#wanna be dumb and empty

[snowyh2o]

Funny thought: imagine if the place the hotel was built on used to be where Alastor’s radio tower was.

Dude comes back after going MIA for 7 years only to find his home’s been demolished and there’s now a new tacky looking hotel built in its place. And then decides that he’s not moving somewhere else and sticks a radio tower onto the hotel and starts living there.

(Lucifer was the one who demolished the old abandoned radio tower to build hotel there, this is why Alastor has beef with him)

#hazbin hotel #alastor #alastor hazbin hotel #shitpost #head empty no theories only dumb AUs #I do wonder what happened to the place Alastor used to live in #after his 7 year absence #can’t imagine it’d be left alone #but also can’t imagine people would wanna mess with it #like some kinda creepy haunted abandoned house #they’d think it was cursed or something #and just not wanna touch it

[askkabayakibeika]

my mom said your music sounds like its metal for kids and it’ll stick with me all the time

#answered #//Also am bad at telling subgenres you can send assasins to my house if im talking dumb shit #//drawing something a bit bigger but didn’t wanna go empty today

[that-was-anticlimactic]

one of the worst feelings ever is wanting to write but your hands hurt too much or the words just don’t want to work so you just sit there staring at a half finished doc with tears in your eyes bc you want to write and you need to write but everything is telling you that you can’t

#and that you’re a terrible writer and that no one cares aaaaaaand imposter syndrome kicks in and you just feel like crap #bc all your friends have been wriying recejtky so why can’t you??? cause they’re bETTER THAN YOU #lol idk why my head is so bad today #the feelings of inferiority and emptiness and idk worthlessness are strong and i hate it but i can’t stop it #i just wanna write!!! and like what i write!!! #but i Can’t and i haven’t liked anything i’ve written in Months and ugh i hate not being able to d something i wanna do #oh and now i’m crying??? why the frick am i cRYING litetally why is typing this making me Worse #sorry guys needed to rant #the inadequacy was strong today #something something students keep telling me how much they dislike me or how i’m whiny for asking them to be respectful and like #i Know i shouldn’t compare myself to my friends but gosh it’s hard when they’re all like. so much better than me. #and i don’t have a lot of time to be on tumblr bc of work so i just feel like i’m watching everything from afar and it’s no one’s fault but #my brain’s like no one is Doing anything it’s just my brain being dumb and i can’t stand it and I want to stop feeling empty and like i’m #missing a part of myself and like the words i write don’t matter gOD why can’t i just feel happy with where i am and not care what the kids #who hate me say or realize that no one cares that i’m not on much like i’m still Here and trying to interact it’s not like everyone hates me #for being busy or for liking side characters more than the main characters and just— #sorry #that felt good actually #idk what came over me #imma just. imma shower. then maybe delete my tags #sorry if anyone got this far aT ALL grace is either asleep or trying to sleep so i don’t wanna bother them since they slept poorly last nigh #okay done now for real sorry delete tags later sorry if you saw this and how freaking messed up ky freaking brain is

[providnce]

is it cool if I start posting Foals stuff on here?

#instead of just. reblogs #not really a vent but just me rambling #this is gonna sound so dumb but #i feel like i’d be annoying my catb mutuals on here #especially bc i’ve been a catb blog for a little over a year and a half #and people who want foals content wouldn’t wanna see it along with catb content #and i don't wanna make a sideblog #so i’d be in a weird place #and like. the foals mutuals i have i’m too scared to message LMFAOOO #and idk man there’s not many people really posting foals stuff i’ll feel super alone #and it’d be like being a part of TWO tiny fandoms #BUUUT at the same time their tag is so fucking empty #either that or it's just horses #and i need to scream about foals and yannis #bc hyperfixation #personal

[suashii]

oh no. . . dr. ratio is literally built for dumbification (∩˃ω˂∩)

#💭 manon’s mind #SLY FOX DUMB BUNNY >\\\< #OUUGHHH #um. . . Perhaps this is somethin i am interested in. . . #like! sometimez i just wanna be a brainless bun! #and he could do that for mi :3 #empty all the thoughts from my lil head ‘n what not #sigh. . . adds to drafts #𐙚 after hours

[spiderziege]

also speaking of die drei ???, heres an obligatory ask so you can spend us some more details on the shadow game (opens hands)

aaaahhh so the thing with tsg is. i think about them a lot and i have so many unfinished sketches, but i never really post about my ocs cause 1) there is no actual coherent story and there probably never will be, and 2) i kinda forget that sometimes people are actually interested in oc stuff :')

heres two things from a while ago, which actually you mightve seen those already cause i think i posted them on my priv twitter? but yeah. and if you want a completely random and contextless snippet then theres this horse here. Maurice starts collecting a bunch of trash and scrap metal that people leave lying around local yards and gardening plots (allotments? is that the right word here? kleingärtenanlagen is what i mean) and out of boredom he starts building new things out of that, starts out with small random structures until he gets to building these life-sized horse statues. and then SOMETHING happens i just dont know what. i assume they become sentient at some point. also Louis is somewhat haunted by a horse but i think thats mostly unrelated. its just if i come up with any story then a horse is gonna show up at some point

