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chrissypoox2 · 1 year
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𝑻 𝑼 𝑹 𝑵 𝑰 𝑵 𝑮 𝑷 𝑨 𝑮 𝑬 (chapter 3)
Genre: Fluff, Angst
Pairing: Bangchan x Female Reader
Word Count:2,235
A/N: ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT, I DON'T WANT PEACE, I WANT PROBLEMS. ALWAYS. Enjoy lovies <3
TW: mentions of child abuse, violence
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Chris lunges at the man who is on top of your mom, you swiftly run to your mom's aid and get her away from the fight that is happening between them. Your mom's nose is broken and bleeding, A LOT. Lizzie rushes over to you and tells you to break the fight up between Chris and the man. Eli is on the stairs watching in fear. You look around confused, not sure what to do. There was too much around you happening. Your moms were on the ground; one was crying while the other one was comforting the other, and your little brother is scared sh*tless on the stairs watching two big men fight each other. You look over to Chris and see that he is beating the man up BADLY. 
What the f*ck am I even meant to do. 
You smother up the courage inside you to try and get in between the men. Grabbing Chris' arm, he looks at you sympathetically, he sees this as a beg to stop, while the other sees it as an opportunity to finally get a hit in, he left hooks, Chris, in the face. You both fall, Chris on top of you shielding you from the kicks the man blows, shortly after he makes a break for it out the door. But by then there was a crowd of people outside and the police as well. 
Ah, thank the lord. 
Chris gets off of you wincing in pain. He offers you a hand up but you get up on your own and help him sit down on one of the barstools by the island in the kitchen. You leave him there to go and confront the man, maybe even slap him and knock some sense into him. Before you could even get close, Chris grabs your hand. 
"Don't. He's probably mad because I denied him earlier, he doesn't do good with rejection." Look at Chris confused. He knows the man? Why didn't he say something earlier? This was all so chaotic, your headache from earlier was getting worsen with all the confusion and anger that was beginning to build up inside. You hadn't cried in a long time, but for some reason, you couldn't stop but tear up. Chris felt bad but knew he owed you yet another explanation. 
"I know this is confusing y/n so I'll try to make this as clear as possible." he continues after getting into a more comfortable position in the chair. 
"The man is my dad. I'm not surprised that you don't remember his face, I know that you tried your best to block him out of your memory from when we were younger and even around the time you left when the abuse got worse. Recently my dad has gotten into a lot of gabbling issues and is trying to make me sell the farm so he can pay off his debt. he still lives in town and knew that I would be here, especially for you. He probably started beating your mom because well that's what he does. Beat on the weak to make himself feel some sort of power in his powerless life. Y/n you know I would never do anything to put you or your family in harm's way. I'm sorry about your mom. I'll pay for the medical expenses." You looked back at the man who began shouting for Chris. 
"I'LL KEEP COMING, I'M COMING FOR MY MONEY CHRIS!" Chris looks distressed, you look at your mom and see that she is with some of the other women from town who are tending to her nose, amongst them was one of the nurses in the town's clinic. But when you look to the stairs you don't see Eli sitting there anymore, assuming he went to his room you get the attention of one of the women. You ask her to look at Chris and his back, he was already developing bruises on his back from the kicks his dad gave him. You run up the stairs and go into Eli's room. 
"Hey kiddo, are you holding up o-" before you could finish your little brother runs into your arms hugging you. 
"I was so scared. We were all cleaning up and some of the other town members had left to get the hall ready for the other activities this week, Mom left the door open because she was unloading things from the car. Then that man came in and started screaming asking for Chris and where you were, when mom said he wasn't here and you had gone with him he started wailing at her. I didn't know what to do so I just watched from the stairs. I watched some man beat up our mom and I didn't even do anything to stop it." You paused staring blankly ahead. The town that you grew up in wasn't the same. The peace that you were so used to being around was gone. Eli barely cried. The only time you saw him cry was probably when he scraped his knee or something. You felt his pain, you shared it. You too felt helpless at that moment. You held him for as long as he needed you to. 
"I know Eli, it's okay, just let it go, papa, I'm here" Chris walks into the doorframe to see you holding him, you make brief eye contact. Before you're able to say anything Chris walks away. Eli steps back sniffling. 
" I'm pretty tired. I think imma go to bed early." You nod rubbing his shoulders and head out of his room closing the door. 
You walk towards your room needing to take a break. 
