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queen-of-the-avengers · 26 days

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Family Doesn't Mean Blood

Pairing: Steve Rogers x Female!Reader

Word Count: ~1.3k

Warnings: fluff

Request by anon: Aww if steve and vixen settle down imagine them fostering or adopting a child. In their words "adoption helps a kid"

Summary: After being married to Steve for a few years, you're starting to think about expanding your family. The problem is, you can't have kids naturally. Well, is that a problem?

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Squares Filled: planning a vacation (2020) for @star-spangled-bingo

Author’s Note: any and all comments are appreciated <3

Life has never been this good for you. What’s the fucking catch? You’re waiting for the other shoe to drop but it never comes. Why would it? You got married to the best person in the world, have an amazing job that lets you save people, have amazing friends who do what you do, and work on being healed from people who stripped you down and stole whatever was left of you.

It’s been a few years since you and Steve tied the knot, and you’ve never been happier. Marriage is and was something you never thought was in the cards for someone like you. Whatever Hydra did to you made you believe you were only good for killing someone and stealing what they couldn’t do on their own.

The celebrate your third anniversary, you and Steve are planning a vacation to a place you two have never been to before. There is a lot of ground on Earth to cover, but you want to go someplace raw and nature-filled. You can always hop on a plane and go to a touristy spot with a million other people, but you want to enjoy what nature has to offer and escape from the real world for a bit.

“How about Hawaii? I’ve never been there.”

“Too crowded. Everyone and their mother wants to go there.” Steve flips through a vacation brochure that Tony sent him in the mail. “What about Alaska? I’ve never been there. I know the cold won’t bother us.”

“How can it? You spent most of your life as a Capsicle.”

“Hey, you promised never to call me that.”

You know he’s joking based on his tone and the fat smile on his face. You walk over to him and kiss him tenderly to express your apologies.

“Alaska this time of year must be beautiful. We should go there.”

“Alaska it is, then.”

You and Steve packed for the icy vacation in Alaska, something you’re excited for. You’ve seen snow and experienced the cold winters of Siberia, but you’ve never actually enjoyed it. You want to experience being bundled up in front of the fireplace when there is snow falling outside.

The day of your flight comes sooner than you expected, so you and Steve head to the airport. A lot of people will recognize you but you’re flying first class so that might limit the amount of people you come into contact with. Tony offered his private jet but you like experiencing “normal” people things like going to the airport. It makes you feel more connected with the world if that makes sense.

You get to the airport and see a family get out of the taxi they ordered. It’s a family of four, and the two teenagers struggle to get their luggage out of the trunk. The teenage boy complains to his mom who heaves the luggage like some Super Mom. Steve sees the family but doesn’t say anything about it. You two head inside to check with security after getting your tickets at the front desk.

A young woman and her young son are at the very front of the line getting ready to go through the metal detectors. He’s a small toddler who doesn’t quite understand what is going on but he takes off his shoes per the instructions of TSA. He runs over to his mom and holds up his shoes.

“Here you go, Mommy.”

Seeing him tugs on your heartstrings. You look over at Steve who is watching the child. Something nags at you from the back of your mind from security all the way to the gate. There is some time to kill so you and Steve grab a quick bite at a cafe near the gate. A few tables down from you is a mother and father trying to feed their three very small children. They might be a bit older than newborns, and the parents scramble to get their bottles ready. Steve notices you staring at the family and nudges your side.

“Are you okay?”

“Never better.”

When you get on the plane, you notice a man who looks to be in his forties escorting his elderly father to his seat. The old man looks too old to do anything himself which is why his son is here helping him. Seeing these families makes you question your own, and you look at Steve who is reading the information booklet in the pocket on the back of the seat in front of him.

The flight to Alaska is a grueling eleven hours but you use the time to sleep and catch up on your books. Nothing can prepare someone for the harsh weather that is known in Alaska this time of year, but you once spent a winter in Siberia that was -60 degrees, so this is honestly nothing. Steve spent seventy years in the ice so this cold doesn't bother him either.

The hotel you’re staying in is more like a housing lodge with a bunch of different cabins located around a major lake in Alaska. While Steve is checking in at the front desk, you’re sitting in the lobby waiting for him to be done. A small child runs up to you holding a cookie and she raises her hand to give it to you.

“Oh, hello,” you smile.

“Hi. This is for you.”

You take the cookie, unsure where her mother is. Seconds later, you hear someone calling for her.

“Lily! There you are. You don’t go up to strangers like that.” She walks over and grabs her arm. “I’m sorry.”

“I gave her a cookie, Momma!”

“It’s okay, honestly.” Lily leaves with her mother just as Steve comes back. “She gave me a cookie.”

Steve chuckles and leads you to one of the lodges on the lake. It’s private, big, secluded, and very beautiful. It’s everything you’ve ever wanted. You arrived in Alaska late so the only thing you’re doing today is relaxing. The sun is already setting and the snow is starting to fall so the only logical thing to do is build a fire and snuggle up in front of it. Steve brought out the alcohol the lodge laid out for you (they were a tad excited two Avengers were staying with them) and sat by the fire with you. Steve looks at you and sees you staring at the fire in thought.

“What are you thinking?” Steve asks and sips his drink.

“You know, I never once had a thought where I might end up one day. All that mattered to me was the mission. Then, I met you, and that all changed. Suddenly, I found myself seeing myself buying a house with you, marrying you, and being everything I wished I could be for you. I was never allowed to think about what I wanted in life.

“Now I do.” You look at him with unshed tears in your eyes. “I thought I never wanted children. I was never given the room to even think about stuff like that. Lately, everywhere I look, are children and their parents. I know you want one. I see you looking at them, too. I see myself in a great big house with you and our little ones running around. I can see you teaching them to protect themselves, and our dogs will always be there to protect them, too. I want that now, but they sterilized me when they made me. It hurts me that I can’t give that to you.”

Steve sets his drink down and pulls you closer. You rest your head on his chest and softly cry at missing what you can never have.

“There are other ways to have kids. We can adopt or foster.”

“All I wanted before I was taken was to have a family of my own.”

“We can have that.”

“Even if I can’t give you a child biologically?”

“Even that. Family doesn't mean blood. We make our own in any way we want.”

“Are you saying you want to adopt a child with me?” you sniffle.

“We’ve had a few good years of marriage. I think it’s time we bring someone new into the picture, don’t you think?”

“Yeah, I do,” you smile and kiss him. “When we get back, we can look into it.”

“Okay,” Steve nods and kisses you once again.

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holylulusworld · 2 years

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Too much - Kinktober 12

Summary: He’s back in town. Back in your life.

Request: hi! idk if you're allowing request but I'd like to give you this idea of mine since you're the only one I trust that can execute this very well and uhm,, having steve eating reader out, but instead of reader just lying on the bed, she's sitting on top of steve's face coz he requested it.

Rating: Explicit

Kink: Cunnilingus + overstimulation + face-sitting and a hint of beard burn

Idea by @elle14-blog1

Pairing: Nomad!Steve Rogers x fem!Reader

Square 8 filled for @anyfandomkinkbingo: Old Flame

Square B1 filled for @mcukinkbingo: Answering a Craigs list ad

Square E2 filled for @steverogersbingo: Online dating

Square 18 filled for @star-spangled-bingo: Hair pulling

Square 16 filled for @marvelfluffbingo (expired): old flame au

Warnings: angst, language, getting back together, light hair pulling, oral (fem rec), face riding, dirty talk, fluff, overstimulation

Words: 900

Kinktober 2022

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Steve Rogers Bingo masterlist

“A Craig’s list ad, seriously, Cap?” Sam chuckles as his friend and confidant scrolls through his burner phone. “You think she will answer?”

