#when theo cries it's........

[mattodore]

matthias wiping away theo’s tears 🧎

#river dipping #ts4 #ts4 edit #theodore doe #matthias evanoff #a burning house to live in #echthroi #I KNEW I WOULD FALL ASLEEP.............. is it really even a nap if it's four hours long... atp i just went to bed djfknjd #anyway ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 #originally the final pose between theo as an adult and matthias was just them reaching out to each other but when i was testing the pose #i was just staring at it like this is such a static pose... so i sat there for a good five minutes just trying to think of something else #and when i realized matthias wouldn't be able to just stand across from theo and watch him cry without touching him i started vibrating out #of my skin like . he would need to reach out wipe at theo's face and kiss his eyelids and let theo hide his face in his neck and cry it out #when theo cries it's........ #ugh. #he keeps that brave face going for a long time and his eyes might water and tears might spill out some but he stays quiet normally #but if matthias is there.......... if he speaks to theo in that way he does..... if he touches theo....... god it just all comes out #like he cries similar to how he laughs (hence WHY when he genuinely laughs there are times he starts to cry*) #(*refer back to question 89 in the 100 questionnaire w/ theo for more on this ☝️🤓) #it just all spills out when matthias touches him and it's startling coming from someone as reserved as theo yk? it shakes his whole body #he rubs at his eyes with his fists and shakes his head and he apologizes repeatedly and looks down like he's expecting to be hit....... #which. is bc he was actually hit for crying as a child. his father would make him look in the mirror while it would happen... #so theo doesn't look up when he cries generally speaking... #but theo feels safe with matthias. and matthias doesn't ask him to stop apologizing or to calm down. he just lets theo work it out himself #and he gathers theo up into his arms and he holds him. rubs his back. brushes his hands through theo's hair. tells theo he's there. #yeah........... well. glad i've made myself sad first thing after waking up fdvjnkfdhfgnh that's just the mattodore experience baby #ANYWAY. i should take pics of the extra pose i made for this of theo crying into matthias's neck. #you can't see his expression bc he's clutching incredibly close and his face is obscured. but yeah... it's open sobbing atp... lays down #theo theo theo... baby baby baby...... #but ok... think i'm gonna eat and then start getting to my activity and also!! reblog some posts i drafted from when i couldn't really type

[hemlocksandfoxgloves]

This just had to be done @babygiriraeken @bendystrah

I feel my other moodboards might get flagged. No, they'll definitely get flagged.

Need to give Liam some love

#thiam #teen wolf #theo raeken #liam dunbar #dark!thiam #p&j fic #he's so beautiful when he cries

[liviusofpella]

season 1 of theodora reminds me of atonement (2007) which makes it all the more gut wrenching soul crushing and heartbreaking

#screaming into the void #THEO AND LAWRENCE DESERVED MORE TIME TOGETHER #THEO AND LAWRENCE SHOULDVE SETTLED DOWN IN HIMWORDE AND GO TO FRIEDRICH'S PERFORMANCES AND JOHN SHOULD'VE STAYED TOO AND WORKED IN THE HSPTL #AND BRUNO WOULD'VE GROWN UP SURROUNDED BY THE MOST AMAZING FOUND FAMILY IN THE WORLD #THIS IS STAGE THREE OF GRIEF BTW!!! #I CRIED SO HARD LAST NIGHT I WOKE UP WITH A HEADACHE FUNNNN #HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO FALL FOR ANTONIO WHOS A VERY CHARMING DADDY WHEN I WILL NEVER BE OVER LAWRENCE AND THE REST OF THE GROUP!!!! #AND CHARLOTTE MY SWEET DELICATE FLOWER DESERVES THE WORLD BUT MY HEART IS BREAKING WHENEVER I BUY HER 💎OPTION #tldr im not fine #romance club #rc theodora #rc lawrence #theodora avery #lawrence barkley

[anxious-shapeshifter]

I made good on my promise from my previous piece...she needed that love and support more than anything after what would become such a core memory from my childhood.

