#there is a high chance that I will fail

[wandixx]

Serious chaos one-shot snippet

“Hey, Dami?”

Boy hadn’t looked up from kittens he was bottle feeding but let out hum indicating he listened.

“I think about trying out more girlish style. Do you think it would suit me?”

Well, Damian had no idea but if Dani wished to give it a chance, then, well, the only appropriate course of action was to offer his aid.

Also features: Dani and Damian working at an animal shelter, Steph being fashionable, and Batman's rouge gallery and no, it's not a spelling mistake :)

#dpxdc #dp x dc #dc x dp #dcxdp #serious chaos #dani/damians #fanfic snippet #batman's rouge gallery #idk i have kinda shitty day and need a validation #i hate timed tests #i know all answers but how the fuck do you expect me to answer all this broad questions in 45 minutes #I would write an an answer for one of them in this time #i would like to infodump about it. give me chance to infodump about it not punish me for knowing too much #really history is only subject i actually still care about #so failing it majorly sucks #and now i have to learn something totally else also for history for tomorrow #i'm not mad about it #i have kinda special treatment because i'll write exam at the end of the high school and I have to study harder than my classmates #still I'm frustrated #sorry for spilling my guts like that #I lowkey want to scream rn #anyway how do you like this snippet? #have a nice day dear stranger who got to this part

[front-facing-pokemon]

#solrock #now *this* is the fucker that the one raid battle NPC had in swsh that everyone hated. including me. he served only to remove lives #fuckin mashing the rock polish button the whole time or whatever it was. doing Nothing Else. i feel like a lot of people who usually did #raids offline had that fucker's name and face memorized. cuz they'd see that they got him and just give up right then and there #at a certain point i feel like offline raids were just not very viable. the NPCs they'd give you to battle with were just so bad #and some of the higher star raids you really needed the extra firepower you just couldn't get from those NPCs #but also they kinda removed a lot of the incentive for joining other people's raids considering your catch chance was lowered by like 9000% #if you weren't the host of the raid. and if you were the host the percentage chance was so high it was basically guaranteed #i don't think i ever ONCE caught a pokémon successfully when i'd joined someone else's raid. and i don't think i ever once failed to catch a #pokémon when i was the host of the raid. it's just. i dunno! i stopped doing raids at a certain point. some people can get a pokémon game #and play it long long after the main story bc they get invested in raids and shit but i just lose interest at a certain point unfortunately #as much as i enjoy the game while i'm initially playing through it #hff. anyway. i'm queueing this up the morning of june 30th‚ aka the day of my first flight in 10 years. so. this won't post until mid july #and i'll have been back for a while by then but for right now‚ me writing these tags‚ i am very Anxious #saur. haha. y'know how it is. have solrock

[suwunnysideup]

anyways, if the reblogs and tags didn’t clarify enough: this blog is fucking NOT a welcome space for billy stans.

he’s a fucking racist and abusive asshole of a man. yes he was abused, but that gives us the reason for his actions, it does not fucking excuse it. y’all do triple backflips through flaming hoops to defend this man while demonizing female characters (mainly nancy) for literally being teenagers. nancy called a relationship bullshit bc she was drunk and in agony over losing a friend and having everyone act like it never happened. she pointed a gun at steve to scare him off because a fucking demogorgon was coming and he didn’t know. she takes up arms to defend the kids from so many different threats while also dealing with her own fucking issues. billy threw lucas against a wall and threatened to break him just bc he was black and hanging around max. yes, he definitely could’ve used a support system like jonathan had, but he never fucking tried to make one. he and max could’ve tried to bond together under the abuse of neil. he could’ve talked to somebody - anybody - but he chose not to and instead lash out and take his rage out on anyone and everyone. did the narrative treat him weirdly? yes, i think so. but that doesn’t make him into this uwu soft boy y’all want him to be so desperately. like, this is the man who wanted to beat on kids and literally tried to bash steve’s face in with his fists. he intimidates and pushes around anyone he can, namely max and lucas. the duffer brothers and caleb confirmed his actions were racially motivated towards lucas. i’m not saying he deserved to die, nor am i ignoring the obvious trauma he went through, but i’m not using it to justify his actions and make excuses for his shitty behavior.

idc how y’all headcanon him but it’s fucking weird how much y’all wanna change about him to make him into ur sad boy of the month. anyways, rant fucking over with.