“I tried every platform she’s on. Even Tinder,” Steve sighs. “I need to see her and apologize. Sam, I just upped and left after the fight with Tony.”

“Online dating, Steve,” Natasha glances at the phone in Steve’s hand. “Why didn’t you just call her? Stalking your ex on Tinder is a new low.”

“Just stay out of my business. She will meet up with me to buy my sofa,” nodding to himself Steve looks at his phone again. “And you all know I can’t call Y/N. Ross and his minions would arrest her for even talking to me, Nat. ”

“You’ve got to be shitting me. Steven Grant Rogers! It was you? The guy on Tinder and Craig's list? I wanted to buy a fucking couch and you come around?”

“Baby,” he smirks darkly while stepping closer to you to cup your face. “I’ve missed you too.”

“I didn’t miss you at all,” you lie.

“If you need a place to sit on,” you swallow thickly when his lips touch yours, “you can use my face, doll. I’ve missed having your cunt all over my face.”

“You’ve got a beard now.”

You run your hands over his beard. “Do you want to go for a ride?”

“I hope you know how to handle that beard, Sir…”

“Get up here,” Steve purrs. He just watches you step between his long legs, wearing little to nothing. “Let me see that pretty pussy up close.”

“Steve.”

“Please, doll. Give me that,” he lies back on the bed and gets comfortable, waiting for you to get on top of him. “Y/N…”

“I don’t know. Steve, we haven’t seen each other for so long and now you want to eat me out?”

You sigh.

“’s all I dreamed of, doll.”

“I hope you are worth my time and that I missed the chance to get my hands on a vintage sofa,” you shimmy out of your panties, the last barrier protecting your cunt from his perfect face.

“I’ll be worth your time, darling.”

“Do you remember our safety tap?” you crawl onto the bed. “Steve?”

“I tap your thigh twice or pinch your thigh.”

“You’re such a good boy.”

“Boy?”

“Be still now,” you harshly pull at his hair. “Put your mouth to better use than talking. You’ll not talk until you made me cum.”

You go on your knees and straddle Steve's chest. He just looks at you, a content smile on his lips as you slowly move forward until your knees are placed on either side of Steve’s head.

“Spread those pretty legs,” he mumbles. “Please.”

You spread your legs far enough apart to provide good access to your dripping cunt.

“Fuck doll. Give me that pussy.”

You grab the headboard to make sure to not lose balance. “Steve.”

While you hover over his face. It’s been too long since you and Steve had time to explore each other’s bodies.

“Baby,” slowly lowering down until you feel his lips touch your pussy, you take a deep breath, “hold still.”

You whimper, but try to stay still as Steve grips your hips and gets to work. He laps at your folds, forcing tiny moans out of you. He licks over your clit while guiding your body. His mouth and tongue seem to work in sync to break your will.

“Steve,” you grip the headboard tighter when he pokes your thigh to tell you to start grinding. “Fuck.”

You’ve missed Steve. But you missed his talented mouth even more.

You stop grinding and let Steve take over control. Your breathing quickens and you moan his name as he picks up the pace.

“Steve,” he doesn’t let up. Even when you slap the headboard. He rubs his beard against your pussy, flicks your clit with his tongue, or wraps his mouth around your sensitive bud.

“Fuck, Steve,” you gush all over his face, but he still doesn’t stop. He hums against you and keeps on sucking, licking, flicking, and nibbling. “STEVE!”

You want to move off his face, but Steve holds your body in a tight grip. “I can’t,” you come again, whining as it’s still not enough for Steve. He puts even more effort into taking you apart.

His tongue slides in and out of your cunt, making your legs quiver. “Steve, please. No more.”

You can hear him chuckle against your sex. That’s all you get from him. He simply keeps on fucking you with his tongue. “Steve,” you arch your back and start grinding again. “No—I…”

Steve only stops to get a few gulps of air before he buries his face back between your thighs. He nuzzles your pussy. “Steve, stop. I can’t take it anymore…”

“I’m sorry for leaving without telling you anything. I had to get Sam and the others out,” he whispers as you snuggle in his chest. “We always kept an eye on you, though.”

“I want to come with you,” you cover his mouth with your hand. “No protests. I got two duffle bags hidden in the back of my wardrobe.”

“You’ve been waiting for me to return.”

Steve sniffles.

“I would’ve waited all my life for you, Steve…”

That night Steve takes you with him. He’ll never leave you out of sight ever again…

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jayankles · 3 years

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Star Spangled Bingo Masterlist 2021

If you have any ideas you wanna see written send them as an ask. Keep in mind this bingo is only for the three Caps. (Steve Rogers, Sam Wilson, Bucky Barnes)

hologram

crying themself to sleep

unwilling enhancement

bisexual character

dear john/jane letter

go through me

cheating

cryo

middle of nowhere

play fighting

haunted by the past

praise kink

free space

what if au

sam's house

flower shop au

steve's helmet

table sex

zombie au

dry humping

restaurant au

pregnancy

show and tell

holding hands

nipple play

#star spangled bingo masterlist

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writing-mermaid · 4 years

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Star spangled Bingo 2020 masterlist

I’m participating to the @star-spangled-bingo and I’ll post the challenge masterlist on that post.

Soulmate AU : Another Heart Calls

Model AU : Shades of blue

One night stand

Nick Fury, “He’s my friend” : Siren

General masterlist

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prettyyoungtragedy · 5 years

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Star Spangled Bingo - Masterlist

This is my masterlist for my @star-spangled-bingo card, I will update it as I go along with posting each block I black out. (BLACK DOT OVER BLOCK MEANS ITS BEEN DONE)

Block: Author AU

Block: Coffee Shop AU - Quiet Serendipity. Pairing: Steve Rogers x reader

Block: Holiday Fic

Block: Actor AU

Block: Leather and Lace

Block: Detective AU

Block: Playful Relationship - Trouble Maker. Pairing: Steve Rogers x reader

Block: Pregnancy - A little Surprise. Pairing: Steve Rogers x reader

Block: Cuddling - Patient Love. Pairing: Bucky Barnes x reader

Block: Blind date - Perfect for Me. Pairing: Bucky Barnes x reader

Block: Science experiment

Block: 4th of July

Block: Free space

Block: Car trouble

Block: Sung to sleep

Block: Laughing during sex

Block: One-night stand - Chance Meeting. Pairing: Steve Rogers x reader

Block: Mutual Pining - Forever in my heart. Pairing: Steve Rogers x reader

Block: Home alone

Block: Love-Hate relationship

Block: Against the Odds

Block: Losing control of powers

Block: Gunshot Wound

Block: In Pain - Together but Far Apart. Pairing: Steve Rogers x reader

Block: Loss of a child

#Star Spangled Bingo Masterlist #star spangled bingo #Steve Rogers #Bucky Barnes #Sam Wilson

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waywardnerd67 · 3 years

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2021 Star Spangled Bingo Masterlist

**COMING SOON**

The Winter Lawyer – Bucky x Reader Squared Filled: Lawyer AU Summary: (Y/N) searches for a lawyer to help with a high profile divorce and walks into the office of a former lover from her past. Warnings: Fluff/Smut Word Count:

