#creative crying

[sweetie-sire]

Ayo i wrote some hizzie garbage 🗑 im both sleep deprived and tired of life so whatevr have at it wolves.

Its not good so lol but this tag is dead af so idk

Also dodie is sad af

~i can finally see ~

"I dont understand how you always manage to choose her side josie" im enraged beyond what i thought i could ever possibly be and my naive idiot little sister doesnt manage to get it through her thick little skull. Mikaelson is gone.

"No lizzie YOU dont understand, shes just lost she needs us now more than ever! How can you not see that?!" Shes been at this for the past 20 minutes and quite frankly its getting old.

"Jo, all i see is our dearest dad finally finding out the prodigal daughter is just an evil coniving bitch" i see josie flinch at the dry humor but i no longer care.

~youre as fucked up as me~

Josie gets up and walks out of the room, before she exits she turns to me "I get that youre hurt lizzie but you need to remember why hope even resorted to this in the first place. She gave up her life and landons life just to make sure everyone else would be ok." I can see that bringing up landon hurts my sister there are tears in her eyes and im so tired of everyone bringing up deceased bird boy, since he will probably just find a way to come back anyway.

"Yeah well maybe we can go ask dad if we should forgive hope then!" I yell but shes already left and my snark is useless and i feel so frustrated i could tear my hair out.

~so how do we win?~

Josie has once again taken upon herself to go chasing after our long lost tribrid trying to find a way to help her or whatever. I know just the way to help hope.

Cleo sowande is my very own personal hero right now.

~brave face talk so lightly, hide the truth~

Im driving from dead end to dead end and all i can manage to think about is hopes stupid evil "im a Mikaelson fear me" face and scoff

The balls on this bitch.

I pull up on a trail i picked up and the feeling of this dive bar is more unsettling than the last. I walk in and instantly feel the need to relieve my stomach of its contents.

Theres body parts and blood everywhere. Some guys head chopped off by a pool table. Brutal i dont even know how nobody has been in here to clean up the mess. Oh a concealment spell nice to know she cares about some things i guess. She could have at least lit the place on fire.

~im sick of losing soulmates so where do we begin?~

"Why would i burn my own room down Lizzie"

"With my family history im not exactly immune to those issues. I would never say that stuff about you"

I scoff remembering that and for some reason the back of my throat feels tight.

Josie may be right she might need help, but i cant find it in me to see the same girl thats understanding and i have grown to begrudgingly tolerate to be the one leaving a trail of bodies up and down the coast.

She mauled my dad whats stopping her from doing the same to the rest of us.

And i might have grown to love her too but josie is too soft to do what needs to be done.

Someone has to stop her.

~time and hearts will wear us thin so which path will you take~

I dont know what the fuck possessed me to say that idiocy. Impending death? Minute insanity? I can see the little gears in her tiny evil head turning

Theres a spark of someone i used to know flicker through her eyes.

And i see it the moment the hurt flashes in her mind what she went through to get to this point. I see her intent

The resolve. To end me. What did i expect?

Some sick twisted voice in my head tells me to keep going and see if i can reach her.

I slowly try to approach her and my voice is cracking i dont even know what im saying anymore

I see it in her eyes whatever hope was left is gone

Ironic

Before she has a chance to snap and as soon as i feel her hands wrap around my neck i rush forward

I close my eyes and say fuck it.

God i must really be crazy.

Her lips are unmoving but still soft i must have caught her by surprise because im still alive so i press on and i can feel her reciprocrate for a second and theres relief in my heart that maybe this will all turn out ok. Due to an unconsensual kiss of all fucking things.

Its something i never really considered doing while i was on my way here but minute insanity must have won over my fried brain.

I sigh as i feel soft hands tighten around my neck and it all goes black

Thats going to be one awkward as fuck conversation when she realizes im not actually dead.

Whatever serves her right.

*insert dodie lyric cuz im cant be bothered to do it*

+ lizzie wakes up and is super cool about it while hope is a crying mess on the floor cuz she killed this bombshell and sassy lizzie is everything.

