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[very-sad-sunny]

- knock knock

- who's there?

- a random panic attack absolutely no reason

#actually mentally ill #panic disorder #panic attack #anxiety #anxiety disorder #actually anxious #anxiety problems

[very-sad-sunny]

i'll never understand people who wanna live a long life

like no thanks i'm gonna die in 21

#actually depressed #actuallytraumatized #actually mentally ill #mental illnesses #mental disorder

[very-sad-sunny]

i'm really sorry that all this shit is real.

why the fuck am i have to live a life??

every time i realize that i'm not fictional character of some book/show/etc. i wanna die because arghhh i don't wanna be real

#actually mentally ill #actually dpdr #dissociation #derealization #actually depressed

[very-sad-sunny]

i want to be loved and i want *that* person put me first but this is too high requirement and it kills me to be honest

#actually borderline #borderline problems #bpd #bpd feels #i wanna die #mentally ill

[very-sad-sunny]

it's so exhausting to live with depression and anxiety at the same time because you're always bored and wanna sleep. seriously, THE FUCKING SCALE OF ENERGY IS NEVER FULL omg

#actually depressed #actually mentally ill #depression #anxiety #mental illnesses #mental health

[very-sad-sunny]

me: *sends text to my friend*

friend: *doesn't reply*

me:

me: ok i got it you hate me

me: or you died... *gets panic attack*

#bpd #actually mentally ill #mental memes

[very-sad-sunny]

no one:

me: am i even real?..

#mental health #dpdr #mental stuff #dissociation #derealization #actually mentally ill