#sunny speaks #stranger things #anti billy hargrove #anti billy stans #billy hargrove #nancy wheeler #max mayfield #lucas sinclair #argue with the wall idc. #y’all r weird trying to make nancy into this ableist abuser when billy is literally right fucking there #high chance that if u come in my inbox i won’t answer bc y’all r so tiring sometimes #yes admittedly nancy calling steve bullshit hurt him but he was also!! not a great boyfriend!! #he wanted her to ignore and forget all her trauma to be normal teenagers and that’s a shitty thing to ask! #and with robin she was tired and just saw her friend be brutally killed while she couldn’t help (again) #and had to be paired off with someone who seemingly also didn’t believe her (again) #so ofc she’s gonna be short with robin. but it wasn’t bc she’s a fucking ableist #media literacy we’ve failed you #discourse

[craycraybluejay]

Just past 3.1K words in my Angel Dust fic and counting

hooray! <3

#angel dust #fic writer #ao3 writer #mrblackhaironthestreet #gods you guys are gonna either hate or love this #its a songfic (or songfic adjacent) that explores just. lots of stuff #drawing from personal experience as well as character reference and firsthand reports of similar things that go on in the fic #also occasionally referencing my drug knowledge cuz this fic is def pretty personal for me and i think its good to stay informed if u or #anyone you know uses. chances are theres at least 1 person you know who gets high. obv the fic isn't really psa material about harm #reduction but i squeeze some fun facts in there that you'd only really know if you went looking #and usually you only go looking for those facts if you need them and have used are using or plan to use #i once had to look up how to reverse an acetaminophen overdose. yeah. not my proudest moment #but the good part is that i sought out how to help myself instead of panicking and i think that being more informed can help others not #panic when shit goes wrong cuz eventually it will #knowledge is power. if ur in the scene u should know the ins and outs of it #same w any other scene like idk rock climbing where u know the shorthand 4 things and tricks and how to save urself if something fails #a LOT of hobbies involve risk even serious risk not just drug use #drug use is hella stigmatized tho so we only ever talk about how risky and self-abusing it is #there is no one too far gone to deserve help or at least some friendly advice #idk just. pls stay safe ily guys #and uh i hope u like my fic when i post it

[solradguy]

I don't have many characters in Granblue that work well together yet because I just started playing so I've just been kinda smashing SSR dudes together into a party and seeing how it works out and I made a REALLY fun one that's like a masochistic glass cannon

Gran - He's kinda my ??? here in this build because there are SO MANY classes to make him that I'm still playing around with them all. But for this party I've got him as Weapon Master for that nice double attack buff, attack damage buff, and HP boost. He's got a dark axe equipped.

Lucio (grand) - His shield/heal ability is sooooo important to this build. Everyone in the party gets 2000 shield and recovers some HP each turn. Some multi attack boosts here too.

Lich (grand) - Oh my god Lich is so much fun lmao. This party's built around her insane mechanic. EVERYONE GETS POISON YIPPEE!!! No healing, but poison and other DOT effects heal the party for the damage they do instead. Somehow Lucio's healing works despite this..? Because the whole team is covered in stink gas, the enemy takes a huge amount of bonus damage at the end of the turn. Juicy.

