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#I woke up at 6 am and I went to the beach with my dog
flowerytale · 1 year
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Mary Oliver, from "Why I Wake Early"
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holidayvisa · 2 months
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25 February 2024 - Woke up around 5:50 am with the feeling like I might have a hangover later. Elise got me some headache medicine and water, and then I fell back asleep. We woke up at 9:30; it felt amazing to sleep in. I've had late nights and early mornings several nights in a row, so to sleep in til 9:30 today was just so nice. When we got up, Taylor and Jimmy had already left.
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Jimmy had left around 6 am to pick up Maddie, and I have no idea what time Taylor left. Taylor had washed all the dishes from the night before. Elise and I straightened up the house and checked out by 10.
I drove Elise's car to the Piha bowlers club (lawn bowling, not 10-pin bowling), where Elise wanted to check out the local farmer's market. On the way from the Piha bowlers to Elise's house, we bumped into Tyson and Ted (the dog); we stopped and said hello to them; that was my first time meeting Tyson. We went back to Elise's house, and I cooked us up some fried eggs on toast. We ate our breakfast while watching Ted Lasso with the waves crashing on Piha beach in the background. After Ted Lasso, Elise and I just talked for hours. I told her about the Spahn epic west road trip of 2013 and Judah spotting the grizzly bears outside Yellowstone. I told Elise about building snowforts every winter next to the driveway (instead of helping Dad to shovel the driveway). Jimmy called to make sure that we were still in for going to the Chinese new year festival and fireworks tonight, and he asked us to be at the Henderson flat by 6:45 pm. Elise cooked us up some kingfish curry and turmeric rice for dinner. We took our bowls of curry outside and ate on the front porch, overlooking Piha beach.
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We danced to the songs that played on her bluetooth speaker. We finished our dinner and drove to Henderson. We got to my house around 6:45 pm. The table (the 4-legged tripod, Jimmy, Taylor, Elise, and me) hopped into Jimmy's car, and we drove to South Auckland. We drove to Pa's house (I bought my motorbike from Pa) and parked the car there. We walked to the Chinese new year festival with Pa and Pa's son, Victor. At the festival, Benji, Pa's nephew, joined us. We watched the fire department's demonstration of how to properly put out an oil fire in the kitchen and how NOT to put out an oil fire.
We walked around, ate some dumplings, kumara fries, and donuts, and admired the lanterns. As the night grew darker, the lanterns contrasted against the darkness were mesmerizing.
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The fireworks show started after the final musical performance around 9:45 pm. Benji and Victor were interested in the fireworks for the first two minutes, and then for the remainder of the the fireworks show, they were playing tag or showing off their dance moves! I joined in on their game of tag AND on their spontaneous dancing! Pa was really happy to go with us to the festival, and he was grateful that we were all so good with Victor and Benji. After the fireworks were over, we all walked back to Pa's house together, and the four of us drove back to Henderson. I rode my motorbike to Piha, with Elise following me in her car.
I'm grateful for Elise. I'm grateful to her for arranging for us all to stay in the Keddle House and for taking care of me and for the DELICIOUS kingfish curry. I'm grateful for Taylor and for his doing the dishes before I even woke up. I'm grateful to Jimmy for arranging for us all to go to the Chinese new year festival and for coordinating with Pa. I'm grateful for a wonderful day with wonderful people.
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bike42 · 4 months
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Saturday January 6, 2024
I woke up just before six am, went outside and snapped a photo of the sun rising over Drake Bay. I should have dressed for yoga, but instead I crawled back into bed. By the time I went out to the porch with my yoga mat about 8am, it was too hot to be out there!
We dressed for a hike (I dressed for swim and hike) then we packed our bags to be transferred to our next room and walked to breakfast around 9:30am.
Small crowd at breakfast, but we’ve since learned that if people are going on excursions they go early. We ate overlooking the gorgeous view and the amazing grounds. The woman that cares for the flowers was there tending to the orchids on the table (cool job)! We ate and then set out to hike three miles (3 out and 3 back, six total) of the Drake Bay Path - a route that starts in town, goes through our resort and down the coast for a total of six miles. It was hot without much of a breeze. We each had a bottle of water with us and drank conservatively! Jeff hiked in his low hikers, I was in my Chaco sandals, hoping they’d be okay for traction and irritation!
In just under the first mile, we had a considerable climb and descent to the beach. We were ready for a break and I couldn’t resist the lure of the sea. I took off my sandals and waded in - it was incredibly warm! Afterwards, it was impossible to get all the sand off my feet, so I just determined the sand would work to exfoliate my feet! The pack was hot and I wished I’d just carried a water bottle and my Turkish towel.
We continued the hike which was mainly along the coast, through the trees and then opening out to countless gorgeous beaches. There were a few other small resorts, and possibly some private houses. We also walked through a platform camp with green tents erected on them, and a “campground,” where two guys who appeared to live there offered to crack open coconuts for us.
When we got to the three mile mark, we stopped at the beach - having such a gorgeous beach all to ourselves is such a different experience! I took off my shoes and outer clothes and sat on the beach with the surf rolling over me. It was so much fun. I’d try to hold my ground, but wave after wave would roll me over. I went out in deeper water to try to wash the sand and rocks from inside my bathing suit - to no avail. Now my whole body is exfoliated!
We walked back toward our resort and with the scenery being so spectacular, I didn’t mind the out and back. We’ll probably do the same hike several times during our stay here and it won’t feel monotonous!
Along the way, we picked up a little dog. He seemed to know where he was going, but we still felt bad about possibly leading him away from his home. With about a mile to go, we stopped again at a beach and I swam there.
The water was almost too warm! After my swim, I toweled off - swapped my suit bottoms for just my “skort” and we headed up the climb. The dog had lost patience and moved on during my swim.
Back at the resort, we ordered cold drinks and settled in before lunch. Other groups were coming back from excursions and it was good to hear what they’d done. One popular excursion is snorkeling at Cano Island (which is cool, we did it as an optional excursion at last year’s yoga retreat!).
At lunch we sat with a mom and two daughters from California, who had also arrived yesterday (however, their luggage just arrived). They took the kayaks out today and said they unintentionally swam in the ocean. Lunch was salad with grilled chicken or mahi-mahi with mashed potatoes. The food here is fantastic!
After lunch, Alex walked us to our new room. It’ll probably be the nicest of our stay - a deluxe suite. Comes with a deck with a gorgeous view and hammocks. We share the deck with the California trio. The room reminds me of the yoga retreat room - amazing wood and wonderful bathroom, comfy beds and pillows. What’s lacking may be solitude and privacy as all the rooms are in one row up on the hillside without much room between them. As I write this I’m hearing people talking (and coughing - keep away from room #3 at dinner) over the sound of the sea and the ever present buzz of the jungle.
They say we can have this room for two nights, so I somewhat unpacked and settled into the hammock for reading and napping. After a few hours I could tell by the sun that evening had approached so I got up and took a nice shower - always more enjoyable when there is salt water to be washed off!
We showered and dressed for dinner, then went down to the gathering space. We ordered cocktails: yummy G&T for served with a lot of fruit in a wine glass like we had in the UK, and a yummy whiskey sour for JT. Appetizers were mini charcuterie boards. We talked with two guys - both Mikes, from Ohio, here on a diving trip. We had dinner with them, along with a couple from the UK, a couple from France and an outgoing woman from Switzerland who had a lot of information about traveling in Japan. Great dinner companions!
By 9pm, we came back to our comfortable room … going to need those earplugs tonight!
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meditating-dog-lover · 4 months
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Intermittent fasting day 6
I woke up at 7 and went back to bed at 10 yesterday. I overslept and woke up at 2, which is an hour past when my feeding window starts (at 1). When I woke up at 7 I was a tiny bit bloated (I've been bloated since the night before after I had the sandwich) When I woke up at 2 it was better. My bloating overall has gotten better with the fasting (during both my feeding and fasting windows). Sometimes my stomach might get a bit larger when I'm hungry because it is gurgling. Though I feel lighter and less bloated.
I ate just like I did yesterday. I did something different with my dinner. I turned the avocado sandwich I usually make into avocado toast with an egg, 1 slice of cheese, and leafy greens (I pretty much replaced the slice of cheese I normally have with an egg here and had 1 piece of toast instead of 2 for a sandwich). It was good and filling. I had fish for lunch.
I did not go for a walk. I spent the whole day with my dad sitting in the living room and even playing a card game. Honestly my dad has cooled down and became extremely laid back compared when we were children and he was strict and used to hit us and yell at us. He let me go for walks alone late at night (he wouldn't even let me leave the house or have a sleepover or go to a party when I was a teenager, or even open social media or upload my pictures). And not once did he raise his voice at me, at all. I know I grew up into a well adjusted and successful adult, so I know he is so proud of me. Also I know him being away from his family helped him a lot. I know he loved his mom, but she made his life hell. I hate to say this, but when she passed away I feel like that lifted a weight off his shoulders. Not that he wasn't sad, but I think he felt some relief. But I know the things putting him down and making him stressed is money and loneliness (he lives away from us due to work). He was very down in summer 2022 for this reason and because his close friend and uncle died (and they were both young).
It sucks when you have to deal with generational trauma from your parent. It's like you have an obligation to heal yourself AND the parent who passed on the generational trauma. My dad in this case. I wan to end the lineage and I want to see my dad heal. My dad is not a bad person. But I hated dealing with the trauma. I wasn't allowed to go out, to date, to open social media, to put my pictures on social media, put up a Christmas tree, no dogs, etc... He also used to yell at us a lot and used to hit us. And we were very boring altogether and had no hobbies and wouldn't do fun activities like traveling. So it was a very miserable feeling growing up, especially when we were trapped in my grandmother's house. Like I've said before, living in his home country was traumatic and I unfortunately do not feel a strong connection to it and don't go back often. Only to visit family, but that's about it. Life there is so overwhelming and complex. Especially as a young woman who wants to be free and independent and financially secure.
But thankfully I no longer have to worry about that anymore. Because I am free and independent and financially secure (I'm not rich, I'm secure though which is more than what I can ask for). I have my own job and my own bank account and my own electronic and social media who no one has access to anymore. I have 2 dogs and I've never imagined I would ever have 2. I've always wanted 1 when was younger and envied people who had dogs, but now I have 2. And yeah I am allowed to put up a Christmas tree. And I'm not religious so thankfully I don't have to struggle with religious indoctrination and force. And that is a problem for people (especially women) in the cultural upbringing. And I can travel to the Mediterranean and enjoy walking on beaches. And I'm becoming healthier overtime as I wasn't exposed to health habits growing up. But I will give credit to my dad for introducing me to intermittent fasting, and I know it will dramatically transform my already good health.
So even though I didn't go for a walk, I am happy I stayed home with my dad. This visit really made me realize and remember how much he has changed compared to when we were growing up. He does have the occasional freakout, but he never takes anything out on me and allows me to do whatever I want. I can walk in the dark, own 2 dogs, and have my own bank account and electronics and social media accounts. Even at home with my mom and at work I am free since my boss doesn't micromanage me. I love being free and secure.
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AUG 17, 2023
i have been off for some time because we were on holiday for 5 days it was so lovely but atst it was hell because there was a beach bar just beside the house we stayed and they played songs really loud until 1 a.m. is it professional? i don't think so. can we do anything about it? no, because they say they got permission from the city hall. does it make you better? NO WAY, IT IS WORSE. the fact that the city hall approved it is insane because it is apparently a human rights violation. however, thanks to them, i am really good at sleeping in loud places now. thank you unprofessionally and unethically managed beach bar. i am putting some images from the place we were, though. i really like that town.
and today, i woke up at 6 a.m. because i wanted to stay awake. i don't even know why but i always oversleep especially when i am in the period of time in which i am not working. i cant wake myself up. i can sleep up to 12 hours if i am not trying. i can even sleep more but i don't want to sacrifice my youth to my sleep addiction, lol. so, i woke up, went out and took a walk, almost got play-bitten by a dog -i like animals from a distance it wasn't a pleasant experience. actually, i am afraid of anything i cant get along well by communicating/speaking (humans included)-, came back home, had coffee, read a couple pages of a book. then i wanted to sleep again, lol. but i stopped myself and started to create a presentation for my private lesson.
i have a test at the weekend i should take to study master's degree. do i study for it? nah, i have things to do such as watching my bedrooms walls while i question myself. i still believe that i and my bedroom walls will be fine, though.
that is all my babblery today, if you read it until now, you are quite patient, congrats! and have a wonderful day!
