#thats how you use that word right

[mc-and-elise]

Random Vanderwood headcanons I came up with

Vanderwood is nonbinary, and goes by "they/them" and "he/him"

Prefers they/them

Is from Great Britain. They refuse to say where exactly.

Their full name is Marion Vanderwood. After Saeyoung makes them a new identity, it becomes Marion Stark Vanderwood.

Knits and crochets in their spare time.

Will never admit it, but more or less adopted Saeyoung (and later, Saeran) as his brother.

When flustered/upset, their cockney accent slips out

While they threaten Saeyoung a lot, would never hit him. Taze? Sure, but physically beat him when he didn't get work done? Hell no.

Grows their hair out as it's the first thing they ever had full control over

Gets a job at C&R as one of Jumin's bodyguards and the occasional night guard after the SE

Lives with the twins at the bunker

Eventually becomes an unofficial member of the RFA, providing security at events

#mystic messenger #vanderwood #mystic messenger vanderwood #mary vanderwood 3rd #mystic messenger headcanon #mm vanderwood #agent vanderwood #mm headcanon #my headcanons #this man #he is one of my blorbos #thats how you use that word right #blorbo

[s0fter-sin]

something happening on a mission, something personal that has soap spiralling; panic and rage making him reckless, thoughtless, and ghost has to draw the line

“you’re compromised johnny; you know what that means?”

“you’re not pulling me out,” soap immediately snarls. he turns on him and ghost barely recognises him; venomous fear turning his eyes to unyielding ice. "you're not sidelining me; i need to be in this-!"

but ghost has never been afraid of venom; spat or dripped straight from bared fangs.

he snakes out a hand grip the back of his neck, jerking him in a rough shake. "if you can't think, you can't be a soldier," he growls and he flinches like he's been struck.

his lips quiver as they twist in a sneer and he wrenches, trying to free himself of his hold.

ghost doesn't let him.

"it means you give your body to me because your head ain't fucking attached to it anymore."

soap stills, body trembling beneath his hand as he sucks in shaking breaths.

he tightens his grip, pulling him closer and digs his forehead hard into his. “it means you give yourself to me so i can have the weapon that you are and use you the way you're meant to be used."

the ice in soap's eyes fractures.

ghost’s voice drops to a whisper, spoken only to johnny, not this facade of vengeance and pain, and wills it to reach him through the glaciers.

“so i can keep you safe ‘til it’s done and i can bring you back.”

#in my head its bc graves abducts his sister and is using her as hostage to draw him out knowing ghost will always follow him #but the intensity and intimacy of saying ‘you cant trust your mind not to betray you so let me be in charge of your body until you can’ #after what happened to tommy he could never deny johnny his right to save his sister #but its bc of what happened to tommy that he knows he cant let him do it alone with only his rage to guide him #hes more likely to get himself killed and ghost wont live through that #so he has to balance it #and the only way he knows how is to completely shut down soap’s mind until hes no more than instinct and muscle memory #if he cant think practically then dont let him think at all #reduce him to a place where he can only follow orders #and when its finally over and his sister is safe and graves is dead #only then will he drag johnny back up to the surface #he’ll do it even if it means dragging him kicking and screaming back to humanity #instead of letting him sink in the depths where nothing hurts. theres no fear down there. no pain. only order #and thats the risk ghost took sending johnny to that place but he only did it bc he would stop at nothing to bring him back #and help him through the after #the breakdown. the rush of panic and rage and relief and anguish johnnys been supressing on his order #it was his word that turned johnny into a ghost #and its his touch that brings him back to the man #coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt #we’re a team. ghost team #cod #soapghost #ghostsoap #ghost x soap #ghoap #simon ghost riley #ghost cod #john soap mactavish #soap cod

[bitegore]

fucking hate it when people who are hateful little bigots make posts that are completely irrelevant to the thing that they are hateful cunts about and those posts are actually really good but i know they want me personally actually dead and in the ground so i cant be like Yeah

#red rambles #terfs stop making posts forever challenge but also especially can you not do posts that make a perfectly salient point about like #people refusing to engage with languages that aren't their own bc i KNOW that's going to be an in-road to 'transgender is just an american #concept and theres no other cultures with more than two genders' (factually untrue) 'and thats why transphobia is the only #globally acceptable movement' (hateful bigoted trash nonsense) #but like americans refusing to even make the slightest attempt to understand anything in any language that isnt english drives me insane #Google translate is right there also if its six words long and four of those words are english loanwords or cognates i do expect you to jus #use your brain and get with it lmao. its not hard #i was talking about this with a friend like a month ago. how it drives me insane how some of the people around me just refuse to pick jack #anything up and get with it

