#tmi mh

[skullboiz]

oggfhh yea woke up feeling like DOGGGGG today . fob cure my woes

#it is That time of the month #instead of cramps i get wicked searing headaches that are hard to get rid of ❤️ anyone else…. BC gang shoutout… #at least its before my trip LMAO hopefully itll stop by then #but if anyone here is into mh dolls i snagged today’s sdcc drop so thats epic for me. not the wallet though #skulltxt #also sorry if tmi i can tag if this triggers dysphoria or anything :{

[serawasnever]

My tumblr for the last 3 years: [the occasional tumbleweed]

My tumblr after the release of Tokyo Mew Mew New: 💖💕🎀🐈‍⬛

#tmm new #tokyo mew mew #tmi stef #in my defence uni was HELL #my mh is now in recovery you guys shall see more of me now #thanks to anyone who stuck around 💖

[douglaspiggott]

sorry lol but I can’t orgasm on these anti depressants and it’s kinktober what did I do to deserve this

#tmi :))) #georgia speaks #mh journey

[personasintro]

Hi, mimi!! I’m a silent reader for idk how long. And I just want to tell you what’s on my mind. First of all, mutual help is so soooo good. I swear to God. I feel like I wouldn’t be able to find another story or book that is as good as mutual help. huhu Maybe it’s because I’m a solid fan of friends to lovers trope. And then I loooove how unbothered you are! <3 Since I’m a silent fan, I’ve been reading the questions and your answers. I love how your decisions don’t get affect by those haters (well, as you should tho!). Idk but those people who comments on wattpad are in another world or maybe its just me haha their anger towards y/n, especially jungkook is on whole another level.

Little TMI :) as I mention, I’m into friends to lovers trope. And I kinda experienced some part in mh in real life. Maybe it’s one of the reason why I understand the story and every part of it. But I also think that an open minded person can understand mutual help that easily if they just work with their emotions.🙄 because everything is soooo realistic. anw this is getting so long. And I’m excited for chapter 56!! the latest chapter was so good, you explained very well their sides and I really missed them being clingy on each other. I’m excited on how will they pull off that “break” haha imagine the tension.

Thank you for sharing your talent with us. <3 Please don’t get tired of writing and with those haters/close minded people. Stay unbothered, love!! Will always wait for mutual help update and your other stories. Yk, It feels like a reward when there’s an update. Haha Oh and lastly, I love every little detail of mh. I swear, if there’s one person who truly understand the story on another level, THAT’S ME!! hehe

Hello 🦋

Thank you for loving MH, I’m glad you’re enjoying it and I hope you will to the very end!

Oh really? Actually, friends to lovers isn’t my go-to trope hahaha I prefer enemies to lovers like 10000% more

Ooooh you experienced a little bit of MH in real life? 😮‍💨 Interesting! Makes me even more curious!!

You’re absolutely right about that. I’ve said it myself a few times as well. MH is that kind of story where you should be at least a little open-minded. Of course readers especially the ones from Wattpad who are used to a specific pattern most stories there have. I could see it from the moment ppl expected the cliché stuff all the time and then got frustrated when it didn’t happen. Most readers there don’t understand that despite me putting MH on wattpad (and reposting some of my stories there too) I’m still a tumblr writer before that. Tumblr is my priority and if ppl read my other stories, they would understand my type of writing. Unfortunately, there’s nothing much I can do. I’ve done everything I could do to make ppl understand but the truth is, there is always someone who just doesn’t understand. But I guess it could’ve been expected when the big numbers kicked in.

Anyway, I’m thankful to everyone who’s simply here for the story and enjoys it 💘🦋 means a lot and I’ll never be able to thank you enough!

#ask: anon #ask: mutual help

[doberbutts]

Might be TMI as shit so feel free to tell me to fuck off, but with your lad gaining so much size are you considering meta?

Honestly I'm still undecided but at this point I feel like I need to do something because it'll just get more annoying from here. I do feel meta is better results-wise than phallo- the risk of completely losing sensation is not something I'm willing to entertain at this current moment, and I also don't know that I want the huge skin graft scar and healing care since I'm so prone to infection. I'd rather just work with what I already have. But I also feel as though both options are choosing between "bad" and "worse"- I am not really wholy satisfied with results or recovery for either.