#hizzie #lizzie saltzman #hope mikaelson be like #legacies #rant #creative crying #i really hate posting fics on here cuz my gf follows me and thats fucking embarrassing but i need this fandom to stay alive. #i dont care if i have to do it myself one shitty fic at a time #fuck julie plec

[stil-lindigo]

your favourite arach-narchists 🕷️

prints

#tried to draw this like how miles would in his sketchbook #god i love this movie to death #i preordered the artbook #you should too #i havent felt this rabid over a piece of media in YEARS #did i cry? yes #after the past couple of years for creatives this movie was like a warm hug and a nudge in the right direction #spiderverse team you are my everything #i think im done with my fanart spree though #at least until i rewatch spiderverse this weekend #spiderman #spiderman across the spiderverse #spiderverse #miles morales #hobie brown #gwen stacy #spidergwen #stillindigo art

[ladvofthelake]

i love writing desperate, enraged knights. those who scream at the sky, covered in dirt and gore and spit, a bloodied sword grasped in one sweaty hand, an item in remembrance of kinder days or the flesh of a friend/lover in the other.

#crying as i type this fr #🗡️.txt #( text. ) #tags: #writeblr #fantasy #writing #knightcore #fantasy author #fantasy writer #writer #amwriting #writers of tumblr #writing community #creative writing #writerslife #writers on tumblr #writblr #writers and poets #writerscommunity #writer things #knights #medieval #mira.txt

[bogkeep]

since there's an impressionist royal portrait in the zeitgeist right now, do you wanna hear about one of my fav norwegian oil painters........ his name is håkon gullvåg and he's painted portraits of the norwegian king and queen and they look like this

which were pretty controversial at the time (the year 2000), but i was too baby to know anything about it!

(the headline says "UNDIGNIFIED!")

i first heard of him when he was on the news for a completely different controversy around the years 2008/2009 - his exhibition titled 'the holy land'/'terra sancta' which was a series of paintings he had painted in a wild unstoppable rage over the injustices he had seen palestinians suffer. at one of the exhibitions in syra, two of the paintings got removed by the french embassy, and i think never returned to him? i'm finding it surprisingly difficult to hunt down the story without knowing exactly what to look for, but i did dig up this article. i was still a young teen at the time so i didn't know much about the context, but in recent times i've been thinking about these paintings a lot. i'll add the Controversial Paintings under the cut:

#current events / #he's from my hometown and i went to see the terra sancta exhibition with my parents back then #and ever since he's been one of my favourite contemporary painters. his style is so raw #i also remember vividly a time in high school when i was crying under a desk because i was going to turn 18 #and i was terrified of losing hold of my childlike wonder and creativity #and my drama teacher found me and said that her partner håkon gullvåg is much older than me and he has never felt so creatively charged #and i was like WELL IF MY FAVOURITE PAINTER FEELS THAT WAY I'M SURE I'LL BE FINE ALSO

[noyoudidntbye]

Day 5: whole

#my creativity department is lacking y’all #also yesterdays prompt was dust not dusk 😭 #sobbing crying over it #my art #fnaf #dca #security breach #moondrop #sundrop #sun #moon #moondrop fnaf #sundrop fnaf #inktober #sminktober #fnaf sun #sb sun #sun sb #sb sundrop #fnaf sundrop #security breach sundrop #security breach moondrop #fnaf moon #moon sb #sb moondrop

[reineydraws]

i have this fic series i'm still working on where mihawk sort of becomes rayleigh's kid and spends ages 11-17ish on the oro jackson.

shanks and buggy imprint on him (bugs considers him a sort of older brother figure/sparring inspiration and shanks has a crush that eventually turns into full-blown love) and this is how i imagine they're like on the day mihawk sets off on his own haha.