Are These Yours? – Steve x Reader Squared Filled: Meet Cute Summary: She never expected to meet Captain America at the laundry nor did (Y/N) expect for him to show up at her apartment with something she had left behind. Warnings: Fluff Word Count:

Date Night – Steve x Sharon Carter Squared Filled: Hydra Attack Summary: Steve finally works up the courage to ask Sharon on a date. Their seemingly perfect night ends with a great loss. Warnings: Angst/Fluff Word Count:

Falcon & Hawk – Sam x Reader Squared Filled: Growing Apart Summary: Best friends, partners, lovers. It was always her and him. Falcon and Hawk. Now her wings were clipped as he soared through the skies saving the world. Now, she must make the most difficult decision of her life. Warnings: Angst Word Count:

Recruit – No Pairing Squared Filled: Meeting the other Avengers Summary: (Y/N) spent the last year training with Captain Steve Rogers and Airman Sam Wilson. Now, graduating to be in the Avengers she is now getting the chance to meet her new team. Warnings: Fluff Word Count:

Playing House – Bucky x Reader Squared Filled: Undercover Together Summary: In order to infiltrate a Hydra cell, Bucky and (Y/N) must go undercover as husband and wife. Feelings she had buried long ago now coming to the surface. Warnings: Fluff/Smut Word Count:

Saving Me – Steve x Reader Squared Filled: Child Abuse Summary: Her only goal was to thank the man who saved her when she was a child. Nothing could compare her for what happens when she achieves that goal. Warnings: Angst/Fluff Word Count:

Soldier Boys – No Pairing Squared Filled: Playlist Summary: Steve, Bucky and Sam decide to train together. Warnings: Fluff Word Count:

On The List – Steve x Reader Squared Filled: Watching Porn Summary: Steve has only one more item on his list and asks (Y/N) to help him with it. Warnings: Fluff/Smut Word Count:

Hungry – Bucky x Reader Squared Filled: Food Play Summary: What started out as a playful food fight becomes much more for Bucky and (Y/N). Warnings: Word Count:

Girl From Queens – Steve x Reader x Bucky Squared Filled: Queens Summary: A vigilante has been taking out criminals in Queens. Steve and Bucky decide to go search the vigilante out only to be met with a girl from their past. Warnings: Fluff/Smut Word Count:

The Scientist – Bucky x Reader Squared Filled: Chaotic Lab Summary: It has always been her and him since they found him in the snow. The love of her life and center of her world. Now, she has found him once more working with those she had actively been working to take down. Warnings: Angst/Smut Word Count:

Love and Honor – Sam x Reader Squared Filled: Friends to Lovers Summary: She trusted him with her life since they were kids. Somewhere between fighting in the desert and being recruited into the Avengers, feelings had developed between them. Warnings: Fluff Word Count:

Visitor Pass – Steve x Reader Squared Filled: Dept of the Ocean Summary: Steve goes to visits (Y/N) at her new post at Raft. Warnings: Fluff Word Count:

Frenemies – No Pairing Squared Filled: “Why the long face?” Summary: (Y/N) calls for a meeting to get two Avengers to speak to one another again. Warnings: Fluff Word Count:

Comfort – Steve x Reader Squared Filled: “Need a medic?” Summary: Even Captain America sometimes needs to be patched up and coddled. Warnings: Fluff Word Count:

Self Care – Bucky x Reader Squared Filled: Dildo Summary: In need of relaxation and a release, (Y/N) is caught by her partner amidst taking care of herself. Warnings: Word Count:

Checkered Flag – No Pairing Squared Filled: Race Driver AU Summary: Team Captains is in the race of their lives against Team Iron. Warnings: Fluff Word Count:

Sweet & Spicy – Steve x Natasha Squared Filled: Breakfast in Bed Summary: What was intended to be a nice gesture turns into a heated moment between two Avengers. Warnings: Fluff/Smut Word Count:

Keep Up Old Man – Steve x Reader Squared Filled: “You never what? You didn’t finish!” Summary: Date night with Steve always ends up in a competition. Warnings: Fluff Word Count:

The Right Partner – Pre-Serum!Steve x Plus Size!Reader Squared Filled: “Come on girls. They are playing our song?” Summary: Bucky convinces Steve to go out on a double date before he ships off to war. Steve never thought he would meet the woman that would change everything for him. Warnings: Fluff Word Count:

Handsome and the Hag – Steve x Reader Squared Filled: Model AU Summary: She was an ordinary woman whose whole world was centered around the world’s most beautiful man. That world is knocked off kilter when he approaches her with the opportunity of a lifetime. Warnings: Fluff Word Count:

Three’s Company – Bucky x Reader x Natasha Squared Filled: Bisexual Character Summary: (Y/N) comes out to her lovers hoping they will not hate her for lying to them. Warnings: Angst/Fluff/Smut Word Count:

Volunteer – No Pairing Squared Filled: Interacting with kids Summary: Steve and Sam go to visit an orphanage meeting a special young lady who could one day change the world. Warnings: Fluff Word Count:

The Symbol to my Soul: The Captain’s Star – Steve x Sharon / Dean Winchester x Reader Squared Filled: Free Space Summary: A new branch of the Avengers are saving people, hunting things and assembling Earth’s mightiest heroes. Everyone has a mark on their soul chosen according to their destiny and imprinted upon their soulmate to reveal who they are. Steve’s soul mark had belonged to one woman whom he could never be with only to find out that it was truly meant to someone even closer to him. While working with (Y/N) aka Lady America and her soulmate, a hunter named Dean Winchester, they provide clarity to his hesitation to act on what his destiny demanded of him. Warnings: Angst/Fluff Word Count:

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wonderswritings · 4 years

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Star Spangled Bingo 2019 Masterlist

Explosion of Love:

Summary: Your big on explosions, it’s basically your signature, but sometimes they can get the best of you.

Warnings: Tiny, tiny bit of angst

Pairing: Steve Rogers x Reader

Word Count: 861

Square Filled: Explosion

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American Heroes: I Care

Summary: Being kidnapped by your stalker isn’t on your to-do list, it’s not on his either. Pissed and hurt, he comes to save you, but is he too late? Feelings emerge and they’re not all for the better.

Warnings: Angst, Stalkerish type Male

Pairing: Steve Rogers x Reader

Word Count: 1717

Square Filled: Go Through Me

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Happy

Summary: One minute your happy, happy as can be, the next, your not and fighting for your life.

Warnings: Pre-Established Relationship, Fluff, Angst

Pairing: Steve Rogers x Reader

Word Count: 1879

Square Filled: Free Space

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Mission: Failed

Summary: The mission is simple, and you’re known for completing your mission until you don’t.

Warnings: Angst

Pairing: Steve Rogers x Reader

Word Count: 3598

Square Filled: Undercover AU

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Promises

Summary: It never should’ve happened but it did, it did and you couldn’t stop it. Just one moment, one day, one hour, one minute, and your world ends.

Warnings: Character Death, Angst, Bouts of Depression, Anger

Pairing: Steve Rogers x Reader

Word Count: 2570

Square Filled: In Pain

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Happier Days

Summary: Times were easier then, simpler, happier. Seventy years into the future, everything’s changed and it's not simple or happy.

Warnings: Fluff, Angst Adjacent

Pairing: Steve Rogers x Reader

Word Count: 1512

Square Filled: 1930′s AU

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Promise Me

Summary: You were happy once, in love even. But something changed. It was gradual, not even something you could see until it was to late. Then, everything changed.

