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#which like yeah. yeah okay. but thats the OUTWARD appearance he holds up
yuexins · 3 years
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me every time i get prompts that trigger jc’s 23834738294 page grief/emo backstory & his feelings during those 13 yrs + after guanyin temple
#the hand that steers others  /  ooc  .#tbd  .#i haha enjoy writing jc so much haha#GOD HES FULL WITH LSDSNJHJ GRIEF......................... AND HE SHOVES IT OFF BC OF HIS TOXIC ASS MOM#bc she was so insecure she shoved it onto her son like constantly and now look what happened#a lof of fics portray jc to be like this sect leader who doesnt care if his disciples are afriad of him or if the townspeople fear him bc#they should fear him and hes proud of that#which like yeah. yeah okay. but thats the OUTWARD appearance he holds up#like my friends............... what is Stopping you from going deeper............#he flaunts his fearsome rep bc it keeps people away. it keeps them out. and jc wants to keep them alllll the way out for fear of them#getting close and getting hurt bc of him. he knows he hurts ppl and he knows its gotten worse over the course of those 13 years and#he's seen the rs wbtwn his parents and hes simply afraid of somoene loving him for his outward appearance and then getting to actually know#him and hating that. he has a fear of abandonment whcih he sees as weak and vulnerable (thx mom)#but... like. he wants to be like his dad- like how he made lotus pier feel so loving and warm and how there had been no#clear class differences- poor/young/old/rich were all welcome to yunmeng ;; jc is so desperate to bring that back to life and i#just know. i just Know. that he's so fucking depressed abt how he /is/ that he cant even achieve that#sure hes sect leader but it doesnt even feel like it and hasnt for 13 years and he thinks hes not even up for this task.#he probably thinks that wwx would be better suited to be sect leader and it just drives those deep-seated insecurities further#god... yu ziyuan u rly messed up ur kid lmfao#yu ziyuan AND jiang fengmian- he was the youngest in their family and having to grow up with That... god.#i might be really biased bc i wholly understand where hes coming from and it hurts seeing him being treated that way but tbh#he's kind of always left out in his family :< even w jyl he's always left out lol its sad bc jc has the biggest heart & would do literally#anything 4 his fam but they just.........#anYWAY ILL STOP RAMBLING i just care him very much its sickening#long tags /#rambling in tags /#????????#idk if thats even a tag ppl blacklist but jic#ok wait i should add that hes not always left out w jyl butshe shows a weird preference for wwx a lot and it can be seen as favoritism#jc doesnt say anything abt it bc thats his a-jie but coming from someone who uhhh knows & goes thru the same thing i can confirm
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rosecorcoranwrites · 3 years
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Censorship and Banning Books
As I mentioned in my last Rant Rave Review, as of last Monday, six books by Dr. Seuss are now officially out-of-print, and they are out of print due to supposedly racist, offensive, and/or stereotypical images. The company that owns the rights to these books is no longer publishing them and some websites are no longer selling them. People who do own the books, or who swooped into stores and bought them the day of the announcement, are now selling them for hundreds or thousands of dollars. So, what are we to make of all this?
Is Dr. Seuss Racist?
There are actually three questions here: is the man racist, are his books racist, and are those images racist? The answer to the first is, he kinda was, and then he got over it. During the war, he was openly against the Japanese, and in favor of the internment camps, then went to Japan during the occupation and realized, hey, maybe these are just people. Apparently, he wrote Horton Hears a Who in response to the US occupation and dedicated it to a Japanese friend. People can change, if you let them.
Okay, well, what about his books? This is an obvious "no". Race basically doesn't come up in Dr. Seuss stories, except "The Sneetches", which is actively against racism. Which, in some people's fevered imaginations, makes it racist. Yes, in some Olympic-level mental gymnastics, saying that whatever race you are isn't important, ie being against "racial essentialism" means that you are a racist. Such people think that the story doesn't address "structures of power" and "systemic oppression". This is true. It's instead a story about a sleazy businessman who goes in and preys on existing racial biases in order to make a buck, constantly telling people to think of their identities in terms of their outward appearance. You'd think the racial essentialists would appreciate the representation.
But I digress.
What about the images themselves? Are they racist? Not having seen all of them, I can't say for sure, but some are definitely cringy. Take the yellow skinned "Chinaman who eats with sticks" in And to Think That I Saw It on Mulberry Street. Though one could argue that the entire book uses only five colors: yellow, red, blue, and touches of purple and green, this man is the only human whose skin is colored at all. Later editions of this book have actually changed the image and text:
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Honestly, I think this is fine. The meter still scans, and the image isn't straight-up removed. I mean, we could maybe discuss whether it's okay to alter an author's work, but he was alive when at least one of these these changes was made, so I think he allowed it.
Next we have some from If I Ran the Zoo, like this one, of some Asian dudes who "all wear their eyes at a slant":
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I think, in this case, the text is the problem, but not the picture. Though some describe this image as "exotified", I think it's more just exaggerated, as are most of Dr. Seuss's characters. He doesn't do things half way. Aside from that, the picture is kind of cute and silly; nothing in it is derogatory or mean to the helpers. The text on the other hand... oof. Yeah, I would say this is a true example of something "offensive". I could see changing that (as long as the meter still scans!).
And then there are the fellows holding the tufted mazurka:
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That's pretty bad. So bad that as a child, I don't think I actually registered that those were supposed to be humans, but rather other Seussian creatures. It doesn't help, again, that in his color pallet, people that would ordinarily be brown are now black-black, not unlike the most racist images of yesteryear. But the fact that their lips are left uncolored, I think, is what gets me. It's a little too close to black-face for comfort. Again, I think it would be okay to alter the image: color in their lips, change the shading. I know some people quibble with their costume, but some peoples do wear little amounts of clothing, so I don't think thats the issue here.
I can't speak to the other books, because I haven't seen those pictures, but I would say, yeah, some of the images and phrasing are problematic. I don't think that means the books are racist. Seuss isn't saying the Asian helpers or the African mazurka wranglers are less than the white child running the zoo. He is exotifying them to some degree, but the degree to which that is being done can, I believe, be fixed with very minor alterations.
Should the Books Be Banned?
Again, I think there are a couple questions here: are these books being banned, and should they be banned?
In our increasingly-willing-to-cancel culture, people like to talk about the difference between government censorship vs. corporate censorship, which is a valid topic. But when it comes to huge corporations like Amazon banning books from their website for hate speech or Ebay halting the ability of vendors to sell certain titles on their platform, to say "it’s a private corporation, so it's not censorship" is disingenuous. Maybe it doesn't violate the First Amendment, but it is censorship. A single bookstore refusing to sell a book, a single library refusing to carry a book, is censorship.
A single company that owns the rights to a book refusing to sell it is 100% censorship. I'm personally offended by the idea of any book being out-of-print in the day and age of print-on-demand, but I'm especially sickened when companies pull this nonsense. This is similar to foreign companies who refuse to publish novels, games, and videos in English copyright striking fanlations; they are not losing money, so why do they care?
In the case of the Seuss estate, or whoever owns the rights, all that they are doing is denying poor people access to books. That's right, if you can shell out $786 for a children's book, you can read these delightful stories. What's that? You're a single mom who works two jobs? Well, sucks to be you.
What's really vile is that people are saying, "It's only six books. You still have the others." First off, this is admitting that those six books are now censored and unavailable. Secondly, this is a stupid argument. It's like saying, "Well, the Nazi's didn't burn every book in Germany. There were plenty of others." What if I wanted to read the ones that were burned?
And that brings us to the question of whether or not those books ought to be banned. Heck, should they even be altered? Some of you might have balked at my saying I was fine with the images being changed; isn't that censorship? I think that would take it's own blog post, but here I'll just say that I don't think the changes I discussed would really alter the content, message, or meaning of the work. That being said, I don't think you have to change the images either.
That is, I think it's okay to publish, purchase, own, and read problematic material. As many commentators have pointed out, no child is going to be made into a racist by reading these books or seeing these images. Any racist or even iffy overtones are going to go right over their heads unless parents point them out. If, in the one in a million chance, your child actually notices anything wrong with the images, like "why is his skin yellow?" or something, then you can have a conversation about how sometimes, back in the day, people drew some not-so-nice pictures of Asian people and thought their skin should be painted as yellow, but we don't do that anymore, but this book was written a long time ago, etc etc. If they ask about what a Chinaman is, say it's an old word for a Chinese person, but you should never say it, because it can hurt people's feelings. Talk to your children; it isn't hard.