#fic recs #dracule mihawk #akataka #mishanks #buggy #buggy the clown #shanks #akagami no shanks #red haired shanks #one piece #one piece fanart #op fanart #clearly my workaround to 'i should be working on my deadlines instead of doodling mishanks' is to finger-draw on my phone instead #on the plus side i'll never be tempted to go and fully render what was supposed to be a sketch #on the minus side i'm wondering if drawing with my finger takes up the same amount of time anyways......... #smh #anyways in this au i have this part planned where after shankd and buggy get into a fight over the chop chop #shanks comes crying to mihawk all devastated and annoyed and mihawk who is 16 and absolutely doesnt want to deal with a crying 12 year old #decides to fix things himself by showing buggy the pros of his devil fruit via forceful and incredibly harrowing sparring session LOL. #makes him see right away how much of a boon it is to never be able to get cut by a blade. it turns into an actually fun sesh #'cuz mihawk starts enjoying the challenge and the creativity and control and buggy starts wielding his knives in flying hands. #ends with mihawk berating him on how he treats his brother and how mihawk never wants to have to deal with shanks like that again #and also lowkey encouraging buggy by saying he's a resourceful kid and he's got people if he cant do things himself. #at this point in time shanks kind of wants mihawk to be his knight in shining armour so he's happy to hear what mihawk did #but mihawk is Fully Over bunking with two 12 year olds. ray please can he just set out on his own now. he's done it before. come on. #he is not a babysitter!!!!!! #tho these fics will focus mostly on hawk & ray jsyk #i digress

[blueskittlesart]

imposter syndrome exiting my body every time i enter sequential art class

#hi guys. i was just compared to ND stevenson by a guy who TAUGHT ND STEVENSON. SCREMAIGN GCRING THROWING UP #sometimes i do genuinely get really worried about the state of like art jobs and the creative market and then i go to this class #and remember how much i love drawing comics. and im GOOD at it. and then i almost cry #personal

[the-widow-olivia]

Every blessed second of OFMD is a “yes-and” from someone.

David said, “Stede’s gonna be a mermaid.” And Gypsy said, “Great! And he’s a goldfish.”

The writers said, “Never left.” And Taika said, “Great! And I’m gonna add a foot touch.”

Someone said yes to the nose jar.

Someone said yes to the double sandwich slap that broke Nathan.

Someone said yes to “La Vie en Rose.”

It’s no wonder the fans of this show are running around yes-and-ing each other with art and memes and fics and muppets.

Con is right - we all need to reach out for that yes, in every aspect of our creative lives. That’s when the cool shit happens.

#ofmd #our flag means death #ofmd fandom #save ofmd #fandom is my fandom #wee john wondays #crying over the creative process so hard rn

[we-are-made-out-of-cake]

Happy pride month

We loved your comic over here at we-are-made-out-of-cake Inc. @kasafraz

#eddsworld #mattom #tomatt #matt eddsworld #tom eddsworld #pride month #homoseuxality #cake #Baking #We had some creative liberty since we didn't have enough room/forgot to put things #gay kiss #homemade #Razz is in fact NOT crying in the video

[transannabeth]

some polaroids from emmy's scrapbook

#professor layton #hershel layton #luke triton #emmy altava #professor layton art #not pjo #my art #no creative captions JUST me thinking so hard about these three that i throw up #watch how hard i can CRY #100

[supermusicallee]

she's so real and funny

#i love her #jk rowling #this “oh my kid can't read/watch harry potter without crying now :((” tweets are so funny fake and performative and yet there are so many #at least be creative #*nr

[roachemoji]

🤡 ⭐️ funny little cardigan 🌙 ❤️

maybe I'll actually dress up and style an outfit or something

#bo posting #my art #crochet #granny square #FINALLY TOOK BETTER PICTURES!!!!!!!!! AUGH #im still unbelievably proud of this #enjoy me never shutting up about it #its the first thing ive finished.... in months #and i feel like crying #ive been so envious of everyone around me being able to even hold a pen #and i had to chanel my creativity elsewhere and that was in this and this only #i was tired and felt guilty for how sick it made me feel to be in artistic spaces #or seeing my friends draw #like??? unproductive. helps no one?? 🗞💥🧠 #so this was my solution #its the only creative thing thats made me happy in a long time #its the only creative thing that ive done for myself lately too #doing something creatively for other people has been hard #wahhhhhhh #i want to put my creative energy ive put into crochet into more things. i dont like how hard thats been #idky i havent been able to talk about it #like articulating it properly is one thing but like? never... even tried #i think it hit when it was the only thing i could tell my therapist that i could do that made me happy rn #the only expectations were my own #wow i did NOT intend to vent but hey thanks for reading 💏💖💋💞

[saewokhrisz]

bro is pondering!!!

