thursdayschild76

[thursdayschild76]

"Perché mi schiante?

Allor porsi la mano un poco avante, e colsi un ramicel da un gran pruno; e ’l tronco suo gridò: «Perché mi schiante?»

Da che fatto fu poi di sangue bruno, ricominciò a dir: «Perché mi scerpi? non hai tu spirto di pietade alcuno?

Uomini fummo, e or siam fatti sterpi: ben dovrebb’esser la tua man più pia, se state fossimo anime di serpi»

Perché mi schiante?

#dante alighieri #divina commedia #march 25th #dantedi #inferno #canto xiii #pier delle vigne #selva dei suicidi

[thursdayschild76]

Leonard Cohen released "Songs of Love and Hate" 53 years ago on March 19, 1971.

Soon it will be your turn again. And the wounds of my flesh that you will wear will burn like hell.

Your Pain It's Just The Shadow Of My Wound

Thursday, November 12th. Well WE stepped into an avalanche. It's too late.

“I was giving you a few days break. Already knowing that I would have broken your boxes you soon. Forgive the excess of sincerity!”

“Oh, never mind! Go ahead! Breaking my boxes and being honest. It's something that funny me, as well does me pleasure! Of course, feel free to ask for you a break”

“Joke? No, no, i don't even think about it! On the contrary… “

"I stepped into an avalanche It covered up my soul When I am not this hunchback that you see I sleep beneath the golden hill You who wish to conquer pain You must learn, learn to serve me well

You strike my side by accident As you go down for your gold The cripple here that you clothe and feed Is neither starved nor cold He does not ask for your company Not at the center, the center of the world

When I am on a pedestal You did not raise me there Your laws do not compel me To kneel grotesque and bare I myself am the pedestal For this ugly hump at which you stare

You who wish to conquer pain You must learn what makes me kind The crumbs of love that you offer me They're the crumbs I've left behind Your pain is no credential here It's just the shadow, shadow of my wound

I have begun to long for you I who have no greed I have begun to ask for you I who have no need You say you've gone away from me But I can feel you when you breathe

Do not dress in those rags for me I know you are not poor And don't love me quite so fiercely now When you know that you are not sure It is your turn, beloved It is your flesh that I wear"

#leonard cohen #songs of love and hate #avalanche #march 19th #8th house synastry #venus opposite pluto synastry #moon square pluto synastry #lunar nodes synastry

[thursdayschild76]

The Biggest Mistake

#the biggest mistake #i didn’t have to believe you from day one #broken promises #lies and deceit #i’ll never know the truth #trauma #broken soul #broken life #i trusted you #memories of lost love #i'll never be the same again #nothing will be like before

[thursdayschild76]

ASK GAME ★ OPEN

I will make a moodboard for you from what the cards tell me about your personality! < 3

What do i need to send? + rules

- Send me a emoji you really like

- What do you think about me (idk, there are photos of me in my pinned blog soo..inspire yourself from that or use your intuition)

- follow me

- Reblog this

- if you don't follow the rules i will not answer (sorry :c)

with love Bri ★

[thursdayschild76]

"You don't look like a bdsm girl"

On March 12, 1967, the Velvet Underground released "The Velvet Underground & Nico".

Shiny, shiny, shiny boots of leather Whiplash girl child in the dark Severin, your servant comes in bells, please don't forsake him Strike, dear mistress, and cure his heart

"Don't be afraid. You don't look like a bdsm girl"

Believe it.

#the velvet underground #lou reed #nico #masterpiece album #venus in furs #shiny shiny #severin #strike dear mistress and cure his heart #you don't look like a bdsm girl #believe it #switch #you don’t know what you missed

[thursdayschild76]

♉️ ♌️ ♌️

☀️ AC 🌙 (in 12th house, conjunct Ac)

HI! I'm happy to participate in your ask game!

Thanks! ❤️

🎼Levitating - Dua Lipa

#Youtube

[thursdayschild76]

ASK GAME!! Open ♧

send me your big 3 (sun, moon and ac) and I will make a moodboard of that + a song ♥︎

RULES:

follow me

Reblog this

(⚠️: I do this for fun and I'm not professional at astrology things! hope you understand ✳)

[thursdayschild76]

I would say yes.

Moon ♌️ Square Uranus ♏️

(1°19’, Separating)

Moon Square Uranus Moodboard

#astro chart #birth chart #astrology aspects #moon square uranus #leo moon

[thursdayschild76]

I'll never believe in an interventionist God again.