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lifewithoutmeds · 1 year
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February 20, 2023
wow.
life is so random. life throws a couple easy lobs, then suddenly zings in with .... i don’t know, insert sports/baseball analogy. flyball? out of the court. and the whole game changes.
things were bad for a few days after getting those texts, seeing lorena leave. i drank a ton that night, starting from when she started packing, and much whiskey was gone by the morning. fortunately/serendipitously, grace and vicky came by after work for a pre-planned dinner, and it was helpful to have company while i wept bitterly.
friday morning, face swollen from drinking and crying, i met up my mom to go shopping for some much needed work clothes, and was quite successful, and ended up getting like three tops and four pants, all of which i could wear immediately. friday afternoon i went to meet arnulfo and his family plus linda for drinks at the local golden road brewery, but i was so out of it and so sad that i couldn’t really do/say much and it was a fairly joyless event and i bounced out at 8.
saturday at lunch i was supposed to meet up with grace and esther to plan our ireland trip, but grace wasn’t feeling too good so we postponed, and i slept in until 3 or 4 before getting up to go to amir’s engagement party in san dimas which i had written on my calendar as starting at 6 but in actuality had started at 3, whoops. had an ok time but was feeling very exhausted and fat from all the pasta, pizza, and tacos and just very tired. however, immediately prior to that, i had a really good conversation with lorena in which we cleared up a few misunderstandings. she had thought that when i had been telling her to go to florida to go see her dog that i was sort of prematurely kicking her out, and that she had this nagging core belief that her staying at my place was a burden/inconvenience, and she had enjoyed feeling like she had a place of her own at her aunt’s, and how sad she had been because she felt like she was losing me as a friend when she considered me to be her best, and at times, only friend. i told her how i felt she was cutting me out and we both concluded that somehow we had been projecting our own insecurities of being abandoned/cut out, and decided that that’s what the other was doing, when we really we were good friends who would keep in touch despite not living together.
so i felt much better, extremely relieved by the end of our conversation, and went with a slightly lighter heart to amir’s engagement where i was too full and didn’t drink enough and was just kinda feeling out of it. i ended up staying til about midnight and getting home around 1 or 1:30.
sunday morning woke up pretty groggy but then headed out to malibu where i went hiking to escondido falls with rhiannon, then we hit up el pescador state beach where i managed to catch one decent sized perch before leaving, taking care of a couple things, then heading out go to see CD, with some lasagna and beers in hand. we chatted, caught up a bit, and watched old episodes of Hell’s Kitchen while drinking beer and eating pasta and i headed out at around 8pm.
today’s been lots of chores. dish-washing, vacuuming, two loads of laundry, taking out trash, recycling. then i got hit with another bombshell. messaged lorena, who informed me that she was going back to florida to help out with her mom, whose breast cancer came back. one-way ticket, and it might be a few months before she came back. devastation once again. we’ll be hanging out one last time tomorrow (a tuesday), in which she promised lunch, and drinks after work. she’s trying to spend as much time as she can with reyna, as they’re both devastated, seemingly and possibly even more devastated than i am.
it’s crazy. the universe/God is letting me down, cutting her out of my life, in the tiniest, slowest and most bearable way i can imagine. first 45 miles away, then a few thousand, in just small enough doses that i don’t completely and utterly lose it. the thought of it would have sent me spiraling months ago, but once the notion was introduced, it was slowly realized, bit by bit, in just the most barely digestable ways. i love her so much, so ... possibly unhealthily, and there was no way i was going to voluntarily remove her from my life, and it’s almost like the universe is picking her off for me, for my good, if that’s believable.
for once i think i’ll be able to live and bear it. tuesday will likely be the last time i will see her in a while, but i’ve already started to have to consider life without her when i thought she was moving to rancho, so i’ve already been primed in some respects. gosh i’ll miss her. gosh i love her. but i think. i’ll live. i think i’ll push through. as much as it hurts right now.
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#1. Back to School
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Bit of background: I am 30. There, I said it. My birthday was in late August and I wanted to celebrate the end of an era with a real rager. I hadn’t had a pukey-afternoon-hangover in a while and thought that it was high time to get back to basics. At the start of 2022 I decided I would go back to school, which started in September, and thought, “Here comes toil, here comes drudgery.” (This coming after I left my job at the start of August because of toil, because of drudgery.) This was my last chance to feel like a twenty-something again.
In my friend group, birthday celebrations were uncommon and made even less frequent because of social distancing in the COVID years. This year, we resolved to write each others’ birthdays down in our phones and sure enough, we went through them one by one. Korean BBQ here (and Korean BBQ there—birthday-boy got COVID so we went twice in two weeks), an Irish Pub, yet another Korean restaurant, and then it was my turn. Not to be outdone, I pitched my idea to the group: Jordan-fest ’22.
It would be multiple days, that part was non-negotiable. And we would do things that were a hassle any other time but this, this special, once-in-a-lifetime birthday. You couldn’t turn 30 again, could you? You wouldn’t deny me this, this the day of my daughter’s weddingbirth? I decided we would do a LAN, and then go to the beach the next day. As kids we used to stay up all night playing 16-players-on-four-TVs Halo and eating way too much pizza. The glory days.
Who doesn’t like that?
Adults. That’s who. Adults don’t like that.
The day of, my good buddy woke up and decided he would give me a headache. He never put a wireless card into his computer when he built it, he texted me. At six in the morning. This got me out of bed scrambling to find an ethernet hub (failing at that), then trying to unplug and re-plug my modem into another phone line (failing at that too). Pro tip: you can plug a computer with no wi-fi into a computer that does have a wireless card, enable it under network settings, and get internet that way. Crisis averted.
The day would ultimately claim my buddy’s glass side-panel, and a 38-year old solid oak table that we tried to pick up and move. A friend had to show up later (and he came with no computer) because he and his SO and their dog just moved into a new condo literally the day before. We played an 18-year-old computer game, SWAT 4, for an hour. Then we packed it all up. And it had been sort of a blast. The worries and obstacles and stress from the day, that all melted away. Everybody was out the door before 1 AM.
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The next day, we headed to the beach after some delay—my buddy’s 10-month old baby had to nap. My buddy turns 30 in November. And I was headed to school again.
I don’t love being a student. After the last go-around, in 2016, I swore I would never go back. I’d had enough with papers and textbooks and worrying about grades. But settling into a job and just sticking it out because of the pandemic will change almost anybody’s mind, if you don’t love what it is you do. And I didn’t. I went to school for writing, not to be a public servant and talk on the phone for eight hours a day (I worked for Statistics Canada, so if you’ve ever gotten a call from us, you know what’s up. You just have to bear it). I settled into a routine of late nights and sleeping in ‘til noon. So I broke the hell out of that promise to myself and started looking forward to school.
The idea of a shakeup, enrolling at BCIT, having mentally stimulating and fulfilling days improved my mood and my outlook. I would quickly get over crawling out of bed at 6:15 AM every morning and fighting my way down the freeway like Mad Max and taking seven classes a week and doing homework and writing papers and cramming for midterm exams because it’s one step closer to what I want to do with my life. I want to create. I want a career being creative. Even if I start it this late, and my friends are getting married, having kids, settling down.
And hey, a few weeks later, one of my friends—the one getting married—he popped the question to me when we were riding in his car: will you be my best man? I said I would, and we hugged it out. “What do you wanna do for a bachelor party?” I asked him.
He shrugged and said, “Maybe a LAN? That was fun.”
So there’s the takeaway of this little parable. Things are hard, things take time, things get in the way, but stick with it and things will turn out. That, I gotta believe.
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wonderland-in-bloom · 4 years
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riddle, ace, deuce, and malleus watching a meteor shower w/ the reader
anon asked: hi! may i request hcs for a reader who's a super nerd for everything related to space and stars (as in. they'd talk about it for literal Hours if u'd let them) dragging out their friend (who maaybe has a crush on them lol) ace, deuce, riddle and malleus to stargaze after hearing there's gonna be a meteor shower that night, perhaps from astronomy class? how would they react, would they enjoy such an activity + how would they deal with such an excitable and odd person such as the reader? tysm!! 💖
im bacccccccc from deeeeeeeed,, hey guys how are y’all doing? i think this will be the last request i’ll do before i focus my attention on the summer beach bash writing collab event held by the amazing, the lovely @nonsensical-twistedriddles​ anyways i hope you all are doing alright and enjoy these headcanons ❤️
for a better visual/image of what the meteor shower is like, refer to kimi no na wa or episode 6 of violet evergarden “somewhere, under a starry sky”
headcanons under the cut :))
riddle rosehearts
being the dorm leader of heartslabyul means that he’s always busy and he has tons of things to do, so when you first approached him he was a little hesitant 
“i....i don’t know (y/n)...” “pleaseeeeeeee”
you gave him your signature ‘cute puppy dog eyes’ and that was when he knew he couldn’t resist, so he agreed
that night he was surprised to find himself in a hill at the back of the school. you had laid out a blanket and brought a couple of pillows and a telescope just in case. a couple books about the whole meteor shower, and books about stars and space in general were sprawled across the grass as well
“ah riddle! you’re on time!” “of course. those who are late have to be taught a lesson” 
you patted the empty space next to you and he sat down beside you
“i’ve actually read about tonight’s meteor shower in one of my books. it happens once every 300 years! i’m just getting super duper excited just thinking about it! the fact that i get to see a comet that happens once in 300 years! aaaah! it’s amazing!”
personally, riddle didn’t know too much about comets or meteors or just astronomy. he just knew what he needed to learn for the subject. but seeing you being so happy and hyped about the meteor shower made him want to learn more
as you continued to ramble, riddle let out a small chuckle, causing you to focus your attention on him
“sorry, sorry. it’s just...you’re so cute rambling about these things. please tell me more.”
riddle saw a light in your eyes as they seemed to sparkle and you continued
he didn’t really understand half of the things you were saying but he enjoyed it
“and...and then it said that-” your sentence got cut off as the meteor shower started. an array of colors filled the sky as the sight before your eyes was the most beautiful thing you’ve seen
you stood up and just gazed at the whole thing in amazement, riddle followed but half of the time, he was looking at you. he was amazed at how passionate you were in this and how he wants to see you smile like this all the time
“(y/n). thank you for inviting me.” “it’s no problem, really!” “they say that when two people who are truly in love are together gazing at a meteor shower...their love for each other will be known to both and it will continue to grow.”
riddle blushed and so did you. were you saying...?
“well it’s just an old legend, though. we should head back.”
the next day in class, riddle approached you out of nowhere and handed you something. it was a crystal necklace in the shape of a star
“i really hope there’s another meteor shower soon. and i want you to come along with me.” he smiled before quickly running to his own class. 
and as the legend went, after spending time with riddle during that meteor shower, your love for each other grew and grew 
ace trappola
“haaah? a meteor shower? what’s so interesting about that?” “oh come on ace! you owe me one anyways! remember that one time-” “okay! okay! i’ll go.”
truth be told, ace really doesn’t mind doing anything and going anywhere as long as you were there. but his big ego doesn’t allow him to agree that easily. 
 you were both snuck into the astronomy classroom and went out the window to the balcony. a perfect view of the meteor shower
“what’s so cool about this meteor shower, anyways?” “a lot of things actually!” you continued to ramble on about it
ace could care less about space, stars, meteors, all that jazz, but since you were the one talking about it, he really doesn’t mind. there was one sentence which grabbed his attention though
“tonight’s meteor shower is called ‘the falling stars’” “what? so like...stars come falling from space? or is it just one big ass star?” “no! it’s called ‘the falling stars’ because they say if you make a wish while gazing at the meteors, it’ll come true.”
“what the-that’s all-” “ace! it’s starting!”
he glanced up at the sky, and truth be told, he never saw a scene as beautiful as that. it was really as if the stars from the sky were falling down. 
“it lasts only for three minutes! hurry up and make your wish!” he turned his head to face you and saw your eyes closed and face scrunched up. some wish. “alright then~”
once the meteor shower ended you giddily asked ace what his wish was
“hmm...maybe i’ll tell you someday.” “what?! why not tell me now?!” “my wish is something you should figure out on your own.”  “what?! hey! that’s not fair! ace! wait for me!”
the next day, ace was delighted to find you skipping through the hallways with a bright smile on your face
“good morning guys!” you smiled to your two best friends. “what’s with the smile, (y/n)?” deuce asked you. “nothing! just feeling happy.” “so my wish did come true.” ace whispered to himself. 
“what did you say?” “nothing. now let’s get to class.” “ow! ace that hurt!” “it was just a playful slap, you big baby.” 
now what was ace’s wish, you may ask?
i wish for (y/n) to always be happy, and to let me see her beautiful smile on her face each day
deuce spade
“what!? it’s tonight?!” “jeez you never keep your eyes open in astronomy class, do you? but yes! it’s tonight. so we should go together, okay?” 
you and deuce were known to be the chaotic, nerd-like duo over these things. you were much more invested than deuce however, but he just likes to listen to you talk about it. 
he helped you up the roof of the ramshackle dorm where you both could get a good view of the sky
truth be told, you were trembling a bit. heights weren’t your thing and now here you were sitting on top of a roof which could’ve collapsed any second. 
you clung onto deuce’s arm, causing him to blush slightly but he assured you that you both were going to be fine
the sky changed from a dull dark blue to a bright, glowing purple and light blue, and you both knew that the meteor shower started
“it’s...beautiful.” the both of you whispered in amazement. you and deuce just stayed up talking about astronomy and how the both of you got interested in it as the meteor shower continued.
“you know something about this meteor shower?” deuce shook his head. “...no? what?”
“it says that you’re granted good luck if you’re under the sky of this meteor shower.” “that means everyone in night raven college gets good luck huh?”
“i don’t know. it’s not specific! they didn’t even say how long the luck lasts or...yeah. it’s just not specific. it’s just an old saying anyways.” you and deuce laughed. 
you both felt something slip under your feet. “uh oh.” it was a roof tile. 
this caused you both to slide from your position and started tumbling down the roof. 
“deuce! do something! summon something soft so we don’t fall!” “u-uhhh, okay!” 
it was his and your safety in his hands so he prayed that he was able to come up with something appropriate 
“i summon...a big fluffy pillow!” you and deuce managed to fall off the roof without any harm and landed on the pillow, slightly bouncing even
you both laughed in relief as the both of you were okay. “hey, you managed to summon something good!” “well..maybe it’s the good luck from the meteor shower.”
“and you know, i’m feeling pretty lucky. so...i can do this.” he leaned in and pecked your cheek. your cheeks instantly burned up as you buried your face in your arms. 
“deuce you idiot! you should consider being lucky that i don’t slap the heck out of you!” he just laughed at your cute behavior and attacked you with a big hug
you two ended up accidentally falling asleep on that big, fluffy pillow and you both woke up to find yourselves in each other’s arms 
malleus draconia
“(y/n).” he called out to you. “yes?” “i heard there’s going to be a meteor shower tonight.” 
“ah! yeah...about that. i was thinking...if you would want to come see it with me?” you fiddled with your fingers. “me? i’m...invited?” “yes! i wouldn’t want to invite anyone else in the whole world.”
malleus felt delighted and was just looking forward to that night. he didn’t really matter what else happened during the day. 
“but i don’t really know where we can watch it from. the other students are planning on watching it too...” “we can see it from the diasomnia observatory.” “WAIT, YOU HAVE THAT?!” you shrieked a little too loudly
“i mean....if you don’t mind.” “of course. it’s alright.”
you were shocked to find yourself in a neat and organized observatory. bookshelves surrounded the whole room and a big telescope was in the middle of it. “this is amazing...”
