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desultory-suggestions · 10 months
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Your body is not a trend. You don’t need to adjust how your body naturally looks to the newest favorable fashion or the supposed height of beauty. Our bodies are not meant to be forced into shapes that they are not. There will always be new ideals, new suggestions in the media of what a good body looks like. None of that is true, no body is better than any other and no body is bad. You deserve to exist in your full and natural beauty without the pressure to change based on anyone else’s opinion.
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peculiar--princess · 1 year
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Stop glamorizing the past/when you were sick!!
I know this probably won’t be a popular post but it needs to be said. It’s so easy to think back about when you were in the depths of your ED and glamorize it because you were possibly in a smaller body, but it’s not worth it. You were also incredibly miserable in that smaller body. Try to remember the intense anxiety, the isolation, the hair loss, and the extreme exhaustion you felt 24/7. You become hangry, shaky, and overall unlike you.
Engaging in your ED means taking away the best parts of you, all for a smaller body. You cannot disrupt your inner peace and your ability to truly live life over a false sense of comfort.
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whsprings · 9 months
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but you aren't a lost cause and you do have the time.
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recoveryposting · 2 months
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every time i start missing how my body looked when i had an ed i remember i was scared to eat TOAST 💀💀 like i deadass had NIGHTMARES about eating toast w butter and jam. are u hearing this i was LOSING MY SHIT over TOAST bro 😭😭😭 im not going back to that are you kidding
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it-is-okay-to-eat · 1 year
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For the love of fucking everything PLEASE STOP adding recovery tags onto thinspo and “pro ed” posts. Oh my god stop adding them onto posts that are triggering, and posts that will fucking encourage disordered eating. Recovery tags should not be filled with pro ed blog posts and triggering shit that can cause relapses.
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fuck-your-proana-blog · 10 months
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Nothing hurts quite like watching your loved ones enjoy delicious food that you'd do almost anything to eat while you starve and envy them and your stomach churns, empty with acid and consuming itself.
You don't want this. No one should covet Anorexia Nervosa, or any ED. They are pain and suffering and misery. Get out while you can. Get out before it's a disorder and no longer a crash diet that you started just to lose a few pounds. It's not worth it.
Fight. Please. For those of us who know nothing else anymore, fight for your life. Because if you don't fight, the only way out is a slow and painful death. Please don't give up, it's never too late but it does get harder and harder the longer you suffer. Get help.
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miiiiaaa2323 · 4 months
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I will not binge or purge in 2024.
I'm trying recovery again. I will binge & purge 0 times in 2024. Which will be so fucking hard since I b/p like 5 times a day. Please if you have any tips or advice, tell me. I need help.
I will not binge or purge in 2024.
I will not binge or purge in 2024.
I will binge & purge 0 times in 2024.
I will binge & purge 0 times in 2024.
I will binge & purge 0 times in 2024.
I will binge & purge 0 times in 2024.
I will binge & purge 0 times in 2024.
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recoverycore · 2 months
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Before & after: May 2021 vs. February 2024. :')
I know I'm not the epitome of health now - to be fair, I used to have a higher % of muscle mass, but lost it over the fall during an involuntary IP stay for psychosis, and then during winter as well. :^)
But I'm definitely physically healthier than I was before.
My menstrual periods are back, I can lift heavier objects, and can finally hike for longer than my 30-years-older mother; something I couldn't do before.
When it comes to the bigger picture, my life has changed so much, almost overwhelmingly so - in both pretty good, and devastatingly bad ways.
If anything, recovery gives you a new perspective on life.
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runfast-runfar · 4 months
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Friendship Advice, please
So I messed up. I made a pretty big mistake and it crossed the boundary of my friend.
Long story short, I tried a drug at a party, kind of freaked out about it and mentioned it to said friend. That friend didn't express any anger, she just mostly asked questions. Then I was out with that group two more times and we did it both other nights. Then I met up with my friend this week on Wednesday morning and when she asked about it and I told her she very bluntly was like "you will lose my friendship if you continue this."
We talked more about it and she made it clear it was coming from a place of concern and care and I know it was. She also stated multiple times "I'm not mad at you, I just need you to know how much this scares me." Which I do genuinely understand.
I have zero desire to do any drug again tbh if it means losing this friend's friendship. I haven't done it again and I never will.
But the conversations with my friend were harsh and honestly so jarring and it's been a day and all I've done is cry. I don't know how to interact with her now. I don't ever want to cross a boundary again, and I hate myself for crossing one at all. I care about this friendship so much that it feels like I'm afraid to touch it. Like I am too afraid to interact with her at all for fear that it will shatter at my touch.
My friend and I talked yesterday, and tomorrow she leaves for a trip for a week, which makes things feel so impossibly hard. A week of having no one to talk to or figure things out with. I haven't talked to her since and I can't bc I don't even know what to say. All I want to do is profusely apologize. All I can do is cry. And neither one of those things will help me at all.
I already apologized for crossing her boundary and she's accepted that and has been nice but I can't move past it. It feels like I'm spinning and about to crash into a wall but I can't control it. And it's hard when it's someone's boundary bc I don't want to react badly to her boundaries bc they are hers and valid and I want to/will respect that. But then it leaves no room for feelings really bc I don't want it to be interpreted as me not being respectful.
All in all, this is the worst I've ever felt in a friendship. Like the absolute worst. I think I've cried more in the past 24 hours than I have in the past 6 months (and that's saying a lot bc I'm always crying). And I just don't know what to do.
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papervixen · 1 year
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Cassie is my love language
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rainymorninlady · 8 days
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One forty eight pounds at five foot seven
My lowest weight is 103. Highest weight 182 lbs. I feel healthy kinda. 🌞🐁✨
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To all of my lovelies who are struggling with a relapse, I love you. You are welcome here no matter where you are in your recovery. You don’t have to be ashamed of your struggles. We have all been where you are now. Reach out, you are not alone.
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peculiar--princess · 1 year
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Just a reminder that your eating disorder will not give you the sense of control you’re looking for.
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whsprings · 1 year
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someone should invent a healing that is linear
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askinnyminime · 10 months
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Trigger warning disordered eating
But can someone be proud of me I didn't binge and then purge last night.
I ate what I had planned a healthy nutrition filled dinner while my family all had take aways and for a change I didn't cave I stuck to my guns and ate what I had planned and didn't over eat.
I usually would have eaten Takeaways till I felt sick then proceeded to purge so I could then eat chocolates with my family and then purged again and gone to bed
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Me when I remember I sent fully nude pictures to an adult man for "body checks" because I was feeling particularly insecure that day
HUH? what was I thinking? 😭
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