#we call this Car Acting!

[avatardoggo]

waiting for a guy to call you back is such An Experience ™️

#OKAY #so me and FG were SUPPOSED TO HAVE A FACE TO FACE CONVO ABOUT WHAT HE SAID THE LAST TIME (check my last rant post if you dk what im talking #about) ON SUNDAY BUT I RAN OUT THE CAR BC AAAAAA FEELINGS BUT THEN WE WERE SUPPOSE TO MEET TODAY AFTER MY CLASSES BUT HIS BRAKES FOR THE CA #WERE ACTING UP SO HE HAD TO CANCEL BC DUH ITS THE BRAKES THAT CAN CAUSE AN ACCODENT #AND SO WE WERE ON THE PHONE JUST DOING SMALL TALK KINDA DANCING ADOUND THE ACTUAL REASON WHY WE WERE TALKINF #AND THEN HE HAD TO GO BC IG HIS FRINED WAS ON THE OTHER LINE TO HELP HIM WITH HIS CAR SO VALID #AND HE SAID I QUOTE “HOLD UP I’LL CALL YOU BACK’ END QUOTE #4 HOURS AND HELLLLLLLOOOOOOOOO IM STILL WAITING FOR A CALL LIKE ??????????????? #AND THEN AND THEN AND THEN AFTER AN HOUR OF WAITING HE SENDS ME A MEME #ON INSTAGRAM #LIKE MY LIEGE ARE YOU SEARS?! DO YOU WANT ME TO BLOW A FUSE ??????? LIKE IDEK WHAT IS GOING THROUGH HIS HEAD LIKE OMGOODNESS #i’m Calm Cool and Collected ™️ tho yk? like i’m soooooo normal about this guy and my feelings yk? im just in turmoil on the inside #Friendly Giant ™️ #vk overshares in the tags #mutuals my beloved

[frecklystars]

I made myself teary-eyed thinking about K and I slow dancing to Elvis music ;-; and how the world is cruel and unforgiving but when we are in each other’s arms we are safe and loved and wanted and cared for and the ache of isolation doesn’t hurt as much because we have each other and and and

#I am on my phone at work so I can’t add my ship tag. wah. #but I associate him with so many Elvis songs because of that split second Elvis is singing can’t help falling in love with you #the scene. w/e you know the one #which is what my ship tag is named after!!! #i just have come to associate so many 60s and 70s love songs with him now bc of that #anyway listening to Love Me Tender and thinking of him holding me close and finding gentle comfort in each other when we are so deeply #hurting. #got me feeling some kind of way #i have to act like I’m not sniffling and weeping while unloading huge trucks #huge black unmarked truck cars as Ken would call them #thank god it’s Sunday it’s always slow on Sundays #let me yearn and weep in pieces. i mean peace. no I mean pieces I’m in shambles here #love notes #when I get internet back I need to remember to add my ship tag to this post #I like keeping everything organized

[gengarpng]

We're having a billiard competition at work and ppl keep fckin smoking weed (I don't care that they are smoking I care where they are smoking AT) and I keep smelling it in one of the bathrooms and when I told a manager he goes "well we're not sure if it even is weed. It might just be a certain kind of cigarette." Like. Oh, it's a certain kind alright.

#like. im not gonna snitch but it isnt legal here so maybe. dont do it inside or RIGHT NEXT TO THE FRONT DOORS #+if it was a cig they shouldnt be smoking inside anyways lol #but unless we actively catch someone in the act of smoking we cant do anything abt it lol #cola posting #pls do that shit at home or in your car they call it skunk for a fcking reason

[birlwrites]

not about harry potter, but do you watch good omens?

and if so, thoughts???

