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lnfours · 5 years

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summary: you’re in love with him, but he’s in love with her. not my gif!

warnings: angst, fluff, swearing, just all the feels.

wc: 990

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you made your way down the halls of midtown, bumping passed the people who took up most of the hallway. you made your way passed peter’s locker, spotting him and ned. you smiled, making eye contact with ned. you started making your way over, but mj arrived next to the pair, taking all of peter’s attention.

you glanced back and forth between ned and mj, ned sending you a soft smile as you walked passed your three friends, opting out on standing with them. ned nudged peter’s foot, which caused him to look over at his best friend.

“what?” peter asked.

“what’s missing here?” ned asked, gesturing at your lack of presence. peter shrugged, attention turning back to mj, smiling as she talked to him about the latest book she read.

ned rolled his eyes, leaning over and flicking his forehead,”dude!”

“ow! what?!” peter asked, scrunching up his eyebrows.

“you’re serious right now?”

peter sent his friend a confused expression.

“uno,” ned pointed to himself,”dos,” he pointed at peter,”tres.” he pointed at the empty air next to him.

“what does that mean?”

“dude, c’mon! you’re seriously that fucking oblivious that you don’t even realize y/n isn’t standing with us.”

he shrugged,”maybe she’s running late.”

the bell cut the pair off and peter wrapped his arm around mj’s shoulder,”i’ll catch you at lunch.”

ned rolled his eyes, walking down the hallway to where you were watching behind your locker door.

“he’s becoming a real asshole.”

you chuckled,”well, that’s not surprising.”

“i mean, seriously! he didn’t even realize that you weren’t there!”

you felt the lump in your throat grow, nodding softly,”yep..”

“y/n-”

“i’m gonna be late to english.” you sent him a reassuring smile, but ned watched with concern as you walked down the hallway, hand coming up to your cheek to wipe the tear away. he sighed, turning on his own heels to walk towards his own class.

by the time lunch rolled around, you were convinced that peter parker had thought you were invisible. when you went to go sit in your usual spot in chemistry, mj was sitting there, peter watching her with love filled eyes.

you were happy for him, you really were, but there was this jealous ping that struck your heart anytime you saw the two of them together. it made your blood boil but made you want to sob at the same time.

you loved peter parker, but he was in love with michelle jones.

you took your usual spot next to ned, the next seat over being peter’s. when he walked up to your table, mj’s hand in his, he frowned before looking at you.

“hey, do you mind sitting on the other side of ned so mj can sit?”

ned looked back at his best friend, disbelief written on his expression. you swallowed, feeling everyone at your table watch you get up from your spot, slamming your lunch tray down on the other side of ned, lettuce from your salad flinging onto flash.

“yo, keep your school lettuce off the gucci-”

“shut the fuck up, flash!” you yelled, blood boiling at this point. it was the small things that ticked you off, from the fact that he didn’t notice you this morning, to your seat in chemistry, and now your seat at lunch. yeah, you were pretty ticked off.

flash swallowed, nodding as he watched you pick at the greens. you finally threw your plastic fork down, grabbing your backpack from the table before taking your phone out of your back pocket.

“where are you going?” ned asked.

“anywhere that isn’t near peter fucking parker.” you mumbled, peter’s head snapping up at your mention of his name. he watched as you walked off, leaving the cafeteria.

“hold on, mj,” he said, cutting her off in the middle of her sentence,”i’ll be back, alright?”

she nodded, watching as her boyfriend ran after you. he watched as you wiped the tears from your eyes, making your way down the hall quickly.

“y/n!” he called,”what’s wrong?”

“why the fuck do you care?” you asked, spinning around so fast that your backpack flung off your shoulder. he watched with wild eyes, seeing the mascara form at your undereyes.

“because i’m your best friend...?”

“doesn’t feel like it, peter!” you were yelling, not really caring about the fact that teachers could probably hear you,”you’ve been ignoring me since you got the balls to ask mj out! don’t act like i haven’t noticed because i have! jesus, you’re so far up her ass i’m surprised you’re even standing here right now!”

he pulled his eyebrows together,”what’re you talking about?!”

“you know what i’m talking about!” you said, running a hand through your hair,”ned’s been trying to get you to even acknowledge my existence lately and all i get in return is ‘hey can you move’? really peter?”

he finally realized as he watched you storm up to him,”y/n-”

“and to think,” you laughed,”i was actually falling for you, peter.”

his eyes widened, his heart twisting as you admitted your feelings for him.

you let out a sob, hand weakly shoving against his shoulder. you wish you weren’t so vulnerable when it came to him, but you couldn’t help it.

he grabbed your arm, pulling you into his chest,”y/n-”

you wrapped your arms around his torso loosely, sobbing into his sweater,”i love you, dammit.”

he frowned, leaning his head on yours,”i know, i’m sorry, y/n.”

his voice was softer than a feather but it shattered you like glass. you buried your face into his chest, hiccuping after sobbing for a couple minutes. you pulled away, cheeks turning hot in embarrassment,”god, i’m sorry, i’m so sorry-”

“don’t even think about apologizing to me,” he said,”never apologize for your feelings.”

you stayed silent for a moment,”promise me something, pete?”

“mm?”

“treat her right,” you said,”she’s a great girl, don’t fuck it up.”

he nodded, pressing a kiss to your hair,”i promise.”