“you could always come here if you want.” “WHAT?! WAIT, REALLY?” you beamed as you followed malleus. “i know your love for space, (y/n).”
you mentally slapped yourself, was it always that obvious? am i just too loud about it? ugh damn it. 
“you shouldn’t worry about it. it’s fascinating to learn all about it.” you were always there for malleus when he was in depth into talking about gargoyles and you treated him with the utmost respect. you also joined in the conversation and actually asked him a few things. he wanted to do the same for you. 
“i was the one who invited you, yet here you are doing everything.” “i don’t mind...” if i can spend time with you, i’d do anything. 
“malleus, look!” you pointed at a golden glow coming from the sky. it was starting. 
you two stood in silence for a while, enjoying the view of the night sky and each other’s presence
“you know...i’ve seen this meteor once. when i was a child.” “really?” you scooted closer to him. “sadly, back then, i didn’t have anyone to enjoy it with. i didn’t have anyone who is as passionate talking about it as much as you. and now, i’m glad you’re by my side, (y/n).” 
“and i’ll continue to be by your side! i promise, we’re going to see as many meteor shower as possible! we’ll go stargazing, go chase clouds, everything! and--ah sorry. am i rambling too much?” 
malleus took your hand in his and placed a gentle kiss atop it. “hearing  you talk about these things makes me happy, (y/n). and i’m glad you’re by my side. i promise we’ll do all these things together. i’d do anything with you, as long as we’re together.” “thank you.” you smiled back (trying your best not to lose your composure)
and you both spent the whole night in the balcony, hand in hand, with your head resting on him as you watched the stars in the night sky and as the sky turned from a dark blue to a bright blue
just like the way you both wanted it to be 
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and now i wanna go stargazing uuuugggghhhhh or watch kimi no na wa/violet evergarden again efjwoejfowe. FAIRY GALA EVENT TOMORROW!!!! the best of luck to everyone who’s scouting !!!
love, a♕
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Not everything is what it seems - Chapter 8
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Genre: Poly!Au; Hybrid! Au; Fluff; Angst
Pairing: Hybrid! BTS x Female!Reader; Human!Reader; Wolf!Namjoon; Peacock!Seokjin; Siamese Cat!Yoongi; Golden Retriever Dog!Hoseok; Munchkin Cat!Jimin; Fox!Taehyung; Bunny!Jungkook
Summary: Y/N is the youngest CEO from a big company, and she has to adopt a hybrid in order to make her figure good between others companies since her cold attitude makes everyone away for her, but when she adopts seven hybrids is it for the good of the company or it’s something else?
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All the eight had the best sleep they ever had in their life and without her knowing, Y/N walls are starting to fall because of these seven hybrids.
 BTS Pov’s
The next morning the hybrids start waking up. “Good morning everyone!” Tae says getting up smiling. “9 am. Too early for this.” Jin says sleepy. “Good morning Tae!” Hobi says with the same energy as the hybrid fox. “Good morning.” Namjoon says smiling to the hybrids but still sleepy. “Shut up!” Yoongi says still laying down and eyes closed with a sleepy Jimin cuddle to him, Jin was going to respond to him until he was interrupted by a sound. “Did he...?”Jin asks. “Was that Jungkook?” Namjoon asks shocked, the sound was Jungkook falling from the bed and hitting the ground. “His still sleeping.” Hobi says the one who was close to him, noticing he didn’t even wake up from the fall.
“Hyung?”Jimin asks confused when he sees Yoongi in front of him. “Where’s Y/N?”Jimin asks and suddenly everyone stops frozen remembering they felt a sleep in her bedroom with her. “She’s not here.” Tae says looking around. “I think she went to work in her office. I heard her leaving.” Yoongi says finally getting up. “And you didn’t stop her!” Jin says scolding him and they start fighting. “Guys! Why won’t we go to her now?” Hobi asks and everyone agrees. “Wake up you muscle bunny!” Jimin says softly kicking the bunny on the floor but no success, then Tae came and start playing with his huge bunny ears but also no success. “You guys are doing it wrong.” Jin says, the master of waking Jungkook up. “You have to push the little ball of fluff he calls a tail.” He says evilly and pushes Jungkook fluffy tail making the said boy scream and wide awake making everyone laugh and the bunny very confused.
They explain everything to Jungkook, and quickly they leave the room and go straight to Y/N office.
 Three hours before
Y/N Pov’s
I woke up feeling really hot and tight, I open my eyes and I see my two cat hybrids cuddling me and holding me from both my sides, without moving I look around and see the rest of my hybrid sleeping and cuddling each other from different spots of my bed and bedroom. “What time is it?” I think and try to look at my clock on the bedside table. “6 am.” I read. “I can’t sleep any more, if I could leave this bed I could continue to work, but how am I going to leave.” I think look at the hybrid who were around me until Jimin turn around and roll itself into a ball making space for me to move and leave, so taking the opportunity, I quietly and quickly take the covers of me trying not to take them from the hybrids, and kneel on top of the covers and quietly leave the bed and the bedroom. “Success.” I whisper after closing my bedroom door and walk towards my office where I worked for three hours and still in my pajamas.
 Present
I was working peacefully until Jungkook and Taehyung open my office door, loudly. “GOOD MORNING Y/N!” They screamed. “I loved more the times were you were all scared and shy of me, quiet time that was.” I say sarcastically making them laugh nervously. “Good morning Y/N, how did you sleep?” Jin asks me entering smiling but quietly. “Good. Thank you for staying last night.” I answer. “No problem.” Some says while other just smile big at me. “Let’s go eat breakfast!” Hobi says smiling big. “Like this? We should get dressed first.” I say looking at all of us still in our pajamas. “Sure! Why not? Let’s go!” Tae says leaving with some of them following talking, then Jimin comes towards me and takes my hand smiling, and we walk towards Yoongi and Namjoon who were waiting for us and the four of us walk behind the others towards the dinning room who was already full of food. “Good morning miss.” Some of my maids say and I say back. “Are everything okay miss Y/N?” My head maid asks smiling trying not to laugh since I never go to breakfast in my pajamas. “Everything is fine.” I say sighing and she leaves us smiling.
 Breakfast went normally but this time I participate more. “Well, this is all good, but I need to dress and go back to work.” I say making everyone turn their heads to me sad. “Nooo! Why?” Jungkook asks pouting. “Someone has to work.” I say smiling a little. “Take a day off and stay like this and play games!” Tae says trying to convince me. “Guys! She needs to work, don’t bother her.” Namjoon says serious. “Thank you. I’ll see you guys to lunch.” I say and get up leaving the hybrids on the table sad.
I go to my bedroom, take a shower and dressed myself just to go to my office to work again, but their sad faces don’t leave my head. “I can’t believe I’m doing this.” I say out loud and pic my phone dialling a number. “Good morning. I would like to make a reservation. Yes, eight people, one human and seven hybrids. For this afternoon. Y/N L/N. Okay, thank you.” I say and hang up. “They are not expecting this.” I think almost laughing.
 Lunch Time
All morning no one enter my room not even Jimin, guess they were really sad. Lunch time came and a maid came telling me. “Miss, lunch is ready and everyone is already there.” She says. “Okay, thank you.” I say and follow her to a very silence room where I see my seven hybrids eating, dressed this time but in silence, I sit and starting eating also not saying anything.
 I finish eating like everyone else, and before they leave the table I talk. “Everyone get ready. We’re going to leave in two hours.” I say smiling to their shocked faces. “Where are we going?” They ask. “Who knows.” I say smirking and getting up, and they don’t stop the questions and I only wink at them leaving them confused, excited but also scared. “Is she going to abandon us?” Jungkook asks scared only to all of them hit is head.
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Collect Call From... TAYLOR SWIFT
Blender Magazine (final, unpublished issue from May 2009) // By Josh Eells
Each month, one lucky rock star phones Blender HQ for seven days straight, just to, you know, share. Now on the line: country-pop princess.
DAY 1: FEBRUARY 24th, 3:51 pm
Swift calls from Nashville, where she lives with her parents and younger brother. “I’m so happy to be home! I’ve been in Europe for two weeks. I got back two nights ago and spent half of yesterday sleeping. This is my only week off for months, but I categorize vacations differently than most people. I don’t care if I’m doing interviews from when I wake up till I go to sleep, as long as l’m in my own bed, that’s a day off.  This morning I went to some of the radio stations in town, said hi to program directors. Then I met with my stylist - we talked about tour outfits. And now I’m getting dressed for my brother Austin’s lacrosse game. He plays goalie - this is his first game as starter. His friends used to tease him about me, but now he's six two and built. I don’t think they make jokes anymore.”
DAY 2: FEBRUARY 25th, 4:14 pm
Swift phones from home, where she’s “lounging on the couch under a quilt” and playing with her dogs, Baby (a Doberman) and Bug (a mini Pinscher). “Austin did great! His team won, and he kept a bunch of balls out of the goal. Afterwards I went with my friend Emily to a Nashville Predators game. I did a commercial for them, so they hook me up with tickets when I’m in town. There’s a couple of cute guys, but I think they’re all married. I totally cheer and do the fang-finger thing. Last night they put me on the JumboTron, and you could literally see the wave of people getting up to come over. I’m still getting used to the fact that being stared at is part of my day - in high school it meant I had something on my face. The fact that my albums has been No. 1 for 10 weeks - it’s unbelievable. But this week looks a little questionable: The Jonas Brothers have an album out, too. Hmm.”
DAY 3: FEBRUARY 26th, 5:30 pm
Swift dials in from the road In Nashville, where she’s stuck In rush-hour traffic. "I just shot a video with my friend Kellie [Pickier] for a song we wrote together. It’s about ex-boyfriends. In the video I am kind of her trouble-making sidekick - I wore this strapless studded dress with a zipper up the front. The whole day I was afraid someone was gonna walk by and unzip me. It would have taken half a second to ruin my day. Oh, my God, last night I fell asleep on the couch watching CSI: NY. I was out at like 7, but at some point I dragged myself to bed, and apparently in my haze I turned the heat up to 95! I woke up in the middle of the night drenched in sweat, with my poor cat lying on the floor panting. I made myself an ice bath and called my friend Emma in LA - she was in Superbad - and she kept me company for two hours while I cooled down.”
DAY 4: FEBRUARY 27th, 4:37 pm
Swift rings from the music room at her house, where she’s teaching herself how to play piano. “I’m still not caught up from my jet lag. Today I woke up at 5:30, ate same cereal and fell back asleep on the couch. I didn’t sleep long though, because we had rehearsal this morning. Kenny Chesney was rehearsing next door, so we chatted for a bit. Nashville is a really small town. I still live with my parents because I’m never home long enough to move out. And I don’t go to bars, because I’m 19 and scared of breaking rules. Besides Kellie and my best friend Abigail, who moved to Kansas, most of my friends are in LA. And boys aren’t even an issue right now. I categorize guys as “talking”, “nominees” - people you feel like you could someday date - and “dating”. Right now I don’t even have nominees. I don’t even have potential future nominees! But I’m used to being single. Before my last relationship [with Joe Jonas] I was single for like two years. It’s sort of my thing.”
DAY 5: FEBRUARY 28th, 12:50 pm
Swift checks in from her mom’s car with some medical news. “So, I’m driving to the doctors office. I burned my face with a curling iron! Don’t worry, I’m fine - I’ll call you after we’re done. [She phones a few hours later.] OK. What happened was, I woke up at 6 am and decided to curl my hair. I guess l was still asleep, because I slipped and burned my face under my right eye. It hurt really bad, but I didn’t think much of it. I edited and uploaded a MySpace video - unhindered by the fact that my face was melting off - and went downstairs, and my dad was like, ‘Oh, my God!’ I guess it was worse than I realized. So we went to the dermatologist. She gave me a prescription for some burn cream - I’m not sure what it is, but it has a lot of syllables. The good news is I’m expected to make a full recovery.”
DAY 6: MARCH 1st, 10:03 pm
Swift phones from Plant City, Florida, where she lust performed at the world famous Florida Strawberry Festival. “This place is strawberry city! When we landed, there were official Strawberry Festival minivans waiting to pick us up, driven by people in strawberry shirts. In the dressing room there were bushels of the most beautiful, gigantic chocolate covered strawberries I’ve ever seen. It’s like they welded three together! And this afternoon I met the Strawberry Festival Queen and her court. They were dressed in red and looked very sparkly. It was cold for Florida, like 55 and rainy, but everybody bundled up and had a great time. Afterward we had a police escort, which always makes you feel cool, and we’re taking a private jet, which is even cooler. On the way to the airport all these kids were trying to hurl themselves on our car - it was pretty frantic for a second. But thankfully no one got hurt. That’s why it was cool.”
DAY 7: MARCH 2nd, 12:50 pm
On her last day at home, Swift calls from her favorite couch, where she’s enjoying the view of Old Hickory Lake. “It’s freezing in Tennessee! It’s like 29 degrees, and I’m sitting here packing sundresses and flip-flops for two weeks in Australia. That and downloading movies for the 20,000-hour flight I’m about to embark on. I have three goals for this trip. One, get a tan. Two, go to the beach. And three, debut my new summer wardrobe. Oh, and four, play some good shows and make an impact on Australia! Ha. I don’t go into most situations thinking I’m going to win. I’ve never even won a raffle. These blessings I’ve had lately are more amazing than I could have ever imagined. We got the new projections today, and It’s looking like we’re going to be No.1 again. Does it feel a little sweeter this week? [Laughs] Yeah - just a little.”
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24 February 2024 - Elise pushed me out of bed at 6:15 am so that I could go wake up Jimmy. Jimmy had to pick up Maddie, and he needed to leave by 6:30 to get Maddie in time. As soon as I got Jimmy up, he grabbed his things and rushed out the door. I immediately went back to bed and fell asleep for another hour. At 8 am, Elise and I woke up and left the house by 8:15. I had to guide a Piha canyoning tour, and Elise didn't have any other plans, so she decided to come along too. We drove to Piha for the big 12-person Piha canyon tour. We arrived at Piha a little early, so we decided to take a quick walk on the beach. We walked out to the water, had just barely enough time to dip our toes, and then we walked back.
