#they grew up while I was gone?

[cinamun]

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#ts4 #indya #black simblr #they grew up while I was gone? #they grew together? #lmfao #ts4 story #sims 4 story #stay tuned to learn MORE about teenaged DJ and Dira #simblr #ch21

[obihoe]

naruto in that waterfall scene truly was like. the villagers have shunned me all my life and now they love me but its all fake cuz they just love me for what i have done to protect the village i HATE those fuckers, they can shove their autograph requests up their dumb asses and then he is like. well i got the solution. to solve all this hatred. to dissolve it and cure it. i'll just keep trying to become who they want me to be, if i manage to be the person THEY want me to be, they will love me and i'll keep their approval. this is the solution to all my problems ^_^ and then he like, hugs his dark self and it dissolves and the whole thing is done its like sfdfdgdgfs. okay, way to repress ur own feelings and do the exact same thing that youve already Been doing all ur life so far LOL. literally victim-blaming ur own self for what others have put u thru but alright. 👍

#naruto #posts #takes that are news to literally nobody here but yeah .. #its like 'i just have to be strong and be positive ^_^ just like that killer bee guy' #which like yeah cool that killer bee kept his cool all this time and just remained chipper but still. #its not his and neither naruto's fault that he was hated and ostracized all this time. lol #it shouldnt be Their responsibility to just be cool with it. and/or make it better #ANYWAY. this is all obvious but yeah #i also do have to say i kind of like the way killer bee's story of how he grew up was presented. nevertheless #cuz he's just like yo yo yo check out these cool rhymes 😎😎 while everyone throws like tomatoes at him or smth. asfsfdgds #like he just cannot be bothered #even when motoi his friend opens up to him abt hsving tried to murder him (which is like huh?? okay. youre scared #of the eight tails so youre just gonna ATTACK his jinchuuriki? w a silly little kunai as well like okay???) #anyway but his friend tells him he secretly hated him and wanted him gone and he's like whatever man 😎 give me ur fist #we are best bros forever like sfsdsfsfs #its kinda cool i think. like u COULD maybe frame this as 'ppl are going to treat u however they choose but if u just stick to urself #and know who u are. u have worth independent of them. believe in ur own strength cuz youre FUCKING cool and youre YOU #nobody can take that away from u. even if they throw eggs at u' or smth then that would be great!! #but no its framed more as 'well u just have to keep being nice and take it and believe that u can become better #so that they will love u' ... which is :[ like naruto bbygirl fuck those villagers .. u are worthy no matter what they say #ANYWAY. lol #killer bee

[desnayy]

Wilbur is as much a part of Death Family as Missa is. They are both hard working dads who have to be gone a lot, but that doesn't mean they don't care.

#qsmp #death family #nothing really brought this on just having thoughts #also cause i realized that i love chay and tallulah a lot because i can relate to them #as someone who grew up with a parent gone a lot and a parent who stayed home #my dad was military so he tended to be on deployment a lot while my mom stayed at home to care mostly for my younger brothers #so i can relate to missing a parent; to know i'm loved but feeling like something is missing in it

[luvsavos]

i am once again apologizing for my lack of activity/responsiveness

my childhood cat passed away a few days ago which has just been more stuff on top of everything else for me to deal with to stress me out and upset me

i'll try to get back to stuff. Eventually. as soon as i can</3

#mar.txt #still very much upset about losing him，but it's kind of faded for numbness now #still not holding up great though especially considering how sudden it was #he was all fine and healthy and then just suddenly started to rapidly go downhill and within like. two days he was gone #he was so weak. couldn't move almost at all，his meows were barely just meow-sounding exhales. the last two things he did were #getting my attention so i would come to him，then attempted to crawl onto my lap and despite me being less than a foot away he couldn't make #it. so i brought him onto my bed on my lap with me. and then at some point later after another sudden onset of diarrhea (which seemed to #take absolutely all of his remaining strength) and i'd brought him back to my bed after cleaning the poop off of him he got my attention to #move his head so he could look up at me. and that's how he passed. looking up at me. #despite everything，he was purring. so weak and faint i could hardly feel it，but. he was purring，maybe until the moment he finally passed. #he was obviously suffering. and we couldn't afford to get someone to put him down so we just did what we could for him. #i'm glad that，at least，he was happy in his final moments. he wanted to be with me and i'm glad i could give him that. i HAD needed to go out #that day but i opted to stay home because i was worried he'd pass while i was gone. sure enough if i had gone out he would have. #i'm glad i could give him the comfort and company he wanted in his final moments. i'm glad i made him happy enough in them to purr even #despite how weak he was. i'm glad he didn't pass alone and possibly in pain. #ive lost a lot of pets in my life. but amos? he's only like. three years younger than me? we practically grew up together. ive known him his #entire life. no amount of being told it hurts to lose a childhood pet will ever compare to the reality of it happening. #i buried him outside my window. so he's close to home. #vent post? i guess?