Fiorito (holiday) - She melts her own face off and does like 6 attacks in one turn it's nuts. She's made out of tissue paper though, so if anything hits her before the healing brings her HP back up she dies lol

This party is super jank and not optimized at all, but I'm having a blast joining raids with it, exploding half my own HP, dropping an evil ghost-themed nuclear bomb, and then crumbling into dust the second anything sneezes in my direction

#textpost #The gacha keeps giving me dark units/weapons lol I have so many dark element things #One of the Percivals does burning damage (which would heal via Lich's ability too) and if I somehow got him I think I'd swap him #out with Fiorito. Her high damage is fun but it's a gamble hoping for the multi attack chance to kick in #She ends up dying a lot lol #At the level I'm playing at right now I'm not too bothered about making a fully optimized team tbh #I've only failed quests twice and it was because I tried soloing extreme difficulty dungeons

[asleepinawell]

fucked around, found out 😔

#I swear some checks are like 80% chance of success but you fail 80% of the time instead #fallen london #flmp #mp #to the mirror marshes with me! #I'd let it creep up too high anyway so this was on me

[daz4i]

scrolling on tumblr rbing anime fanart like I'm not actively holding myself back from throwing myself off the balcony rn

#the risk of failing is too high from this floor the chances aren't worth it but I'm itching for an escape i can't handle being alive #suicide //

[avatar-of-the-web]

Local man receives a DM that he was happy to receive, spends DAYS trying to get his brain to cooperate enough to let him send a response only to slip farther in to a frankly unnecessary hysteria that blocks him from socialising with new people completely and just generally having a fucking conniption for no reason.

#'My agoraphobia isn't that bad' And then #I genuinely want to rip my fucking hair out #Whatever is wrong seems to be something I just can't do anything about but that's extremely disabling #Maybe I could figure it out if I had alcohol but I do and even if I did #The chances that the pressure to use it productively would itself cause productivity to fail 🫠 are high

[iidsch]

also lowkey vent but I watched a gameplay of de after finishing my playthrough and the guy did get the ending with Kim which was really cool since I didn't get it myself but he's a centrist and ended with the very annoying "this game makes fun of all ideologies and also I didn't understand the last scene with the deserter and also I'm mad that the game called me a fascist because I randomly picked the political options" so that's two unsatisfying playthroughs of the game for me 😔

#m #disco elysium #im still bitter that i got the ending with cuno btw that should have been more difficult to get #I failed the red checks during the tribunal twice even when I had really high chances which led me to believe the outcome was inevitable 😔 #so frustrating. i might get the ending with kim myself later but ngl it's left a bad taste in my mouth

[gierosajie]

I like to imagine that Venti was the youngest of the original Seven, and the others where shocked when they saw, during their first reunion after the war, that a freaking newborn god was the new Anemo Archon.

They where also kinda sad because he was a kid, and he never had a choice in the matter, the title was practically forced to him

I personally think he's somewhere in the middle in terms of age in the OG 7 since Zhongli did say Venti's the second eldest so he's probably at least a bit older than Makoto

BUT- yeah I do agree that they'd probably be quite shocked since Venti became an archon as a newborn god. Everyone else was already an established god for possibly a good while before getting the seat of an archon, meanwhile Venti was over there sprouting in the lowest rung of the divine hierarchy barely above a slime and basically got slingshot up to the second highest position just under Celestia in one fell swoop

There was barely any breathing room and dude just went on an archon speedrun from tiny spirit to major god with nothing in between and losing at least 3 people among his little friend group in the process

#ask #anon #genshin impact #also there's this neet parallel between Venti and Nahida where they both have the same circumstances as they became archons #they're both a piece of an established god who grew to become their own #both became archons at 'birth' (Venti as a god and Nahida just literally coming into existence) #but the difference in their early days in archonhood was that Mond saw Venti as one of their own and they were on equal standing #he was practically raised with their ideals and raising Mondstadt from the ashes was a collaborative effort #both parties were helping each other #meanwhile Nahida was literally just born and the sages went 'go to work. now.' #they saw her as an ideal and put her on such a high pedestal without regard that maybe they should slow down a bit #and when she failed to meet expectations they just left her there #didn't even TRY to raise her up to be the kind of archon they wished to have when they realized she was just like any other child #she wasn't even given a chance to try and grow for 500 years #*neat parallel #frick I noticed the typo too late and there's already a wall of text

[sovonight]