I haven't been here a full day and there is already all of this drama. 
As you step into your room you see Chris sitting on the edge of your bed looking out the window.
"You know the rules, take off your shoes and exchange em for some slippers. C'mon," you say tiredly taking off your shoes at the door, and putting them on the shoe rack right next to your door inside of your room. You put the slippers on and go to your bed flopping on it. Chris gets up and does the same. He sits back on the bed and looks out the window then back at you momentarily. 
"Are you okay?" Chris says nonchalantly. You face towards him, eyes closed. 
"You've been asking me that all day. You sound like a broken record." You face away from him after. He nods and chuckles awkwardly. 
"Yeah, I know. I'm just not sure what else to say." You face towards him looking at him this time, his posture and all. You tap next to your bed signaling him to lay next to you. 
"Welp, so much for a welcome back party" Chris lays next to you unable to look you in the face. 
"Yeah, hey I mean you got an adventure out of it though. No?" He said jokingly.
"Really?" Side-eyeing him. He finally looks at you, ashamed.
"Sorry, bad timing." You tap him on the chest almost consoling him like you would a baby. Slow light taps. You knew Chris felt bad, he just wasn't sure how to comfort you. You were always doing the comforting. 
"Y'know...I never would've thought I'd get to see your inn an actual fight, nonetheless one with your dad." You fix yourself on the bed, rolling to your side so that your whole body is facing Chris. You begin to whisper as you used to when you were kids. 
"Hey, can I say something else?" Chris hums yes. 
"I'm really glad you showed me your house, and also that your farm is doing really good. I'm also really happy you grew out of your skinny jeans phase." You break the tension with a joke making you both break into small laughter. 
"Seriously though, I wouldn't say today was fun, relaxing, or forgettable. We should get back downstairs to check on my moms though" You look down at your watch on your wrist, it's about 11pm, you arrived in the town fairly early in the morning, and the welcome party seemed to have lasted long, but then there was the trip to Chris' place and then back, and he did live on the other side of town.
"Yeah, I should go apologize to them too" Chris huffs and gets out of bed, put his shoes back on walks downstairs. You follow only seconds later to hear Lizzie screaming at Chris. 
"GET OUT! I knew you and your family were good for nothing, everywhere you go only chaos follows. Look at tonight, not any different from the night y/n left for the city. You know she got lucky getting away from you. All you ever did was not only cause her stress but my wife's stress." Your blood begins to boil. Who is she to talk? Good for nothing? if anyone was good for nothing it was her. 
Is Chris causing me stress? Your unable to be a parent, caused me stress! Me having to mother my step-brother caused me stress!
Your mom could see you about to set a bomb off on Lizzie and she grabs her arm, look at Lizzie remorsefully. Lizzie calms down and turns her back to Chris only to look at you. Chris doesn't say anything he just walks off you try to go after him but your mom stops you "Y/n, honey, let's just give him his space for tonight, you should rest." You look to your mom puppy-eyed and all almost pleading with her to allow you to see him off in the least. Looking back to Chris he is already out the door revving up his car and driving off. You turn to Lizzie who has now given your mom all her attention, you stare at her almost piercing into her soul. You do so badly want to give her a piece of your mind. She needed to be humbled after all these years, But for the sake of your mother. You keep quiet and go upstairs, before you could make it to the stairs, Lizzie looks up at you. 
"I don't want you hanging around that boy anymore, you're better without him" You slowly turn your head eyeing Lizzie. Your mom gets up from her chair and goes outside. 
"You don't want me hanging around him anymore? When did you become my mother huh? When did you ever get to have a say in what I can and can't do? When did Lizzie Mc-Fucking-Lennon get to have a say in what Ashley'd daughter does. Last time I checked, I was nothing but a nuisance, right?" 
F L A S H B A C K -
You were nothing but shy of 12 when you came home to see your moms sitting on the couch. You walked up to your mom and greeted her with a kiss on the cheek. She smiled and rubbed your cheeks, her smile was radiant, so full of life. Back when it was easier to tend to the farm. Her hair was in an updo hairstyle with some of her baby hairs free from the hold of whatever gel she was using. Lizzie smiled and then averted her attention back to the TV. You continued to tell your mom about your day, all the fun things you did, how you Chris gave more berries to the foxes at the tree line. Your mom asked you where you got the berries to feed the foxes and you, for obvious reasons, didn't tell her the truth and saw Chris brought some from home. As you head upstairs to greet Eli; before you go back and tell your mom even more things you hear Lizzie in a cold and harsh tone. 
