Tumgik
#he’ll do it even if it means dragging him kicking and screaming back to humanity
s0fter-sin · 1 month
Text
something happening on a mission, something personal that has soap spiralling; panic and rage making him reckless, thoughtless, and ghost has to draw the line
“you’re compromised johnny; you know what that means?”
“you’re not pulling me out,” soap immediately snarls. he turns on him and ghost barely recognises him; venomous fear turning his eyes to unyielding ice. "you're not sidelining me; i need to be in this-!"
but ghost has never been afraid of venom; spat or dripped straight from bared fangs.
he snakes out a hand grip the back of his neck, jerking him in a rough shake. "if you can't think, you can't be a soldier," he growls and he flinches like he's been struck.
his lips quiver as they twist in a sneer and he wrenches, trying to free himself of his hold.
ghost doesn't let him.
"it means you give your body to me because your head ain't fucking attached to it anymore."
soap stills, body trembling beneath his hand as he sucks in shaking breaths.
he tightens his grip, pulling him closer and digs his forehead hard into his. “it means you give yourself to me so i can have the weapon that you are and use you the way you're meant to be used."
the ice in soap's eyes fractures.
ghost’s voice drops to a whisper, spoken only to johnny, not this facade of vengeance and pain, and wills it to reach him through the glaciers.
“so i can keep you safe ‘til it’s done and i can bring you back.”
#in my head its bc graves abducts his sister and is using her as hostage to draw him out knowing ghost will always follow him#but the intensity and intimacy of saying ‘you cant trust your mind not to betray you so let me be in charge of your body until you can’#after what happened to tommy he could never deny johnny his right to save his sister#but its bc of what happened to tommy that he knows he cant let him do it alone with only his rage to guide him#hes more likely to get himself killed and ghost wont live through that#so he has to balance it#and the only way he knows how is to completely shut down soap’s mind until hes no more than instinct and muscle memory#if he cant think practically then dont let him think at all#reduce him to a place where he can only follow orders#and when its finally over and his sister is safe and graves is dead#only then will he drag johnny back up to the surface#he’ll do it even if it means dragging him kicking and screaming back to humanity#instead of letting him sink in the depths where nothing hurts. theres no fear down there. no pain. only order#and thats the risk ghost took sending johnny to that place but he only did it bc he would stop at nothing to bring him back#and help him through the after#the breakdown. the rush of panic and rage and relief and anguish johnnys been supressing on his order#it was his word that turned johnny into a ghost#and its his touch that brings him back to the man#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#we’re a team. ghost team#cod#soapghost#ghostsoap#ghost x soap#ghoap#simon ghost riley#ghost cod#john soap mactavish#soap cod
942 notes · View notes
Note
So Yandere Knives has just been confirmed and I am very happy with what they did in Stampede to show it. Knives was the oen to cut off Vash's arm but instead of doing it in anger or as punishment as he did so in the Manga or og anime he did it out of fear in an attempt to protect Vash when his gate tried to suck him I to another dimension, one that would presumably kill him. I wonder if Knives sometimes thinks back to that moment with. Sense of horror because HE HURT HIS BABY BROTHER
He probably felt guilty, he didn’t want to hurt his brother. I mean his gate was practically sucking everything in and Vash had no clue on how to stop it or control it. He could have died to it as a result of not being able to stop it, which would make Knives lose it even more. He would further blame humans for making him lose his brother, for making him activate his gate, killing him in the process. Knives had to cut off his brothers arm for his own good. He can’t lose him! Not his little brother!
Knives constantly thinks about the what if’s on that day. But he tells himself that he had to do it to keep his brother alive.
His brotherly yandere instincts kick in to high gear when seeing or thinking about Vash. His brother needs him! He needs to be protected at all costs. Those humans will just turn their backs on him, hurt him, and use him.
He’s going to get his brother one way or another. Even if it means by dragging him kicking and screaming all the way home. He’ll do a better job at keeping him safe! He won’t fail again! He even made a room where Vash would stay in, and couldn’t escape from.
One day Vash will thank him for protecting him. For caring for him, for saving him from humans.
He plans to one day to apologize for cutting off his arm, for hurting him. That he never wanted to do that! That he was scared of losing him!
Right now he just needs to focus on his goals, and getting Vash back home.
30 notes · View notes
Text
It Will Come Back S2 1
Warnings: mentions of sex, swearing, 18+ minors DNI
Werewolf Stalker! Billy x Female Reader
A/N: I told myself I would take a break before season 2, but I can't stay away from it I'm having too much fun.
Side note: Have I ever told you the title is from "It Will Come Back" by Hozier? Totally the Billy x Reader anthem for this fic.
Tumblr media
Billy is on top of you, one arm holding himself up, the other one encircling your head, hand wrapped in your hair. He’s thrusting into you, cock dragging against every sweet spot inside of you. You’re begging him, to keep going, not to leave, not to stop. He smiles down at you, circling his hips as you whine and writhe from the attention.
“You gonna come for me sweet girl?” He asks, huffing as he approaches his own peak.
“Yes, yes, Billy yes!” You chant.
His mouth moves to your throat, his tongue tracing circles across your bite, and it’s that that pushes you over the edge.
You wake with a start. You’ve been dreaming of him, unable to make Billy leave your mind since you’d kicked him out almost a week ago. If you’re honest with yourself, you’re avoiding it, seeing him, talking to him. You want to be angry, know you have a right to be. He pushed you too hard, too far and you can't just let it go. If you think about it too hard, stare at the bite in the mirror a little too long, the feelings come rushing back and suddenly you’re faced with what you know you have to do.
-
Billy hasn’t been human in two days. It’s excruciating, wondering when you’ll talk to him again, fighting with himself not to go see you anyways. He’s smart enough to know when his actions will make things worse but that doesn’t mean he listens. Not seeing you feels like the worst kind of quitting. So he’s hauling himself through the forest just outside of the city, running until his lungs ache, until he’ll have no choice but to fall into a restless sleep. He’d tried getting plastered, but it’d just made him sad, made it harder not to go to you, not to cry and scream and beg like he wanted to deep down inside.
He knows Frank is probably livid, Billy’s been AWOL from Anvil for days, not answering his phone, avoiding opening the door. It seems like the more Billy allows himself to feel, the more people he has to answer to these days. He knows he can’t stick this out much longer. Soon, he’ll have to head back to the city, to his life, to his job, to you. And if you still won’t talk to him, he’s going to have to make you.
-
It’s Saturday night when you find it. Duke’s collar is collecting dust under your bed, and as you tidy up your bedroom, your fingers brush against it. The leather still gleams, shiny from lack of use. You cradle it in your hands as you bring it to the kitchen. You can’t bring yourself to throw it away, but it’s the last reminder you need. You’re going to break up with Billy. You have to.
Not that there’s much of a relationship anyways. You can’t really be with someone you just lie to all the time, no matter how bad you want them. It’s that little spark of anger that has you picking up the phone and texting him that you’re ready to talk.
-
When Billy reads your text he thinks he might pass out from sheer relief. You want to talk to him. Not just on the phone. You want to see him, be with him. It’s that thought that has him speeding all the way back to the city, human for the first time in days. He knows he must look terrible, must smell even worse, and the second he’s home he takes the fastest shower of his life and then he’s going, driving to you, desperate to be in your presence, smell your hair, stroke your soft skin.
When he knocks on your door, three staccato beats that somehow manage to come off shaky and nervous, you answer only a second later. It’s the look on his face that almost doubles him over with dread. You look resigned, unbothered, like you haven’t missed him at all while he’s been contemplating breaking your door down this entire week.
“Hey. You say flatly.
He doesn’t know what to say. For once in his life, Billy Russo is speechless with fear.
Until suddenly he isn’t.
“You can’t do this.” He says in a rush, entering your apartment and closing the door behind himself.
“You don’t even know what I’m going to say.” You retort.
“You can’t leave me.” Billy pushes, hands shaking. He balls them into fists, eyes boring into your face.
You sigh, eyes closing for a second before you reply.
“Billy, you know we can’t do this. I can’t agree to be with someone I barely know for the rest of my life. Not when I didn’t even get a choice in the matter.”
No, no, no, no, no, no.
“And I told you not to open the door.” Billy answers. He knows it’s a moot point. He would have just broken it down, but he’s desperate to get through to you.
“I thought you were hurt. But I guess I can count that as another lie.”
“Y/N, you don’t know how sorry I am-“
“Sorry because you really are, or just sorry I feel this way?” You cut him off, anger seeping into your eyes, mouth pulling into a tight line.
“You know how I feel about you! I wouldn’t hurt you on purpose.”
“But you would force my hand without me even knowing.” Your eyes are wide, the anger still there, but you also look defeated, maybe even sad. It makes Billy sick.
“Please don’t.” He whispers, hand moving to cup your cheek but you move away at the last second and Billy is becoming less and less sure he’ll survive this.
“You can’t change my mind, Billy. I’m sorry. But we can’t be together.” You say the words slowly, methodically, like you’ve rehearsed them and Billy wonders how long you’ve known you were going to do this.
“I will. I’m not going anywhere, sweetheart. You can be angry, you can fucking hate me but every time you open that door I’ll be there. Waiting for you.”
“Trying to force me to change my mind.”
“It’s all I’m fucking good for, right?” He snaps, nerves shot.
“You said it." You bite back.
Billy laughs humorlessly.
“You forget you can’t get away from me, Y/N. You have to listen to me.” Billy knows this is only pissing you off, but he’s never felt fear like this.
There was fear in Afghanistan. But there was also the knowing that there was a good chance he’d walk away alive, just because he was smart, could strategize and work towards an outcome. Here, with you? It’s all uncertain, uncharted territory he can’t traverse.
He sees it when your face changes. When you go from mildly angry to livid, and it sends a pang through his chest. But he’s too scared, too angry at himself to resist lashing out, even at you.
“Don’t you dare.” You growl.
“Don’t leave me, then.”
“Fuck you!”
“That’s what got us into this mess, maybe we should take it slow, go away together for a while.”
“You’re delusional.” You say. “For you.”
“Do not fucking speak to me in my head. You’re not welcome there, and you’re not welcome in my life. Fuck off, Billy.”
Billy clenches his jaw. “You’re making the wrong choice.”
Suddenly you’re reaching over and flinging something at him. It hits his chest with a dull sting before he realizes it’s his collar, from before.
“Don’t you dare tell me what choices I should be making! This is the first smart thing I’ve done in weeks. You wanna talk about bad decisions? Taking your sick, twisted ass home was one. Get the fuck out and don’t talk to me again.”
Just like that, you’re turning away, ignoring him. You’re throwing him away, acting like the past month has been nothing more than a bad dream you’re ready to wake up from.
When he leaves he slams the door so hard it splinters a little, a reminder for you of how you make him feel. How terrified and angry and sick he is without you. You want to call him twisted? He’ll fucking show you what he’s capable of. You’re never getting away from him. You’ve got nowhere to run where Billy can’t find you, and he’s ready to take up permanent residence in your head.
110 notes · View notes
devildomimagines · 3 years
Note
could we maybe get the brothers' reactions to an mc that has a lot of bottled up anger issues? kinda similar to how satan is with his wrath, but they just... can't stay mad for very long; they can be upset, sure, but mad? angry, even?? maybe for like, idk, a minute before it just fizzles out.
Sure thing! I love exploring emotions so let's go~
Belphegor
He doesn’t totally understand the rage but he’s lived with Satan long enough.
Though don’t get him wrong, he’s been angry before, frustrated and grieving to the point of murder *cough* but typically he doesn’t have the energy to expend.
Belphie definitely knows the feeling of fatigue once the anger has run its course and left you burnt out.
He offers you support in those moments, calm and quiet so as to not fan the embers.
If he’s awake, he recognizes the first signs of your anger. Your short replies, the tension in your jaw and the way your fists clench and unclench.
He’s never seen you let loose but he secretly wants to see the destruction you could cause.
If he catches it in time, he’ll pull you away from the situation, claiming he needed you for a nap.
Beelzebub
The same as his twin, not typically angry but understands from being around Satan.
The only times you can remember seeing him in a fit of anger were when he was denied food one too many times or when his team lost their Fangol match.
Beel doesn’t think you would be as explosive as he has seen Satan be but he also doesn’t want to take the chance and have you get in trouble.
I like to think he’s pretty attuned to his human, he can sense when their heart rate raises or feel the tension in the air when their anger flares.
He immediately takes steps to extricate you, even if that means throwing you over his shoulder and booking it out the door.
I think he would go to Satan for things that he does to calm down to try to help you. He wouldn’t name you, to keep your privacy, but unfortunately he’s a terrible liar so it’s pretty obvious.
Since he’s built like a brick house, he offers to be your punching bag if you ever need it, he swears he wouldn’t feel a thing. It’s tough to stay mad long enough to take him up on that offer but it’s appreciated.
Asmodeus
I think Asmo has the best understanding of wrath having heard it from the source directly.
Satan has monologued Asmo’s ear off about everything from how he felt to how he dealt with it.
When Asmo sees the same anger in you, he immediately jumps in, just as he would with Satan.
The only thing that won’t work on you would be Asmo’s charmspeak. Since you aren’t affected by his Avatar, he can’t sweet talk you down off fury’s ledge.
He knows other tricks, breathing exercises or distractions work just as well and he’s noticed you’re much quicker to recover than Satan would be.
He worries for the times you’re not with him, would you use his tricks or would you let the anger fester and bubble up under the surface?
The easiest solution in his eyes is to always be with you, no need to worry if he’s always available to you.
Satan
Satan has felt the familiar pangs of wrath coming from you previously and he gets it. Good lord does he get it. He’s never related to someone more than you, once you’ve disclosed this about yourself.
He nods when you describe it as the anger starting out slow and red-hot like lava creeping through every vein in your body. 
Then it’s all consuming and all you can feel is the fire of wrath. In those moments you recognize the need to punch, kick, or scream; something to relieve the fury.
But before you can act on it, the rage is gone. You’re left charred and feeling empty inside; the fire having consumed your being and left nothing alive.
He can share various things he’s learned to keep his own wrath at bay but it doesn’t always help so he’s promised to be your outlet when you need to let go.
He’d rather you explode at him than finding you in the aftermath of being burnt out. It breaks his heart when you give him that look that both says “you’re too late” and “I’m sorry, I tried.”
Satan would never be disappointed in you, so he reassures you all the time, “There’s no need to bottle up your emotions around me.”
Leviathan
We’ve all seen him get angry in game, mostly exploding at Mammon.
In those situations, when he’s comfortable, he’s very expressive, but more than the other brothers, he understands bottling up undesirable emotions that you don’t want to deal with or have others deal with.
He knows firsthand how that doesn’t help, if anything it escalates the issue in your own head. It’s like an echochamber of all your worst thoughts being amplified.
Levi offers to always listen to you rant, wherever, whenever. It’s the middle of the night and Beel’s destroying the kitchen on the other side of your bedroom wall for the 6th night that week? Give him a call. Asmo dragged you out to a club and you’re tired and want to come home? Call him, he’ll come get you. Mammon sold one of your personal items? He will gladly add it to the list of things he pesters Mammon about.
Just as you have listened to his rants on video games, anime or manga, he’ll be there to listen to your rants if it helps your anger.
He doesn’t know specific techniques to help but he can offer examples of what they did in the anime, “My Roommate Leaves Dirty Dishes in the Sink for so Long That They Get Moldy and Now I Need to Use One of the Moldy Dishes. Is It Passive Aggressive to Ask Them to do the Dishes or is it Just Aggressive?”
If you don’t want to talk about it then he’ll offer to take out your anger on some video game baddies as a substitute.
Mammon
Not gonna lie, he might be the cause of your anger sometimes.
When he’s not going through your things, he’s pretty clingy and a bit pushy. He doesn’t always say what he means and talks himself in circles when he doesn’t want to admit to something. It can be annoying if your personality doesn’t mesh well with that.
Mammon is, however, very quick to pick up on the shift in your demeanor. 
He’ll roll back his last action whatever it may be. If he threw an arm around your shoulder, he’d remove it. If he made a joke, he takes it back and apologizes. 
If it wasn’t something he did then he jumps to your defense, often putting himself in between you and the offending party.
He usually gives Satan space but Mammon wants to help you if he can.
I could see him being very sweet to you after an episode, trying to soothe the edges that came undone, even if only for a second.
Lucifer
King of swallowing emotions, let me tell you.
If you wanted advice on how to not bottle your emotions, this is not the demon for you.
He does understand the rage though. How it burns and devastates anything that comes in contact and how it can take on a life of its own……
Lord Diavolo help you if this is ever directed at Lucifer but if it’s not then he will happily offer his services to smite the cause.
Lucifer may worry that your wrath feeds off of and develops with Satan’s. The worst possibility being you start feeling resentment towards him just like the fourth born.
He will learn your triggers and will make an effort to avoid them if possible to keep your anger to a minimum.
Lucifer will always be available to talk to and would be comforting and accommodating behind closed doors.
