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#sorry I needed to rant ❤️‍🩹
whydoifeelthisquiet · 1 month
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jilixthinker · 2 months
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SKZ AS SUBS - HYUNG LINE 🥀
as the self-proclaimed sub!skz ambassador, i felt the need to share my version to the internet just because this was boiling inside of my brain for too long, so... i am sorry ♡
(also a big thank you to my bub @straykeedz for listening to my rants at 2 a.m. ❤️‍🩹)
content warning: smut, sub!skz, dom!fem reader, unprotected sex, mention of subspace, edging, overstimulation, orgasm denial, spanking, mommy kink, praise kink, oral fixation, cross dressing, pet play, sexting, pegging, free use, mention of somnophilia, mirror sex
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HYUNG LINE MAKNAE LINE
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➛ Bang Chan
- sweet baby channie is 100% good boy, and he will do anything in the world to please you;
- wants to be your own fuckdoll and pleads to be used just for your pleasure. edging? yes ma'am. overstimulation? another big yes! he would satisfy every little kink of yours just to see you getting off because of him;
- service top !!! he has a great stamina and would go on for hours, fighting against every impending orgasm to make you enjoy sex as long as he can;
- he worships you. like a lot. he would call you his goddess, his princess, his angel, his light. he is a sucker for prasing you and your body;
- ... and he is also a sucker for being praised. call him your good pup or good boy to see his pretty face all flushed and his thrusts become erratic;
- he is into orgasm denial for sure, because it means he can please you more and see your face fall apart under him;
- soft grunts while he gently pounds into you;
- he probably has a daddy/mommy kink, but he likes to be called daddy just because he enjoys being slightly degraded by you. "Daddy wants to make mommy cum? But mommy is not done using daddy yet".
- "please please please please PLEASE". and "am I doing good enough?"
- if you spank his butt he will lose his mind and whine a lot, but he has the cutest voice when fucked up, so... why not?
- prefers staying on top of you because he doesn't want you to move one single finger and enjoys feeling like a big sized dildo for you;
- "Oh God, baby, b-baby. Can you let me cum? Are you letting me cum inside of your pussy? I don't... I don't d-deserve it".
➛ Lee Know
- minho is a fucking TEASE. 101% brat material;
- will answer back every single time and won't take a punishment without grunting and cursing;
- he will start arguments just because he is bored and you can swear to god he is the most annoying and restless thing on earth. it's not clear if he does it just for fun or if he enjoys the after treatment, but be ready to stuff his mouth full with something - a shirt, a sheet, his own underwear - because he won't shut the fuck up for one second;
-he becomes pliant just after you spanked him so much that he cums untouched on the mattress, face all flushed and drool over his chin;
- he secretly has a praise kink but he will never admit it. you just know because the only way to stop his trantrum is to remember him that you want him to be your pretty toy, your good boy to play with;
- drooly. leaky. just wet all the time;
- oral fixation. he will suck anything you present in front of his pretty mouth. your tongue, your tits, your pussy, your fingers, your strap;
- enjoys pain as long as paired with you sweet tone while you twist his nipples in between your fingers or gently scratch his balls with your pretty nails;
- after you tame him, he becomes almost non verbal and he falls quickly into his subspace. He enjoys being called pretty things while you ride him and milk him dry;
- "Uh, ah mmh, nffgh- uhh", that's all you are gonna hear from him;
- wants to be played with after he cums and loves to hear you calling him your little pretty boy after he drove you crazy the entire time.
➛ Changbin
- sub enthusiast agenda at its finest !! binnie is just so happy to be there for you that he could jump from excitement;
- the most obedient boy ever. not whiney, not sobbing, just pure and honest happiness everytime you are intimate;
- def into cross-dressing as in pink fluffy sweaters, cute aprons and lacey panties. he doesn't steal from you though! he politely asks if he can borrow some of your clothes, sending cute texts while you are at work. you spoil him by buying several matching sets for every occasion and he just beams;
- i can see binnie being into soft pet play. all of him is soft either and, of course, you are never harsh with him. he likes being addressed as a cute little puppy, being petted and fed from your hands while he gently humps your leg until he cums with a loving moan;
- similarly to chan, he loves being good for you, but binnie never gets desperate about it because he knows that he is the best boy. he enjoys the praise because he loves feeling pampered, but he doesn't crave it as much as chan since he is very confident about it;
- he smiles a lot. you give him a slow handjob? he smiles. you suck him sloppily? he smiles. you fuck him or you let him fuck you? he always smiles. he is the actual embodiment of the sun itself. he enjoys being your sub more than anything in the world;
- not embarassed to ask you anything. he will talk to you about every little kink and scene he wants to try and he is super vocal about it!!;
- very very loud. he has the loveliest grunts in the world and, since he's not shy, he will let you know exactly how he is feeling. "Ah, baby- feels so good. So good, so warm. Please let me cum, I've been so good to you. You're too tight, it's unreal".
- he loves to be pegged. honestly, he will ask you after a couple of months just to be sure you know each other for a sufficient amount of time. once you reassure him that you would love to try with him, he will kiss you all over to thank you. his moans while you pound gently into him and look at his pink rim engulfing your strap are enough to convince you that you should be doing this more often;
- he will sext and send nudes a lot, so... be prepared to see his chubby rosey cock appearing a lot on your phone screen;
- "Baby, I love you, I love you, I love you I - ungghh - love y-you";
- he cums a lot and he has a decent stamina. but he will make sure that you are fully satisfied before asking you if he can keep thrusting even if he already came;
➛ Hyunjin
- pillow princess. do we have to add something else? i don't think so;
- he is your baby, and wants to be treated like one. his submissive side is not just sexually oriented, it's more like his way of seeing your relationship dynamics;
- wants you to feed him and dress him and tell him he is the prettiest boy you've ever seen. it's the truth, and you will learn that you love pampering him till the end of your days;
- whiny? bratty? sobbing? screaming? requesting? yes. all of it. hyune is not an easy sub and taking care of him requests a lot of time and effort, but seeing him under you, all open and stretched and flushed is the best reward you could wish for;
- despite all of this, he is very romantic. he will make sure to kiss you a lot and tell you that he loves you so much several times a day;
- he is very open to the idea of free use, even if he is not properly active. as long as he feels nice and you are milking him good, he is more than okay to be used as you please, even during his sleep;
- the filthiest mouth. he knows that you won't deny him anything in the entire world and that you love hearing his voice, and he uses it to his own advantage;
- "Wanna be sucked, baby, wanna feel your lips around me. Let me feel good, let me cum in your mouth. And then fuck me and let me cum in your pussy too. You know I deserve it, right?";
- mirror sex is probably his biggest turn-on. he will convince you to fill your shared bedroom with mirrors until every wall has a reflective surface on it. he will look at his own fucked up face while you have your way with him and he cums hard every single time;
- likes to be pretty, of course. he will send you tons of artsy nudes while he wraps a hand around his leaky cock and spurts hot cum all over the red corset he put on for you;
- "can you fuck me to sleep? wanna be held by you".