This is, of course, a for-me consideration- I don't care what other people do. But you know my position is and remains "if you're not happy with the potential negatives, don't do it" and... I'm not happy with the potential negatives, so I'm not super thrilled with mh options.

That being said, I've heard it said that best results are after at minimum one year on T, so I may change my mind depending on where I'm at in 9 months. We'll see. Top surgery first, I'm currently pretty satisfied packing for bottom.

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#posts of babel

[sxtaep]

TMI your thoughts on MH

cuz damn everytime i read it again and again and again it always amazes me and keep craving for it

last time i read mh was a couple years ago, and i can barely remember what it was about but all i remember is there was a lot of pining and a lot of smut 😭

i grew out of it and haven’t got back into it since 😭

#anon #anon asks

[quokkaramen]

i’d love to be friends! hopefully i can start it off right by asking you: your skz bias is han, right? what are some of his best looks across mv’s/eras for you?

then let's be besties!, yeah, very much in love with Han jisung at this point haha, mh hard question, recently I'm deeply obsess with Han TMI (kingsman is one of my fav movie series), bluesung, and Han Levanter definetly in my top 5, oh 2019 Han Jisung in the My pace performance from the Hi-stay ufff thank you sir for kicking my face.

#stayblrsecretsanta22

[flownwrong]

@damnable-bell tagged me to do this cute picrew so here's my perpetually hoodied self. like her, i love picrews but wouldn't post one without a tag so I'm grateful!

i have again missed the tumblr train so have no idea who was tagged etc. tagging @christmasnudiemags and @cowboywincest in hopes they weren't and don't mind haha

#tag game #tmi tag #yes i am in fact this pale 🥴 #emerging from the shadows to spend my miniscule energy reserve on a picrew post and let mh issues drag me back under #i actually miss being online but it sucks my dudes enough for me to whine in tags #so bear with me one day i will barge in with something more fun like writing instead

[latedawnsxearlysunsets]

the back of my head feels like the MH dolls that are made in indonesia. yknow,, the ones with glue seepage? yeah thats what my hair feels like when i dont wash out the conditioner properly.

#monster high #mh dolls #tmi #its terrible #drac bites

[alilaro]

like sometimes im like ‘why did I grow up to be so paranoid’ and then i look at my childhood like OH

#* #catholic guilt was really good for me as a young child with MH :) #me as a 5 year old being told my my grandmother i was going to hell for asking questions and having 'bad' thoughts: :O #also everyone used to tell me there were cameras in the light bulbs and they could see everything i did through them and like #fuck its like puzzle pieces!! i used to be so desperate to not be in my house and i always snuck out to sleep in my parents car #also the constant lying because i had to otherwise 👏 so now i lie about everything by default #this is super tmi and gross but im in a MOOD and i feel psychotic and manic and fucked

[personasintro]

since the anon is on, here’s a TMI. just a glimpse that mutual help is realistic! i have a guy best friend (we were best friends since childhood) then as cliché as this gets, things turned fr friends to friends w benefits to romantic. we were in a relationship for almost 4 yrs & we broke up a year ago. im just saying, things are better when u stay friends bc u get to keep each other. we shared 18 yrs of our lives & now, we barely talk. so don’t be sad incase mh jk & yn doesn’t end up together 🫶

Thanks for sharing this with us!! Anything is possible. This could go so many ways, just like life does. Like… we never know what’s gonna happen. We can only assume.

#ask: anon #ask: mutual help

[jimmriarty]

"To have a soddisfacent sex life, talking is fundamental"

i 100% agree but i just remembered that my ex found out that i were a virgin the first time we had sex like... 5 months later? idk it's just so funny to me FJAICOAOVOAOVOQHC. it was a surreal moment.