Warnings: Angst, Death

Pairing: Steve Rogers x Reader

Word Count: 2159

Square Filled: Divorce

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Believe

Summary: Its hard when you can see the past, the present, and the future. Especially when you see something you never thought would happen. Telling others has never worked out before, but shouldn’t they know if it affects them as well?

Warnings: Angst

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader

Word Count: 1609

Square Filled: No One Believes Them

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All In

Summary: Who knew the one thing you both have in common could lead to something more?

Warnings: Some Angst

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader

Word Count: 2749

Square Filled: Insomnia

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I Like You…Funny Right?

Summary:Your friends keep telling you the same thing, “He likes you!” “She likes you!” If only they knew.

Word Count: 1801

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader

Warnings: None

Square Filled: Dancing

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Running Out of Time

Summary: It’s never easy when you find your love and have to go into hiding, even if you do have a choice.

Warnings: Other than a crappy ending? None

Pairing: Sam Wilson x Reader

Word Count: 1776

Square Filled: On the Run

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Best Thing to Ever Happen

Summary: You’re complete and total opposites, he’s good, you’re bad, well to a degree at least. Who’d of thought you’d make the perfect match?

Warnings: Pre-Established Relationship

Pairing: Sam Wilson x Reader

Word Count: 1648

Square Filled: Proposal

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fangirlinsweden · 4 years

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Cracking the Ice Masterlist

Pairing: Steve Rogers x reader

Warnings: Angst, Steve baing a punk,

Square Filled: Different square for each part of this series for @star-spangled-bingo

Summary: Steve and Y/N used to be best friends, but not any more. Things between them are cold. Now Bucky and Y/N are best friends instead.

A/N: This is written for @star-spangled-bingo. And every part will be a square on the bingo. This takes place after Endgame, But Steve did not leave the future. Nat and Tony are still alive.

Part 1, square filled: Mission

Part 2, square filled: Falling

Part 3, square filled: Stripping

Part 4, square filled: Bed Sharing

Part 5, square filled: Home Alone

Part 6, square filled: Nightmares

#Cracking the Ice #Steve Rogers x reader #Steve Rogers #Steve x reader #Captain America x reader #Captain America #Steve #Marvel #Avengers #Cracking The Ice Masterlist #Masterlist #star-spangled-bingo #star spangled bingo #Starspangledbingo

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jewels2876 · 4 years

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Star Spangled Bingo 2020 Masterlist

Venom - Steve x reader - Fire Power

Forced to Watch - Bucky x Reader - Either/Or

Kidnapping - Bucky x Reader - The One Where Bucky Screwed Up

Neighbor AU - Steve x Reader - Moving Day

Combat Training - Bucky x Reader - Sidekicks & Punches

Kinky Confessions - Bucky x Reader - Dogs and Cowboys

“I Don’t Do That Anymore” - Steve x Reader - Precariously

Cooking Together - Bucky x Reader - Breakfast for Two

FREE SPACE - Picnic with Bucky - Moodboard

Insomnia - Bucky x Reader - Best Laid Plans

Fireworks - Sam x Reader - Escape Plans

Howling Commandos - Steve Rogers, 40s Bucky - mood board

Queens - Bucky x Reader - Ice Cream Date mood board

Scared of the Storm - Bucky Barnes, Steve Rogers - Adventures in Babysitting Part 4

“Oh that’s how it is?” - Bucky x Reader - My Protector

“Bird costume?” - Bucky, Sam, and Steve - About Last Night Part 2

Playlist - Bucky x Reader - Mood Music

#ssb2020 #star spangled bingo 2020 #my bingo card #my bingo card masterlist #steve rogers #bucky barnes #sam wilson

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queen-of-the-avengers · 10 days

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Everything Falls Into Place

Pairing: Steve Rogers x Female!Reader

Word Count: ~2.4k

Warnings: fluff, worrying about not being able to adopt a child, anxiety

Request by anon: Aww if steve and vixen settle down imagine them fostering or adopting a child. In their words "adoption helps a kid"

Summary: You and Steve start the process of adopting a child. There are a lot of steps that you have to go through, including a background check. You're worried about your past as Vixen is finally going to bite you in the ass. This is it. This is the other shoe you've been waiting for to drop.

Cat and Mouse Masterlist

Squares Filled: social worker au (2021) for @star-spangled-bingo

Author’s Note: any and all comments are appreciated <3

Tick. Tock.

“What is taking her so long?” you sigh impatiently.

“She’s only been gone five minutes. Calm down,” Steve chuckles from beside you. Steve looks over at you to see you bouncing your leg from how nervous you are. You’re wringing your fingers together to keep yourself from biting your nails. “Y/N, you’re acting like a criminal who just got caught. Take a deep breath.”

“Steve, this woman is the decider on whether or not we have a child. Forgive me if I’m a little anxious.”

Your social worker, Amy, takes another ten minutes before she’s back in the office, and you let out a relieved sigh that she hasn’t kicked you out… yet.

“I am so sorry. We’re extremely backed up,” she says and takes a seat across from you.

“It’s no problem,” Steve smiles politely.

“So, you’re looking to adopt a child? It’s a big responsibility.”

“Yes, ma’am. We’ve actually been wanting this for a while now.”

“Why now? Why not then?”

You and Steve look at each other in thought. Maybe it’s because you two were out fighting in wars you had no business being in. Maybe it’s because you finally came face to face with Zemo again after so many years of being away from him, and you almost killed him. Maybe it’s because even though you think you’re ready to be parents… you’re actually not.

“We felt like the timing wasn’t right,” Steve finally answers and peels his eyes away from you.

“Have you always wanted to have children?”

“Yes, I have,” Steve answers honestly. “For as long as I could remember.”

“And you?” Amy asks.

“In the beginning, yes. I mean, when I was a lot younger. Some shit happened to me and I didn’t allow myself to feel that way until recently. Maybe in the last couple of years? I can’t have children biologically, but I do want one.”

“I never know how to ask this question despite how many years I’ve been doing this, but what kind of parents would you two be?”

“I can’t say for sure. How can anyone know for sure? We’ve never taken care of a child before. There will be obstacles that we might not know how to get over but I can tell you one thing. We will do our very best to make sure this child is loved, safe, and raised to be the best person they can be.”

“That’s a good answer,” Amy smiles and writes in her notebook. Steve rubs his thumb on the back of your hand comfortingly. “This is going to be a long process but I have confidence that it will go by quicker than you think.” She hands over a piece of paper to Steve. “Here is a list of everything I will be needing by the end of this week. Legal papers. You know how it goes. Next will be an extensive background screening for everyone living in the adoptive household. After that will be the in-home interview and inspection of the home.”

You don’t hear anything past background screening. What if they find out about Vixen? They won’t want to give you a child when they figure out how many people you’ve killed. What if they come for the home inspection and find your room of weapons? You’re not getting a kid.

“Okay,” you squeak out.

Steve notices your panic but decides not to say anything about it until you two leave the office building.

“What’s going on?”

“What if they find out about Vixen? The Winter Soldier? My time in Hydra?”

“They won’t--”

“What if they do?” you cut him off. “What if they don’t see me fit to be a mother? What about the guns and shit we have at the house? They’re not going to allow us to be parents with all that there.”

“Baby, you need to calm down. We’re going to do fine.”