158 notes · View notes
headingalaxys-spicy · 2 years
Note
I loved the chaos lord darling ask, could you also do the same with America? I think this would be funny… thanks :D
Fun fact: I couldn’t write this with a straight face 🤭
Hope you get a kick out of it as much as I did.
An untamable but equally as powerful destructive force of nature? Sign him up please. He’s a dumbass. Which means America he’ll hold on to his diluted belief that he can change you. Oh boy do you make a fool of him in the most creative way possible.
“Auch!” He tries not to scream in agony but that’s impossible to do when he has a swarm of pink venomous bees following him.
“Y/N for the love of burgers….AUGH.” His panting and the sounds of his wings slapping together trying to get away from the swarm was difficult considering each sting also had side effects that carried from victim to victim. He tried to catch his breath and not let the chemicals from the bees affect him by sheer force of will.
“All I want is …. AUGGGH! That’s it fuck these stupid things!” He creates a large fireball to destroy the swarm. It appears to work as he continues without being angry. “For you to be mine.” His body collapsed from the copious amounts of stings he had received all over his body and wings.
You rolled your eyes as you sipped on red wine and watched him languish. You knew the hallucinogens were beginning to kick into high gear in his body and you wanted to see how much fun you cold have with him before the effects of the venom wore off.
😈You quickly grow bored of him and his yandere antics like stalking you. His tendencies are horribly predictable while is why every time he tries to seek you out without your knowledge you always have a mischievous if not somewhat cruel trap for him to fall into.
I.E. You made a Cotton Candy Poodle have the ability to read his mind and bite him on the ass every time he got within a certain range of you. Also it croaked like a chicken to give you a heads up on your ‘suitor’
“Y/N can we please talk?” He grovels as he’s splayed out on the ground coughing up cola. He doesn’t want to endure another trick that he knows you’re prepared with. He drags his stinging body upwards so he can look in your direction to appear meek and helpless so that maybe you’ll listen to him.
You make your head appear on his left shoulder.
“Did you bring booze?”
“Yes, actually some potent whiskey from the human world.” He grins in satisfaction thinking that this might be it. This might be his chance to win you over.
“Glenmorangie 18 single malt. Fresh batch too.”
You giggle, finding it funny that a demon of his status was doing so much to try to impress you. You waste no time in busting that bad boy open and taking a few hits of it straight from the bottle. You hiccup and a few demons and trees foot into the air.
“Alright, I'm listening King Alfred. You have one minute and.” You snap your fingers and he’s decked out in a black sequined suit and tap dance shoes.
“You’ve got to sing to the heavens what it is you want. Now SING my little bird SING!”
Alfred wasn’t expecting to have an impromptu number but he’ll be damned if he was going to waste a golden opportunity where he had your attention 100%.
*cue Mariah Carey’s Touch My Body*
Y/N tries not to spit out her booze but allows Alfred to continue and he begins to put on a surprisingly good show.
Touch my body
Put me on the floor
Wrestle me around
Play with me some more
Touch my body~
Y/N takes another long swig and pulls out a recorder this was absolute GOLD. America continued to swish his hips back and fourth and even began to pull off his sparkly tux for a dramatic effect. May as well go all out for the chaos lord. He kept his eyes attached to Y/N for most of the time that he performed. Her feet began to tap to the music. Alfred unveiled his half corset he was wearing underneath showing off his fit pecks.
You were amazed that he could breathe in such a thing. You did think that his Sun deprived skin did look rather nice contrasted with all the black he was wearing. You chuckle to yourself at the thought of being in a relationship with him. It caused a few rocks to move around on his ‘stage’ and he tripped during his performance.
“Augh!” He falls onto the brimstone and spot covered ground. To his surprise applause greets his ears.
His heart practically sings with joy.
“Alright King Alfred…. I…..” y/n lets the final words that would give him peace of mind hang on the top of her tounge.
Alfred’s eyes are so big and filled with sparkle and joy.
“Reject your offer. But thanks for the booze you weirdo!”
You laugh maniacally and disappear shattering Alfred’s hope and dreams.
28 notes · View notes
therealvinelle · 3 years
Note
This a weird question, but can you imagine the Cullen children in zoom class? Like would they even bother, or would they just abandon going to high school all together during the quarantine period? I'm trying to imagine them just sitting in their big house all together on multiple computers, forgetting even to move like a person so it just looks like they put up a photo instead of being there themselves, or them having to sit through someone invading zoom classes and distrupting the lesson by screen sharing porn sites or something 🤣 Can you see this scenario happening?
Depends on whether they’re still doing the human thing. Modern technology is making life difficult for anybody who wants to live under the grid. People can’t pop into existence with a few papers, especially not if they’re a doctor with his wife and eight kids. So, if the Cullens hadn’t dropped the human charade by the time COVID-19 hit the world, odds are they’d use this time of increased home schooling and people being too distracted by the pandemic and lockdown to just sort of quietly step away from civilization. Carlisle would have to be dragged away from the pandemic kicking and screaming, of course, but as a doctor he’d have to go through regular testing and that can’t happen. Regardless of what the Cullens end up choosing, Carlisle can’t work as a doctor through a pandemic that will feature regular medical screenings.
So, it’s dubious that they’re still doing the human routine in early 2020, but the Cullens have always gotten away with it in the past, and they treasure their lifestyle more than anything. To turn their back on human civilization would be to turn their back on everything that makes them Cullens. The cars, the houses, the video games, the overfilled bank accounts - it would all have to go.
Which is why they might end up saying “... let’s wait a bit. Carlisle, you got into a horrible accident and died so hard there wasn’t a body.” and then Esme and the kids continue the charade just a while longer. It’s easier to not be caught during lockdown, after all, there’s no chance of eating anybody, no one will see them not eat anything during lunch hour, tons of pluses really! (Or so they try to convince themselves.)
In this scenario, then yes they’re doing zoom classes, some more fervently than others. If Rosalie stops doing zoom classes it’ll mean she’s giving up on Rosalie Hale and descending one step further down on the ladder towards inhumanity, and that won’t do at all. SHE’LL DO ALL THE ZOOM CLASSES.
Emmett, you’re right that he would treat this as a giant joke and see how much he could get away with. Though, as lockdown went on I imagine if he’s in high school he’d get bored and eventually be a black screen called “Emmett Cullen” accompanied by a muted microphone, relying on Alice to help him out in case the teacher decides to call on him. Or maybe he can park Carlisle in front of the screen, Carlisle has nothing better to do. If he’s in college he won’t show up at all.
To Jasper, if he’s in high school I doubt he’ll bother at all. There’s no point in it now that he doesn’t get his practice around humans, and he has better things to do. Jasper Hale drops out of school due to grief over his late father, who died in that horrible accident. If he’s in college then great, he can study in perfect tranquility. In that case he’s doing Zoom.
Alice does it, because she is very dutiful towards her visions. They have told her to be a Cullen and do the Cullen lifestyle, ergo she does the Cullen lifestyle.
Edward does it too, because high school or college, he’s addicted to suffering.
Bella is down for this as well, because like Alice she signed up to be a Cullen and so a Cullen she shall be.
Renesmée asks why they can’t spend lockdown visiting auntie Zafrina, but alright alright we’re doing the zoom thing. Or else the now dead Carlisle goes to visit, taking Renesmée who also dropped out because grief with him.
Esme is delighted, she can finally join crafts and cooking clubs without the threat of eating the other members. She has a great time.
A depressing time is had for everyone except Esme.
339 notes · View notes
undead-merman · 3 years
Note
Alright first, I wanna say that you are my favorite blog in here. Your writing is so good I can’t never get enough. Keep the good work❤️ (love to the editor too)
Now with the request, how about yandere siren simeon with a s/o that keeps rejecting their advances or they just already have a partner.
Oh damn, thanks. I just like writing monsters and yanderes glad you enjoy it. Editor sends Their thanks as well.
🧜‍♂️Yandere Siren Simeon🧜‍♂️ With an S/O Who Has a Previous Lover GN- reader SFW
His First Reaction
When you first reject him saying that you had a lover already he just smiled and nodded. His smile is as bright and radiant as it always is. He just curls his tail cutely and tries to continue the conversation like nothing happened.
But on the inside he feels like he’s just been punched in the throat over and over and nothing but poison was running through his veins. He feels so violently ill. His mind swirls with so many emotions.
He already knows what he needs to do, you’re everything, you’re everything he could ever want and he’s not letting some strange unknown human take away his eternal happiness. They couldn’t love you like he would. They wouldn’t treasure you like he would.
How He Deals with It
He still visits you, still keeps up appearances but learns as much as he can about your partner. He’ll ask as much as you're willing to give him and he’ll ask to meet them.
If you agree to let him meet your partner he’ll act so friendly and sweet and when you least expect it he’ll grab you and drag you into the ocean as he proudly sings his song to your partner. Even if you scream, thrash, bite and kick he’s not letting you go and holding you against him tight as your partner falls into a trance. He’ll cover your eyes but you can hear them step into the ocean, but as Simeon swims away with you, know they won’t be coming back out of the water.
If you don’t let Simeon see them that's fine. He doesn’t mind. He’ll just pull you in the water; he can’t risk you going back to them. No way in hell. He’ll just smile and hold you against him with his hands around your waist. He’s reassuring you the whole time as he drags you off.
He finally brings you to his den and he’s just admiring you even if you're screaming and begging to be let out. He is so drunk off of just your presence. He’s just watching you amazingly even as you struggle. His tail swirling in the water as he sighs like a teen with a crush.
It's okay to be scared of him taking you here was sudden and probably pretty scary! He wouldn’t blame you for cowering for a few days. But he’ll get lonely if you keep avoiding him. He’ll openly talk to you, ask you your opinion on things and act like everything is normal. He’s always trying to comfort you with soft words and he never raises his voice at you. He treats you so gently even after all he’s done.
He slowly comes to realize that he needs something to bond with you so he offers to allow you to decorate his den. Anything you want inside and he’s willing to seek it out. If it's not available in the ocean he’s more than willing to send a hypnotized slave to get it for him. He’ll enslave a whole crew if it means setting it up perfectly the way you want it. He can’t do electronics though, he wishes he could but it’s impossible with where his den is.
If you try to escape, he’d chuckle at you as if he caught you with your hand in the cookie jar. He’ll tut at you like a small child and sit you back where he thinks you look best and tie you up. Never too rough, just enough to keep you from moving as he fixes whatever gave you the idea. He can’t allow that, he’ll make it up to you by finding you something extra sparkly and bringing you extra food. Though if you ended up screaming your old partner’s name or injuring him, his face is filled with remorse. He’ll mention over and over again how much you hurt him, after all he did was look out for you and leave you tied up. He lets you go hungry until you apologize to him. Only after you’ve sincerely apologized and promised him to be good did he feed you. But at least it's good food.
In the end he’ll do everything he can to make you forget your old partner, distracting you with fun self-centered activities or discussions. He just wants the two of you to live happily ever after. Just you two, forever.
158 notes · View notes
venusdere · 3 years
Text
Yandere Demon Kakashi nsfw hcs!
Tumblr media
CW: yandere, dubcon/noncon elements, toxic, misogyny, mentions of death, cum, literally just cum thats the warning, breeding, oral (f recieving), marking?, Kakashi is a dom, kakashi is touch starved, reader is depressed, stolkholm syndrome,
Demon Kakashi absolutely adores you in every way. With that being said, he's still a demon and doesn't understand how to care for a human properly. Originally, he was summoned by an enemy of yours to have you killed. You were a well known ninja and highly respected, but that doesn't mean that everyone loved you. You had made a number of enemies throughout the years, and some had hated you more than others. Kakashi didn't like being summoned by humans in the first place, but he planned on killing the ones who had summoned him after they gave him his reward anyway. He figured he might as well kill you as well, until he actually laid eyes on you. He'd broken into your home in the middle of the night as you slept and had mistaken you for an angel, there was really no other explanation as to what you were. To him, you were too perfect to be human, humans didn't deserve to have you walking among them. Kakashi wanted to be the only one who would be blessed with your existence. He knew he had to take you back with him to his dimension, no one else deserved you. Kakashi doesn't care about your personality, your wants or desires, he only cares about how pretty you would look sitting on his cock every night completely fucked-out <333
Even if you're a ninja, he's too powerful for you to take on alone. Don't bother wearing yourself out, he thinks it's cute that you can take him on but ultimately if you keep on fighting him he'll lock you up and wait until your tantrum is over. He'd leave his symbol on your neck so that other demons know to stay away from you. Yes it'll hurt you, but it looks so pretty on your neck and he loves to admire it so it's okay. He also loves cumming on his symbol, he'll pull out and cum all over your body, but most of it lands around your neck.
Demon Kakashi sees you more as a plaything than a partner. He likes to take care of you simply because you won't at this point. When he kidnapped you, you still had a spark in you. You fought back but no amount of ninjutsu worked. You would kick, scream, punch, and cry on almost every occasion you saw him, but now you were much more compliant. That being said it's not completely in a good way. You stopped drinking water and eating after months of being locked up in his room. You wouldn't speak, barely moved, and didn't respond when he would grab you harshly or call your name out. It was a bit of a drag to take care of you, but he'd give you the world if you'd ask. He knew you'd come around soon, you just needed to get over whatever this was.
If you won't eat or drink water, then he'd simply threaten to kill the ones you loved back on earth. If you won't let him take care of you, then he'll go to drastic measures to make sure you're okay. You don't want to have sex with him? An entire village will be burned to the ground. Please just do what Kakashi says, it's easier for you and won't result in death or travesty.
Once you do come around and change your attitude thanks to Stockholm Syndrome, he expects you to be on him the second he's back in the bedroom. He's touch-starved, and he never knew how amazing cuddling or even holding hands could be. He'll get very upset if you don't run up to him as soon as he gets home and give him a big kiss. He'll simply threaten you with the lives of innocent people if you don't do anything. He'd never bluff either, and he'll kill them in front of you to make sure you know he's being serious. He'll remind you that it's all your fault, they could have lived if only you listened.
Please sit on his lap, he lives for it. He prefers when you're cockwarming him but he isn't picky. As long as you're naked and all over him, he'll take it. You're not allowed to wear clothes, he likes how available it makes you to him.
During sex, you don't have a choice as to who's dominant or submissive. He's the dom here, not you. He'll say things like, "How's a stupid little girl going to dominate me?" "Just accept your place, you're prettier when you're under me anyway," or "Stop talking, I don't want your opinion, I want your mouth on my cock," "Just let your master take care of you, girls don't know what they want."
Demon Kakashi doesn't like the idea of having children. They're annoying and he already has to deal with you, but he does love stuffing you full of his cum. He also really loves cumming all over your body and leaving you like that. He thinks you look prettiest with his cum all over you and stuffed in your holes, okay? If you wind up getting pregnant, he'll deal with the child but he won't show them the same love he gives you. You're the woman here, you take care of them. Don't get upset, it's just what you're meant for, even a demon knows that.
He also loves chaining you down to the bed as well, and gagging you. Even when he manipulates you into sex he doesn't like when you're asking him to stop. He'd rather just gag your mouth and listen to your sweet moans.
He could eat you out for days, he just adores the way your legs tremble and how your mewl for him. He could make you cum with his tongue and fingers alone, but he prefers when you cum all over his cock. He thinks you taste divine, and also figured that if he gives you more pleasure, you'll come around faster.
He has large, red demon horns and you can't tell me otherwise. He likes when you rub your hands on them, but he'll get turned on by the action almost immediately. If it's after sex, it'll sooth him to sleep instead.
107 notes · View notes
wozwaid · 3 years
Note
would you do hcs for the soul eater boys realizing their crush on you and telling you?? tysm! :]
YES SOUL EATER REQUESTSSSS
if you dont know, I'm the biggest simp for soul evans so just putting that out there
also all my soul eater fics are crack + fluff fics because these children are fucking crazy
TW: swearing. a lot of swearing. i swear a lot. I'm really sorry its a bad habit I'm working on it ANYWAYS-
LETS GET IT
Tumblr media
Soul
- say it with me, everyone.
- not. fucking. cool.
- cool guys don't settle down... right?
- but you obviously would wanna date a cool guy like him... right?
- he’s SO INSECURE
- like should he tell you?
- so he goes to Black Star. 
- you read that correctly ladies, gentlemen, and non-binary pals. Soul Eater Evans asked Black Star for relationship advice.
- he's desperate don’t judge him (plz do tho Maka and Tsubaki haven't stopped laughing)
- so he shows up in a leather jumpsuit (roll with it) and proclaims his love for you at the top of DWMA academy
- nobody could hear him. they all just saw what appeared to be a screaming monkey
- look he's cool and all but he’s also a total idiot.
- he assumes you not responding means it’s a no and he gets DEPRESSED
- but then Maka was like “dipshit they couldn’t hear you”
- SO BACK TO SQUARE ONE!
- he shows up at your door with flowers and a card. he knocks on your door, but when he hears you approaching he drops everything and SPRINTS AWAY.