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luffyvace · 3 months
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Hey there brook! I hope u having a nice day! Can I ask for a luffy x heroic fem reader headcanon? by heroic I mean that she completely dedicated her life to help and save ppl and that her purpose in life, she's strong and seems cold but when u get to know her she has empathy more than anyone else, I feel like this is the perfect character that luffy would fall in love with, pure kindness hiding behind a tough facade, she doesn't even like being called a hero, yet she is willing to do anything for those in need, slaves, poor villages, she goes against anything unjust without any fear, cause thats her purpose in life (sorry if that was too long 💀)
Hi anon <33 (it makes me so happy that someone finally addressed me as that💗)
today was a very chill day 😊 thank you! How’s yours?
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Reader sounds so genuine with such a good background for a op character!!
(Don’t worry it’s not too long—I love to read:3)
Ngl luffy subconsciously sees a little bit of himself in you!!
like your hearts are so similar—gold!
of course he doesn’t directly think that way- but he feels the connection!
which is through helping!
you two never turn your backs on those who have never wronged you
its not even about if they’re on your side or not, as long as they haven’t wrong you? and they need help?
the both of you are on it 🤜🤛👍
you wanting to save others becomes admirable to more than just him, to all of the straw hats—chopper and usopp especially!
I’m gonna go ahead and say it here and now you remind both Jinbe and luffy of whitebeard and fishman island type thing
LIKE THAT’S HOW IT IS!!
Y/n is just her tbh 🤷‍♀️
and if the ops don’t like that? 🤨
🤜💥
how you like that? >:)
your strength may or may not be hereditary but either way if you don’t continue training or working out your gonna loose that strength eventually
which shows just how hard you train everyday!!
bro works harder than zoro 🗿
and we all know he don’t sleep on workin out
so y/n is a gorilla the og
its no wonder you be cookin the ops like breakfast👩‍🍳👍
this is literally turning into a rant about me being (name)’s biggest fan ok let’s move on
luffy saw you cold exterior and was like
😍😍😘🥰😘💍💋💋💋
LOLOLOL no but fr he looked straight past that
he always does- he ignored law’s and zoro’s why wouldn’t he with you-
and once he sees your true kindness???
Locked in like a booty hole 🔗
(ANYWAY I HAD TO🧍‍♀️)
yeah he pretty much busts right through that
he pretty much instantly demands you already are is nakama after that
Your empathy is what really swoops him off his feet tho
like luffy has a good sense of empathy so much so he can hear the voice of all things
and you probably can too! It’s highly likely!
(y/n could have her own anime at this point 🤷‍♀️😚)
But seriously the way he can just feel the way you long for others when they’re in pain just gets him right at the heartstrings you know?! 🥺❤️‍🩹
you comfort them so assuredly and keep your promise to win every time !!
luffy would admire himself more than he would know if he realized how alike the two of you are
tbh you probably admire luffy!!
like it’s a mutual thing, where you pretty much don’t see your own coolness you only see the other’s
so you admire each other unaware that your the same 😂💗
he absolutely adores and admires that empathetic part of you thoo!
he loves how your kind and tough
he wholeheartedly believes the strong should protect the weak, cuz that’s what a man does.
especially with nakama.
so he definitely understands your need to protect those who can’t do it for themselves
there are many times he can recall where he had to rely on others
so he loves that your the one who does that for people
and you don’t do it for the money or fame!
you don’t even view yourself as the hero and savior that bystanders see you as!
that’s so cool to him!
you background/past might’ve caused it! Like maybe you had no superhero! So you decided to become one!
he kinda looks up to you in a way 🤩
as someone who has also helped slaves and the poor he completely understands where you come from in your kindness
and it’s even cooler that you charge head on into battle for others without a second thought
that’s just how tough you are ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ
not an ounce of fear in your eyes as you walk up to someone 20x the size of you to simply get back the bread they stole from a poor little child
LIKE HOW COOL IS THAT?! 💥💥
your a super hero!! Dundun duh-duuuuuun!!
🦸‍♀️‼️🤩
you have a goal just like him!! He wants to be the king of pirates and you wanna help others!
With the type of pirate he is?, those things go hand in hand 🤝
”STRAW HAT LUFFY AND PIRATE HERO (NAME) IS HERE!! RUN AWAY!!”
says the pirates who know they’ve done wrong doing!! 😎
also excuse (name)’s lame pirate alias i couldn’t think of one 😊💖
(Name) is so cool 😎 I admire her 💓
hope you enjoyed your hcs anon!! *super heroes away🦸‍♀️����*
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enviedear · 7 months
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anakin being touch starved baby boy that he is. just listen to me. he comes back from whatever activities of the day he had and just wants to snuggle with the reader and never let them go but he finds the reader still finishing her (theirs if u prefer gn) work stuff so he gets very pouty and touchy and starts snuggling to her like a little stray cat/ following her everywhere she goes just to stay close to her. (u can make it spicy at the end if u want to but it is not necessary) ❤️‍🩹🤌🏼 i am hungry for some fluff as i am drowning in my own work + hormones are killing me
love u xo
no this is so real and this fueled me into a spiral abt anakin being with a student girlie— like yeah he totally would go for a hottie with brains from the ISE. like yeah he no doubt can pull someone capable of making a starship out of nothing.
wc— 1.5k | tw— nsfw minors dni i will block you, fingering, piv, unprotected sex, anakin finishing inside of you, mentions of food and eating
you're trying your hardest to study for your upcoming exam, cups upon cups of finished caff's litter your desk. you're only halfway finished with your newest battleship render when anakin comes home.
his eyes are tired but when they meet yours he smiles, "hi baby, i missed you." he's quick to walk over to where you're seated, strong arms coming to wrap around your shoulders.
you lean back, inhaling his smell, "i missed you too, ani," you give him a pout, "but i really need to finish this before tomorrow."
he looks down at your holopad, "i could make dinner, do you think you'll be done by then?"
you smile, "i'll try my hardest."
he lingers for a moment, letting his head drop down to your neck. he leaves a trail of soft kisses in his wake, stopping at the side of your face before placing one finger under your chin and drawing you in.
his kiss is hungry, wanting— and you so badly want to indulge him, but before he can take it any further you break away.