Should Any Books Be Banned
If you've been paying attention to what's been happening in book land lately, you'll know that Dr. Seuss's books are not the first to be put on the chopping block. Last year, Abigail Shrier's book, Irreversible Damage: The Transgender Craze Seducing Our Daughters, was removed from Target due to requests of trans activists. It was returned after backlash. Now I think it might be banned again? Who can even keep up anymore. Similarly, When Harry Became Sally: Responding to the Transgender Moment, by Ryan T. Anderson, has now been removed from Amazon for being "hate speech".
In the microcosm of the library world, I've had some people take issue with certain controversial books. When processing our new books, my part-timer picked up Irreversible Damage and asked, "Did someone request this?" as if we shouldn't have ordered it if they didn't. Both that book, and White Fragility: Why It's So Hard for White People to Talk About Racism, by Robin DiAngelo, were face out in our new book area, since they were the newest books. The former was turned backwards or put spine out with the older books multiple time by patrons, the latter turned backwards once. During the election, I found books for and against Trump hidden behind other books.
My question for people who do this in the library, and for corporations who do essentially the same thing on a massive scale, is who exactly do you think you are helping? Do you think anyone's mind is going to be changed on Trump? Or transgenderism, or white fragility, just by reading a book?
If the answer is "no", then why bother banning or hiding them? If the answer is yes, then that means you think books have the power to change minds, but you want to deny that opportunity to people. Rather than debating ideas, or writing a better book, or showing people why they shouldn't think a certain way, people are increasingly trying to banish certain ideas entirely. How dare an author question X, Y, or Z idea? How dare people be allowed to have an opinion different from the one we say they should!
What's so frustrating about cancel culture and censorship is that people think they really are trying to do the right thing. What they don't realize is, the people they cancel also think they are doing the right thing.
Take Irreversible Damage: obviously, those that want it banned think that trans kids will be hurt by the ideas expressed in the book, that they will be denied hormones and surgeries and so forth. I'm sure Abigail Shrier believes that trans kids would be hurt by no one examining the idea of wether or not they should be given hormones and surgeries as minors. Both sides care about kids. Both sides are trying to figure out how to help people. If you think that Shrier is wrong and her book is dangerous, then write a more compelling argument explaining why she's wrong.
An example of the right way to go about this is with White Fragility, a book that some people see as problematic, if not racist against white people or black people or both. People have written books specifically refuting the ideas in the book. Others have compiled titles that handle race more tactfully and that can be read instead. And that's the thing; you can choose what to read. You can choose never to read a book deemed problematic, but you have no right to take that choice away from other people.
Where Do Libraries Fall Into All This?
That "right to read" is one of the pillars or librarianship. The reason libraries exist is so that all people, regardless of money, have equal access to books, movies, and other aspects of our shared culture. We librarians understand that books are important not just for education, but also entertainment and escape. Stories are how we as humans process ideas, and everyone has a right to expose themselves to ideas--even controversial or dangerous or flat out wrong ones. They have the right to examine different sides of an issue and form their own conclusions. To try and control what a person reads is to try and control what they think, and no government or corporation has that right.
Thus, libraries don't ban books, wether those books are literary classics, modern treatises on current events and ideologies, or silly picture books by Dr. Seuss.
So it was with some concern that I got an email saying that our county library district would be taking the six Seuss books in question out of circulation. The rationale was that, given that a single book was selling for hundreds or thousands of dollars, some sticky-fingered patrons might steal then from the shelves or "lose" them after checking them out.
Though this logic was sound, I still had misgivings, especially because of incidences of library censorship in the past. Yes, even libraries have not been immune to the scourge. During the Cold War, some libraries would keep books about communism behind the reference desk so that people would have to ask to read them in the library. Not only did this potentially help identify commies, it also discouraged people from reading the books.
Thus, when our new policy is to keep the Seuss books "at the desk" and only let them be read in the library, is that not censorship? Is this accidental censorship, or perhaps intended by the very cancel culturists who want all problematic books to be sent down the memory hole?
No, I don't think it is, because--despite what the very mob who’s in favor of all of this would have you believe--intention matters. Reasons matter. We are not trying to make the books harder to read; we're trying to keep the books from becoming impossible to read. By protecting the books from theft, we're ensuring that the poor as well as the rich can enjoy Dr. Seuss's stories. This, in my mind, is similar to chained up bibles: it looks bad, until you remember that books were rare and expensive, and illuminated manuscripts even more so. If someone steals a book, no one gets to read it, but if a book is under lock and key, some people still can.
Of course, everyone could, if companies would simply stop censoring books, if stores would stop banning them, and if well-intentioned but short-sighted activists would stop digitally burning them. But maybe that's too much to hope for at present. For now, we librarians will have the books safe and sound for when you want to read them. You have only to ask.
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k-llama-llama · 6 years
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Underwater | Monsta X-Ray S2E8
Monsta X AU: 8th member
Zoey x Monsta X
Zoey has a phobia of water, which makes a particular episode of Monsta X-Ray a real challenge.
A/N:This went so much longer than I wanted it to, but I feel like it really helps lay out Zoey’s personality, as well as her relationships with the boys. I WANNA HEAR WHAT YOU THINK
Requests are OPEN : Submit them! I need them!
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“How come we all have ridiculous outfits and Zoey looks cute?” Jooheon demanded, directing his question at the producers behind the cameras.
They’d come to a water park to film, and had just finished suiting up into their swimsuits. Zoey’s was essentially a pair of bikini bottoms and a blue, crop top rash guard. She’d neatly braided her hair back behind her ears, and looked ridiculously adorable.
“Because I’m cute, thats why.” Zoey answered, already envisioning the slow motion shots that would appear of this once it aired.
“Who’s ready to get in the water!” 
The boys cheered, and Zoey clapped politely. 
“Smile, Zoey.” Minhyuk elbowed her.
She did, though it was nervously. “I’m not very good with water.”
 “You’ll be fine.” He reassured. “We have to wear life jackets.”
Zoey nodded as they headed off to get their life jackets and helmets. She fumbled with the straps on hers, and Shownu came over to help her tighten it at the waist.
“Are you sure you’re okay with this?” He whispered.
She nodded. “I can swim. I’ll be fine.”
He nodded, making sure her life jacket was on properly. “The other guys know that you’re nervous, but stay with Wonho or I if you’re nervous about falling off.”
She noticed the cameras spin their way and gave him a playful smack on the chest. “You got it, boss.”
He chuckled and ran after her as she hurried down the dock with the rest of the boys.
The second she was in the floating circle of death, she knew that she was going to regret this. She did as she was told, and sat herself between Shownu and Wonho, so she was sharing a handle with each of them. But still, nothing could’ve prepared her for the moment that the boat pulling them went to full speed.
It started to spin, and then she was somehow vertical and looking down at the others boys. The screams escaped her with no warning. There were no coherent words, just absolute terror as she stared down the water below.
After what felt like an age, they pulled back up to the dock. Zoey breathed a sigh of relief as Kihyun helped her onto the dock and then she was immediately ushered to another spinning death trap, except this one faced her outwards.
She winced the second she saw it, stopping suddenly and making Changkyun run into her back.
“You good?” He asked.
She nodded nervously. “Yeah. I’m good.”
X-Ray didn’t usually make her this uncomfortable. She wasn’t easily embarrassed, and the last time she’d been truly upset during an X-Ray was the one where they had to sit down with the psychologist. But she was really uncomfortable around water.
Zoey wasn’t sure why, exactly, she was so nervous when it came to water. She could swim fine, though she certainly wasn’t up to olympic standards. But every time she thought about getting in the water, especially a lake or ocean, she just felt really uneasy.
Unfortunately she didn’t really have a choice this time.
Which was stupid. She knew that the second she said anything to any of the boys they would get her out of it. Or even any of the staff. If they knew how nervous she really was they wouldn’t make her do it. But she felt so bad. Monbebe watching the X-Ray would be annoyed if she just sat at the table and ate ramyeon all day.
Shownu and I.M. helped her climb onto the floaty, and she took her spot and held on. There was no way for her to hold onto Shownu, and as soon as she gripped the handles she knew that she wasn’t strong enough to hold herself on if it started to go fast.