[milflewis]

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#in a strange place today and i need to put this somewhere. i do not have a journal yet. this is it #my grandad was diagnosed with dementia years ago and the grandad i have now is often unrecognisable from the one i grew up with #and while this like isn’t fun and it is strange for him to look at me and not know me more times than he does. it has also been kind of l #lovely? #bc he thinks my granny is still alive so whenever i get to go see him i get to pretend she is too. and she is for a minute. and tho i am #glad she went before him. it is nice to say oh i’m popping in to see her after this grandad and talk about her like she’s hasn’t been gone #since i’ve been ten. my dad has spoken more to him in the last five years than he has his whole life #he was not an easy man. he was loud and friendly and hard working and funny and scary but not easy. in ways he is even #harder now. in others he is easier. #he is more of a child. this is what dementia can do to a brain. we are learning things about his childhood that no one alive has ever spoken #about. that no one knew. my dad doesn’t love him more now but he understands him better #my grandad taught me how to drive a tractor and how to fish through my dad and he has not recognised me in over a year and he #hasn’t walked since he broke his pelvis seven years ago and his muscles are nearly all gone. he is a fraction of the size he used to be. his #personality and body took up my childhood like adults on the screen in cartoons. he hasn’t dressed himself in a decade. he told one of the #nurses that after dinner he wanted ice cream plain like herself and nearly peed when she laughed and told him to fuck off #he is in there. he is himself. i know him. but he isn’t. he doesn’t know me but he allows me to tell him how to ppl he knows are doing. he #still somehow trusts me. we talk a lot about my granny and how she stayed up watching tv again last night so she’s tired today. don’t stay #long when you call in to see her? #whenever we would journey to see him and my granny and get in v late he’d ask us if we wanted apple tart and my granny would say michael. #not ur kids. u can’t parent them. he didn’t know my name yesterday but he asked me if i wanted apple tart #i hope he dies soon. for all that i will miss this. miss my dad having this. he would not want to live like this. it wouldntbe living to him

[moonilit]

having so much emotions over Jote and Joshua I can’t even articulate, like

#Like I know it looks like this one side unexplored ship at first glance but once you give it a thought #Dear god #their situation is so complex and there is SO much work and healing that need to be done #Especially after you learn more about the undying and put two and two together to see what kind of environment - #- they both grew up in #They are at first glance the master and servant trope #Which isn’t so exciting imo #Until you learn that technically neither of them choose it #You can tell they are two kids who grow up together and ‘saw’ each other #Jote not wanting to let go of Joshua because she knows the burden he was forced to carry as the firebird #Knowing that this path would kill him and she want to save him save her dearest friend #While Joshua seeing how Jote was made to live a life where she have no freedom or life or future #Both wanting to save each other but were powerless against their situation #And at the first chance Joshua gets he let her go #Even though she was the only person who grew to see and love him for just him #Which is his most precious inner wish yet he give that up for her sake #Imagine when he thought for years Clive was gone the only person who saw him and believed in him as him #The loneliness of being a god and a deity and yet Jote came along and mended his heart again #Then he let her go because she deserve to be free #Im in tears #there are more layers then this but #I can’t write all of then in the tags aaaaa #Like do you understand me?? Do you?? #Jote #joshua #ffxvi #Like a big theme in this game is people wanting to carry the burden with their loved ones like come one im crying here

