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satorihub · 4 years

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hey bestie 😌💅🏻 i was wondering if u could do some hcs for tsukishima, kuroo and asahi where they have a gf who is very artsy and good w paintings ??? thank u ily

𝖆𝖗𝖎'𝖘 𝖓𝖔𝖙𝖊: hi bestie ✨✨😼 omg this is my first request so I hope it isn't bad 😔

𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖗𝖆𝖈𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖘: tetsurou kuroo, kei tsukishima, azumane asahi

𝖜𝖔𝖗𝖉 𝖈𝖔𝖚𝖓𝖙: 1192

𝖜𝖆𝖗𝖓𝖎𝖓𝖌𝖘: fem!reader, fluff

KUROO, TSUKISHIMA & ASAHI WITH A PAINTER S/O

𝖙𝖊𝖙𝖘𝖚𝖗𝖔𝖚 𝖐𝖚𝖗𝖔𝖔 ⋆

─ ok so he doesn't know at first

─ but don't think he doesn't cares! he does, really, but yk, he's almost finishing high school and finals are tougher 😔😔

─ so I hc that kuroo really likes study dates, bc: 1. he's studying (probably chemistry, ew) what is something he likes; 2. he's with u!! that is someone he likes. so boom! win-win for tetsu 😌

─ so one day u had a really hard chemistry homework, but u reminded of your chemistry genius bf, tetsurou kuroo himself

─ so u decided to text him:

"hey babe, I got a big chemistry hw today. can u come over?"

─ but that day u were feeling inspired and decided painting meanwhile kuroo wasn't there

─ when he saw the message u sent him, he was happy! he likes helping u and kenma with school stuff, and he also likes challenging things yk. so hard homework? kuroo will NOT hesitate 😼😼

─ so the practice finished and he went to your house, he decided to take a shower on your place as well

─ he rang the bell and waited some seconds until he saw, you, with some paint in your cheeks

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"what's this?", he asked pointing to your left cheek.

"what's what?", you replied, confused.

he used his thumb to swipe the paint and some of it stayed on his finger.

"this", he spoke, showing you his finger with a little bit of paint on it. "why is your face covered with paint?"

"oh", you finally realized what was happening. "I was inspired today, so I decided to paint", you explained. "wanna see it?", you asked.

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─ if he wants to see it?? OF COURSE HE DOES! 🤩

─ and once he sees your paintings, bruh, he feels like he fell in love with u again

─ he thinks is so cool! he asks things like "when did u start painting?", "do u think is hard?", "can i buy one of these??"

─ like, kuroo, chill 💀💀

─ he probably says something like "i want u to paint me like one of your french girls ✨" and u are like "WHY are u such a DORK? but yea, sure babe"

─ he 👏🏼 brags 👏🏼 about 👏🏼 it 👏🏼 to 👏🏼 the 👏🏼 team 👏🏼

─ kuroo: DID YOU GUYS KNOW THAT-- kenma: kuroo, if you're going to talk about the fact that your s/o is an artist, yes, we do know. kuroo: b-but, guys- 😿

─ coach nekomata is also full of kuroo simping for u lmao

─ he just can't help it!! he loves u

─ anyways, kuroo is your number 1 simp AND supporter ✨✨💅🏼

𝖐𝖊𝖎 𝖙𝖘𝖚𝖐𝖎𝖘𝖍𝖎𝖒𝖆 ⋆

─ kei knows about it already, but he doesn't do anything about it lol

─ he's a very observant guy, so even before you two started dating he knew that you were into artistic stuff

─ he first noticed it when u guys went on a date and you had a paint brush behind your ear and didn't even realize it was there ??? like bruh

─ he's going to pretend like he doesn't care or something, but he just want to keep his salty boy reputation even if u both are dating

─ but once u decide to give him a little painting with some dinosaurs (on his bday or valentines day), u can slightly see him blushing

─ he'll pretend he didn't blush and will compliment u in a ✨ tsukki way ✨

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"you know", he said as he slid his slender fingers though the details of one of the dinosaurs. "you could tell me where you brought this because-"

"tsukki!", you exclaimed.

"ok, ok, I was just messing with you" he spoke as he laughed softly. "thank you, brat. it means a lot", then he looked at you with a genuine smile on his face.

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─ the painting is now on his room, in a place where he can easily see it, doesn't matter the angle

─ once akiteru sees it in his room, he's like "👀 what is this kei?"

─ tsukki will probably just murmur a 'tch' and ignore him LMAOAOAO 😭😭💀

─ yamaguchi also sees it, but instead of asking anything he grabs it and says "did y/n do this?? that's amazing, tsukki!"

