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[alcoholxanaxnanoose]

I'm sorry.

I always am.

I'll always be.

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[alcoholxanaxnanoose]

Take my life, take my pain,

it ended up being the same.

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[alcoholxanaxnanoose]

Again?

-It never really left.

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[alcoholxanaxnanoose]

You taught me the courage of stars before you left

How light carries on endlessly, even after death

With shortness of breath, you explained the infinite

How rare and beautiful it is to even exist

-Sleeping At Last, Saturn

U know, this is the first song on my playlist when im about to take that shower, "THAT" shower, who has to understand will.

Times can get hard. Whatever u do, whatever u think, stay safe please, just as safe as u can.

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[alcoholxanaxnanoose]

Dark mind and clean cuts

Long hits and full cups

Music on and and I'm alone

It may be a mess

but please nobody call the cops

Im drunk won't lie

Just cigarretes this time, not high

It's sad to see I know, I wish I was stronger

gotta do this to live longer

Suicide hits when im sober.

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[alcoholxanaxnanoose]

"my girl, you really know how to hurt yourself when you want to, don't u?"

Said my therapist to me when I was 17, looking at my cuts from the day before.

#Suicidal #Suicide #Suicidal thoughts #Depression #Depressed #Depressed teen #Self harm #real story

[alcoholxanaxnanoose]

Dear Depression

Congrats, I'm in bed again

I'm alone again

My room is dark again

I dont feel like doing what I used to love

I dont feel like talking to anyone

I dont feel like eating again

I cut again

I wanna die again

Congrats, u win as always,

Fuck u.

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[alcoholxanaxnanoose]

Guess I'm going back to my dark, bloody, sad and lonely cave

Thank u, i am grateful for getting the taste of what I used to call a nice day.

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[alcoholxanaxnanoose]

I feel like my relationship with weed is like a toxic teenager love

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[alcoholxanaxnanoose]

LA ODIO

(pero aún me masturbo pensando en ella)

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[alcoholxanaxnanoose]

Nothing kills a man faster than his own head.

(Take me out and finish this waste of life)

Twenty one pilots - Trapdoor

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[alcoholxanaxnanoose]

Just had a bath. A red bloody bath. I like to cover the walls with my own blood.

Sometimes I cry, but other times I smile while cut.Idk. I find it sadistic but interesting at the same time. I know i'm broken. I know.

I don't want help. I just wanna go on like this. It might sound weird but I find peace in sadness. There's something calming in this mess.

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[alcoholxanaxnanoose]

I plan to kill myself someday, cause I know that day is gonna come soon or later, no more than that. Life is not for me. it's been years of depression and fight so I hope no one has the idea of saying "it's gonna be okay" cause I'm just fucking tired of life okay?

I know i'm gonna end it, some day.

And that day, I'm gonna find happiness, for the first time in years.

#Suicide #Depression