i have perhaps an. unhealthy level of emotional investment in good omens

(psst there are ~4 days left of the official graphic novel kickstarter if anyone hasn't pledged who wants to https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/dunmanifestin/good-omens/description, it just hit its last stretch goal, THERE IS AZ FELL AND CO BOOKSTORE MERCH AS ADD ONS)

what are my thoughts? let's see. the ending of season 2 makes perfect sense as the second part of a trilogy but it still hurt me deeply and if aziraphale doesn't do the apology dance in season 3 i'll lose my mind. also if he does do the apology dance in season 3 i'll lose my mind. basically if there is season 3 and aziraphale is in it--

loved the conversation between nina and maggie and crowley at the end of s2, i watched it for the first time with a massive jane austen fan who was THRILLED the second he heard even a *reference* to her in the show (so naturally the ball was the absolute High Point of the season)

at the end of s1 it's basically explicitly stated that The Big One is heaven and hell vs. humanity so i'm intrigued to see what's going to happen in s3 to that end

i don't think the metatron actually wanted crowley to be reinstated to heaven, he just wanted to drive crowley and aziraphale apart and figured that offer would do it (and that it would sell aziraphale on the idea of changing heaven from the inside as Something He Could Actually Do) - i also am intrigued by how god's going to factor into all of it bc as we see with job god's totally down to fuck around with everyone (likewhatmaggieandninaweresaying) but in s1 god was basically just functioning as narrator and had that one conversation with aziraphale - so if god's going to become more active that would be fascinating, but i am also very interested in how exactly the metatron fits into all of this and the degree of control/influence there

i like the idea that muriel was memory wiped like they were going to do to gabriel (~institutional problems~) but i'm not sure how supported it is by the narrative - i don't know anything about muriel the angel like. biblically, or even if that's a biblical angel, so maybe if i knew more i'd have a more confident opinion afjslgkhjskdf

jon hamm in season 1 made me want to punch him in the face every time he showed up on screen and in season 2 i was delighted by basically everything he did. what a guy

i also desperately want to know if anathema heard about any of the events of s2 and if so what she thought of All Of That, so if anyone has like. fic recs for something of that nature let me know afjlskhgljskdf

and finally: crowley

#good omens #should i make an inbox tag #i can't fully express my Crowley Thoughts #i have so many of them and they are often incredibly incoherent #but like. the lengths to which he can and will go for aziraphale #he's giving shax pointers on being on earth #he's totally convinced that a sudden rainstorm Will cause maggie and nina to fall in love #AND ASKS NINA ABOUT IT #six shots of espresso in a big cup #agreeing to help aziraphale with his magic act even though he's never fired a gun #HE'S SO EXCITED ABOUT THE NEBULA AND THEN HE FALLS FOR ASKING QUESTIONS #THE METATRON INSULTS HIM AS SOON AS AZIRAPHALE SAYS HE DIDN'T TAKE THE OFFER WELL #HE LENDS AZIRAPHALE HIS CAR AND THEN *FEELS* WHEN IT TURNS YELLOW #AND CALLS AZIRAPHALE TO YELL AT HIM #HE KEEPS HIS PLANTS IN THE BACKSEAT #HE'S DEFENDING THE BOOKSHOP BEFORE AZIRAPHALE EVEN KNOWS THERE'S A PROBLEM #I LITERALLY CANNOT #AND THE WAY HE STANDS THERE WATCHING AZIRAPHALE LEAVE #WE HAVEN'T EVEN BEGUN DISCUSSING SEASON 1 #anyway this is why i couldn't fit my crowley thoughts into the main body of the post

[max13l]

fuck the visa cashapp part I'm calling them RBS (from racing bulls) pronounced as orbeez and that's final. cash money bitches rb is the second option.

#please let the car be good #ugly name be a worthy sacrifice #red bull to me is either rbr or rb so thats why the s in rbs #also why are we acting like anyone says the full name of any teams aside from ones that don't have sponsors in the name #like no one calls merc by the full thing or red bull why would this be any different #the only thing is that it's very similar to red bull when only racing bulls but it'll probs get easier with time #cash money bulls would be a good option too lmao

[cosmicrhetoric]

the really beautiful thing abt extended family visits is that i haven't even seen them yet and im already ready to rip my hair out

#calling me at 8 am like hi can we come over :) NO????????? we had a PLAN???? #and then getting guilted into getting my ass up and waking up my house and heading to rendevous with them only for them to text me like #LOL sorry we havent left yet HAHA #am i just going to sit in my fucking car for 20 minutes cause you guys wanted to change our itinerary???????????? at EIGHT AM?? #acting like theyre doing me a favor. jesus fucking christ. #AND I'm going to have to pay for breakfast cause im first daughter who moved out on my own income and its expected

[whydoifeelthisquiet]

..