She took a deep breath. All she needed to do was get through today. There was nothing wrong with the water, and this would be fun.
Nevermind the fact that she was looking at the sky, trying to avoid seeing the water at all.
When they started whizzing through the water, she just held on as tightly as she could, trying to ignore the way her feet trailed through the water.
They went over a particularly aggressive wave, and something resembling a yelp escaped her.
She tried to brace herself for the next one, but the impact of the drop shocked her so much that she lost her grip on the handles and went flying.
Maybe it was her imagination, or her light weight, but she felt like she skimmed the surface of the water for too long before she was finally swept under. Zoey had forgotten to take a breath, and choked as water filled her lungs. 
When she surfaced milliseconds later, she coughed and spat out water. She tried to wipe the water out of her face as the boat circled around, and managed to compose herself by the time the raft reached her.
“Do you want to get back on, Zo?” Jooheon asked. “Or do you want to be in the boat.”
Zoey shook her head, steeling her nerves and just anxious to be out of the water. “I’m fine to go again.”
Jooheon tilted his head as if he didn't believe her, but helped Shownu haul her out of the water and place her back on the raft.
“You having fun, Zo?” Changkyun asked teasingly.
The glare she sent him shut him up. She was not enjoying herself. This entire experience was like one giant panic attack, except she had to pretend to be having fun.
She managed to hold on for the rest of the ride, if only out of sheer determination not to have to swim again. 
When they arrived back at the dock, she tried to confidently step off, but found her legs shaking. Quickly, to hide it from the cameras, she wrapped her arms around whoever happened to be the closest. In this case it was Jooheon, who laughed and rubbed her arm, pulling her along with him as they went under the roof for some food.
She tried not to seem to down while the boys joked about the experience. She just ate her ramyeon in silence, trying to ignore the glances sent her way.
“Sad that your hairs getting wet?” Jooheon teased her. One of her braids had indeed come loose.
She pouted, and then forced her face to warp into a small smile. “I just don’t really like water.”
Hyungwon patted her on the shoulder. “Eat your food. I’ll fix your hair for you.”
She thanked him and resumed her process of shoving her face full of noodles.
“Woah! They flew!” All of the boys turned back to the water, and Zoey watched as the raft carrying Wonho and Minhyuk flew into the air before crashing back down into the water.
She wiped her mouth. “I’ll be right back.”
She headed into the hallway, one of the few places that wasn’t outfitted with cameras. She leaned her forehead against the wall and tried to breath. There were more activities to do and she needed to push through this stupid fear of hers.
“What’s wrong?” A voice behind her asked.
She turned, trying to hide tears that she hadn’t known were there as she faced Wonho. His hair was wet from having just got out of the water, and he was still wearing his life jacket. He’d gone to find the washroom, only to find a very distressed looking Zoey instead.
She sniffled. “Nothing. I’m fine.” She forced a smile. “What are we doing next?”
He gave her a look that was so full of pity it actually hurt. “You’re that scared, aren’t you?”
At his words, she broke down in tears again, feeling herself be pulled against his chest. She ignored the fact that he was damp and wearing a life jacket, and focused on controlling her breathing.
“I’m- I’m sorry.” She hiccuped. “I know it’s stupid.”
“Hey, it’s not stupid.” He reassured her. “Remember how much I cried when they made me bungee jump? You’re allowed to be afraid.”
“I just really don’t like water.” She said, her voice muffled. “I’m trying to get over it but I can’t.”
“It’s okay.” He kissed her forehead to calm her. “You don’t have to do it anymore.”
She shook her head. “Yes, I do. It’ll look weird if I just stop participating.”
“No, it won’t. We’ll come up with an excuse.” He promised, rocking her back and forth.
Shownu came around the corner. “They want us back for - we good here?” He paused when he saw Wonho practically cradling Zoey.
Wonho turned to Shownu. “I think Zoey’s looking a little pale. She probably shouldn’t go back on the water.” He said with a wink.
Zoey peeked out to see what Shownu’s response would be, and he took one look at her tear-stained face and made his decision. 
“You do look pale.” He said. “Leader’s call, you’re out for the rest of the day.”
She could have wept from relief, but managed to maintain some composure and nod thankfully.
Shownu said that he would tell the staff and disappeared back in the direction he’d come in.
Zoey wiped her nose. “Thank you, Hoseok-ah.”
He smiled down at her. “Anytime. You keep me away from high things, I’ll help you with your water thing.”
She nodded. “Sounds like a deal.”
They started walking back towards the area where everyone was gathered.
“What are you going to do if you’re not swimming?” He asked her.
She winked. “Working on getting my Hyolyn tan.”
The next time the boys came out of the water, they found Zoey reclining on a beach chair, having traded out her rash guard for a standard bikini top. A group of guys were standing on the other side of the porch, staring at her, and even the staff that worked for the water park cast their eyes her way.
“This is terrible.” Kihyun said. “Someone get her a towel.”
“She’s having fun, leave her be.” Shownu said.
Indeed, Zoey sat up and waved, giving her hair a flip and sending a suggestive wink their way that let them know that she knew exactly what she was doing to the visitors at this water park.
“We raised a monster.” Minhyuk announced. “Look at it, it’s smiling.”
“She’s not an it.” Changkyun said. “Just be glad she isn’t topless.”
Kihyun smacked him for the suggestion. “Don’t give her any ideas.”
“Go Zoey!” Jooheon cheered. “What?” He said when the other guys looked his way. “She’s our girl and she looks hot. Let her have fun.”
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wxundedwings · 6 years
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list of bottom seokjin/ seokjin centric recs
key: ** is for  fics i fell head over heals in love with <3
Jin Harem ;P
Roses By sereinity ** Summary: Jin wakes up in a train with no memory of how he got there, what he was doing there or where he was headed.
Just a Little by Feather_Song ** Summary: Seokjin slips into the wrong headspace at the wrong time and ends up with six doting hyungs. OR Literally just BTS giving Seokjin the love he deserves. It's that simple.
You know I love you by DarkPoetByTheSea  Summary: Bangtan are beyond jealous watching Ken having fun with their boyfriend. The consequences are deserved. 
Reign by kristalijah * Summary: Right now though, well nothing's wrong per se, but lately his young masters were getting a bit.. Touchy.
Just once by BlackBlood  Summary: Jin was laying in the hospital bed, he still remembered the last time he had seen the other BTS members and he wished he hadn't left the way he did. Now that all treatment had failed, he wished he could've said goodbye. He wanted to see his fellow BTS members, even if it was for the last time. And there was only one treatment they hadn't tried before and Jin wished that just for once luck would be by his side, that just once he could get lucky.
just the three of us by Anonymous  Summary: Seokjin, Yoongi, and Hoseok have a three-way.  This is actually the norm for them.[non-idol, domestic au; seokjin’s casually trans in this also, nbd; alsox2 how many times can i use the word clit? spoiler: a lot.]
Our princess by selfproclaimed_princess  
What I Go To School For by Humansunshine  Summary: Seokjin lives out one of his longest-running fantasies. It’s tough being the prettiest one in a boys-only boarding school. 
I wanna be your man by xJinniebunx  Summary: Title from Boy in Luv and will probably change. Basically, Jin and the younger members get drunk, Jin gets clingy and all the members love him and want to do him. Thats it. That's the fic Also if you hop on my dick for me calling Jin princess, babydoll etc (even though it's a genuine kink but delulu fans so) I will scream k
Other Worlds by rokujin  Summary: Abnormal description: Jin: What's the worst role you could take in a movie? 0613: A side-character Jin: What's worser than a side-character? 0613: The fact that you are one? ------------------------------------- Normal description:*crying inside 0613's stomach*
Hell Is 'Round The Corner by Chogiwha (Ac1c)  Summary: Stares follow them wherever they go, accompanied by the ever-present whispers they’ve learned to tune out over time. 'Spoiled kids', some people call them, though no one would ever dare say it to their faces. 'Narcissistic'. 'Foolish'. 'Too greedy for their own good.'This little ‘club’ of theirs has a total of six members, each and every one of them rich beyond belief. There are some who view them as gods; perfect in every way imaginable. If you look no further than outward appearances, they may as well be, but even designer suits and expensive cosmetics can’t keep hiding the occasional cracks in those carefully crafted facades. They’ve never had to ask for anything. Whatever they want, they get, and the simplicity of it is almost too boring to bear. That is, however, until a new challenge appears; a race to get to the only thing that seems to stay just out of their reach, no matter how hard they try to catch up.The cards have been dealt, and now it’s only a matter of time until they find out who will get what they want most. Who will get him.