His words go in through one ear and out the other. You hear him talk but you’re not listening to a word he’s saying. When you get home, you immediately head to the room with all your weapons and begin taking them off the wall. If you’re going to make this house suitable for a child, you have to make sure it’s safe for one.

“Y/N, it’s going to be fine.”

“No, it’s not. We live in a state where it’s illegal to carry outside your home. We aren’t even allowed to have this many weapons in the house.”

Steve knows you have to do this in order to make yourself feel better. He leaves you to box the weapons while he gets his phone out of his pocket. He calls Bucky, Sam, and Nat to come over because he thinks having them here is going to help you. He has always been the more level-headed one in the relationship which is why he’s being so calm about this. He has faith that everything is going to work out just fine.

“How long has she been like this?” Nat asks when she gets there.

“Since we left the social worker.” They know you and Steve have wanted a child for a while now. “Nothing I say matters.”

“Hey, Y/N,” Natasha says and walks into the room. “You doing okay?”

“No, I’m not. I have to get these weapons out of here. Can you keep them for a while?”

“Sure. You’re going to do just fine. If anyone deserves a kid, it’s you two.”

“No, it’s not okay. Amy is going to come in here and see all these weapons and she is not going to give us a child. This isn’t safe for one. Or she will know I’m Vixen and think wow, a mass murderer assassin doesn’t deserve a kid. Or she’ll know about Bucky, Thanos, and everything else we have done in our lives.”

“Would it help if we helped you?”

“Yeah,” you smile.

Bucky, Sam, Nat, and Steve help clear out the room until it’s bare. This is the room you’re going to use for the nursery. You don’t have any supplies since you’re not sure when you’re going to be getting a kid, so you’ll keep it bare for now. Bucky and Nat take the weapons to hold onto until this whole thing blows over. Your house has a basement that you can put them into only until after the inspections are done.

On the day of the interview and home inspection, you have cookies baking in the oven to give the home a sweet smell. You have been cleaning all day to ease your worries. Steve is nervous as hell but less than you are.

“I think this is the tenth time you fluffed that pillow.”

“It has to be perfect.”

“It is. You are. It’s going to be fine.”

“I know. It’s going to be great,” you smile. Amy shows up on the dot, and you let her in eagerly. “Welcome to our home. It’s good to see you again.”

“Thank you. Wow, smells good in here.”

“I have cookies that just left the oven. Would you like one?”

“No, thank you. I have two more visits to do. Not to sound rude but I’d like to get started right away.”

“Of course.”

You two lead her to the living room and sit across from her. Steve reaches for your hand and pulls it into his lap.

“To start with, why don’t you two tell me what you two do for a living?”

“We are employed with Stark Industries,” Steve says. Happy sends money to every Avenger on behalf of Tony. You don’t need a job when your job is saving people who need it. Does she not know you two are Avengers? “We make about two hundred thousand each every year.”

“Do you enjoy your work?”

“We love it. I can’t see myself doing anything else.”

“What are some of your hobbies?” Amy asks you.

“I love to sew. I love making my own clothes. I actually made my own wedding dress. It brings me peace whenever it’s just me, a needle, and some fabric.”

“And you?” Amy asks Steve while writing in her notebook.

“I like to draw, sometimes. I’ve been practicing more these days. I like to fish. We have a cabin up north that we like to go to when the weather is nice.”

“Tell me about your marriage, and how your relationship is with your significant other.”

You look at Steve and smile lovingly at him.

“There is nothing I wouldn’t do for this man. He has saved me in ways you can’t possibly imagine. He’s my best friend. Sure, we have our ups and downs, but there is nothing we can’t accomplish together.”

“She said it right,” Steve chuckles. “I love her with all of my being. Our marriage has been nothing but great for these past few years. I wouldn’t change it for the world.”

“That’s sweet,” Amy smiles and writes. “Tell me about your relationship with your parents.”

“Both our parents are dead. We don’t have any living relatives,” you answer.

“To get with the technical questions, why do you want to adopt?”

“I’ve mentioned this before but I’m sterile. I can’t have children on my own. I know Steve wants a family. This is the only way I know how to give it to him. We don’t want to do fostering or a surrogate. We feel like it’s more our style to adopt.”

“What she said,” Steve chuckles.

“If granted the opportunity to adopt, what are your hopes for your child?”

“That they’re a good person,” Steve answers. “That they’ll see someone who needs help and will want to do that for them. Who will love unconditionally.”

“Alright,” Amy writes. “This is everybody’s least favorite section. I’ve done your background checks.” Your heart drops. This is it. This is where she tells you that you can’t adopt. “Now my main concern is your work with Hydra. You are the Vixen.”

“Were,” you correct. “I’m not that person anymore. Yes, I have done a lot of bad things in my life. Things you can’t possibly imagine. That isn’t who I am now. I have healed from that part of me. I got help. I made amends. I got Hydra out of my head. I don’t associate myself with those people anymore.”

“What about Bucky?”

“Bucky is healed, as well,” Steve takes over. “He went to Wakanda and underwent the same thing she did. They’re both trying to move on from their past.”

“That’s all it is, Amy. It’s my past. It’s not my present and it sure as hell isn’t going to be my future.”

Amy goes through more routine questions before she gets ready for the house inspection. You tell her the plans you have for the empty room which will be the nursery. She doesn't say much but she does write a lot of stuff down.

“Thank you for coming,” you say when she is done.

“I’ll be touch.”

As soon as the front door is closed, your smile is lost.

“God, we’re not going to get a kid. Did you see the look on her face when she mentioned Vixen? She knows I’ve killed before. What person would want me to be a mother?”

Steve pulls you close and lets you vent. “We won’t know more for a while. Let’s just try and keep a calm head. Even if she says no, we can try other avenues. We will be parents. You’d be a loving mother.”

And wait you did. For two long weeks. You thought that was their way of telling you that you weren't going to have a kid. Until your phone rang and changed your entire life.

“Hello?” you answer frantically.

“Hi, Y/N? I have some news regarding your adoption application.” You and Steve wait with held breaths. “I am very happy to say you’ve been approved. I can’t wait to work with you.”

“We can get a kid?” you ask tearfully.

“That’s the first part of the process. We have sent in your application to mothers who are looking to put their children up for adoption. If and when they pick you, I will call with the next steps.”

“Thank you so much.” You cry when she hangs up. “We’re getting a kid.”

Steve pulls you in and kisses the top of your head emotionally. You have to wait for a birth mother to pick you so until then, you just have to wait. Most couples wait months or even years to get called, but you get a call from Amy only a couple of days later with a date set to meet a birth mother who chose your application among a few others. You’re nervous as hell because what if she doesn’t pick you? What if she hates you as soon as she meets you?

You get to the office where the meetings are held and wait for Amy and the birth mother to come. Her name is Jessica and she is too young to be having a kid. She is only twenty-three and she doesn't want kids at this age. Maybe when she is older but definitely not now.

Jessica walks in and seems to be about six months pregnant. She just came back from meeting a potential couple, so you straighten up and smooth down your skirt to make yourself look more presentable.

“Hi, it’s nice to meet you two. My name is Jessica.”

“Y/N and this is my husband, Steve. Thank you for seeing us.”

“Yeah, I was intrigued when I read about your hobbies and your work with Stark Industries. Did you know Tony?”

“Uh, yeah.” You look at Steve and have a silent conversation through your eyes. If she is going to pick you, she should know exactly who you are. “I hope this doesn’t affect us negatively but he’s Captain America and I’m… Vixen.”