[puppyeared]

footnotes arent enough I need you to talk to me like im fucking Amelia Bedelia

#this isn’t about anything in particular btw. I just have to add a lot of memos when I’m doing things because some things are done a certain #way and it isn’t explained well in the instructions. like my mom has instructions on her baking recipes right #but when it says stuff like add dry ingredients to wet ingredients it also means you don’t dump it in one go you add it slowly by portion #this is probably why I find videos and demonstrations the most helpful when I learn something. like I almost always ask someone to show me #how they do it because there could be something they do that’s already second nature and wouldn’t really be considered in an explanation yk #I don’t think I’m an exception either. when the rice is done cooking I divide it into 4 quarters to bless it #but there are a million ways to divide rice and it makes me think that one persons way of doing it or not doing it all is just as valid #theres also technically no wrong way to divide rice afaik. this means either all ways of dividing rice is safe or valid until we find some #universally terrible way of dividing rice. until that happens nobody really thinks about specifying HOW you divide the rice #source: I have anxiety starting and doing things for the first time because I got way too many people yell at me NONONO WHAT ARE YOU DOING #THATS WRONG while I’m in the middle of doing the thing. I would rather have people think I’m either very stupid or overly specific #than go thru the panic inducing fear of ‘YOURE DOING THIS WRONG OMG WHY DIDNT YOU ASK AHEAD OF TIME THIS WILL BE FUCKED UP FOREVER’ 🧍 #nothing wrong if you don’t give something a second thought because you’re so used to it. but I can and will ask about it and I don’t think I #really should feel bad about it if I don’t know enough to dispute it. idk #the other way around I try to be as specific as possible and word things in a way that people who might not get where I’m coming from will #understand. but the problem with that is my explanations tend to be lengthy and I lose them either way 🗿 #Im. trying to work on that using examples and stuff because they seem to work the best #but if I could write everything down on a word doc and beam it into your melon that would save both of us time and embarassment #im rambling the short version is I have adhd #yapping

[lazarus---rising]

btw reminder we're normal about fictionkins in this house . like "remember when people thought they were karkat vantas from homestuck" we're still here + imagine being so boring you make fun of any differences people have that you dont personally approve of + shut the actual fuck up

#that one post about 'the difference between how people on tiktok and on tumblr use the word kin' is still so fucking stupid to me . #Like you do realize they took our words and made them 'hah i relate to this character' and made it so everyone thinks it means that right . #Like you know that right #Like . Thats not what that word means . You fucking know that ri

[snekdood]

Some of yall deeply underestimate how much some cis men are threatened by trans men and our masculinity. How theres so many cis dudes out there that want to rape us, thinking that will make us detransition. How many incels out there are mad at us for betraying womanhood and not sucking their dick. How much they want to force us to detransition, how much they want to kill us and force us into hiding which, to me, minus well be killing us since theyre smothering who we are for the sake of a status quo. We shake their fundamental understanding of the world. Its one thing for a GIRL to be a tomboy to them. They think its cute, like a baby pretending to be an adult. Its a whole other thing for someone percieved as a woman to try to actually be a man to them. They think thw fact we have the gal to assume we can escape their grasp, to escape the kitchen or whatever tf, means we're disrespecting them and trying to "destroy" them, rather than what it really is, us trying to be independent. We're the exact thing these types of cis men hate. Sometimes they tolerate (emphasis here bc im not saying they accept yall. Dont twist my words)trans women bc they fetishize them but they want to completely eradicate us becayse we threaten the patriarchy by virtue of deciding we dont need a man to take care of us, we want to be the man that takes care of ourselves.