Bottled Of Feelings by JinIsMyLife  Summary: The oldest and the youngest feelings for each other finally explode, and a whole lot of perverted things occur. How will the rest of the members feel though? 
Fill my day with kisses by ceokjin * Summary:  Seokjin's day could be considered a bad one, an awful one even. But he has six pairs of loving lips pressed against his own at different moments during the same 24 hours, so it all works out in the end.
Let Us Take Care Of You. by JinForLife    Summary:  Jin is overworked because of his idol work, college life and taking care of his pack mates. It pushed him into an early heat. The members decide to wind him down and let him take a break. 
In The Midst of The Dark by gyugyu658 ** Summary: Basically, horror one-shots that only includes BTS. If there's any paring that I'll include, it's none other than Jinxbts. 
Mouthful by mochibuns  Summary: Seokjin looks good enough to eat, so Yoongi has the brilliant idea of eating sushi off of him. Hoseok and Taehyung are incredibly on board with this idea. 
I Love You, We Love You by Anonymous  YoonJinMin
Vitamin by resonae **! Summary: Bangtan watches 'Laws of the Jungle. They aren't happy to see Seokjin getting sick. 
Save Me by resonae ** Summary: In 2016, a list of male idols with sponsors leak to the news outlet. Kim Seokjin's name is on it. -- In 2021, BTS is a group with four Daesangs, record-breaking albums, and six members. Everyone calls them a success. Jimin calls them a failure.
Till Your Body Burns Up by synful  Summary: In which Jin is a first class energy draining incubus and Taehyung is the first class idiot that hits on him.
Coming of Age by resonae  Summary: Apparently, a long time ago, Seokjin promised Jungkook they'd do things once Jungkook was an adult. All fine and good, except Seokjin's dating Jimin. Jungkook doesn't see a problem. Jimin's okay with it. Seokjin wants to not cook for either one for a month.
Noticed by fluffy_lee  Summary: Notice: /noun/ the fact of observing or paying attention to something. A simple word that all the members understood but simply failed to do when it came to the eldest. 
Protective by fluffy_lee ** Summary: The boys are protective of their too-pretty Seokjin Hyung.
Hell's Plaything by Krys007 ** Summary: There are things you shouldn't know... There are secrets that should never be revealed... There are mysteries that should never be discovered...Because in the end..  you will regret even choosing that decision.
A Little Coping Mechanism by Odengiie  Summary: Little Kim Seokjin/Caregiver BTS AU that I've wanted to write for like a year now RIP Small collections of little Seokjin! The story will follow a general timeline but it's more fluffy scenarios, slight angst and a whole lot of Seokjin being adorable. If you have a problem with Littles etc then this story isn't for you leave now.
I'll warmly hold you by wayward_detective **! Summary:  Nesting is a big part of adjusting to a new pack for an omega. Seokjin just takes a little time to build the perfect one. 
The Beast Inside by minleaf ** Summary:  Their small pack was usually overlooked but when they take in an abused beta and omega, suddenly all eyes are on them. They have to defend their new family, and if that meant falling in love and breaking a few bones then so be it. 
Hold Me Tight by tinydust123 Summary: Jin looked at the full body mirror in the bathroom and a glimpse of his state right now stole his attention.
Gravity Assist by SugaMeUp Summary: Gravity assist (n): the use of the relative movement and gravity of an astronomical object to alter the path and speed of a spacecraft.Seokjin existed within a constellation, though he himself was not a star. He wasn’t even sure he would count as a planet - maybe just something unremarkable like an asteroid or a moon. That suited him best, he thought, because he too lacked his own light, and could only hope to reflect from others. Luckily, there were six stars in his constellation, so he was frequently surrounded by light. In which Seokjin is a paediatric nurse who helps six lost souls find their path and falls in love six times along the way.
A Criminal's Cure by Sonorous ** Summary:  There is no cure for a murderer. The only way they can be satisfied is to murder again and again. Luckily, the genius scientists at BTS Laboratories have created a successful antidote for these depraved human beings— A man who was created to be used again, and again, and again.
Blinded by EndlessPossibiliTaes Summary: Seokjin gave up. Gave up hope. It's been 10 years in this foster home. He knew he was too old to be adopted. Not cute enough. Not easily influenced.Too smart for those simple tricks only a child will fall for. He was waiting for eighteen. Just one more year then he could be on his own. He goes to school, he'll graduate soon. He just wants to be on his own. In his own apartment that he's been saving up for by working at the mall as a cashier at jcpenny.
Bloody Secrets by JinIsMyLife Summary:  With the ever growing popularity of Bangtan Sonyeondan, Kim Seokjin, the eldest member of the group has been feeling beyond content and satisfied. There were times in the past when his fears and insecurities would try to tear him down, but given how hectic their lifestyle now is, there hasn’t been much room for that feeling to show itself lately, but all of a sudden, he starts having disturbing dreams. More in the form of nightmares of someone beckoning him. Waking up in a cold sweat, he manages to forget about them during the daylight hours. Things take a sudden turn for the worse, when things he thought were just the stuff of myths rear their ugly head. Will the rest manage to save the oldest member from being taken away from them?
Others/Seokjin
Faster than anything, further than anywhere by wayward_detectivefor nyancchi  Summary: Kim Seokjin, BTS’s angel maknae, had the entire kpop industry wrapped around his pretty fingers, and VIXX's main rapper was no exception. 
JULY (but really December) by SodiumBicarb Summary: It was nearly three am and snowing when Seokjin decided that he was just going to ask for sex with an idol in the middle of the street instead of in a darkened alley like a civilized person. OR Remember how Kris spoiled Tao when they were both in EXO? Yeah. I wanted that for our boy Jin, so here it is. #spoiled!jin
Yoongi/Seokjin
Healing the scars by onepixel ** Summary: Yoongi visits Seokjin's apartment after a fight in the club... again. 
Wrong number, Yoongichii! by xJinniebunx ** Summary: The title sucks i am sorry. Basically, based on the "I sent my picture of myself in the tub to my friend but I got the wrong number" AU. Yoongi is NOT portrayed as a selfish mean asshole like i see a few people doing too, And Jin is just as cute and soft as ever.
Switch by resonae ** Summary: When Seokjin picks up the Omega with the mint hair from the club, he couldn't have ever expected what happened afterwardOr: Omega!Yoongi is a top, and Alpha!Seokjin is a bottom.
I didnt expect you to be my princess by animelove21 ** Summary: There was something that has always bothered Yoongi. He has a consistent dream with someone he can only vaguely remember. Yoongi moves from Daegu to Seoul to further his studies in music and happens to meet shy, sassy, cute Kim Seokjin. (they happen to be in the same class) Competition is pretty fierce for Seokjin but Yoongi won't lose to anyone. Seokjin can be an airhead about love... and very awkward about confessions. 
Red Satin Sheets by ourparadise  Summary: It’s no secret that Bangtan Sonyeondan, Kim Seokjin was claimed and marked. This much is true. The events preceding are….difficult to explain. [non-con warning; read tags]
Broken by Coup Detat (MysteriousHarmony) ** Summary: When Kim Seokjin finds out that his mate has been cheating on him he takes their child, Taehyung, and leaves Namjoon - the Omega building up a support system in their new home as he comes to love an alpha named Yoongi. Meanwhile Namjoon is focusing on the growing success that is his music career, and on the pent up emotions he is experiencing from losing his mate. 
Unforgiven by onepixel   Summary: Seokjin is very popular among the students because of his look, uncommon intelligence and sweet-natured heart. Despite his kind personality he has few enemies. [non-con warning] 
Now That I See You by resonae **! Summary: Seokjin is a prince trapped in a tower, and Yoongi is his guardian dragon. Things don't go like they're supposed to go. 
