#suicidalthoughts

[causeimfiftyshadesoffuckedup]

I just think that life just ain’t for everyone.

#suicide #depression #depressed #suicidal #alone #lonely #death #die #sad #blood #failure #selfharm #blades #cutting #love #cuts #broken #selfharmer #suicidalthoughts #cutter #i give up #can’t be bothered anymore #help me #chaos #head is chaos

[pessimistic-much]

MOM I THOUGHT WE'RE A FUCKING TEAM? WHAT HAPPENED? I HATE YOU SO MUCH JUST KILL ME ALREADY

#pessimistic #blog #alone with my thoughts #lonelly #i wanna die #depressing shit #why am i like this #why am i here #family problems #family trauma #family issues #motheroftheyear #toxic parents #childhood trauma #dysfunctional family #suicidalthoughts #end life #lifesucks

[i-have-had-enough]

I think the only way for my heart to heal from all the pain is for it to stop beating

#depressingthoughts #depressing shit #actually borderline #tw depressing stuff #bpd #borderline personality disorder #depression tw #depression #anxiety #ptsd #suicidetw #suicide #trauma #sadness #pain #broken #suicidal #suicidalthoughts #lonely

[fakesmiles4dayz]

Never Good Enough.

Sometimes it becomes too much

and I’m just not enough -

not enough to overcome.

not enough to live through.

not enough to survive.

I’m just not enough. 

I never will be.

#trauma #feeling alone #suicidalthoughts #mentally exhausted #dying inside

[feelings-per-second]

Kinda wanna lay down for months or more till I feel like myself again or till the void wins.

#sad #sadtumblr #lonely #suicidalthoughts #may be triggering #trigger warning

[asftny]

merayakan diri sendiri dengan tidak memilih untuk bunuh diri

#suicidalthoughts

[lgbtq-archives]

𝐑𝐞𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐎𝐧 𝐒𝐮𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐞 - 𝐈𝐭 𝐖𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐆𝐞𝐭 𝐁𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫! | 𝐋𝐆𝐁𝐓𝐐

#silverdaddies #older gay men #older gay #lgbtq #gay community #mature gay men #gay over 60 #mature gay #depression #anxitey #suicidalthoughts #suicide #suicide prevention #mental illness #mental health #therapy #trauma #Youtube

[thedevilshere]

I WONDER

Adele sang, " sometimes the road less travelled is a road best left behind,"

You bet your ass I agree with it,

Most of the time.

But I wonder sometimes if I'd taken that road,

Would I have put my future stowed,

And my name in Forbes Magazine glowed.

If I'd taken that road less travelled,

What I would have unravelled,

May be "Teen - Billionaire" in my title,

Or would I've been this suicidal?

I wonder.

When Billie Eillish sang,

"And it feels like yesterday was a year ago,

But I don't wanna let anybody know,

'Cause everybody wants something from me now,

And I don't wanna let 'em down."

I felt like my life was just passing by,

Like in a horror movie trailer too loud that ends with a sigh,

Like why are my lows so low when my highs are so high?

Like my tears are shy but creep up sometimes like a spy,

Like what if I never feel better and one day just die?

Like super sly with no goodbyes.

I felt like if I give up now,

My family probably will survive but how?

'Cause everybody be thinking I'm highbrow,

And I'd be waiting for the doc to prescribe me some meds now.

I wonder.

When Lewis Capaldi sang,

"It kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless

So, before you go."

I imagine my girlfriend.

Would she be able to comprehend

Or would she be too scared to pretend

That all and everything that went on in my head

Didn't lead me to end it all and be dead?

I wonder.

And when Lewis Capaldi sang,

"When you hurt under the surface

Like troubled water running cold

Well, time can heal but this won't."

I wonder if I do end it all someday,

Would the sky that day be blue or grey?

Would I choose to do it on a Sunday?

Would the reason be that I was born that day,

Or 'cause I'm a piece of garbage that still would like to leave a cliché?

Will I leave my girlfriend a suicide note?

Will she be sad but proud 'cause of how well I wrote?

Will she be okay after,

Or should I leave her an antidote?

May be a silly love letter she always asked for on her birthday instead of a gift

Or just a stupid joke?

May be I'll tell her how bad it was and why I chose this road.

May be I'll tell her, she is so dope.

May be I'll let her know her love was so pure like gold

And that I'm sorry I couldn't hold on to her hope.

I wonder.