─ he'll just reply with "shut up, yamaguchi", and yams reply with "GOMEN TSUKKI !!✨" (yes this is a yamaguchi tadashi lovebot)

─ but, he won't tell, but his ego boosts when someone says that you're talented

─ bc he thinks "hey, that's my s/o. I have an talented and amazing girlfriend, I'm so lucky"

─ he also loves rating your art!! if he could he would give all them a 10/10, but he needs to be realistic for u to improve

─ when he's at your place and u are painting or just sketching, he will make u listen to lo-fi, bc he thinks that it will make your art look prettier (even if he thinks your paintings are the prettiest thing that he ever saw)

𝖆𝖟𝖚𝖒𝖆𝖓𝖊 𝖆𝖘𝖆𝖍𝖎 ⋆

─ babyboy asahi knows it bc u slipped about it once before u two started dating

─ u two had a project for school and decided to meet in the library

─ so asahi waited for u for 30 minutes and then he sees u opening the door with clothes with a little bit of white paint

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"sorry, asahi-san!", you apologized. "I was so focused on my painting that I forgot about our meeting"

"oh...", he doesn't really know what to say. actually, you're not that late, and you both still have time to do the project.

"don't worry, y/n, is not a big deal", he tries calming you.

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─ he doesn't bring up that until later bc there was a ✨ silence ✨ between u two and he decided to say someting

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"so, y/n", he starts, nervous. "I didn't knew that you were into arts."

"oh yeah, I am!", you answered happily. "I mean, I know I'm not the best painter in the world but, it still makes me happy, you know?"

"yeah, I know", he says while he admires your excited expression. maybe it was in that moment that he fell in love with you.

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─ after y'all started dating, he will always but you new materials and other stuff

─ he can't help it, u seem so happy with what you're doing and he loves to see your smile (and your works, ofc)

─ if u want to kill him make him flustered, ask him stuff like "hey, asahi, would you mind being my inspiration for a new work?" PLSS I CAN SEE HIM DYING RN 😭😭

─ asahi isn't that impressed with your works, and it isn't because he thinks it's bad or simple, no, it's because he knows you're amazing and talented 😌😌

─ if u start selling your art, well too bad for asahi, bc he will buy everying

─ you: asahi u don't have to- asahi: YES I DO !! u can have all my money just take it 😭

─ in asahi's pov, you = leonardo da vinci

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petri808 · 5 years

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Free writes to clear my mind rn, it was a pretty rough day for me, gomen. Angsty shit.

Letter to a dying man

My heart bleeds for you, it truly does. Hurts so much that it’s thrumming rhythm grows numb to the pain like morphine straight into a vein. What’s up, what’s down, I know not anymore, is today Friday? I’ve lost track. Oh, no it’s still Tuesday. Do you even know? Probably not. Time ticks by, counting down the days until your sands run from hours glass. Maybe it’s best you not know after all. Staring at the hands of the clock, one tick, two tick, done.

You ornery old bastard. It’s hard… so hard to remember as you fight and kvetch, this is all a part of the process. When we’re at our emotional limits, how much more can I really take? Oh crap, I’ve lost 6 pounds. Isn’t that a good thing? Not when it’s from stress, no it ain’t. My eyes wanna close, too exhausted to see straight. I need sugar or a shot of Crown, take your pick.

Just a month of this and it feels like years. You’re dying, we get that, I get that, but there’s no manual on how to deal with it for either of us. We let lose an arrow and pray it hits, did it work, no, the pain is still there? What number are you at? 6. Want the morphine? No. Crotchety old fool take the meds! No. Well, what else am I supposed to do with you? We can’t help you if you won’t let us!

Breathe.

The frustration mounts on both sides. It’s hard, yes, I can only imagine that level of aggravation. Unable to do as you please, I’d be pissed too. Furious at everything, why, why, why, of all the people in this world, why me? I agree, why you? It’s not fair. When is life ever fair? You didn’t ask for this and neither did I. Your stubborn attitude, the lies and cover up, it’s not my fault you hid your disease from us. Do not blame me for your circumstances. I cannot save you, I could have eased your discomfort, but now you reap what you have sown. Stubborn, stubborn old man I’m Sorry! You’ve tied my hands and I am only but one person. I am not a God.

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Tears

My hands grip the steering wheel as I bite back the desire to let it all go… Fall, run, break free from the prison my eyelids wish to keep you in! I cannot, not yet, let you blur my vision nor allow the rivers to traverse along my skin. I am sorry. Too bad, for the last time you caused damage. Have you not seen my rims all scraped, torn, and broken because you didn’t let me see the curb? My teeth grit, lips tighten into a line. I cannot, will not let you do this to me again!