#and bc ik how some of yall are on this site and how uncharitable you are let me be clear: just because they TOLERATE trans women/fems #sometimes. doesnt mean i think they actually respect you or see you as you. im not abot to say you somehow have it easier. they want to use #you and then dump your body somewhere. im well aware of that. but they *also* want to entirely entrap us and our identities and keep us #smothered with no escape. its why were seeing child marriage laws. its why were seeing anti abortion laws. its why we're seeing rights #stripped away from ppl wrongly percieved as women becayse theyre so threatened by us and how we think we can be on our own #that they have to try more extreme measures ro control us our bodies and self expression. its why candace owens goes on saying #'does women voting actually do any good for anyone??' #and no. entrapment isnt them somehow caring about us mlre than you. thats their alternative to killing us but its not an alternative bc it #fundamentally strips us of our rights and autonomy. and also. entrapping us and forcing us out of our gender. like i said. minus well be #killing us. its not likely we'll just get to run away free from these men if they get this type of power. its more likely they kill us for #even daring to betray them their values and words. #so how tf is anyone more privileged in this situation? in trans spaces? can we really fucking say someone has it worse rn. #is it really worth it to try to divide and weigh who has it worse. bc they want both os us dead for being who we are. #and its not like they dont offer yall an out to. its just their out is ALSO basically killing yourself bc they want you to conform to #cishet white manhood. #also it goes both ways. cis women are like this towards trans women. its the proximity effect. #where you get more upset with different people who are also more like you than other ppl #the difference i'd argue though is cis men- at least the ones in power- have more of an ability to remove us than cis women #like its easier for them to do.

[catamaurrr-star]

i think hsr is a horror game just for this fucking trailer alone

#the snake eating a bird in the background of red acheron and black swan “dancing” #and how directly afterwards it shows that birds skeleton. hmm #and of course the predator and prey imagery in black and white. with that Damn art style like holy shit #also black swan falling in that weird red and black swirling abyss. as someone who is scared of heights Thats pretty scary #also can i just say. that scene at the very end with all the people falling down from the sky while ahceron is just walking (in the pic) #was the most horrifying part to me. like holy shit man. who used a potion of slow falling on those guys #its just so ominous to me. gives me the creeps #fucking great music choice as well btw #maurposting #i have many thoughts. as you can tell #honkai mumb rail #this trailer really feels like. abstract horror? i dont really know the right word for it #in the best way possible: this feels like something 9 year old me wouldve spaced out thinking about in the middle of class

[cookie-dough-writes]

I was never really around for old fandom culture but Oh my god I feel like we need to bring some of that attitude back. Bring back the word squick, I BEG. Some times in life people indulge in questionable stuff which might make you yourself uncomfortable, that's great, it's good to know what you don't like, but some times you just have to move on. You don't need to send a paragraph to someone explainging ummm their [harmless] take was totally wrong or that they're an evil person for making something a bit questionable.

It's good practice to breathe and move on. You need to pick your battles. Telling someone to kill themself over a POST ONLINE, no matter how dodgy, just is not constructive and rarely blows off steam. Just breathe, and move on.

#its as simple as that #and tbh if some 16 year old likes bakudeku despite all the reasons of why people hate it. who cares. #guilty pleasure. #also also side note can i just mention how some people see red whenever they hear like #for example selfcest? #its literally just #probably talking to the void right now #some people get so so tense about like #small things #saving this for the tags because its delicate but some people need to just stick their head above water for a bit #I dont use terms like pro ship or anti or anti anti or whatever #because the whole debate is way bigger than those 3 terms and it feels like everyone has a different interpretation of them #okay so #some times people will enjoy questionable things. thats a given #some times that might be something simple like yandere aus and some times itll be something as complex as toxic ships. #and now let me clarify. because whenever i try and verbalise it i feel like im walking on eggshells #i am not condoning anything specifically #but i used the word complex for a reason. because quite usually there is in fact complexities to when people find things like that indulgen #so MOST of the time everyone is better off if you just go oh. squick. and move on #squicks can range from things like “i cannot see how that ship would be healthy at all. that is not pleasurable to me” to “hm no i dont lik #how this character is written by this personohh haha what if this character met another dimension version and they kissed and made out a lit #metaphor" #and people used to be chill about it but now people go crazy and i wonder if its purely just because it has cest as a suffix #same with oh what was it #objectophilia? which is literally just attraction to inanimate objects. pretty neutral right. but then when looking into it a ton of people #ALSO go crazy and ive literally seen people argue like 12 year olds that because it ends in philia its bad and distgusting and evil #??? #are we just not using common sense anymore. or. #sorry im sleep deprived and im just so so tired of seeing people argue instead of living #can we all just love each other and live parralell to people we do not like