#spilled poetry #spilled thoughts #poetry #mental heath issues #mentalheathawareness #mental heath support #Suicidalthoughts #special collections

[gonerblurryface]

i know my life is going to end by suicide. i just know it.

#suicide #deression #suicidalthoughts

[peacekithinji]

Oh... hello

This is project....well am not sure

I'd like to leave a message to my programmer please

Tell them I figured it out

Why I see black when all else sees white...

Why I don't know what to say,when to say it,what to do and how to do it

Tell them I know...

I know am not one of them

I would like to request something

If it's not too much...

Tell them it's time for 2.0

Tell them it's okay....

That sometimes it's okay to cross out and start anew.

Tell them i tried....I really did.

But I couldn't do it and these parts are on their last legs

No upgrade necessary

Tell them the window is small and everyone else is figuring it out.

And to please equip 2.0 with more.....more of everything really..or maybe less am not sure

Tell them thankyou

I know better than anyone else what it took....

Tell them that it almost worked....so close

Tell them I believe in them

I wait for their reply anxiously.

#suicidalthoughts #suicide #sad #words #poetry #writting

[deeplysarcasticandutterlyproud]

I’m not going to do anything stupid, so don’t worry. But staying alive is getting ridiculously harder every day this year.

#mentalhealth #physicalhealth #suicidalthoughts #trigger warning

[causeimfiftyshadesoffuckedup]

I feel like there’s a layer of sadness inside me that just won’t go away..

#suicide #depression #depressed #suicidal #alone #lonely #death #die #sad #blood #failure #selfharm #blades #cutting #love #cuts #broken #selfharmer #suicidalthoughts #cutter #sadness #sad as fuck #feel too much

[little-msdee]

My Little One, yes I miss you, I miss our chats, our goofy questions, the way your eyes always seemed to sparkle. Princess, I don't know what happened nor why,, yet Babe, I still wait and wonder as to the day when you see two ladies conversing in sign and as then the three of us realize whom the others are.... :)) till then My Little One it's not goodbye but "see ya later my friend" :,(( DeeDee

#princess #little one #tw #tw cutter #ms dee #ugly chick #kitten #vain #suicide #suicidalthoughts #i miss you

[cutelilbubbles]

I love how "kill myself" has a cute lil abbreviation like "I want to kill myself" just sounds morbid and serious but "I want 2 kms~" sounds so cute n nonchalant I luv it sm lol 🙃

btw pls do not worry; I am not currently actively suicidal lol I can just relate hard to the feeling of wanting to fucking die bc I have rly rly fucking horrible, extremely severe depression along with ~several~ other mental disorders lmao but yeah this post should be no cause for ur concern :) so ya just like n reblog this post if u feel me on this orrrrr just calmly ignore n scroll past this post if not.   Xoxo,   Gossip Girl~  

#kms #suicidal #suicidal thoughts #depression #depressed #clinical depression #major depressive disorder #majordepressivedisorder #clinicaldepression #suicidalthoughts #suicide #kill myself #kill my self #killmyself #lol #lmao #tru #truth #so tru #truuu #true

[fakesmiles4dayz]

Dear diary...

There is absolutely not a single thing I like about this body.

I want to crawl out of this skin. I want to tear it apart. I want to destroy the useless sack of flesh and bones I was born with.

It's all just... So gross and disgusting.

Why do I even bother trying anymore. Nothing i do is ever good enough

It’s gotten to the point where I don’t know who I am anymore. I constantly feel like I am on the verge of breaking down. I feel like I am going crazy, and if my mind is an ocean, my thoughts are a tsunami. I can’t sleep, I can’t concentrate, I can’t even think straight. I am a fucking mess.

I am not capable of healing. Every single thing that has hurt me and caused me pain or broken me in some profound way has distorted into this wound that bleeds at the slightest touch

Life has given me countless examples to show it’s never going to be okay. That I don’t deserve to be okay. Forget better, or good. And I think I deserve to opt out of such a life

I've been fighting for so long but I am tired I dont know how much longer I can do this for.

#feeling alone #depressing quotes #suicidalthoughts #im worthless #imdonelivng

[a-l2001]

nach knapp 4 MONATEN wieder rückfällig geworden. was hab ich auch anderes von mir erwartet haha

#svv #selbstverletzendesverhalten #emotionalinstabilepersönlichkeitsstörung #panikattacke #depression #suicidalthoughts #selfharm #schneiden #suizidgedanken #ptbs #selbstverletzen #selbsthass