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laxi0v0 · 1 month
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Here are some traumatized children ft @arabriddler
I didn't screenshot everything but LOOK AT THEM
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napqueenkae · 1 year
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Not knowing that your traumatic upbringing has affected your outlook on life isn't your fault.
Not wanting to learn how to fix your mindset so you show up as a healed version of yourself is 100% your responsibility.
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auroraasustralis · 1 year
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This comment is golden. It deserves to be seen.
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I died a long time ago and nobody was there to save me
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iloveubepancakes · 20 days
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@cloudymistedskies what would u think?
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emmawow12 · 2 months
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Vent Story About Fandom:
well i have this bad fandom experience of this big roblox youtuber i wont name out loud.
And he like birds like pink ones and r long.
2017 *first time watching pink bird long neck yt acc*:
But the first time i started to watch him is on when i watched that one red shirt guy called "A" and blue shirt guy called "J" playing an roblox pizza game and i saw it in 2017.
I did sub thinking "A"'s yt acc was an animal crossing youtuber but boi i was mistaken him wrong.
And thats way before i made an fanpage.
But i stopped watching somewhere 2018 for forgetting he existed or for sml or both.
2019: *the another i started to watch him is on when i watched that one red shirt guy again but exp he was blond at the time and thats how i really fell in love with his videos besises his cool admin trolling video's.
And he the guy introduced an head called Felipe.
At first when i saw felipe i was confused but i didnt get attached to it at first cause i had an weird gut feeling he might get killed off in the canon ver of red man shirts yt.
And sometime go by i see another callled felipa and happy boyfriend.
And when i fpund out they killed off Felipe & Felipa off in the canon and i was this foolish person in 2019.
I felt a bit sad but i didnt hit me yet.
So i muted his yt bell atfer they killed off the 2 and i went watch sml into 2020.
And thats way before i made an red shirt guy' head fanpage and at the time i was an huge jrffy fanboy but i made an moviestarplanet fanpage about jeffy.
2021: the year i returned i was going watch his yt for 13 months but i longer it by accident cause i fell in love with his videos and main character's.
But it Felipe's death hit me harder later in 2022.
But in mid of 6 month in 2021 of watching his yt i started to feel not right but i keep going even i felt sick of watching him past the 6 month mark in 2021.
And then i drew better fanart then the one felipe i drew in 2020 that wasn't good or wasn't attched to it yet i stsrted off with cleetus and dhyrbfbyty and red shirt "A" guy and then felipe and earthworm sally and etc.
And into i improved and i accidentally got artist growth and some kind of style change.
And yet thats alk still before i made an Felipe head fanpage or use my main acc to be an open fan.
But sime time skips happens in 2021 i started to become an fanpage not for jeffy but for red shirt guy and Felipe.
and i met my heros.
And amazing at the time "friends" who ended up betraying me in March 2023.
But as i deactivated my pinterest acc due to pedos and werid 24/7 online crepps i moved to reddit to twiter and to DA to find red shirt guy fans and Felipe fans alike but it didnt go my way cause it went downhill in 2023 would almost nade ne off myself.
It started in 2022 when i binge watched red guys ut acc even more.
But i get burned out from over watching him.
So i lost my motivation to watch him and i run my fanpage as myself.
(Thats before i took my orher fanpage seriously not jeffy but Felipe head's one)
So i used twiter to make friends with cleetus stans who r younger teens who self claimed themselfs as trans or autistic or both without diagnoses proof on twiter said in post ir their bio.
And those cleetus stans r 14-17.
But i was older then them and it was during my junior year. (2022)
Where i also drew more red shirt guys characters fanart.
but it was happy go luvky on twiter into one day in 2023...
2023: when it all ho downhill.
I was close to that let say person of color friend called "Boyto" whos was age 15 lady.
And we chatted pinterest to twiter to reddit and Tumblr over 2 years of friendship as red shirt youtuber guys with pink bird yt acc fans.
Into we get in an private dm fight but she all of suden became 1 sided and cold and dry atfer the fight dven i said sorry she didnt say her part.
So i started to ignore her back.
But the biggest let call it controversial tweet i ever weote in replts is how an cleetus 14 year old trans and autistic ver of felipe offened me and they portray theirs as "homophobic & transphobe and agender" i tweet repkt saying "i disagree" and they cleetus stans went ape shit on me!