#drew these ALSO With my left hand cuz boy am i!!! in a lot of pain !!!!!!! #i feel obnoxious a bit saying it every time i post art i did with my left but i also wanna make it known cuz its really challenging and #im proud of myself for it #if theres a will theres a way you cannot stop my creative genius #anyways !!! i love pewter !!! give him his boyfriend back please im still crying #aitsf #pewter #ai the somnium files #my art #fanart

[captain-hen]

@lgbtqcreators creator bingo — [5/8] lgbtq relationships: evan buckley & eddie diaz from 9-1-1 (2018) [honeycomb layout]

I lost him, Eddie. You saved him. That's how he remembers it. And now, it's his turn to do the same for you. I was—I was supposed to look out for him. And, what, you think you failed? I've failed that kid more times than I care to count, and I'm his father. But, I love him enough to never stop trying. And I know you do, too. Buck. There's nobody in this world I trust with my son more than you.

#911edit #911 #* #buddie #buddiedit #*pridebingo #*userlgbtq #userlgbtq #usergif #*color #*creative #userisha #alielook #usercorinne #tuserdaria #tuserambs #useralie #evanbuckleyedit #eddiediazedit #if this flops i might actually cry

[thaliasthunder]

yeah sex is cool but have you ever thought about how we're gonna see nico- nico di angelo. the man himself. the son of hades. the ghost king and the heir of the underworld, make big power moves on screen like raising an army of skeletons from the earth, close ups to him twisting his skull ring, angrily yelling at percy, showing up in a carriot w hades and persephone and more

#god im about to puke #we're gonna see nico raising fucking skeletons on screen i'll cry #yelling at percy IS one of his power moves btw #i actually hope the directors/producers have some creative freedom in how they gonna portray nico's powers #i want COOL SHOTS of him #for example: (close up to his face deadly serious brow furrowed and chin slightly low so gaze's looking up) 'i am the ghost king' #or smthing like that *close up to his foot dramatically stomping on the floor* and then the earth shooks and 10 skeletons appear around him #everyone is shockkk #and i'll be like GO BABY #nico di angelo #percy jackson #pjo #hoo #pjo/hoo #rick riordan #disney plus #walker scobell #solangelo

[me-writes-prompts]

-:“It’s making you cry, every time…” Break up prompts:-

(Yeah? Yeah, let’s do this.So much angst, I love it(I promise I’m not a Sadist. Anyway, tag me.)

Inspired by ‘Cry’- Cigarettes after sex. YOU GOTTA LISTEN TO THIS SONG.

By @me-writes-prompts

“This is it. I can’t do it anymore.”

“You…I thought…” “You thought what?” “I thought you were the one.” “Well, I’m not.”

“We should break up. In fact, we should have. Years ago.”

“So, is this what we are now? Two people who can’t say ‘I love you’ to each other?”

“No, no. I can’t do this anymore. I can’t pretend to be in love with you, when I’m having an affair with someone else.”

“You should let me go. Let us go. There is nothing to hold on for between us.”

“Please, just. Please stay.” “Even though you know I don’t want to?” “Yes.”

“But…I can’t live without you.”

“Let’s break up.” “Why?” “You know exactly why.”

“I knew it. We could have never worked out. We were never meant to be.”

“Don’t cry. Please. I can’t see you like this.”

“Is this it? Is this the end?” “Apparently.”

“I can’t be faithful to you anymore, but I wish I could.” (😭😭😭😭😭)

#go cry right now #writers on tumblr #prompt list #writeblr #imagine your otp #otp prompts #otp writing #writing prompts #story prompt #otp #dialogue prompts #angst prompts #me-writes-prompts #otp stuff #otp meme #angst #creative writing #writing #prompts #writing inspiration #lovers to enemies #think about it this would be great #cry #otp tropes #breakup prompts