"What a nuisance." You don't say anything just pause at the stairs, and when your mom looks, you are already going up the rest of the stairs. They begin to have a fight and you don't leave your room, heck you didn't even check on Eli and greet him. You stayed in your room all day that day. You weren't able to go to school because of the lack of nutrition and dehydration from not drinking or eating anything the day before. You broke into a fever but refused to be treated. You just wanted to be left alone. What did you ever do wrong? All you did was talk about your day? It's what you always did. You eventually let it go and allowed your mom to treat you. But you'll still never forget the sting it left in little y/ns heart. 
E N D O F F L A S H B A C K -
Lizzie looks at you almost in shock. She didn't know you heard her, and just as began to apologize you turned away swiftly and went back to your room. You locked the door so that no one else would disturb you tonight. Your headache was worse than ever and you just wanted to sleep. You switch out of your clothes into some light PJs that you packed, and get into bed. All you could think of now was wanting peace. 
Today drained the hell outta me
Your eyes began to feel heavy and before you knew it. You were asleep. 
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chrissypoox2 · 1 year
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HIHI HEEYY
Even tho it was still a long time ago, I promised you guys stuff and I got them out. I won't be making anymore promises because I realize I actually have commitment issues. My life has gotten so busy, with my recent plans to move and all so I just hope you guys can be a little patient with me. I'm also trying to figure out to organize my tumblr wall and stuff (I aint good with the interwebs and tings) so yer. Today Chapter 3 will come out tho. Hope you are excited for that. Also RUNAWAY came out with its 2nd chapter after it was on hiatus for like how many months.... make sure to check out some of the other reads and all that fun stuff. Already later losers
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chrissypoox2 · 1 year
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R U N A W A Y 🖤 Chapter 2
Pairing: Bangchan x Female reader
Genre: Fluff 
Word Count: 1,088 
a/n: So ive deiced to turn this into a 4 chapter series buut i actually odnt know how im gonna end iy anyways enjoy. (This chapter might seem weird because im switching up the plot a bit, from what the orginal is supposed to be) 
TW: Alcoholism
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You wake up in the morning feeling next to you. Chan had already left for work, and even though he said this weekend was his weekend off he still left to go to the studio. He was a determined person when it came to getting things done. Which was no surprise. You get out of bed and head to the washroom to ready yourself for the long day ahead. You're still thinking about the little runaway date and want to make sure everything is perfect for when the date is official. 
Sometime next week should be good. He is on holiday break all week so the date could last longer than just one day. 
You got on your computer and worked on the date for almost 4 hours before you finished the draft plan from the date. Looking up venues and restaurants and budgeting with whatever you got from your job was a tedious task. Your phone rings and when you look it's Chan. You pick up your phone and answer.
"Hey babe, what are you up to right now." Chan started conversations where he was all sweet and then ended up asking you to bring things to the studio for him. He is sweet regardless but he does go the extra mile to butter you up.
"Nothing much just playing games. Why? Do you need me to bring you something?" You knew Chan forgot something why else would he call you?
"Haha no I didn't forget anything I genuinely just wanted to check up on you"
Awwwee how sweet, but there has to be a catch this 
"Oh okay, well I'm fine. How are things at the studio?"
"The studio?" Chan sounded a bit confused by your remark.
"Yeah isn't that where you went? That's why you left early this morning? I assumed you were just at the studio working on music?"
"No actually the others and I are in Busan right now for a promotional, I just wanted to call to also tell you I won't be back home till tomorrow morning. So you don't have to worry about dinner tonight just make sure you eat and sleep well k?"
MORE TIME TO PLAN WITHOUT BEING INTERRUPTED HELL YEAH 
"Oooh okay, don't worry about me I'll be okay."
"Alright call me if you need anything. love you" 
"Will do, I love you too. Bye." You hang up the phone and get up to eat something, at the pace you working at you could get this done by the afternoon and pick up a couple of quick and easy commissions to do for some extra change. 
You continue your day as normal after finishing the date and also setting the budget. You're on your way to a babysitting commission, but it's on the part of the town that you are not familiar with. You look down at your phone and continue to follow the route. You look up with it saying that you've arrived and the house looks sketchy, but you're getting $75 for watching the kids for only 2hrs, it was a good deal and one that you couldn't easily pass up on. You knock on the door and some old guy who recks of alcohol opens. 