You fight back, threatening with all the raging waters of a brewing storm, a surge or deluge to batter a weary shore. Damn you to hell! And what the fuck is with this radio! Have you conspired with the melody makers to drive my mind past its breaking point? Do you wish to leave me broken and battered against a concrete barrier? Not I. Not Today Asshole!

Okay maybe today, just let me pull over.

Take me. Swallow me whole, go ahead. You’ve breached the dam and leveled the valley below. It’s all been swept away. My sanity’s torn and thrown into the chaotic waters wreaking havoc, swirling churning, dark waters, hidden behind a pair of sunglasses. Let it go my heart screams and I relent to you. The rush of emotions beelining it for the exits knocks me back. Was it really that bad? Had I held it all in for far too long? Probably, a month had almost killed me. My head swoons in the dizzying release and my eyes grow weary. So tired now… I needed that.

And we start over again in the morning...

#free write #free writes #personal post #angsty

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shintorikhazumi · 7 years

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Dianakko Week: Day 1(Late) “StarStruck Wishes”

A/N: Who’s late to Dianakko week?

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Gomen… it’s meeee…. Sorry… might do back to back on one day to chase the time… but rn… midnight… need sleep.

I mean, I need to participate here, right? As a proud dianakko author!!!! Sorry for any typos, odd grammar or whatev… but please… do enjoy?

Thank youuuuu for 600 btw!!!!

~Shintori Khazumi

StarStruck Wishes:

“When you wish upon a star… Makes no difference who you are…”

A lone figure sat by the hill, basking in the dusk glow of the late afternoon sun, the first few twinkles, sparks of night lights shining overhead, adorning the girl with a floating crown of celestial bodies. An illusion, a magical one, made without the aid of magic, surprisingly. It was simply a deception by perception. And this perception just so happened to belong to one daughter of elegance, a six-year-old Cavendish child.

“Anything… your heart desires…” Red rubies suddenly flickered in the low lights, gaze boring into deep sea blues. “… will come… to you.”

Diana Cavendish was captured, enraptured, mesmerized. The beauty so ephemeral scared her, along with so few simple words.

“Yeah right.’ The other concluded before running, disappearing into the distance, a mystery of a sad smile painted on her lips.

“Wait-!”

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As sudden as the thunder crashed and the lightning flashed, so was the awakening of a young heiress, finding herself swiftly sitting up, breathing ragged and heart speeding up in its work. With wide eyes, she immediately made sense of her surroundings. She was in her new dorm room, the one she shared with her best friend, a girl, Atsuko Kagari for their senior year at Luna Nova Academy.

Having grown a bit too accustomed to the other girl’s presence, Diana now sought it, her hands blindly patting down the spot beside her on their shared queen-sized bed, frantic in her actions, panicking as she neither saw her companion, nor felt her presence at all in the room.

Needless to say, in her state of vulnerability, Diana needed it, needed her.

Despite all talk of best friends, and friendship and loyal camaraderie, there was no doubt in Diana’s young mind and heart that she hoped for more from their relationship. Something that could blossom. A romance.

But now, companionship and comfort of a friend were certainly things she needed, putting mushy thoughts aside. She just needed the simple knowledge that someone was there. Just there for her, by her side.

Especially after that nighttime memory- was it a memory? Or was it simply an uncontrolled form of imagination?

This… This dream. It recurred quite often nowadays. Supposedly not a frightening nightmare, nevertheless it haunted Diana all the same, even more than any terrorizing dream she’d had to date.

This past week, it lingered, a troublesome thought. Red, red, constraining eyes. They burned themselves into Diana’s memories.

She wanted to meet the girl, to take away the sadness and return the stars in her eyes. Diana wished to.

Yet she couldn’t. How could she? When she didn’t even know who the person was.

Weak and alone in the dark, the only lights being the flashing streaks of pure power and wrath of nature outside the window painted with the tears of clouds, Diana found her way into a fetal position, hugging her knees to her chest as she listened to the grand orchestra of midnight storms.

In her fear, she failed to take notice of the one she sought after, the brunette with the lopsided grin, walking into the room with- not one, but two mugs of deliciously comforting hot chocolate.

In her maze of thoughts, Diana jolted in surprise as she felt herself encompassed in the most soothing of embraces, warm and strong. Protective. Akko’s scent that could only be hers almost lulled Diana to sleep, along with her rocking back and forth.