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We got to the AWOL shed at 9:15 am. When we arrived at the shed, Cam was already there. He saw Elise and say, "thank god you're here; you're working today!" Elise had planned on just coming along for fun, but with the 12-person trip, Cam was stoked to have another guide to manage all the clients.
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The tour went GREAT! It was SOOOOO much fun guiding with both Cam AND Elise. All of my tours that I've guided for the past few weeks have been either me and Jordan OR just me solo. So, having Cam and Elise, two experienced guides, made the day so cruisy and easy and fun. I could chill and relax and enjoy the day more than when I guide solo. At lunch, we had two vegans, but only one vegan sandwich. Elise had to smooth things over with the angry vegan. When we got to the jump spot at the end of the canyon, Elise did a backflip!
After the canyoning tour, we said goodbye to Cam, and Elise and I went back to her house in Piha. Ruth, Elise's friend, and her dog, Ted, came over. Ruth made us all gin and tonics. Elise and I made fried eggs on bagels. We took our gin and tonics and lunches to Piha Beach, where we had a little impromptu picnic! We played with Ted and threw some big sticks for him to fetch.
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After Ruth left, Elise and I were kinda of tired from our big Piha Canyon tour and were thinking about taking a nap, when we got a call from Taylor saying that he's leaving Henderson, heading to the Keddle house in Anawhata. Elise and I quickly packed or things and headed to Anawhata. Taylor arrived at the Keddle house around 6:45, and Elise and I didn't arrived until 7:15. When Elise and I pulled in, Taylor's car was parked at the house, but there was no Taylor to be found - he must have walked down to the beach! Elise and I walked down to the beach, bringing with us the guitar. Golden hour was just starting as Elise and I got down to the beach.
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As we walked along the shoreline, we saw man holding a fishing pole walking towards us along the beach - it was Taylor!
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We found a spot to put our things down, and Taylor and Elise wanted to go for a swim. I didn't have a change of clothes with me, so I started to say that we should head back up to the Keddle house, and after a little peer pressure, I decided to go for a swim. The water felt amazing. The waves weren't huge and the rip current wasn't bad, but the waves were very consistent. We swam in the waves for maybe 20 minutes before Jimmy came down to the beach. When we saw Jimmy, he hadn't seen us yet. We did a countdown, "one... two... three... JIMMY!!!" We got his attention! Jimmy joined us, and all four of us swam and played in the waves. We put our hands in the center and shouted, "TABLE!!!" That's what we are - a table - four points holding up the whole thing. After swimming for a while, we got out of the water and onto the beach to dry off a bit.
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We took some photos of the sunset and headed up towards the bach. We got up to the bach and ate the takeout that Jimmy had picked up to share. We feasted on this delicious takeout at the bach, then we grabbed beers and walked back down to the beach. Taylor blasted some tunes on his bluetooth speaker, and we all chatted and drank together, the beach lit up under the cloud-covered skies that blocked a very bright full moon. Around midnight, we headed back up to the bach. I was pretty drunk and found myself lying on the floor at multiple points throughout the night while we all hung out and chatted inside the bach. We went to bed around 1 am.
I'm grateful for Elise, and I'm grateful for her empathy and kindness, not just to me, but to Jimmy, too. I'm grateful for a super fun day in Piha Canyon with Elise and Cam and the 12 clients. I'm grateful for an incredible night at the bach with Elise, Taylor, and Jimmy. I'm grateful to Taylor for the beers and the tunes. I'm grateful to Jimmy for the takeout and the snacks. I'm grateful to Elise for coordinating and arranging this whole thing with the bach.
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DIARIES
OK, summary of the last month!
Essentially, I've been lazy, but thankfully my mental state hasn't deteriorated to the points like it has before. Just, lots of laziness and poor sleep scheduling! BUT, there have been some fun, significant events!
- Went kayaking with my friend for her birthday, was REALLY cool to see the Loxahatchee River, finally! Hoping to go back again.
- Ordered a kayak rack since the straps are coming up on the end of their lifespan. Been about two weeks and it still hasn't come in though... :?
- Planning a road trip to Chicago for my birthday, I'm super super excited!! Hoping I can get my rack before then so I can kayak and hike at all the state parks I'm able to on the way.
- Started using my Instagram story as a little mini-vlog.
- Started a gay volleyball group that meets on Sundays, and also joined a volleyball group that plays in different places throughout the week! Been super fun to start again.
- Did a FULL meal prep and I'm hoping to start that as a habit! It was sooo much fun and I'm starting to become a real chef! B))
- Went on a date w/ a really artsy person that I talked to ages ago on Tinder, it was pretty cute!
A bunch of other stuff too, like how I'm hoping to start cello lessons, I'm thinking of joining a dog foster program, I'm starting classes again FINALLY... But I'm taking it day by day!
As for today, it was pretty good! I woke up at noon (a stark improvement from 3:00 PM, especially considering I went to sleep at 6:00 AM), and started breakfast as soon as I responded to my messages. I played some piano, then did my skincare and left to clean my car!
Cleaning my car was whatever, it was nice to finally vacuum out all the sand I'd stockpiled after so many beach days. After that, I went to deliver a medicine for my mom, then I stopped at the Tri-Rail station to pick up my family who's coming to stay with us for a while again. While I was waiting for the train to get there, I broke into the abandoned Jai Alai station I'd seen there since I was a kid, and OMG. How CREEPY!! But SO cool, and I even managed to find a roof access so I'm thinking it'll be a fun date spot to watch the sunset in the future.
I also started talking to this really cute Pisces who's in a relationship... Might be joining and making it a throuple? Who knows!
So, yeah, I picked them up and we stopped at Publix on the way home to get some ingredients to cook tonight, and we chatted about how they've been adjusted to life in Miami ever since they got here. As always, we eventually started chatting about music. I'm SOO excited to start practicing with them at home now, so they can see me at my (semi) musical prime.
Now we're all just chilling and eating at home, so yeah! Still have to make my alfredo sauce for my pasta so it doesn't go to waste in the fridge, but it's been a pretty solid day. B)
Going to hop back on here later to make a definitive list of my goals and such from here on out.
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Hi! If requests are still open, could I request something for celebrating a birthday w/ Asahi? It’s my b-day tomorrow, and I’m gonna be spending it all alone cause I’m a LPN. NSFW if you write it, and with she/her pronouns?? I love your writing by the way 😊💛
A?N I am so sorry you’re spending your birthday alone!! I am sending you lots of great wishes from here!!! I went a little crazy with this and it is almost 6 pages long and definitely has some smut. I am so glad you enjoy my writing!! That means the world to me!!! 
Warning: Lots of very cute Asahi and SMUT 
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If you don’t want the smut feel free to read until they fall asleep on the couch and count that as the rest of the day!! 
“Good morning princess, happy birthday!��� Asahi says before kissing the back of your head a few times and pulling you in closer to him for a big squeeze. He kissed down your neck and whispered “time to get up lovey” before letting go of you and getting out of bed himself. You groaned missing the warmth of your boyfriend. 
Before you can even roll over he is already throwing a shirt on and headed to the bathroom. You don’t think twice about it and roll back over for a couple minutes more sleep. When he gets out of the bathroom all he can do is sigh. 
“Come on Y/N I have breakfast reservations at your favorite spot in half an hour” he practically whines at you. You can’t help but sit up and to see him pouting at you. He is just too cute so obviously he wins. You get up and go to your dresser. 
“No no no, I already have an outfit chosen out for you, it’s on the sink in the bathroom,” he smiles at your shocked expression. When you go into the bathroom you see a beautiful sundress, a pair of sunglasses and flats with a little note that says “On our date to the beach you lost your sunglasses after we played in the sand, you told me I owed you another pair, so here’s my payback” You can’t help but smile, he remembered from almost a year ago now. After you got dressed you picked up the sunglasses they were actually from the same beach that you lost your other pair at. 
“Hey where did you get these?” Asahi joins you in the bathroom and wraps his arms around your waist kissing you again.
“From the beach, remember.”
“I remember but these are from the same beach.” 
“I know, I got them for you from the beach.” You can’t help but smile at him, he really went and got you another pair and saved them until your birthday. “Come on birthday girl, that’s only the first of my surprises.” 
You follow him out of the house and to your favorite breakfast spot. When you get there the hostess immediately recognizes Asahi and leads you to your table. 
“What’s all of this about, isn’t there usually a wait even with a reservation.”
“Nope, no wait just breakfast,” he smiles down at you, and boy he couldn’t have been more right. When you sit down your favorite drink and meal was brought out not even five minutes later.
“But we didn’t even order this,” you insisted. 
“Yes we did, it’s your favorite, you get it every time so instead of waiting I had them already make the food for us.” 
You can’t help but blush, he knows you so well. He got your order perfect, you like double chocolate pancakes with fresh strawberries and whip cream, over easy eggs and  like so substitute bacon for sausage. He knew this from the whole three times the two of you had come together, he really did listen to everything you said. It was all so perfect, the two of you sat and talked for over an hour. 
When you were done he linked your arm in his, “off to the next location” 
“What next location?” “Part two of your birthday surprise.”
“No Asahi, breakfast was enough.” 
“Breakfast was not enough, I have the whole day planned, come on it’ll be fun” 
He was right, like always. Next he took you to the art museum downtown and you got to walk through it together and admire all of the beautiful works together. Afterwards you both got smoothies and cookies from the little cafe inside and sat out on the grass in front of the museum and ate them. He had taken you to all of your favorite spots and it wasn’t even two o’clock.
 You had your head resting in Asahi’s lap as he finished his smoothie. This right here was perfect, the two of you just enjoying nature and enjoying each other. Or you were enjoying each other until he suddenly stood up. “Hey, c’mon we’ve got more to do,” his damn smile gets you everytime and you are up and following him again. 
You end up at a dog park. Not just any dog park, the dog park where you first met Asahi. He was with his rescue dog, Miko, and you were with your labradoodle Oliver and the two of them would not stop playing with one another. You couldn’t help but notice how attractive the owner of the Miko was and when it was time for you to go he asked if he could get your number so hopefully your dogs could hang out again. You were a blushing mess and so was he, after that first time seeing each other you both were so in love. So, when you got to the park you couldn’t help but smile. This was where you met your favorite person on Earth and you couldn’t help but just replay the memory over and over in your head. What made it even crazier was when you saw Suga pull up in his minivan. 
“Hey! Y/N happy birthday!” you couldn’t help but pull your friend into a huge hug. “Thanks, what brings you-” 
“BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK” You look over and see Oliver poking his head out the window. 
“Asahi asked if I would meet the two of you here with your dogs, and I didn’t get you anything for your birthday so this seemed perfect.” 
“It is perfect, thank you!” 
He went over to his van and opened up the back door. You had to brace yourself because both Oliver and MIko were barreling towards you at full force. You couldn’t stop laughing and smiling. Suga ended up staying with the two of you while you played with your dogs. It was really sweet for Suga to bring your two dogs into the fun. Suga ended up having to leave a little early due to a call for help from Daichi. When your dogs had enough fun chasing each other in the park they both came and laid down by the bench where you and Asahi were watching them. 
“There’s one more thing before we can go home,” Asahi leans down to Oliver’s harness (knowing that you always pet Miko before you leave because Oliver is in love with Asahi not you so you get revenge and pet Miko) and grabs a little box tied to the underside. 
“What are you doing?” You couldn’t tell what he is grabbing. He stands up and hands you the little box. When you open it you see a watch with a picture of the four of you on the face. 
“I love it! Thank you Asahi!” You pull him in for a hug and a sweet kiss. You had no idea how he did it, but he kept surprising you over and over. He made you feel like the most loved girl in the world. 
You walked home with your dogs. When you got home you both curled up on the couch together and watched a movie. You were so exhausted from a long morning that you ended up falling asleep on Asahi and he didn’t mind a bit. When you woke up he was nowhere to be seen. You called his name a few times and noticed that you had a few texts from him.
I left you an outfit for dinner on the bed
Our reservations are at 7 
I’ll meet you there 
Sleep well gorgeous
You checked the time and crap it was already 6:15 so you needed to get yourself ready. You went upstairs and you were not ready for the outfit sitting on your bed. Asahi got you a gorgeous black dress with red heels. He also got you a set of red lingerie that match the heels. 
Just something sexy for after dinner 
You couldn’t believe it, just seeing the beautiful lingerie had you turned on already. You felt sexy and powerful wearing it and you couldn’t help but get excited. It was going to be a difficult dinner to sit through, you were already excited for it to be over. You put the lingerie on under the dress, did your hair and makeup before heading to the restaurant. When you got their you told the hostess that you were part of a party of two for Azumane. She smiled and lead you to Asahi immediately. When you saw him,
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He looked hot, so fucking hot. He was wearing a black suit with a black undershirt and his hair tied back. You had seen Asahi dressed nice, but never like this he looked like a greek god. You wished that you could just skip dinner and go have the fun right now. He smiles at you as he gets up and pulls you into a big hug. 
“You look gorgeous” he whispers into your ear. You’re a blushing mess at this point, where did this side of Asahi even come from. He pulls out your chair for you before returning to his seat. You both order your meals and Asahi orders you two a bottle of wine. The food came and was absolutely amazing. You could not keep your mind off how gorgeous Asahi looked. From the way he was holding the wine glass, to the way that his lips parted around the glass. Everything he did was so sexy and you couldn’t wait to get back to your apartment. Little did you know he was thinking the same thing about you, the dress fit you even better than he thought and just knowing that you had lingerie under it was driving him wild. 
You finished your meals and both shared a piece of cheesecake. It was absolutely delicious and all you could do was just look into each other;s eyes with love and lust. 