#slight tw for the next few tags………… #my sister emotionally and verbally abused me last night and I don’t use those terms lightly at all #basically I texted my mom ‘yikes’ yesterday after she was being rude to us and she found it and started screaming #and said we all treat her so badly and none of us care about her which cannot be further from the truth #the gaslighting was out of this world #she said we started it? #my mom and I were both crying #she called me all kinds of awful names and kept saying fuck you so I said fuck you back #I have an anxiety around swearing out loud so the car fell silent #then she kept screaming #and I was sobbing and it ruined my makeup #then I had a panic attack #she got out of the car and then we had to go in fucking margaritaville resort to have a dinner w family we don’t see #she thought she was entitled to this outburst. #and I cried silently the whole way home and my pain was so bad on top of it #and now she’s acting like nothing happened. I did not get any apology. #it was HELL #and I just need to rant #I love her but…I did not deserve this #also slightly pissed at my mom bc she told my sister something I said that was supposed to be kept private #and my sister used it against me #sorry I needed to rant ❤️‍🩹 #Abby doesnt shut up

[besnouted]

also can i say something that is unsettling me about discussions of zionism in america is like, how much of an afterthought evangelical support for zionism is? because i think uhhh there is kind of a visibility problem happening here

like the largest lobbying org for zionism is an evangelical one that is over 3 times as large as the largest jewish org. so i need everyone to understand that fearmongering about like the idf training our cops or whatever is weird and bizarre when israel exists as an arm of US AMERICAN INTEREST, not the other way around. and i don't know if part of this is being done purposely by the tumblr leftist funnyman atheist crowd who are absolutely aware of just how big of an influence evangelicals have on us policy but are conveniently leaving that out or how much of it is just. not common knowledge. but uh i think it's a problem either way :)

#yes sorry acting like israel is influencing us policy is conspiratorial like i do not think it's splitting hairs #they are the testing grounds FOR OUR WEAPONS #AND OUR GOALS IN THE MIDDLE EAST #when biden has said with his own nasty decrepit mouth 'if israel did not exist we would create an israel' #i do kind of think people going OOUHF ISRAEL IS GONNA CONTROL THE US look like clowns #sorry! #like israel is the wheels and the us government IS THE CAR #the call is coming from inside the house etc etc

[romiantic]

as a christian saying this, nobody is more of a bigot than Christians and then wanna cry wolf when they’re attacked

#rant in tags ! #cause why momma playing this Christian radio in the car #and they’re being islamophobic ASF 😃 #and wanna call it ‘evangelizing’ no mf you’re just being a shit person #if you wanna spread the gospel SPREAD GOD’S LOVE #STOP ATTACKING MINORITY GROUPS #you’re not showing God’s love when you’re calling Islam ‘evil’ or calling every black celebrity ‘the devil’ #you show God’s love when you’re being compassionate + loving + **understanding** #I understand we’re supposed to change the world and are not made for this world but we can’t be demonizing minority groups #and call it ‘evangelizing’ you’re just being a damn bigot and I’m so tired of Christians sweeping this under the rug #I’m sick and tired of Christians acting like they’re saints themselves. granted we are in God’s eyes but also we are not perfect #just as much as the next person they’re judging is so #so just please stop judging and realize how much of a bigot you are; especially white Christians

[the-doggy-diaries]

hello everyone i am moving back in with my parents after living away from them for nine months ... they are absolutely insane to me i have already had really shitty stuff happen and we have not even picked up my stuff from my house ... but at least i will be living rent free and i will be able to save up and try again

#tw-> #i have been having a very hard time the past month i have been looking on sites for housing every single day and reaching out #but every single one has fell through #and they are almost all way out of my budget as i am a minimum wage worker #and i switched jobs at the beginning of december in hopes for more hours and a better work environment but it has been so much worse #i have only worked like four days this entire month #i have cried multiple times a day and every day this entire month #and i know it is going to be bad moving back in with my parents but i literally do not have any other options #i had a full scale autistic meltdown in the car with my mom the other day #i had not had one like that in over a year maybe multiple years #i hit my head so hard so many times and she just got more mad at me and told me how much of a toddler i was acting like #which is a huge huge trigger for me #lolll lollllll idk what to do!!!!! #they don't call me my chosen name here they don't respect my gender they don't like my piercings and have not even seen my tattoos #goddddddd this is so awful guys 😭 #but at the very least i will not be in a house where my toes are numb even with the heater on under multiple blankets wearing socks #and there will always be food in the pantry #and i will not have to deal with drugs and felons in the house #i am hoping i can use this as a total restart #we will see...pray for me LOLL