Akko, having placed down the mugs, now held the shivering Diana, cheek rested atop the crown of her head, soft blonde curls tickling Akko’s nose.

“It’s okay. I’m here now.”

The words were all the reassurance Diana needed. That’s right, her friend was now back, and that consoling presence was all she needed.

“Mm.”

Feeling the smaller girl squeezing her tighter, Diana squeezed back, chuckling as Akko whispered little jokes into her ear, random words, nonsensical phrases. She missed the warmth as Akko created space between them for a few seconds, to pick up the mugs.

“Hot Chocolate?”

“Thank you.”

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Diana was incredulous as she was dragged down the freezing halls of Luna Nova at three in the morning. Yet, skeptical as she was, she couldn’t help but have fun in this turn of events- dashing down the poorly-lit corridors, hand held firmly in the person she most adored.

“Akko.”

“Hmm?”

“Thank you.” Diana squeezed the hand in hers, smiling back at Akko’s bright and cheery demeanor.

“Anytime for you.”

Her heart skipped a beat. Or two. Or three.

Luckily she could blame the redness of her skin on the evening chill that penetrated through their woolen blankets as they made their way outside, out from the welcoming doors, out into a field and trudging up a hill.

“Akko, what are we doing here?” Diana couldn’t quite help but ask, staring at the sturdy and reliable looking back of her beloved, the one who currently had her gaze to the stars as she shrugged.

“Maybe I just wanted to see some stars.” And there was something so interestingly familiar about the way Akko’s scarlet irises looked at Diana, the way they saw through her soul. “Thought it wouldn’t be too bad to let you tag along. I could use the company, if you don’t mind?” She finished, grinning sheepishly.

Oh, she certainly did not mind one bit, this Diana. In fact, she was overjoyed, truly grateful that Akko would try to do something like this for her to calm down, Diana knowing full well the smaller girl’s intentions despite her saying otherwise.

“Then I have no choice but to entertain you, isn’t that so?”

“Yep!” Akko replied, beginning to play along. “Thank you for gracing me with your presence, your excellency.” She bowed in a knight-ish manner that made Diana swoon, along with that carefree smile.

“Th-the honor is mine.”

Akko gave her a bright smile for that, and Diana’s heart lifted to the skies.

“Now, sensei!”

“-sensei?”

“Teach me about stars!” Akko grinned, offering a hand to Diana again, the other pointing out to the bright heavenly bodies. “And do it romantically!”

Diana choked on her saliva.

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One star-study session later, and Diana felt it was time to go back. They certainly couldn’t stay out here and fall asleep on this grass, as romantic as that sounded. Getting wet, sick and chilly didn’t bode well with the heiress.

“Come on, Akko.” With that simple enough beckoning, the brunette followed, entwining their hands, fingers locking securely around one another.

“Yes, princess~”

As they made their way back to their room, Akko escorting Diana carefully, giggling as she found the girl sleepy, swerving along the way, and blushing embarrassed, Diana knew she wouldn’t trade these candid moments for the world.

In the warmth and safety of their shared room, under the protection of the covers, Diana lay with Akko beside her, the latter reaching over to switch off the lamp in their room, all ready for bed.

With the lights out and the calm outside, Diana did her best to shut her eyes and slow her breathing down, though to no success. Trying to change her position, she still found herself restless, physically exhausted, but mentally active.

A hand wrapped itself around Diana’s bicep, calling for her attention.

“Can’t sleep?”

Simply nodding in response, Diana made a little squeak as she felt herself pulled closer, heart suddenly thumping in her ears, face and body heating up as she now lay flush against Akko’s body, her head on her friend’s chest, arms wrapped protectively around her, shapes being drawn on her back and hair caressed gently.

Her mind immediately relaxed. And then it happened. Akko opened her mouth.

“When you wish upon a star…

Makes no difference who you are”

Suddenly, Diana’s breath hitched in her throat, eyes widening, listening closely. This song, this voice. It sounded similar, only with the evidence of maturity.. but… no way… so many years of longing looking and… just beside her… how could Diana not have seen?

“Anything your heart desires

Will come to you”

Diana immediately felt the urge to see Akko’s expression, what spirit would show through her gaze, through her honest eyes. No wonder their redness was something to behold, so intriguing, so familiar.

“If your heart is in your dream…” Akko placed her palm against Diana’s heart, looking upon the heiress with a particular fondness in her eyes, a smile playing on her lips. There seemed to be a hidden message in these gestures. “No request is too extreme.”

[Even a request to be by your side forever…]

“When you wish upon a star As dreamers do”

Akko and Diana were certainly dreamers. And Diana wished that whatever signals she was getting, she hoped she was getting right.