#tmi i suppose? #she just had this '... wait so u never had sex or a relationship before?' 'mh? oh yes i forgot to tell u i suppose' #'...' '... i also had never kissed anyone' '... YOU SHOULD HAVE TOLD ME I WOULD HAVE ACTED DIFFERENTLY' #idk it was so funny i couldnt stop laughing

[redxblueihateloveyou]

what do you think about the argument that rin & haru are astrologically incompatible? (I saw mhs use it a lot)

lol we literally just a few days ago discussed it with@tododeku-or-bust

1. Just bc I know that in animes they do pay attention to it, back in the days we already been through this. I again won't force it on anyone, but I'm pretty sure from all the things they said it's clear as day that the creator's idea behind rinharu Aquarius/Cancer relationships in Free! is this:

"free to actually be themselves instead of living in a symbiotic relationship" get it get it? this was openly said in books and is the point of the anime too, as I said before in this post, anime is full of unsubtle things, showing who makes Haru feel how and what.

Haru is one of those people, who won't settle for someone who doesn't make him feel ALL OF THAT, he simply won't. And he can't be happy like that, that's the point. If he could, he'd already be there.

Wangxian for example are also what they call astrologically incompatible. And while it's true that with wangxian and harurin its a tougher battle bc of their personalities, bc its hella hard for them to get there bc they communicate like:

- I just wanna be with you.

- Oh I get it, so you wanna fight?

But that also as they say in zodiac mean that when they finally sort things out its the most satisfying love in existence that will last forever, bc they make each other strikingly happy and they can't get enough of that feeling.

These two ships sometimes remind me this song thats called "sink or swim" by tyrone wells, you know. (kamikaze airplanes in the sky, are we going down or will we fly? this could be a shipwreck on the shore or we could sail away forevermore). It's really all or nothing for them.

2. I have to tell you a hilarious story. I'm personally not a horoscope believer myself, like to me it doesn't make much sense, bc of what I've seen, but if anyone is interested here's the funny thing. I've only realized it after this talk and that made me go like "oh shit maybe it is true" a bit lmao bc we couldn't stop laughing with my sister.

So my parents are divorced. My mom is also Cancer, born June 29th (Haru June 30th) and my dad is a Scorpio (October 26th) LMAO. Yeah, yeah xD. They're still friends, it wasn't like a loud angry divorce or anything. I've asked them, they allowed to share. So the thing is. My mom didn't care for love, she just wanted kids a lot (she always loved kids, she's a teacher and you know I have two sisters, she had my elder sister very young and it was like knowingly and deliberately), she started dating my dad, bc she said he felt secure to have a kid with, not bc she was in love with him (yeah, kind of a dick move, since my dad liked her very much from the beginning but well). They got divorced for many reasons, like bc my dad is very conservative (well, its Russia and u know he was raised that way, he's religious and superstitious and all that), while my mom is very open minded etc etc, and there's this hilarious thing, I'm not gonna say, but my god its literally too close to a certain bad part of someone's relationships; but yeah, there were lots of things (some were TMI info for my poor ears when I once got drunk with my dad in a hotel), but shortly they just couldn't make each other happy.

And my mom, you know her already from her apartment being a wangxian shrine. She adores both wangxian and harurin. And the saddest part to me in this, was always the fact that while we were watching this, what she said is that she was jealous of them, bc she never had someone who could make her feel that way. And while we were talking once, she did say that it doesn't mean that she didn't love my dad at some point, but she said that she never once been in love in her life, but again like her goal in life was to have me and my sisters, so...

So my point is, it's true that not everyone in their life can find that kind of thing, and hell not everyone in their life want to find that kind of thing. No Haru, no Lan Zhan for example didn't try to find it, it just fell on them. They of course were offended at first, bc like who wants their world to be turned upside down and suddenly want all that? It's like I was fine, bitch. But as soon as they leave... and they're like "oh I guess I can go back to my old way", they already fucking can't. After they tasted how it can be, their previous way of living is already no fun for them and they can't forget it and cant let it go.

So like in my opinion considering the fact that this show's theme is being in love means being free, you gotta understand that it is what it is. Like ofc we're all different and everyone is looking for different things, plus everyone has different life views and goals and not for everyone it makes sense. I'm very in Haru's state of mind of "yeah, I don't need it, I love my personal space, like I don't find the need in a relationship per se, like I'd rather be alone, than with someone who makes me feel nothing or not enough". But I get that some people just don't want to be alone and some stuff for them is enough as long as it's calm and they don't see "why would you want to try so hard for love".