#tsg #the 'building stuff out of scrap metal' thing is very inspired by a childhood memory btw #one of my friends was living close to an area of gardening plots and the people there would dump ALL their trash in this little valley- #in the nearby forest. and cause we were all dumb kids we started carrying all the trash up the hill and building huts out of like- #half-empty containers of pesticide yknow. great things. we stopped after my brother got a really nasty cut on his leg from a rusty pipe #(he was fine btw. no tetanus. but it was still scary) #also SORRY that i cant give anything that makes any sense theres just. so many versions of these ocs in my head atp #the gist is 'they live in a town that becomes somewhat sentient' but thats kinda it i dont know much else #im not great at coming up with coherent things of my own thats why im mostly a fanartist lol #but i do have a lot of sketches that i wanna finish at some point! one day i will! #anyways thank you thank you for the ask <3 #the shadow game #asks

[drc00l4tt4]

Yall pls send webslinger x reader ideas into my inbox fuckin plss I'll write whateva you want fr ill spoil yall

#just uhh specify if you want a drabble or hcs or short fic #i wanna write 4 this man but head empty no think #the only thing ive written so far was a dumb thought i had and thats it #also an angst drabble <//3 but thats super short #smut is request able ill do that #[ dr speaks ] #webslinger #web slinger #patrick o'hara #patrick o'hara x reader #webslinger x reader #web slinger x reader

[ishgard]

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#i have a deep spiritual need to do something Shippy today #but i gotta Work 😩 #(i caretake and my sisters house is where braincells go to die) #(she has four animals and i love them all dearly but one of them is always front and center at all times) #ninja [cat] has a habit of coming up meowing and climbing on me very demandingly #and then walking away and then repeating this every 5-10 minutes #dakota [small dog] barks Terribly at every sound - real or perceived #iris [golden retriever] ....... is very sweet and dumb with zero concept of personal space #leia [cat] is the only one who has any chill #except for when she does not #[or the food bowls are empty] #in which case she has ZERO CHILL #idk why i'm typing all of this all i was gonna say was #i just wanna pose My cat and her god boyfriend #tbd!!!

[lirazthirdlive]

Mom when you ask for a favor//Mom when you ask for nothing

#teenagers #i wanna d*e #suffering #idk man #i wanna disappear #rage #stupid #kill my thoughts #kill my life #idk #i feel like shit #i feel empty #dumb wh0re #blog #screaming crying throwing up

[hrnynmean]

stim my clit and watch me instantly become a needy cocksleeve aching to be your personal cumdump

#(;shutup i'm talking: op posts) #need to be bred so baaaad im so empty 😭 wanna be fucked dumb full n drooling #ok to rb 😇 #breeding toy #cnc free use #bd/sm breeding

[beansforwhat]

The inexplicable urge to rush medics as a pyro is 85% cute aggression i thinks

#i have very non complicated feelings about medic mains #my dumb ass #head empty #7am thoughts #tf2 #team fortress 2 #im.not gonna tag mercs cos its not characters and i don't wanna get peoples hopes up for this shit

[dogcollarpunk]

The desire to take a break from watching aew for a bit 📈📈📈

#maybe petty reason of c*b*n* being on tv pissing me off but like #< two days late bc I was laughing n I was laughing and then i stopped and now its just anger lmao #TIRED just god going on twitter and its like ah im glad this place is dying #punk correct for calling people empty headed dumb fucks and saying he worked with children actually <3 #aha #like I was already annoyed with certain wrestlers for different reasons and now its just like oh ok. have you considering shutting ur clown #fucking ass up? have u considerd? maybe? I thikn it would be cool! I think it would be smart <3 #filled with ugly emotions rn I wanna call more people fucking morons but im gonna go like #look at some HTML and empty my head with website coding I think

[trollbreak]

Anyways I bet ailzea would let me just sort of vibe in a room w him

#guy I wanna send asks to but I’m head empty and also my brains being dumb #so I’m just Thinkin bout him instead

[spaceoutdreamer]

I went to therapy today and my therapist made me choose some cards with illustrations on them as a way to try to make me talk because I wasn’t very talkative today. So I picked some that called to me and she asked me why I picked those. I said “oh, this one feels like a video game scene, this reminds me of a story I wrote, this one I don’t really know but I think it looks cool, this one is just because it reminds me of the Humpty Dumpty nursery rhyme”.

Then she told me I picked a lot of things because they reminded me of fairy tales and adventure and video games. And told me I was probably using those as an escapism method.

Which just shows to say you can say and do anything in therapy and you’re still gonna get fucking read at the end of it.

#story time #Miss ma'am please #Are you fucking kidding me #Like ok going to therapy when you don't wanna talk is dumb #But I was just feeling so fucking empty I didn't really know what to say #BUT I GUESS IT DOESN'T MATTER #BECAUSE AT THE END OF THE DAY I STILL GET THE GODDAMN RECEIPTS

[cometrose]

hoyo whatever put bad vibes into the GAA event it’s so exhausting for no reason like i’ve never been afraid of a genshin event before like i’ve never delayed one as much as i’m delaying this one simply because it’s so overwhelming like yeah we have 2 months but even then i don’t have 2 months worth of time 😵‍💫 I DONT WANNA DO THIS

#gaa #genshin impact #ive done 2 islands #I WILL DO FISCHL’s TOMORROW #I MUST #then i will explore the islands later he’s #and before that i have to do the dumb diluc shit #very troublesome #and i still wanna finish the chasm quests before sumeru #but that’s probably going to be an empty dream #i don’t wanna do this it’s not very fun and it’s very long and i’m rewatching princess tutu please i need peace

[appri-dot]

Oh boy time to uhhhhhhhhhhhhh

#i wanna draw but my head is emptie #i was gonna draw oc interactions cuz someone's ocs have the same aesthetics as mine n it would look pretty cool but also heem heem scared #what if they don't want fanart! <- dumb brain