The walk back to your apartment was quiet, but comfortable, you were walking with your arms wrapped around one of his. The entire way home you kept stealing glances at one another and blushing. The moment you got in the door Asahi picked you up and carried you to the bedroom. He put you down and was on top of you in an instant kissing you cupping your cheek so you would kiss him back. You tangled your fingers in his hair and gently tugged on them to deepen the kiss. You couldn’t get enough of him and the smell of his cologne made your knees weak. 
Asahi stopped kissing you and pulled away for just long enough to help you out of your dress. When he saw you in only the red lingerie he let out a deep moan completely unable to stop his growing erection. You tried to undress him but he wasn’t having any of it. His hands were on your breasts, kneading them as he pulled your bra aside and took one in his mouth. He was nipping and sucking on your nipple and bit your boob until he had left a sufficient amount of hickeys on one before moving to the other. Once he is satisfied with his work he moves down to your panties. He starts kissing them and playing with the fabric right by where you need him to touch you most. He starts kissing you through your panties and even licks you a few times through them before disregarding them. Immediately he is on you and licked you up and down once before moaning. 
“You’re so wet for me babe” he was immediately back to work. He was going slow and taking his time to enjoy all of this.
 It felt amazing but it was too slow for anything to happen, you couldn’t take it anymore and pulled his hair and whined, “Asahi please.” 
“Babe let me enjoy you on your birthday, I promise it’ll make you feel great” he continued back to his work and slowly started picking it up, he wraps his arms around your thighs and pulls you closer to his face.
He thrusts his tongue into you and uses his nose to rub your clit. You can’t help but try and grind on his face for the last bit of pleasure you need. You can’t help but grab at the sheets as he starts to pick up the pace. He is holding you to his face and harshly sucking on your clit while slowly inserting two fingers. He is pumping them in and out of you and all you can do is moan his name over and over again. He is the only thing going through your mind and he likes it that way. 
When you come you come hard, moaning his name and pulling his hair. He doesn’t stop his pace until you have completely come down from your high. He is taking his time to enjoy all of you and to lick you completely clean. Once Asahi is done he goes and kisses your inner thighs while kneading your boobs between his hands. He is taking his time to worship you and to show you how much he cares about you. Between kisses he mutters little nothings about how gorgeous and perfect you are and how you are his entire world. He slowly starts kissing his way up your chest. He plants a kiss to each of your breasts before moving up and kissing your neck and behind your ear. 
He leans in and whispers, “I love you Y/N and I want today to be memorable,” he slowly starts circling on your clit just to keep you needy. You try and grind down on his hand for more stimulation than he is giving you. He pulls his hand away, “I need you to trust me, okay?” 
You can’t help but nod your head excited for what’s to come, he then returns his hand and starts back to where it was before, this time rubbing faster and harder. He works his fingers on your clit patiently, waiting until you can’t handle it anymore. He is kissing your neck and running his other hand through your hair and squeezing your breast. You start to feel the hot sensation again and can’t help but want more. You start squirming and grasping at his back for any extra friction. 
Asahi senses that you’re getting close and stands up to remove his own clothing. You can’t help but whine at the loss of contact and help him get undressed so you can get back to it faster. You help unbutton his shirt and you’re as awestruck as always. He is so toned and fit that it just turns you on even more. He is pure muscle and you can’t deny that it doesn’t make you even more excited. Once he has completely undressed Asahi cups your face with both of his hands and pulls you up to meet his lips. He is kissing you with the kind of passion that tells you that he trusts you completely. You reach down and slowly stroke his length and he can’t help but moan into your mouth from the contact. 
“Asahi please, I’m ready please” 
He can’t help but grant your wish, he lines himself up and slowly pushes into you. The both of you are moaning and grasping onto each other. Asahi knows that he’s big and always waits for you to give him permission to move. 
While you adjust he is kissing your neck, “you’re doing so amazing babe,” he can’t help but push the hair out of your face and look into your eyes, “jeeeze Y/N, I love you so much.” 
You can’t help but get soft at his words, you cup his face in your hands and pull him into a quick kiss before nodding. He knows exactly what this means and starts slowly thrusting into you, carefully watching to make sure that you’re enjoying yourself. You start moaning and encourage him to go faster. He starts going harder and faster until he is practically pounding into you. You’re incoherently moaning and all you can say is “yesyesyes Asahi babe fuck yes” as you grab onto his biceps and grab at his back as something to keep you grounded.
 He is moaning and unable to keep himself steady. Lucky for him you are close, he can feel your walls clenching around him. 
“Come for me.��� That’s all he has to say before you are completely coming undone under him. You are moaning as you feel all of the pleasure. He can’t help but squeeze his eyes shut due to pure ecstasy of your walls squeezing him so tight. After a few more thrusts he is coming inside of you and moaning your name. Once the two of you have both come down from your highs, he is kissing you over and over telling you how great of a job you did for him. He then gets up and leaves your bedroom. 
“Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you happy birthday dear Y/N, Happy birthday to you!” he sings as he enters the bedroom with a little cake with a single candle lit on the top. He also grabbed two forks and the two of you enjoy cake in bed.  When you are done with cake Asahi smiles at you, “I have one more surprise for you,” He reaches into his night stand and pulls out a little glass box that has a coin in it. 
“It’s from our one year anniversary where we threw coins into the fountain, I wished to be happy with you forever. When you were in the bathroom I heard a man tell me that they were going to clean out the coins from the fountain the next day and I couldn’t lose my wish. I went back the next morning and grabbed my wish as well as some of the magic fountain water. I wanted to give it back to you as a thank you for stealing my heart.” he hands you the box. 
“Asahi, I love it so much,” you clutch the box close to your chest and just smile at him, “You were my wish at the fountain too” you blush happily. You can’t help but pull him into a final kiss for the night. The two of you are exhausted from a long day and you both lay down and he pulls you onto his chest so you can fall asleep just the way you woke up-wrapped in his arms. 
“Happy birthday Y/N, you make me the happiest man on earth,” and with that he kisses your forehead and you’re off to sleep happy to have spent the day with the man you love. 
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1 - When was the last time you were at the beach? What did you do there? 2019. It was a daytrip with a few friends, and for the most part we had just sat by the sand and then taken dips in the water whenever we felt like it. We went when there was supposed to be a typhoon entering the city so the resort was literally empty. Anyway, it was a spur-of-the-moment thing that would’ve been such a fun and wholesome memory in my head if not for the fact that my ex tagged along for that trip.
2 - When was the last time you updated your profile picture somewhere? What is your current photo of? A week or so ago, I think? I had had a few drinks and tipsy-me changed my profile photo to something goofy; by the time I woke up the next day I just changed it right back to the profile picture I had before the change.
3 - Who was the last person you spoke to online? How do you know this person? Someone from HR since I did a minor booboo on the website where we have to clock in and out, and I was asking how I could help fix it.
4 - When was the last time you got a blister on your foot? A fewwww months ago, I wanna say? I remember struggling when I recently bought a pair of adidas sneakers.
5 - What was the last reason for taking painkillers? Did they work to make you feel better? I only ever take painkillers for my headaches. Yeah, they always work.
6 - Which do you prefer - Facebook, Instagram, Tumblr or TikTok? Ooh idk. I enjoy each of them for different reasons, but I guess I’ll go with Facebook since I never run out of funny content/memes over there. TikTok I like too but then again all the TikTok clips I run into are on Facebook anyway.
7 - If you drive, how much does it cost for you to fill your car up? If we’re going from a nearly-empty tank, I think it takes roughly around P1500 to fill it up, or roughly $30.
8 - When was the last time you walked over five miles in one day? Maybe last July when I went to the mall with friends. I remember doing quite a lot of walking that day and I’m sure the total distance was more than five miles.
9 - What's your favourite brand of ice-cream and which flavour from that brand do you like best? I don’t really like ice cream, but I guess the yummiest I’ve had are Aice’s coffee ice cream and Ben & Jerry’s chocolate chip cookie dough.
10 - Are you a fan of scented candles? If so, what kind of scents do you like the most? I am a fan, but it’s not something I’m obsessed with enough to buy for myself. I’ve gotten scented candles as gifts and I can live off of those alone, lol. As for scents, I like ocean-y or sweet ones, like cinnamon.
11 - What did you order the last time you went out for a meal? The last time I went out for a meal...I think that was Taco Bell. I got one of their burritos and some deep-fried side, but I don’t remember which one it was. But right now I literally also just placed an order from KFC; I got a Double Down (FINALLY), and two orders of Fun Shots – one for me and another for the delivery guy as a way to thank him for taking my order at midnight. 
12 - Who was the last person to visit your house? What were they there for? Ooh we haven’t received visitors in a while. I wanna say the last guests were still Angela and Hans, from the time we watched Sowoozoo together.
13 - If you could change one thing about your appearance, what would it be and why? I’d fix my teeth so I can finally feel entirely confident when smiling.
14 - How many miles/km's do you drive/walk on an average day? LOL like 0.5. I’m always at home.
15 - What's more annoying, a stone in your shoe or an eyelash in your eye? STONE IN SHOE. It hurts like hell and I have to stop whatever I’m doing to get it out, too.
16 - Do you get your groceries delivered or do you prefer to go the store yourself to pick them? I don’t do the family’s groceries but when I’m craving a snack or need toiletries for myself or whatever, I order online.
17 - How many surveys would you say you take a week, on average? Probably like 5 or 6. I only ever get to take them during the weekends now, but occasionally I’ll get to sneak in one or two in the middle of the week.
18 - What percentage is your phone battery on right now? 76%.
19 - What have you had to eat/drink so far today? Are you planning to have anything else before you go to bed? I had chicken fillet with rice for dinner, andddd that’s all I had for today haha. Right now I’m just waiting for my order to arrive. I do feel bad for giving into a craving but I’m trying to justify it by saying, 1) I literally sponsored three birthdays in the last two weeks, 2) this work week had been particularly been brutal, and 3) the Double Down is a limited-time offer thing so best to get it before it randomly disappears again for the next like three years. 
20 - Have you ever donated to anyone's GoFundMe before? I don’t think so, no. But I’ve shared links.
21 - Have you ever won money on a scratch-card or lottery ticket? What did you spend it on? Nope.
22 - What was the last reason for you to leave your house? I went to Angela’s house for her birthday last Wednesday.
23 - Assuming you had all the money, space and knowledge necessary, what animal(s) would you love to keep as a pet? I’d still choose a dog.
24 - How many times a week do you get takeaway food/drink? I try not to make it into a habit. I get food delivery probably only once or twice a month.
25 - Are there any pets in the room you're in right now? What are they doing? Nope. Both dogs are downstairs.
26 - What was the last thing you took a photo off? Did you upload it onto social media anywhere? Yeah, Anj gave me Taehyung’s Persona postcard. Funny story about that; she had kept pushing it onto me but I vehemently refused because it’s her merch, until she finally said, “it’s fake, just take it” for me to take the bait. A day later she messaged me saying, “by the way the postcard’s an original” :------) Anyway after that I took a photo and uploaded it so I can thank her.
27 - How long have you know the friend you've known the longest? It’s 16 years this year.
28 - Have you ever had a job where you had to wear a uniform? No. We have a dress code, but no uniform.
29 - What time do you tend to get up/go to bed on a weekday? 8:30 AM/1 or 2 AM.
30 - What's your soda/soft drink of choice? I don’t like soda and I try to remain un-into it, but I tried Pepsi a few months ago and actually liked it, so I guess we can go with that.
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Riding On  Ch4: Full Steeb Ahead
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Summary: Frank is determined to get Fliss to hear him out. But will she believe him?
Warnings: Bad Language words.
Pairing: Frank Adler x Fliss Gallagher
A/N: Hopefully after this @sweater-daddiesdumbdork will stop chasing me. As always, thanks to my unofficial beta @icanfeelastormbrewing​ for the usual inputs and opinions.  Chapter Song: Man Who Can’t Be Moved by The Script
Series Masterlist //  WIYPT Masterlist
People talk about the guy that’s waiting on a girl. There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world.
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Frank woke early the next morning, well, maybe woke was an exaggeration seeing as he probably managed about an hour of straight sleep, if that. The rest was spent in small dozing periods of 20, maybe 30 minutes at a time.  His neck was stiff from laying on the couch, as was his back and deciding he would give up trying to get comfortable he sat up, stretching his muscles out before he ran a hand down his tired face.
It was still dark outside and he reached for his phone. It had just gone 6 am, which meant he had an hour or so before the house started to wake. Standing up, he grabbed the shirt he had discarded the night before and shoving it on he located his sneakers. Once they were on his feet he grabbed his keys and as quietly as he could let himself out of the house, locking the door behind him as he headed down the little pathway which led to the main one through their little estate.
He walked down past the harbour and the little garages which were starting to open, nodding to a few of the guys he used to see knocking around when he had worked there, continuing past the little row of bait and tackle shops, past the small café, before he reached the path that led along the rocky sea defence. He followed the sandy pathway down to the boardwalk along the beach and continued for as long as he could, his feet treading over the well-worn wooden slats, some of which were loose in places, before it ended and he hit the soft sand. He headed onto the beach, it was almost deserted apart from a few early morning dog walkers, which suited him fine.
The ocean always calmed him. He had no idea why, but it had done ever since he was a kid. He’d adored those family holidays taken before it all went to rat shit, memories of him, his father and his sister playing on the sand whilst his mother read a book shaded by a parasol, every so often looking up to observe what was going on before returning back to whatever latest theory she was reading up on.  And then at night, they would eat with a family, late walks on the beach were always a treat, watching the dark water as it lapped against the shore, his dad making up random tales about Peg Legged Pirates searching for treasure which was always buried not far from where they were stood.
He’d done the same with Mary, telling her the same tales he could remember and making up new ones when he couldn’t. She didn’t buy them anymore, she was far too old for her age, but he couldn’t wait to tell them to Bean when he or she arrived, see their little face light up as they glanced over the ocean searching for ghostly ships or dug in the sand for imaginary treasure.