But yeah, the point is Haru is Haru. Like we have to take into account here the way he is, not you are. I guess you can argue if Makoto would have a chance if Rin didn't exist (to me it's a no, bc even before him entering the picture in the book its not good, like it said stuff like that each time Makoto tried to help Haru, he made him feel as if he was disabled and he hated that feeling and etc etc, so they just never clicked to me even before Rin), but it's true that the moment Rin entered the chat for Haru it was over. The moment he felt what he felt with him, there was no turning back. You can fight about it all you want, but thereality is even if Rin died and Haru would get with Makoto (which I don't think he would again, since I know to him its either all or nothing, but also even if he tried, I still think it would fall apart eventually), it would be a flop and just unfair to Makoto, too, so again in this particular story I do not see, why anyone would even want that for either of them.

So yeah, if you read closely about the meaning behind their compatibility but apply it to Free!, you'll get what they meant by that. And again as you see, its not that simple. Sometimes they reverse it. And that is definitely the case here, bc in several places it says that no matter how hard it is for Cancer to get it on with Aquarius at the end, it's worth it, bc only he can make him feel fully free and reach all the happiness and potential in life.

3. Also remember like that all people are different in real life, it depends on what they want and their character. So it's like what kind of Cancer, Aquarius and Scorpio you are.

I mean, even in fiction just bc WWX & LZ is a perfect combination, doesn't mean JC & LZ are too, just bc they're the same signs, right? You have to consider personal qualities, views on life and etc. Whats good for one, might be complete disaster for another. So I'm always arguing from the point of who Rin and Haru are and what they want. But since its fiction that clearly takes it into consideration and is all about meanings and stuff... my point still stands. Rin is the Aquarius who can make Haru fly, both in life and in his heart and they certainly won't let go of each other no matter how hard it is for them to get there. And once they do, they're it for each other.

P.S. Also in my opinion some ppl do not quite get what "incompatible" really means when it comes to a romantic relationships. I'm tired of those stupid arguments like "if they fight once a year, it means they're not meant to be" lmao right ok excuse us for the fact that we actually care too much about not being able to spend an extra hour together and can't confess. 🌚

P.P.S. my point is "astrologically incompatible" tbh ain't even an argument unless you back it up with smth, it all depends on the context of the characters and the story.

#answered #anonymous #rinharu #harurin #free! the final stroke #free! #rin matsuoka #haruka nanase #nanase haruka #matsuoka rin #sharkbait #anime #free #thats just my opinion haha

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jungkook.97

Jungkook BTS

I´m bored   - estoy aburrido 

https://www.instagram.com/stories/jungkook.97/2806280562690321779/

I´m bored   - estoy aburrido

¿Te levantaste temprano? ¿O aún no dormiste?  

jk-ME DESPERTÉ A LAS 7 AM

Por favor di una palabra en español. Saludos desde Argentina  

jk-¡HOLA!

¿DEBERÍA HACER UN V LIVE HOY?

jk-vamos a jugar... (escrito lindamente) (type something)

hola, oye, cómo estás pasando el día hoy (:  

 jk-así es como he estado pasando el día (seveacostado)

hmm... ¿cuál es el tmi de hoy? 

jk- tmi de hoy..uh..hace mucho calor y estoy aburrido y…ah no es una tmi que estoy aburrido? Ah..

que vas a hacer hoy?   

jk- hoy... ¿qué voy a hacer? hoy no se me ocurrió nada que quisiera hacer en particular, así que vine aquí de nuevo. Hoy mi energía es un poco-ligeramente baja..

Día vs noche   

jk-para mi..me gusta la noche

 Oppa que estas haciendo??   

jk-correcto. Vamos a hacer eso. Hagamos un juego de equilibrio, un juego de equilibrio. Por favor, hazme algunas preguntas. ¡¡Estoy aburrido!! (es preguntar escoger una cosa vs otra)

Juguemos el juego del balance  (es preguntar escoger una cosa vs otra) 

no poder hacer ejercicio por un mes no poder cantar por un mes  

jk-ah porque soy artista-cantante, es no poder hacer ejercicio por un mes

dulce vs picante               jk-dulce

soju vs cerveza                 jk-me gusta mas la cerveza!

chocolate vs vainilla          jk-es esto es muy difícil... ja... creo que me gusta más la vainilla

amanecer o atardecer??    jk- amanecer aunque quiera verlo no puedo elegir el atardecer

ahora mismo lo antes posible lucha entre fuego y hielo  

jk-para mí, hielo.-hielo.