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#i wanted to find xan's epilogue slides so that i could talk about them and i failed but im talking abt them off my memory anyway #so: how is xan legally allowed to become charname's high priest when he still has the moonblade #like. that's corellon's thing. so what is the process of divorcing himself from that duty #previous conversations have emphasized that chances for him to be free of the moonblade are rare and difficult #so i assume charname as a new deity steps in and does that for him #but even if it's possible & easy: would xan give it up just like that? like he says multiple times that he hates the burden of the sword #but i keep thinking back to that 1 exchange abt secret names where xan explains his secret name literally means promised to the blade #and charname's like 'i prefer xan to your true name and i think so do you; it separates you from your moonblade' #and xan gets really quiet and he's like 'my name was a gift from my father. as was the moonblade' and the conversation instantly ends #like??? the blade is tied up in so much significance. is he really so ready to simp for goddess!charname that his filial piety disappears #like i know that immediately after u save him from bodhi he's like 'i will do whatever you want me to with my life' #and he's outright like 'if you want me to be your high priest when you ascend to godhood i'm 100% down' #but bro just for saving his life?? idk abt anyone else but i save his life on a daily basis. guy is always 2 hits away from death #maybe he's especially awed like 'wow charname took a potentially fatal blow for me' but my guy she does that every damn hour #she's a permanent member of the front line just to keep the aggro off of you. have some more appreciation for her everyday sacrifice #idk it's the way that he's been asking charname not to use her divine powers for 2 full games bc he fears it will consume her #and how he's been sighing longingly and going 'i wish we could have our wedding and a quiet life' #and then. suddenly. he's indifferent to / in full support of the goddess ending?? #like my guy are you aware that you're going to have to share her?? that she'll have other champions besides you?? #that you're never going to truly have her again? that the most you will have of her is her avatar and the visits she makes in your dreams #that you're abandoning the seldarine and might not get to see your parents in the afterlife ever?? #i do love the full devotion thing. i do. but xan's brand of devotion has always come with an asterisk #his and charname's values have to align even Somewhat for his romance to even happen #so what is this? ''if you get far enough in his romance his values no longer matter''? #''feel free to choose whatever ending you want bc at this point he'll just indulge you and go along with it''? #sorry did i romance a fucking reed in the wind?? if i wanted someone that bends to any and all whims xan would be the last person i picked #he's all 'i can't say no to you' now and i'm like *slumps over my desk* i miss when he was contrary about everything #the 'cant say no' thing is even worse if in the underdark you--no i wont get into it #sovo note

[arolesbianism]

I <3 transmasc Wendy because it adds another thing to the kid who does not know how to handle anything being thrown into everything pile but instead of a thing like dead sister it's the prospect that he kind of likes having short hair and the idea of being a guy and it still makes him feel like the world is ending until suddenly the ppl around him are just like fine with it and everything is like cool actually and he melts over that too until finally he's just a normal baby trans person and can get back to being bad at coping with his other hashtag issues again

#rat rambles #starve posting #like I do have dead serious wendy trans thoughts tm even some that actually relate to his quotes high bar I know gkfndkd #its just so fun reading him as a trans egg thats one breakdown away from being smashed #and also gives me some yummy tasty thoughts abt both wendy and abby and the inivertable fact that as time goes on the only remnant of #abby's face is going to shift and change more until it can no longer even be a reminder of what was lost #which must be a Horrifying idea to wendy even if chances are he hasn't rly internalized this concept yet #and for abby especially if you're like me and go for a more silhouette style ghost design for her youve gotta imagine how fucky it is to #watch your twin grow up and change in ways you never will #Im also a agender abby who will likely never realize believer because shes just like younger me fr #like shes low key just me as a little kid but without the anxiety disorder #anyways back to the topic of wendy genderism Im honestly surprised Ive never seen a he/him wendy hc before #Im not surprised at not finding any trans guy wendys but there rly isnt much variety in nonbinary wendys despite it being fairly common #I just like trans guy wendy cause he gives me those vibes #its the weird little girl to cringe fail trans man pipeline or smth idk #give him a couple years eventually he'll be a grimy lil freak of a teenage boy #if abby didnt die and knew abt gender stuff itd still take her 30 years minimum to even consider she might be not a girl maybe #not because she's hard in denial abt gender stuff shes just is in the classic headspace of 'well I dont Think I care so I must be cis ig' #same with my aro abby hcs but walter is super not helping #as Ive said before they are aro echo chamber besties dont try to tell them romance is real they will not believe you #hey better then whateve the fuck wendy would have to go through if one of the trans men around him offered solidarity #I would rather die than get advice from wilson are you kidding me #the only somewhat normal trans guy there is warly but hes french so it cancels out