He reached the water’s edge and looked out at the horizon for a few minutes taking in the detail of the sky which was lit up in hues of purple and orange as the sun hovered a few meters or so above the place where the sea hit the sky and he took a deep breath, trying to calm his mind. He was in a mess, a mess that was entirely his own doing, and he felt utterly powerless to fix it. If he couldn’t get Fliss to listen to him…well, he didn’t even want to think about that. But the more he tried not to, the more he did. He couldn’t lose her, not over some stupid misunderstanding like this. Pinching the bridge of his nose in an attempt to ease the tension headache that was already forming behind his eyes, not helped by the lack of sleep, he took a deep breath and closed his eyes, trying to re-centre himself. He finally had everything he hadn't even realised he needed and losing it was not an option. He had to fix this. With one last deep breath he turned to take the 15 minutes or so walk back home.
The house was still quiet when he got back in but he could hear the sounds of the shower meaning Fliss was up. He headed into the bedroom, Thor raising his head from where he was led on the bed, and he bent over to give the dog a scratch behind the ear. He pulled out a clean pair of jeans, a T-shirt and a pair of boxers, tossing them down on the pale blue bed covers, his head turning to face Fliss as she walked into the room, towel wrapped around her, hair piled in a messy bun on her head. His heart gave an instant pang as he took in how tired she looked, the guilt flooding over him as he knew it was his fault.
“Where did you go?” she asked him, her voice soft. “I heard the door.”
“For a walk.” he said, “Just to the beach. Needed some air.”
She looked at him for a moment before she nodded and moved to the dresser to pull out her clothes for the day.
“Can we talk?” he asked her tentatively and she stopped, straightening up before she looked at him.
“I told you last night, I’ve nothing to say.”
“No, but I have.” he pressed, “Lissy please…just hear me out, let me explain.”
She licked her lips and took a deep breath before she sighed “Fine, when Mary’s gone to school. But I have clients at 9 and I need to pick Rupert up so I’m leaving here at 8:15 no later.”
“Ok.” he nodded, giving her a small smile before he headed into the bathroom for a shower.
Breakfast was a little subdued, but he had to give Fliss her credit. She was polite and civil to him, even if she wasn’t affectionate. But it didn’t fool Mary. She asked him as he walked her down to the bus stop what was going on, and not being one to lie to her, he told her truthfully that he’d been an idiot over the weekend and needed to apologise to Fliss. At that she shot him a filthy look.
“You better fix things or I will kill you and hate you forever.” she said before she turned and stormed towards the waiting bus.
You and me both, Short Stack.
When he got back Fliss was waiting for him like she said she would be, sat at the table. She looked at him as he sat on the seat at the end, so he was to her right and facing her. She glanced at her watch “You got 15 minutes.” “Lissy, those photos…” Frank dove straight in, he had not time to waste and even if he did, he didn’t want to. This was eating him up inside “I know they look bad…”
“No shit sherlock…”
“I swear to God, nothing happened.”
“Nothing happened.” She repeated, looking at him and he shook his head.
“Nothing.”
“Then how the fuck did she end up on your knee Frank?”
He took a deep breath “In all honestly I only know from what Simon and Greg told me.” he said, “I was drunk, I’d already pushed her away earlier in the night and she came over with her friends, one of them was getting into one of the guys Jake works with and she just sat on my knee. Apparently it took me a while but in the end I told her to get lost. I was quite rude to her, so they say.”
“You look fairly comfortable with her on your lap in the photo.” Fliss said after a moment, her voice quiet. The hurt in her tone made Frank feel even more like shit, as she wasn’t screaming or shouting which to be honest he was fairly sure he would have dealt with a whole lot better. “And in the other photo where you look like you’re about to kiss her.”
“Baby, I swear to you seconds after that I told her no. I’d just bumped into her and she was falling so I grabbed her to make sure she didn’t as that was the second time I’d nearly kno-“
“The second time?” Fliss looked at him and Frank closed his eyes, letting out a groan. “So you accidently nearly kissed her before.”
“No, that’s not-“ “Keep digging Frank, because that hole you’re in is getting deeper and deeper by the second.” she shook her head, looking away.
“I nearly knocked her over before.” he said, “Round the pool. I’d just finished talking to you, turned round and bumped straight into her.” “Right, and she just happened to be there in the club then after you ‘bumped’…” she framed the words with her fingers “…into her?”
“Again, full honestly, no, I don’t think she did” he shook his head “She was flirty. Made some comment or other when I said I’d watch where I was going about how she hoped not, and then we saw them on the Friday night too in one of the bars…”
Fliss looked at him and shook her head “The irresistible Adler charm eh?” Her voice carried a note of sarcasm, and Frank shook his head.
“Baby I’m just being honest here, telling you the truth. She was with a group on a 21st and I think they just saw a gang of guys and…” he shrugged “I dunno…they screwed Aaron, Chad and Jeff out of plenty of drinks so...” Fliss licked her lips and looked down, her hands fiddling with the now empty glass in her hands.
“Sweetheart, I get why you’re mad, I really do…and maybe I should have told her to fuck off sooner…”
“Maybe?” “Alright, not maybe, I should have but…I swear to god I didn’t kiss her, I didn’t sleep with her…nothing happened” He reached for her hand, his fingers gently squeezing hers “I love you, more than I can even begin to explain, and our Bean…the thought of being with anyone else never crosses my mind.”
She looked at him, then down at his hand which was over hers before she took a deep breath. Her head was a mash. Half of her wanted to believe him, his face and his words were so sincere and he’d never lied to her before, ever. But the other half…those damned photos. And either way, whether he had kissed her or not, he had been far too close, and she’d sat on his fucking knee long enough for someone to get a picture.
“You do believe me, right?” Frank asked, his eyes locking onto hers.
“Honestly?” she asked.
“Always.” he nodded.
“I don’t know what to believe…” she said, before she pulled her hand away and stood up, “I have to go. I’ll see you tonight.”
*****
“Hey Titch…” Steve greeted Fliss as she walked into the annex and instantly frowned when he saw her face “You ok?”
“Yeah…I’m fine.” She shrugged, not wanting to talk about what was happening anymore. She was tired. “Where’s Roo?”
“He’s out back.” Steve frowned “What’s going on?”
“Nothing.”
“Bullshit nothing.” he said, looking at her. She looked away as the tears filled her eyes and she turned to her brother shaking her head.
“Just Frank…and…”
“What’s he done?” Steve asked
“I don’t know.” Fliss said, her tears trickling down her face. “That’s just it…”
Steve put the coffee mug he was holding down on the side and swept his sister into his arms. “Hey, come on…”
She pressed her face into his grey t-shirt as his arms wrapped around her and she simply cried the tears she’d been holding back all morning. Eventually Steve pulled back and looked down at her, letting out a soft sigh. “What’s going on Lissy?”
She moved to take out her phone and wordlessly scrolled to the offending photos which she had saved and handed the phone to him. “There’s another one…” she said, as she saw her brother’s face darken. Steve swiped across and let out a huff through his nose.
“Ok.” he nodded “They don’t look great. What’s he had to say about them?”
Fliss swallowed “That he was drunk, and moments after the first one he pushed the girl away and on the second one…well, he says he told her to get lost too but…” “But you don’t believe him?”
“I don’t know Steve, that’s the problem.” she shrugged “I want to believe him, and he’s never lied to be before…and then there’s the message he sent me about being in someone else’s room and…”
“Hang on…someone else’s room?”
Fliss nodded and explained the whole mix up, about how he had been with Simon but even that she was having her doubts about now and Steve listened, his hand running over his beard as he took in her words.
“Have you talked to any of the other guys that were there?” he asked and she shook her head.
“Bonnie tried calling me before but, well to be honest they’re all gonna cover for him, even if he did do it aren’t they? I mean fuck…, seeing those damned photos…it was humiliating and…”
Steve sighed, handing her the phone back. “Look, Lissy, I’ve been in this position before. Some woman all over me and Sian getting the hump. Photos are a snap shot in time, they never tell the whole story…you know that as well as anyone.”
“Yeah, but the same girl is there, on his fucking lap Steve…”
“I know, and yes, regardless of what he did he shouldn’t have let that happen but…fucking hell, he was in Vegas, pissed out of his brains.” Steve sighed “I’m not excusing it, before you start, and I’m not dismissing your worry but…I dunno Liss, just don’t jump to any conclusions ok? Give it some thought.” “I can’t think about anything else.” she murmured. “God you’re just like dad.” Steve chuckled “Could be worse people to be like. Look, go to work, get your thoughts straight and if you’re adamant at the end of the day you still don’t believe him then just come here for the night and we’ll take it from there ok?”
Fliss nodded and wiped at her face “Thanks Steve.” “What are big brother’s for huh?” She smiled and then eyed him a little “You’re not gonna do anything stupid are you?” “Define stupid?” “Like go round there and punch him?” Steve shook his head “I promise, no punching.” Satisfied he was telling her the truth she whistled for both dogs who came trotting over, bid her brother goodbye and headed out to her jeep.
****** With nothing else much to do on his day off, Frank was busy scrolling the internet looking at realtor pages. Whilst things were still up in the air, it was helping him focus on being positive, because being anything else was not an option. So far nothing in particular had grabbed his eye but still, it was keeping him occupied as he tried to push the fear he was harbouring to the back of his mind.
He was pulled from his browsing by a knock to the door. Setting the laptop to one side he stood up and headed down the hallway and no sooner had he opened the door someone had gripped the collar of his shirt and shoved him harshly into the wall. It took him a split second to focus and when he realised who it was he gripped the front of them man’s shirt and pushed back. There was a little scuffle in the hallway until Frank managed to free himself from the man’s grip before he stood there, glaring at him, chest heaving.
“Fuck off Steve…” he glared at him.
“I warned you.” Steve looked at him “I told you what would happen if you hurt her Frank…”
“Yes, I remember what you said.” Frank looked at him, shaking his head.
“And yet you still did it…” “Oh get fucked, this has nothing to do with you…” “Piss off Frank, it has everything to do with me.” Steve snarled “She turned up this morning for the dog in a right state. Showed me the photos.”
Frank sighed and hung his head. He should have expected this.
“I told her not to jump to conclusions, trying to keep her calm but I gotta admit Frank…they look pretty damning.”
“I’m aware of that, thanks.” Frank bit back “And you know what, I don’t need this. Things are enough of a mess as it is without adding a brawl with you into the equation.” he turned back to head into the living room “Close the door on your way out.”
“Look me in the eye, tell me you didn’t…” Steve said to his back and Frank stopped, shaking his head as he turned to face him.
“Of course I didn’t. I’d never do that to her.”
Frank met Steve’s glare with one of his own and he could practically see the man’s mind whirring. Eventually he took a deep breath and jerked his head in a stiff nod.
“I had to know Frank.” he said, his tone less confrontational, and Frank knew Steve well enough to understand that was as much of an apology as he was going to get. Frank didn’t say anything, simply turned away once more and headed into the lounge.
“So what happened?” Steve asked following him.
“I was shit faced, that’s what happened.” Frank sighed, rubbing his hand over his face. He turned to look at Steve once more “The girl was part of a group that we’d bumped into a few times. She was a little flirty and yeah, I talked to her, but… she was a fucking kid they were there on a 21st party.”
Steve arched an eyebrow slightly as Frank pinched the bridge of his nose and shook his head.
“She tried kissing me in the bar, I pushed her away. I don’t even know how she ended upon my lap but I told her to get lost and…” he shrugged and looked at Steve “There’s nothing more to it…”
“And the morning after when you woke up elsewhere?”
Frank let out a groan “I was in Simon’s room. I passed out…we both did. Liss called me that morning, she even heard Simon on the phone…” Steve watched him carefully as Frank simply shook his head “I’ve explained all this to her…”
“I know.” Steve said “I just wanted to hear it for myself.” he took a deep breath “Any coffee going?”
Frank looked at him and Steve gave him a small smile, causing Frank’s spirit to lift somewhat. Her brother believed him, which was the best thing he could have hoped for in the circumstances.
“Sure…” Frank nodded and headed to the kitchen, Steve following. He made them both a drink, not another word spoken until he handed him a mug and Steve took a sip, leaning against the kitchen counter.
“Look, Frank, I don’t think she believes you cheated, not really. From what she said to me I think she’s more upset really about how she found out.”
“She wouldn’t have if it wasn’t for those damned photos because there is nothing to find out.” Frank shook his head.
“When she told you about John…did she ever mention his little photo stunts?” Steve looked at Frank and Frank paused, frowning a little as he racked his brains, and then a conversation one stormy night as they lay in bed suddenly flashed into his mind.
“He used to go out and deliberately let women paw at him, and instead of hiding any photo evidence he used to simply flaunt it, splash it all over Facebook. That’s why I de-activated all my social media until recently…”
“Fuck.” Frank groaned, shaking his head.
“Manipulation.” Steve said, his jaw set “He would never do anything with the girls but he made Lissy think he had and would then accuse her of being jealous, and paranoid. Was his twisted of getting her to come off social media, another way to isolate her, keep her in line.”
“She doesn’t think that’s what I was doing?” Frank looked at Steve, a horrified expression on his face.
“God, no.” Steve shook his head, “She knows you’re not that man…but Frank, as happy and as safe as she is, those scars are gonna be there for a long time.” “I know.” “And I know that the fact that ass hole could still be casting a shadow over everything you have, especially now he’s well out of the picture, is basically really shit, but…” “I should have remembered.” Frank shook his head. “But, well, to be honest I’ve never had to explain myself like that to any girl, let alone the one I want to spend my life with and I was so caught up in getting her to believe me, I didn’t even consider any of that. Looks like I just fucked things up even more.”
“She’ll come round.” Steve looked at him. “Just give her time.” “I hope you’re right.” Frank shrugged “Because if she doesn’t I’ll never forgive myself.”
****
Fliss groaned as she looked at the caller ID on her phone. It was Bonnie again.
“Fucks sake…” She grumbled, before answering, deciding to get it over and done with.
