a sense of superiority Dazai doesn't share. He's smarter because his brain functions differently, but he is no God. He is no entity. He analyzes from the POV of somebody external to humanity but knowing quite well he isn't God. And when he's having genuine fun and feeling some type of care/love? I think he's grateful. The emptiness is always there, though. Always haunting him. In the back of his brain. But he sees hope in Atsushi and a place to keep his promise in the agency and maybe fulfill his heart. He might always have a fucked up perception of himself, but at least he's aware that doing the right thing fills the hole in his chest more than tormenting others. As I said, he likes it there (and Chuuya) because it makes him experience humanity even if he keeps telling himself he isn't human (No Longer Human quote: "You miss her, don't you?" / "Yes." / "That's human nature, I guess").
I don't know if I helped you?? I think it's a bit of a mess, sorry ๐Ÿ˜ญ It's like 3am and I don't know if what I said makes any sense, but I really hope I was able to help you!
holy FUCK it took me fifteen minutes to read all of this and i'm glad i did because this is the most succinct and articulate analysis i have ever seen of dazai's underlying nature and his ambitions in relevance to the plot OP I THINK IF ASIGIRI CANT WRITE ANYMORE YOU SHOULD TAKE OVER BSD MANGA BC I THINK U UNDERSTAND DAZAI BETTER THAN HE DOES SOMETIMES TBH๐Ÿ’€๐Ÿ’€ aaaa jkjk i digress you were so real for bringing up the yozo/dazai parallels bc there's genuinely so many and if i still had my fucking BOOK :side eye: i could go through the intricate and profound commentary i left in the margins but alas my dear friend insists on keeping it longer. there's nothing more i can say on this topic bc i agree w you on everything wholeheartedly i think you deserve a scholarship to harvard or smth bc god DAMN you would slay as a lit or lang major
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donttouchthestache ยท 1 month
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๐Ÿ’•โœจ๏ธToo softโœจ๏ธ๐Ÿ’•
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elitadream ยท 4 months
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Have a good offline vacation! I hope u have fun and that itโ€™s restful for u! ๐Ÿ˜Š
Thank you! ^-^ ๐Ÿ’• Arkfjhgklr I can't believe I'm leaving TODAY. I'm excited!! ๐Ÿ‘€๐Ÿ˜
I wish you guys a good time too! See you soon everyone~ ๐Ÿซถ
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bicayaya ยท 1 month
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iโ€™ll be in a semi-hiatus (or something like that) for a few days (honestly, i have no idea how long)โ€ฆ
so if you would like me to see a post, please feel free to tag me or send it to me via DMs ๐Ÿ’—
i also have a few fanfics to catch up onโ€ฆ. but iโ€™ll worry about it later
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broomiepen ยท 1 year
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY @shayromi ๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿฅณ
Day 7: Birthday
Happy @elys-and-arno-week
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personallysunny ยท 7 days
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Horror is. Now that I think about it, he's not exactly a dog. Maybe he's more of a bear, actually, he's slower, thicker, comforting but still very dangerous
Hheheheh oversized teddy bear horror...
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mintytealfox ยท 1 month
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Hola hola
This ain't no wonder of hc or anything similar just gotta say that it's always nice to see you posting, the amount of ideas that you have, art, thoughts, fun things and a lot more is always amazing and put a smile on my face (plus nortalice oogh), so, what else by telling how grateful this random follower is to knowing that you exist and bring all those silly and cool things plus, gotta remind you to stay healthy, drink water and eat well!!! Take care Minty and keep dropping silliness anywhere you go. Be safe :]
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Oh my goodness GRACIOUS this made my DAY ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ I am SO PLEASED you have been enjoying the absolute madness that happens here LOL ๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ’ž Your words seriously mean so much I am so happy this has been a place of laughs and good times ๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿฅน
You are wonderful anon ;w; THANK YOU SO MUCH ๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿฅน
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edenfire ยท 8 months
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"urgh,, you live in this attic??"
elf goro expressing his distaste in akira's living accommodations,,
(he still sleeps on that milk crate bed tho๐Ÿ˜Œ๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’ž)
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i-am-just-a-girli ยท 28 days
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Kaisi ho aap ?