It takes Jessica all of five seconds before she starts crying. This is it. This is where she runs for the hills and gets you blacklisted from ever adopting a child.

“Captain America saved my life,” she sniffles. “I was visiting a friend in Sokovia when Ultron happened. You saved me.” She turns to Amy and wipes her eyes. “I don’t want to see anyone else.” She looks at you with a teary smile. “I can’t think of anyone better to care for my child than you two.”

“I’ll get the paperwork started,” Amy smiles and leaves the room.

You can’t believe what you’re hearing. You’re getting a kid. You’re getting a kid. You’re finally able to start your own family.

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manawhaat · 4 years

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Mana’s 2019 Star Spangled Bingo Masterlist

I really thought I’d get to more of these, but I’m still happy with what I did churn out. The two spots with red on them are squares I had ideas for but didn’t get around to. Actually, the Chess one was a conscious decision NOT to finish... that way I can develop it into a series that’ll come out some time in 2020!

Anyway, here are my square fills :)

Singing in the shower - Baby, I’m For Real - (Sam x Reader)

Quickie - Coffee For The Win - (Steve x Bucky x Sam x Reader)

Accidentally Married - Dragavei Made Me Do It - (Bucky x Reader)

Praise Kink - Good Boy - (Steve x Reader)

Stranded on an Island - Island Fires - (Steve x Reader)

Filming Themselves Having Sex - The Stand In - (Sam x Reader / Bucky x Reader) Nobody Believes Them - Welcome To Womanhood - (Steve x Reader)

#honestly 97% of why I even bothered to make this masterlist is so y'all can see the pics I found to use for square fills lol #star-spangled-bingo #star spangled bingo #marvel masterlist #marvel fanfic

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avengerscompound · 5 years

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Star Spangled Bingo Masterlist

Fills for the 2019 @star-spangled-bingo

Kissed to Keep Quiet Bucky Barnes/Clint Barton Synopsis: Not that he’d admit it but Bucky loves listening to Clint Talk. Sometimes he just needs some silence though.

Opening the Wrong Present Sam Wilson/Reader Synopsis: Sam opens a present of yours by mistake. He then panics about how he’s going to keep the contents a secret.*

Foursome Bucky Barnes/Steve Rogers/Sam Wilson/OC Synopsis: In a relationship with 8 other people, Elly often finds herself the spare. That leads to some interesting situations, and when she walks in on Steve, Sam, and Bucky together, they are more than happy to have her join in.°°**

Love Confession During Sex Steve Rogers/Reader Synopsis: Steve has been running hot and cold with you for a while. You find out why at possibly the worst possible moment.°°**

Teaching the Other Something New Steve Rogers/Reader Synopsis: Steve teaches you to paint a mural on the nursery wall

Stripping Sam Wilson/Reader Synopsis: Sam has been practicing a routine as part of his training and he brings it home to show you.°°**

Coffee Shop AU | Night Terrors | Mutual Pining | Coming Untouched | Playful Relationship | Silly Giggly Sex Bucky Barnes/Reader Synopsis: When Bucky Barnes stops to get coffee and warm up at your coffee shop, he had just expected that caffeine might lift his mood a little. He didn’t expect to fall head-over-heels for you over a game of chess.°°**

Bed Sharing | Taken Captive | Coming Out Fic Bucky Barnes/Clint Barton/Reader Synopsis: You go on an undercover mission with your boyfriend Bucky and Clint Barton. When you and Clint have to pretend you’re in a relationship feelings become confused.°°**

Sex Injury Bucky Barnes/Clint Barton Synopsis: Bucky hates how much he loves Clint.°°**

Losing a Sense Clint Barton/Sam Wilson/Reader Synopsis: You wake up in a room with no light at all, when you realize your boyfriends are with you, you have to work out how to escape.°°

Planning a Vacation Steve Rogers/Sam Wilson/Reader Synopsis: Trying to get Sam and Steve to take some time off work is next to impossible. So you decide to force the issue.°°

Amnesia Steve Rogers/Reader Synopsis: You wake up in pain to a group of the prettiest people you’ve ever seen. With the help of Wanda, the team untangles your life so you can remember how you know them.°°

Babysitting Duties Steve Rogers/Reader Synopsis: Tony and Pepper take their first outing together alone since Morgan was born, leaving you and Steve to babysit.°°

Cheering Each Other On Steve Rogers/Reader Synopsis: Steve Rogers has been pushing you to try new things with your powers. You make an agreement, if you do that, he’ll do something he finds hard to do too.°°

Fighting for the Remote Bucky Barnes/Steve Rogers/Reader Synopsis: You and Bucky will not agree on a program. Steve has a solution whether you like it or not.

Praise Kink Sam Wilson/Reader Synopsis: Sam shows up after a long, hard day and you want to take care of him. Turns out, he likes taking care of you too.°°**

Free Space Steve Rogers/Reader Synopsis: It’s your wedding and Steve is completely and utterly delighted.°°**

Fatal Illness Sam Wilson/Reader Synopsis: Sam does not like being made a liar, but your cancer seems to want to prove him one.°°

°°Full Fic **Contains adult content

#steve rogers #bucky barnes #sam wilson #avengers fanfic #captain america #the winter soldier #fanfic #fanfiction #star spangled bingo #masterlist

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until-theend-oftheline · 5 years

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Star Spangled Bingo

A/N: Cause I am an idiot I signed up for our own bingo @star-spangled-bingo and here is my card.

Social Worker AU: Aesthetic (Steve Rogers x Reader)

Forbidden Love: Only Good Memory (Winterwidow)

Night Terror: The Side No One Sees (Steve Rogers x Reader)

Loss of a loved one: Understanding (Winterwitch)

Neighbors AU: “Helpful” Friend (Sam Wilson x Reader, Stucky)

Falling in Love: Best Things In Life Are Not Planned (Stucky x Reader)

Fighting for the remote: Idiot Friends and Interrupted Kisses - Part 4: Walls for Doors (Bucky Barnes x Reader)

Memory Loss: It Hurts to Remember (Bucky Barnes Aesthetic)

Cooking Together: Idiot Friends and Interrupted Kisses - Part 2: Aw Coffee (Bucky Barnes x Reader)

Assassination: Regret (Bucky Barnes)

Single Parent AU: Choice (Bucky Barnes x Reader)

First I love you: New Beginning (Bucky Barnes x Reader)

Free Space: Love Sets You Free (Steve Rogers x Reader)

More Than Meets the Eye: Winter (Bucky Barnes x Reader)

Understanding of Each Other: Second Chances - Part 5: Trust and Love (Bucky Barnes x Reader)

Haunted by the past: Aesthetic (Steggy)

Touch Starved: Healing Touch (Bucky Barnes x Reader)

First Time Together: Idiot Friends and Interrupted Kisses - Epilogue (Bucky Barnes x Reader)

Best Friend’s Wedding: Aesthetic (Stucky - Sam Wilson x Reader)

Giving kids a bath: True Love (Stucky x Reader)

Stood up by someone else: Guided by the Heart (Steve Rogers x Reader)

Poly Fic: Boys will be Boys (Winterfalcon x Reader)

Clothes Sharing: Ignite (Sam Wilson x Reader)

Nursing S/O back to health: Worst Kept Secret (Winterhawk)

Playful Relationship: Worrying for Two (Winterhawk x Reader)

#star spangled bingo #challenge masterlist

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writing-mermaid · 5 years

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Star Spangled Bingo 2019 masterlist

I’m participating to the @star-spangled-bingo and I’ll post the challenge masterlist on that post.