Birthday Heat by bebeshark * Summary: Seokjin's birthday gets a little too hot... 
need you here by dimpledprincejoon ** Summary: Yoongi misses Seokjin while he's on his trip, but at least his pillow smells good.
we'll go slow and high tempo by springwei **!! Summary:  It's Yoongi's birthday and Seokjin wants to make it one to remember. pwp. 
Sycamore by Tree742pm Summary: Of all the bullshit Kim Seokjin could handle, he sure as hell didn't know if he could handle this.
Coping by Brandon_Roseway Summary: Its Seokjin Birthday but something is off...really off.
Precisely When Somebody Shows You to the Ocean by sinkingmyships Summary: The longer Yoongi hangs around the tank in the aquarium, the more he thinks that Seokjin is, in fact, a real mermaid. “You’re really real,” he says, keeping his voice neutral. “You’re not acting, are you?” Seokjin smiles, yet it’s the saddest Yoongi has seen him. “I am acting, though. I’m pretending to pretend to be a mermaid.”
waist high (swimming in the river) by jesspava ** Summary: Kim Seokjin is stressed. Kim Seokjin is angry. Kim Seokjin does not get stressed or angry and is rarely anything other than accommodating even on his worst days, which leaves Yoongi staring down the tense line of his shoulders while his boyfriend stress shops in their local supermarket before realizing how bad he's fucked things up this time. or: "I better not be able to walk for a week," Seokjin says, not even bothering to look at Yoongi as he unbuckles his seatbelt and climbs out of the car.
Hoseok/Seokjin
My Sunshine by JinIsMyLife ** Summary: Based of this prompt given to me by a friend : Here's an idea Jin's a chaebol heir and his dad hired him a tennis coach so him and Jin can play tennis with his dad's colleagues but Jin is terrible at tennis so in comes hobi the new coach!!! During hobis matches Jin is always sitting in front row as his lil cheerleader and it boosts hobis ego up 200% 
i'm on my knees (and i control your every move) by Throne ** Summary: You only fuck Kim Seokjin because Kim Seokjin lets you fuck him. 
Hip Hip Hooray by smiles  Summary:  Hoseok is fascinated by Seokjin's waist-to-hip ratio. Sex ensues. 
A Flawed Masterpiece (Love is Forever) by Odengiie * Summary: Smut shot about Hoseok loving his baby boy Jinnie and teaching him how to love himself. That's pretty much it Give 2seok some love man
Jingle Bells by honeydeath ** Summary: The thing about chasing is, it sends lust straight to Hoseok's core. Why? Because he has Seokjin as his prey.
Namjoon/Seokjin
A pack's price by EmpatheticShipper  Summary: Kim Seokjin is an omega that was casted out of his pack after bringing home the scent of alpha's belonging to another pack. Wounded and alone, he meets two omegas who eagerly take him back to their den.  He quickly realizes the rest of the pack members are all alphas and they take him in generously. But his old pack will not forget his betrayal so easily. With him being a target of both his old pack and a rival pack seeking new omegas, will Namjoon and the rest of the alphas be able to protect them?
Easy by Writerlia  Summary: Kim Seokjin has never had it easy. From making it from an orphanage to making it through college, he's always worked hard. So when he scores a job at his dream office, he finds it hard to believe that everything will be smooth now. Or Kim Seokjin can't ignore the way his boss is a little too soft on him and it isn't easy. 
Heart of War by paperhearts ** Summary: For the protection of his people, Prince Seokjin has to marry his fiancé’s killer: the alpha king of the most ruthless and feared kingdom in all the lands with a reputation of being a cold blooded monster on the battlefield.Worst of all, the omega prince doesn't even speak their language.
Honey by AlixSkyeDawg ** Summary: Keep talking." "What do you want me to talk about?" "Anything. Everything. Just keep talking." Or In which Namjoon helps Jin through a difficult incident, one drive at a time.
Strangers. by Eulalia_writer ** Summary: «"Row, row, row your boat gently down the steam. Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily, I can make you scream."». Jin turned around just to meet a blond kid gazing hungrily at him. «You sang that?» he wondered, a bit confused. «Yep. Anything wrong with that, baby?» the stranger purred back. «Look, I don't know you, but I'm pretty sure that's not what the author meant.». «Yeah? Well, I don't know you, but I'm pretty sure that's exactly what I meant.» .aka. Namjoon and Seokjin meet in a club and end up fucking in the bathroom.
Venus by Dumbtard (sophiethung) ** Summary: Kim Seokjin is scared, wounded and alone. On the verge of death, he stumbles into unknown territory, desperate to get away from his attackers and former pack. When a Beta and an Omega find him, he's certain he's going to die. But they lead him to their den, where he is given a generous home. But, being both a traitor and the single most sought-after Omega in the entire region, Jin is not sure even Namjoon will be able to protect him. 
I Told You, I'm A Monster by SarahBear1013 ** Summary: Kim Namjoon was an ordinary man. Incredibly smart. Bright future all laid out for him. Until that fateful day. It shouldn't have happened. He never should have been there. But fate was not on his side. Now, his only hope is Kim Seokjin. An unbelievably handsome, bright, kind, intelligent doctor who will stop at nothing to gently pierce the onion-like layers that make up Namjoon's complicated psyche. Will Namjoon be open to help?  Or will Seokjin's efforts all be for nothing, causing him to go as insane as Namjoon has become?
Don't break this too, my dude by Dumbtard (sophiethung) * Summary: They're all quite drunk. Mistakes are made.(or the one in which Namjoon subconsciously misses Jin and it drives Suga crazy)
My Last Dance. by SarahBear1013  Summary: Seokjin. The sugar baby. The star of The Pi Ttam Nunmul. The numbed lost soul. The aspiring singer and actor. The dreamer. Namjoon. The penniless writer. The hopeless romantic. The intelligent, wise, old soul. The idealist who wants to find love. The Duchess. Cunning. Manipulative. Dangerous. Beautiful. She can bend anyone to her will. She always gets what she wants.Namjoon and The Duchess both happen upon The Pi Ttam Nunmul on the same night.  They both catch Seokjin's eye.  Namjoon can give him love and the chance to open up his closed-off heart.  The Duchess can give him financial security and an escape. Who will Seokjin choose?  Or will he get a chance to choose before it's too late? In a world of intrigue, darkness, mystery, secrets, seduction, and lies, love is for the highest bidder. Anything can happen, only at The Pi Ttam Nunmul, because you will see at least one of those fluids – blood, sweat, or tears – by the time you leave. 
Unfinished Business by They_call_me_baepsae  Summary: Namjoon and Jin got divorced two years ago after Namjoon made a huge mistake. They kept a cordial relationship because of their daughter, Haru, and after all that time, Namjoon thought he could get Jin’s heart back. However, a new man appeared on Jin’s life and that will change the whole situation. or Namjoon wants Jin back, Jin can't forget and forgive, Haru wants NamJin together and Jaehwan is shaking their whole world.
Fate Led Me To You (Now Let Me Love You) by MinGenius99  Summary: Seokjin did not believe he'd ever have a happy ending. How many happy endings did you ever hear an unmated Omega with a child have?But fate is a funny thing. What's meant to be will always find it's way. And Kim Namjoon tries his best to get Seokjin to see that.Because of fate, they found each other.
They Say it Takes a Village (But I Think I Just Need You) by SuperBlondie  Summary: It has been one thousand three hundred and eighty-four days since he's last seen Seokjin. Not that he’s counting or anything. OR The day Namjoon meets two little boys that he didn't know existed and everything that happens after.
will you let me? by fairytaleglitch  Summary: namjoon likes to watch porn.alot.and it is most deffinitely Not A Problem, thank you very much.unfortunately for him...real life sex just never seems to live up to his fantasies.until one day he catches jin undressing and thinks he might have just found the solution to his non-problem.
Light of my life, fire in my loins (be a good baby, do what I want) by  sungmin (jeonggukkie) ** Summary: Namjoon exudes power in everything that he does. From the bass of his voice that thrums low in Seokjin’s gut with every whisper and growl, to his stature as he looms over everyone (including those taller than him), to the way he swipes a once pristine cloth over the stainless metal of his guns, soaking up the blood and dirt medals earned from the nameless men killed at any given time. A pink tongue slides over plump lips as Seokjin forces his eyes up to Namjoon’s own when he speaks again, going over their latest heists and how some grunts had nearly jeopardized things worth more than their lives warranted. It’s always amused Seokjin how out of the two of them, Namjoon is the boss. He’s a hustler in any and every sense of the world- and he’s entirely proud of it. Seokjin himself is one of Namjoon’s many prizes. And as far as Namjoon is concerned, Seokjin’s only earned title is bitch.