"y/n?" the man looks at you squinting his eyes and chugging down a beer. 
"Yes! Hello Sir, I'm here to babysit-" The man rolls his eyes and interrupts.
"Yeah, I know, come inside please." You walk in hesitantly and the man continues to give you instructions.
"I'll be out for 2 hours the kids are sleeping but when they get up there is food in the fridge in containers with their names on it. Our dog is in the backyard and isn't allowed in the house. He leaves a weird smell. If you need anything my number is on the fridge door. If my wife gets home don't leave her here with the kids. She needs her sleep after a long day of work. Also here.." the man hands you half of the payment while standing there. 
"Here is the first half, I'll give you the rest when I get back. Have fun." and with that, the man left. You didn't wanna assume where he might've been off to, but when you continued into the house it was messy and he was so worried about the dog leaving a smell, the house smelled bad already. You wanted to go the extra mile even if they didn't tip you for it and clean up the house just a bit. 
-TIME SKIP- 
an hour had passed by and you got the smell out of the carpet, the dishes were clean, and you lit a couple of candles you found and organized the bookshelves and the Cds. The kids' toys were all neatly packed away. You even did some yardwork too just for the heck of it. Then the door opened and you had assumed it was the wife. You walked to the door to greet whoever came but you were met with a strange man. 
"Hey you, do you know where the owner of the house went? Tall dude, black hair that's up the ear length, he has a mole on his right cheek?" You weren't sure what to say, so you didn't say anything, you just nodded no. The man looked disappointed but left after standing there for a couple of seconds he left. As soon as he left you went and locked the door, and with that, you locked all other points of entry. 
They better give me more than $75
The wife came home and the kids woke up, you played some games with them to keep them occupied and cooked some popcorn so they could enjoy their movie. It made you wonder what married life would be like with Chan. It would be wonderful for sure.
The father came home and gave you the money with a $50 tip for cleaning and handling the strange man and told you not to worry about it when you brought it up. The next commission was also babysitting but it was in a completely other part of town. 
-TIME SKIP- 
It was about 9 pm when you finished your commissions. You did a total of 5 commissions and were able to make $700, which would be more than enough for your trip on top of what you're already putting in. 
You finally get home and you are so exhausted that you fall asleep as soon as you touch the couch. 
TO BE CONTINUED
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chrissypoox2 · 1 year
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𝑻 𝑼 𝑹 𝑵 𝑰 𝑵 𝑮 𝑷 𝑨 𝑮 𝑬 (chapter 2)
Genre: Fluff, Angst
Pairing: Bangchan x Female Reader
Word Count:2,111
A/N: SOOOOo I'm back with the pt2 of turning page, I genuinely don't know how many chapters or seasons or whatever this series is gonna have, but I hope you guys stick around for it most of it. the storyline is going to be a little messy at first, it's more about giving information than focusing on Chris's past so then when the relationship comes up you can see and understand why he acts and does the things he does. The series does get pretty grim I think, but don't worry yall it'll be good I promise. I'll still be writing oneshots. Anyways please enjoy guys (˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧
TW: suggestions child abuse, violence
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"Chris? Is that you?" You come to a full stop when you reach the end of the stairs, everyone takes a sip of their beverages as they look at the interaction that you two share.
"Y-yeah-... you look amazing Y/n. I see that the city has been treating you well" He scratches the back of his neck with his left hand. Chris' body language spoke for itself when words failed him, he was nervous. 
"Yeah, I guess it has, you look amazing yourself Chris." You couldn't believe your eyes, seeing your once best friend, and first love standing right in front of you, it left you going through a rollercoaster of raw emotions. You continued down the stairs and could see everyone looking at you guys in awe, almost like the meeting between you two was planned out.  
"Well then now that, that's over. Let's carry on everyone" Your mom said flashing you a wide smile, she was up to something for sure. As the evening carried out, more and more people from the town began to pour into your house, and greetings from all the neighbors reminded you of the warm environment you had growing up. But something was off, while everyone was in the kitchen and living room enjoying the welcome back party, Chris wasn't anywhere to be found. Remembering when Chris was troubled or just needed to get away from large gatherings he would sit on your back porch and watch, listen to the crickets at night, and bask in nature. 
You made your way towards the back porch and heard him on the phone, you didn't want to interrupt but he sounded upset, he sounded more than upset, he was mad. Making sure you were unseen you listened in on the conversation.