[marsixm]

big spoiler cw for the finale- i understand why a lot of people didnt feel like it made sense for how ed was acting during izzy’s death scene, like it didn’t feel earned or whatever bc they’d been at odds w each other since last season, but for me, and understand i’m not saying my personal experience making it make sense for me is trying to give undue writing cred or whatever, but i had a very difficult relationship with my very transphobic/bigoted mother. she made my life a nightmare a lot of the time. but i had to care for her in death. i had to watch her die for months. it was a waking nightmare, and it had a profound effect on me. it was complicated. it made my relationship to my memory of her very complicated. (and even if it hadnt been a months long ordeal i was caught in the middle of i’d probably still feel similarly) and that’s how ed dealing with izzy’s death feels to me. just like him having to kill his father, it was the right thing to do, but it still left him with difficult emotions. when ed says “you’re the only family i’ve got left” to izzy, after all the bullshit they put each other through, i get it.

#death cw #ofmd spoilers #also so i dont make multiple spoilery posts #i do also get why it feels weird to have him die after all that growth #but everyone grew and changed all season #and someone going away doesnt change that- ie look at buttons. he’s gone but it’s not negative #and like izzy didn’t necessarily *want* to die #but him dying a pirate’s death. on the ship. with the crew. injured in a scheme against the english. it was a better way for him to go #than being killed by ed while he was at his lowest #bc he’s right blackbeard was ed AND him. so blackbeard cant kill izzy. and izzy cant kill ed. bc ultimately neither of them would kill #*themselves. #also i liked the set up of him telling the prince that speech. saying it doesnt matter if we live or die. because piracy will live forever #it means when the prince shoots him it doesnt feel like a victory for the prince. he doesnt get to win that easily #also the prince character is fascinating as a foil for stede bc stede was also betrayed and injured by pirates #and even went home #but when he went back to normal life he told stories about how great pirates are. not try to kill them all #anyway thats my little thought for right now #and like i say im not giving undue writing cred but also id be surprised if this wasnt an experience ppl making the show- at least someone- #wasnt considering when they wrote this. like they have an established complex history that a couple months of fighting isnt gonna erase

[bjurnberg]

^me writing a ml/dc fic during 2020’s lockdown while watching the George Floyd race riots in Portland through my friend’s camera lense as she gets bruised ribs from cops illegally aiming rubber bullets at journalists and also experiencing a very low depression episode due to The Everything so using writing to force the emotions out of me in a non-physically-violent manner by brutally murdering Marinette’s whole family and half her friends in front of her during an outdoor fashion show mass shooting so that Bruce Wayne could save her life and trauma bond adopt this new orphan.

#that’s what got me into dc properly #grew up with b:tas and s:tas #but doing character research for the Batfam for that fic got me way more interested in the dc comic universe #that murder drama fic is still just sitting in my notes #cuz I moved on to the No More Dead Robins series #and also got a irl job cuz the extra federal unemployment money ran out #lol I haven’t thought of that depression fic in a while #but this tiktok brought it back to mind #tiktok #ml/dc #fanfic #writing #depression low #glad that's over #I love being medicated #I know it’s not gone #but now it’s being regulated #dude #miraculous ladybug was my lockdown comfort show #I’d never watched it before 2020 #but I needed something soft and cute and very opposite how the world felt #it was a good escape show #then I saw people arguing about the Damian/Marinette fic shipping #and had no clue how that connection happened #but I read the fic that was being debated #and it was legit fantastic writing #which got me into DC so yay #ah how the adhd flows #bjurnberg

[lesbiankoby]

my thing about rin is that she will always be a dead little girl whereas obito and kakashi are like . thirty . in my head.

#needless to say i do not ot3 them #idk she’s like. a fridged teenaged girl in perpetua #while i like the thought experiment of ‘well what if she grew up’ i can’t really seriously ship her with anyone beyond jokes #guess that’s partly bc i haven’t gone through the legwork of actually trying to make her a real character #rin is the oc of everyone who ever writes her #naruto tag

[wesawbears]

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#did not have crying over a youtuber retiring on my 2024 bingo card but here we are #tbh i hadnt watched matpat in a while and had kind of grown out of game theory #but i think its more just that feeling that the internet i grew up with is just fucking...gone #like everything i loved about these spaces just doesnt exist #and I'm really not old man yells at cloud i just have to be 29 for a minute and I'll get over it #but man #cheers to my other 25-35 year olds we're not well

[perenlop]

need to reorganize my toyhouse sooooo bad. i have no idea what to do with team silverwind