The Shaman and the Exorcist by metastacia ** Summary: Seokjin doesn't believe in ghosts. Which would cause a huge uproar if everyone knew since he's kind of a big deal at his university; he's a shaman who protects people from evil spirits. He doesn't remember where he got the idea to do this from, all he knows is that superstitious people pay good money. Namjoon does believe in ghosts. Better yet, he can see them and he can fight them. But there's a certain phoney shaman at his university who's stealing all his clients in his exorcism business, and he's not happy about it because haunted people pay good money. So what do they do? Figure out who's closet is holding all the skeletons, of course.
Spine Breaker by metastacia * Summary: The clock is ticking, Jeon Jeongguk only has two bottles of water, one lunchbox, and ten bombs with which he has to kill six people if he wants to live. He's just eighteen and the only experience he has throwing bombs includes sitting in front of his screen, smashing buttons on his controller and swearing at his longstanding in-game rival, VforVictory. Someone has recreated the hit warfare videogame, Spine Breaker, and although Kim Seokjin is the mascot of the game, he knows nothing about how to play it but now finds himself launched in the middle of a stranded island, his bombs missing, his glasses smashed, and a pursuer who wants something more sinister than just his death. Min Yoongi knows why he's here. He knows why everyone is here, but his battles had begun long ago. The clock is ticking and Yoongi is running out of time, but he knows that zero is not the end. It's kill or be killed.
Broken by Coup Detat (MysteriousHarmony) ** Summary: When Kim Seokjin finds out that his mate has been cheating on him he takes their child, Taehyung, and leaves Namjoon - the Omega building up a support system in their new home as he comes to love an alpha named Yoongi. Meanwhile Namjoon is focusing on the growing success that is his music career, and on the pent up emotions he is experiencing from losing his mate. Updates are slow right now due to my computer acting up, but when that is fixed they will go back to being quite speedy.
Enough by TheHalesNyx * Summary: tumblr prompt from anon: "How about Namjin with bottom jin and namjoon has a praise kink? Which jin indulges in of course... "Namjoon is sitting on the bed closest to the window, leaning back on his palms. His back is to Seokjin, but the elder can tell that Namjoon is spaced out, staring out the window at the encroaching darkness. The view is nice, but Namjoon’s thoughts are too prevalent. He’s wearing his own yukata, just as loosely, and Seokjin wonders, with a smile, if he walked down the hall with his chest on display.
look here (don’t run away) by sugababy9393  Summary:  hoseok was late and seokjin was desperate. an alpha came in and really, he didn’t have much choice. 
Let Me Give You a Hand by jinfanfics Summary: Kim Seokjin just became the youngest Beta in the history of their company to be chosen to present a project to one of their most important clients. Kim Seokjin also had the misfortune to ride the elevator with the man who wasn’t particularly fond of him, none other than Kim Namjoon, the creative director of his department. It would have all been fine, if Namjoon hadn’t just found out his secret which could cost him, not only his position as the head of the new project, but also his job as well!
You can get into a trap even if you are smart by reisar * Summary: They were two things Namjoon wanted in his life, first was his career and second finding a mate that he loves and cherish. He hated to admit it but he wanted a romantic first meeting and something like a love from first sight moment, someone who was exciting to be around and nice to talk to, someone beautiful that would make other Alphas envy him. He didn't even imagined getting forced into arranged marriage
you have 1 new message by bazooka Summary:r u n c h r a n d a. fuck this is going to sound like the weirdest shit okay look i used ur selcas to catfish and this older dude is gonna buy me stuff but i have to send him a selca with a peace sign~ * ~ pingkeu jin ~ * ~ hahahahahahaha wtf
Rejected Alpha by Little_Dimples Summary: Sequel to Registered Alpha Namjoon is really nervous. It's his third year applying to be an omegas registered and his second time getting rejected. But third lucks a charm right ? Seokjin is so different then the other omegas he's used to, he doesn't know if what he's doing is right at all. Will this year be another rejection ?
Everyone's got a secret (What's yours? What's yours?) by Odengiie ** Summary: Seokjin is the college-famous guy who gives other students blowjobs in one of the bathrooms through a Glory Hole. Nobody knows that it's him, until Seokjin makes the discovery that the guy he loves blowing the most is someone a little too close for comfort. -Title from Motionless in white - Rats
Jimin/Seokjin
milky white by agreements ** Summary: Jimin can't take his eyes off Seokjin's beautiful, milky white legs. 
Sweet Scent of Home by honeydeath **  Summary: Seokjin and their pup were the only things Jimin needed in his life. 
To you I gravitate by Odengiie ** Summary:  Jin can't keep his eyes off of Jimin at the MV shooting. 
Possesive Parks by honeydeath **! Summary:  Jungkook eyed his father with disapproval, staring directly into the alpha’s shocked orbs as if challenging him, I dare you,because no one can kiss his appa except him. 
Weekend With The Parks by honeydeath Summary: 8 months old baby Jungkook splayed his unheld tiny palm on his father’s nose, covering the bridge and tugged them with his newly building strength. Jungkook was as mischievous as he looked.
Don't Go by honeydeath  Summary: Jimin should have stayed when Seokjin asked him to. Now that something happened to his mate, all hell broke loose.
Unexpected Distraction by jinfanfics Summary:  “We’re coming back from a party in a group and we’re all squished together in a little taxi and there’s not enough seats so you’re laying across everyone in the back and somehow your head ends up directly in my lap and you’re looking up at me and your mouth is moving and I know you are saying something to me but I can’t focus because you’re laying on top of me and I’m looking down at you and you’re all giggly and happy and you’re so fucking cute and I’m a lil bit tipsy and holy shit I can’t focus” AU taken from Tumblr 
Yoga Is Fun by honeydeath ** Summary: Tell me, who in the world could resist Seokjin in a bewitchingly tight-fitting yoga pants? Not Jimin, obviously.
Taehyung/Seokjin
Not a Star in the Sky by DarkStunning  Summary: Taehyung must be sin personified. He comes into their lives, bitter and detached, though he pretends to be funny and cute, but under that smile is something sinister. [non-con warnings; past child abuse]
You and Me in Eternity by nyancchi ** Summary: "I'll forever be your home, stay here and be mine." "Even if it is made from gold, it is still a cage." . . "Submit to me" "I'll never"
Twilight Amour by sereinitea  Summary: In which a fanciful lion meets a serene, delicate deer. With their emotions raging in their chests, that made them do the impossible, of all romantics. 
Expensive Cologne. by Sonorous * Summary: Kim Seokjin had just moved into a new high school, and all he wanted was for his final year to go smoothly. However, a certain second-year had become infatuated with him— dangerously.
Sold To My Alpha by Chrysallion * Summary:  Kim Seokjin is sold to the prince of the North Kingdom.  Note:: taejin, kookjin
Jungkook/Seokjin
Drenched in Sin by celestjals ** Summary: Jungkook finds his stepbrother, Kim Seokjin, suddenly appearing before him after leaving to Japan for 2 years. Not only does Jungkook have to deal with the recent death of his mother, but also how Seokjin glows brilliantly under the lights. He relives the memories he has buried deep in his heart every time he sees Seokjin in corner of his eye. As he journeys through the road to adulthood, Jungkook must choose between family and love. [non-con warnings]
Love And Chocolate by Etna  Summary: "We have to maintain a strictly professional relationship with the family, Seokjin. We're the staff, and it's up to us to keep a certain distance. "Seokjin has been out of work for a half a year when he's hired to work as a personal chef for the wealthy Park family. He's in love with the extravagance of their kitchen: the granite worktops, the well-stocked spice rack, the fact that they can actually afford kobe beef. But the sweetest thing in the house turns out to be the youngest son of the family.  Jungkook is kind and funny and smart and the way he smiles at Seokjin makes his heart skip a beat. But no matter how tempted, Seokjin can't possibly risk his job and close the gap between them.