"i'm serious, anakin. if i don't get this done i'm going to feel the wrath of every single one of my professors." your voice is stern, but the way he looks at you illicts a small smile.
he groans, pulling away, "okay, okay. but please try to be done in time for dinner. i've missed you so bad all day."
you nod and watch as he heads into the kitchen, the sound of pots and pans clattering filling the air. letting out a sigh, you go back to your work, but you can't help the thoughts that linger in your mind.
as you try to focus on your work, thoughts of him keep creeping into your mind. the way his lips feel on yours and the way he holds you close, making you feel safe and loved.
you shake your head, trying to clear your mind, but the more you try to push it away, the stronger the desire becomes. your project floats into the background of your mind as you work on it, fueled now by thoughts of your beautiful boyfriend.
glancing at the clock, you realize that an hour has already passed. you rub your eyes and stretch your arms before looking over your nearly finished work. as if on cue, anakin walks in with two plates of food.
"hey," he says, placing the plate in front of you. "i made your favorite."
you look up at him and smile. "thank you, ani. it smells amazing."
he leans down to give you a quick kiss on top of your head before grabbing his own plate and sitting across from you.
as you eat, small talk fills the air. you rant about your looming deadlines, while anakin shares stories about recent council meetings at the temple.
however, he's mostly relegated to mentioning how much he's missed you, "i thought about stopping by for lunch, but then master yoda asked me to step in for one of the youngling classes."
you give him a sorry look, "i wouldn't have been very good company anyway— i've been working on this since you left this morning." you can't help but feel guilty about being so busy lately, but with exams just around the corner, it's been hard for you.
anakin reaches out, massaging your tense shoulders, "i'm sorry baby, why don't you take a break?"
you bite your lip, "ani… i can't. i'm almost done though, i promise," you turn in your seat to face him, hands cupping his cheeks, "and then i'll be all yours for the rest of the night."
he has a challenging expression on his face, "i think a break would help," he leans in so that your lips brush, "let me ease up some of your stress, baby."
you groan, "ani, i don't know, i really need to—"
he cuts you off, leaving a lingering kiss on your lips before pulling away, "ise gets all of your time now, i'm getting jealous."
you laugh, "oh, don't be jealous, ani. you know i love you more than anything."
he smirks and begins to massage your shoulders again. you close your eyes and let out a sigh of relief. the tension starts to melt away under his strong hands.
"you're too good at this," you say, leaning back into him.
"i have my ways of making my you feel better," he says, lips brushing against your neck.
you try and stifle a moan as he nibbles at your earlobe. his hands starting to wander down your back and you can feel his body heat beaming off of him.
"ani, i really need to finish this," you say, but your tone is starting to sound less convincing.
he pulls back, cupping your face and forcing you to look into his eyes. "i know you do, baby. but can't it wait for a little bit, hm?"
you nod slowly, feeling yourself giving in to his touch. he leans in again and kisses you deeply. his tongue brushes against yours and you feel a surge of desire wash over you.
he's quick to lift you from your seat, and you instinctively wrap your legs around him. he groans into the kiss, laying you down on the bed, hands exploring your body needily.
before you know it, your clothes are off and anakin is lying on top of you. he has a way of being able to get what he wants, most of the time that being you.
it was hard not to indulge him though, not when he felt so good.
he kisses you all over your body, igniting every inch of skin that he touches.
"ani," you moan his name as his hand drifts lower, toying with your sex.
you can't help but grind your hips against his hand, desperately trying to elicit more pleasure from him. you're greedy for touch.
he teases you lightly with his fingers before parting your lips, only to thrust a single digit into your slickness. your hands grip at his free arm, feeling his veins.
he teases you relentlessly, sending you into a spiral of pure bliss, until all at once, you're writhing beneath his touch, "ah! oh ani!"
he continues on, not stopping as you draw closer to yout climax. your body quivers, and you look down at him wantonly, wanting him more than ever. he smirks at the sight of you trying to regain some semblance of control.
"what do you want, pretty girl?" his questions drips with lust, eyes dark and enticing.
you choke back a moan at his words, "you, ani. i want you."
he presses his lips against yours once more before positioning himself between your legs. pressing his bulge against your opening, groaning as he sinks himself slowly into you.
you close your eyes, focusing on how good it feels— how perfectly he fits inside of you.
as he sets a steady pace with his hips, fucking you deeper and deeper with each stroke, the familiar tug building inside of you once again.
"oh god! you feel so good ani," you moan loudly, unabashed as her ruts deeper into you.
his head drops down to your neck, lips brushing against your ear, "that's my girl, just letting me make her feel good."
with each thrust now comes an increasing sense of euphoria that plagues your mind and body with waves of pleasure that wash over every inch of flesh; sensitizing everything around it. all at once it becomes too much.
you're nails drill deep into his back, and he grunts at the feeling. his hands dig into your hips, pulling you into him even closer.
"fuck, sweetheart—" he cuts off as you bite down onto his shoulder desperately, groaning loudly as you come in pulses around him.
your breaths are short and your head is swimming, the need for oxygen becoming a necessity.
your fingers finally begin to relax as your breathe evens out. "dammit," you exhale, exhausted from the sudden rush of pleasure flowing through every fiber of your body. anakin lets out a grunt of his own as your walls tightly clamp around him. you can barely keep up with his erratic thrusts, and he leans down to kiss you before finishing inside of you.
you moan loudly into his mouth as he cums, a stream of warmth flowing into you as your inner walls clamp tight around his cock. you feel him twitch and spasm inside of you, and his muscles momentarily lock up before you both relax into each other's arms.
you run your hands through his hair lightly before pulling apart from him. "i love you so much."
he turns to press a soft kiss against your cheek, before rolling off of you, grabbing for a towel, "and i love you."
you watch as he cleans you up, his face still reddened from his work, "you're such a good distraction."
he hums, looking at you, "you like it,"
you roll your eyes, "i know and it's a problem, i let you do it every time."
he grins in response. "it's not my fault you enjoy my distractions so much." and before another retort is made, he presses his lips onto yours momentarily before sliding into bed beside you.
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fromdarzaitoleeza · 4 months
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Ahh it's the last day of 2023 already?
I am expecting a call from a friend although the possibility of this happening is very slim it always felt nice to hear the voice of an old friend ( I'm not a text person I've realised this over time but I am stuck to be a text person) .
I can't wait for spring to come in 2024 , spring provides an intense amount of healing to my soul.
The next four months are very crucial in my life if they go well I can survive the rest of the year, I have died a couple of times this year and I am amazed that I am alive i didn't honestly thought i would make it to the end of this year ( especially in the last 3 months , I badly needed help but i didn't wanted others to pity me so i spoke to none about it ) anyways I don't want to talk about it , i don't want to make it sound blue than it already is,a i am really sorry about the fact all my posts are blue I sincerely wish it wasn't that way( altho i haven't posted anything here with as much as devotion I use to do , partly cuz i created an Instagram acc but that's not all reason I ve been sad nonetheless) and sorry for all the "anon/asks" that i haven't answered
I have made no achievements this year and there is little to no progress towards my self love or self growth, but I think that's okay I can do it in the upcoming year, time flies so quick i can't believe Its been so many years since I was 16 I miss being 16 honestly I had more in me back then than i have now , i have lost of confidence my vision and my smile over the years it's as if I am very different person now , i certainly wish I wasn't this way i really thought i would be so much more and better in my early 20s but it is what it is , acceptance is haredest of all emotions in my opinion , you know things are harder to accept when you know you could have done better .