Free space : Today is where your book begins the rest is still unwritten (Bucky Barnes x reader; Brock Rumlow x reader)

Nightmare : Baby Mine (Sam Wilson x OC daughter)

General masterlist

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sorenmarie87 · 5 years

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Star Spangled Bingo

I got my bingo card earlier from @star-spangled-bingo and if you guys have any suggestions for these, send me a message :)

It’s all for you - Sam x POC!Reader (Leather and Lace) Can I take your picture? - Steve x Reader (Photographer AU) Bucky x Reader (Fairytale AU) Sam x Plus Sized Reader (Hurt/Comfort)

#Star Spangled Bingo #masterlist #Coming soon

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bccky · 3 years

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Unrequited

Pairing: College AU!Bucky Barnes X Reader

Summary: you realise that you are in love with your best friend, only for him to confess that he loves someone else

Words: 2,830

Warnings: angst, sad reader, late love realisations, fluff at end

@buckybingo : finding each other once again

@star-spangled-bingo : unrequited love

@anyfandomangstbingo : Walking Away

@anyfandomgoesbingo : They're mad at me, i did something stupid

@drysdale-barnes 600 FWC: When he loves me I feel like I'm floating

@saiyanprincessswanie 2.5K FWC: Thank you, I love you. I knew it the minute I met you. I'm sorry it took so long for me to catch up. - (Silver Linings Playbook)

A/N: inspired from a drabble I wrote for @justagirlinafandomworld flash fic challenge! Huge thanks to @princessmisery666 for betaing this in such a short time! Inspired by the movie Kuch Kuch Hota Hai. And to @msmarvelouswinchester for being excited about this when I told her the idea lol Dividers by firefly-graphics

Hope you like reading this Xx

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You loved him.

Gosh, you were so stupid for not realizing it earlier.

You shook your head as you smiled to yourself. You had always considered Bucky to be slightly more than a best friend, but you had never known that this was what was called love.

Someone patted your shoulder from behind and you almost gave yourself a whiplash with how fast you turned, deflating when you realized it was Dot, and not, um - you know, Bucky.

"Woah, hope your neck is okay." She teased, but there was an edge of concern.

You hummed, "I'm fine, what's up?"

"Bucky told me to tell you that he wants to talk to you about something. He'll be at your dorm."

You thanked Dot and picked up your bag before making your way home.

For some reason, you couldn't control the smile on your face.

Okay, no.

You knew the reason why you couldn't stop smiling. You had a feeling that something good was going to happen. The guy wanted to talk to you at the exact time you realized your feelings for him, that meant something, right?

Maybe he felt the same too...

And with that thought, you walked back to your dorm with a skip in your step.

Bucky was right there, sitting on your bed, bottom lip caught between his teeth as he shyly looked anywhere but you, his cheeks pink. You opened your mouth to greet him but he spoke first.

"I love you."

You couldn't believe that Bucky was actually saying the three words right as you entered your room. He had probably been practising while he waited for you and maybe just blurted it out. You didn't know what to say - what to think. You were in awe as you stared at him in surprise.

Bucky let out a breathy laugh as he brushed his hands through his hair before finally meeting your eyes. "What do you think she'll say if I tell her that?"

And just like that, eleven words was all it took to bring your whole world crashing down.

Your smile dropped and you couldn't help but ask, "What?"

"Dot - I wanna tell her that I love her." Bucky said as he licked his lips, blushing. "Fuck, I have been saying 'I Love You' to myself for ages, practising, before you even came in."

Tears blurred your eyes but you willed them away, finally understanding what was happening.

"I know that you're shocked, you didn't even yell at me for cursing. Hell, I'm shocked. Who knew a girl like Dot could lock this playboy down." Bucky stood up, hugging you tightly.

It was true, Bucky was known as a love 'em, leave 'em kinda guy throughout college, and you, his best friend from day one of college, was probably the only girl he had talked to for more than a week… well, maybe except Dot.

You returned his hug, wrapping your arms around his neck like always. But this time, something had changed.

Maybe everything had changed.

Bucky pulled away, his own eyes a bit red-rimmed even though you had never seen him smile so brightly.

You couldn't take it anymore, so you turned around on your heels, placed your bag on your desk and started taking out stuff as a distraction.

"You think I should tell her?" He asked in a small voice. You had never thought that Bucky could ever be this shy even a second from all of your time with him.

You nodded, not trusting your voice as you discreetly wiped your tears. You felt him hug you one last time from behind before he muttered, "Wish me luck." and rushed out of your dorm, the door slamming in his wake.

And thus, you were left alone with your thoughts in the quiet that followed.

It would be a lie if you said you didn't cry at all. You had just been through your first heartbreak.

You woke up the next day, sighing when your gaze fell on the mascara stained pillows.

Will it be just as hard to remove the stains as it will be to remove Bucky from your heart?

Was your love even real if he never felt what you did?

Taking a deep breath, you made a call to the only person who you knew would have the answers, trying to rub the tears off your cheeks even though you couldn't stop crying when she picked up.

"Mama, can you die from a broken heart?"

It wasn't hard to distance yourself from him when final exams of your last term were just a week away. You could give him simple excuses like; "I have to study," and he didn't have any other choice but to believe you.

"After exams," Bucky said one morning when you crossed paths on the campus. You tried to walk away, but he had clasped your hand, "You and I are going to spend a whole day together. I miss my best friend."

"Of course," you replied without missing a beat. But you had already planned to leave an hour after your last paper was handed in. Now, the thought of escaping was the only thing that made you happy.

"I'll be waiting for you." Bucky smiled, showing his pearly whites, but then frowned when he saw that your smile didn't reach your eyes. "Did something happen, Y/N?"

"Something did happen, but don't worry about it, you won't understand." You squeezed his hand twice, knowing that it was probably the last time you were going to talk to him, maybe forever.

You would've hugged him, but he knew you well enough to understand it as a confirmation that something was definitely wrong.

So, that was the last time you ever met James Bucky Barnes, memorizing him as a goofy guy with a cheeky smile and blue eyes that shined with life, his white shirt stained with ink and half tucked in.

Well, that was to be expected since you kept your heart tightly bound in so that no one could break it again.

With distance, they say, the heart grows fonder, but yours just kept on getting even more numb.

Everyone around you tried to make you talk it out, but you just shoved your feelings aside and began working harder for your career.

"Bye, Y/N!" Wanda and Natasha yelled as you waved at them for the final time before you boarded your flight to Brooklyn.

You smiled and thanked the flight attendant who directed you to your seat, mentally thanking Natasha for booking you a window one. You settled down, hoping to get some rest on your long haul flight after the hectic week you had.

A lady who seemed to be in her sixties took the middle seat while a man in a blue suit and sunglasses occupied the aisle one.

The moment the man sat down, you could tell that the old lady was on edge. She bounced her foot irately before pushing the 'call' button thrice incessantly.

A young flight attendant immediately rushed to your row, "Hi! What can I help you with?"

The old lady, however, was in no mood of being polite.

"I had booked the aisle seat," She grumbled. "Here's my ticket!"

The flight attendant checked it over, "I'm sorry, ma'am, but it looks like you may have accidentally booked the middle seat."

"That's not possible. I always sit on the aisle seat. You move me right now!" You felt pity for the flight attendant, who obviously wasn't used to such passengers yet.