(also yeah that's my fursona)

#i cried while drawing this #and i cried when i explained it to my therapist #i'm going through it #theo's art

[moronic-validity]

Just called my dr to see if they can help me start hrt (the lady I spoke to doesn't know, but didn't say no)

Will be finding out tomorrow!

#teddy talks #theo's thoughts #i feel like I'm gonna hurl #this is a good thing #a needed thing #but jesus christ the ANXIETY IS SO REAL #because I live in the southern US and sometimes people don't take too kindly to stuff like that #but she was super chill and was more concerned when I started crying #to confirm: i cried on the phone #hrt #trans masc

[yoakenouta]

how my longtime moots deal with my sporadic butt is a real mystery fr

#✦ WHEN the dawn is buried. (ooc.) #u know who u are ... i would die for all of u ... CRIES #I LIKE COME ON TO WRITE FOR LIKE ONE NIGHT THEN I DIE #but im grateful for those who still stick around me sobbing #i am currently staring at my drafts and truly wondering what i should do #i look at ritsuka and i grab him like a squeaky toy but also i MISS THEO

[rythyme]

i watched triage after seeing you being insane about it and every episode i was like, "what is going to happen to that poor blonde boy this time?" a lot happened to rit. like. it was a lot...

omgggggg got another one! glad you gave it a shot haha. but yeah poor rit 🫠 he cannot catch a goddamn break... any fiat character is gonna make me sad but this one was uhh. Really Going Through It. Continuously. In A Time Loop. 🫠🫠🫠

like. it's been a hot minute since i watched this show but iirc rit's torments include:

neglectful / apathetic parents

lifelong medical debt from his parents

intellectual property theft by a bunch of spoiled rich kids

losing a much-needed scholarship to said rich kids because of said intellectual property theft

GETTING HIS FUCKING KIDNEY STOLEN

extreme clinical depression

ingesting lethal amounts of industrial fertilizer or pesticide or something

dying. several times.

anyway. triage is one hell of a show. i can't believe all this shit happens and it's still like. a romance.

#why are fiat's characters (Korn and Rit) tormented by endless supernatural suffering that others continuously dismiss #when fiat cries i cry #ask theo #thai drama #lgbt drama #triage

[gaygryffindorgal]

the goldcrests; theodric goldcrest

theodric was born during the 13th century, and the night of his birth was illuminated by a great comet. this had been foretold and thus great things were expected of the boy. his father aegar favoured theodric over his older brother elyan and all his life he was treated as the chosen one, the one to finally bring the goldcrest rebellion to its glorious conclusion. this favouritisim drove a wedge between theo and elyan, who felt ignored and replaced by their father. theodric didn't show any particular talent for leadership and insted wished to gain the approval of his brother, much to the annoyance of both elyan and their father. like others of his family, theo also had the benefits of his great grandmother's blood magic that made his bloodline long-lived and capable of unusually strong magic. before theodric could fullfill his grand destiny, his family was attacked by a group of vampires. while his mother kerina was killed, he himself and his brother were turned into vampires. their father searched in vain for a cure, and eventually put the boys under an enchanted sleep so no one would find out about their vampirism. aegar was slain in battle and the boys remained under the enchantment, until they were woken up by the blood of their distant relative proteus gaunt, some 600 years later. the brothers started going by the names elian and theo goldcrest, after their grandfather elyris's old epithet. they realized they had to put their differences aside as they found themselves in a completely different world than the one they'd fallen asleep in. they went back to school and began to search for an artifact their father had created, a crown to grant its wearer powers beyond imagination. theo was not as influential or personable as elian could be (and knew they needed to be to achieve their goals), so he rarely kept up with any of his mortal connections. he felt disconnected from the wizrding world, and thus, during the 1920s and 30s, theo was working together with a radical by the name of adam brynn, who was trying to further the rights of squibs and expose magic to muggles, although eventually his ideology turned to destroying all of wizardkind. theo didn't agree despite his vampirism and the two became enemies. he didn't want to kill brynn, though, since he had feelings for him. eventually brynn's movement was defeated and he disappeared, presumably changing his name and living the rest of his life among the muggles. theo chose not to look for him. years passed, and theo and elian didn't age. instead, they continued their search of the crown, going by several different identities. in the 21st century they returned to hogwarts after finding out that the secrets hidden at hogwarts could help them locate their long-lost family heirloom. while at school, theo met john arthur, the relative and doppelgänger of his old nemesis brynn. theo began to solve the mystery of why they looked so alike, and eventually grew rather fond of john who was nothing like his ancestor, but actually a good person. the two began a relationship and theo eventually turned john into a vampire as well. he also ended up reconciling with his brother and they were able to be a family again.