- so you have these flowers and a card with your name on it on your front porch. inside is a letter saying “hey y/n, you’re really cool an if you wanna hang out some time, meet me at the basketball court tomorrow at 11am.”
awe he did it... kinda.
Tumblr media
Black Star
I'm gonna claw his eyes out I swear to god HOW DARE YOU SAY THAT TO ME YOU LITTLE SHIT-
*ahem* anyways.
- Black Star... hmm... how do I say this. he has his head up his ass.
- wouldn’t know what romantic feelings were even if they smacked him in the head, but they couldn’t smack him in the head, because his head is stuck up his ass.
- Tsubaki is like “why do you keep challenging y/n? they clearly don’t wanna spar with you right now.”
- and BS is just like “no they do.” and that's the end of the conversation.
- Tsubaki realizes that he has a crush on you, but he’s just too dumb to notice, so she literally tells you for him.
- she’s like “yo, y/n. Black Star is kinda in love with you but he’s too stupid to realize it.”
- and you’re like “sweet ok ill go ask him out.”
- SOOO  you go to Black Star after class and ask him to dinner.
- bad move. you can kiss your savings goodbye, but you might get to kiss Black Star???
- anyways, he’s like “OF COURSE YOU WOULD WANT TO GO ON A DATE WITH THE STRONG AND INCREDIBLE BLACK STAR! ILL PICK YOU UP!”
- and you’re like “wait you don’t know where I live-” “YES I DOOOOO SEE YOU AT 8″
- not creepy at all Black Star. not creepy at all.
- he’s freaking the fuck out
- so he shows up at your apartment looking like he just survived Hurricane Maria and then went swimming with sharks but didn’t bring any equipment. remember how he dressed for the episode where they celebrate the founding of DWMA? he looks like that, but somehow worse.
- you take him inside, throw him in your room with a towel and tell him to shower since there’s gel EVERYWHERE
- you guys just end up staying inside, playing videogames!
Tumblr media
Death the MAN
- sooooo DTK. my favorite character
- i’m not totally sure how he’d handle it
- I dont think he would handle it tbh
- he’s a genius, but he's FUCKING STUPID
- he decides to shove his feelings into the back of his mind because, as he said, “that’s a problem for future Death the Kid, not me.” Same honey, same.
- but then he sees you getting hit on and PULLS OUT HIS PISTOLS AND FUCKING MURDERS-
- nah he just grabs you and walks away
- ur like “uh hello what’s up?”
- he realizes that he messed up your shirt while dragging you outside.
- a-symmetrical. bad. not good. Death the Kid.exe has stopped working
- and ur like “OH SHIT IS HE DEAD”
- so you take him to the nurse because why not.
- and so there you are, sitting in the nurses office, watching your crush practically bleed out. fun!
- and he says your name in his sleep and you automatically crash
- when he wakes up, he sees that you’re asleep in a chair next to him, so being the LOVELY HUMAN BEING (shinigami? both? who’s DTK’s mom? help?) that he is, he picks you up and lays you down next to him, falling asleep holding onto you
- liz and patty are taking pictures. he’ll never hear the end of it from those two.
Tumblr media
Stein
damn what those hands do?
- so we figured out a valuable piece of information
- dr. stein has a heart and it works
-  wanna know how? 
- you were kicking his ass and he got really flustered bc you were sweating and he had DIRTY THOUGHTS-
- so boom. human emotions. stein has those. problem solved. ladies and gentlemen (and non-binary pals), we got him.
- stein doesn’t understand what to do with his feelings for you
- does he... does he remove his heart? will that make it better?
- no oh my god someone please stop him he's actually gonna do it-
- he ends up just telling you face to face with the most expressionless expression you’ve ever seen
- and you’re like “hey um r u ok?”
- AND THEN YOU SEE A TINY BLUSH AND AIWEOJFDAPWOIERFDS AWWWWWW
- marry him. m a r r y  h i m. when stein falls for someone, he falls HARD.
- you’re in it for the long run with him. hope you’re ready to never sleep cuz he’ll perform experiments on you!
Tumblr media
Spirit (Death Scythe)
- HOW DO YOU KNOW
- HOW ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO KNOW IF HE ACTUALLY LIKES YOU
- I CAN NOT READ THIS MAN
- he does have very pretty eyes tho
- BUT LIKE ARE WE A THING? IS IT A ONE NIGHT STAND? DO YOU LIKE ME? DO YOU NOT? STOP SPIRIT YOU’RE SCARING THE BABY (that's me. I'm the baby)
- i deadass have no clue what to say. my -3 IQ can’t handle this. good luck homie, this one’s a doosey.
OK IDK WHETHER TO WRITE FOR JUSTIN OR NOT I CANT FIND ANY GIFS AND THAT’S MAKING ME WEIRDLY NERVOUS OK BYE LOVE YOU GUYS
660 notes · View notes
Text
pascal
Tumblr media
summary: spencer has had a few late nights at work, which ultimately meant neglecting y/n and their baby. after he returns home, he attempts to console his child, only to find out that his son doesn’t recognize him
word count: 1887                                                          ��                           reading time aprox: 8 mins
masterlist
My muscles were in complete repose, my eyes began to flutter against the sudden weight that forced them to shut, and reality around me began to dissipate. I drew in a long breath as I let myself succumb to the peaceful atmosphere of mine and Spencer’s bedroom, the moonlight that crept through the window enhancing the serene ambiance.  
I felt the soft fabric of the duvet on the skin of my legs, pulling it over the entirety of my body as I drifted away into a well deserved slumber. Unfortunately, those plans were unmatched to the wails of my crying son in the nursery next to the bedroom. 
I groaned, clutching my head while disdainfully throwing myself up from the bed and dragging myself to where my son laid in distress. Walking into the quaint, but pastel colored room, my eyes landed on the clock above the cradle. Exhaustion infiltrated my every move and the fact that the clock read 2:48 am made the occasion less desirable. 
“Hey Pascal, hey buddy” I cooed, picking up the small infant that permeated the room with his blaring cries. It was Spencer’s idea to name him after his favorite French mathematician. At first, Spencer was definite on naming the baby Schrodinger after the Austrian physicist, which was followed by the explanation of Schrodinger’s cat and how that unveiled the misconceptions on Copenhagen’s theory of physics. Fortunately for me and the hospital, I was too busy in labor to retaliate by throwing him out of the hospital window for interrupting the birth of our first child with physics history. After a while of deliberation, we both agreed on the name Pascal.
“Shh, it’s okay baby, mommy’s got you” I reassured, laying him on my chest as I bounced on the heels of my feet while swaying side to side. I hummed the tune of Mozart’s Sonata No. 16, the melody subduing the child’s relentless howls as I placed him back into the cradle. I refolded the blanket that swaddled Pascal, tucking in any stray pieces that his tiny feet could slip out of. Finally, I walked over to a music box that rested on top of the baby’s dresser, winding it to play throughout the remainder of the night to encourage the baby’s slumber. 
I wish I could be in the same circumstances as Pascal, considering he had a means of going back to sleep. My preferred method was, yet again, staying late at the FBI headquarters in order to assist in a BAU case. 
It felt like the same night had been replaying over and over again for the past 2 weeks. I’d get up to soothe the baby, fall back asleep on a lonesome bed, then wake up to a man that would hurry back to work the second his eyes opened. Me and Spencer were becoming estranged, although my concern primarily derived from the possibility of our son not even recognizing his father. 
I stumbled back to my room, practically dragging my feet as I tediously made my way back to the comforting sensation of the bed. My entire body screamed for sedation, begging for rest, yet my mind raced with troublesome thoughts about my relationship with Spencer. 
My eyes shifted downwards to the emerald ring that Spencer had given me when he proposed. It was the same ring that his mother and grandmother had worn when they were ought to be betrothed. I slouched on the side of the bed, sliding the ring off of my finger and into the drawer of the nightstand and finally attempted to regain the will of maintaining a decent sleep schedule. 
Though with my luck, that was yet to happen due to a loud bang that engulfed the apartment, followed by a string of curse words from Spencer’s mouth. With the inclination to investigate battling against my debilitation. I hauled my entire body up off the bed once again to meet Spencer in the living room, where I was met with the view of a lanky boy clutching onto several books that were scattered on the wood floors. If I weren’t in an irritated disposition, I would’ve laughed at the scene displayed in front of me, instead I mustered up a small ‘welcome home’ as I squinted at him. 
“Hey Y/N, why are you still up?” He whispered, straddling the books he carried on his knee. 
I sighed, wiping the wrinkles off of my forehead. “I-I don’t know, Pascal woke up and I was, yeah- I was just trying to sleep, but he started crying” I explained, stumbling over my words as the fatigue clearly impeded my cognitive ability. 
“I’m sorry to hear that Y/N” He walked over to the table next to the door and placed the books back to where they were previously before heading over to the kitchen. “Why don’t you go back to sleep, love?” He suggested, reaching over the counter for the cappuccino machine. 
“You’re staying up?” I inquired, ignoring his proposal completely. He sifted through the cabinets to find his favorite Star Trek mug for his coffee, but struggled to locate it. “-third cabinet to the left” I interjected, putting him out of his misery. 
He nodded in gratitude, flashing me a tight lipped smile. “Yeah, I just have to finish the paperwork for some case files” He elaborated casually. 
I stood over the living room couch, setting myself down on the edge of the cushions as I observed Spencer’s movements. “Are you coming to bed Spence?” I crossed arms, resting my eyes while I continued to feebly converse with him. 
“Uhhhhh-” He prolonged his speech, deliberating on how he was going to answer the double edged question. “It’s a really long case Y/N, I’ll try to be in bed as soon as possible” He confessed, watching the steam rise from the coffee pot, indicating that his brew was almost done. 
“Okay” I replied monotonously, not having the energy to negotiate with Spencer’s unhealthy work habits. “Do you mind at least checking on the baby next time he gets fussy?” I rubbed the temples of my forehead, feeling a migraine begin to ensue. 
“Y/N I don’t think I can, I just have a lot to go over and Hotch is really on me for-” 
“Spencer, I understand it’s been a long night for me too” I gripped onto the throw pillows below me as my migraine intensified. “I just- my head’s kind hurting and I just need you to check up on Pascal once and in a wh-” 
“Y/N-” He began, pouring copious amounts of creamer into his cup of coffee. “I just need this night alone Y/N, and I really don’t think it’s a lot to ask” He justified, leaning on the counter behind him as he sipped on beverage. 
Frustration battled with the almost unbearable pounding in my head, grateful for the dimly lit room that blessed my sensitive eyes. “But Spencer, you’re barely here at home and Pascal needs his da-” 
“Yes, but his dad is out in the world, ridding it of all the bad guys that can cause harm to him” Spencer argued, an impatient tone evident behind his words. “Don’t I get any credit for that?” 
“Spencer, I’m not saying that-”
“Y/N I’m just having a long night, I need to spend it alone-” 
“Oh, just like me and Pascal do every night” I spat, gesturing to the nursery across the hall. 
“What’s that supposed to mean?” He interrogated, slamming his mug onto the coffee, but not forceful enough to spill the beverage. 
“Spencer, I’m really not trying to fight” I emphasized, forcing my eyes shut as I felt my head pulse. 
“Well, it seems like you are” Spencer scoffed, peering at me with an incredulous expression. “At least I’m supporting this household, what are you attributing to it?” He mocked, his voice elevating in volume. 
“Spencer, can we not get into that, I’m just saying that I wished you spent more time with Pascal” I admitted, my voice fading out into the darkness as I tried to limit my speech.
“Y/N, don’t you understand that-” 
“YES! I understand fully” I impulsively yelled in annoyance, regretting it afterwards with the thought of the baby in my conscience. 
Unfortunately the sound of my voice had permeated the poor child’s ears, sending him into a panicked frenzy of deafening cries. I groaned in exasperation, running my hands over my face in exhaustion as the crying fit ensued in the middle a heated argument. 
“God! See what you did now” Spencer complained, shaking his head as he made long strides towards the nursery. 
“Spence- I don’t think you want to do that” I warned, running along after him. “Spence he hasn’t seen you in a long time, I don’t think he’ll recog-” 
“He’s my son Y/N, I think he’ll recognize me” He jeered, mocking my apprehension. He entered into the small room with soft steps, reaching into the cradle with an amiable countenance before coddling the small human against his shoulders. Opposite to Spencer’s intentions, Pascal began to fuss in Spencer’s hold. He kicked and emitted loud screams, resisting against the foreign arms that were around him. 
“Spence-” I whispered, although my attempt to gain his attention fell through as he continued to care for Pascal. 
“Hey, it’s okay daddy’s he- hey no it’s- Pascal-” Spencer sputtered out, struggling against the infant writhing around on his shoulder. The lines were now apparent on Spencer’s forehead, indicating his exponentially growing frustration. 
“Spence, give him to me. I can-” I interjected, but was ultimately shut down by Spencer’s stubbornness. 
“I got this Y/N” He stated with determination. 
Although even with all his motivation and determination to sedate the small child, the results were dissatisfactory. “Come Pascal- come on buddy” Spencer cooed, now bouncing him side to side. Pascal’s cries engulfed the entire room, giving me a heart wrenching feeling due to my motherly instinct. 
A small part of me pitied Spencer’s attempts at reconnecting with his child as he found the results fruitless. By this point, his methods were futile; Pascal’s behavior becoming increasingly volatile. Instinctively I rushed over to Spencer, picking up Pascal in my arms. 
Without a second passing by, the infant had calmed down instantaneous. I bounced him side to side, similar to Spencer’s actions, and snuggled him into my chest. 
For a moment I caught Spencer’s gaze and what I saw was more than heartbreaking to witness. He looked at me and Pascal with a defeated look, but it wasn’t any ordinary defeated look, he seemed to be in utter despair. 
My frustration at him dissipated and was replaced by empathy as his eyes began to water in chagrin. Setting Pascal back into the cradle after he fell back asleep, I turned to face Spencer with a lamentable expression; only to find him gazing at his hands with indignation. 
“Spence” I whispered gently. Although without a second thought, he had rushed out of the room, grabbed his belongings, and left the apartment. 
I closed my eyes in disquietude, reminded of the migraine I had previously. I waddled back into the bedroom to cuddle into the bed sheets as I let my mind roam the forlorn thoughts that swirled around my head.
part 2
-
tag list: @rexorangecouny
part 2 tmrw
Tumblr media
1K notes · View notes
suitetarts · 3 years
Text
pockets full of stone
Tumblr media
A mer-may collab with @miranhas-art 💙 See below the cut for another gorgeous Mari illustration! ... and my fic
Din Djarin nearly dies (again) and meets someone from the stories he heard as a child. He didn’t expect them to be so sassy, though.
Rating: General Word Count: 2.8k Warning: Description of drowning, thoughts of death, vomiting (water) AO3 Link
A push, grunt, then a large splash into the lake’s dark and chilled waters. 
This was the last time Din was going to talk business on a pier without his jetpack. He knew the bounty was desperate, and for Maker’s sake, the Quarren had thrown his body weight around earlier on the Crest trying to piss Din off by scaring the kid. He should have known better.
Din pulls himself back to the present and away from any blame. He could worry about that later. Or never, and he supposes he’ll find that out soon. His whole body feels incredibly heavy, much more than what he has grown used to over the years. Where metal meets man, he is dragged down; the weight of his padding and armor applying an inescapable pressure as the moonlight fades to black above him. He tries pulling at the water with his arms while kicking with his legs, grasping for anything, but still he feels himself sinking deeper. 
Wait, the… Who would take care of the baby if Din can’t....
His breaths are coming fast as he tries and fails to calm himself. Keeping his body upright means that the water still hasn’t crept into his helmet, which is something he can work with. But only for a short few moments. Din realizes he’s probably going to run out of breathable air before he reaches the bottom of this icy lake, much less walk out of it, as he continues to sink.
Din’s mind begins to fog as he figures he might be able to save himself if he loses some of the beskar. He doesn’t have the luxury to dwell on this, as close to his heart and soul the beskar may be. The armor will be at the bottom of the lake whether he succeeds or fails, so he gets going. His normally nimble fingers are cold and difficult, and they fail to find purchase on the slippery latches of his pauldrons. The cape wrapped around his chestplate in such a way to make it nearly impossible to remove without being able to look down and see it. His head lolls forward, allowing water to rush into his helmet and the dwindling air pocket. Din’s mouth and nose are full of water, his throat contracts, his chest stutters, his lungs burn. He can’t focus on the latches to his armor or removing his belts, all he can feel is the cold depths rushing all around and within.
Fuck.
Fuck.
The Mandalorian reflects for a moment. He’s done his best, but his best wasn’t good enough. This is it. He’s flirted with this for years, and it's finally here. Is it honorable? Probably not. Is it what he deserves? Most likely. What’s his legacy? A lifetime spent trying to be worthy of being saved, only to waste it. Figures.
Before Din lost consciousness, two glowing blue lights rushed towards him, but he was too far gone to care. He was finally warm.