¿boxeo vs juegos? 

jk- en estos días los juegos no han sido tan divertidos para mí, espera en lugar de que no sea divertido, no los he estado jugando-practicando realmente al boxeo.

que te gusta? yo vs yo            jk- lo que me gusta? es TÚ

Día o noche?                          jk-noche (mi cabello se ve de repente muy lago)

Army le da una hoja de perilla a otro ídolo u otro ídolo le da a un army la hoja de perilla 

 jk- simplemente no comamos hojas de perilla mh

Bailar vs Cantar

jk- en estos días, honestamente, bailar es más divertido que cantar, pero aún así, en general, creo que es cantar.

blue or blsck - azul o negro

jk-eso es negro verdad? mmm para mi estos días me gusta el azul.

si naces de nuevo, vivir como bts o vivir como army    

jk-La respuesta ya está elegida para esto. Que yo pueda nacer como bts de nuevo, así puedo verlos a todos. entonces viviré como miembro de BTS

verano vs invierno? 

jk- invierno, incluso hace demasiado calor en este momento. en serio mi sudor, solo me moví un poco y comencé a sudar. ¡invierno! el invierno se va ahora, asi estamos condenados

lluvia o sol                             jk-a me gusta cuando llueve. lluvia.

películas de terror vs películas románticas  

jk-películas románticas. romántico.

panceta de cerdo vs kalbi         jk-por supuesto panceta de cerdo

na heedo vs ko yurim                jk-  yo? hm.. baek yijin

kageyama o shoyo             jk-ah, esto es difícil para mí, kageyama

no puedes comer pizza vs no puedes tomar leche de plátano   

jk-puedo vivir sin comer pizza pero no puedo vivir sin leche de plátano. yo escogeré - No poder comer pizza

luces encendidas vs luces apagadas         jk-luces apagadas

sabor a chocolate con menta vs ramen de chocolate   

jk-qué, esa pregunta es rara, ¿no es si el chocolate con menta o el ramen con chocolate es mejor? el chocolate con menta es mejor, me gusta el chocolate con menta.

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[bluecloudious]

Kinda angst I guess (but it has Zanaz so take that with a grain of salt)

Trying out writing a story this time.

I mean, yeah, I wrote for the comics, but not long dialog.

So yea, as per both the funni boys mature content warning. (There's no canoodling, there is talk of it tho.)

Also there's quite a bit of text (8 pages worth on Word)

So ye:

“Get up, I have some juicy gossip for you.”

...What?

I open my eyes and the world around me is blinding. It’s so bright that it takes a second to adjust to it. There’s nothing around me other than vast white and empty space.

This definitely isn’t Nevada anymore. (Unless Hank managed to ruin everything even further somehow.)

“Get up now, I know you heard me.”

I get up and look around. Who the hell is talking? There’s literally nothing but white for miles.

“I’m in your head, pretty boy.”

Uh, that…

“I’m holding my eyes closed, don’t worry. I regret ever having them open in here, in fact.”

Welp, that answers that. Now for the other question.

“Who I am is not important. What info I have, may be of interest, though.”

Alright?

“There’s a deal attached to this knowledge, Zanaz. Hear me out before you start fidgeting.”

I’ll sure try.

“You know Kits, right?”

No duh, he’s my best friend.

“Excellent. He’s going to die soon.”

…

What?! Wha, when, how, uh--

“Calm down, jitterbug. There’s nothing you can do to stop his fate, so don’t try. If he doesn’t die one way, another thing will go wrong. Understand?”

I-- NO! What the fuck?! Are you gonna kill him?!

“No, not me. I’m just sharing the news.”

Yeah, right, sure. Fucking… When then?

“Soon.”

How soon? In a month, week or a few days?

“Hm… A month then, give or take.”

...Fuck… How?

“Depends on what leads up to it.”

So, there are a lot of different ways it can happen, right?

“Indeed there are.”

...Do I die with him?

“No.”

NO?! In none of the different variations, I don’t die by his side?

“Oh, you can be by his side, of course. But death isn’t after you.”