And I'll never believe in the existence of Angel again. But I know, it's true. But if I did, I would kneel down, and ask Them to take this Cup away from me, and put an end to this Pain. And to walk, with the help of Christ, in Grace and Peace, if I can't in Love. At least in this Life.

It's you, who I should never have believed.

"On my fingers lingers the smell, Of her deep black hair.

Full of all my whispered words, Her black hair. And wet with tears and goodbyes, Her hair of deepest black. All my tears cried against, Her milk-white throat. Hidden behind the curtain, Of her beautiful black hair.

As deep as ink and black, Black as the deepest sea. The smell of her black hair, Upon my pillow Where her head and all its Black hair did rest. Today she took a train to the West"

Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds, "Black Hair"

(The Boatman's Call, 1997)

"And if He felt He had to direct you, Then direct you Into My Arms"

Sunday, November 8th. 22:02. Same time. Another message from you. I thought we said goodbye.

Monday, November 9th. 01:33 a.m.

Another your "goodnight song" for me.

What do you want tell me?

I'm scared.

"I don’t believe in an interventionist God But I know, darling, that you do But if I did I would kneel down and ask Him Not to intervene when it came to you Not to touch a hair on your head To leave you as you are And if He felt He had to direct you Then direct you into my arms

Into my arms, O Lord Into my arms, O Lord Into my arms, O Lord Into my arms

And I don’t believe in the existence of angels But looking at you I wonder if that’s true But if I did I would summon them together And ask them to watch over you To each burn a candle for you To make bright and clear your path And to walk, like Christ, in grace and love And guide you into my arms

Into my arms, O Lord Into my arms, O Lord Into my arms, O Lord Into my arms

But I believe in Love And I know that you do too And I believe in some kind of path That we can walk down, me and you So keep your candles burning And make her journey bright and pure That she will keep returning Always and evermore

Into my arms, O Lord Into my arms, O Lord Into my arms, O Lord Into my arms"

#nick cave and the bad seeds #the boatman's call #march 3rd #1997 #into my arms #black hair #i'll never believe again #interventionist god #kneeling prayer #pray everyday #broken promises #memories of lost love #heartbreak #dead soul #another song for my pain #instagram #postpunkonline

[thursdayschild76]

"Thought of you as my mountain top thought of you as my peak Thought of you as everything I’ve had but couldn’t keep I’ve had but couldn’t keep

Linger on your pale blue eyes Linger on your pale blue eyes"

On this day, The Velvet Underground released their self-titled album. March 1st, 1969.

On this day, I'm no longer the dark-eyed woman.

But it’s truly, truly a sin (finally Monday)

November 16th 02:05 a.m. Finally Monday.

"Don’t mind the title, Lou Reed wrote it for a dark-eyed woman"

"It was good what we did yesterday

And I'd do it once again

The fact that you are married

Only proves, you're my best friend

But it's truly, truly a sin

Linger on

Your pale blue eyes

Linger on

Your pale blue eyes"

#the velvet underground #the velvet underground album #lou reed #march 1st #1969 #pale blue eyes #shelley albin #memories of lost love #lost love words #thought of you as everything #i've had but couldn’t keep #it's truly a sin #broken promises

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" ... Daddy where's Mommy?"

🖤💔

Alice Cooper (Vincent Damon Furnier, born February 4, 1948)

One of my favorite rock Godfathers and lifelong inspirations. 🖤

"Mommy, where's Daddy? He's been gone for so long Do you think he'll ever come home?"

I was gone for fourteen days I could've been gone for more Held up in the intensive care ward Lyin' on the floor I was gone for all those days But I was not all alone I made friends with a lot of people In the danger zone

See my lonely life unfold I see it every day See my only mind explode Since I've gone away

I think I lost some weight there And I, I'm sure I need some rest Sleeping don't come very easy In a straight white vest Sure like to see that little children She's only four years old, old I'd give her back all of her play things Even, even the ones I stole

See my lonely life unfold I see it everyday See my lonely mind explode When I've gone insane

I wanna get outta here I wanna get outta here I, I've gotta, I've gotta get outta here I, I gotta get out of here I, I gotta get outta here, I gotta get outta here, I gotta get outta here I gotta get out of here Ya gotta let me out, I gotta Let me, I gotta I gotta get out, I gotta Let me out, I gotta I gotta get outta here I gotta get outta here I gotta get outta here, I gotta get outta here, I gotta get outta here