#rn theyre in the prequel folder but everyone else in there is listed as they are at the start of that story #while team silverwind is listed as they are at the END. so despite cana and atlas being childhood best friends who grew up together #cana is listed as 23 while atlas is listed as 40. when in reality atlas is 22 at the start #like. cana is still with team horizon hes still deep in the fog hes still doing horrible things #and has done zero introspection and is gonna make it everyone elses problem #whereas atlas has like. gone to therapy. gotten married. had a child. #so i want to split the characters into tabs so the team silverwind in the folder is just the prequel timeline where theyre very young #but idk where to put silveriwnd prime. #echoed voice #starfall tag

[willowfey]

time for another episode of Bragging About My Food bc my mom got back from jamaica and brought a bunch of things to cook with and it’s reawakening my love of food after 2 weeks of eating with just my dad SO tonight’s hella late dinner will consist of:

brown stew chicken, rice + peas (which i will douse in pickapeppa), salty stewed greens, roasted pumpkin, veg patties, coco bread + cheese, fresh mango, rum cakes in banana chocolate and coffee variety, coconut tarts, and a suitcase of my favourite snacks (wheat snackers, shirley biscuits, plantain crisps my beloved)

#the only thing she forgot were bumpies. a loss i am willing to live with. for now. #disclaimer: ​my mother is not jamaica but i grew up with jamaican culture for reasons too long to list here #so she knows how to do it #another disclaimer: my dad can cook… other types of things. #however we did not do much cooking while she was gone. we basically made street tacos and ate out and that’s it. #which is fine it was good (sometimes…) but there rly is nothing like ur mother’s cooking #esp after 2 weeks of Dad Food #luckily for me my mother can make any type of cuisine known to womankind #anyway ik no one cares but i’m a foodie at heart when i’m not in a depression hole so here u go anyway 🫶🏻

[terrorskies]

sometimes megatron can be so personal

#uh oh sisters! ( ooc. ) #he's just my little guy #he's just my man who is trying to make up for all the harm he's done and like #man idk as someone whose fear reaction is anger and had a terrible early-20's it can be something so personal #to see the wrongs you made and try to make up for them #anyways i love es megatron and i won't make excuses for him but i will fight in the trenches for his right to exist and Make Up for #all he did to himself his planet and even his allies #its about knowing that you aren't too far gone and can still be held accountable for your actions while while being allowed to grow past th #you know! what kids need to learn. #bc at the end of the day it is a kids show with kids lessons #even if es is a love letter to transformers and all of us who grew up w/it

[starsandthorn]

losing my fucking mind btw

#personal stuff #thorn plays genshin #alice's letter to diluc wauuugh #ALICE ADOPTING DILUC IS FUCKING KILLING ME. her inviting him to the gaa last year makes so much more sense #GONNA START CRYING. #KAEYA STAYED AT DAWN WINERY WHILE DILUC WAS GONE GOOD FUCKING NIGHT #kaeya's letters in the dawn winery i am on the floor #kaeya cares about him so fucking much jesus christ #the fact that his letters are all around the vase i am normal i am normal #also he has beautiful handwriting :] yea #KAEYA AND ADDIE WAUUUGH #these were code words we grew up using if he doesnt remember them wasnt it a wasted childhood. fuck #KAEYA'S MEMENTOS GOOD GOD? #THE ALBERICH LORE?? #all that play acting as a one eyed pirate. god he was pretending to be the king of khaenriah??? #diluc actually injured his eye that day????? fuck?????? #THE SEASHELLS. #ALSO diluc cares about kaeya just as much!!!! he actually wrote back and him telling kaeya to take care of himself GOODNIGHT. #i am on the FLOOR #AND LIKE. the fact that their letters [esp diluc's to kaeya] don't contain anything super spectacular #BUT THEY BOTH KEEP THEM SAFE AND WHOLE #especially diluc keeping kaeya's letter that he likely sent like. a day or two after their fight??? and it has no noticeable damage??? #like just the idea that he really was just in a terrible state but wasn't Angry. im going bonkers #KAEYA KEEPING DILUC'S LETTERS WITH HIS MOST FUCKING IMPORTANT OBJECTS IM AAAAGGHGH #i am going fucking insane they put all of this in a limited time event