Stars around my scars
Paring(s): Jeremiah Fisher x reader
Genre: Sad, a little bit of angst
Warning(s): Self harm
Summary: Jeremiah draws stars around your scars.
Notes: Don't not read this if u are uncomfortable with self harm or have/ are dealing with it. But I hope u enjoy 😊 and if need be I am here for anyone who wants to talk.
(Listen to this while reading) 👇👇👇
You and Jeremiah have been dating for the past 7 months, you have tried to keep him away from the bad stuff in your life. It wasn't that you didn't trust him or anything it was because you didn't want to scare him away.
You struggle with self harm for the past few years now, and you have tried to stop. But, one day he managed to catch you in the act. You were crying as you looked down at your scared arms when Jeremiah walked in.
"Hey angel-" Jeremiah immediately stopped right in his tracks. His eyes slowly filled with tears as he saw your arms and teary face. He watched as you tried to cover it up but that didn't matter to him.
He made his way over to you and pulled you into a tight hug, whispering comforting things to you as you cried into his shoulder. A few hours later Jeremiah picked you up and carried you to his bed, before walking out and coming back with a marker.
"Hey, I'm going to do something ok? Tell me if it hurts" He smiled up at you softly, as you stared down at him with confusion. Before you could ask what he was doing, he began drawing little stars on your scars.
You smiled warmly at your boyfriend, as you realised that he didn't care about your dark past or your self harm. He loved you for you.
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Knock em dead
Jeremiah x Belly Fanfiction
~Jeremiah decides to be a bit (too) direct.~
TW: This is just consensual because both partys are okay with what happens in the end. But if one party would have decided they did not like what happend (in this fanfic Belly), it would not have been okay.
Camerons lips left Bellys and everyone at the table was speechless for a second. Laurel was kind enough to make a joke, but Jeremiah's joy from teasing Belly's date had vanished in an instant. He had felt a pull in his chest as he heard that she was dating someone, but seeing them like this- although he caused the situation, made him feel infinetly worse.
At Nicoles party he drunkenly went after Cam and Belly.
*Do you have something for Jeremiah?*
*You mean Conrad?*
She didn't even consider him an option, not even a close second. Even if she wasn't dating Cam, it would be Conrad.
He asked her on a muffin run the next morning, since he coincidentally was up early, despite a slight headach from the party.
*Why do you seem so energetic?*
*Couldn't sleep.*
His shrug made her smile. Whenever she was going through something, be it Taylor hooking up with her brother, or Conrad... his carefree demeanor was contagious.
Driving with him, of course he let her practice, he would still help her shift gears if needed. His hand lingering on hers was warm, and she felt so comfortable around him, she didn't mind.
*Park over there, I wanne show you my favorite spot!*
He pointed to a spot at the side of the road, on their way back. The excitement in his voice made her giggle.
*Come on, be honest it's your secret make out spot right?*
His smirk was telling and the view breathtaking. While Belly was looking at the scenery he was stealing glaces at her.
*Belly?*
*Yeah?*
*You know Conrad has been sleeping over at Nicoles for quite some time now.*
He watched her smile fade.
*Why ar-*
*He forgot your birthday.*
He didn't plan this, but he couldn't hold back anymore. She was facing him now, hurt clouding her eyes.
*Why are you saying that?*
Why now? She thought, because to her it felt like he was needlessly rubbing it in.
*Do you even like Cam Cameron?*
She knew why he asked, but acting oblivious was easier.
*Why are you being like this?*
Agitated, she stepped back as he approached her.
*Belly, you are my best friend. I can see how you look at Conrad, not at Cam. Don't you think it would be-*
*What's wrong with you today?*
After her initial shock at his bluntness her anger settled in.
He furrowed his brows, he understood why she got devensive. However her moving away from him made him think she was planning on just avoiding the truth.
*Come on Belly, you know why I am saying this!*
Not because of his unexpected outburst, but because of his unfamiliar, earnest gaze she decided turn, return to the car and cool down.
Before she could, he had pulled her back and she stumbled against his chest.
His hand was resting on her wrist. She was stunned, too stunned to ask what the fuck he was doing.
His lips sealed hers, with a frevor that pushed her head backwards. It took her a moment to collect herself.
Angry at his assault she pressed her lips harder against his. Balancing the intensity of their kiss, but effectively pressing herself against him. His hand had dropped from her wrist, now guiding her head, not wanting to part from her. The other hand was holding her securely around the waist. Belly was torn between pushing him away or pulling him closer, her hands seemed to move on their own exploring his chest and shoulders.