@potionboy3

#theo goldcrest #hphl #hpma #fbawtft era #*mine #*goldcrests #i need to update theo's profile it's all wrong lol #anyway he doesn't want to be a damn chosen one he just wants to listen to my chemical romance in peace #and be liked and appreciated by his brother but don't tell him i told you this #also what even is our vampire lore? i'm just pulling things from several different vampire media #john arthur is elena gilbert from tvd confirmed #anyway look at him he's like an evil kitten who bites you and then cries when you tell him he can't

[godofstupidsentences]

I binge-read the thiam top gun au (in the sense that I started it this afternoon and I already finished it) and I’m… speechless. How do I even recover from this

#(i did watch the first top gun and I watching the second today) #everything about this fic is hrjdhdjjd #the way I screamed MULTIPLE TIMES while reading #and I cried #a lot #Liam’s story made me sob #but Theo. #I loved theo #“good afternoon ladies and gentlemen this is your savior speaking…” #OMGGGG #he’s an icon he’s a legend he’s the moment #what can I say #i love cocky bastards who secretly care A LOT #(actually got so emotional when he reflected on his friendship with Scott and stiles) #ok I’m rambling #but I loved it #i really loved it #thiam #liam dunbar #theo raeken

[anqelbean]

Listening to Let's Go (Battle) by Taylor Swift right before starting book 2 of svsss truly puts you in that mood. My poor Binghe,,,,

#IT FITS THE BOOKS FROM BINGHE'S PERSPECTIVE SO FUCKING WELL I ALMOST CRIED WHEN I FIRST HEARD IT #anqels ramblings #eva.txt #svsss #svsss reread shenanigans #theo's reading corner

[princesskeda]

Update! The calm before the storm...

#oniverse #the southern years #ninjago au #alan and rook are my fav brotp #lol pescar #hes ernest #all of them making fun of him #haiven! #theo noticing immediately #rook theo knows you too well now #cries just talk pleaseeeee #EARTH GUARDIAN LETS GOOO #I missed his snark #cries alan #my poor boi #omar what the crap dude #i have a dissertation on why omar is a hugely flawed father #if anyone wants me to rant about it let me know #cliffhangerrrr #when im just waiting in the wings with so much art to drop for the next few updates....

[mattodore]

found out while putting together matthias's oc page that his name has the exact same etymology and meaning as theo's name...