And abby the self proclaimed trans and autistic says "ur a dickhead" in comnemt if one of my tweets how i said sorry.
But they didnt forgave me and so half of it red shirt guy Twitter fansom blocked me and even Fake felipe and real youtuber itself blocked me on twiter.
So i temporary deactived but i got shitted on an yt short in 20 long paragraph who im sjit person who having an disagreeable with an cleetus stan.
So i privated my twiter acc and quit twiter cus of teenagers who r cleetus stans dudnt like my option and i get outted for it.
So atfer march 2023 i lost my trust with those kind of fans.
And my self confidence got lower and i got more trust probs.
And yet i had not leave the tictok dandom as i dont post as emmawow12 but i post as my felipe head fanpage.
and met better fans then ofc abby.
(But in some point of 2023 i friended and unfoloowed boyto everywhere and she alredy quit to joined the ladybug fandom)
So that why i dont use twiter and post offen as emmawow12.
Now i think every underaged red shirt abd pink bird fan r rude and annoying and might haress me in some tweet!
Thats my fandom experience being in an roblox youtuber red shirt with pink bird fan.
Ps dont come @ me.
Comments might get turn off.
And also dont attack anyone in my fandom experience story.
Edit 1: i unsub the r/FlamingoFanClub subreddits and its ig and other socials but not yt cause it took hard 😖.
Edit 2: i blocked him on every site but yt.
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ayverx · 1 month
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When I was 8 or 9, I was looking on YouTube to watch some sonic videos. I ended up watching a comic, which months ago I suddenly remembered for some damn unknown reason.
So a couple of months of just thinking about it, I finally decided to look for that comic, just because I wanted curious. With a very quick search I found the comic dubbed on YouTube. I did recognize the art style somewhat, but like 7 minutes of the comic I started thinking maybe this wasn't the comic. I put off looking into the comic for like a month until today.
I watched the rest of the video, and out of the like 21 minutes worth of a dubbed comic. Out of the whole think I only remembered two scenes in the comic..
THE SCENES WERE A SEX SCENE AND A MAKING OUT SCENE. WHAT WAS I WATCHING AT 8/9 AND WHY WAS IT ON YOUTUBE..
Anyways I'm traumatized, and concerned for me for when I was 8/9.
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bloody-gh0st-thing · 1 year
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sorry im terrified of getting close to u do u still think im cute
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afrogirl3005 · 2 years
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*Me when I wake up and there's no more moonknight eps
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loudlyhappycupcake · 3 months
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Never try to run away from your past because sooner or later it will catch up with you, and Meteora already caught up
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"Eternal Magic" New Chapter Available. You can find the link in my profile or search me with this same user on Wattpad made by @thewerewolf31 @shironezuninja @jj-the-hamster @jazzyrazzy157 @nevaehjwilliamsvaeh @clairaquos @msking0 @wisefestivalloverpatrol @torkmadox20 @sakulovejulius12 @d-blue02 @waltdiegi-rodriguez-theartist @evander2511 @untitled14360 @twinklemaddie @twiliartsdreams2017 @bitter-yet-civilized @homuncvlus @enchantedchocolatebars @entinullbutno @serentiydraw5678 @collector-noceda-clawthorne @cartoonfan21 @wolfie245 @jeffreybrosseau @cipedor @miniaturejudgeturkeytree @baokim80 @rainbowlesbian @habatour20 @eclipsaqueendom @roselyn-writing
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gay-little-bitch · 2 years
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We are all making jokes abt this shit and closing the curtain but he has to be traumatised. August took a video of him and his lover through his window during a private moment while being in what he though was the safe space of his room. If August doesn’t get arrested or at least in trouble for taking a sex tape of 2 minors, i’m gonna know the queen was covering for him and i’m gonna run them both over with my car…
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trianglecats · 10 months
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Finally finished this drawing I’ve had in my sketchbook since forever
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Bill and my OC Cyra when they’re in their 2D dimension ^^
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And Bill and my OC Cyra after Bill destroyed their dimension ^^
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And here’s this to actually get some accurate heights when they’re in their 2D dimension ^^
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I love her 🩵
But sometimes
I want her to shut the fuck up🤫
Cause the bitch thinks she know it all🫣🫠🙃😀😃
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venice-the-menice · 2 months
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This is my oc Anton Raitson, he's 36, he was r@ped by his father from the ages of 5-10 years old. A little after his 10th B-DAY his father and mother both got into a tragic car accident and sadly passed away. Soon after he was adopted into a not so great home he was only used to get adopted money and free Labor.