Just like in the last 2 years even this year I didn't make any real life friends with whom I can hang out with i think it's partly due to the fact some people are destined to be alone and I am afraid to admit I am one of them , I did make 2 online friends this year .
I don't want to share any life lessons i learnt this year but if there is something i would love to share is choose yourself one more time each time you feel it's the last time you are doing it , choose one more time to live,one more time to hope, one more time to have faith , one more time to start again [ the fact I am the one telling you this is rediciculosly funny ] .
Unlike most people i don't have a lot of goals for the new year I just got things i want to avoid ( idk if that's the same thing?) Avoid my leftover heart's heartbreak, avoiding what takes away my peace, avoiding what can cause me discomfort, avoiding things that make me question myself ( in any negative way) ,i think that's a little too much but that's it .
As I was writing this Google photos sent me a notification saying " 3 years back today with a photo of mine " and it broke my heart a little, now I am questioning myself how did i let so much happen to me , I wish I treated certain things as the last time instead of always stupidly believing in future ( my worse trait yes).
There is a lot to say as always, i wonder if I open my mouth i would never stop sharing things that go inside my mind , but i also know there is no use of it if i can't find people who can understand it , maybe that's how I end up ranting here .
Not to mention I love people who are patient, i believe in the near future i would only like to talk with people who could be patient with me and with my silence . I believe everyone deserves people who can be patient with them .
Nothing really matters in the end but at the same time everything you do matters ❤️‍🩹
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mangoposts · 4 months
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girl i need to know ur thoughts on alahna. like for me i genuinely miss her sm bro and it makes me so upset that she still wishes they could be friends -but they’ve just like fully ignored the whole thing and have never said a WORD abt it whereas she’s constantly like reposting stuff about old friendships and such that’s def about them. also i always think about how like even IF they became friends again and like we all found out, there would always be like a sense of awkwardness knowing abt the friendship breakup. like obvi it’s happened before with youtubers and stuff where they’ve stopped hanging out but then a couple years later theyre friends again, but i really don’t know if i see that happening, and like she’s a childhood friend as well so it’s a bit different. ALSO it makes me so sad too how they make such an effort with nate and see him all the time, i just don’t get what happened with alahna like that’s my girlll. AND (sorry i keep thinking of more stuff), with the whole unfollowing thing that started it all, that really caught me off guard cos like they have other friends from boston who i bet they dont see that much, but they still have each other on insta, like there’s no need to fully remove them off all their socials ykwim?
also just another thing (IM SORRY😭) in regards to madi, i love her and think she’s so cute, and honestly by no means do i believe she’s replaced alahna cos their friendships were always so different, but for me no matter how close they get with her, it’s just not gonna compare to their childhood friendships, cos it’ll always be through her mom being their manager, so it lowks work related?? STAWP it sounds like i’m hating on her NO I LOVE HER PLS - and i do think their friendship with her is very genuine i’m just saying like the vibes i get are so diff to their boston friends
like in their videos with alahna/nate/chloe etc the friendships are just so real it just like makes me so upset bro idek( obvs it’s cos they grew up tg but yk😭😭)
sorry for this long ass rant ik its sooo not that serious and none of my business at all but like i genuinely mourn their friendship constantly ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹
PLEASE.
PLEASE.
PLEASE.
DONT GET ME STARTED.
I don’t think anybody understand how much i love and adore alahna. No doubt i miss her ass soooooooooooooooooooo bad. I literally talk about it every single day it’s my disgusting roman empire i never stop thinking of her, I’ll die without ever knowing what happened between them. But im sure it was all for a reason, i know it doesn’t look like it makes sense but we weren’t there and we never know what goes down behind the scenes. I don’t think it was anything messy i don’t believe alahna has ever had bad intentions and she never will. But i mean it’s obvious something rough happened if they treat her that differently from the other friends in boston, ill never fucking knoooowwww and i have to get over it one day but i miss her so so so so so so sos is sos sosososowowowowowo BADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. Fuck. Im not saying anybody is trying to compare, but nobody will ever compare. That’s all and if u don’t like alahna i hate you and block me
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callsign-rogueone · 4 days
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Hey beautiful! How are you? ♡
I loved Liam and Spark chapter 2 so much, it was really good.
Liam is such a caring guy. He knows something is wrong with Spark instantly. Understanding her fear for water and helping her. And when she gives the bottle back and he says he's proud of her 😢🥺 I teared up cuz I related to her reaction ❤️‍🩹
She builds this wall up for everyone to show that she is strong which she is, but afraid? To show emotion. To me it's such a relatable character in certain aspects. I love their story, out of my head I think liam and spark are in my top 3 from the girlfriendverse so far ♡
I'm wondering what else you have in store for us/what else you're working on ❤️
I don't know if you remember the the request I send from bren about the nightmare? ( plus my entire rant of my other issues. Sorry for that ❤️‍🩹)
Would you mind (if you have anything for it so far, don't feel pressured please) sharing a sneak peak of that or maybe the razor thing from the misc from bren and duchess? Don't feel pressured you don't have to
Also bodhi alphabet ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 he's such a softie compared to Xaden. Underrated as hell but such a softie I could totally see bodhi in every letter. It's just so him. You have an amazing talent of describing them in a way that's so them and realistic.
I hope you're doing well. I'm proud of you. Keep going with the amazing ideas. Stay hydrated + healthy ♡ Love ya ❤️💖🥰
hi lovie!! I’m doing well. another day off today 🤩
I’m glad you liked it 🥺 Liam is so observant, especially with his favorite girl! he knows her very well (or he did, pre-Basgiath), so he is very good at identifying when something is wrong. and of course our sweet boy has to fix it immediately 🥹❤️‍🩹
I’m currently working on:
another Garrick and Angel chapter (~4k of just smut, but so tender and loving…)
and some of the couples I’ve been neglecting… Ridoc and Sweetheart still need to go on that date!
and Aaric and Sunny haven’t even met yet… I’m not good at writing the beginnings of stories, especially people meeting, because I don’t like to just throw information at the reader… so I have 6k of them becoming friends and then not being friends anymore (interpret that how you will) ready to go, but I’m procrastinating them meeting / conscription day / all that. 
and also these, for you 🧡⬇️
the nightmares 🥺
“M’okay,” you rasp, reaching out for something to steady yourself — you sat up too quickly, and now the whole room is spinning.