"Well, what am I supposed to do? I didn't create this mess you did. So why should I have to deal with the consequences? I'm not selling the farm regardless of what you say. It's under my name, therefore, it is my property if you need money that bad get a job." Chris was pacing back and forth, you couldn't help but smile, even though he was upset, you were happy to see that he grew up being able to stand up for himself instead of being pushed around. You weren't able to hear what the person on the line said but it did set off a fuse in Chris. 
"WHY DON'T YOU JUST F*CK OFF ALREADY?!" Chris hung up and sat down letting out a huge sigh. 
Should I give him some space?
Your feet moved before you could finish your thoughts.
"Why aren't you enjoying the rest of the party?" You looked over to Chris from the door frame and when he turned to face you his expression changed completely. 
"I just had something to take care of, want to join me?" He scooted over making room for you on the bench and looked up at you with a warm grin. you nodded in agreement to accept his invitation and walked over to sit next to him. As you sat down Chris' arm was around you but leaned up against the bench, you felt a little tense, but it reminded you of your teenage years. You couldn't help but let out a little giggle which made Chris look at you. 
"What's so funny?" He looked at you concerned as your giggle turned into a laugh, which then turned into hysteria, you were laughing so hard that your stomach began to hurt and tears were coming from your eyes. 
"Are you okay? What got you laughing so hard?" Chris himself let out a giggle too. You try to compose yourself as the sentence forms together in between each laugh.
"Remember-...remember when back in high school-...you-...you pissed your pants in the hallway because you got jump scared by the mascot before the football game." Your cheeks began to burn with all the laughter. Chris also started to laugh with you. the laughing fit lasted for at least 3 minutes before both of you guys began to calm down. You looked up at Chris.
"I missed this, laughing at stupid things with you. How have you been? And don't give me some bullsh*t answer" You turned your entire body to face him, not breaking eye contact which you knew was the only way to get information out of him. 
"I've been good. Really. My dad moved out but gave me the farm which at first was hard because of the amount of debt he left for me, but I finally got it paid off so it's just easy cruising from here." Something else was bothering him, you wanted to ask about the phone call but not now, now wasn't the time to ask questions. You just wanted to catch up with him. 
"That's good to hear, I always wondered how you were doing when I left. Actually, sometimes I even thought about coming back just for you" You looked down and twiddled with your fingers, Chris looked at you with innocent eyes, almost resembling puppy eyes. 
"Of course you did, but I'm glad you didn't. I had to do a lot of growing after you left and it was something I needed to do on my own, I'll always be grateful for you Y/n. Actually, I wanna show you something, would you mind taking a drive with me?" Chris stood up and held his hand out, you quickly accepted it, but you didn't stop there. You pulled Chris into an embrace. 
"I'm grateful for you too Chrissy." Chris was a bit shocked by the sudden hug, but he hugged you back. You could feel the muscles from his biceps and when you touched his back you could then feel the back muscles he had developed. Your mom always told you those farmer men were either all muscle and hard work or no muscle and tended to cattle. 
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You and Chris hadn't been driving for too long, when you realized where you were headed too, you saw something incredible as he drove into the driveway of his renovated farm. Before his home was huge but looked just as dead as the inside did, and the field was empty, not a grain of wheat to be seen. What you're looking at now is the complete opposite of that. His home had color (of course it was the obvious white and blue wrap-around porch home he loved looking at in catalogs). The fields were not only filled with wheat but also sweet berries and orange and apple trees by the ton. Chris' dad inherited the farm from his dad before him. After Chris' mom's death, the farm turned into a wasteland, and his dad's mental health went with it. 
Before you could even realize it, Chris opened the passenger door helping you get out of his truck. 
"Chris this is so beautiful, I knew you would be good at stuff like home Renos, but this?! This is a full property flip!" You looked in awe at his home, you walked up to the front door and looked behind you, seeing that Chris was also looking at the house. He looked down at his shoes and then kicked the gravel on the floor. No one gave Chris that sort of appraisal, it was the first time in years that someone even complimented his hard work. He was so used to girls from the town telling him how good-looking he was but no one ever said anything about how hard-working and determined he was. Only you did that. 
"Hey! cmon, I wanna see the rest of your masterpiece" Chris looked up and walked towards the door unlocking it and opening the door, as you both stepped inside he turned on the lights, and although the design was nice, it was empty, barely any furniture or anything. You looked back, Chris was no less than 5 steps behind you, and then averted your gaze to the house again. 