After her grow up and moved away he got into drugs and alcohol to try and mask his past and his trauma. Eventually he got into a relationship and things seemed to be going well for him. He stopped doing drugs and drinking, however after a very happy five year relationship he found out his fiance was a whore and had cheated on him at minimum 17-21 other guys.
Unfortunately he slipped back into drugs and alcohol for another 2 years. After some time he decided that he wanted to do better in his life. So he got himself into a drug program and completely stopped doing drugs and drinking. He got himself into the therapy, and enrolled into the military. Since then he's been doing great for himself.
Let me know if I should make more OC'S and stories.
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twofacecreations · 10 months
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I've had a recent MHA idea in my head that I'd love to see as either a short story or a comic. If I have time I may end up drawing some skits.
Basically Izuku would have a moss quirk. This would basically make him a living mass of moss, fungi, and other plant matter with a soil core. He would look entirely human unless injured or eating. Although his skin would feel like soft beds of moss, when under stress it can cause rashes similar to poison Ivy.
He's capable of photosynthesis thanks to his green hair, but is incapable of ingesting normal food. Due to water and nutrients needing to be obtained through soil, he is capable of storing soil inside his body. Rather than having any type of organs , he uses the soil in a similar way to a digestive track. His mouth acts as a direct entrance and exit to his soil, and pouring water into his mouth allows him to water said soil. The same works for food.
As he is a moving plant rather than a stationary one, he would need to photosynthesize in peak conditions constantly to keep up with his body's demands. Due to this, he would not be able to 'digest' anything that would take a long time to decompose, as that is the only way for him to draw nutrients from his body soil. To combat this, he can either reject the nutrient deficient soil and replace it with fresh compost, or ingest decomposing mater. Constantly dispelling and ingesting bacteria rich soil; aswell as feasting continuously on decomposing animals, coffee grounds, rotting fruit, etc, would allow for him to remain active, provided there is enough sunlight. A high powered glow light is very sufficient at ensuring his high light requirements are met.
Personality wise, I think this quirk would affect him a lot. Not a lot of energy would be stored for processing, and would rather go into ensuring he has the correct conditions to live. Due to this he would likely remain slow moving and slow processing despite his intelligence, only moving quickly in the case of imminent danger or fresh food. This would make talking low on the priority scale and considered a waist of precious energy.
His social life would be near zero, no one wanting to hang around the kid that regularly feasts on road kill. But this would also lead to physical bullying being avoided out of pure disgust, even Bakugo flinching away from possible contact.
I'm just imagining him becoming one with the forest floor, shoving handfulls of dirt in his mouth, and getting reprimanded for feasting on roadkill Infront of scared pedestrians lol
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twistedroseytoesy · 1 year
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The Haunted Mansion
another song! this time for the ghosts of ramshackle! also I named them since they are only called ghost A, B, and C.
ghost A- a very thin, old, and gangly looking ghost. I name him Aaron.
ghost B- fairly normal proportions. I name this one Berry.
ghost C- larger and rounded ghost. I name him Cyrus.
The two other ghosts in this fic will be "Ghost host" and "little Leota"
A/N: sorry the song changes writing style, I realized the way I started writing it would be way too long. here's the video I recommend having on as you read.
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Yet another day of chaos for the poor prefect of ramshackle. The day had been long with Ace being extra annoying and troublesome. Even physically dragging them away from the rickety dorm when they tried to head back. He prommised dinner though for some more hangout time so the redhead happily kept them away from home for a bit longer.
Once dinner was over he walked them back, which was even more suspicous than the dinner and him constantly draging them around all day.
"what's up with you?" they asked bluntly as they reached the front dead lawn of the dorm.
"eh? what's up with me? I don't know what you're talking about," he said crossing his arms defensively.
"Ace." They hissed warningly.
"OK, OK! I may or may not have summoned a bunch of ghosts when setting up a prank! they then started to chase after me and I panicked and threw the prank bomb into the house..." He explained arms moving wildly with his story.