"If it's fine, she can change seats with me," The man on the aisle seat said.

The flight attendant gratefully nodded, "it's fine sir, but you don't have to-"

"It's fine." The man and the old lady quickly changed seats so that the former was sitting next to you instead.

Now that he was closer, you spared a few seconds to look him over as he typed something in his phone. His jaw was sharp and covered with a small beard that looked professionally trimmed, and his hair dark which complimented his fair skin beautifully.

Not wanting to get caught, you quickly looked away.

The other passengers were still boarding when another flight attendant approached with a clipboard. "Miss Y/L/N." she said politely. “The meal you pre-booked isn’t available, here’s a menu so you can choose something else. I hope that’s okay.”

“Not a problem,” you said, taking the offered menu. She said she would come back shortly and wandered off down the plane.

The man next to you, however, started glancing at you every few minutes or so and you noticed through your peripheral vision.

After all the meals were served and the stranger had glanced at you for the sixth time, you were annoyed. "What's up?"

He was startled, as if he hadn't thought he would get caught. "Oh shit, I'm sorry. Didn't wanna make you uncomfortable." He cleared his throat before continuing. "Are you related to Y/N Y/L/N?"

You had worked really hard for where you were career-wise. You were the editor-in-chief of a popular newspaper, so it wasn't uncommon that your name would be recognized here and there.

But you also didn't have the energy for any such interaction right now.

Playing it safe, you said, "Oh, yes. I'm a distant cousin. Do you know her?"

The man visibly deflated before smiling sadly. "Yeah. We used to be best friends."

Your eyebrows shot up in confusion. "Is that so? What is your name if you don't mind me asking?"

"Bucky Barnes."

There weren't many times that life gave you curveballs. You were proud that you felt ready to face any challenge thrown your way, but this, you never thought would happen.

"Bu… Bucky?"

"Yeah. Has she ever talked about me?" There was that hint of a smile that made your heart stop, and then it began beating erratically when he removed his sunglasses to reveal those baby blues.

"It's me, Bucky. I'm Y/N." You breathed out.

Funnily enough, his reaction was more dramatic than yours. He had brought up a spoonful of mashed potatoes up to his mouth which clattered back onto the plate.

For a moment, you could tell Bucky was at a loss about what to do - wanting to shout at you and hug you at the same time.

Thankfully, he settled for the latter.

"I missed you so much." He said, awkwardly twisting his huge body in the small space between the two rows in the airplane.

You patted his back, smiling as tears sprang to your eyes.

Gosh, you hated Bucky for still having this much effect on you.

"So, what are you doing nowadays?" You asked, wiping your eyes with a tissue after he let you go.

"Took over my dad's business." He replied, to which you raised your eyebrows.

"I thought you didn't want to do that?"

Bucky shrugged, "Times change, I guess. I'm happy doing it now, though."

You hummed, "That's good. I'm an editor-in-chief at -"

"- New York Times, I know." Bucky cringed as he interrupted your sentence, realizing how creepy it must've come across. "Ma reads it, she's really proud of your achievements. She’s collected some of your articles in this cute little scrapbook."

You blushed. "That's really sweet, please thank her for me. Is she well?"

Bucky laughed, "Oh, she's really well. Bex just gave her a granddaughter, I'm on my way home to meet her."

Bex was Bucky's younger sister, who you had really bonded with throughout the four years of college. You felt like you were going to burst with happiness, "Oh my god, are you serious? That's amazing! Do you have pictures?"

He regretfully shook his head, "I would but I accidentally rebooted my phone and all the pictures Bex sent are gone." He bit his lower lip, as if hesitating before he said, "Well, I don't wanna cross any boundaries, but if you're okay with it, you can come over for dinner sometime this week if you're in Brooklyn."

Uh. What were you supposed to say?

It wasn't like you didn't wanna go, you missed Bucky's mom and Bex a lot.

But, on the other hand, Bucky was obviously going to be there, and since you didn't know anything about him now, you weren't sure if you were mentally equipped to deal with anything as well as how awkward it was going to be.

"I'll have to check with my secretary. Why don't you give me your number and I'll text you?" Okay, that was safe, right? You passed your phone to him to put his number in. This way, you didn't have to worry about making anyone upset in case you couldn't go.

Well, more upset than they already must've been with you.

"Hey, Buck?" You asked, almost muttering, "I hope your mom isn't mad at me for, uh, ghosting her..."

Bucky snorted as he passed you your phone back. "Mad at you? Never. She was actually mad at me when we couldn't find you after graduation, convinced that I did something stupid. Managed to make me think so too when you ignored my calls."

"Woah." You didn't know what else to say.

"For what it's worth now, I'm really sorry for whatever I did. I promise I never had any intention of hurting you."

Nothing would ever break your heart more than hearing the crack in Bucky's voice. How could you tell him it was never his fault, it was all you.

The only thing you did was wrap your hands around his arm closest to you, and his other hand instinctively came up to grab yours, only this time, his fingers were dead cold, metallic.

You looked down, taking his hands to inspect them. You gasped as you realised that his left hand wasn't organic.

"What happened, Bucky?"

He shook his head before smiling sadly. "Just a small mishap I had in our factory a few years ago. I'm okay, got used to it now, see!" He moved his fingers in a random pattern, a small whirring sound coming from within, while doing nothing to make you feel less guilty about not being there when he needed you the most.

Bucky could probably tell that too, so he was quick to change the subject. "So, is there anyone special in your life? I remember you saying something about wanting a guy who was like 'when he loves me, I want to feel like I'm floating'." He teased using something you had told him during one very late-night conversation. You were surprised he still remembered it.

"Shut up," You said, pushing him playfully. "But to answer your question, no there's no one special. I fell in love with someone a long time ago and I'm not sure if I can love anyone else." Bucky went silent for a couple of seconds, so you inquired, "What about you? You still with Dot?"

It successfully broke him out of his reverie as he snorted. "Nah, unfortunately something happened and I was too late to realize what I felt for another girl was much stronger than what I felt for Dot, but it was too late then."

"Never knew we were so similar." You humorlessly laughed before looking out of the window, not being able to meet his eyes.

"Yeah." Bucky sighed. "Wish I'd told her at the very least."

"Bucky," You shakily breathed out. His words were resonating in your mind as you gathered courage. What was the worst that could happen? He could just say no or humiliate you.

But even the last possibility was better than this little thing eating away at you forever.

"Yeah?"

"It was you, I loved you back in college and I still do."

Even the old lady on the aisle seat was looking at you in surprise. You, however, felt like a big burden was taken off your shoulders, breathing heavily.

His Adam's apple bobbed as he gulped and you prepared yourself for whatever was going to come.

"Thank you, I love you. I knew it the minute I met you. I'm sorry it took so long for me to catch up. I could never build up the courage to tell you." The words poured out of Bucky's mouth like they had been waiting there for far too long.

"We're idiots." You said, clasping his cheeks as you both leaned in. "Why didn't you move on?"

"I did try, but no one else was you." He replied, his right hand coming up to caress your jaw as you stared in his blue eyes, drowning in them. "Why didn't you?"

"Because I couldn't find you.," You whispered, only a centimeter between your lips.

"Just kiss!" Came a yell from the other side of Bucky, who turned out to be the old lady.

"Young love, huh?" She said disgustedly, making you laugh.

Bucky smiled, wetting his lips before they finally met yours.

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