Death is a funny thing. No one really knows what happens in the instant before it actually happens. Everyone says they know, but obviously they don’t. There’s no certainty in death, just like in life. What happens to someone when they cross the veil, from one world to the next? If it's anything like traveling at lightspeed, Din knew that like the back of his hand. A shudder felt through the hull, a pause, and then that’s it. Silence and flashes of stars, except perhaps these would fade to black before long. What would he see in those stars? A story?
If Din was to see a story before he died, he knew plenty of them. He had once been fond of the stories that came from strangers. He would beg his father to take him to the cantina, to let him sit in the dirty booths and eavesdrop on the travelers talking about their recent journeys to Coruscant or to any number of exotic planets in the outer rim. The idea of being totally free to do whatever Din wanted in the whole entire galaxy was so thrilling, especially compared to his reality of being tied down to his father’s shop in the bazaar forever. What kind of story would that make for, compared to what was out there in the stars? There were dashing pilots, gunners and soldiers, merchants, bounty hunters, peacekeepers, missionaries. Stories of war in far off places, of mysterious species unlike anything he’d ever dreamed, of personal loss, of unexpected love. Whenever he asked to go -- before, that is -- his mother would give his father a look, one that was always angled so that Din couldn’t see, and then his father would relent and take the young boy out for the afternoon. But eventually, both of them would shush him when he asked. They stayed inside, ‘it’s not a good day’ his mother said, and kept the store closed. There were whispers of war, a real war. The whispers were exciting to Din at first, they reminded him of the stories. The heroes were going to swoop in to stop the bad guys and put everything back to normal. But then the whispers grew into screams, explosions, shooting. Where were the heroes? All the thrilling things he had heard in the cantina, but terrifying and happening to him with no one here to--
Stop. Din’s dead, and yet he continues to torture himself. If he gets one last laugh, it should be at himself.
Din didn’t want a story, or to relive his life. What about something he never got to do? He had always hoped that he could live in a fantasy, if only for a moment, where he could have a simple life. A moisture farmer on some backwater planet, or a working class mechanic for a Mid Rim starport. Although that was never a life he would actually want for himself, a simple life was always a nice thought for a different Din. One who wasn’t so…. damaged.
So here he is, a man on the brink of death. Is he seeing his life flash painfully before him again, is he living in a dream, is he nowhere at all?
A kiss. He’s being kissed.
Now, Din had never kissed anyone on the lips in life. He knew the steps, the basic mechanics, but he imagined that it was a much different experience to be kissing an actual active participant and not just the skin on the back of his own hand. There was a certain give and take that he was looking forward to -- a dance, a battle of will fought with plush lips and soft tongues. Even beyond the direct battlefield, there was the periphery of where one’s hands would be, knees intertwined, legs weak and swaying. His arm wrapped around their waist and his fingers brushing tenderly over their cheek, while they pull him in by the shoulders until they melt together.
He would have much rather died in a kiss like that.
In this brief moment of purgatory, however, he can settle for this one chaste kiss. This ‘kiss’ he is having now, if it’s to be called that, is… Hmm. It isn’t what Din imagined. Everything is dark, and it's not anything like a dance. This person seems to be gasping into him with their mouth wide open, like a fish out of water. Whoever he’s kissing has clearly never done this before either, otherwise why in Maker’s name would anyone want to kiss again? He strains his arms to reach forward at whatever is capturing his lips, but he can’t find his strength. He had never known that kissing would need to be so rushed, or involve so much blowing of air? He --
Oh.
Din grunts around a cough, finding himself on his back and in quite a bit of pain. His insides feel like they are saturated and about to burst. He rolls over onto his hands and knees on the muddy banks of the far side of the lake so that he can proceed to throw up an obscene amount of water, which only makes the burning in his lungs more and more painful with each heave.
A sigh of relief, a soft voice breaking through the silt caked in his ears which seems to speak only above a whisper. “I-I’m so glad you’re okay.”
Din freezes. The discomfort and pained heat in his chest is nothing compared to the inferno under the bare skin of his face. He continues to stare at the ground, but shifts his eyes up so that he is looking in the direction of his savior.
A human, scantily-clad with only a dark cloth wrapped around their chest and some sort of leather skirt, sits in front of him on the rocks, their legs still partially submerged in the murky lake water. They thumb at their wet lips as they smile at him, and he feels a blush creep from his face all the way down his chest. Those glistening, smiling lips had been on his lips.
His lips.
His face.
The Creed.
Despite a sensible voice in Din’s head trying to remind him that they had saved his life, despite the weakness that pervaded every inch of his body, a flare of anger rises in him. He is dar’manda now, because of them.
He pulls himself up into a seated position on the lakeside and puffs out his chest, only to find the pain evaporating his anger. “What did you do….” he asks himself.
Their smile fades as their brows furrow. “I think that’s pretty obvious. I saved your life.”
“I didn’t mean-- My life?” Din sighs around a laugh. He’s done this before, hasn’t he? Why’s this different from the cantina? Because this person isn’t made of metal? He knew going along with anything less than what the Creed requires of him would become a slippery slope. The tears come easily and he does nothing to stop them. “No, my life is over.”
They set one of their hands on the rock beside them, leaning their weight onto it and towards him. They open their mouth around a smirk, then pause. They start again, but with a blank sincere expression. “Why’s that?”
It’s probably the adrenaline from nearly dying and being unmasked again, but for a moment Din considers grabbing their arm and pulling them in for a real kiss. What does it matter now? His body shows no signs of his thoughts, not a single twitch of muscle, but his face must be betraying him as he watches their eyes train in on his as they purse their lips and smile with their dark, shimmering eyes. Whatever blush he still had on his face grew a shade darker.
“You’re a bold one.” They say around a smile, their long fingers twisting through their hair.
Din squeezes his eyes shut and turns away from them, towards the dark sky full of stars. His voice cracks as he gives weight to the words running through his mind, to the feeling of emptiness inside. “I’m dar’manda.”
They snort, and Din can’t help but whip his head at them. 
“Can’t be that big of a deal if I’ve never heard of it.”
Din expected them to not know, but not for them to be so arrogant about it. He had an explanation ready, but since he was caught off guard and doesn’t want to get lost in the weeds with this person, he summarizes the summary as, “It means I’m done. I can’t wear the armor anymore.”
“Because I saved you?”
“Because you’ve seen me,” Din explains, finding the familiar words of his Creed. “No living thing can see me without the helmet. That’s… that’s the one rule. And I broke it.”
“But I’m the one who broke it.”
“Doesn’t matter.”
They blow a raspberry and wave at the air with their free hand. “You humans really can be so dramatic.”
Din pauses, squinting up at the twinkling stars as he absorbs their words. Well. Now he’s curious. He brings his gaze back down at his savior. It's dark and he’d just drowned, but he didn’t see anything… off.
“You seem human to me,” he says as he turns over and sits back on his haunches.
“You seem duller than I hoped.” They bite their lips around a smile as they laugh softly. They pull their legs out of the water; the skirt seems to shine iridescent in the moonlight, like facets of a precious gemstone. Their feet were…. Hm. Their skirt, their legs, are covered in leather? No, scales…. 
Din finds his mouth gaping as he stares at a tail, the fin slapping wetly against the rocks in step with the drum of their fingers against their thighs -- singular, thigh?
As he struggles to think of a good first question, they purse their lips in thought. “Let me go get your hat,” they say before quickly slipping back into the lake.
“W-wait, it’s not a...,” Din calls out stupidly, launching himself slowly and awkwardly from his haunches and reaching out in the empty air where they once were. 
This can’t be real. Mystical, intelligent beings with the head and upper body of a human, but the fins and tail of a fish. He was more than familiar with the stories, but such creatures were just children’s tales. Although, what was fiction now that he is taking care of a fifty year old infant with telekinetic powers? The galaxy was a big place, he supposed.
The mer-person seems to come back just as fast as they’d left, setting Din’s helmet on the shore at his feet before pulling themselves back up to sit their colorfully-scaled behind on the rocks.
Tumblr media
Din reaches down and fumbles for a moment with the beskar, checking the inside before placing it back on his head. The pads are damp and uncomfortable, but not any more uncomfortable than feeling so exposed. “Thank you.” 
“It's no problem, hat boy,” they prod as they casually clean their fingernails. Din bristles.
“It’s not a hat.”
“And I’m not alive,” they say seriously, looking at Din’s eyes through the visor somehow. The jovial tone fades to a comfortable yet tense silence. He tilts his head, waiting for them to continue their thought.
“Why get yourself all worked up? No one would believe you if you told them about me anyway.”
“I would know,” Din states softly. The tension dissipates but the two stay motionless. Din contemplates and shrugs minutely in defeat. He would know, yes, but he already knows. This isn’t the first time he’s failed when his Creed has been tested. Yet, who would argue whether droids or mer-people are ‘living beings’? The line is blurry, so it's up to Din to decide when the line is crossed. Considering his responsibility to his foundling’s care, he pushes the thoughts of being dar’manda far from his focus, into hiding in the recess.
Ripples from the lake, bouncing moonlight off of its surface, catches his attention. Save for a brief fading view of two blue lights in the dark water, nothing. They are gone, and Din is alone. His wet lungs wheeze as he reaches down, patting along the areas where they had been, searching for any remnants of their existence. An imprint, a misplaced item, a loose scale. Not a trace.
After a moment, Din pulls himself to his feet and trudges up through the pocket of trees surrounding the lake to a small path leading back to the pier. It had only been ten minutes or so since he had been pushed into the lake, but the bounty and his client were gone. Din assumed they both left giddily, since the bounty could think he was dead and the client didn’t have to pay the back half of his premium. Wasn’t the first time, after all.
The Razor Crest’s security lights flickered to life as her prodigal son returned, the side bay ramp welcoming him inside with a flick of the wrist. As Din walked up the ramp, he was faced with an empty carbonite rack -- and more accurately, what amounted to an empty coffer. He wondered if he still had some of the murky lake water swimming through his brain because he couldn’t bring himself to care.
The beskar helmet quickly pivoted away from the carbonite chamber as he heard a grumble and the shuffling of blankets. The baby stirred from their shared cot, chirping and cooing to be held. Din crossed the hold with long, swift strides and obliged, removing his damp and filthy gloves to thumb over the baby’s warm cheeks.
Din sucked in a breath to speak, but paused. No one would believe you if you told them about me anyway. He would always know, but… He had nothing to hide from his sweet little foundling.
Din sat on the floor below the cot, leaning against the wall as he cradled the sleepy babe in the crook of his legs. The lake water dripped off of him slowly, glinting in the safe yellow glow of home as Din told a story.
138 notes · View notes
ac3id · 4 years
Text
Tumblr media
Thankyou so much for sending in a request🌸💕you cuties get what you ask for :)
tw: noncon/ dubcon, captivity, a lil bit of violence?? , bakugou and shoto are aged up obv
navigation
DABI
Tumblr media
🌸 he’s obviously a sadist like- look at him you just know.
🌸he’s has probably been with women who like it rough in the past so he is not like hesitant to show that wild side to his partner. i think he puts everything on the table- slapping, kicking, spanking and even spitting in his s/o’s mouth. he also enjoys degrading his s/o. humiliating them, making them cry. yup all of it. this guy is hardcore.
🌸but, all those carnal feelings kind of get buried when he meets you. you’re a pretty little thing. you must be protected. always so cheerful, always rwady to help others, and oh so innocent. dabi practically cringes whenever he sees someone else talking to you.
🌸don’t you know that they don’t really care about you? they just want your attention so they can corrupt your angelic soul? Why are you still talking to them?
🌸he gets pissed off from all the useless people trying to come between the two of you so, he locks you up. he’s the only on you can talk to now, he’s the only you will see from the start of the day till the end. until the kids come in, obviously.  
🌸he’s finally happy. he has you for himself now. he protect you, love you. he can be your friend, your lover. he feels complete.
🌸you on the other hand.....
🌸you cry, scream at him. call him a monster, ask him to kill himself and never show you his again. dabi never loses his cool. he looks at you with silent rage in his beautiful cerulean blue eyes and the next thing you know he’s dragging you into his room, cuffing your hands to the bed posts and leaving you there the entire day. nothing to eat or drink, you have to sit in complete silence while you starve. 
🌸dabi promises himself he would never hurt you, physically that is. it’s the entire reason why he had brought you back home with him, to protect you, silly.
🌸it starts of as a mistake, he never meant to hurt you. you had just pissed him to an extent he lost all his cool.when he realizes what he’s done, he’s ready to cut off his arms for you. guilt takes over his being. he feels like he was a child again, and his favorite toy had broken, he couldn’t live without that toy.
🌸that would have been the case but, when he realizes you like it. oh boy, rip darling. you’re moaning, he’s confused for a second but after he realizes that it turns you on he’s going to ask you to beg which you gleefully do. you beg him to hurt you, tie you up, use you however he pleases. 
🌸dabi is on cloud nine, he’s so proud of you. 
🌸you’re never going to hear an end to it. he likes teasing you about it, something as innocent and petite like you gets off to being used ? well, dabi is going to make sure all your needs are satisfied. he’s your husband after all. 
🌸expect him to start using toys on you. punishments become so much more fun for him after he learns about your little secret. now instead of tying you up and leaving you alone for days, he can beat your ass black and blue and deny you release only you for you to cuddle with him while he dotes on you.
🌸he wonders how he got so lucky.
🌸You were doing the dishes, Dabi had forced you to them. The reason was, "while I am out working for us. you should take care of this place, hmm?" or simply put, he wanted you to play the housewife for his perfect family fantasy.  
Perfect family, you scoffed internally. At this point, you knew better than to disobey him. Disobeying him just resulted in you being locked in a dark room for days on end while he went about his day doing god knows what.  You feel him stalk behind you as he hugs you from the back. His body pressed to your back allows you to feel his inhumane warmth. A normal person should never be this hot. 
He tilts his head so it levels with your neck, the water from the taps still running as you stay frozen while he pampers your neck with kisses. His hands are tightly wrapped around your waist making it impossible for you to escape his sinful intentions. 
You sigh as he trails kisses to your jaw. Quietly accepting defeat. Next, you feel his hands creeping south. You feel his hand cup your womanhood his middle finger pressing onto your covered hole. 
“You know, y/n, I think we’ve been getting along. You don’t even cry when I kiss you anymore.”
 You turn off the tap as Dabi continues the assault. He slips his hands under your pants and you let out a whimper. “Dabi, no please, I’m not ready” 
Dabi stops his actions. He completely detaches himself from you and takes a step back. You turn around and face him, he is looking down on the floor his hair scanning his eyes. The aura of the room quickly turns from mundane to something worse and you stay quiet. You already know you've pissed him off. You want to mutter out apologies but you know better, speaking now would mean punishment worse than what he has already planned in his head. 
“y/n,” his hand comes in contact with your neck. He squeezes around it, you frown as you find it harder to breathe. Your hands wrapping around dabi’s trying to get him free you but he doesn’t budge. 
He looks at you, his eyes filled with rage. Glaring down at you, he scoffs, “I was being nice with you! but you don’t understand do you?” his free hand slips under your shirt grabbing your chest. He gropes your tits, pinching and pulling your nipples until they harden. Despite the twisted scenario you feel yourself getting wet, you could not believe it but you were enjoying this, you felt disgusted. 
It was getting harder to breathe as dabi’s grip never loosened. His hands now traveled towards your cunt which grew wetter every second.
 He slipped his hands under your pants and a sicking grin took over his features, his staples looked like they could have popped right out. The animalistic glare only drove you further towards insanity.
“So, my sweet, little, baby likes getting choked? Who could have thought?” he remarked sarcastically, “you got something to say, baby?” his voice was sickeningly sweet. If you could have, you would have punched his face whipping that smirk but you couldn’t and Dabi did not fail to notice how riled up he had gotten. If you wanted more you had to beg.
Your dignity had left you the moment he had chained you to his bed and making you into his obedient little housewife. There wasn’t much to lose so, you begged.
“Phle-” you started and Dabi’s hand left your neck. You huffed in air and he pulled your hair arching your neck to face him. Your neck hurt and so did your head but the pain regretfully pleasurable. 
“Please, Dabi,” you say in a whisper 
“Please what?” he growls. You swallow your last shreds of pride.
“Please hurt me.” 
You know you’re fucked when he looks down at you like he’s a hunter who finally caught his prey. His tongue peeking from his mouth as he licks his lips. “Whatever you say, princess.” 
The entire night goes by as he continuously abuses your hole, spanking, slapping, and even spitting on you. Dabi makes sure you feel sub-human the entire time. Calling you names, making fun of your insecurities and he doesn’t feel bad making you cry. He couldn’t, the way your cunt squeezed his cock deeper inside he had forgotten about all his promises. 
And you couldn’t deny it either. You kept begging him to use you even though you felt sick, the pleasure was far greater.  
Tumblr media
SHINDO YO
Tumblr media
🌸 like dabi, i also imagine him being a sadist like its just his vibes. he loves breaking down his s/o into a whiny little mess only for him to put them back up together. 