[animentality]

Nice try at a roast, kid. People actually like my writing though. I got three r/nosleep stories on the front page. What is you got? A book nobody wants to read? Kek you wokies are delusional. By the frickin way... my pronouns are fuck/you so don't misgender me!

oh my god guys, i've never gotten an ask that reeked so strongly of reddit

i could smell this guy coming from 2000 miles away.

a good thing too, because i sure am terrified of reddit toughguys. gotta pack my bags and get my things, or else he might give me a lecture on how minorities such as Women in video games signal the end of civilization as we know it.

he might Just Tell Me How It Is, or say Facts Don't Care About My Feelings, or even call me a Kid again. How will I ever recover?

#im also laughing at the idea that having a trending post on reddit is like #an achievement? #what a weird thing to be proud of #i go viral on tumblr all the time and all i know is shame lol #at least my books are something i made that is original and different #write a book anon #do something that matters instead of karma farming and sending anon hate #if you think youre a good writer then write something beautiful #instead of whatever the fuck this is #wasting your time sending me asks that ill just find amusing #ive been around #sporto #i strongly suspect im much older than you bc you come across like a 13 year old who just found his parents' iphones #the constant use of the word kid #as if youre not a greasy little insecure high schooler whos just hopped up on a tiktok algorithm of andrew tate imitators #this ask doesnt just reek of reddit it reeks of loneliness and tragedy #but theres hope for you #theres a chance you could turn around by your twenties and be rightfully ashamed of how you used to be #and thats why i forgive how embarrassing youre being right here and now #we all do embarrassing things as teens #one day youll cringe #or #or you wont and youll go down the reddit hole trap and end up a bitter 40 year old straight white man with no girlfriend wife kids or frien #friends #and youll wonder why the world hates you #and the answer will be that you hate you #and all of your mistakes stem back #to spending all of your time online instead of making connections with yourself and others #btw you should kno #you actually do smell

[dishsaop]

a hard part abt using multiple sets of names and pronouns is asking people to change it up a little without

A. implying theyve been doing anything wrong before now (they havent! you do use the names and pronouns theyve been using! but also variety is the spice of life),

B. implying theyd be doing anything wrong in the future if they DIDN'T mix it up (??its fine if they dont, they arent deadnaming or misgendering you so), or

C. having them totally stop using the name/pronouns they were using for you before, bc those are still also the right ones

#on the one hand ive found (w/exceptions) people who know me irl use mel and people who know me online use saf and almost no one uses he/him #which? like i dont even mind like i have no idea how to talk to people abt this without sounding like im sad theyve been doing it this way #but its just that. do u realize u have options. guys. #its also that i know *i* can be bad with using multiple sets of names and pronouns #which can be really shitty of me. i need to get better at asking people how they decline their neopronouns bc more than anything #ive found i dont always know how their personal neopronouns are declined and thats what keeps me defaulting to their #other set of pronouns (like when people use they/xe. theres a few ways to decline xe and i need to remember to ask instead of #only automatically using they. which IS shitty of me) #this was going somewhere. RIGHT #i have three names i use regularly and two sets of pronouns and i GENUINELY DO NOT MIND if you only ever use one of each #but have u heard the word. you can mix it up #m text

[vogelmeister]

anyways i am feeling kinda brave today so im gonna share a potentially unpopular taylor swift hot take. when i was talking to my friend yesterday about ttpd i realised that i kinda have a similar problem with the anthology as i do with evermore.

like don't get me wrong, both have absolute gems (willow, tolerate it, long story short, gold rush and NBNC from evermore are great and i love the albatross, so high school, the prophecy black dog, manuscript etc) but i think both collections (bc anthology is not an album) suffer because they came out connected to a much superior more cohesive work, and both almost feel like rejects from the body of work that proceeded it.