Close to You by JinIsMyLife, jinsan  Summary: Jungkook was supposed to be doing his homework, when he suddenly stumbled across a link with a picture of a very familiar mole on the back of that persons neck. Normally seeing something like that wouldn’t have arisen his suspicions, but something about that person made him click on said link. He felt so many different emotions on finding out what his long time crush does on his spare time.  But for some reason Jungkook can’t look away from the beauty that Seokjin is, even while in front of a camera. Seokjin whom Jungkook has been crushing on since he can remember. A feeling recuperated by Seokjin, but because of what he does, he feels inadequate to ever be with Jungkook. Jungkook’s older brother feeling fed up tries to find ways to get them together. It might have backfired on him though, so now he doesn’t know what to do.
Lover boy by Aresk  Summary: Jungkook fell in love in his first year of highschool with the boy who his brother bring over everyday.Jimin introduced him as Kim Seokjin and Jungkook knew he'll remember this name for a lifetime. 5 years later, they meet again. This time not as Jimin's (boy)friend and Jimin's brother but as Jin, the Art teacher and Jungkook, his art student.
Stuck with U by jinfanfics  Summary: Going on a roadtrip with some friends and woah wait WHAT THE FUCK IS HE DOING HERE? And what do you mean you screwed up our reservations and NOW I HAVE TO SHARE THE ROOM WITH ONLY ONE BED IN IT WITH THE GUY I CAN’T STAND?!! And what the FUCK IS WITH ALL THIS SEXUAL TENSION BETWEEN US?!!! 
Pack Dynamics by Roce (Adderrr)  Summary: Seven boys, lost in the world, find each other and form an unexpected bond. Jin feels unwanted.Namjoon wants to form a pack. Yoongi feels alone.Hoseok wants to find a new pack. Taehyung wants a mate. Jungkook wants to find a pack that will accept him. Jimin wants to prove he's strong. "Give me your hand, save me"
Love is not over by KaisuMarissa  Summary: "Love is not for me..." That is what he tough as he looked down to the road below him. ".....! Don't jump!" could be heard behind him. He didn't care and let go.  He didn't fell tho. He was saved by the person who rejected him. 
I'm Not a Little Kid by i_dont_know_what_fandom_im_in_anymoreFandoms  Summary: "You can't tell me what to do Jungkook-ah. I'm the elder here not you." "But I'm the alpha here, Seokjin. Now your going to listen to me and get your perky ass on that bed." Or Jungkook is tired of Seokjin not taking him seriously and decides to put a stop to it.
Honey, You're an Omega by Throne  Summary: Statistics show that 1 in every 7 people will be an omega.
Punishment by oshie_mxshi  Summary: In which Seokjin gets punished, but Jungkook is slightly whipped. Oh and Yoongi is done with their shit.
rainy day blues by wonhoshi   Summary: jin hears something he shouldn't have on jeongguk's headset and after being scolded, the boy ends up having an issue he needs his eldest hyung to help him out with. 
Close to You by JinIsMyLife, jinsan * Summary:  Jungkook was supposed to be doing his homework, when he suddenly stumbled across a link with a picture of a very familiar mole on the back of that persons neck.  Normally seeing something like that wouldn’t have arisen his suspicions, but something about that person made him click on said link. He felt so many different emotions on finding out what his long time crush does on his spare time.  But for some reason Jungkook can’t look away from the beauty that Seokjin is, even while in front of a camera. Seokjin whom Jungkook has been crushing on since he can remember.  A feeling recuperated by Seokjin, but because of what he does, he feels inadequate to ever be with Jungkook.  Jungkook’s older brother feeling fed up tries to find ways to get them together. It might have backfired on him though, so now he doesn’t know what to do. 
Reason by seokkookie  Summary: Because of Taehyung, he did this. Because of his love for Taehyung, he sacrifice himself And because of Taehyung, dangerous come in a shape of a guy named Jeon Jungkook. Preview "I'm sorry but he's diagnose having a leukeamia." Jin felt like the world had stop once he hears those words coming out from the doctor's mouth * "Taehyung, don't leave me." Jin chokes a sob while hugging the lifeless body of Taehyung. * I'm sorry for lying to you Jin. I am not Kim Taehyung. The real me is Jeon Taehyung.
You STARTED IT! by jinfanfics ** Summary: I saw you trying to hit the “door close” button in the elevator but I made it in and then I pushed every single button to make you later for work, but now we’re stuck in this fucking elevator as it stops at every single floor and I don’t know what to say other than “you started it” AU
don't mess with me today or I will cut your dick off by hoewith2biases* Summary:  Seokjin is having a shit day but then it ends not so shit...  
Geurae WOLF Naega WOLF (awoo~) by jinfanfics ** Summary: Jungkook really doesn’t want to be here. Not when he is supposed to be helping his father with the pack and training to be the strongest Alpha ever. How is enrolling him and Yugyeom in some werewolf academy/University/whatever shit it was, going to ‘help him grow’ as his father had told him? Jungkook was sure that that was a code for him ‘to get laid and enjoy life a bit’, since his old man always insisted that he should find himself a ‘cute little Omega to fuck’. That perv. Now, instead of fighting potential enemies, Jungkook is stuck in this shitty place, fending off horny Omegas, dealing with their pathetic jealous Alpha boyfriends while constantly running into that broad-shouldered Beta with intriguing eyes, who does nothing, but infuriate him most of the time.
Pregnancy and Tony Stark by Odengiie  ** Summary: jin and jungkook are having a baby. cuteness ensues. junkook wants to name the baby tony stark.
Tell me you love me by ace23  Summary: "What’s my hand without your heart to hold?" They had it all planned. Or so they thought. Meeting someone new might prove to be a test that their relationship will have to face. Can destiny change?
rainy day blues by wonhoshi  Summary:  jin hears something he shouldn't have on jeongguk's headset and after being scolded, the boy ends up having an issue he needs his eldest hyung to help him out with. 
Cotton Candy and Roses by Odengiie  Summary:  Seokjin starts his heat early, But Jeongguk is there to help his mate through it. 
Opposites Attract by jinfanfics * Summary: At first glance, Kim Seokjin seemed like the perfect Omega. He was gentle, kind and caring. However, there was one thing that made him stand out.He hated Alphas. Also, he wasn’t the typical submissive kind of Omega, much to everyone’s surprise.And there was one particular Alpha that made his blood boil. Jeon Jungkook, a cocky Alpha who lived down the hall, and was intent on pissing Jin off. What angered Jin even more was that the Alpha smelled so good to him, but he would be damned to let that show.
Principal Jeon. by Sonorous Summary:  Every single day for the past week, Seokjin has been called down to Principal Jeon's office for no reason in particular. This time, however, he is called down and the principal finally gets what he wants from Seokjin.
Would you be my love (Because I fell for you) by Odengiie *  Summary: AU where Jin debuted with a girl group (TWICE) instead under the guise of being a female, tricks the entire kpop industry into beleiving him, until Jeon Jeongguk finds him in the boys toilets after a show. Features cameos from TWICE obviously, EXO, Wanna One, Vixx you name it, it's going in the fic
Best of Me by MmeIrene  Summary: “Hyung,” he said, carding a hand up through Seokjin’s hair—black again, now—and leaning his own head in briefly. “Relax. This is supposed to be fun.” Seokjin glanced at him. “I know,” he murmured. “But everyone is looking at us.” Seokjin wasn’t wrong, of course, about the staring. It was date night. And Jeongguk had suggested the club because he wanted to dress up and he wanted to dance. It wasn’t his fault that people noticed when he and Seokjin stepped through the door. Takes place a few years after "East of the Sun," but can be read as a stand-alone.
Young sweethearts by mimnen Summary: Jin is a mate of the packs leader, which was every Omegas dream. He and his mate however have a five year age gap between them, and the gap has never seemed bigger when they are moving forward in their relationship.
East of the Sun by MmeIrene ** Summary: Seokjin presented as an omega at eighteen years old. The first time he brought an alpha home for a heat, Jeongguk punched a hole in the wall. He was thirteen. But that was not where their story began. The truth was this: Jeongguk had always loved Seokjin.
Sold To My Alpha by Chrysallion * Summary: Kim Seokjin is sold to the prince of the North Kingdom. Note:: taejin, kookjin
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The beautiful and sweet @kabukii showed me a Hero Academia themed list of asks and I decided to just go ahead and answer all of them! Why? Because it looks like fun! So here we go!