[m00ngbin]

Warning(?) I'm complaining about my grades because I feel like I'm DYING and they're really not bad but oh my god

As of today I have a C in my history class I hope something terrible happens so I don't have to think about that

#im kidding sort of #mostly not #im going to try not to spend my whole winter break beating myself up about this #but ik i will anyways #it's not my fault i had like a mental health crisis last month but it really feels like it is #i should have kept up anyways i cant live with this #I'm doing remediation its going to be ok #or will it #i dont know if it will be ok #i feel like i woke up out of a haze and now im aware and i want to do well again #like if i was about to run a race but right before we start someone comes up and breaks my leg so i have no chance of winning from the star #im not technically failing anything i have all As and Bs minus like two classes BUT those two classes are super high level #amd im so fucked if i cant compete in those classes #i cant get dropped idk whst ill do #bawl my eyes out probably #ive had a really bad day #i have ONE. DAY. to get the remediation for these two classes it and that is IT #tomorrow is all i have and its a short day so i have even less time #the world is against me and my academic success #blood sweat and tears #lots and lots of tears

[lupismaris]

If you can don't wait until 9pm to have your first meal of the day you will inevitably find yourself in a fever dream of pantry based cookery possessed by the ancestors and 'tism cravings

#four panic attacks and a depression nap later we are finally attempting to eat but all we want is pasta #the pantry pasta attempt is farfalle parmesan with Sicilian lemon tuna and sweet peas #and im pointedly ignoring my brain as it tells me the only wine we have in the house will not pair with the dish because its red #this is a depression tony Bourdain meal my guy i dont give a shit if it pairs #im getting very stoned putting on third wave jazz and cooking with nothing but vibes okay #theres a very high chance it fails entirely but im holding on to a shred of hubris that i can make a decent meal out of it

[thewordsayer]

Oh so if I want a string instrument I have to know what TYPE I want? Nobody is willing to put a board for a neck and some strings on any old box for me and call it a day? It has to be some min $200 masterpiece of craftsmanship?

#I’m so spoiled by piano. nobody wants their pianos. people will pay you to take away their pianos. #what I want is a MANDOLA but I’m in nowheresville Canada and have zero chance of getting a mandola #I don’t like the high pitched instruments so much #if I did I’d just play ukulele which I already have #it’s not that deep! I just want a box to make noise with! #I’m not a musician #I’m so bad at music that I FAILED piano… I didn’t even know you could fail at hobbies! somehow I did it! #ok that’s a lie I plod along uselessly in my study of piano to this day #but the point is I am a single person market for crude handmade instruments and there are NONE in my whole ass province

[halflingkima]

the energy at the table was "The DM Specifically Told You Not To Do This" which made for an uncomfortable table BUT. it's a win for creative collaborative storytelling. (yes it worked, but there was a real chance that it wouldn't and that would've also made for an excellent story pivot)

#the number of times i have craved rebellion in a campaign and didnt bc i the player dislike conflict #so i made the player choice and not the character choice. i do feel like that energy funneled into this kljhgf #yes it worked but there was a real tangible chance that it wouldn't and literally any outcome of that scene would've made excellent story #two campaigns have failed to live up to VM bc they always choose Be Nice Team Player and never do high stakes dumb shit #even the ruidus scene was underwhelming; no one had a crisis of faith no one freaked out #orym killed innocents and his only disapproval was a frown #like i get why we've strayed from alignment but it think it also has led us away from immutable character choices #currently watching tag