He gathers you into his arms, sitting you in his lap and holding you close. “Deep breaths, sweetheart. You’re safe with me, okay?”
the razor 🤭
“Now, are you sure you have absolutely no idea where it is?” he asks again, in that soft, stern voice, raising an eyebrow, and you fold immediately.
“Under the sink, behind the bath salts,” you admit in a whisper, cheeks burning under his gentle touch. “But please don’t use it.”
doing the alphabets is so fun for me hehe. I’m gonna need to do some re-reading for the next few, to figure these boys out...
ily 🥰💗💐 I hope your week is going well!
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hypocriticaltypwriter · 4 months
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Fruitbats🦇🍒 ✨ask✨
What are the guy’s ways too care and comfort their girl chrysta when she’s feeling down?🥺❤️‍🩹 acts of service/words of affirmation/affection
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OMG MJJJJ FLUFFY ASKIES MAKE ME MELTTTTT 🥺🥺🥺🥺 THANK YOU SM FOR THE QUESTION!! [And so sorry this took me forever to answer-]
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Chrysta gets really upset or drained after a long day of nonstop work - or sometimes when her aunt scolds her for sneaking out. Sometimes, she feels too guilty, unable to really give her guardian an answer, so she's super quiet and kind of just stares off into space when she's with the boys.
Now, David isn't a guy who can be super affectionate [I mean - not like completely unaffectionate it kinda depends... This man practically bought a hotel to Rizz up a PRINCESS], so he's usually just a shoulder to cry on, or someone to listen to her complaints, rants, or worries. In the end, Chrysta appreciates letting David be some type of void to scream into just to do so, all her secrets or troubles locked away in a promise of never being told.
Ah, Marko’s a hard one. Kind of like David, he has a hard time dealing with a sad, mopey Cherri, and affection during it is hard for him to express. He doesn't want to hurt her any further. If anything, he likes to leave this type of stuff to anyone but him... But sometimes if not most the time, if he's driving her back home, as she's hopping off his bike, he hand her a little folded paper with poetry and a ring or bracelet he made. Nothing said. His hand is just outstretched to her, and once she takes it, he's off.
Paul is probably the one who is the most affectionate with her. He's hugging her, asking if there's anything he can do, spoiling her with treats and items on the boardwalk, or offering a snuggle in the cave, his shoulder to cry on, everything. He also is doing everything to try and make her feel better. Jokes, poking her sides to make her giggle, if she ever complains about someone specific, he always asks 'Do I need to go kill em?' Which... Is half joking- at least let it be for Chrysta's sake.
Dwayne is also rather affectionate! Not as expressive as Paul, but he's very gentle and sweet with Chrysta when she's down. Sometimes people just need to be sad, and that's okay. He's her rock, he's the one who's willing hold her for hours in his arms, whisper how proud he is of her, or how strong she is. Even when she doesn't want to talk, he's still making sure she knows how loved she is by not just them, but her family, and that she isn't alone. 🦇🩷
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lipglossanon · 5 months
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Hello! I just wanted to let you know that it is 100% not your job to monitor what minors are doing online whether you write nsfw content or not. Minors who want to consume nsfw content most definitely are not going to care about a warning and it is 100% on parents to ensure their children don’t have access to that kind of content. I wish tumblr had a better system for blocking minors from viewing that kind of content, but it’s the internet and I feel like people really need a dose of reality when it comes to the internet. I’ve seen some real vile, fucked up works of fiction online and yours are literally just basic taboo with very, very common kinks that are usually only hot in a fictional setting. I understand everyone has boundaries, but some people truly shouldn’t scour the internet if they can’t grasps that someone that’s not committing a crime (or even writing about minors in the first place because can we talk about how common it is for fandoms to write porn between minors or even minors with adults??) should be able to write a work of fiction. I might come off as overly mad about this but as someone who dealt with sexual abuse from a family member as a minor, I find it crazy when someone starts suggesting that engaging with incest fics or even ddlg fics is supporting grooming or pedophilia. Writing should always be a safe outlet of expression and if people find it gross, they do not have to consume that content. If I was you, I would just ignore it all. You’re not at fault for anyone but *you*. Not what your followers say, not what someone doesn’t agree with, not if a minor reads your work. This is your page and you don’t have to explain yourself to anyone for writing insanely common smut even if you do want to be respectful. You deserve respect as well and I find it disrespectful that people expect u to be mommy to everyone on ur page.
U don’t have to post this either, I just wanted to rant as well because I’m mad that u had to deal with people making u feel bad about small things like a warning and accidentally using the word grooming in the wrong context when u obviously have 0 bad intentions and are always so fucking kind.
Hi anon!
I know you said I didn’t have to post, but I wanted to reply back to you (and this is the only way to do it haha).
I just wanted to say thank you! 💜 💜 It might seem silly but this means a lot to me! 🥹🥹
You seriously made me tear up cause I really do try to be respectful and kind on this platform; it’s the least someone can give to another. We’re all just people ya know?
And looking back at it now after a few days have passed, I’m still confused (since I don’t even know what was being said about me/my blog) as well as disappointed cause I thought I was on friendly terms with these people. I didn’t even get a chance to defend myself before everyone just dropped me like I have the plague lol.
And to be quite honest, I find it kinda hypocritical to unfollow me for a misunderstanding when most of the mutuals I followed at the time wrote equally problematic/dark content (and I’m not even writing underage or grooming to begin with!).
Like it’s one thing for someone to not follow me for their own reasons; it’s another to tell people not to because of X, Y, Z and it not even be in the correct context cause you’re just cherry picking my asks/posts based on my ignorance.
Also, I’m sorry you had to go through that sort of abuse, anon! ❤️‍🩹 thank you for sharing ❤️‍🩹
I’m moving past it! I’ve blocked/unfollowed anyone who I thought might see my content that was involved (just in case). And any hate gets deleted. I’m honestly doing fine! Just get peeved every now and again cause like why be nice to me up until zero hour and then not even discuss it with me? I mean critical thinking skills are a thing ya know? 🤣 it’s giving Kelso (damn Jackie, I can’t control the weather 🤭)
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daryldixonsjizzrag · 3 months
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An angsty little drabble ab my oc bc I'm feeling depressed as fuck 👍 (send help I'm literally sleeping in my school clothes so that I don't have to get dressed tomorrow morning)
Warnings: prior drug use (heroin), prior self-harm, a whole lotta angst, really crappy writing that's meant to be read slowly, daryl being season 1-3 teenage angst daryl at the start
Pairing: Daryl Dixon and Original female character (my girl Tallulah :) )
❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹
"What the fuck is this?" Daryl stormed into Tallulah's room from her bathroom, holding up a needle and bloody bandages. "I was just tryna take a piss and I see these!" He shoved them closer to her, eyeing down the track marks on her forearm. No wonder she's been wearing long sleeves lately.