[siixkiing]

Well, our pupper decided to give us all a heart attack today and ran away for about an hour or two...=A=;;;

#Loss of Powers | {OOC} #The Scrolls | Mun Menu {Post} #My grandpa was going to work on the cars out front and was going to attach her lead to the front so she could be in the driveway with him #She squirmed loose and bolted right out of the garage #My bro and gramps went looking for her #Luckily a neighbor saw her and called police; so we picked her up and she is back #Only other issue was my bro ran out of the house without his phone; so gramps had to go find him right after XD;;; #She was apparently chasing the damn turkies around the block =w=;;; #So she is tuckered out and acting like she didn't give us a scare =w=;;; #I swear she is a menace but we love her <XD #Our dumb menace =w=;;;

[hepaidattention]

I go through many characters that I obsess over and then a few months down the road I still love them sure, but the intense feelings of love for those characters fades and its more just admiration and remembrance.

however, I would die for stiles stilinski to this day. I see gif sets of him and am overwhelmed over how intensely I love that character and would do anything for him.

I'll blame the lack of closure, intense trauma, and horrible storyline they gave his character for the movie. I'm still furious that they literally just made everyone assume he didn't come because Lydia was there and she broke up with him for the most stupidest of reasons. oh well, the movie isn't even canon to me tbh.

point is, I love stiles stilinski and I miss his character sm.

#stiles stilinski #I REFUSE TO BELIEVE THAT STILES WOULD JUST LEAVE HIS PRECIOUS JEEP HIS MOM GAVE HIM FOR DEREKS KID #IT MAKES NO SENSE AND IT MAKES NO SENSE WHY HE DOESNT HAVE IT WITH HIM #wherever the hell he is #plus STILES STILINSKI would never NOT come help his BROTHER SCOTT MCCALL with ALLISON ARGENT coming back to life #they could have at least gave him a reason for not being there #like hes in Europe on some police mission and they dont call him because they dont want to freak him out #OR like say hes on the way the whole movie but he cant bwcause of something and end the movie with his car pulling up and Scott saying #'Stiles' and cutting it off before we see him because obviously DOB wasnt in it #but instead we got zero reason and acted as if his character didnt even exist honestly #Lydia was the only one and she freaking broke up with him for stupid reasons #tw #just me

[djuvlipen]

One of my cousins just turned 18. Her boyfriend is 28. They have been dating for three years now. They met when she was about 14 and he was 24 or 25, because he was dating my cousin's older sister. Now they have a two year old kid together and my 18yo cousin is pregnant with his second child. She dropped out of high school and is unemployed. Every time I say something bad about her boyfriend my siblings and my other cousins always tell me "no you don't get it!! she is actually the bad guy in this scenario, because she confiscates his credit card from him because she doesn't want him to buy video games!" by God I wish I were making this up but unfortunately this story is true and I lose my mind every time I have this argument with my relatives

#i've met her boyfriend before he's a very boring and ugly guy #almost called the cops on my brother and another cousin's boyfriend too #bc we were vandalizing our aunt's car #which we were entitled to because we have beef with her but that's not the ponit #point #very annoying guy #i think she's the one who find him a job too? #pls don't reply to this post with racism #it's true that my cousin has a wild temper but come on. the guy is literally 10 years older than her. they met when she was in middle #school. he's a bad person and this shouldn't even be up for debate #yet here they are acting like their relationship is toxic bc of my cousin's temperament

[lilgynt]

i’ve been trying to watch hannibal for like. four days in a row but i’m so sick i just end up sleeping or watching 17 hours of tik toks