i’m sure this is information matthias is very normal about…

#theo is in fact a gift from god so jot that down ! #river dipping #i've been throwing myself into oc stuff bc i'm not doing hot mentally which is... tbh when i do my best writing 😭 #none of this is new tho i wrote the bios and 'at a glance' intros months and months ago when i first made an oc page #which is why i do plan on rewriting them but for now i'm leaving them like this... so i guess the echthroi page is done? #obviously echthroi has more characters than this but i haven't taken new screenshots of everyone yet... #i put the gray cas bg back in my game a few days ago only to completely forget i wanted to take new headshots for the oc page 😭 #like these are just placeholders... i want the backgrounds to match the oc page. oh... or maybe i could just do transparent pics? #i think i remember vyx made a post abt how to do that... will look into that when i open the game again. rn i'm at my keyboard 🧑‍💻 #like i am writing new things! started a google doc for theo yesterday and have been writing on it here and there since then #i've already cried in there... lmaooo. i like oc pages for sure but i think a huge google doc is what i really need to keep track of things #i drop so much lore in tags on here and it's like! river write that down somewhere else or you'll lose it 😭 #like i fr have never actually written down any of the info i've shared on here. i've just had all this oc knowledge stored in my brain. #so i went through and copied over a tonnn of tags and posts i've made into google docs but i just know i'm missing things i've probably #said in the tags of their core tagged posts... 🧍 if my blog didn't have so many posts i'd have an easier time going through it but 🤷 #and on top of that i've been making a bunch of posts about theo and matthias on my main acc. which is like 🧍 well great now there's more #i'm gonna lose track of...... i fr have gottt to get into the habit of actually putting things down in theo's google doc!!! #i'm just trying to figure out the best way to format it all but i've downloaded a few templates that i've been messing with. #...anyway. if it isn't obvious i'm trying to get back to posting on here. i'm opening my inbox now with the intent to just. #sit here in my inbox until i can get myself to reply. lads... avpd is actually so torturous i'm not kidding. #i feel like i'm dying trying to get myself to interact with people sometimes even despite how badly i want!!!! to interact!!! #theo and me and our avoidant trauma responses holding hands and skipping around together

[krys-loves-otome]

Ikevamp Card Pulls

Inspired by @kissmetwicekissmedeadly's post about a good Naps pull (and because I just pulled the 5 Star Naps above from the pick up revival gacha going on now) I decided to count the number of cards I've received thus far in game.

Kind of like a way to say who comes home more (pretending that Main Story Cards, Birthday Story Cards, Promotional Materials, things of that nature are pullable bc I didn't feel like differentiating the cards)

Card counts are accurate as of this posting (Dec 24th 2022). Might do a year later post to compare but who knows. I'm also not gonna be so harsh for the Team Rocket Trio (Vlad, Faust, and Charles-Henri) as they are newer and haven't had a chance to gather the numbers as the original 12 suitors

Without further ado, here's my cards numbers:

Napoleon

5⭐= 3 4⭐= 6 3⭐= 6

Total: 15

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Mozart

5⭐= 1 4⭐= 6 3⭐= 4

Total: 11

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Leonardo

5⭐= 5 4⭐= 9 3⭐= 5

Total: 19

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Arthur

5⭐= 0 4⭐= 3 3⭐= 7

Total: 10

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Vincent

5⭐= 4 4⭐=10 3⭐= 6

Total: 20

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Theo

5⭐= 2 4⭐= 3 3⭐= 6

Total: 11

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Dazai

5⭐=1 4⭐= 6 3⭐= 6

Total: 13

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Isaac

5⭐= 3 4⭐= 5 3⭐= 7

Total: 15

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Jean

5⭐= 2 4⭐= 4 3⭐= 7

Total: 13

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Shakespeare

5⭐= 2 4⭐= 6 3⭐= 4

Total: 12

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Comte

5⭐= 1 4⭐= 8 3⭐= 7

Total: 16

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Sebastian

5⭐= 0 4⭐= 7 3⭐= 8

Total: 15

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Vlad

5⭐= 0 4⭐= 2 3⭐= 1

Total: 3

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Faust

5⭐= 0 4⭐= 1 3⭐= 1

Total: 2

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Charles-Henri

5⭐= 3 4⭐= 1 3⭐= 2

Total: 6

#krys plays otome #krys plays ikevamp #short answer: Vincent is the most likely to come home as he has 20 cards total #while Leonardo is right at his heels with 19 cards and he has the most 5 stars #(he has 5 cards which isn't much but considering everyone else is 4 or below...) #2 original suitors having exactly 0 5stars #Arthur is the least likely to come home as I only have 10 cards for him #with Theo right behind him at 11 cards #will be doing my ikerev numbers here in a bit #but gotta think differently for the way I''d wanna do the ikepri cards #as their's stack rather than turning into stamps like rev and vamp #hmmm... #will probably also do a reblog with updated numbers once the pick up gacha is over #to see if anything changes #also fun fact #Vincent wedding card was one of my first 5 stars #I cried on twitter when I first got it long ago #heck Vincent was the first 5 star I ever got in game #first husband is best husband