A shudder ran through Jeremiah.
Now it was his turn to be suprised and he pulled away a bit to search her face. His hand had found a place around her neck just under he jaw.
Belly seemed to have acted on impulse. He could not tell if she was angry at him, but the red hue on her cheeks was lovely, nonetheless.
He gave her a peck on the side of her mouth and as if the spell was broken, she finally gave him a firm push, which made him stumble backwards.
*Belly I-*
*Wha- Why, what the hell Jeremiah?*
The boy she had known her whole live, who she had grown up with standing there as beautiful as ever, seemed so foreign to her. The look he gave her was pircing, making an electric charge run through her.
To her Jeremiah was the boy she laid on her back with, playfully holding hands with, while watching the clouds.
He was rubbing the back of his neck, calming his beating heart and his to desire to kiss Belly again.
*I wanted to do that for a long time.*
His admission startled Belly, had she thought about doing it herself from time to time. But it was a territory of emotions that felt too threatening to their friendship.
He approached her again, she faced him head on this time and watched sceptically as he took on of her hands in his.
*Listen, I know you are still with Cam...*
His thumb rubbed circles on the back of her hand.
*... and, despite what I just did, I know it was shitty of me to just spring my feelings on you like that.*
Belly still fought with herself and ripped her arm back.
*Then you shouldn't have!*
This time he couldn't catch her in time and she stormed back to the car at a pace he had to jog to keep up.
*Bells lis-*
*No you listen!*
She stopped him in his track.
*You not only spring this on me, as you said, but you have to bring my feelings for Conrad into it?*
So that was what bothered her the most, he realized bitterly.
She was standing in front of the hood of his truck and it felt like he was forbidden from moving until she was done chewing him out.
*I know Belly, I was...*
He didn't want to say it aloud, but Belly was having none of it.
*Spit it out Jer!*
*I was fucking jealous okay?*
Despite the way he let the words out, like they would burn his tongue, he carefully closed in on her, again.
*Don't Jer, I'm still-*
Seeing him up close, the embarresment written on his face, she couldn't help herself but calm down. Jeremiah was never one to be emberassed and seeing this vulnerable side of him made her realize what she had overlooked the whole time.
Suddenly he hugged her, holding her in his arms, trying to convey how precious she was to him.
*Jer I...*
*I know, I'm sorry.*
He looked down at her then and while looking into the eyes of his best friend, he had known his whole live, he confessed.
*I just can't help but love you.*
It was done, she knew it the moment he really opened up to her. She fell, hard. Or maybe he had her at his feet all along. She took her time taking in his familiar features and then, after he had closed his eyes, still embracing her but waiting patiently for her next move, she kissed him.
Wanting to convey what she felt for him fueled her. As if she had brought him back to live he pressed her back against the car. Now with much more assurance, he even enjoyed biting her lip. While she laughed, she also knew the shudder that ran down her spine, betrayed the playfulness she tried to convey. This honest, straightforward version of her best friend was going to be the end of her.
~The end.~
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After watching Summer I Turned Pretty, I have come to a conclusion about the love triangle and therefore it is summarized within these legendary Taylor Swift songs.
Betty by Taylor Swift - From Belly Conklin's POV
I was walking home on broken cobblestones
Just thinking of you when she pulled up like
A figment of my worst intentions
She said "James, get in, let's drive"
Those days turned into nights
Slept next to her, but
I dreamt of you all summer long
Betty, I'm here on your doorstep
And I planned it out for weeks now
But it's finally sinkin' in
Betty, right now is the last time
I can dream about what happens when
You see my face again
The only thing I wanna do
Is make it up to you
August by Taylor Swift - From Jeremiah Fisher's POV
Back when we were still changin' for the better
Wanting was enough
For me, it was enough
To live for the hope of it all
Cancel plans just in case you'd call
And say, "Meet me behind the mall"
So much for summer love and saying "us"
'Cause you weren't mine to lose
You weren't mine to lose, no
Cardigan by Taylor Swift - From Conrad Fisher's POV
But I knew you'd linger like a tattoo kiss
I knew you'd haunt all of my what-ifs
The smell of smoke would hang around this long
'Cause I knew everything when I was young
I knew I'd curse you for the longest time
Chasin' shadows in the grocery line
I knew you'd miss me once the thrill expired
And you'd be standin' in my front porch light
And I knew you'd come back to me
You'd come back to me
And you'd come back to me
And you'd come back
And when I felt like I was an old cardigan
Under someone's bed
You put me on and said I was your favorite
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