🌸when meets you, that desire only grows stronger. whenever he’s out with you on dates (what he likes to call them) he can’t help but imagine your how your lips would feel like on his cock while you suck on your ice cream bar. you probably don’t even know what you’re doing. 
🌸the more time he spends with you, the more it grows on him. the carnal desire to pin you down and defile your innocent, helpless self. 
🌸he wants you all to himself, he asks you if you trust him and, come on, you obviously do, he’s the pro-hero grand after all! how could you not? that’s how he lures you in. he invites you into his home- it’s you and him, you don’t think much of it even though your friends warn you. you trust Shindo, he’s a great friend!
🌸your mistake. next thing you know is that: you’re in his basement all tied up. 
🌸unlike dabi, shindo discovers about your masochistic side much earlier. he does have any personal issues with hurting you. if you’re being a brat he’ll not hesitate discipline you and bring you to your place.  
🌸the worst part is when he has you bent over his legs, your ass sticking out in the air and his heavy hand comes down to smack it with brutal force: you like it.
🌸you enjoying this catches shindo off guard. he didn’t expect that you enjoyed this of course, he never lets it go. your punishments are always something sexual, he riles you but doesn’t let you cum. you have to beg him to let you cum and he degrades you while you chase your high.
🌸he definitely uses his quirk on you, overstimulating you until you pass out. he probably does not like using toys, his hands could do better but he doesn’t shoving dildos up your holes as punishment so, expect him to buy expensive dildos just for you.
🌸as rewards, shindo asks you what you want. you better tell him otherwise he’ll edge you hours and then leave you hanging.  
Shindo has you bent over his lap, your ass facing him and your hands tied in front of you. Your panties pulled down to your ankles. He rubs your ass as you sniffle, "This is your punishment, Y/N, take it like a good girl, okay?" you cry louder. This was humiliating, you didn't want this. Tears stream down your eyes as you beg him. "Shindo, please, let me go. I- I won't tell anyone."
Shindo clicks his tongue, "There you go. You're started with that bullshit again, huh? Don't you understand? This is where you're safe. Safe from the world here with me."
"No, I am not!"  you yell as you squirm around hips lap. "Y/N," Shindo's voice darkens and you quiet down, "Good. Now don't move around too much and we'll be done quickly."
Shindo lifts his hand high and brings it down to your bottom. Your ass jiggles as Shindo's hand comes in contact with it. A smearing hot pain flows trough your backside and you let out an involuntary moan, you feel yourself getting aroused by this situation as your pussy starts tingling. Shindo freezes, he looks down you and you quiver.
"What's this?" He asks as he rubs your ass, "Did I hear a moan? Of pleasure?" he taunts as he sets down another and you moan harder. "You like this baby?" another slap, embarrassing sounds won't stop leaving your mouth as he continues spanking your ass.
He stops after your skin turns a dark shade of red all the while your pussy drools. Shindo brings his hand down to your pussy and spreads your lips, his finger runs from your clit and plunges into the hole.
"A little pain slut. Didn't expect you out of everyone to be into this."
he pushes his finger inside, knuckles deep, and you out. He keeps thrusting his finger inside you adding a second, his thumb lands on your clit and you feel vibrations spread throughout you- he's using his quirk. You cry out feeling the fire in your belly build-up- you were so close. Moans fall from your mouth and Shindo eagerly drinks them up, "I- I am so close!" you cry out, and just when you thought you'd find your release, Shindo stops. You sigh as you feel yourself clench around nothing, you turn your head back and catch Shindo sucking on his two fingers- which were inside you seconds ago. You blush at the perverted scene. Shindo looks down at you, "What was that dear, Y/N? You did not tell me that you liked it rough?" he asks smirking but you only turn your face away from him. You feel another smack on your back and you squeal. He squeezes your ass, kneading the flesh.
"Tell me what you want and I'll give it to you."  
Tumblr media
SHOTO TODOROKI 
Tumblr media
🌸He finds it really cute that his beloved,sweet Y/N was longing to be dominated and to be abused,he wasn't the one to deny what the love of his life wanted
🌸knows how to inflict the right amount of pain,admires the way your tears glides a and dampens your cheeks
🌸loves it when you call out is name absoluTELY LOVES LOVES LOVES it when you moan out his name when he burns his name into your skin
🌸Unlike dabi,shoto is a slightly softer yandere,this boi is W H I P P E D,his feelings are so intense for you,he would go through any lengths to be the perfect husband for you
🌸His feelings growing more out of hand when you both started dating,
🌸 he'd learn about your masochistic tendencies,when he's break into visit your house one night after your date. theres nothing wrong with checking up on your beloved
🌸he expected you to be dozing off on your bed.what he didn't expect was you to whine out his name
He bit back a moan at the sight of your naked back facing him"ah fuck,shouto~"your head throwing back a string of dirt words spilling out of your mouth at the erotic scene displaying on the screen of the laptop screen, a woman tied up,being sexually tortured
Your fingers knuckle deep inside you,your breath becoming irregular fantasizing about him.unbeknownst to the monochrome eyes fixated on your fingers moving in and out of you
You almost don't hear your door creaking open in the midst of your haze,and within seconds you were abruptly interrupted from your session as you find yourself pinned under shoto todoroki
You don't even get the chance to react before he pulls you into a hot kiss filled with animalistic desire and lust,you moan as he bites your bottom lip,your tongue darting out over his. He grabs your ankles and opens your legs for him
He grips your wrist and holds them above your head swiftly restraining your hands swiftly together with his belt,his tongue slides into your mouth again as he brings his hand around your neck and pushes you down so that your flat against your bed.his clothed dick grinding against you
He brings his hand onto your neck,squeezing cutting air as his nails digging into the soft flesh
Your eyes darkening with lust as you gaze at him above you
Your nipples hardening at the sudden drop in the temperature of the room
"is this what you want?"grunting in your ear pinching the hardened bud between his fingers,your mouth dropping open as you nod,writhing uncontrollably underneath him
"use your words,beloved"
You swallow dryly,a chocked sob escaping your mouth,finding it hard to speak "sh- shouto please,please fuck me,I want you so badd"
Using his strength to hold your hips down, You tremble as he lines himself up your entrance,he pushes himself in,knocking the air out of your lungs as he fills you up to the hilt walls clenching around his girth
"god,Y/N, you're so fucking tight"
Ruthlessly moving in and out of you making your eyes roll to the back of your head, bucking your hips to meet his thrusts
your wrap legs around his hips, bringing him closer to you
His hand reaches between your thighs and rubbing his fingers over your clit at a rapid pace making you clench tighter around him
He thrusts faster and harder grabbing your throat once again, you mewled  feeling yourself go closer
You came with your toes curled cum dripping onto the sheets beneath you
Tumblr media
BAKUGOU KATSUKI 
Tumblr media
🌸bakugou is a violent man. yelling at people to “die”, casting explosion anytime he feels like it might come as an surprise but he doesn’t like hurting his s/.o. He does not want to hurt his s/o- he wants to protect them.
🌸he finds you very innocent, treats you like a porcelain doll, always so careful. he is horrible with showing affections- thinking he might hurt you by mistake.
🌸but, when he finds out about his darling being a masochist, he couldn’t stop but get curious. he doesn’t the appeal, he’s always a little hesitant about hurting his darling but he kinda thinks its hot. he’s into it. if sweet little y/n wants it- he’s going to give it to her.
Panic settles down on you as katsuki forces himself between your legs. You shut your eyes, tears falling to your cheeks as pushes himself into you,  "Oi shitty woman, what the fuck is wrong with you!?" your breath hitches at his words. "Why the fuck are you crying? It shouldn't hurt too much. We've done this before!"  
"Katsuki, I don't want to do this!" you cry out and Bakugou growls, "What do you mean?" His large hands come down to your thigh landing a hot smack as he had activated his quirk. Feeling the burning hot pain melting into your body you moan and tighten around him. He stops thrusting into you, his cock still buried till the hilt he looks down at your tear-stained face, his eyes wide in astonishment. He brings down his hand, activating his quirk letting it fall against your in swift fall. You squeak again. He does it again and again and you clench around him every time.
"Are you seriously fucking turned on right now?!" he asks chuckling darkly. His surprised expression subsiding into a cocky grin. His large hands start groping your breasts, taking them in his mouth and biting on it, bruising the skin and drawing blood
"You like it when I hurt you don't you? Filthy woman," he growls at you. You nod desperately, finally giving in.
"Say it." You open your eyes to meet his furious red ones, "Yes, I like being hurt." you whimper and Bakugou laughs wickedly. Watching your pupils dilate and darken with lust as he traces your cheekbones softly before bringing it down harshly, slapping you across your face. You feel the tinge of another slap, your face growing hotter with the increasing severity of each slap.
The sound resonating across the room, he slaps your face a few more times, leaving imprints of his palm heated by his quirk. Hooking a finger under your chin and running his hand over your mouth, pulling at the bottom lip, his brain almost short circuits at the sound of your moans, shamelessly getting off the pain. Forcing his fingers between your lips, prying your jaw open, spitting inside your mouth
His dick twitched at the sight of you drinking it up.
"Fuck, such a kinky little bitch"
He pulls out of you, his thick cock standing tall and proud, the shaft glistening and glowing with precum and your slick glistening under the dim lighting of the room, he takes his cock in his hand and guides it to your mouth. 
"What are you waiting for? Suck me off!" he growls. A chocked moan leaves his lips at the feeling of your tongue on the angry red head, tongue tracing the prominent veins on the underside of his shaft.
Grabbing the back of your head, tangling his fingers into your hair and shoving his dick further down your throat. Causing you to gag and tense around him, feeling every texture against your tongue and the roof of your mouth and the back of your throat.  Loss of air making tears well up in your eyes, blurring your vision. His rips rocking faster, his balls slapping against your chin. His eyes devouring the sight of your mouth filled with his dick, mixture of drool and tears dribbling down your lips. Teeth gritting as he reaches his climax, his cum shooting in thick, hot ropes on your face. Bakugou smears the cum all over your face and breasts, smirking while he looks down, "Fuck, look at you-" he beginnings. You take in deep breaths, exhaling from your mouth you whisper "Katsuki, please.." the burning in your south becomes unbearable but he doesn't do a thing. Annoyed, you snake your hands down towards your drooling cunt but Bakugou slaps your hand away.
"You don't get to cum yet." He barks. His hands touch your cheek and you flinch thinking he'll slap you again but he caresses it gently.
"You're in for a long night, baby." 
Tumblr media
2K notes · View notes
stilemawillow · 3 years
Note
Thank you for replying :') I'm not sure if you have rules for requests? But if this is okay with you, can I request some Levi x reader when one of them does something embarrassing but cute? Crack! Thank you wuuuuvs 🥺
yes, i do take requests but i do them slowly so sorry for that, i typed down a short drabble (1.6k words, kind of got out of hand lol), hope you still like it. also i was brainstorming the embarrassing but cute thing for like ten minutes, i completely blanked lol
............................................................................
It was late, the Survey Corps had had a celebratory gathering in honour of their last remotely successful mission - if nothing else in regards to the few casualties. The cadets were awarded some time off and a bigger meal than usual and the superiors had waited for them to depart so they could spoil themselves with a bit of their alcohol reserve.
The Commander hadn’t set a curfew for them but many left after a glass or two, too tired to stay and knowing they’d still have work the next day. The others - meaning (Y/N), Hanji and Nanaba - were having fun, being loud and, as all three would say - living life to their best. The only left was Levi Ackerman, who stayed in the beginning and spend just a little time with the females before deciding to spare his eardrums some of the raucous torture.
He’d gone on a walk around the HQ to let the pleasant warmth of the alcohol in the crevice of his ribcage fade. He’d always had a high tolerance, thus why drinking was a complete waste of time to him - he’d drain the whole reserve in order to feel anything out of the ordinary or, as Hanji and (Y/N) often described - a disconnection between his brain and body so strong he acted on nothing but his instincts.
The clock was pointing at one past midnight and he was sure there was anybody awake but him. He decided, since he doubted sleep would come to him tonight, to pass by the mess hall to make himself a cup of tea and clean up after the loud drunkards in the meantime.
Except the mess hall still had one inhabitant, in the face of Squad Leader (Y/N) (L/N), or, to Levi, the human embodiment of weird. She’d been his comrade for about five years now and were considered close; she’d made it a point to breach his walls like a firing cannon and he’d struggled to fight her off for a while but he didn’t hate her completely - never had and never thought he would - and so he let her in eventually. Their relationship was simple and platonic, maintain the opposite as Hanji might.
Levi and (Y/N) regarded it as exchanging favours, with silence on his side and loud persistence on hers to make up for it. There was understanding too. He’d often fancied the idea of murdering Hanji in cold blood for pointing out a bit too much his habitual proclivity to let (Y/N) touch him and sometimes, touch her back. She was somebody who didn’t mind rumours and didn’t find use in wasting her energy debunking them, so there had been an established routine between them - she could touch him when nobody was looking. The routine was set in stone around the time she found out he didn’t scream at her too much when she did it in front of others too.
Tonight, (Y/N)’s drinking had gotten a bit out of hand, because she was leaning against one of the tables, cursing at an empty bottle and swaying just a bit. Levi approached her and had just cleared his throat when her shoulders jumped and she almost tripped when turning to look at him.
“Can you even get to your room in this condition?” His question was reasonable but what he didn’t know was that she didn’t have the mental capacity to process it. Or him.
“’m in perrrrfect condition. I can go to the moon too.” Her eyes were narrowed and the gaze in them - foggy. Levi gave a sigh and pinched the bridge of his nose, then, pointedly as he could, reached out a hand to grab and stabilise her. “Ew, don’t touch me!” She slapped his fingers before they could even grab her, then he was left to blink at her disgusted expression.
“Come, we have to get you to bed.” He was talking boredly, like a grown person explaining 1+1 to a child. Her brows furrowed and she moved away from him but the look in her eyes didn’t clear up.
“Bed? You want me in bed? Well, I say no because I don’t want bed and you. I want somebody else. So fuck off and leave me alone.” She’d royally cussed him out and he’d almost gotten tired of her bullshit when she reached for the empty bottle of the table and began sadly scrutinising the few drops inside. After gulping them down, she decided it would be best to sit down and Levi, in turn, concluded he wouldn’t get his peace of mind if he didn’t force her into her room.
“I’m not leaving you alone because you’ll get hurt. Now come along.” He grabbed her arm and forced her off her ass, to which she frantically tried to shake his hold in vain. Once they were face to face, he felt she might just spit at him with how angry she looked and all.
“I tol’ you not to touch me!” She was hitting him across the chest and he was rolling his eyes at her antics - though he had no idea why she was acting like this now. He hadn’t seen her this drunk anyway. Hanji and Nanaba always took care of her when she was. And they always shared weird looks the morning after.
“You’re usually the one touching me.” His comment made her expression contort in confusion, like the idea of physical touch existing between them was unfathomable to her brain.
“Who? Me? Excuse you, I don’t---” She hiccuped and he was pulling her along - and he, very briefly thought that cute. “I touch only Levi. Because I like him.” His brows furrowed - this was a sudden confession, but so had been the first one. He was well aware (Y/N) held romantic feelings for him and she was well aware he returned them, except, he hadn’t reacted well to the idea of a relationship and they’d kept it down to being close friends instead.
“I like you too.” It was blurted out and composed, just a bit exasperated. She wasn’t telling him anything new but he was curious as to what had even made her do it tonight. And he thought, ever so optimistically, she might just not remember him saying it back the next morning - as he’d never worded it this straightforwardly.
“Why are you sayin’ ‘ too’? I’m not confessing to you and I don’t like you, I like Levi Ackerman, as in Humanity’s Strongest Soldier, as in the fucking love of my life.” She was tugging him back, or at least trying to since it wasn’t working and he kept dragging her down the hallway to the stairs. Her words were what made him halt. He was holding her and she’d told him he was the love of her life - now that was new - and she was talking like... he was a stranger.
“So who am I again?” His inquiry made her brows furrow, she snorted and hiccuped once more - he forced himself not to be distracted by that and the annoyingly cute way in which her nose was scrunched up in disgruntlement.
“From where the hell should I know? You’re a shady guy who keeps touching me and trying to get me in bed. Sorry, bud, not workin’. The only guy I’ll be beddin’ isn’t here right now.” She tugged on his arm once more, then he suggested that they went to him instead and she was quite pleased to hear that. “Or I could go m’self.” Her suggestion was followed by a sneeze, then she was rubbing her arm after he’d let go of it with a condescending look on his face. “You might not be aware but Levi’s tol’ me he likes me too and if he sees you tryin’ to abduct me he might just get angry and kick your face off.”
“I’d like to see that happen.” He was almost smirking at the index finger she was pointing in his direction, almost about to jab straight into his chest. She was frowning, ever so mighty whilst declaring that he - the man standing before her - would come along and beat himself up because she was so fucking wasted she couldn’t recognise him. Talk about disconnection between brain and body.