#actually like i said to my beloved mutual “thanK you aIMee” kinda feels like she woke up one day and went “fuck you kim actually” #which i can kinda relate to in a way bc the amount of times i randomly go “fuck you” #but my mutual said if there were more songs about being screwed over by people that could be a storyline. but theres not. its just there #like its a great song but also i kinda went “we are covering this ground again” #if there were new developments in the relationship i could kinda understand it #like how she wrote innocent and then backtracked that with rep bc things happened #but idk the anthology just feels like scraps she deemed good enough for release but in my opinion needed editing #the stupid ass 1830s lyric highlights this bc i get what shes trying to say but she worded it so badly #that i kinda see why its being clowned on #also imgonnagetyouback... yehahahahah liv did it better. now it feels like a done concept. im shocked she included it #she knew it was coming come on #anyways the anthology while good kinda felt unfinished #she should have given it a few more months and polished it #bc holy hell at least folkmore felt polished #even though evermore is cohesively weaker #my friend who is a folkmore swiftie kinda also feels like this fyi so dont come at me screaming “burn 1989 rep midnights stan!” #burn me idc #and while im at it both are in my bottom three only right above debut #tldr: both collections are tied to another work thats just so much better and cohesive #this is just me saying i cant get into anthology hahaha #and i felt weird bc everyone liked it but when my friend a literal folklore girl said “no im not feeling it” i felt better #bc so many people were saying it was better and those swifties were going 'all of us' and i kinda went... no i prefer standard #i love taylor sm and i love og ttpd its currently no 5 but the anthology has issues and one of them is similar to why i rank evermore lowl #i just went off on a tangent about the issues with the anthology and its songwriting and lack of narrative #i will say so i win you all over i loved the evermore set at eras i thought it was so beautifully done #taylor swift #ttpd: anthology #evermore

[mildcicada]

#U Have No Idea How Much I Miss Her. #i need to start actually drawinf again its been a hellish 6 months #its really easy to just fall out of the habit of it #i used to obsess over never being someone who just suddenly stopped drawing for weeks/months #it scared me. like a core part of my identity would have to change for that to happen or would be changed by that happening #and then once i didn't draw and wasn't drawing i felt like i needed something to violently change about myself to get me to start doing it #again. but i didn't need that i just drew something again and that was it. like that stretch of time didn't happen #drawing is just an activity you can choose to do or not do and there are no consequences for whatever decision you chose to take but it felt #so serious to me it is like i viewed it like death #which i was right about in a way but mostly in how death is just a thing that happens and that it wont be that sudden and insane #you will just be and then not be just like how you weren't and now are. its just like me drawing or not drawing lol #but that comic of ht papyrus by jnpie where he's looking at the puzzles he used to make and wondering if he'll ever do that again. or if he #wants to. its like that feeling. it always sticks in my mind #i have like a fear of thinking about when i will no longer care about something i care about now and its so weird when. realize i stopped #wanting to do something and caring about it and. i feel nothing on account of no longer caring about it lol. but i know that past me #is currently looking forward at me now and terrified. this is unrelated to that comic a lot but its like. thinking about how i will change #words #mine #IM NOT TAGGING THE ART bc i wanna actually finish some of these pieces tbh and like they are just the backdrop for my thoughts... #feels so hashtag tumblr to talk to yourself about some vague ass feelings or situation that no one else will look at ugh thats like #The tumblr experience. but i love reading other's personal posts and tags though..

[starlooove]

He is in fact not cool with his friends killing people he just can’t do shit about it and the fact that he thinks he can do smth about (and does!) when it comes to his kids is like a major point

#like one of the main #Idk if theme is the right word #but issues surrounding Batman in general and Gotham specifically #is the high standards he holds not just those closest to him to but also the people he controls #NOW DONT GET CAUGHT UP IN UR GUT REACTION CONTROL IS A STRONG WORD BUT IM USING IT FOR A REASON #like i think the fandomification of the batfamily and seeing every character as reliable in the way they tell their own stories #is making people forget that yes bruce lowkey controls them #like not in a mean way or whatever but as much as dick and Jason rebel and say ‘fuck you old man I have my own people to take care of’ #at a snap of Bruce’s fingers where are they? #right back in Gotham #which ppl say is an issue with writing and I agree like they really just can’t take anyone away from Gotham #but THATS meta like the in universe conclusion is what creates in universe analysis #and these issues are being spoken about from an in universe pov #that was just me justifying my point anywayyyd #what im saying is that like #in conclusion Ppl are forgetting that Bruce is scary and still runs this shit lmao #like a few snappy quips about emotional distance and some ‘X deserves better’ fics is making yall forget shit like spyral #or at least how it went down and ended up today and what that says about the characters involved #it’s tragic and Ik we like to ignore that but like. when look at shit like the no killing rule #yes bruce thinks he’s being slighted or failing whenever his kids kill someone and they to an extent think that too which is why they don’t #do it #or at least partly #even for Jason that’s why the killing is not just what needs to be done it’s a form of rebellion for him #everyone who agrees jason should just leave Gotham but still present as pure rebellion and anger and spitting at Bruce don’t get why Jason #should leave is all I’m saying #that’s why Dick never got away #it’s still all about Bruce #even if we don’t want it to be #reading this back it’s disjointed as hell but I’m not fixing it if u get it ily heh just a peek into my dark mind #if u don’t it’s not ur fault not everyone can withstand the alphas prowess…