Ahh I got my periods today and the CRAMPS ARE KILLING ME FORKKKK + I feel dizzy too ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ
But but but
I also met my lil bro aka my fav cousin from my mum's side so I'm also REALLY happy today YEEEEEE
and yup that's all!
Thank you for asking <3
How are you doing, darling??? โค
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yesmissnyx ยท 8 months
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The fact that I've only had to block two people so far for being Fucking Weird in DMs seems fake but I'm not gonna look a gift horse in the mouth.
Also, a PSA: In the event you were considering being rude to me for attention/gratification, I'll save you the time:
Not only are you not going to get a response from me--witty comeback, outrage or otherwise--my ADHD is so bad that I will forget you exist within probably about 20 minutes.
I will block you and move on with my life, because you do NOT spark joy and life is short and I intend to use my precious time on this fuck of an earth following my bliss whenever possible.
Anyway, back to writing about edging someone until they cry ๐Ÿ’•
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pegging-satan ยท 11 months
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Omg can we appreciate how naturally caring Kunikida is towards Katai ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿคฒ like the first thing he started doing was clean up his apartment and do the dishes like a damn housewife ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’ž I love that man your honour
Anyways I am here with my Kunikatai and Kunikidazai agenda and you WILL listen
how much do you wanna bet he does the same thing for Dazai as well because heโ€™s just Like Thatโ„ข๏ธ and you know how Dazai is.
like he drops by their houses every alternating week or something Yk like one Sunday for Dazai one Sunday for Katai
Iโ€™m sure he has a slot reserved for them at the end of a week in his silly little book
does all the cleaning and organising, throws away the expired food etc.
cusses them out for being so careless but he does it all out of a place of care and he genuinely wants them to be doing better
also taking care of these two gives him sort of a purpose other than just being a detective and solving crimes etc.
I mean a man canโ€™t be surrounded by paperwork and murder and other crimes all the time ya know
itโ€™s like a refreshing break from his job because the only way he can relax is if heโ€™s doing something constructive, you know how he is
and so when heโ€™s not stressing about his job he just kinda unwinds with his best friend and partner
and after heโ€™s done with all the cleaning and stuff he unwinds by playing video games with katai or drinks with Dazai
also headcanon that Kunikida knows how to make a nice cocktail ^u^ itโ€™s just a random skill he has, he doesnโ€™t use it much but it comes handy in a clutch.
He also orders food for them because he knows that Dazai canโ€™t be bothered and Katai is justโ€ฆ Katai
and on his visits also cooks for them because a nice homemade meal is better than takeout every single day. Maybe even meal preps for them.
โ€œWhy do you do all this for meโ€ โ€œbecause I care about youโ€ โ€œwhyโ€ โ€œshut the fuck up and eat your foodโ€
At the end of the day heโ€™s exhausted and passes out on the sofa or something and Katai and Dazai both put a blanket on him <3
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hwanwooyoung ยท 7 days
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hello hello I hope everyone is doing well โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿฉน I've missed you all!! ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿ’•
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elitadream ยท 2 months
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I hope you're feeling better ๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿ’— Gosh I feel so awful because I wanted to send words of encouragement at the time, but I couldn't think of anything helpful to say because my mind has been so occupied with other stressful stuff ๐Ÿ˜ฅ I'm still sending well wishes ๐Ÿ’๐Ÿซ‚
Oh no no you're fine!! ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿฅบ Don't worry! I've just- received some major news out of the blue and it's been a lot to take in, so I'm still kinda reeling and trying to process things atm, but I don't feel quite as numb or paralyzed as I felt a few days ago, thankfully. ๐Ÿ™‡โ€โ™€๏ธ
I'm sorry to hear that you've had to deal with that kind of stress too lately. I completely understand the feeling and I sincerely hope things will be resolved on your end soon. ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿฉถ
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