1: What Quirk would you want(your own or existing in BNHA), and why? So, I ended up giving myself a pretty basic quirk and its really nothing special but I still like it enough not to change it. Essentially, its a dragon quirk. With a mostly human appearance, the only outward clues to my ability manifest in the form of a pair of horns on my head, a set of bat-like wings protruding from my shoulder blades, and a scaly tail jutting out of my backside. Of course I can fly, which is my greatest advantage, but I can also breathe fire on occasion. However, this is highly dependent on not only the strength of my lungs but also how much air they can hold because you need oxygen to set off the chemical reaction that actually produces the fire. So all in all, thats more of a last ditch effort if I find myself backed into a corner. I’m a little more sturdy than the average human but by no means do I have super strength. I can just handle a punch better than some. The truth is that, physically, I’m actually pretty weak. As a dragon hybrid, I’m at least somewhat resistant to flames which means I can safely run my hands through Endeavor’s beard but on the flip side, too much exposure to high temperatures trigger my heat cycle so all in all, its very much a double edged sword. I tried my best to balance this quirk so it didn’t seem overpowered but I also didn’t want to have something useless and this is what I came up with! 
2: Best quirk? Hm, this is a hard one because there are so many choices to pick from! Honestly I think I might have to go with Momo’s creation quirk. It would definitely be a pain having to learn how to make the more complicated stuff (like the transmitter she came up with on the fly?) but if you successfully create something once, it should be easy as pie to do it again! Even putting aside the more illegal options you could go with, such as laundering fake money, I just think it would be really convenient to make like, accessories and stuff. You see a super cute hairbow online but you have no cash to buy it with? Just make it yourself! That stuffed animal you’ve always wanted but could never afford? Make that bitch yourself! Plus, converting energy into matter sounds like a really great excuse to eat like a pig and never gain any weight! 
3: Worst quirk? Another toughie! Eeh, I’ll probably have to go with Aoyama’s navel laser. Even putting aside the fact its an unwieldy quirk that seems to cause more damage to the user than any of his enemies, it doesn’t really make a lot of sense to me. Is the energy for the laser stored inside the bellybutton itself or is it like an umbilical cord and the energy is actually produced within the stomach and merely expelled through the navel? What exactly is the laser comprised of? Is it sparkling stomach acid? Is that why it makes him ill when he uses it too much? I just have a lot of questions about the mechanics of this one but I think what it boils down to is simply being silly and, from my point of view, pretty much useless as an actual offensive ability. 
4:  BNHA harem? 5-10 people. *distant cackling* I was born to answer this question.
Bakugou Katsuki
Todoroki Enji aka Endeavor 
Dabi
Toga Himiko
Toyomitsu Taishiro aka Fat Gum
Mirio Togata aka Lemillion 
5:  Fave gay ship(s)? To be perfectly honest, I don’t really have any gay ships for this show. I just haven’t seen any canon interactions that made me go ‘oh yeah, they want to gently hold hands in the park at night’. : /
6: Fave lesbian ship(s)? Same as above. Sorry to disappoint. 
7:  Fave straight ship(s)? I support both Bakugou x Toga and Bakugou x Cammie. But Bakugou x me is OTP.  Also Dabi x Toga seems pretty solid but I haven’t seen much of that.
8:  Fave OT3? Okay, I’m really not well equipped to answer these shipping questions because I’m not much of a shipper outside of selfships sooooo yolo.
9:  Most underrated ship? I’m gonna’ go ahead and say that the Dabi x Toga pairing is criminally underrated since it almost seems to be nonexistent despite the fact they’d make a great maniacs-in-love type couple. Very Joker and Harley Quinn-esque. 
10:  Most overrated ship? I definitely think Bakugou x Deku and Shoto x Deku are overrated af. I can’t say which is worse since I don’t spend a lot of time looking at shipping content but I see enough of these two to know the fandom is over saturated with both. 
11: Most cancerous ship/ shipping fandom? Again, I don’t hang out in this side of the fandom much so I don’t really have an opinion thats actually relevant to the question, but I know for a fact that the anti-shippers are by far the most cancerous of all.
With all the shipping questions out of the way (hopefully) I’m gonna’ break this up into two posts so it doesn’t get too long! Stay tuned for the next installment of “Otomeshi’s Shitty Opinion Corner!”.
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God I really wish I could talk more about this guy I’m dating rn but its still too soon. I’m also scared bc the timing seems fucked, especially with how close it is to my last ex. I just really wasn’t expecting anything more than a casual hook up from tinder but then something really really nice fell into my lap and its really bad timing bc I’m still processing everything from my last relationship but …. Its really difficult to not be really endeared to this guy for a lot of reasons actually.
And see, the thing is…. I know I said I loved Jeremiah when we broke up but…. The truth is, I care for him but I now realize that I don’t love him anymore. I mean….even when I was saying it I knew in my head that I meant “love” a different way than what others probably saw it as but… Idk.
I just, I keep looking back on it and realizing how deeply unhappy I’ve been in that relationship, and for how long. And I was wrong for holding on to it as long as I did, but tbh I also just wasn’t strong enough to let go. Don’t get me wrong, there was still a lot of times in that relationship that I was happy, but just. There was so many flags that I should’ve caught or done something about but never had the strength to do. And it makes me angry and sad because there were a lot of ways in which I failed both myself AND him. And oh my god you guys, the person I had become in that relationship…. I was genuinely mean to him at times. We both fed off of each others negativity and it just became this endless cycle of constantly fighting and picking each other apart, and neither of us ever felt like the other listened or cared about what we were upset about. Like it was so fucking bad you guys we were both so toxic to each other. And honestly even though I still really care about Jeremiah and his well being its like already so distant…. Like u know what, the idea of him moving on and finding another girl doesn’t bother me at all, and it hasn’t for like 2 weeks now.
I just feel like so much lighter and better of a person not being in that relationship anymore. It was really something that weighed on me and gave me a lot of dread and anxiety and so I did what I always tend to do when something is making me anxious: avoid it. I avoided doing anything about our problems because I couldn’t even think about it myself bc it hurt too much. Jenn would ask me how things are with me and Jeremiah and I would tell her I didnt want to talk about it, which, knowing me, is crazy and tells you right there that something is really wrong. And that wasn’t even like recent either, like it happened on the regular for most of my senior year of college….. Just ugh. Ugh.
But yeah. Right now? I am going through the stage of break up where I’m realizing how fucked up all the shit was and coming to terms with a lot of things. I have been lying to myself and to everyone else bc I didnt want to hurt him and it made it hurt for me less too. In the end though I just ended up hurting him more I think and it makes me really sad that that happened. Idk.
This new person is making me realize a lot of things too btw. Ive made sure to be open about where I’m at right now emotionally with my last break up (basically that I’m still in the middle of processing a lot of it. Not necessarily grieving but processing) and he has been really sweet about it. We have been making sure to take things slow and you guys, I’m really impressed how much he’s held to it, even though its been a little bit difficult haha. We are still getting to know each other but honestly I don’t think I’ve ever had this much instant chemistry with anyone before. Pretty much every (serious) relationship I’ve had has started out as friends first, then the romantic attraction coming later after we got to know each other. With this dude, sparks are fucking flying in the air in front of us lmao its honestly insane. Okay I can’t keep talking too much about this bc I don’t wanna get ahead of myself but, you guys, I am in trouble. I really really wasn’t expecting to meet anybody else that I would like this much this quickly and im kind of mad about it bc I was really really planning on being a single bitch for a while. But holy fuck holy fuck you guys I get along with this guy on such a foundational level so far like….. I’m really freaking out over here. Like I’m a giggling schoolgirl with a crush y'all. I know how these things go though and trust me I am veryyyy aware it could all turn to shit really quickly (which I’m actually carrying quite a bit of baggage about since my last relationship) but I still can’t help myself. I do worry about the outward appearance of me being so giggly and crushy on another person so soon too which is also partially why i dont wanna write too much about it….right now this is probably too much info tbh but honestly ive been using tumblr as a diary for soooo long that part of me just doesn’t give a fuck. I have always been personal on here and tbh I shouldn’t stop myself just cause I’m worried about other people think. The people who are important in my life understand though and are supportive to me so thats what matters really.
I don’t know. There is just a LOT of promise there and although the timing is bad I’m not going to throw it away just cause of that.
alright enough writing I need to eat some food
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