If the prefects' looks could kill Ace would be 12 feet under by now. "You summoned more ghosts, and pissed them off with a prank bomb?!" they yelled at him. "and you kept this from me all day?! what did you expect to happen by now?! what did you expect me to do about this?!" they screamed face red with anger.
"OK jeez! I know I messed up! I'll help you beat up the ghosts and it'll be fine." he said waving his hands in a dismissive way. "besides it's a harmless prank, just a song bomb."
Mc took a deep calming breath before glaring again. "great singing ghosts. and just how many are we going to be dealing with. 3 with just grim was difficult."
"I think I summoned like 2? so 5 isn't too bad, besides 3 of them are your buddies, they wouldn't hurt us, right?" he asked looking a bit nervous.
"they won't hurt me or grim or any guests of the dorm." they said putting emphasis on guests. "you weren't a guest, so they had every right to kick you out. Glad they tried too." they spat.
"Ouch. Ok then. Will I be a guest if I come in with you?" Ace asked
"Unfortunately yes, now come on. We've got some ghosts to listen to and sort out." Mc said stomping up to the old wooden front door. Just as they reached out to grab the doorknob the heavy door swung inward and a puff of pink smoke blasted out onto the two coughing students.
"Bleh, oh man I forgot how bad those bombs smelled." Ace coughed. Mc just gagged a bit themselves before straightening, hearing the ominous notes of a deep organ and a few voices they recognized. They grabbed Ace's hand and dragged him behind them into the dark manor. The door squeaked loudly as it closed behind the pair, plunging them into darkness.
The two froze in the pitch black that surrounded them, and just before they could say anything a small glowing whisp appeared in front of the duo. The whisp suddenly grew a face, arms, and a hat and gave a loud "BOO" as she finished transforming. Ace shrieked as the mc just rolled their eyes at the jumpscare and aces reaction.
The ghost cackled at ace and frowned at the Mc. "well, lookie here! we got ourselves a pair of living folk! hows about we give you a tour? We've been fixing up the place after someone made quite a mess." the ghost said in a high pitched gravelly voice before appearing behind the two students. Ace scrambled forward and the mc started to walk along the dim hallway, illuminated only by the ghost's light. "I'm Leota. And I proudly present, the haunted mansion!" They said as the group entered the foyer.
Candles glowed with eerie white light as they flickered into life. the music flared and a deep voice boomed through the room, rattling some of the walls.
"When hinges creak in doorless chambers And strange and frightening sounds Echo through the halls"
the voice boomed and the eerie sound of wind and whispered voices came from down some of the hallways.
"Whenever candle lights flicker Where the air is deathly still"
The white flames flickered and dimmed, many going out.
"That is the time when ghosts are present Practicing their terror with ghoulish delight"
The maker of the voice appeared through one of the nearby walls, causing ace to yelp and hide behind the Mc. The ghost had a rounded belly and thick arms, he looked similar to Cyrus but had a bowler hat, a cane with a cat skull on its top, and a bow tie holding his ghostly cape to his pale body.
"Welcome to the haunted mansion. we hope you enjoy the show," he announced in his deep loud voice. With a swish of his cane, a ghostly magic swirled about the two, taking the form of a coffin, Mc in the front with ace sitting behind them as it levitated and moved toward the stairs.
"o-oh great seven were going to die." ace whimpered trying to get up but finding he was stuck in his position.
"oh calm down, I know ghosts, and these guys want to have some fun. Relax." They said somewhat twisting to try and pat his head, he swatted at their hands causing both to smile a bit in the somewhat eerie and interesting situation. The coffin stopped at the top of the first set of stairs, turning to look down a dark hallway. the strange and somewhat chaotic organ solo reached its end they saw the 3 ramshackle ghost pop out of different doorways, singing to new and upbeat music.
"When the crypt doors creak And the tombstones quake" Cyrus sang doing spirals in the air above the two guests.
"Spooks come out for a swinging wake" berry and Aaron sang back. "Happy haunts materialize," Cyrus said appearing next to the other spirits. "And begin to vocalize" Aaron and berry sang spinning around Cyrus before he joined in the spinning "Grim grinning ghosts come out to socialize!" the ghosts all sang together.
"Now don't close your eyes And don't try to hide" Cyrus started using his big hands to cover the two student vision for a moment.
"Or a silly spook may sit by your side" Berry sang, now sitting on the edge of the moving coffin, making Ace yell and swing his hand only going through the air as berry disappeared with a chuckle.