“Finally!” Bonnie said, “I’ve been so worried about you…”
“Look, Bonnie I’m really busy…”
“Just 5 minutes…hear me out, please.”
“If you’re gonna start pleading Frank’s case…”
“There’s no case to plead. Simon told me everything last night, apparently about 30 seconds after she’d perched on his knee Frank suddenly realised what was going on and told her to fuck off.” “Well he would say that, he’s his friend…”
“Oh come on Fliss…” Bonnie made an exasperated noise “First off I can tell when Simon is lying, and he wasn’t, and second off, do you really think Frank would cheat on you?”
“I’m sick of everyone telling me what I should and shouldn’t think.” Fliss practically snarled “I don’t have time for this.”
She cut the call and shoved her phone back into her pocket, her hand gently sliding over her bump.
“You know, people are only trying to help Titch.”
Fliss spun round to see her brother in the doorway to the office and she let out a groan “I thought you were over to do work…” “I am…meetings start tomorrow.”
“Right, well, go and find something else to do. I’m busy.”
“Don’t get shitty with me…” Steve frowned.
“Steve just…fuck off!” Fliss exploded “I can’t deal with…” she stopped and shook her head “Why can’t everyone just leave me alone.” “Because they’re trying to help.” he said softly
“Well they’re not.” she sniffed
“Titch…look at me.” Steve said gently and she raised her head to meet her brother’s eyes, her own watering with tears.  “Do you hand on heart believe he would cheat on you…seriously?”
“I didn’t…”
“So why do you now?”
“I don’t know if I do…it’s just those photos and…” “Fuck the photos.” Steve said, his voice a little sterner. “You know full well they never tell a full story.” Fliss swallowed as she looked at her brother, as he continued.
“Do you truly think Frank is the type of man who would, after everything you two went through, jump into bed with some tramp in Vegas whilst this pregnant fiancée is at home, looking after his niece?”
Fliss looked down at the floor, her tears falling down her cheeks.
“Because I don’t Liss.” Steve continued “Especially not now he looked me in the eye and said he hasn’t.”
At that her head jerked up and she frowned. “You went round?”
“Yeah.”
“Steve you promised not to!”
“No, I promised not to punch him. And I didn’t.” he shrugged, not a shred of apology in his tone. “I talked to him, asked him straight to explain to my face.”
“And you believe him?”
“Yeah I do believe him, completely. I think he was drunk, and at worst potentially indulged the girl a little over the days they were there, which, ok, he shouldn’t have done but at worst he’s guilty of nothing but allowing some 21 year old kid to flirt with him a little.  And if that’s a crime then, fuck, you better shoot me along with half the population now.”
Liss looked away, her brother’s words ringing in her head. Truth was they hit home. She had always been a flirty person by nature, it was just the way she was…well, had been until John beat it out of her. But Frank, well, Frank had never bothered about her talking to other men before because he knew she was his…
“Is this really about him, or is this all to do with that fucker again?” Steve asked.
Fliss gave a snort and looked up at Steve. “Can you read minds?”
“No, you just get this look on your face whenever you think about him.”
She stayed silent.
“Frank isn’t John” Steve spoke gently.
“I know that Steve…”
“So stop comparing the two.”
“I’m not.”
“Ok, really? So tell me honestly when you saw those photos your mind didn’t go to his party trick of being photographed with every girl he could manage to on a night out to rub your nose in it, whether he cheated or not?”
“I know that’s not what Frank was doing.” she shook her head. And she did, truly. Frank would never manipulate her like that but she would be lying if she said she hadn’t thought about it, and how shit it made her feel “I just…”
“You’re waiting for something to come along and fuck everything up for you.” Steve said, looking at her.  “Which I get, I really do Titch because of everything you’ve been through but you need to stop looking over your shoulder and worrying about what you think is gonna happen, and simply look at what is, because if you don’t then eventually you’re just going to fuck it all up for yourself.”
Fliss turned away from her brother, his words cutting her to the core. He was right. She was, whether consciously or not, constantly wondering when her happiness was going to shatter around her because all she had ever known in a relationship was pain and anger. Some days she would wake before Frank and lie there, watching his face as he slept, committing every single detail right down to those freckles that spattered his nose and cheek, unable to believe how lucky she was. Engaged to a man who asked her to marry him because he loved her and didn’t merely want to possess her. She had a home, not a house, a surrogate daughter in Mary, days filled with laugher and happiness, and a baby on the way. It was a dream for most people, including her and she was perpetually scared one day someone or something would take it all from her. Just as they always had before.
“You know, Frank told me that he’s never had to explain himself to a girl before…” Steve gave took a deep breath “He’s now petrified that being honest with you has just made things worse. Doesn’t that tell you something?” Fliss looked at her brother, taking in his words. This was all unchartered territory for Frank too. What they were building together was new. He wanted it and more importantly he wanted it with her. As that realisation washed over her so did another one, the understanding that he wouldn’t do anything to jeopardise what they have.
“Look, what the pair of you have is special. Don’t let something as stupid as this ruin it all because you both deserve better than that.”
The tears in Fliss’ eyes began to spill down her cheeks and Steve sighed, pulling her to his chest, gently rocking her to and fro, simply allowing her to cry.
****
When Fliss got home Frank wasn’t there, but there was a Pandora Gift Bag sat on the coffee table. Curiosity got the better of her and she undid the bag, opening the box inside. It was a small stroller charm and she swallowed, placing the box back in the bag. She heard the door open and turned as Frank appeared in the doorway.
“Before you ask…” Frank nodded at the bag in her hand “I didn’t buy you that as a sweetener. I got that in Vegas before any of this kicked off.”
“I didn’t…” she shook her head, placing it back on the table “That wasn’t what I thought.”
He gave her a nod and she studied him for a second, before Mary bounced into the room.
“Hey!” Fliss smiled at her, “You had a good day.”
“Yeah, it was ok.” Mary nodded “They were all doing math today but I did some of my uni work whilst they did the times tables. Have you and Frank made up yet?”
Liss hesitated and Frank gently dropped his hand to the back of Mary’s head.
“We talked, and we still need to talk some more.” he said “Any chance you can give us some space?”
She eyed him for a moment before she shrugged “I got homework, I’ll be in my room.”
“Thanks Stack.” he smiled and she turned and headed back out of the room. Once she was out of ear shot Frank turned to Fliss.
“So I had a visit from Steve…”
“I heard.” Fliss said “I’m sorry I told him not to.”
“He was just being a big brother.” Frank shook his head “But I’m not gonna lie, he scared the shit out of me.” “Well he came to the yard after, fighting your corner. As has Bonnie…”
“Honey, I didn’t ask them to…”
“I know.” she said softly. There was a moment of silence before she sighed and shook her head. “Frank, I’m sorry…”
“Liss…”
“Let me finish, please.” she shook her head and Frank fell silent, his hands falling into the pockets of his jeans. “If I’m honest I don’t think I ever thought you’d really cheated, I guess…well I saw the photos and…” she trailed off, shrugging “I’m sorry for not believing you, but I’m still pissed at you for getting yourself in that position in the first place.”
Frank hesitated for a second. He was about to protest that he was just drunk, point out that he hadn’t meant to get himself in any position at all,  but then he stopped himself. She was angry and hormonal, and he’d rather have her pissed at him for being an idiot than believing he was unfaithful.
So instead he nodded “Ok that’s fair. I get it. And I’m sorry.”
She looked at him for a moment and he stepped forward to give her a hug but she simply moved back a little and gave him a small smile “I’ll start dinner…”
“Sure…” his voice was quiet. He wanted nothing than to hold her in his arms, run his hand over the place his baby was growing, her bump seemingly even bigger than it had been that morning but he also didn’t want to push it. She hadn’t left, she believed him, but she was pissed. However, Frank knew she would get over that in time…which he understood he had to give her, and respect the boundaries she set too. So, with that in mind he took a deep breath and followed her into the kitchen.
“Do you want me to help or…”
“No, it’s only stir fry.” she shook her head. “Did you already feed Mary or…”
He frowned and looked at her, and then realised what she was referring to. They hadn’t been home when she arrived.
“Oh, no…I picked her up and then ran my suit into the dry cleaners.” he said “It had something all over the front of it…god knows what.”
She nodded. “Ok, well it won’t be too long.”
“I’ll set the table then.” he nodded. He moved around, careful not to step into her space as he gathered the various items around and carrying them into the dining room. Once he had completed that he headed out telling Fliss he was going to wash up and tell Mary to do the same.
Fliss acknowledged him and continued with cooking, when suddenly she felt a really strange sensation in her stomach. It was like a fluttering, almost as if she had bubbles inside her belly, and then she realised instantly what it was.
Their baby had moved. And she’d just felt it for the first time.
Pausing what she was doing her hand fell to her bump as the tiny little sensations flooded her and she felt a smile creeping over her face.
“Hey Bean…” she said softly.
At that point Frank came back into the room and saw her, her hand on her bump, stood perfectly still, looking down at her belly and he frowned.
“Lissy?” he looked at her as she raised her head to look at him “Everything ok?”
“Yeah, I just felt Bean move!” she smiled, her eyes bright and Frank let out a grin.
“Really?” he stepped forward, his hand out but he paused. Fliss looked at him and he locked eyes with her. Fliss understood instantly, he was waiting for her to say it ok after she told him last night not to touch her.
He was asking her permission.
Instantly her heart melted towards him, she loved this man, with everything she had. And he loved her. She gently took his hand and pulled on it softly, and he closed the distance as she pressed his palm to her stomach, leaving her hand resting over his.
“I doubt you’ll feel it…it was just like bubbles, not really a kick or anything.” she said as he looked down before he raised his eyes back to her “But they can hear you now though, according to Mary’s extensive research.”
“Yeah?”
She nodded. Frank took a deep breath and knelt down, both his hands resting on the side of her belly as he grinned “Hey kid…you cooking well?”
Fliss felt the flutters again, a little stronger this time and she smiled, her hand running into Frank’s hair “They just did it again. They clearly know your voice, daddy.”
He glanced up at her, his eyes watering “I love you both so much.”
“I know.” she sniffed “I love you too.”
Frank stood up, his hands sliding up Fliss’ thighs to her hips and as he did, hers fell from his hair to his shoulders. They both stayed still, simply looking at one another till Frank leaned forward and gave her a soft kiss.
“This doesn’t mean I’ve completely forgiven you.” she muttered against his mouth and he smiled.
“I wouldn’t dream of suggesting it did.” he shrugged “But is it at least enough to get me off the couch? My back is killing me.”
“You wanna compare back ache?” she arched an eyebrow.
“No, no, not at all, obviously yours is far worse than mine could possibly be…”
Fliss narrowed her eyes. “Is that sarcasm?”
“Absolutely not.” he told her sincerely, shaking his head. His eyes, however, told her a different story. Those azure blues she knew and loved shone with humour, utterly betraying him.
“Hmmm, well I’ll think about it.” she said, her hands moving to pat his chest. “Now get lost, I need to finish dinner.”
Frank turned away, a smile on his face. As he always told Mary, an I’ll think about it wasn’t a no.
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Karasuno Team x reader pt 2
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(I never expected so many people to like and want a part 2! It’s so long but it’s a good one!)
Part one:
Warnings: swearing??
The RV started up and began to move, you snickered as Ukai yelled at Tanaka and Hinata to sit their asses down. You sat on a small couch near a window next to kiyoko (Pfft let me get my gay ass outta here) Kiyoko, Suga and you talked about how long your family has had the beach house.  “My family used to go to this beach house every summer when I was younger. But as I got older we stopped going as a family and now it sits with no one living in it.” You explained to them.  “Though don’t worry about bugs and dust being in the house, my mom said she sent out some cleaners to make sure the house was clean and was stocked with food for us.” You told them.  “I wish we could do something for your parents, for doing all of this for us.” Suga sighed. You smiled “Oh don’t worry, I think someone actually using the beach house makes her very happy.” you reassured Suga.  “(Y/N), I heard you work at Ukai’s store.” Asahi chimed in. That caught you off guard. You knew they would find out and to be honest you were surprised they didn’t figure it out sooner. “Oh yeah! Its a lot of fun working there. And since the coach is my boss, it makes scheduling around practice and games much easier.” You stutter a bit.  “Thats so cool! Do you get free stuff?” Nighinoya asked from across the table.  “No- I wish I did. That would be so nice.” You say as you think of how awesome it would be to get free soda pop and sweets.
The rest of the ride there, wasn’t too bad. You put on a movie, which the guys voted on fucking The Spongebob movie. what. the. fuck. Not only that but they cheered and were so invested in the movie.
Crackheads. They are all crackheads.
The RV finally came to a stop, you looked out the window to see the old beach house from your childhood. 
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They all gasped, maybe a bit dramatically. “Are you sure we are at the right place?” Daichi asked. You nodded. “This is it my friends.” you say to them as you grab your bags from under the seat. Everyone nearly jumped off the bus, you swore you watched Tanaka jump out of the window of the RV.  They all followed you to the front door.  “Wow! Is that a boat?!” Hinata asked. You nodded your head. “We can take it out sometime this week, if you want.” you offered him, he nodded happily. You pulled out the small key that had a flower key chain on it. You unlocked the door and let them inside. They all looked around in amazement. “The main room is big enough for everyone to sleep in, besides the other rooms aren’t guest rooms, the last I checked they were remodeled into a gaming room, a movie room, and a lounge/hangout area.”  “ (Y/N)!!! WHAT THE HELL.” Tanaka nearly screamed.  “WHAT?!” You yelled at him, trying your best to match his vocal range to mock him.  “THis is so CoOL!” he shouted. Ukai clapped his hands, “Set your bags down, and go get your swimsuits on.” Ukai instructed everyone. “Yes Sir!” Everyone yelled as their excitement filled the room. You went to the bathroom and changed into green plaid trunks and a yellow swim shirt. You went out to find you were one of the first people changed, which never happened. You were confused. Where was everyone else? You found them wandering the vacation house. Well you found them in pairs, first you found Hinata and Kageyama in the kitchen, then you found Tsukishima, Tadashi in the game room, Daichi, Suga and Asahi were in the lounge room, Kiyoko, Ukai an Takeda were on the back porch all sitting in on the lawn chairs put out there, Tanaka and Nishinoya were examining the boat under the deck. 