See my lonely life unfold I see it everyday See my only mind explode Blow up in my face I grabbed my hat and I got my coat And I, I ran into the street I saw a man that was choking there I guess he couldn't breathe Said to myself this is very strange I'm glad it wasn't me But now I hear those sirens callin' And so I am not free (I didn't wanna be) (I didn't wanna be) (I didn't wanna be) See my lonely life unfold (I didn't wanna be) (I didn't wanna be) (Leave me alone, I didn't wanna be) (Don't touch me!) See my lonely mind explode When I've gone insane

#alice cooper #ballad of dwight fry #love it to death #trashes the world #amazing live performance #my rock godfathers #my life inspirations #my lonely life unfold #my only mind explode #i've gone insane #my mind in a song #legend #gods of rock #shock rock #masterpiece

[thursdayschild76]

"Love just a Lie, made to make you Blue"

Every my Loves hurts.

"Love hurts, love scars, love wounds and marks Any heart not tough or strong enough Take a lot of pain, take a lot of pain Love is like a cloud, holds a lot'ta rain

Love hurts Love hurts

I may be slow, but even so I know a thing or two, I learned from you I really learned a lot, really learned a lot Love is like a flame, burns you when it's hot

Love hurts Love hurts Love hurts

Some fools rave of happiness Blissfulness, togetherness Some fools fool themselves I guess They're not foolin' me

But I know it isn't true Well, I know it isn't true Love is just a lie Made to make you blue

Love hurts Love hurts

Yeah well, I know it isn't true Well, I know it isn't true Love is just a lie Made to make you blue Love hurts Love hurts Love hurts

#joan jett #love hurts #amazing cover #rock goddess #1990 rock song #90s memories #fourteen #bleeding hearth #broken heart #heartbreak #neverending pain #regret #lost loves #broken soul #eternal lonely soul #hopeless

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A Scorpio Moon Man Memories ♏🌙

"The merciless desire to see her suffer, making her feel the same atrocious pain she had inflicted on me, was the equal to the Love I felt for her: INFINITE.

She was, is, and will be unforgettable. But I will choose to have beside me, for the rest of my life, a woman whom I will love infinitely less than her, but who will give me tranquility and peace"

A Scorpio Moon man confessions.

No forgiveness after forgiving.

☀️♈ ↑♋ 🌙♏

#scorpio moon man #suffer my same pain #feel my infinite love #merciless desire #confessions #many years later #unforgettable #my life's past loves #my second great true love #memories of lost loves #no third chances #no forgiveness #heartbreak #my big mistake #regret #forgive me

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"I’m Thinking That It Must Be Love"

198*: Love at first sight. About thirty years later: A two Soulmates conversation.

Remembering the eternal David Bowie. January 10th, 2016.

"Apparently, we get lost between conversations even before we see each other: yesterday you didn't tell me about Bowie thing anymore!"

"F*ck! Since today I've been thinking the exact same thing! Proving that we are the absolute masters of digression, we then got lost in a thousand other conversations! Well. Since David Bowie is your "religious orientation", I will now tell you how it became mine"

"It’s not the side-effects of the cocaine, I’m thinking that it must be love" ... directly from "Station to Station!"

"Oh my God! I die for this song! I love it, not only for the lyrics and the music, but also for the love it gave birth to!"

"Oh... Tell me!"

"Well. And when I start like this, you’re finished!"

"Hey! That's all I'm waiting for!"

"Well. Let me start by saying that I already knew David Bowie, but more as an actor than as a singer. Just think that, at the time, I didn't even know that it was him who sang the famous "Let's Dance". I think I was about twelve years old, because was in the middle school. One day, an amazing teacher came to my school for a drug addiction prevention project. The teacher told us about a German little girl who, years earlier, had become a heroin addict at almost our age, and he strongly recommended reading her book. But fate would have it that, in those days, the movie was broadcast on TV and I rushed to watch it. I still remember the beginning... "Piss and shit everywhere!" and Christiane getting a tattoo on her hand. Well. Since I'm already digress, because I have a billion things to say on the movie and the book too, I'll skip straight to David Bowie!"

“You know, the first book I bought in my life was “Christiane F. we kids from Berlin Zoo”. Then I watched the movie, again and again”

"Oh my God! It's incredibile... "

"Yes... we're talking about a book and movie that are very, very important to me. Continued!"