“Fate is kind. She brings to those to love

The sweet fulfillment of Their secret longing”

Each word hit her deeply, engraving itself into Diana’s own being.

“Like a bolt out of the blue-“

Akko came into her life just like that. In an odd manner, but not unappreciated.

“Fate steps in and sees you through”

There was a pause in the air, the phrase left hanging as Akko gazed into Diana’s eyes.

“Tell me… Diana.” So close did Akko lean, forehead bumping against Diana’s, noses nuzzling. “What should I do?”

Diana replied:

“When you wish upon a star…” She breathed out. “What happens Akko? If I wish upon a star tonight?”

The smile that graced Akko’s lovely complexion was nothing short of breath-taking, glowing, shining like a star. Akko was indeed a star. And a dream. Diana’s dream.

“My dear Diana…” With her response in mind, Akko leant in close to Diana’s ear, kissing her cheek along the way, her voice softer than a whisper.

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[“Your dreams come true”]

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Diana wished upon the star. To give her her confidence. She was now ready to say it.

Hand on Akko’s face, she took a deep breath.

“Akko, I-“

THE END~

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A/N: Again, sorry for being late? But.. y’know!!!! I trieddddd!!!! T^T Forgive meeeeee

~Shintori Khazumi

#dianakko week #lwa #dianakko #diakko #diana cavendish #akko kagari #fanfic #Khazumi is late xD #day one

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arcturuz · 7 years

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I still don't know how to do cuts on mobile gomen

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 truths about you. At the end choose 25 people to be tagged. I was tagged by @winsister91 LAST: Last Thing I bought: petrol Last Store I Visited: petrol station kiosk Last Text Message: “blues and haze in now” Last Song You Listened To: some old trance/house song on the radio Last Thing I Ate: Biscuits HAVE YOU EVER: Dated Someone Twice: Yeah Been Cheated On: Nah not really Kissed Someone and Regretted It: Nah nbd Lost Someone Special: Yeah Been Depressed: Three cheers for shitty mental health Been Drunk and Thrown Up: Yeah I don’t really like drinking much IN THE PAST YEAR HAVE YOU: Made a New Friend: I hope so and it’s just that I can’t remember?? Fallen Out of Love: No way Laughed Until You Cried: Yeah Met Someone Who Changed You: Nah I don’t think so Found Out Who Your True Friends Were: My friends haven’t needed to prove themselves? Found Out Someone Was Talking About You: my life isn’t interesting enough lolol GENERAL: How many people on tumblr do you know in real life?: I know some of you from 413 meet ups! Do you have any pets? 3 cats, 1 guinea pig and lots of fish Do you want to change your name?: Eventually, once I’m 100% sure I like it What time did you wake up this morning? 10am to go get the car sorted What were you doing last night?: trying (and failing) to stop my fish tank from leaking Name something you cannot wait for: Getting my first appointment at the GIC Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yeah, have a friend called tom What’s getting on your nerves rn?: not fully understanding d&d but carrying on anyway Blood type: I dunno but I would like to know Nickname: Jimjim Relationship status: Married Zodiac sign: Aquarius master race Pronouns: he/him Favorite tv show: Any kind of documentary Hair colour: Naturally brown Long or short: It’s short rn Do you have a crush on someone: the wife <3 FIRSTS: First surgery: Never had surgery somehow First piercing: Ears First best friend: sammy :) First sport you joined: no sports thanks First vacation: Can’t remember First pair of sneakers: I only remember one pair of trainers I had as a kid, they were lime green and had lights in CURRENTLY: Eating: Nothing yet, I’ll get food from work Drinking: Coffee (#5 I think) I’m about to: go home yay Listening to: People…talking? But it’s Cantonese so idk Want kids: N-no…baka Get married: DONE Career: career :’) I’m a delivery boy WHICH IS BETTER: Lips or eyes: Lips Hugs or kisses: both at once Shorter or taller: Shorter >_> but I am v short so Older or younger: Younger, I get on better with kids than adults Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic, surprises are scary Sensitive or loud: Loud Hook up or relationship: If I wasn’t married, hook up idc Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant, I am the troublemaker HAVE YOU EVER: Kissed a stranger: Yeah Drank hard liquor: Yeah Lost glasses/contacts: Not lost any Sex on first date: nah Broken someone’s heart: I hope not, feels bad man Been arrested: Na Turned someone down: I guess? Fallen for a friend: Yes DO YOU BELIEVE: In yourself: sure Love at first sight: Not really Heaven: Maybe, no one will know either way until you die so Santa Claus: Lol

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