"Why is there barely anything in here?" you walked back to Chris looking up at him, his gaze meeting yours. 
"Well, that's just the thing. When you told me about that whole high school thing it reminded me of why I couldn't finish the inside..." You looked puzzled. Why would you have anything to do with Chris decorating the inside. 
"I don't understand, why can't you finish it?"
"Because you promised me, to help make my house a home." Chris looked away from you and started walking into the house down each hallway, you closely followed. He stopped before he went upstairs to look at you. 
"Listen, before we go upstairs, my room is really messy and I'd just prefer if you didn't go in okay?" You nodded saying yes.
A man needs his space, but why does it feel like he is hiding something from me.
You continued to walk into the rooms and then he opened the door into his studio, he loved making music, it was his escape sometimes when you came over you would sit on his bed on your phone, and then he would play you something asking for you to rate the performance 1 out of 10, no matter what he produced and wrote they were always a 10 even more than a 10. You walked into the studio before Chris could close the door. In the corner was a desk with a bunch of paper splattered all over it. You looked down at them and then at Chris.
"Still making music I see." Teasing him. He blushed and then walked over to fix the papers.
"Yeah of course, what else would I be doing." Leaving a grin on his face.
"Are these all of our photos together over the years?" You stopped looking at a wall covered in framed and unframed pictures on the wall. Chris came up behind you and looked at them still with a smile on his face.
"Yeah it is, like I said, you're supposed to help me turn this house into a home." You looked at him and flashed a wide smile. Then you heard a thumping sound. Walking towards the sound Chris stops you and signals for you to stay put. Doing so, you watch as he walks into the other room across from the studio, looking in from the doorway of the studio, you could see a woman in the room. A pregnant woman. 
Why is there a pregnant woman in Chris' room? Does he have a girlfriend or even a wife perhaps?
You turn so that your back is facing the doorframe and your mind begins to run a madness, then Chris touches your shoulder and you shudder. 
"Sorry, sorry...I'm just a little psyched out right now. Would you mind taking me back home? I got a headache out of nowhere and it's starting to hurt a lot." Chris looks at you worried, not only for you but also for himself. He nods and guides you down the stairs. As you both enter the car, Chris stops and looks at you. 
"Hey before we get going-..." You looked down at your fingers and began to twiddle with them. 
"Would mind keeping this a secret. No one else knows about her, and I'm not sure what or how I would even bring it up." You had so many questions and you needed the answers to them now. 
"Who was she? Your girlfriend?" Chris looked at you then back to the wheel. 
"Well technically she is my stepmom but she is young enough to look like my girlfriend. A lot of things happened after you left and my dad became messier. I guess his alcohol really did have a death grip on him for him to impregnate a young girl." You let out a sigh but also looked at him concerned. Chris' dad was no younger than 50 and you both were in your mid-20s now. So for his dad for him to impregnate a younger woman, was a big deal and also kinda creepy. 
"What happens in vegas stays in vegas." You side-eye him holding back a laugh. You both start laughing and Chris drives you home. 
As you arrive you notice most of the cars aren't there anymore and you can hear the sounds of someone screaming and yelling inside. You hurry out of the car into the house Chris follows behind you in a hurry. As you open the door you see your mom on the ground bleeding and some tall guy right there on top of her.
TO BE CONTINUED
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chrissypoox2 · 2 years
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𝑻 𝑼 𝑹 𝑵 𝑰 𝑵 𝑮 𝑷 𝑨 𝑮 𝑬 (chapter 1)
Genre: Fluff??, angst??(i don't know many genres so whatever you think this fits in)
Pairing: Bangchan x Female Reader
Word Count: 2,114
A/N: HIIIIII!!! I know I've been gone a long time I was supposed to release this a while ago but I kept changing the concept and wasn't too sure where I wanted to do with this story, this series will have some ongoing trigger warnings just because the songs that inspired me or motivated me I should safe have to do with bodily harm the trigger warnings will now always be underneath the A/N ( ´・・)ノ(._.`)._.`)
TW: suggestions of child abuse
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As children, we often imagine what our futures will look like, since the age of 9 you could only see yourself with one person, Chris. He was the only person who still played with you after your mothers divorced and you were forced to live with your birth mom. He never made fun of the fact that you even had 2 moms, to begin with. He never judged. So as the sun rises and you get out of bed you can't help but wonder what might've happened if you stayed in Winter haven, what would've happened between you and Chris, maybe it would have been how you thought when you were younger, but as of right now you are certain that you have to get out of bed because its 7:35 and if you're late for work again Mrs. Hummings would kill you.