#personal #let’s recap the week so far for the folks at home #28th go clubbing after my car dies and huge fight with my brother #29th called out due to puking from too much sad drinking and then went to a party that night #30th massive break down after my mom drives me home from work and is like #i’m actually happy ur car died and u had to call out bc it showed me ur not some drunk and actually take responsibility for ur actions #bc i felt awful to call out for that reason #and she was like this is the first time i see you acting like an adult and not a crazy teenager. maybe there’s hope #that’ll you stop causing all the problems in our family ❤️ #paraphrasing ofc #31st fight with my mom bc was taking part of my costume even tho i needed it in the end i gave it to her #alongside the rest of her costume but i was just mad about the wig #keeps calling me and asking why i’m not doing anything for halloween but like i’m very broke. and she took part of my costume #we get into an argument and she’s like i have 40 bucks is that enough for ur plans? u worked super hard on ur costume #which like super nice not even gonna lie but it wouldn’t so i told her as much but she kept pushing and i was like ITS NOT GONNA WORK. we #get into another argument my brother texts me and tells me i didnt do something he never told me to do #have a complete break down and can’t tell what’s real or not shakin hyperventilating crying for hours #more of the same when mom comes etc etc #1st i can’t remember i think i was just sick yeah i was just sleeping in bed sick and then 2nd #had an hour and a half of work b4 i HAD to go home. felt like a huge baby #3rd still super sick #also my mom started checking on me yesterday and got me soups and geteroades which like actually super nice and im so thankful #oh and this is forgetting the car insurance stuff my mom and i talked about and she said she handled but she didn’t so my brother got to be #smug about telling me anyway it’s been a fucking week

[shoveitevil]

god. why does no one care about me in this damned house

#two days of hanging out with childhood friends having the best fun I’ve had all holidays just to be ruined by my brother #my god #firstly you have a complete fucking meltdown right before we’re supposed to leave despite you having a full 6 hours to prepare while im #in a rush to get in the car 10 mins after waking up because my mum didn’t wake me up #then you make us call you because you were feeling left out despite you specifically saying you didn’t want to hang out with these people #then the next day you agree to go and immediately start insulting me for laughs and then hitting me with hard plastic when I respond #you continue to do things to the rest of us and then complain when we do the same #eventually going to mum and conveniently ignoring any part where he hit me #then you act moody the rest of the damn day watching youtube and then say all that time watching YouTube was stressing you out #then I get home after a 40 min drive of josh crying over some unexplained problem with all the “stress” on his face leaving immediately #my mum asks me why I wasn’t feeling the best and I explain all the shit that josh did to me #and then she has the nerve to stay “why have you stayed so mad about this” as if josh doesn’t constantly pull this shit #apparently she thought all the times we didn’t fight were just normal?? as if I don’t have to constantly walk on eggshells around josh #and I had to explain how I constantly had to comprise for him and how I just for once wanted to have fun with my friends #and even then we constantly invited him to play with us #and then refused to #the two hour later I decide for once in my life to be vulnerable with my dad and get on the verge of tears explaining how I’m treated by jo #and how despite doing the actual limit to what I can mentally handle to appease josh he still treats me like dogshit #and he decides to make this about him and his brother and how their relationship worked #and then told me basically that my brother will never leave my life and I have to stay with him forever #I love my mother #My father and my brother not so much #but when it’s not about josh getting a pinprick and having to cancel a 2 week holiday #it’s about mum and dad and how they are going through a rough patch and constantly have to let us know #the only time it feels like I’m paid any attention to at all is when I’m with my sisters or I get a grade back #ughhhhhhhhhhhh #vent

[pastadoughie]