What if I try to block a bullet, but it goes through both of us.

“Oddly specific. You’ll still survive.”

What if I block it with my head?!

“Brain damage, possible vegetable state. Will still survive though.”

What if Hank slices us with one of his multiple katanas?!

“People have lived through being sliced in half before.”

WHAT.

“This world has zombie clowns with god like powers and the AAHW is lead by a man consisting of black fire.”

...Ugh, fair enough. So… Wait those are all possible deaths for him?

“If you do everything in your power for it to happen, then yes.”

I… I can kill him before his time?

“Of course! You have free will, don’t you? It’s more of a question if you want to.”

Of course I fucking don’t! I care about him!

“I saw. You daydream about him an uncomfortable amount.”

He’s the main person I’m around, give me a break!

“Have you ever considered not being horny?”

Until I’m castrated, there’ll be nothing of the sorts.

“You’re not even fertile! None of the clones are!”

You think I’m tryna get anyone pregnant at this sausage fest? Besides, that has not stopped me before.

“I refuse to believe that any of those scenes I saw play out in your head happened for real.”

You’d be surprised then.

“WHICH?!?”

Those are for me to treasure.

“...You’re pulling my leg.”

Believe what you want.

“Augh, never mind, TMI. Back onto the topic at hand.”

Oh, yeah, right. Kit… Dying…

Could you for real not give me a date?

“If it depends on the circumstances beforehand, then there’s no possible way to tell which one belongs to this timeline.”

And that means…?

“I don’t know how this Kits dies.”

Can I at least warn him?

“Well, there’s where the other side of the deal comes in. If you tell him, then the effect kicks in immediately.”

What effect? Death?

“Precisely.”

...Ah. Wait, so if I don’t tell him, he dies in a month but if I do, he dies immediately? Of what?

“Stroke, heart attack or brain aneurysm. Chosen at random. Oh, also sneak assassination. That’s also a valid option.”

...This feels set up.

“Mh?”

This feels like either you or whoever sent you here set this up so I’d suffer. You enjoy the pain of others, don’t you?

“I’m only the messen--”

Yeah, yeah, Messenger Bullshit. Then whoever decided this is probably a reality tv producer, who is jacking off to someone pushing in the soft part of a baby’s skull as we speak. You encourage such behaviour by working with them, ya know.

“...Do you think you sound smart?”

I know for a fact I’m not, so no. I’m pretty sure I’m on the money with this one though.

“If I wasn’t here then Kits’ death would come as a surprise to you though!”

I’d prefer that, actually! Now I have to deal with knowing that he… He… Won’t be here anymore soon.

“Well, knowing how overwhelmingly perverted you are, wouldn’t you wanna grab this opportunity?”

...What?

“Shoot your shot, ask him out. Not like you could do it with a corpse… …Right…?”

I may be horny, but I’m not messed up.

“Had to make sure.”

Ugh, you’re just making fun of me, aren’t you?

“Which instance are you referring to?”

Kit would never date me.

“And why exactly do you think that?”

He has standards?

“You’re a decently handsome fellow. You also get along with him just fine.”

That… That’s not a determinant of shit like that. There’s way better out there for him.

“He won’t meet em then. Only a month to live, remember?”

I… It’s not worth it.

“What isn’t?”

I know he’ll say no, there’s no point in trying.

“How do you know for sure until you actually ask?”

Cause it’s obvious! He’s actually got a brain in his noggin and he knows me way too well! He’d be fucking disgusted, man! We’re just friends and that’s that.

“Do you not want to then?”

...Why do you assume I do? How do you know that those aren’t just blissful fantasies like the rest of them?

“He’s the only one that you dream of in a non-perverted way. I see no other person in this graphic landscape that you want to hold hands with. (Also, I am closing my eyes again now, Jebus Christoff.)”

...Ffffuck.

“Well, did hit the nail on the head?”

Y-You’re stupid and gay!

“I’m rubber, you’re glue.”

That doesn’t affect me, I’m already openly gay and stupid!

“I guess we’re both such then.”

Dammit.

“So, you gonna give him a month to remember or not?”

…Eh?

“Come on, how much romance could a member of the A.A.H.W. really experience throughout their lifetime? If you’d make this month worth his and your own time, perhaps it would be less painful to see him go? At least he died happy?”