[cycloplasm]

art tags that are like 'my dumb art/ocs' i am looking at you like this

idk who taught you that self deprecation is 'cool' but the greatest disservice you can ever do to your work is insulting it

#thats a post i made! #i cant word anything right now but deel frown at self depraction these days #genuinely try to stop and see how it makes you feel. #as a post on here really well put it: 'it's hard to improve on anything if you constantly are demeaning it' #always keep in mind that such thoughts are intrusive thoughts. this isnt who you are normally unless you like #see someone's else work and actually go 'well! this isnt as good as (other artist)'s work! this deserves to be ridiculed' #chances are you're not like that and if you are then you're setting yourself up to be miserable tbh. comparing benefits no one #i say this because i used to do that (self deprecation/insulting my own work etc) and shocking news but it actually drove people away #no one was laughing when i made negative 'jokes' at myself and even more shocking: when i progressively stopped i felt much better #genuinely if someone laughs at your self deprecative 'jokes' they're either not aware you mean these things or. #well red flag on their part. there's a difference between laughing WITH you and laughing AT you #anyway im not saying this to make ppl feel bad but im just very concerned and think this is highly undeserved/a disservice to you+your art

[ladysqueakinpip]

not me lying wide awake at 5:30am on a sunday on my day off bc after almost a full year I finally FINALLY realized the implication of the end of remember them from the cyclops saga

#that song has one of the most powerful ending crescendo sequences ive heard in maybe all of musical theater #so it. always felt incomplete after ALL that buildup during the I AM THE INFAMOOOUS #only to just drop to SILENCE. no music. no fanfare. just ODYSSEUS! #he doesnt even really sing it he just sort of... shouts it #and then its followed by the faintest sound of ocean waves #its poseidon. listening. THATS why athena said DONT #poseidon heard that declaration and came back to get him later #😬 #i just looked up the lyrics for ruthlessness too and poseidon basically spells it out 😂 #ive only listened to that song once or twice tho and i guess i wasnt too focused on the words #anyway i relistened to the songs on friday and theyve been rotating in my mind like a 7/11 hotdog #the whole cyclops saga especially is just.... so so good #they truly dont make music about bashing peoples heads in like they used to #the first 3 songs of the saga especially... oof #how they blend one into the other back to back and end up making like a 10 minute narration of events #the whole thing is so bone chilling #it gets my heartrate up lol #PLUS the theme of pain and vengeance bring more pain #EVERY time polyphemus says 'what gives you a right to deal a pain so deep' #and when odysseus says 'what good would killing do when mercy is a skill more of the world could learn to use' #rocking back and forth sobbing crying #remember them the next time that you DARE choose not to spare! remember them... remember us... remember me! #cant wait for everyone to turn their back on this musical in 5 yrs #like they did with hamilto.n #hamilto.n never stopped being good actually #yall are just embarrassed about being weird fanatics over people who rly existed

[simptasia]

i didn't realise something until the other day

the "no notes" meme. the whole time you guys have been saying "[compliment]. no notes" i thought y'all meant, the post had no notes. as in "this is great and yet its being ignored! sad!"

but then i was talking to myself while making eggs and i was praising an actors delivery of some line and i said "fucking amazing delivery, no notes" and it fucking clicked what you guys mean

you've been saying no notes, like the opposite of when a director says to an actor "thats great but i have some notes"

well fuck me

#i remember being confused because y'all were saying ''no notes'' about stuff with huge amounts of notes #so i was thinking ''okay they either said that when the post had very little notes'' #or ''it's become such a meme phrase thats its being said anyways'' because that happens sometimes #i get it now #but you can see how i made such a mistake right? on a site that regularly uses the word ''notes'' #to mean something else