many people were confused about some of my previous posts, so for the sake of clarity i am condensing everything! tumblr has extremely transphobic moderation practices, often flagging completely innocent posts as explicit, solely for containing trans women in them or mentioning transgenderism. while letting untagged porn in sfw tags (ive literally seen porn tagged as "sfw agere") and blatent hatespeech, especially twards trans people (just look at the "gender critical" tag) go completely unchecked recently the CEO of tumblr had a big public hissyfit about people (rightfully) calling him transmysogenistic, going into random trans womens dms to harrass them, and saying that predstrogen saying she "hopes he explodes with hammers and then explodes again and hammers fly everywhere" is a death threat and saying he is calling the FBI on her (repeatedly misgendering her and calling her "it") and many bloggers, apon speaking out about it or even making harmless jokes (one trans woman posted a picture of a car and a hammer with the caption "reblog to scare matt" and got nuked for it) and many are very very angry (rightfully) about this whole affair and tumblr in general. if you would like to look into it i reccomend scrolling the "predstrogen" tag as she is the case most people are talking about at the moment. So, what can we do? this is clearly an ongoing issue, and, dispite having lost a lawsuit about their transphobic moderation in the past (see : https://www.documentcloud.org/documents/21274288-tumblr-nycchr-settlement) its clearly not gonna stop with just user complaints, as staff members are perfectly content to just go scorched earth on users who even so much as lightly poke fun at them well if you want to help you should contact the human rights commision (i will give clear details further down) ! you dont have to be in the US, nor be an adult to file, and it only takes a few minutes. this is the best and most effective method to fix this, because it hits tumblr where it hurts. human rights acencies have a lot of legal and financial power and tumblr CAN NOT just ignore them, and given that this will be the seccond time this is happening, the commisions shouldnt be playing nice anymore eaither. its really important that AS MANY PEOPLE AS POSSIBLE FILE, and with different examples! while maybe your case might not be enough to prop up a lawsuit on its own, we need to prove a general trend. so every little bit counts! to respond to another question abt this ive gotten, as for what exactly to report, you should a) write about an act of discrimination youve recieved on tumblr that was eaither administered by a staff member OR that staff refused to give adequate moderation action in for example : a terf posted some blatent hatespeech targeted twards you, and you reported them, and staff looked at the issue and refused to persecute it. example 2 : you were unfairly flagged, deleted, or otherwise punished by a staff member and you are queer ( AND the post they banned you for has some kind of tie to your gender, ex : a sfw transition progress photo ) OR b) if you have not personally recieved something like that, please look for other peoples stories (THEY SHOULDNT BE HARD TO FIND, within the last couple of hours trans people have been being banned LEFT AND RIGHT for trying to speak on this. i would reccomend checking some of the tags related to what happened with predstrogen) and you should describe that incident as best as possible (be sure to disclose that you are speaking for someone else, ideally you should tell the story of someone you know, if possible.) you can also mention any reports you have made twards people posting blatent hatespeech that, opon reveiwing tumblr refused to prosecute dispite it being very obviously against terms of service. just so nobody gets confused about the filing process, im laying it out in more plain languadge!!

first you should email the SF HRC (san francisco human rights commision), at [email protected] and say something along these lines :

Hello, I am [full name] from [country or state] and I am filing a complaint against Tumblr, witch is owned by the parent company Automattic Inc. located at 60 29th St, San Francisco, CA 94110.

Tumblr has had previous issues with the NYC DHR for their moderation being unfairly biased against trans women (see : https://www.documentcloud.org/documents/21274288-tumblr-nycchr-settlement).

Despite a legally binding agreement with the NYC DHR, staff members still regularly harrass users based on their gender or sexual orientations. For example : on [date of most recent infraction] [describe incident] (if you are describing an incident that did not happen to you specifically, say something like) This incident involves the user [username] who I am not affiliated with (or/) who I am filing on behalf of.

I can be reached for further inquiries about this incident at [email you want to talk over] or [phone number you want to talk over]. (if you would like to be anonymous) However, In the event of legal prosecution against Automattic I would refer to be kept anonymous, where possible, in court proceedings. alternatively, you can also call the SF HRC at : 415-252-2500, you can use the above text as a starting point for this as well, next you want to fill out the form for the NYC DHR (new york city department of human rights) here : https://www.nyc.gov/site/cchr/about/report-discrimination.page for company you wanna put : Automattic and/or Tumblr for address you wanna put : 770 Broadway, New York, NY 10003 for phone number you wanna put : [phone] and for category of discrimination you can put : Discriminatory harassment and basis of discrimination you can put : Gender; Gender identity you can then use a similar script on the written section of the form. when describing a specific incident, you should attach as many screenshots and links as possible! (for links, include both a live link and an archival link, so take a capture with the internet archive and have that as an alternative, incase a staff member gets petty.) this should only take a few minutes at most, and it helps alot! you can fill this out if you are a minor, and you dont have to be a us resident, please please take the time!!! and, just to clarify because there are many posts going around that are confused about this tumblr moved offices to san francisco recently, so their main HQ is at : 60 29th St, San Francisco, CA 94110 they DO still have an office in new york city, and thats where their PREVIOUS HQ was, the address is : 770 Broadway, New York, NY 10003

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