“If you don’t keep your han’s off me, it might. I’ll just call for him. He’ll beat you to a pulp.” Her arms were crossed in front of her chest and she was pouting now, mad but not that much and he was watching her recklessly trip on her way up the stairs. He gave her twenty minutes and made bets on whether she’d reach his room at all or not and lost when she was seen nowhere along the hallway passed out or whining.
She was snoring on his bed already and he took his time discarding her jacket and boots, then his own prior to entering his office and getting to work with one of the reports he had to write. It took him three hours to finally yawn, he joined (Y/N) on the bed and just barely rolled his eyes when she turned over in her sleep and began mumbling his name.
The morning after he woke up first and decided to enlighten her on the topic of what she’d done last night and why she’d woken up in his bed during breakfast. She went so red in the face it looked painful and Hanji, overhearing their conversation began laughing so hard she choked. Needless to say, (Y/N) gave up alcohol for a while and Levi made it a point to remind her why every time he caught her glancing longingly at the cellar. Not that he minded a confession from her once in a while, or those cute hiccups, or the simultaneous annoyance and amusement he felt at her inability to recognise him.
83 notes · View notes
the-last-kenobi · 3 years
Text
I... I wrote a thing... goddamnit...
Based on this post
All credit and love to @latenightsomewhere and @americankimchi for the idea!
(keep in mind this is not canon compliant. I have aged Obi-Wan down to ten, for one thing. I wanted smolbi-wan💕 and dammit, that’s what I wrote.)
___
It was supposed to be a simple mission.
Then again, that was something that could be said after all missions. “It was supposed to be simple,” Jedi would say, shaking their heads ruefully. “Simple.”
They had known they were walking into unpleasant territory.
The Outer Rim was safe for no one — least of all Force-sensitives.
Least of all, Qui-Gon reflected, gripping the hilt of his lightsaber so tightly that he could feel the ridges carving lines into his palms, least of all young Jedi Padawans. Who had training. Who had skills. Who carried kyber in their sabers.
Like Obi-Wan.
Qui-Gon hadn’t quite realized what had happened— not at first — not with his head ringing with the force of the blunt instrument someone had slammed against his head during the scuffle. He had dragged himself to his knees, first, heaving for breath, then slowly rose to his feet, breathing deeply to chase away the nausea.
And then he had discovered he was alone.
Completely alone.
The slavers were gone, and so was his ten-year-old apprentice—
They took him, he thought, stunned. They took him right from under me, where he should have been safest. I didn’t leave him alone on the ship for a reason, but they took him—
As he reeled, flashes of memory started to filter back through the confusion.
Obi-Wan had been behind him, shielded — and then they were unexpectedly surrounded, outnumbered by what was clearly more than a roving pack of criminals — Obi-Wan had ignited his saber and fought back — Qui-Gon had dropped with a blow to the head, and he heard — shouting —
— a startled cry, a thin and high-pitched voice — a muffled scream, a child’s scared voice —
“Master!”
And a powerful fury rose up inside Qui-Gon, both focused and wild, and he did not feel inclined to subdue it.
“It’s not natural, is it,” complained one of the group, a young nautolan with grey skin. “Look at him.”
“Shut up,” one of the others said, shooting a slightly wary look in the direction the first was gesturing.
“He’s a kid,” a third said dismissively. This was easily the most eye-catching of the group, an enormous burly Besalisk that was even taller than Master Krell. “And he’s drugged. He can’t do anything. Forget him.”
“He’s a fucking menace is what he is,” the first muttered.
Obi-Wan grinned at them, a slightly manic expression. This was not helped by the blood streaked through his ginger-blonde hair, or the gag they had tied tightly around his mouth.
He said something to them, muffled by the cloth.
“What?” the Besalisk suddenly turned from dismissive to angry.
“Leave him, he’s just being—” one of the others began, but the enormous reptilian humanoid shook his head violently, stalking towards their captive.
“I asked what you said,” he repeated.
Obi-Wan actually rolled his eyes, gesturing towards the gag with his bound hands. The nautolan looked gobsmacked at his nerve.
The Besalisk rumbled low in his throat and jerked the cloth roughly out of the boy’s mouth, catching painfully on his lower lip as he did.
Obi-Wan winced and blinked rapidly, shaking his head as if to clear it.
“What did you say?” his antagonist repeated.
“I said,” Obi-Wan answered, staring plaintively up at the much taller creature, “you’re going to be very sorry when my Master catches up with you.”
The Besalisk laughed, but it was not a happy sound. One by one the others all joined in, although some more hesitantly than others.
“Your Master didn’t put up much of a fight,” the kidnapper goaded him. “And even if he could, he’d have to put in a lot of work to find you. I don’t think he’ll bother, do you?” He leered. “He’s a Jedi. He’s got a job on his hands, and you come second.”
Obi-Wan’s eyes flickered.
Then he smiled. “I was wondering something earlier, but you just answered my question for me.”
“Oh yeah?”
“Yeah,” Obi-Wan said, mocking the elder’s drawling accent. “You made it obvious that yes, you are exactly as stupid as you look.”
Several of the slavers gaped.
“Or even stupider,” Obi-Wan added.
There was a bellow of rage, and an enormous fist collided with the boy’s face, leaving grooves up his cheek and forehead that were none too shallow. The gag was forced back into his mouth.
Obi-Wan went back to smiling manically at anyone who looked his way.
It took Qui-Gon three and a half standard days to find who had taken his apprentice and where they had gone.
Every minute of those three and half days were spent utterly focused; healthy amounts of sleep were sacrificed in exchange for tracking down information and planning his rescue.
And every minute was also spent with quiet thoughts murmuring in the back of his mind, where not even Jedi calm could quiet them.
They could have moved him again.
They could have had a buyer waiting for the next Force-sensitive they managed to catch.
They’re hurting him. They’re hurting him right now and you’re nowhere near enough to help.
And, perhaps the most quiet, most desperate truth in his heart — If I lose this one, there will be no coming back for me.
Obi-Wan bit the hand in front of his face.
The slaver yelped, somehow not expecting the attack despite what Obi-Wan considered fair warning in the form of a venomous glare before the gag had been removed.
“Little brat!” the slaver hissed, shaking his damaged hand that the apprentice was a little pleased to see was bleeding.
“Get him up,” one of the others snapped. “We’re taking him to the deep market tonight, and he needs his attitude fixed first.”
“Not likely,” the ten-year-old said cheerfully. “I was an incorrigible child and my mentor is not exactly—”
He was struck again.
“That’s getting kind of repetitive,” complained Obi-Wan, kicking his bound feet a bit where they hung a foot off the floor, trying to get the blood flowing. “And the same side every time, too. I’m going to get permanent damage and then how much will I be worth?”
“He’s gotta point,” said the newcomer unhelpfully.
The one who had been bitten scowled mightily, then sneered down at his captive, a mean little gleam in his eyes that the boy did not like the look of.
A moment later, a hand closed tight around the boy’s throat, right above the thin collar that had been set there, rigged to blow if he managed to flee.
Obi-Wan choked and began to struggle.
The hand squeezed tighter. “The punishment should fit the crime,” the male mused aloud. “And it’s your back talk that’s going to get you in trouble with your new master, and lower your value on the auction block. Seems fair to get rid of your voice, then.”
The other slaver watched appraisingly. “Just don’t kill ‘im, Frid.”
“Course not,” said the man who was evidently Frid, watching with vindictive pleasure as Obi-Wan writhed weakly, his face turning white and then blue.
Obi-Wan was dropped.
He gasped, his breath rattling in his constricted throat, and kept his head down this time.
This is why Master always says I need to redirect that urge to talk back, he reflected, feeling a little queasy. He’s not going to be happy about my injuries at this rate.
Qui-Gon was no stranger to bypassing the local authorities on the planets he visited. He was notorious for it, in fact.
This time, he had chosen to work with the authorities — and then ditched them at the last minute.
Now everything was as legal and tidy as he cared to make it, and the government would be able to arrest and shut down the entire operation, over the course of mere weeks if they were focused about it.
...After Qui-Gon had gone in after his apprentice.
He was quiet and careful about his approach, stealing his way into the underground warehouse that was the gateway to the infamous black market of the planet, a place where spice and banned items were passed from hand to hand — and sentient beings, too.
He could sense his Padawan, albeit barely.
Drugged, most likely.
Sustained exposure to Force suppressants could kill him.
Shaking off the intrusive thoughts, Jinn followed his instincts down several flights of stairs and down a hallway, listening intently.
Bang.
A door flew open to his left, and he melted into the shadows as two figures emerged, one a hulking Besalisk with a permanent scowl and the other a gangly human male with very scruffy hair.
“—not my responsibility,” the human was complaining. “I didn’t sign up for dealing with him. I didn’t even catch him.”
“I did,” the Besalisk grunted. “Little whelp. Squirmed around like a worm on a hook and wouldn’t stop fucking screaming. He would’ve alerted the whole neighborhood just moving him from where we picked him up to the truck.”
“Why didn’t you just gag him?” the human laughed.
“Didn’t have anything to do it with,” the other shrugged. “Tried using my hand and the brat damn near snapped his own neck trying to scream anyways.”
They chuckled a bit.
Qui-Gon held his breath, both wanting and not at all wanting them to be discussing who he thought they were—
“What do the bosses expect us to do, work miracles?” the human went back to complaining. “I hear he’s a spitfire. And they want him ready for sale, in what, three hours?”
The Besalisk grinned. “Three hours is plenty of time. Frid told me that smacking the kid around doesn’t do much good, but he half-strangled him earlier and that shut him up. Jedi whelp.”
And there it was.
It was all the evidence Qui-Gon needed.
The two slavers turned around in alarm when they heard the distinctive hiss-snap of a lightsaber igniting.
All they caught a glimpse of was a towering figure seemingly appearing out of thin air, his expression serene but his eyes blazing, an emerald blade glowing in his hands, and then they were down for the count.
Obi-Wan decided that lying facedown on the floor was the better part of valor for the moment.
He was sore and bruised and scratched, and his throat was swollen while his neck chafed against the collar, and he could no longer tell if the nausea was caused by the drugs in his system or from being mistreated.
They had forgone the cloth gag in favor of sealing his lips shut with tape, which Obi-Wan considered a compliment to his ability to annoy them, but it also hindered his ability to breathe.
The slaver standing over him was dusting his hands off rather gleefully.
Obi-Wan squeezed his eyes shut and wished very very hard, knowing that even without being able to touch it, the Force was with him—
And like a miracle, the door swung open, and there was his wish.
The slaver didn’t stand a chance. He only had time to let out an undignified squawk of surprise before he was flying into the ceiling, smacking into a rafter with undue force and then dropping neatly onto a nearby cot that rattled under his weight.
Obi-Wan sighed and let his eyes drift closed.
The man in the doorway was at his side in an instant.
A warm hand touched his shoulder, then slid upwards to touch his neck, looking for signs of life, examining his damaged throat.
Then, very carefully, the tape was peeled away from his mouth.
Obi-Wan smiled into the cold flooring and forced himself to open his eyes again.
“Hullo, Master,” he murmured.
Qui-Gon had thought, for one heart-stopping moment, when he had reached Obi-Wan just in time to watch him close his eyes and go limp—
But he was awake, now, those enormous bright blue eyes twinkling up at him out of a battered face.
“Hullo, Master,” said a very small, hoarse voice.
“Hello, Padawan,” Qui-Gon said softly, running his hand up and down the boy’s back, unnerved by how chilled he was to the touch. “How does a warm shower and some proper sleep sound?”
Obi-Wan pretended to think about it, and Qui-Gon had to fight down a laugh at his antics, even now. “Do I have to see healers first?”
“Yes,” answered the Master. “But I believe I can manage to have them release you quickly. We’re leaving for Coruscant tonight; we can sleep on the ship.”
“Oh, all right,” said Obi-Wan, but he didn’t move.
“Can you stand?” Qui-Gon asked.
“Possibly.”
There was another pause, then: “...not really.”
Without another word, Qui-Gon stood, scooping the boy into his arms as he did, cradling his head against one shoulder. Obi-Wan murmured something that he didn’t quite catch.
They moved out of the room and into the hallway, then began to make their way back out of the warehouse. Qui-Gon was stepping over bodies as he went... most of them merely unconscious.
He spotted the scruffy-haired man who had been laughing about the screaming Jedi whelp, and didn’t begrudge himself for trodding accidentally on the man’s outstretched fingers as he passed.
“I... am sorry, Padawan,” Qui-Gon said heavily. “I should have protected you better.”
The ginger head shifted; the boy murmured something vague into his tunics again and then said softly, “It wasn’t your fault, Master. Besides...” he winced as they crossed beneath a bright light that threw the injuries on his face into glaring relief that made Qui-Gon’s stomach clench with self-recrimination. “...I knew you would come for me.”
And those seven little words did a great deal to ease the rage and guilt still swirling inside the tired Jedi Master.
“Always, Padawan,” he said quietly. “Always.”
Obi-Wan was asleep in his arms by the time they emerged into the twilight, surrounded by the movement of law enforcement as they swarmed upon the compound, and therefore he didn’t know it when Qui-Gon, near-shaking as the adrenaline of the past several, stressful days began to fade, murmured: “Thank the Force for you, little one.” And pressed a soft kiss to the sleeping head.
91 notes · View notes
sugawara-sweetheart · 3 years
Note
for the yandere alphabet i was wondering if you could do tendou? it’s totally fine if you don’t tho don’t worry!!
❣︎𝔱𝔢𝔫𝔡𝔬 𝔰𝔞𝔱𝔬𝔯𝔦 // 𝔶𝔞𝔫𝔡𝔢𝔯𝔢 𝔞𝔩𝔭𝔥𝔞𝔟𝔢𝔱❣︎
letters: a-z 
this alphabet belongs to @.dear-yandere
warnings: implied noncon, humiliation, sadism, infantilisation, mindbreak, knife mention
affection: how do they show their love and affection? how intense would it get? //
tendō loves showing his darling physical affection- he wants to plaster their face in kisses and hug them and have them sit on his lap for him to stroke their thighs and splay his hands all over them. there’s something about how they squirm and their bottom lip trembles that really makes a thrill rush through him. 
blood: how messy are they willing to get when it comes to their darling? //
he’s not afraid to get messy- in fact, if it makes you squeal and cry tendō is even more into it. he thinks you look so pretty with tears clinging to your lashes and the metallic taste as he lathes his tongue over the fresh cut is always so sweet. 
cruelty: how would they treat their darling once abducted? would they mock them? //
once you wake up in his unfamiliar home and you’re panicking, bound to the radiator, tendō can’t help but laugh as he teases you. poor baby, do the zip ties hurt?does the bruise on your head hurt? are you scared? he wants to see how fearful you are and he isn't sure why knowing you’re in so much pain gives him such a thrill but he’ll coo to you in a horribly patronising tone, telling you not to worry because you’re all safe with him, as long as you’re good. 
darling: aside from abduction, would they do anything against their darling’s will? // 
what wouldn’t he do against your will? tendō loves seeing the panic in your eyes, the trembling fear in your voice when he touches you when you don’t want to be touched, when he goes to all ends to prove his love for you and eliminate any threats. he’ll love to rip away all control you have by doing everything you don’t want him to do, but he’s not completely cruel. he’ll break you into submission, into making you think that you want it eventually. you’re just not sure how long that’ll take. 
exposed: how much of their heart do they bare to their darling? how vulnerable are they when it comes to their darling? //
tendō would be pretty open with his darling- he’s not had many people that he can trust and now that you’re here he can tell you anything. you’ll be his little pet who can take everything when he’s recounting his childhood trauma and you have to comfort him and reassure him with love- it’s not like he’s giving you much of a choice. 
fight: how would they feel if their darling fought back? //
at first, he’s a little hurt. you need to try to stop resisting his love because he can’t survive without you, but he’ll brush it off and dismiss it as a game to survive the pain. he’ll mock you when he easily overpowers you, cooing about how pathetic you are trying to fight back even when you know he’ll always win. cute, he says. but despite the bright smile across his face, his eyes are dead so don’t expect the punishment to be light. 
game: is this a game to them? how much would they enjoy watching their darling try to escape? // 
it’d be a sadistic form of entertainment for tendō to see how desperate you get and watch you fail every time. sometimes he’ll tell himself he’s so mean for leaving a knife out on the counter and turn his back or to leave a key in the door because it’ll so amusing to see you try to attack him, only you never have the guts to drive the knife right through his milky skin, or to see your face fall when you realise the key doesn’t even fit into the lock properly. he’ll love watching you realise your own failure and sob as you drag yourself onto your knees, begging for his forgiveness with a teary hopelessness in your eyes. 
hell: what would be their darling’s worst experience with them? // 
the first night with tendō is a night you’ll never forget. he’ll have you bound and gagged, sobbing into the fabric as you can’t fight back against him when he kisses you all over and traces his fingers along your skin and holds you in his arms, smelling your hair and murmuring into your skin about how you’re all his, you’re his dumb, little pet. your worst experience is tendō stripping away all semblance of free will you have and him claiming you as his own.