SHHIIIIIIIITTTEEEE!!!! I'm not going to make the 7:40 train, maybe ill take a cab
As you rush out of bed into the shower brushing your teeth and also washing you realize you didn't even have work, it was the holidays; However you did have to get ready to go back to Winter Haven, your mom has been bugging you since you got your job as a unit nurse. You breathe in and out as you begin to calm down from whatever sort of adrenaline rush that came over your body.
As you get out of the shower and wrap a towel around you, you realize your phone was ringing in your room. You walk over and check. "Mom", your mom is calling you so you make sure to answer and make yourself seem less tired as possible. You didn't want her worrying about you, last time she heard that you were tired she drove all the way to your apartment to check if you were sick and made you call in sick to work so she could talk care of you. It's the holidays, you can't have that happening or your little brother Elijah would bust your chops for sure.
" Hey mom!, What's up?" You say in the most energetic voice you could smother up within you.
"Oh, nothing dear I was just making sure that you were awake and ready for Lizzie to come and get you, she left about 2hrs ago, so she should be there in the next 3hrs maybe. Make sure you have everything you need for these next 3 weeks, okay?" She lets a deep exhale out. Lizzie was the woman your mom remarried when you were 13, her son Elijah was only 6 when they remarried so he practically grew up with you and only ever knew him as his older sister not just some stranger that is now his step-sibling, like how you thought of him. But you grew to love each other and that's all that really mattered.
Why did she sound a bit out of breath? Maybe she is out gardening?
"Yeah, mom sure. But why is Lizzie coming? I could've just taken the train" Lizzie and you were never close, so you did everything you could to avoid certain situations like this. It's not that you didn't like Lizzie or her; you, it's just the timing of their marriage seemed off since your other mom Samantha was also getting married to a guy named Jeff (it's always the Jeffs) and you wanted to support her finding love again, Lizzie didn't want you to go at all, you still went nonetheless but since then you've always just stayed a neutral stance on the relationship like acquaintances.
"Well, I think since it's the holidays and all you and Liz could take it as a chance to start forming a relationship" Your mom of course knew about the relationship between the both of you.
12 years too late ma
"Oh, well then... I have nothing else to say I should get going though I'm not done packing" Not done packing? You haven't even started, there are piles of clothes on your floor in your small apartment, looking at the time it seems like Lizzie will be here at 10:50, giving you more than enough time to get dressed get packed, and maybe do a little bit of tidying.
- T I M E S K I P -
You finished all your packing, cleaning, and getting ready, even washed 3 out of the 5 piles of clothes on your floor. You hear a knock at the door and check the time "10:45".
Huh? Just on time but also a little early
You open the door and surprise there is Lizzie in her yoga leggings, knitted winter sweater, beanie, and scarf with her white hairs slipping off from underneath the hat. You observed her as you gesture the permission of her entry into your home, looking at what she is wearing and how she is carrying herself.
Oh those shoes look so nice I wonder where she got them
"So? Ready to go kiddo?" She says as she turns around to look at you while standing just 10 steps away from you in your house.
"Yeah let me grab my coat and stuff and we can head out" You grab your suitcase and bags with your phone and laptop bag carrying over your shoulder, without even asking Lizzie comes over and takes the suitcase out of your grip and brings it to the car before you could even say anything.
"Thanks..." You never knew what was really ever going on in her mind, maybe she wanted to look cool but honestly who cared, there was no one even around. You shrug it off before you could get all bothered by it.
As you get into the car after loading all your stuff you look up to your window, you'll miss your silent repetitive lifestyle for these next 3 weeks. As you drive out into the countryside you look at the fields covered in snow, the farmers who are out collecting their berries it all brings you back to a memory you had, your eyes are getting heavy you knew you had at least 4 more hours before you got into Winter Haven, so you began to close your eyes slowly and relax in the seat.
- F L A S H B A C K -
"RUN Y/N RUN!" Chris shouted as he was more than 20 feet behind you. Picking up your pace and carrying the heavy bag of sweet berries you collected from Mr. Jezzbell's farm, You and Chris were always taking berries from the local farms and feeding them to the foxes at the sanctuary. Have the locals ever caught you? No. Will they ever catch you? Probably, seeing how Chris is beginning to get tired and Mr. Jezzbell was right behind him.