"Then, comes the scene when Christiane goes to Bowie's concert with her toxic friend. I was already all excited because I had just listened "Heroes", in that memorable scene where Christiane, Detlef and their friends run like crazy in the deserted Europa Center, laughing and doing a thousand stupid things! The scene ends with Christiane and Detlef together on the terrace, watching the sunrise. Unforgettable! "Heroes" had driven me crazy, but it was still nothing compared to the shock I had afterwards!"

"Sure, I guess! Continued!"

"Now imagine: about 198* - 198*, I was already listening a lot of the music that you and me love, but also a lot, a lot... metal! Forgive me, I know you hate it! 80s hair and glam metal too! Big hair, heavy makeup, motorcycles, spectacular shows, strippers, and various exaggerations! WELL. In the growing emotion before the start of the concert, suddenly the lights opens and HE arrives, with his red jacket!"

"Eh... "

"And what does he do? Nothing. Absolutely nothing. Just his entrance and presence on stage is enough to hypnotize the audience. Gently touch the microphone and start singing. It almost doesn't move! Sublime!"

"Immense charm... you said well, very, very well. It's the same effect it had on me! I swear. The same..."

"Station to Station"… all Bowie's songs are masterpieces, but this is the favourite, because it introduced me to Bowie's immense and genial universe and made me fall in love with his art"

"The elegance, the mangnetism is had, was inexplicable!"

Even today it's not the side-effects of the cocaine, I'm sure it's True Love.

#david bowie #white duke #station to station #love at first sight #fatal moment #remembering eternal bowie #immortal art and music #teenage memories #school's memories #amazing teacher #christiane f #wir kinder vom bahnhof zoo #uli edel #1981s movie #me as christiane #unforgettable #in loving memory #8th - 10th january #our same and infinite love for bowie #connections #affinity #parallel lives #a two soulmates conversation #before see each other #nocturne messages #november memories #memories of lost love

[thursdayschild76]

"She’d like to know God Love God Feel, feel, feel her God"

Christian Woman

"Forgive her... For she knows not what she does

A cross upon her bedroom wall From grace she will fall An image burning in her mind And between her thig

A dying God-man full of pain When will you come again?

Before him beg to serve or please On your back or knees

There's no forgiveness for her sins Prefers punishment

Would you suffer eternally Or internally? Ah!

For her lust She'll burn in hell Her soul done medium well

All through mass manual stimulation Salvation.

Corpus Christi She needs Corpus Christi Corpus Christi

Corpus Christi She needs Corpus Christi Corpus Christi

Body of Christ She needs Body of Christ Body of Christ

She'd like to know God Love God

Feel her God Inside of her Deep inside of her, ah

She'd like to know God Love God Feel, feel, feel her God Inside of her Deep inside of her

Inside of her Deep inside of her

Jesus Christ looks like me Jesus Christ Jesus Christ looks like me Jesus Christ, ah

Jesus Christ looks like me Jesus Christ, ah Jesus Christ looks like me Jesus Christ, ah...

#type o negative #peter steele #christian woman #corpus christi #feel god #the voice #unforgettable #90s memories

[thursdayschild76]

"Everyone I Love Is Dead" 

"Seems three years Though maybe four Someone drops dead Whom I adore You love someone There will be grief The kiss of death Lips of a thief

Goddamnit

A dusty stack of photographs Of times I've cried But mostly laughed Commit the past Into blue flame Acrid smoke Cowardly shame

Goddamnit

At times I'm truly terrified 'Cause dope and booze Don't help to hide They're used to mask A weakling's hurt It's just like painting Over dirt

Everyone I love is dead Everyone I love is dead (All dead)

Life's a game I cannot win Both good and bad Must surely end The mirrors Always tell the truth I love myself For hating you Everyone I love is dead Everyone I love is dead Everyone I love is dead Everyone I love is dead Goddamnit! Goddamnit! All dead All dead All dead, all dead, all dead, all dead, all dead, all dead, all dead, all dead All dead Goddamnit!

#peter steele #type o negative #january 4th #birthday #green man #the voice #unforgettable #90s memories

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Villeblevine, France.

Albert Camus, 4 gennaio 1960.

And you and me? What time were we? If we were…

November 23th, Monday. Maybe this life has decided to give us a gift. Or, simply, to find each other again.

#albert camus #readings of a lifetime #memories