[death-co]

Who wants to see some dogs? We got Theo and Ruby, Owl, Tucker, and the best boy Henry 💖

#Ruby and Owl cry through the whole groom but they're good kids #Tucker and Henry and absolutely perfect and have never done anything wrong ever #Theo is Ruby's brother and he cries when he can't see her #I love them all so much 💖 #dog groomer #dog grooming #dogs

[unamused-kookaburra]

So I went with children of men

#i dont know what scene made me tear up first #but everyone watching them leave that building with the baby in either stunned silence or cries and prayers #always fucking ruins me #i love the romani lady instantly becoming a ride or die #kei and theo continuing to joke about the babys name #and that fish guy that freezes when theo tells him its a girl and says 'i had a sister...' #such a fucking good movie #children of men #personal

[bettymylove]

READER MAKING OUT HARDCORE WITH THEODORES ABS AND SHE PRACTICALLY CRIES SHES SO HORNY AND THEYRE SO PRETTY SO SHE EVENTUALLY GETS OFFF ON HIS ABS?!

needy

pairing: theodore nott x reader

content: pure smut, 18+

your hazy state and the fact that theo was just out of the shower were the two things you had decided to blame for your behavior.

you had been painfully horny all day long, so much that it hurt to walk and the only solution you were aware of for your problem was theodore nott also known as your boyfriend.

you had reached his dorm when he was still in the shower, and like the good girl you were you waited for him on his bed not once trying to touch yourself.

theo emerged from the shower with wet hair and water dripping down his body until it reached his very loosely hung grey towel which you were sure was the only piece of clothing he was wearing.

however, your attention was taken up by something else, his abs were the only thing you could focus on.

"baby, what are you doing here? I thought you were busy today" you broke out of your trance after hearing his low and husky voice.

having no patience left, you took long strides towards him and clawed on his chest so that he would angle his face towards yours.

both of your lips met in a fiery kiss, and you detached your arms from around his neck to his shoulders slightly pushing him back so that he would land on the bed with you on top of him.

your kisses started trailing downwards, sucking on his neck long enough to leave a mark.

you had untied his towel and his cock sprung out in response, your kisses finally reached his abs the place you adored the most.

licking all over his abdomen, while sneaking some licks to his dick, you moaned after you heard him groan.

if you thought you were horny before, it was nothing compared to what you were feeling now after theo forcefully put his dick in your mouth to cum in it.

you had started humping the floor out of desperation,you needed the friction,you needed the release.

"are you really such a needy whore, that you have started getting yourself off on the floor?" you only moaned out a breathy moan in response.

you finally had the courage to stand up on your wobbly knees and push theo back down on the bed again.

carefully positioning yourself on top of his abs,you started to move back and forth the friction going directly to your clit.

theo made an animalistic sound at this, "fuck baby, you really love my abs that much, huh?" he was fully smirking seeing you in this form.

"love it teddy" you responded, biting your lip.

"do you fuck your pillow like this, thinking it's my abs?" you blushed at being caught, and only nodded in response.

"you're close aren't you baby, you're gonna cum in your panties like a whore?" he had started helping you fasten your pace so that your could reach your high.

"m'your whore teddy" you managed to make out, and just as you did you reached your orgasm, it was so stretched out that you were shaking by the end of it.

"fuck that was so hot, now don't you think my dick needs a little riding too?" he asked cheekily and you were more than happy to oblige.

#slytherin #draco malfoy #harry potter #theo nott #enzo berkshire #theo nott fic #theo nott x reader #theo nott x y/n #theo nott x you #theodore nott #theodore nott scenarios #theo nott imagine #theodore nott x reader #theodore nott fic #theodore nott smut #theodore nott imagine #theodore nott x y/n #theodore nott x you #theo nott smut #chitasmut