Once they were all done exploring the house, everyone met up on the beach at the volleyball net.  They underestimated how hard it actually is to play volleyball in sand. They kept slipping and falling, soon they caught on that you weren’t falling??  “ (Y/N)! How do you stay on your feet?” Hinata asked you. You smirked. “You gotta kinda, dig your feet in the sand, instead of being ontop of the sand-” You dug your foot into the sand, “-You’ll be more grounded.” You showed them. They caught on, not many falling anymore, though many still fell on their asses which was super funny to you. Nishinoya being the libero, kept face planting and getting a mouth full of sand. “Man! It sucks trying to catch the ball without getting sand in my mouth!” Noya complained.  “Maybe its because you suck.” Tanaka snickered. “Shut up! You keep on not even hitting the ball!” Noya defended.  “All right lets take a break!” Ukai yelled out. “Coach, can we go swimming?!” Hinata begged with Noya and Tanaka giving Ukai puppy eyes. Ukai sighed then smiled at them.  “Yeah sure. We are here to take a break.” Ukai laughed. Hinata, Noya, Tanaka cheered as they sprinted to the shore. Asahi came up to you “Are you gonna get in the water?” He asked. You shrug “Maybe. I’m not a huge swimmer, though I love to collect sea shells.” You say to him. “That sounds fun! I’ll come with you to look for sea shells!” Suga offered “Me too.” Kiyoko chimed in. Many of the boys splashed each other and played chicken fight. You sat high above the others on Daichi’s shoulders while Hinata was sitting on Asahi’s shoulder. You held Hinata’s hands, trying to push the other off. In the end Hinata got the upper and and Y E E T E D you into the ocean.  Everyone laughed and took turns playing chicken. Hinata and Asahi were the ones champions against everyone else. 
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Soon the sun was setting and everyone was getting settled in for the night. The sea shells you got were set nicely on the window seal above the sink. The who team was sleeping in one big dog pile in the living room, in the kick ass fort they had built.  You went to brush your teeth when Nishinoya caught up with you in the bathroom. “When do you plan on telling the others about... Your secret?” He asked.  “I am tomorrow night when we sit around the fire for smores. I am nervous you know? Can you try to understand how I feel?” You asked him as you took his hand in yours. Noya felt his cheeks heat up from the contact of your hand in his. He nodded. “I’ll try my best (y/n)!” He smiled. You gave him a grin back as you let go of his hand and opened the door to the bathroom and locked it behind you. 
Your reflection looked back at you. You took off your binder that had been on for 10+ hours. You read online that you should only have it on for 6-8 hours and you shouldn’t bind when working out... You were breaking many rules when it comes to binding but it was your only way to be on the team without anyone raising any eyebrows. You stretched your hands above your head letting your chest and ribs stretch and be free. You threw on a tank top, sweatpants and a big hoodie to hide your breast size.  After getting ready for bed you went back to the living room to find the team chatting and nearly laying on top of each other. You smirked and jumped onto the pile of boys in front of you.  “Woah! (y/n)!” Tadashi laughed.  “You guys make a good pillow.” You chuckled as you laid your head on Suga’s leg. It was uncomfortable so you leaned up and wiggled your way to a small spot between Tanaka and Hinata. They all were shoulder to shoulder.  Even though they are dorks, they are family. They make your life so much better. Were you ready to tell them about everything? Or at least your gender.  Everyone kept talking til Ukai came in the room and inhaled. “GO TO BED.” He yelled then shuffled back to the room nearby. You couldn’t help but snicker before laying your head on Tanaka’s shoulder as a pillow.  You starred at the ceiling before finally dozing off to sleep.
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In the morning, you woke up 2 hours before everyone else. You wanted to make bread from scratch for them. You remembered as a child you would wake up in the morning to the smell of freshly baked bread filling the house. You wanted to do the same for the boys who took you in and made you part of their family. 
Noya shook Hinata.
“Bro bro. Do you smell that?” Noya asked. It took Hinata a minute to get himself out of his sleepy state. He sniffed the air.
“It smells like a Kneaders cafe. Like on Monday when all of the bread was just barely baked.” Hinata noted. Tanaka woke up and instantly smelled baked goods. He sprung out of bed and dashed to the kitchen.
You smiled at him when he came into the room.
“Good morning Tanaka. How are you doing?” You ask him.
“Good! What is the smell??” He asked quickly. The oven went off as you grabbed the oven mitts.
“Well everyone has been working hard so I decided to bake you guys fresh bread.” You smiled lightly as blush marks spread across your cheeks.
Tanaka grinned. “That sounds awesome!”
“I’m going to go get the rest of the team up.” You say to him “I’ll come with you!” He said as he grabbed your hand. You stood there in shook from the contact of his hand in yours. The blush on your face reddened.
“That looks pretty gay” tsukishima said from behind you coming into the room. You pulled away from Tanaka.
“Your gay four eyes!” You huff at him as you walk past him. Tanaka boomed in laughter behind you. “Dumbass. Shit like that can hive me away.” You mutter to him.
“What?! Your gonna tell the team tonight anyway.” He scoffs. You dart a glare at him as you both enter the main room where everyone was. You opened the blinds, and turned on the light.
“I made a surprise for you guys. I’m gonna make breakfast.” You inform them. Asashi groaned as he sat up. He raised his hand
“I’ll help you with breakfast (y/n).” He said as he yawned. You grinned at him. “That would be great! Thank you!” You beam at him. “The rest of you better be up in 15 minutes!” You almost hell at them. But you held back from yelling at them because you choose not to be a dick.
For now.
It had been 20 minutes and Daichi, Suga and Tadashi were still not awake. You smirked at Noya. “Wanna help me get the others up?” You asked him. “Always!” He grinned. “What you plan on doing?” Ukai asked. You looked at your cup on the counter. “I have an idea.”
You, nishinoya, and Hinata all held a cup of water as you and the rest of the team walked down the hall to the main room where you guys slept. You held your cup over Daichi’s head. You looked down on him like he was your victim. Nishinoya stood over Tadashi and Hinata over Suga. You counted down in a whisper.
Splash
The 3 of them yelled out from the sudden contact of water. The rest of you were laughing so hard that tears were forming in your eyes.
“Oi! What was that for?!” Daichi yelled.
“You weren’t up for breakfast.” You say to him almost coldly.
They apologized and got up for the day. They all changed into their swim suits when you said that it was time to take the boat out.
Noya was nearly bouncing off the walls when you got the keys out for the boat. Luckily you knew how to drive the boat. Everyone piled in as you started it up making sure it had enough gas. You drove it out fairly far the turned the key to turn it off.
“Alright guys! You can jump in and swim!” You say happily. Many of them jump in when a few stayed behind because they didn’t want to swim.
“Yo! (Y/N)!! Get in here!” Tanaka yelled waving at you from the water.
“Yeah (y/n)! Join us!” Hinata begged. You shrugged and got up from the drivers seat. You ran then jumped off the side of the boat your arms lifted in the air, your legs kicking off the deck to boost you into the air. It felt like time slowed down. Like when you go to hit the ball during a game. How you always were inspired by your teammates to do your best during a game.
You came back to reality when you hit the cold but refreshing water. The guys laughed as you reached the surface of the water. These guys were your best friends. You would do anything for them. Going through so many practice days and games. You get close to them after going through so much.
Once it got later into the day you drove the boat back and parked it. Though most of the team stayed at the beach and swam.
Soon they are going to find out your secret. Your stomach turned and did flips as you thought about tonight. When you would have to tell them who you really are. You were scared. What if they don’t accept you? What if they kick you off of the team. The only reason you go to karasuno high is for volleyball. If you got kicked off you would most likely move back into your parents house. Would they feel betrayed that you cheated the system and lied to them so you could be on a team? All these questions came to your head in waves. You forgot where you were for a while until Noya swam over to you then dunked you under water.
“(Y/n)!” He whined.
“Pay attention to me” he huffed. You stared to splash the salty water at him. “Is this the attention you wanted?” You laughed as you continued to pretend water bend at him. You swam away from him to get to shore so you could think more, of course Nishinoya followed you like a lost puppy would. You eyed Tanaka then he came over.
“Come with me for a walk.” You say to them. They nodded and followed you, walking along the shore, where the water would come up and tickle your feet every so often.
“What’s wrong (y/n)?” Nishinoya asked you. Your lip trembled. You tried to find the words.
“Well, I’m scared. I get this same feeling before a game.” You confess, your hands twiddling each other. “Scared? Of what?” Tanaka asked.
“Of tonight. I’m scared I’ll get kicked off the team. Or everyone will treat me different. I’m still the same (y/n). Or I dont know if they’ll be angry with me for lying to them for so long. Maybe they won’t want to be my friend. If that happens I will have to go back to having no friends and-“ you got cut off by Nishinoya putting a hand on your shoulder. He smiled.
“It’s okay (y/n)” he said gently. Which was weird to you because he was usually so loud. Your hand touched your cheek which was wet from tears you didn’t even know you were crying. They both brought you into a small group hug. “It’s all good (y/n)!” Tanaka laughed. “We still want you on the team. And if idiots like us still want you then I’m sure the rest of the team will too!” Tanaka encouraged. You nodded, whipping your tears away. “Thanks guys. I’m not as nervous for tonight. Still nervous but not as anxious.” You laughed. They nodded in excitement. “You got this (y/n)!” Noya cheered. You smiled from their enthusiasm.
“Thank you guys. I think I’m ready.” You say to them. They walk back to the beach house and saw the other boys some how managed to start a fire in the fire pit without setting everything on fire. “There are s’more things in the house and hot dogs of you guys are hungry.” You offer to them. They nodded and yelled at the same time as they rushed inside to grab the stuff. Ukai helped you move large logs around the fire for them to sit at.
“You ready for tonight kid?” He asked you. You didnt answer right away.
“If I’m being honest, I’m nervous. Beyond nervous. I’m scared the team won’t like me anymore.” You confess to him. He walked over to you and ruffled your hair.
“Know thing these crazies, they will accept you. Your an amazing player, and a valued member of this team. For the past 7 months you have earned a special place on this team. No matter if you were a boy, girl, black white, tall, short, this team will love you for who you are.” He tapped your forehead when he said the last part. You held in tears, wanted to hug Ukai. He truely was the best coach. You nodded to him. “Thank you coach.” You say softly. The stamped of boys came back with the s’more things and hot dog stuff. You all ate food over the fire as the sun went down. Soon it was dark. Everyone was chatting then their conversations went quiet. You made eye contact with Noya and Tanaka. They nodded to you. You were ready. You stood up. “There is something I haven’t been totally honest with you guys.” You started out. “I love this team and everyone on it. But this might change how you see me and how you play volleyball with me.” They looked at you with curiosity and a bit of confusion. “I’m... I’m a girl. Biologically I was born a female.” You confessed to them. Some were confused, some were shocked, some didn’t change there expression. “I was planning on not saying anything, but two morons walked in on me changing.” You glared at Nishinoya and Tanaka. They gave you a dorky smile. You took a breath and continued.
“I’m worried that me being a female will change how you view me and how you play with me. Or treat me for that matter. I’m still the same (y/n). The same one who cried with you, played with you, won games with you. I’m sorry I never told you guys.” You said to them. You wanted to run and hide under the covers of your bed, expecting them to yell or be disappointed. But there was silence. The silence was almost as bad as yelling.
“It’s fine if your a girl (y/n). It’s not a bad thing but why didn’t you join the girls volleyball team with michimiya?” Daichi asked. You tugged at your shirt then let it go.
“That has a bit of a story behind it. Before I came to Karasuno I went to an academy for weathly kids. They had a volleyball team but all the girls on the team joined to show off the skin tight booty shorts and the small tank tops. I joined a team to play, to gain friends, to win and to learn. All I got there was girls in skimpy outfits. I could have tried the girls team here but I didn’t want to take the chance so a little arrangement with my mom, a haircut and a binder I was a different person at a new school where no one knew who I was.” You say to them. Asahi nodded. Some still looked confused.
“The only ones who knew were the coach, and until 2 weeks ago Nishinoya and Tanaka found out.” You say to them.
Tadashi raised his hand. “What’s a binder? Sorry I feel kinda dumb for asking.” He admitted. You put your hands up “it’s okay!” You say to him Tanaka jumped up.
“It’s a wrap that goes around her boobs!” He explained loudly. You karate chopped his head
“Sit down dummy.” You say almost harshly to him. “That’s the basics of it. I wrap it around my chest so then I am flatter. Then I wear a bigger jersey so then my chest doesn’t show.” You take a breath.
“I hid this because I was scared.” Tears were filling your eyes but you didn’t let them fall.
“I was scared you were going to see me different and kick me off the team.”
Don’t let the tears fall. Do not let the tears fall.
“I didn’t have many friends before coming to Karasuno. You all are my best friends. The best people I have ever met.”
Dammit. The tears streamed down your cheeks.
“Please still let me be part of the team.” You cried bending over and bowing to them. Daichi approached you. He put a hand on your shoulder and waited for you to look up at him. You looked up and met his eyes, who had tears swelling in them too.
“You will always be accepted on this team, (y/n).” He said to you pulling you into a hug. Tadashi came up and hugged the both of you. Then Tanaka and Nishinoya. Then Hinata and Kageyama. The others followed through.
“We don’t want you to leave the team (y/n)!” Hinata cried. “Yeah don’t leave us!” Kageyama snapped. “We want you to stay.” Suga softly said. They all chimed in on how they wanted you still on the team. You couldn’t hold it in anymore. You sobbed. Simple as that. All that emotion that you had been holding in? It was coming out right now. It was a good night. It ended well with your teammates accepting who you are. You were so happy.
Now the question is, who falls in love with you, or gets blushy when ever your around?
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