"It's not your business" She said quietly. She knew he'd find them, not that she intended for him to. She was in a near catatonic state as his voice drowned out into the background, merging with all the other sounds, like the air conditioner whirring for example.
"But it is. Tell me what you did." He pushed, clearly pissed. Breaking out in a sweat, Tallulah turned the air conditioner up. She felt so numb that even crying didn't feel like an option.
"Isn't it obvious? I shot my veins with heroin and took a blade to my arm. It's the usual. You already know I've done it before. Fuck, you've seen the scars and track marks. I don't even know why you're surprised" She ranted, biting her cheek when she finished. "Now just chuck those away. I don't wanna see em"
"When did ya do it?" He asked, a softer side coming on. The question made that pit form in her stomach, the one she felt like she could fall in. The one that made her feel a little too human for comfort.
She bit her lip and huffed her answer. "Last night." She was being blunt, but at least she was honest. A tear threatened to fall. If only she could just push it back into her eye, but that was impossible. She made herself smaller, tucking her legs up to her chest and hugging her knees.
Daryl noticed and tossed the used needle and bandages in the bin. "Why?" He asked gently, gliding his hand by her lower back. He hated touch, but he knew she needed it.
"... because I missed it" She murmured. He never really understood, but he had experience with marijuana. He understood the feeling, in his own way.
The silence afterwards wasn't particularly comfortable nor awkward, but it wasn't very inviting either. All she could do was hope that this didn't change things. Being honest was the best choice, so she spoke up.
"Can you tell Rick? I just... feel like he should know..." She said, her voice hardly even a murmur. She studied and watched her fingers, wondering how they moved and how she could do whatever she wanted with them, feeling detached.
"Yeah, I can. You uhh... need anything?" He asked awkwardly, holding the edge of the bed where the seam of the mattress was as he adjusted himself.
"Just some water. My mouth is dry" She knew why it was dry. Of course, the drugs, but her smoking had gone completely out of control. Only she kept it secretive, not wanting to hurt Carl or Sophia, or anyone else for that matter.
"Sure."
More deathly silence filled when he left with the trash can that contained the needle and bandages. She didn't know what to think. She was, of course, sad, but in a way she felt embarrassed.
Daryls footsteps entered the room, and he had some tap water in a glass. "Sorry it doesn't have any ice" He apologised, though there was no need to.
"Don't worry about it" Tallulah noted, taking the glass of water and spilling a little in the process. She stared at the puddle, processing what happened for a moment before she drank, her head going a little too far back, making water dribble from the corners of her mouth and onto her shirt.
She felt the need to apologise, but didn't anyway. It wasn't needed. She handed him the glass and layed down, sprawled out on the bed. The hangover was horrible. The pounding headache, the sickness, the hot flushes, everything about it made her want to die, in a mostly figurative sense.
"I'll go" Daryl made way for the door, hesitating about a yard away from it. He forced himself to leave, ignoring the pull she had on his heartstrings, not wanting to bother her. He knew he'd come back later, though. That was inevitable.
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Hello Tame! 💚🧡
Something so weird just happened. I was defending SNS by saying that what people might call "toxic" about their relationship was the violent aspect of their relationship, but that in the story it was shown that there’s a reason behind Naruto and Sasuke’s violent dynamic. They’re rivals, but their rivality is portrayed as healthy. Sometimes when they fight the story shows us that it’s because they don’t know better, and that they don’t properly know how to express themselves in another way.
So, all was good, until someone commented that they agreed with me because I "understood that there were times in a story were problematic subjects were considered healthy when the story tells us it’s normal. So it’s stupid when antishippers complain about a story containing big age gape, incest or lollies when it’s said it’s normal in this story’s universe. Same thing with violence in Naruto"
I was so confused. Like, did they seriously compared Naruto and Sasuke’s relationship to inc*st and lollies??
I feel like this kind of person is just insecure with reading stories containing big age gape, inc*st, r*pe etc… So they need the story to tell them "It’s okay in my universe, so you don’t have to feel guilty about it". But Naruto doesn’t just say "Violence is good and completely normalized in my world :)". On the contrary, it tries to make the readers ask question about the violence in the story, to reflects how they can understand violence IRL. Is violence necessary? Is violence justified in some cases? Isn’t talking with your opponents instead of fighting them better?
On the other hand, I don’t see how you can make your readers ask themselves anything about stuff like lollies or p*do couples. Isn’t that obvious tha
I just don’t understand how they compared Sasuke and Naruto’s relationship to lollies and big age gape.
The story doesn’t just tell us "Naruto and Sasuke fight but who cares, in my world violence is sexy". It even shows us that Naruto and Sasuke can properly understand each other when talking with each other…
Sorry for the rant lol, I hope I didn’t bother you to much… I just needed to express all of that. Have a good day, I hope you will get better soon ❤️‍🩹
Hello Nonee! 🧡🫶
To me it sounds like that person is talking about other things entirely and it has nothing to do with ‘Naruto’. Perhaps they personally are annoyed by said ‘anti shippers’ that don’t support their preferences and experienced arguments surrounding those topics... Keep Naruto and Sasuke out of it though... 
Yeah, it makes no sense to compare the Narutoverse to a story that obeys other internal rules of causality (and says certain things are okay). Those aren’t the same thing and shouldn’t be compared then. It is fine to make comparisons when it matters, but with a consistent reality like the Narutoverse (which means the Setting lets the characters interact with the world consistently like Chakra control and values) Kishimoto created discipline and is true to itself. It (story) is a metaphor to reality but not the same thing therefore you can’t really judge it all the same from a realistic standpoint... because it’s not. And if done well, an audience can absorb themselves into a character, their world and decide from their point of view what is best at any given time. Not their own. 
When someone favors one character over the other they decide from that character’s perspective- that’s usually what happens and it is proven by neuroscience. With that, everyone has their own internal framing that happened before that though. (Read: they lived life.) That’s probably why that person made a connection themselves surrounding these topics even though to the rest of humanity... that doesn’t make sense :’) There are of course the people who passive-aggressively comment under everything SNS-related thing something along the lines of: “oh wow look they are soooooo cute, like brothers!! 🥰” And don’t mean it at all apart from wanting to push the brother-narrative that doesn’t exist. 
Then it really isn’t a question whether something is ‘healthy/normal’ or not unless that was the story's intention, but whether a character’s next course of action makes sense, is believable and is something that is supported. Tbh, it is up to the creator to make its world as believable as possible. Combine 'Naruto' with its heavy Shonen-framing where actually the most violent things like child-trafficking, human-testing and mass-murder get glossed over... did any of you remember the thousands of people who died during that first day of war? Or are we all focussed on Neji only? (That’s fair. And makes sense but is not realistic.) 