"Shrouded in a daft disguise They pretend to terrorize" Ace sang as his eyes turned a dead blue color.
"Grim grinning ghosts come out to socialize"
The Mc watched as Leota left Ace's body and joined in the singing as the different spirits danced and moved through the air, phasing through objects or popping up around the two as they continued down the hall. The two only watched, ace staying on guard and jumping every once in a while.
Cyrus: As the moon climbs high o'er the dead oak tree Others: Spooks arrive for the midnight spree Cyrus: Creepy creeps with eerie eyes Aaron then berry: Start to shriek! and harmonize All: Grim grinning ghosts come out to socialize
Cyrus: When you hear the knell of a requiem bell Leota flashing brightly: Weird glows gleam where spirits dwell Cyrus: Restless bones etherealize Ghost host materializing 2x his size before shrinking back to normal: Rise as spooks of every size
They all cackled disappearing as the two ascended more stairs. the singing continued quickly once they reached the top.
Leota: When the crypt doors creak And the tombstones quake Spooks come out for a swinging wake Happy haunts materialize And begin to vocalize Grim grinning ghosts come out to socialize
Ghost host: Now don't close your eyes And don't try to hide Or a silly spook may sit by your side Shrouded in a daft disguise Leota: They pretend to terrorize Grim grinning ghosts come out to socialize
Aaron: As the moon climbs high o'er the dead oak tree Spooks arrive for the midnight spree Creepy creeps with eerie eyes Start to shriek and harmonize Grim grinning ghosts come out to socialize
Berry: When you hear the knell of a requiem bell Weird glows gleam where spirits dwell Restless bones etherealize! Rise as spooks of every size, oh yes they did!
Ace shuddered as the air grew very cold around them, Mc paled a bit as they noticed a summoning circle in the large room at the end of the hall. when they entered the room they heard a cacophony of other voices, with some ghoulish shriek-singing in the background of the song repeating again.
???: When the crypt doors creak And the tombstones quake Spooks come out for a swinging wake Happy haunts materialize And begin to vocalize Grim grinning ghosts come out to socialize
???: Now don't close your eyes And don't try to hide Or a silly spook may sit by your side Shrouded in a daft disguise They pretend to terrorize All: Grim grinning ghosts come out to socialize
the voices continued to change, some high some low taking the melody and harmony. creating a mesmerising yet confusing melody that had the two mortals enraptured, watching different shapes whisp around the room.
???: As the moon climbs high o'er the dead oak tree Spooks arrive for the midnight spree Creepy creeps with eerie eyes Start to shriek and harmonize Grim grinning ghosts come out to socialize
???: When you hear the knell of a requiem bell Weird glows gleam where spirits dwell Restless bones etherealize Rise as spooks of every size!
The voices all cackled in swirling masses before the lights cut. The two stared into the darkness for a second before Aaron, Berry, and Cyrus appeared in a line in front of the coffin holding white flamed candles.
Ghost A,B,C: If you would like to join our jamboree There's a simple rule that's compulsory Mortals pay a token fee bowing their heads then winking: Rest in peace, the haunting's free So hurry back, we would like your company~
they held the last note as the coffin moved out of the room and over the railing, floating back to the foyer and toward the front doorway. "Hurry back~ Hurry back~ Be sure to bring your death certificate." Leota's voice said.
The two suddenly fell onto their butts when the coffind dissapeared once outside of the house. Mc grunted and ace groaned as he pulled himself off the ground alsong with mc.
"uhhhh, wow. Was not expecting that..." ace said scratching the back of his head.
"Seems like Leota and the ghost host left on their own. they have been here all day." The mc mused, now walking back toward the house .
"where are you going?!" ace said reaching out to grab theri arm. They moved out of the way before he could grab them.
"going to go to bed, everything's done its course, there's no need to worry. besides I'm pretty sure grim was hiding in the bedroom the whole time. I need to make sure he didn't break anything." they said grabbing the door handle and opening the door. "Besides it may be a haunted mansion but it's my haunted mansion. goodnight Ace, I hope you learned your lesson." they closed the door behind them leaving ace to question the sanity of his best friend as he quickly walked back to his own dorm, feeling uneasy the whole way back.
Latter on he wished he recorded the whole thing, no one believed his ramblings of the haunting ride in the ramshackle dorm.
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