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a1m05t-en0ugh Ā· 1 month
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a1m05t-en0ugh Ā· 1 month
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MY GOD. Iā€™m so desperately in love with him, itā€™s ridiculous.
This boy is my entire life. Itā€™s unhealthy. But I can not stop thinking about him
He is mine. I adore him.
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a1m05t-en0ugh Ā· 1 month
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I fell in love with someone I shouldnā€™t have
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a1m05t-en0ugh Ā· 4 months
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Words said out of anger <<<
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a1m05t-en0ugh Ā· 5 months
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I compare myself to everyone and anyone. Models on Instagram, my best friends I see everyday, actresses in my favorite movies, people I meet one at parties.
And I always find things I would change about myself, based on them. Anything they can do better, I immediately criticize about myself.
I think about what I donā€™t have or canā€™t do and I hate myself for those flaws.
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a1m05t-en0ugh Ā· 8 months
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Why is everyone upset?
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a1m05t-en0ugh Ā· 8 months
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Iā€™ve finally realized my problem.
I am lonely.
Itā€™s a simple as that. Iā€™m just very very lonely.
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a1m05t-en0ugh Ā· 8 months
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Whenever I drink, Iā€™m tempted to text people whatever Iā€™m feeling at the moment. Usually pretty deep stuff, like how much I love them, things I regret, or just embarrassing things Iā€™ve done.
But Iā€™ve developed some self control and thank myself every morning for not sending those texts.
I know that ā€œdrunk words are sober thoughtsā€ but Iā€™m still so grateful that I never send those drunk messages anymore. It has helped me so much because it gives me a chance to reanalyze the situation and then react accordingly.
Never call or text anymore while youā€™re drunk, unless your in danger, lost, or have your sober friends permission.
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a1m05t-en0ugh Ā· 9 months
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Because you just donā€™t see me like that
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a1m05t-en0ugh Ā· 9 months
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God, I hate my body.
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a1m05t-en0ugh Ā· 10 months
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I hate what I see in the mirror everyday
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a1m05t-en0ugh Ā· 10 months
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TRIGGER WARNING
Soooo my best friend just told me to kms (I think as a joke) and I donā€™t know what to do with myself rn.
Context: I posted an ā€œugly picā€ of her on my spam account (with 6 followers and one other person saw it) and then she commented ā€œkysā€. Iā€™ve now deleted the pic and no one else saw the pic except her and a friend of ours and I apologized.
Anyway I really donā€™t know how to feel about this. She knows a lot about my situation and the fact that she just said that is weird. I really donā€™t know what to do rn.
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a1m05t-en0ugh Ā· 11 months
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When you canā€™t motivate yourself to study even though you KNOW you need to study, so now youā€™re watching Ice Age like fucking 8-year-old
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a1m05t-en0ugh Ā· 11 months
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I canā€™t have a discussion or argument without crying. And it makes me so mad because I hate crying, especially in front of others
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a1m05t-en0ugh Ā· 1 year
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The things I see on social mediaā€¦
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a1m05t-en0ugh Ā· 1 year
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I donā€™t really know what Iā€™m feeling right now.
Sometimes Iā€™m euphoric and am excited for whatā€™s going to happen. Iā€™m motivated to be healthy and see my friends. Next the thing I know Iā€™m ripped down into a hole of self pity and sadness and start neglecting myself again.
It happens to fast and I canā€™t keep up with my mind anymore.
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a1m05t-en0ugh Ā· 1 year
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Heā€™s at the point where he knows he can walk all over me and I will still come back. And he does it. Relentlessly and without fail. I donā€™t know what to do.
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