What did get challenged in ‘Naruto’ over and over again, as you say too, is whether violence was necessary and how do we overcome these struggles? (Shinobi society.) Indeed, what is justified and accepted in that world/what is not? Naruto’s entire quest later is to find ‘peace’ because of it and so is Sasuke. He doesn’t even know how but he tries his best, Sasuke has a plan but it requires sacrifce. Naruto and Sasuke weren’t going to figure anything out by sharing a lemonade and trauma’s on a sunny day and negotiate their intentions moving forward. That’s out of character and doesn’t fit the world. You’ll have to look at the emotional aspect of it and their (Naruto/Sasuke’s) battles always are emotional first. And these emotions are just as, if not more, prominent than the physical battle. Because it matters why they fight.
“On the other hand, I don’t see how you can make your readers ask themselves anything about stuff like  lollies or p*do couples. Isn’t that obvious tha”
Did this get cut off :(?
Anyway, that is indeed weird, I’m sorry you had to experience that :’) thankyou for sharing though 🧡 and the health-wish! I hope it’ll get better soon too and that you are also! Have a nice day too 💕
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catb-fics · 1 month
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Had a shit day and dealt with a narcissistic enraged tantrum that left me crying for hours. Do you have a Dad Van recommendation for comfort? I’m okay now I just need something to smile about. I hope your day is going better than mine lovely xx
I’m so sorry you had to deal with that lovely, hope you’re feeling okay now ❤️‍🩹 sometimes it’s good to have a good cry and let all the anger out
I’ve linked my softest dad Van imagine below but I’ll try and upload something else cute and fluffy for you tonight as well. You can look through my dad Van tag too - that always make me smile!
If you need to come and have a rant feel free, it might make you feel better xxx
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svnoohe4rts · 1 year
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I posted 620 times in 2022
That's 620 more posts than 2021!
435 posts created (70%)
185 posts reblogged (30%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
@svnoohe4rts
@end-hyphen
@hee-pster
@iiousim
I tagged 547 of my posts in 2022
Only 12% of my posts had no tags
#mf heetiddies anon - 64 posts
#sage ; rants ! - 53 posts
#<3 anon - 36 posts
#❤️‍🩹 genie - 32 posts
#bed of lies - 28 posts
#sage ; feedback ! - 22 posts
#enhypen smut - 20 posts
#🌷 25dejulho - 20 posts
#sage ; reblog ! - 19 posts
#&lt;3 - 18 posts
Longest Tag: 90 characters
#like if someone i know in real life comes across this blog they'd immediately know it's me
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
GAME OVER ! ― lee heeseung
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↳ PAIRING: lee heeseung x fembodied!reader
↳ SYNOPSIS: lee heeseung is good at one thing and one thing only; making other people's lives a living hell. you and lee heeseung first crossed paths in middle school when he asked you out, just to laugh in your face when you said yes; making you his new target. so it didn’t exactly come as a surprise to you when he started spreading rumors about you wanting to hook up with him back in high school; a rumor that still haunted you to this very day.
OR IN WHICH the two of you enter college and with his endless torment never coming to an end, you decide you’ve had enough. stripping him of the only thing he thrives on, you decide to take your revenge; that one rumor being the key to tearing his beloved reputation down.
↳ GENRE: enemies to lovers, college!au
↳ WARNINGS: alcohol consumption, cursing, angst, heeseung being an asshole most of the time, smut; oral sex, handjobs, unprotected sex, fingering, making out etc, minors dni!
↳ FEATURES: sungchan from nct, chenle from nct, enhypen hyung line, yunjin from le sserafim, chaeryeong from itzy
↳ TAGLIST: let me know if u wanna be added !
↳ A/N: with bed of lies coming to an end, i decided it was time to announce my upcoming project: game over ! super excited for this one & i hope u guys will enjoy it just as much &lt;3
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#4
fuck buddies, park sunghoon x reader
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↳ pairing: sunghoon x fembodied!reader
↳ word count: 5,5k
↳ summary: park sunghoon never meant to fall in love with his fuckbuddy, yet he did. ↳ a/n: oh my the ending is so rushed I’M SORRY …..
↳ warnings: smut! minors dni, choking, dom!sunghoon, sub!reader, curse words, names such as slut etc (lemme know if there’s more i should add)
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1,279 notes - Posted July 29, 2022
#3
GAME OVER ! ― part one
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masterlist . . . next
↳ PAIRING: lee heeseung x fembodied!reader
↳ SUMMARY: by accidentally ruining heeseungs chances of getting laid, you slowly but successfully start tearing down his reputation. heeseung, however, isn’t going to let it pass that easily.  
↳ WORDCOUNT: 13,4k
↳ WARNINGS: alcohol consumption, brief mention of someone vomiting, smut! fingering, brief marking minors dni! let me know if there’s anything else i should add.
↳ TAGLIST:  @ktnblrz @ckline35 @bteeznation @amourhee @hoonicookies @aliensrme @deobitifull @sweetjaemss @heeswifeyy @mulligrubsss @han8ul​ @flower-lise​ @asyleums​ @jksecret @bwljules​ @heersheysblog​ @dearhee​ @25dejulho​ @loves0ft​ @sunghoonmybeloved​ @heesuengs @tokina​ @rikakhai​ @wonieeee​ @entiways @sunghoons-hand​ (the ones in bold could not be tagged)
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countertop, lee heeseung x reader
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↳ pairing: heeseung x reader (college!au)
↳ word count: 2,2k
↳ summary: maybe going to the party jay had been talking about all week wasn’t as bad as heeseung had anticipated, thanks to you.
↳ a/n: god damn i need hee to fuck me against a bathroom countertop after writing this
↳ warnings: smut!, alcohol, drunk people
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1,871 notes - Posted June 29, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
bed of lies ; park sunghoon
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↳ PAIRING: park sunghoon x fembodied!reader
↳ SUMMARY: to prove to his best friend that he could get any girl he wants, park sunghoon makes a bet. within the next 30 days, he has to make the next girl that walks into the room fall in love with him. sunghoon, however, hadn’t anticipated the feelings he would gain during those 30 days.
↳ GENRE: fake relationship (kind of)
↳ WORDCOUNT: around 40k
↳ WARNINGS: alcohol consumption, cigarettes, cursing, angst, sunghoon has major mommy issues lmfao, smut; oral sex, handjobs, unprotected sex, fingering, making out, handjobs etc, minors dni!
↳ TAGLIST: CLOSED !
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icarustypicalfall · 5 months
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hello, had the need to say this because I'll probably forget :3
my finals are starting in a week, (they end around 20 December 😿😿) though I've been studying (i did i have litterly +35 hours on forest) and i need time to study more so i might just take time to post new fics :(
sorry in advance, i am working on some fics, (i promise) they'll turn just great,
It's also because I've been feeling unmotivated and kinda upset and I don't want to put that in the fics.