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lnfours · 5 years

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get well soon⎜p.p

summary: success always comes with a price. not my gif!

warnings: endgame spoilers, angst, just all the feels

wc: 1.1k

part one⎜masterlist⎜insp.

you played with your fingers, sitting on the edge of the bed in your apartment. it had been a tough couple years for everyone. after thano’s snap, it almost felt like a post apocalyptic world in new york.

you knew peter went off to space with tony stark, but that was the last time you saw him. you remember vividly, sitting next to ned as peter leaned up from his seat and asked if you two could cause a distraction. complying with your best friend, the two of you started yelling about a spaceship up in the sky, giving him time to change into his mask and throw on his web shooters.

it wasn’t until almost a month later that tony stark came knocking on the door himself. you opened the door for may as she made the two of you coffee. you were surprised to see him, thinking that he got dusted like the rest of the people you knew.

it was that day in particular you remembered so clearly that you felt you could relive it. you remember the look on tony’s face when he told you and may that he had lost peter. you remember the look on his face as the words came slowly out his mouth, a look of guilt. of course you knew that it was never his fault, that it wasn’t his idea to snap away half the population.

but, it didn’t stop you from shoving his shoulders, screaming at him as tears came spilling down your cheeks. tony let you hit him, let you push him. he was just as numb as you were, and you swore you saw a tear roll down his cheek as you sobbed, but you thought that your eyes were just playing tricks on you.

“you’re telling me that you, iron man, don’t have a way to fix all of this and bring everyone back!?”

that was the sentence that stuck with him. that was the sentence that replayed in tony’s head as he picked up this picture of him and peter, holding a made up award for the camera. it was the same sentence that replayed in his head as he built the time machine. the same sentence that replayed in his head as hulk snapped his fingers, bringing back everyone who had been dusted.

the last time your words replayed in his head was when he saw peter on the battlefield, helping him up. he looked at peter as he rambled about how he ‘must’ve passed out’ and how doctor strange was there and he did the ‘yellow sparkly thing that he does’ to get him here. tony didn’t even mind peter’s rambling, just pulling him in for a hug.

“oh,” peter said,”this is nice.”

but of course, all good things come with a price. when tony ended up getting the stones back from thanos, he knew that it was the only way to make sure that he kept what he found, but retrieve what he had lost. he knew that he had to snap away all of thanos’ army, that it would be the only way to win this war.

you hadn’t even noticed that tony stark had this idea, that he had a plan to bring peter back to you. when the sun strangely began to shine and when the birds started to chirp again, you looked out the window with wide eyes. you had hoped that something had happened, that somehow it was a way to bring peter parker back.

after a while, you heard a knock on your apartment door. you rushed to open it, opening it to reveal the same curly brown haired boy you grew up with. except he had blood dripping down his nose, dirt and cuts and bruises littered on his face, his hair disheveled, and he was silently sobbing to himself. you stood looking at him for a second, not sure if it was a dream or if it was real life.

but as soon as you reached out to touch him, and his warm, wet cheek was in your hand, you felt the emotions you tried your best to burry down get the best of you.

“pete,” you sobbed, letting him pull you into his body. he held you tight, sobbing into your hair as you sobbed into the crook of his neck. your hands gripped at the meal on his suit, knowing he shouldn’t be out in the open like this, so you tried your best to pull the two of you inside, kicking the door closed.

he pulled away,”mr. s-stark-“

you wiped his cheeks as he cut himself off,”tony is d-dead, y/n. i watched, i-i-i sat there and watched him die-“

you frowned, looking up at his brown eyes,”i’m sorry, pete.”

he shook violently as he sobbed, hands coming up to hide his face in embarrassment. of course you had seen him cry, but for some reason this felt different.

“pete,” you brought his hands away,”it’s okay, it’s all gonna be okay.”

he sniffled, looking at you,”how’s ned, mj, flash-oh my god, may-“

you shook your head,”we’re all okay, we just missed you.”

“did she-“ he cut himself off,”did she move on?”

you knew what he was talking about. of course you knew, you knew since the moment michelle told you. she decided to move on after one year without peter. you couldn’t be mad, she had the right to.

but you had no idea how peter would handle it.

“she,” you sighed before finishing,”yeah, she did.”

the words broke his heart,”is she happy?”

you nodded, brushing a piece of fallen hair from his forehead,”she is.”

“then that’s all that matters.” he said, his breathing uneven as he cried. you tried your best to wipe the tears, but the kept falling.

“is there anything i can do?” you asked.

“just,” he breathed,”hold me.”

you nodded, pulling him into your body,”i can do that.”

his arms loosely wrapped around your waist, taking in the smell of your perfume as his heart skipped a beat. truth be told, he found himself falling head first in love with you. he knew it was too soon to jump back into a relationship, but he couldn’t help the feeling he got in his stomach as you played with his hair. he knew there would be a time and a place, though. right now wasn't one of them.

“y/n?”

“yeah, pete?”

“i love you,” he mumbled,”so much. thank you.”

you sniffled,”i love you more, peter. you never ever have to thank me.”

he pulled away from the hug,”i-i want you to be there, for the um….-“

“funeral?” you asked softly, quietly.

he nodded,”you and uhm… you and may..”

”i'll be there with you,” you nodded,”and every step of the way after that.”

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