ideals: what kind of future do they have in mind for/with their darling? // 
his perfect future is one where you’re just his pretty, submissive pet. he wants you dumb and broken, just pandering after him. he wants to see you look at him with your pretty eyes filled with your love and your empty head consumed by him with no life purpose other than adoring him. it doesn't matter how he uses you or how he makes you cry, he just needs you to love him. 
jealousy: do they get jealous? do they lash out or find a way to cope? // 
he doesn’t show his jealousy when he sees you acting so friendly with goshiki or semi, just seeming as merry and happy as usual. but the moment you’re alone tendō won’t hesitate to punish you. he’ll be sadistic and cruel, reducing you to tears and he’ll love to humiliate you by fucking you till you’re stained in his cum, pictures taken to send to goshiki and semi so they know exactly who you belong to.
kisses: how do they act around or with their darling? // 
condescending and patronising- tendō belittles you and treats you like his dumb little pet. “my dumb little baby, what would you do without me?” he’ll coo as over time he infantilises you, forcing you to depend on him completely. he dotes on you completely- bathing you, feeding you, smothering you in kisses, dressing you- that you won't ever feel like a full person ever again. 
love letters: how would they go about courting or approaching their darling? // 
tendō would always be enthusiastic from the start that you’ll be a little intimidated and surprised. he won't hesitate to compliment you, only there's a coldness that runs through you at his words, and will leave you plenty of gifts- only why are they at your kitchen table rather than on the porch? he’ll send you letters telling you all the lewd things he wants to do to you when you’re his and how he doesn't care if you try to ignore him, he won’t stop until it’s a reality. 
mask: are their true colors drastically different from the way they act around everyone else? // 
no shame or guilt could ever make tendō act differently in front of others. in fact, he gets a certain kick out of seeing how goshiki and semi watch him in awe when he infantilises you in front of them, calling you his pretty pet and forcing you to sit on your lap, force you to accept his wet, sloppy kisses. it really gives him a thrill to see you squirm with humiliation with everyone watching. 
naughty: how would they punish their darling? // 
tendō loves to change the punishments- it’s always fun to surprise you with a new one, almost like a gamble to see how you’ll react. sometimes he’ll outright ignore you- for up to weeks on end it’ll be like you don't even exist until finally you crumple, sobbing as you kneel in front for him for some attention. sometimes he’ll fuck you punishingly, twisting your nipples and slapping you till your cheeks are stained red and you’re crying out in more pain than pleasure. sometimes he’ll take away your clothes, leaving you burning with humiliation as you’re forced to walk around after him completely naked- he always enjoys that one because it’s perfect for him to admire your body and use you with easy access. 
oppression: how many rights would they take away from their darling? // 
expect no rights when tendō finally has you. you’re his pretty little pet and everything is dictated by him. he’ll choose when you eat, sat on his lap as he spoons the food into your mouth and don't resist or you won’t get anything. you can only go out with him, a collar around your neck with his name on and your hand locked with his. you’re not anyone but tendō’s now. 
patience: how patient are they with their darling? // 
surprisingly, tendō is rather patient. he doesn’t mind that at first you ignore him or you cry and try to fight back- he thinks it's funny almost because you’re the one more frustrated than him. so he’ll laugh at you, scoffing because it’s pathetic of you to fight back when you’re the one tied up in his basement. you’re the one who’s begging for mercy. 
quit: if their darling dies, leaves, or successfully escapes, would they ever be able to move on? // 
tendō isn’t completely delusional- he knows he won't ever have you again but that won't stop him from finding the next closest thing. he tells himself the next one’s different, but it’s hard to believe that when they have the same hair as you, the same eyes as you, the same height and body as you, when they’re close enough to be you, dressed in your clothes and nicknamed your name. 
regret: would they ever feel guilty about abducting their darling? Would they ever let their darling go? // 
he’s a sadist- he won’t ever fully feel the guilt, especially with his emotions distorted by childhood trauma of bullying. perhaps a part of him will feel justified- that he’s giving himself the love he deserves after so long. what is there to feel guilty about that? 
stigma: what brought about this side of them (childhood, curiosity, etc)? // 
having such a rough childhood desensitised tendō- he isn’t sure of basic human compassion and there’s a slight vengeance in him that likes to see a little bit of pain etched on people. it just happens to be that pain looks prettiest on you, and he’s so drunk on it he can’t bear to let you go. 
tears: how do they feel about seeing their darling scream, cry, and/or isolate themselves? // 
it’s amusing. it gives him such a thrill of elation to see you in anguish- but he’ll never let you hurt yourself. you’re his beautiful little pet so he’ll always be there to hold you whenever you go too far, wiping away your tears and shushing you. he’d even try to bribe you. “be a good one for me and i’ll do that thing you like.” he’ll coo as his fingers trail up your thigh. 
unique: would they do anything different from the classic yandere? // 
whilst he wouldn’t be completely different from most yanderes, you may wonder if tendō genuinely loves you that he’s driven purely by his insatiable infatuation with you, or whether he loves weakening you and breaking you down. 
vice: what weakness can their darling exploit in order to escape? // 
it’s amusing if you think tendō will ever let you escape. the more you resist, the more determined he is. the more submissive you become, the more empowered he feels. 
wit’s end: would they ever hurt their darling? // 
yes. not enough to seriously injure you but tendō wouldn’t hesitate to slap you or pull your hair enough your scalp burns and you’re certain it’ll rip out. he loves pressing the cold tip of a knife into your skin, just enough to slice through the fragile skin and let beads of blood leak out, leaving you to wince as you beg for mercy. whichever way he can, tendō will hurt you, only he’ll soothe it all by his babying voice as he coos to you with love, even though there’s an underlying tone of sadistic amusement. 
xoanon: how much would they revere or worship their darling? to what length would they go to win their darling over? // 
tendō wouldn’t go about winning his darling over in a romantic way- his advances will be jarring and weird and will leave you frozen with fear more than flustered with his love. he thinks it’s an act of service but you think it’s gruesome when you get the bloodied, severed finger of the man who groped you on the train posted through your letterbox. he thinks it’s a compliment and you feel sick when you get photographs of yourself taken from your window with horribly descriptive fantasies scrawled on the back.
yearn: how long do they pine after their darling before they snap? // 
he doesn’t do much pining- whatever he wants he’ll get it. the only time spent waiting to make a move on you is the time he spends observing you. who are you closest to? do you live alone? are there any threats? 
zenith: would they ever break their darling? // 
yes. tendō wants to break you into a dumb, dependent baby the quickest he can whether that’s by keeping you isolated until you’re sobbing and begging for his attention or by starving you till you’re too feeble to fight back or chipping away at you with harsh words and ripping away all your rights till you're nothing but a shell. 
335 notes · View notes
soliverse · 3 years
Text
cinderella and the mystery of the red lipstick (sfw version) - d.sc
reader x roommate!winwin
genre: fluff, humor, (optional smut below)
warnings: a bunch of swearing, mean insults and a bit of gaslighting
word count: 2972
synopsis: this is another Cinderella fic, except for the fact that she left lipstick stains instead of glass slippers
tags:
@byutafy for the short notice beta reading. love you!
networks:
@nctcreations @kdiarynet @kpopscape @kwritersworld @culture-cafe @neowritingsnet @neoswitchnet @czennienet @nct-writers
prompt:
The song it was based on was Lips by NCT 127 (although it leaned towards the demo version more)
It was also a bit upbeat because the song Cinderella by CNBLUE (the Youth With You version) has been stuck on my head for ages now.
Enjoy reading!
Love, Ellie.
It was already two in the afternoon but Winwin still stayed lying in bed, clutching his blanket close to his body in an attempt to prevent the chill of the afternoon breeze from coming in contact with his bare skin.
The plan was to stay in bed until all remnants of the vodka and last night's shenanigans have washed away. Or until he dies from starvation. But his roommates have other things in mind.
"WINWIN HYUNG!"
He was jolted awake by the loud noise coming from his bedroom window. Half-awake, he peeked through the sheets to see what the commotion was about.
The first thing he saw was Lucas holding his now broken doorknob in one hand, happily waving it around like a lightstick. Hendery was happily mumbling some bullshit that he didn't care enough to comprehend. Xiaojun was holding a tube-like contraption that he assumed was confetti, Ten and Yangyang were on the side, dancing like the game show girls while holding up each side of a handmade banner stating "Congrats on getting laid!" badly written with a green crayon. Meanwhile, Kun at the end of the line, leaning back at the door frame with his arms crossed while watching all of the chaos unfold right before him.
"Fuck off..."
Winwin grunted and grabbed the pillow under his head, throwing it with full force so that it ended up hitting Xiaojun on his chest.
They seem to have taken the hint because they all scrambled outside, laughing their asses off as they try to get away and avoid getting their asses kicked by a martial artist.
Meanwhile, Winwin buried his face under the thick sheets, trying his best to block the light coming from outside from reaching his eyes, heightening his already throbbing headache. He was planning to stay in bed no matter how loud his stomach grumbled, but his resolve is weaker than he expected. Begrudgingly, he dragged his tired ass out of bed to take a cold shower, hoping that will shake his hangover out.
///
“Holy shit.”
This wasn’t the usual statement that he says to himself whenever he would look at himself in the morning. However, as soon as he lifted his head in the mirror to wash his face, he might as well be an extra for a horror movie.
All over his upper body, especially the neck and chest area, was filled with red smudges. He also found tiny hints of it at the corners of his lips. Upon closer inspection, he realized that it was lipstick.
Whoever he made out with (or had sex with) last night must’ve gone wild and tried to mark every part of him that she could place her lips on.
Winwin felt his heart sink. He couldn’t, for the life of him, remember who he was last night. Just like his body, the memories of her red lips lingered on his mind. But that’s about it.
It took him a long time to squint his eyes and try to recall the moments leading up to him getting on the bed with someone, but it only made his headache worse. Defeated, he chose to let everything go and proceeded to hop in the shower just like he initially intended.
He opened the shower, letting it get to his desired temperature before he stepped in and let the water flow from his hair to the rest of his body. He didn’t move, instead of leaning one of his hands on the wall for support as he closed his eyes and tried to soothe himself with the water pressure from the showerhead. He took a deep breath, letting the air come out slowly of his lips, eyes still heavily shut.
That’s when the memories kicked in.
He finally remembered being in that same position, in a familiar corner of their dorm, as he leaned over to kiss the girl with the red lips. He also remembered the heat, the intensity of the kiss as his subconscious made him remember that he was gasping for air afterward. And so, he resorted to kissing her jaws instead. She willingly returned the favor, which is probably where he’d gotten the smudges that he found that morning, and how her red lips formed a proud smile as she kept on going, painting his fair skin with her rouge.
He sucked in another lungful of air before opening his eyes and hopping back into reality. He’s still clueless as to how the girl looked like, but he was determined to find out who’s the owner of those red luscious lips, and he would love it all over him again.
///
Sicheng came out of his room already dressed up, water still dripping from his hair to the towel that he placed on his neck. He made his way to the kitchen and he found the rest of his friends sitting around the table, smiling like idiots.
“What?”
He asked, already annoyed about how they’ve been acting all day, or at least, for the past two hours.
“Yangyang saw you enter your room last night. With a girl,” says Kun.
“Uhh, duh?” Ten replied, raising an eyebrow at the older as he grabbed the butter knife and spread peanut butter over a piece of bread.
“How sure is everyone that it was a girl?” Hendery squinted his eyes, trying to look intimidating as he interrogated his friend for further details about last night.
“Why is everyone so concerned if I fucked a girl or not? Or if I fucked at all?” Winwin replied in annoyance, coming out almost whiney, hoping that they would cut the questions out and leave him and his breakfast alone.
“You don’t know either, do you?” Xiaojun tried not to laugh as he stuffed a sunny-side-up egg in his mouth, failing at the last minute to the point that he almost spat some of it out.
Winwin sighed. He knows they will plague him with questions until next week and will do anything to squeeze it out of him at the best of their abilities. Him getting laid feels like some event to be celebrated because out of all the guys, he was the least interested in women. Not that he doesn’t like them, it’s that he just refused to do it unless he’s genuinely interested in the girl.
Or guy.
Was it a guy?
Winwin resorted to stuffing his mouth with as much food as he can because it would give him an excuse to not speak further and answer their questions. For how long he can keep it up is a question that he’ll have to face once his plate full of food is decimated.
///
By the time you get into your brother’s dorm, the whole place was so trashed that you even hesitated to proceed inside. However, your mother asked you that morning to come over to your brother’s dorm as he refuses to reply to her texts and respond to her calls that morning.
“Ssup, nerd.”
You always cringe whenever Hendery calls you that nickname. Not that it affects you or anything. It was just so… old-school. You’re a big fan of insults and you would certainly be happier if the nickname was a bit more creative.
“Ssup, failure.” You replied, sitting right beside him as you grabbed a plate and helped yourself with the food served at the table, courtesy of Kun. He’s the only one that’s competent enough to fry eggs that beautifully.
“Mom’s been calling non-stop since last night. I didn’t tell her I wasn’t with you. I couldn’t come up with an excuse so I just told her you slept early because of morning classes.”
Hendery snickered.
You and he have very different lifestyles. He was supposed to be two years ahead of you in college, but he’s always caught up in partying and having fun that he missed some subjects that he had to retake that year. One more fuck up and you’ll be joining him in classes next year. And as your parents’ only hope, you feel compelled to stay away from all the fun stuff until you graduate. That is also the reason why Hendery felt it was his moral obligation to shoo you away from last night’s party, despite sharing the same room as him.
At least that's what he told you. You have a reason to believe that he shooed you away last night just so he can do whatever he wanted without you around to snitch on him.
“Everything’s fine, kid. I already told her the same thing last night. You and I share the same brain.”
“Yes, except one of us has his brain fried by substance abuse and the other has a perfectly functioning human brain capable of making future science discoveries.”
Your eyes then diverted to the guy sitting right across you. He looked sickly and pale, his organs probably screaming inside asking to die.
“What’s up with him?” You asked your brother.
“He had done the deed with a guy last night.” Winwin, with an expressionless face, was quick to throw a flying spoon in Hendery’s direction. The milk splattered everywhere, but Hendery was able to evade it, laughing maniacally as he wiped the milk off of his arms.
“Hey, you’re good with this investigation stuff, right? Maybe you can help prince charming over here find his Cinderella?”
///
"Tell me what you can remember."
Winwin thought you looked ridiculous when you grabbed a pen and a notepad, looking like some low-budget investigator in the movie. He wasn't in the mood to play along, but he might as well humor you and find out what happened last night.
"This may not help at all, but I can't remember jack shit except for one thing," He paused. You raised both eyebrows expectantly, signaling him to answer faster. "Red lips. That's the one thing I haven't forgotten about."
You scribbled the word, red lips in your notepad.
You scribbled a few more words and nodded as if you understood its implication.
"Well, that doesn't narrow down the suspects at all."
You placed your notepad in your pocket and stood up from your seat.
"We shall now go and investigate the crime scene."
///
You decided that the crime scene was Winwin's bedroom since this is where he found himself last.
Winwin saw that you're very detail-oriented, looking at every nook at cranny to see traces of the mystery person around and aid in the investigation.
His room was cleaner than you'd expected, so finding things that stick out or are out of place will be a clear sign of the perpetrator.
You searched high and low, from the shelves to the bed, but you're only able to find two things that might help his case.
As soon as you lifted one of his pillowcases, you saw traces of red smeared across its white surface. Some of it even transferred in the bedsheets.
"Your story checks out. It is red lipstick." You lifted the pillow and walked towards Winwin, who's just sitting at one of his bean bags and mostly just observing you doing your stuff.
You pointed out the smudges to him and he nodded. You then proceeded to grab one of your magnifiers from your backpack and looked at the stains for closer inspection.
"Seeing its transferability, I can say that the lipstick in question has a satin finish. The shade, as far as I can see, is somewhere in between orange and bright red." You grabbed your notepad once again and listed down your observations.
"Know anyone who wears that often?" He proceeded to shake his head.
"Alright then. Now, we ask the witnesses."
You were about to leave the room when Winwin called you out to call your attention.
"Hmm?"
"I think there's something under the bed."
He stood up from his seat and proceeded to walk towards his bed, kneeling as he tried to reach for something below.
You were surprised to see what he found, though. In between his fingers is a piece of thin, lace material, glowing red just like the lipstick shade. It was someone's underwear.
"Yeah… I think we should keep that from the witnesses."
///
"Where were you at the time of the incident?"
As it turns out, the rest of the boys are no more helpful than Winwin. You just finished interviewing Kun, Ten, Yangyang, Xiaojun, and Lucas. The boys themselves barely remember what they did last night, let alone whatever their friend was doing. Meanwhile, the victim (aka Dong Sicheng) sat there right alongside you while you asked the questions. You asked them if they were helpful at all, but alas, nothing resonates to him.
