#work has been killing me

[the-last-doppelganger]

I’m really sorry I haven’t been very active. I don’t have wifi at my new dorm, so I’m mobile bound and unable to properly sift through my inbox and my replies. I owe a lot of stuff and once I have wifi and some time, I promise I’ll get to it. Until then, I’ll be answering whatever asks/replies are easy for me to do on mobile.

#ooc post #work has been killing me #I’ve walked ninety kilometres in two weeks #and I feel like my legs will fall off

[alltimesos]

only two more weeks until vacay 😌

#work has been killing me #literally #I’m so tired of being sick #peach speaks

[clown-demon]

((I am alive... Today is my only day off.. but I'm gonna try to work on some stuff today.

#Ti speaks #work has been killing me

[arrowsenal]

going to be replying to some people tonight :')

#work has been killing me #bullseye.txt

[slippery-minghus]

i want to paint, but autism is hungry and needs to be fed 8hrs of skyrim a day

#i'm trying to set up to paint bc i want to!! but every bone in my body says no #i'm gonna feel sad and disappointed in myself if i don't paint because i want to actually *do* something #and not spend this whole weekend having barely even scraped the surface of what i truly genuinely wanted to do #and instead just burn away the time looking at skyrim #i'm not even really having all that much fun playing it!!! but i can't break away from it #which isn't always a bad thing especially on week days but? on a long weekend where i want to enjoy myself?? #and i can't because my brain won't let me??? not fun!!! #painting is so boring and understimulating and my brain is way too foggy right now to think about mixing colors and layering #(secretly i don't even want to paint i just want to feel satisfied at creating a thing!!) (my brain is too fried to hold a thought long #enough to do the physical action of painting! it sounds wayyyy too daunting and taxing right now!!) #but if i spend this whole weekend having sat on my ass doing nothing will i feel rested? no!!! #but if i spend all my energy doing A Hobby will i feel rested? also no!!! but then i'll at least have something to show for it #i'm riling myself up and i feel like i ALMOST could make myself paint right now #but as soon as i think of what it will feel like to sit here and focus and move my hands to do the painting my brain screams NO #and sure i can argue i'll feel better if i do it i'll be glad if i do it and it'll be easier once i start #but this isn't the walk i took yesterday (that i was glad i took but still felt like garbage after) #i WANTED to take a walk. i was just struggling with the level of exertion i could manage (walk my neighborhood or drive 30min to the park?) #my brain is latching on to 8hrs a day of skyrim bc that's all i have the energy for #work has been killing me #and it's so painfully bright in my apartment but i can't close the curtains bc i need all the sunlight i can get #i WANT to have the energy to paint and enjoy it but i just don't.... (but i feel like if i Give In to the exhaustion then i'm #no better than my mom who just sits around all day refusing to live her life bc she refuses to take care of herself. #and calls sitting perfectly still—instead of actuvely managing her condition—'not letting her disability win') #(so i don't want to be that. i don't want to waste away like my mom bemoaning how i Just Can't when i totally can!!! #i could push through this exhaustion and hype myself up but the only thing i'm going to be thinking about is Am I Done Yet? Can I Rest Now?) #and i can't convince myself that 'just paint for 30min' is worth it bc mixing paint and setting up is Just So Much #enough that 'just 30min' is a lie and not a legitimate out if i need it to be #i need to commit or not do it. and i just can't......... my eyes hurt and i'm tured and i just wanna play my game #and all this indecision and feeling like i'm wasting time is just making me want to cry. im gonna close the curtains and boot up the xbox;( #personal

[bizzybee429]

god I'm depressed 🫠

#vent incoming so dont read it if you dont want to know about me personal lofe #life* fuck #u/t/a/h passed the transphobic bathroom bill and its just been a shitty week #mom was in the hospital #i had to get another catscan #work has been killing me #executive dysfunction kicking my ass #loneliness eating me alive #UGH! im so glad i have therapy next week #anyway #someone take me out with a sniper rifle pla #pls* FUCK

[cutours]

hi.

#HII #work has been killing me

[wolveria]

I can't wait till Sunday😭

Me toooo. Just have to finish writing the chapter 😅

#anon #the raven's hymn #work has been killing me #haven't been able to right like I want :(

[girlthings48]

I just took a 4 or 5 hour nap and I feel so much better

#personal #work has been killing me #ive been so exhausted #and i just found out my friends are gonna be parents

[undrthelights]

the way that catching up on fics is actually more important to me than packing to move 💀 i might have a problem…..

#i just have no motivation #and i’m behind on fics because i get distracted easily #or i fall asleep earlier than i was expecting #work has been killing me

[rogue-of-light]

i just realized that i'm really bad at typing out my thoughts so if anything is confusing i can try to elaborat eHTGHTB -KPA

YOU’RE ALL GOOD I JUST WENT TO BED EARLY

#[ kankri playlist anon ] #WORK HAS BEEN KILLING ME #currently on my 10 which is why I’m replying LMAO

[halosdiary]

Be ready for 3 small drabbles due to the lack of pics on my page.

But I will say, It'll be a surprise.

#Im so sorry #work has been killing me #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #halo's writings #anime fics #fanfics #drabbles #lani babbles

[coffeeandsnark]

10

#spotify #receiptify #music #yeah its late #ive been busy #work has been killing me #me #mine

[intotheelliwoods]

Today I remembered shells exist

#2 arms left #rottmnt #rise of the tmnt #rise leo #leonardo #heyo tag ramble update time #the irl has been killing me #im moving (again) #plus a few other things... #sorry about the hiatuses #things should smooth out for me in another 2 weeks before I get comfortable enough to work on comics again :) #thanks everyone for sticking with me though!

[oraclememehacker]

💘

#Looking Into the Source Code (OOC) #work has been killing me #Positivity sounds good right now

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Been thinking about the X-Files recently. A show I have a hazy, but fond memory of.

#the x files #x files #fox mulder #dana scully #poorly drawn x files #is this going to be a thing? maybe? #iirc: The x-files is about two FBI agents who are trying so hard to be professional and not fall in love. And everything is a conspiracy. #...It *has* been nearly a decade since I saw the x files. I think I'd have a hard time rewatching for a few reasons but I did enjoy it. #This was initially just a work doodle I wasn't going to clean up #but the amount of x-files fans that Ive seen about + Lazycranberryart's wangxian x-files art got my brain too fired up. #Mulderscully vibes are like: "I'm her silly rabbit. she doesn't call me that outloud. But I believe in my heart it's true.' #Its about having faith and trust in each other! They might not always agree either but they have each other's backs! #Scully is 100% the one that kills the spiders in the relationship. Mulder wants to rescue them but his ideals aren't strong enough #Girl Daddy and Baby Girl Boy. That's who they are to me.