THAT WOULD BE EXTRA PAINFUL FOR ME, THOUGH!

“Oop, Zanaz selfish, you heard it here first, folks.”

That’s not what I meant. I’d already be upset over losing my best friend, imagine how fucking devastating losing a sweetheart would be.

“…I dunno, still sounds selfish to me. Does his happiness not mean anything to you?”

Who says he’d be happy with me?

“I know you want to make him happy, at least. You dream about his smile.”

STOP FUCKING LOOKING THOUGH MY THOUGHTS!!

“I’m not looking anymore, I just memorized the ones I already saw. (I wish I couldn’t.)”

I- You- Fucking-- UggHHH! It’s not worth it!

“What exactly do you imagine will happen if you tell him how you feel, huh? World combusts?”

I already told you, he already knows way too much about me! He’d be fucking grossed out and we’ll… We’ll stop being friends.

He’d quicken his pace whenever we’d have to pass each other in one of the halls. He’d desperately keep his glance away from me. He’d… I’d stop being the main person he talks and comes to company for a-and I can’t fucking have that, man!

I-I wouldn’t be able to handle it. He means too much to me.

“…I had no idea you were this insecure.”

FUCK OFF! It’s a bitter reality that I’ve come to accept!

“You haven’t even given it a shot!”

You don’t need to get crushed by a piano to know you’d die on impact!

“Those two things don’t correlate even remotely!”

It’s a metaphor!

“I know that, I’m saying that Kits has a thing for you too!”

…He what?

“He has major league crush on you! The things you say when play-flirting excite him! He’s gotten off to the thought of you touching him up! The works! (Why did I word it like that?)”

Whuh-- How the fuck do you know this??

“While you were monologuing, I visited his subconscious and confirmed it for myself.”

You can do that??

“You don’t even know my name.”

...Fair nuff. So, wait, he’s actually gotten off thinking about me?

“I don’t even need to open my eyes to already know you’re imagining it. Short answer, yes. He’s into you, Zanaz.”

Augh, I dunno what to do with this info. It’s kinda... Overwhelming in a way.

Actually, wait, how do I know you haven’t been lying to me this whole time?

“I’m an incorporeal voice in your head that’s having a back and forth with you in a white void.”

Yeah, and?

“…I’m supernatural?”

Yeah, and?

“Come on! I just know, okay?!”

Sounds fake, not gonna lie.

“The part where I knew that Kits was gonna die was convincing, but the moment I mention that he might have a thing for you, you question the validity of my claims thus far??”

One sounds way more far-fetched than the other, you gotta admit.

“NO IT DOESN’T?!?!”

For you maybe! I’ve known him since I’ve been out the cloning tube! We became agents together! I think I’d know what kinda stuff is off the table for him, buddy.

“Well, not only are you wrong, you’re in denial.”

I am not!

“Then try it! Just attempt asking him out! In the very least, you’ll remain friends after. I promise you. Cross my heart and all that jazz.”

…

…You’re absolutely positive? You are also the person that told me he’d die in a month’s time.

“A hundred percent positive. I have never been more sure of anything in my life.”

You have a life?

“Unfortunately. So, you’ll do it?”

Why’re you so adamant about me fucking Kits?

“Affgdgfdgfg, it’s not about you fucking him, it’s you making his last living month worthwhile!”

Okay, so, why do you want me to do that?

“…Do you not??”

I mean, I guess that sounds worth my time. But you didn’t answer my question.

“Sorry for assuming that you want the person you’re madly in love with to be happy, I guess??”

Apology accepted. Now, how do I get outta here?

“Ugh, just wake up.”

Whu--

And I’m sitting up in my own mat, back at the facility. The clock shows that it’s early morning.

What the fuck do I make of what I just saw? Or heard, for that matter? It clearly wasn’t a normal dream, I never remember those. Plus the topic tends to blur together usually.

I gotta tell-- Wait, I can’t do that, fuck.

…

It’s way to early for shit like this, man!!

Augh…

#It's got pictures <:) #OC #Madness combat #I took my time with this one and like how it came out #Augh I had to even edit the text and shit on Tumblr... #I be like *gives Zanaz even more personality* #KitZan