I'll try to post here and there, I don't want to post badly written ones, i feel like i rushed some of my fics and i am upset about it, so I'll try to take time and give y'all a good thing
ilysm, good luck to anyone who's finals also starting, hope you get what you wish 🫶🏻❤️‍🩹
Remember, i am always here and listening, drop requests, rants, jokes in my asks, be sure I'll respond 🫶🏻❤️‍🩹
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mangoisms · 6 months
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WAITTT, I just saw ur reply to my previous comment. I didn't like Tim too (lmao). The debates between Tim and Damian fans can (and do) get so annoying that I just started disliking his character (not the greatest). Reading Red Robin on a whim was when I started to warm up to his character, he was just some weird dude. The sentiment about him being a chew toy...so real, and perfectly captures how I feel about him. He is so cringe-fail to me.
To touch upon Red Robin relationships...I wish I could peek into the writers' brains and conduct experiments to begin to understand what they were trying to accomplish...Tam, then Lynx II? Rekindling moments with Steph, and I always forget the last girl's name... I just never understood why they thought giving him so many love interests was necessary for the plot (he is quite literally spiraling, absolute rock bottom, can not go any lower, and yet forced so many women into his life; were they expecting me not to feel bad for them?). On top of that whole mess, the last few issues were like a fever dream, I can not properly summarize them for the life of me if asked.
On a side note, Circle K has also inspired me to pick back up my reading on Steph. I started in the summer, and the summer session (I completely forgot I signed up for classes?) completely ruined that for me...
Very random but, what are your thoughts on WFA? Everyone on Twitter is fairly convinced it's absolute garbage. I never read it myself, but I see complaints about characterization all the time. It also seems to be a lot of people's introduction to Batman-associated characters and content, so I can understand why people are upset if it truly is inconsistent with canon writing.
Young Justice anon (as always, hope you're doing fine and that school is manageable and well!!)
it’s so interesting that red robin 2009 is what softened you up to him because that run still remains a sour point for me HAHA like he is compelling but he is sooo annoying </3 getting into his origins in a lonely place of dying and then robin 1993 was what slowly got me, though he still actively annoyed me for a lot of it… it’s Weird i know i like him in a silly weird way where he annoys me but. yeah. he is my chew toy ❤️‍🩹
oh absolutely it makes NO sense that he had so many love interests and. Ok rant incoming let me also put this under the cut because this got LONG
the thing that bothers me is that none of it was EVER addressed. for sure it was a questionable decision on the writers’ part but none of them had the thought to maybe address the fact that he was flip-flopping so badly? i consider tam to be the strongest out of all of them (as in the one with the most chances to have been with him) and even tim acknowledges that at some points and YET. he kept having those weird moments with lynx. like obviously he and tam weren’t necessarily in a relationship but There Was Something There and of course while tam remains ‘loyal’ to him, tim just gets to mess around with other people… and then when he needs something he relies on tam’s affection to help him out… and then of course the way their falling out was set up was sooooo obvious and i don’t think certain plot decisions are necessarily Bad when they’re obvious but they were clearly gunning for the usual ‘superhero withholds important information from the civilian love interest and they break up’ and i just feel like There were so many OTHER things they could’ve had a falling out over 😭😭😭😭 like Come on…
okay that got longer than i wanted sorry for the impromptu rant 😭😭😭😭 i just. argh. most of my grievances with it is the treatment of the female characters LOL but it’s honestly par the course for tim, he has a long string of love interests and those relationships have been. interesting. quality aside my favorites are probably tam and ariana, if only because they had So Much Potential. anyway!!!!
STEPHANIE MY BELOVED <3333 once you find the time (and i hope you do so you can rest! good luck with your classes <3) i would HIGHLY recommend batgirl vol 3, it’s her batgirl run and it makes up for all the shit that went on in war games (which i didn’t actually read, well i did read some of it, mostly steph’s parts, which i wouldn’t recommend because it is… heartwrenching) and it’s just SOOOOO good i have SOOO many thoughts on it. one of my favorite runs i’ve ever read!!!
umm i’m kind of in the middle on wfa. i read it when it initially came out and it was pretty neat! i liked the art for one. but i’ve stopped keeping up since then. as an elseworlds comic with no bearing on current canon, it can be fun! and it has some things i would like in canon (like them keeping babs as oracle, when current canon refuses to do so), but thats hmmm probably it? and honestly it’s not totally my taste, if only because characterization can be a bit iffy (there was one moment with jason early on that kind of turned me off a bit because. i’m sorry. He would not say that. but in fairness to wfa we have a lot of that going on around now in current comics! wrt him, dick, tim, etc) and well. i like drama HAHA. i have also seen that it is the ‘easy way’ to get into the bats and yeah, there’s nothing wrong exactly with that being someone’s introduction, but it should be kept in mind that it’s not canon and things aren’t like that at all in current canon at all! but yeah not everyone does that and it does admittedly get kind of annoying 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫
it is kind of funny in that initially wfa wasn’t a true representation of the ‘batfam’ (at the time it was coming out. i think anyway) and more of an ideal glossy one that, well, ignores a lot to get it to that point. but now we seem to be having that go on in current comics, at least with their attempts to try and absolve bruce of his abuse (which i think they are doing in a dumb way that does absolve him of responsibility and agency and thus makes it. well. redundant. because he isn’t owning up to it and it ignores years of him doing it) so it is kind of. equally bad. except that wfa is elseworlds so it honesty can get away with it but uhhh. current comics don’t have an excuse and that’s. well. Hngh. kind of creates double the bad effect but ANYWHO!!!!!!
SO. YEAH. those are my thoughts. many thoughts. so sorry about that i just got carried away 😭 anyway!! good luck with your classes!!! thank you sm i am doing better too ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 i hope you’re doing well, take care of yourself!!!!
(also i am gonna go ahead and make a tag for you ^_^ under yj anon … if u have any emoji preferences lmk i was trying to think of something yj-relevant but not sure…)
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No.....Tex wants nothing to do with me because of it...... And if I'm being honest... I don't blame him......the poor kid didn't deserve what I put him through... and I can't forgive myself for it....... Its been on my mind for the past week.........I haven't slept in 2 days because of What I did to him.........I Hate myself for what I did........I would literally trade my soul to the devil himself..... If it ment Bowie and Tex would forgive me completely........ He posted a rant about it like a few weeks ago and I cried myself to sleep when I Saw it.............It reminded me that I will always be Dixie..........And that I will always be the same girl Who Used to take Lots of Doses of Xanax before bed.........I stared myself in the mirror last night And questioned why I was still even here..........Alright sorry for the overload of information... I just needed to get that off my chest.......
There is no need to hate yourself ❤️ and sometimes it’s good to get stuff off your chest maybe if you try and talk to them and apologise for whatever you did and try and fix the situation ❤️‍🩹
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