"Hey, aren't you going to ask me about last night?"
Hendery popped out in the makeshift interrogation room (aka the living room) and sat down right beside you, peeking in at your notes.
"Nope. I only interview reliable sources. You can barely remember your stuff sober." You stuffed your notepad back again at your backpack, hugging it close to your body to keep it from your brother.
"I saw Winwin with someone though. He was making out with someone right just a few meters away from his bedroom."
"Go on…"
"I didn't see her well though. She was pinned across the wall and Sicheng hyung's body was blocking the view."
You sighed.
"See. It was pretty useless information."
He was about to say something else, but you cut him off.
"I'll keep them in mind, thank you very much."
///
You’ve finally sat down back again in the kitchen to give yourself a moment of peace to piece the things you found together. Winwin is just right beside you, just quietly observing just as usual.
Everything is laid out across the kitchen table, your notepad, the pillowcase, the underwear (which is kept in a ziplock bag for hygienic purposes).
“You still don’t remember anything?”
“I do remember seeing those before, but nothing is still coming out. I still can’t remember who she is.”
You can tell that Sicheng was getting a bit frustrated. He was trying his best to remember as he once again shut his eyes and furrowed his eyebrows, seeing if there is anything that he is missing.
As he did this, Hendery popped in again in the kitchen, this time holding a full laundry basket.
“I would just like to let you know that I am being a good brother and roommate by doing your laundry.”
“Yes, yes. Thank you Hendery. You did well." You smiled at your brother to acknowledge him, but you mostly did it just to shoo him away from the investigation room. He seems to have gotten the idea and left as soon as he showed the basket to you for one last time.
He shut the door and you were met with a deafening silence once again. This time though, you felt weird energy coming from the guy right in front of you. He stared at you for a long time, specifically your lips, and then he started to break down right in front of you.
"Shit."
"Hmm?"
You asked him what the problem was, but all that came out of his mouth are grunts and a string of curses.
"You alright?"
He was now going between laughing and frustration, rubbing his hands on his face as he lets out all emotions.
"It was you all along. You're red lips girl."
You smiled as you looked at your phone to check the time.
"Five hours. I'm impressed. If that was my brother, it would've taken him a week or two."
"Why didn't you just tell me? I feel stupid."
"And take the fun out of it? Nope."
You then watch him react, different kinds of emotions flooding in at the same time. You laughed as you stood from your seat and patted his back.
"What gave it away?"
He stopped reacting for a while, composing himself as he relayed his deductions to you.
"I had my suspicions when you opened your bag to get the magnifying glass. I saw a red lipstick tube scattered across but I dismissed it since any girl would have lipstick on her bag. I was also confused when you refused to acknowledge the underwear. I saw it from my point of view, but it's like you purposely didn't look under the bed just so you won't find it. You know it was there, didn't you?"
You finally grabbed a seat right beside him, interested to hear what he has to say next.
"And then there's Hendery's story. You didn't ask him to mess with him. It's because he did see us. I remember now, it's what got us in this mess in the first place…"
You nodded to acknowledge him. You've always known that he's a bit smarter than the other guys, but he was very observant as well. That's why he was quiet all the time.
"Lastly, when Hendery came in with your laundry, there was something sticking out," He picked up the ziplock and held it across your face. "The bra that came with this, it was sandwiched along with your other clothing, but the bright color stuck out to me."
"Mhm… " You nodded in approval. You didn't even notice that last one, but he was able to pick that as well.
"And then I stared at your lips for a while. That's when it hit me. It was the same lips that I claimed last night. The red lips that drove me crazy…"
You gave him a small round of applause as he finished his spiel.
"Honestly, you were on point on everything. I'm just sad that you can't remember anything."
His moment of clarity was shut down and he smiled apologetically.
"Want me to tell you what happened?"
He nodded profusely.
It was already two in the afternoon but Winwin still stayed lying in bed, clutching his blanket close to his body in an attempt to prevent the chill of the afternoon breeze from coming in contact with his bare skin.
The plan was to stay in bed until all remnants of the vodka and last night's shenanigans have washed away. Or until he dies from starvation. But his roommates have other things in mind.
"WINWIN HYUNG!"
He was jolted awake by the loud noise coming from his bedroom window. Half-awake, he peeked through the sheets to see what the commotion was about.
The first thing he saw was Lucas holding his now broken doorknob in one hand, happily waving it around like a lightstick. Hendery was happily mumbling some bullshit that he didn't care enough to comprehend. Xiaojun was holding a tube-like contraption that he assumed was confetti, Ten and Yangyang were on the side, dancing like the game show girls while holding up each side of a handmade banner stating "Congrats on getting laid!" badly written with a green crayon. Meanwhile, Kun at the end of the line, leaning back at the door frame with his arms crossed while watching all of the chaos unfold right before him.
"Fuck off..."
Winwin grunted and grabbed the pillow under his head, throwing it with full force so that it ended up hitting Xiaojun on his chest.
They seem to have taken the hint because they all scrambled outside, laughing their asses off as they try to get away and avoid getting their asses kicked by a martial artist.
Meanwhile, Winwin buried his face under the thick sheets, trying his best to block the light coming from outside from reaching his eyes, heightening his already throbbing headache. He was planning to stay in bed no matter how loud his stomach grumbled, but his resolve is weaker than he expected. Begrudgingly, he dragged his tired ass out of bed to take a cold shower, hoping that will shake his hangover out.
///
“Holy shit.”
This wasn’t the usual statement that he says to himself whenever he would look at himself in the morning. However, as soon as he lifted his head in the mirror to wash his face, he might as well be an extra for a horror movie.
All over his upper body, especially the neck and chest area, was filled with red smudges. He also found tiny hints of it at the corners of his lips. Upon closer inspection, he realized that it was lipstick.
Whoever he made out with (or had sex with) last night must’ve gone wild and tried to mark every part of him that she could place her lips on.
Winwin felt his heart sink. He couldn’t, for the life of him, remember who he was last night. Just like his body, the memories of her red lips lingered on his mind. But that’s about it.
It took him a long time to squint his eyes and try to recall the moments leading up to him getting on the bed with someone, but it only made his headache worse. Defeated, he chose to let everything go and proceeded to hop in the shower just like he initially intended.
He opened the shower, letting it get to his desired temperature before he stepped in and let the water flow from his hair to the rest of his body. He didn’t move, instead of leaning one of his hands on the wall for support as he closed his eyes and tried to soothe himself with the water pressure from the showerhead. He took a deep breath, letting the air come out slowly of his lips, eyes still heavily shut.
That’s when the memories kicked in.
He finally remembered being in that same position, in a familiar corner of their dorm, as he leaned over to kiss the girl with the red lips. He also remembered the heat, the intensity of the kiss as his subconscious made him remember that he was gasping for air afterward. And so, he resorted to kissing her jaws instead. She willingly returned the favor, which is probably where he’d gotten the smudges that he found that morning, and how her red lips formed a proud smile as she kept on going, painting his fair skin with her rouge.
He sucked in another lungful of air before opening his eyes and hopping back into reality. He’s still clueless as to how the girl looked like, but he was determined to find out who’s the owner of those red luscious lips, and he would love it all over him again.
///
Sicheng came out of his room already dressed up, water still dripping from his hair to the towel that he placed on his neck. He made his way to the kitchen and he found the rest of his friends sitting around the table, smiling like idiots.
“What?”
He asked, already annoyed about how they’ve been acting all day, or at least, for the past two hours.
“Hendery saw you enter your room last night. With a girl,” says Kun.
“Uhh, duh?” Ten replied, raising an eyebrow at the older as he grabbed the butter knife and spread peanut butter over a piece of bread.
“How sure is everyone that it was a girl?” Yangyang squinted his eyes, trying to look intimidating as he interrogated his friend for further details about last night.
“Why is everyone so concerned if I fucked a girl or not? Or if I fucked someone at all?” Winwin replied in annoyance, coming out almost whiney, hoping that they would cut the questions out and leave him and his breakfast alone.
“You don’t know either, do you?” Xiaojun tried not to laugh as he stuffed a sunny-side-up egg in his mouth, failing at the last minute to the point that he almost spat some of it out.
Winwin sighed. He knows they will plague him with questions until next week and will do anything to squeeze it out of him at the best of their abilities. Him getting laid feels like some event to be celebrated because out of all the guys, he was the least interested in women. Not that he doesn’t like them, it’s that he just refused to do it unless he’s genuinely interested in the girl.
Or guy.
Was it a guy?
Winwin resorted to stuffing his mouth with as much food as he can because it would give him an excuse to not speak further and answer their questions. For how long he can keep it up is a question that he’ll have to face once his plate full of food is decimated.
///
By the time you get into your brother’s dorm, the whole place was so trashed that you even hesitated to proceed inside. However, your mother asked you that morning to come over to your brother’s dorm as he refuses to reply to her texts and respond to her calls that morning.
“Ssup, nerd.”
You always cringe whenever Hendery calls you that nickname. Not that it affects you or anything. It was just so… old-school. You’re a big fan of insults and you would certainly be happier if the nickname was a bit more creative.
“Ssup, failure.” You replied, sitting right beside him as you grabbed a plate and helped yourself with the food served at the table, courtesy of Kun. He’s the only one that’s competent enough to fry eggs that beautifully.
“Mom’s been calling non-stop since last night. I didn’t tell her I wasn’t with you. I couldn’t come up with an excuse so I just told her you slept early because of morning classes.”
Hendery snickered.
You and he have very different lifestyles. He was supposed to be two years ahead of you in college, but he’s always caught up in partying and having fun that he missed some subjects that he had to retake that year. One more fuck up and you’ll be joining him in classes next year. And as your parents’ only hope, you feel compelled to stay away from all the fun stuff until you graduate. That is also the reason why Hendery felt it was his moral obligation to shoo you away from last night’s party, despite sharing the same room as him.
At least that's what he told you. You have a reason to believe that he shooed you away last night just so he can do whatever he wanted without you around to snitch on him.
“Everything’s fine, kid. I already told her the same thing last night. You and I share the same brain.”
“Yes, except one of us has his brain fried by substance abuse and the other has a perfectly functioning human brain capable of making future science discoveries.”
Your eyes then diverted to the guy sitting right across you. He looked sickly and pale, his organs probably screaming inside asking to die.
“What’s up with him?” You asked your brother.
“He had done the deed with a guy last night.” Winwin, with an expressionless face, was quick to throw a flying spoon in Hendery’s direction. The milk splattered everywhere, but Hendery was able to evade it, laughing maniacally as he wiped the milk off of his arms.
“Hey, you’re good with this investigation stuff, right? Maybe you can help prince charming over here find his Cinderella?”
///
"Tell me what you can remember."
Winwin thought you looked ridiculous when you grabbed a pen and a notepad, looking like some low-budget investigator in the movie. He wasn't in the mood to play along, but he might as well humor you and find out what happened last night.
"This may not help at all, but I can't remember jack shit except for one thing," He paused. You raised both eyebrows expectantly, signaling him to answer faster. "Red lips. That's the one thing I haven't forgotten about."
You scribbled the word, red lips in your notepad.
You scribbled a few more words and nodded as if you understood its implication.
"Well, that doesn't narrow down the suspects at all."
You placed your notepad in your pocket and stood up from your seat.
"We shall now go and investigate the crime scene."
///
You decided that the crime scene was Winwin's bedroom since this is where he found himself last.
Winwin saw that you're very detail-oriented, looking at every nook at cranny to see traces of the mystery person around and aid in the investigation.
His room was cleaner than you'd expected, so finding things that stick out or are out of place will be a clear sign of the perpetrator.
You searched high and low, from the shelves to the bed, but you're only able to find two things that might help his case.
As soon as you lifted one of his pillowcases, you saw traces of red smeared across its white surface. Some of it even transferred in the bedsheets.
"Your story checks out. It is red lipstick." You lifted the pillow and walked towards Winwin, who's just sitting at one of his bean bags and mostly just observing you doing your stuff.
You pointed out the smudges to him and he nodded. You then proceeded to grab one of your magnifiers from your backpack and looked at the stains for closer inspection.
"Seeing its transferability, I can say that the lipstick in question has a satin finish. The shade, as far as I can see, is somewhere in between orange and bright red." You grabbed your notepad once again and listed down your observations.
"Know anyone who wears that often?" He proceeded to shake his head.
"Alright then. Now, we ask the witnesses."
You were about to leave the room when Winwin called you out to call your attention.
"Hmm?"
"I think there's something under the bed."
He stood up from his seat and proceeded to walk towards his bed, kneeling as he tried to reach for something below.
You were surprised to see what he found, though. In between his fingers is a piece of thin, lace material, glowing red just like the lipstick shade. It was someone's underwear.
"Yeah… I think we should keep that from the witnesses."
///
"Where were you at the time of the incident?"
As it turns out, the rest of the boys are no more helpful than Winwin. You just finished interviewing Kun, Ten, Yangyang, Xiaojun, and Lucas. The boys themselves barely remember what they did last night, let alone whatever their friend was doing. Meanwhile, the victim (aka Dong Sicheng) sat there right alongside you while you asked the questions. You asked them if they were helpful at all, but alas, nothing resonates to him.
"Hey, aren't you going to ask me about last night?"
Hendery popped out in the makeshift interrogation room (aka the living room) and sat down right beside you, peeking in at your notes.
"Nope. I only interview reliable sources. You can barely remember your stuff sober." You stuffed your notepad back again at your backpack, hugging it close to your body to keep it from your brother.
"I saw Winwin with someone though. He was making out with someone right just a few meters away from his bedroom."
"Go on…"
"I didn't see her well though. She was pinned across the wall and Sicheng hyung's body was blocking the view."
You sighed.
"See. It was pretty useless information."
He was about to say something else, but you cut him off.
"I'll keep them in mind, thank you very much."
///
You’ve finally sat down back again in the kitchen to give yourself a moment of peace to piece the things you found together. Winwin is just right beside you, just quietly observing just as usual.
Everything is laid out across the kitchen table, your notepad, the pillowcase, the underwear (which is kept in a ziplock bag for hygienic purposes).
“You still don’t remember anything?”
“I do remember seeing those before, but nothing is still coming out. I still can’t remember who she is.”
You can tell that Sicheng was getting a bit frustrated. He was trying his best to remember as he once again shut his eyes and furrowed his eyebrows, seeing if there is anything that he is missing.
As he did this, Hendery popped in again in the kitchen, this time holding a full laundry basket.
“I would just like to let you know that I am being a good brother and roommate by doing your laundry.”
“Yes, yes. Thank you Hendery. You did well." You smiled at your brother to acknowledge him, but you mostly did it just to shoo him away from the investigation room. He seems to have gotten the idea and left as soon as he showed the basket to you for one last time.
He shut the door and you were met with a deafening silence once again. This time though, you felt weird energy coming from the guy right in front of you. He stared at you for a long time, specifically your lips, and then he started to break down right in front of you.
"Shit."
"Hmm?"
You asked him what the problem was, but all that came out of his mouth are grunts and a string of curses.
"You alright?"
He was now going between laughing and frustration, rubbing his hands on his face as he lets out all emotions.
"It was you all along. You're red lips girl."
You smiled as you looked at your phone to check the time.
"Five hours. I'm impressed. If that was my brother, it would've taken him a week or two."
"Why didn't you just tell me? I feel stupid."
"And take the fun out of it? Nope."
You then watch him react, different kinds of emotions flooding in at the same time. You laughed as you stood from your seat and patted his back.
"What gave it away?"
He stopped reacting for a while, composing himself as he relayed his deductions to you.
"I had my suspicions when you opened your bag to get the magnifying glass. I saw a red lipstick tube scattered across but I dismissed it since any girl would have lipstick on her bag. I was also confused when you refused to acknowledge the underwear. I saw it from my point of view, but it's like you purposely didn't look under the bed just so you won't find it. You know it was there, didn't you?"
You finally grabbed a seat right beside him, interested to hear what he has to say next.
"And then there's Hendery's story. You didn't ask him to mess with him. It's because he did see us. I remember now, it's what got us in this mess in the first place…"
You nodded to acknowledge him. You've always known that he's a bit smarter than the other guys, but he was very observant as well. That's why he was quiet all the time.
"Lastly, when Hendery came in with your laundry, there was something sticking out," He picked up the ziplock and held it across your face. "The bra that came with this, it was sandwiched along with your other clothing, but the bright color stuck out to me."
"Mhm… " You nodded in approval. You didn't even notice that last one, but he was able to pick that as well.
"And then I stared at your lips for a while. That's when it hit me. It was the same lips that I claimed last night. The red lips that drove me crazy…"
You gave him a small round of applause as he finished his spiel.
"Honestly, you were on point on everything. I'm just sad that you can't remember anything."
His moment of clarity was shut down and he smiled apologetically.
"Want me to tell you what happened?"
He nodded profusely.
(link to the optional smut right here)
80 notes · View notes