"CHRIS BEHIND YOU CMON KEEP UP!!!!" You were so close to the safety line, the big large fence that separated Jezzbells farm from yours, you look behind you again and Chris is full sprinting towards you, Jezzbell was too old to be running at the speed he was running and began to fade into the distance. You both quickly climbed over the fence, Chris giving you a leg up and when you reached the top you grabbed the bag out of his reach and offered a hand to help him get over the fence too.
"HAHAHA DID YOU SEE HIS FACE?" You burst out laughing as you walk to the forest line from your house.
"yeah...heh yeah I did" Chris was tired but after every little farm heist you guys pull he is always laughing with you, maybe he has grown tired of stealing from the farms just for the kicks.
"Hey" You stop him in his tracks and stand in front of him.
"If you don't wanna do this anymore we don't have to, it'll save me the earache and you the-" He stops you before you get another word out.
"Yes. We should stop, I don't know how many more I can handle" He looks down drooping to his feet.
"Okay then. Well, it was a pleasure being your heist partner, partner" You wink at him with your hand out to shake his. Chris smiles and giggles to himself.
"May the winds guide us back together, partner." You both burst out laughing as you continue to walk to the tree line. When you get there the bowl that you left out for the foxes is empty, nothing out the usual. You dump all the berries you collected into the bowl and see the eyes of a fox peer out from behind a tree. Chris tugs your sleeve and whispers.
"Let's go the sun is gonna go down any minute now" You turn to him and nod your head in agreement, walking back to your place you can make you Chris's dads voice, he too can hear it and you can see the fear in his eyes, you hold his hand.
"I'm here. Every step of the way." You reassure him and jog back into your house. As you enter the house Chris's dad, Pratt gets up off the couch when he sees you both enter, he smiles at you, and then he looks at Chris.
"You're just in time, let's go home kid" Chris looks up in confusion, he then looks to you and smiles waving goodbye and skipping to his dad trying to catch up. You were just happy he didn't get in trouble. Again.
- F L A S H B A C K E N D S -
You slowly regain consciousness as you notice someone shaking you awake.
"Y/n? Y/n? cmon dude wake up" You open your eyes and notice a skinny nerd standing in front of the doorway shaking you.
"Ugh jeez Eli Im awake" You let out a yawn and stretch before getting out of the car only to notice all your stuff isn't there, Lizzie most likely took it to your room, which your glad she did, that nap had you too tired and weak to even carry anything except your phone. Looking up at the old house you can just feel everything come back, the house wasn't all too homey to you but to an outsider looking in, it looked like it was meant to feel and was built to be homey. You make your way into the house and greet your mom when you see her standing in the kitchen conversing with Lizzie.
Why does mom look so serious?
Lizzie and mom seemed to be talking about something serious, they notice you and completely change their facial expressions and demeanor.
"HIIIII!!!! AWWW look at my little girl all grown up and-..? Are those dark circles?" Your mom pulls your face in to closely examine you but you pull away quick enough for her to just shrug it off as well.
"Hello to you as well mom" You giggle, although you didn't hate being hope you didn't like it either, too much has happened in this home for you to feel really comfortable here. After doing a quick catch-up with your mom you head to your old room and begin to unpack and you walk down the hallway towards your door, you peer into Elijah's room after seeing the half-cracked open door.
"BOO" You scare Eli causing him to get frustrated with you.
"YOU HAVENT EVEN BEEN HOME A WHOLE HOUR JEEZ" you giggle remembering all the time you used to scare him when he was younger.
Feels nice being home, especially with you Eli
You walk into your room and see that Lizzie has done you the favor of laying your clothes out for you and already setting up your laptop to the internet and even put in a Wi-Fi booster
How long was I out for?
As you walk around the old white wooden dressers lightly grazing your fingers on the surfaces you make out a voice from downstairs, your mom seems excited too meaning it has to be Mr. Jezzbell, but the voice was too deep yet soft for it to be him, you curiosity peeks and you go down the stair quickly, as you go down the staircase you see a male frame, back faced towards you, their shoulders were nice and broad, they were dressed in farmer-friendly attire, usual overalls and plaid shirt tucked in. As you lower the stairs and get in the reach of your mom's eyesight she looks at you and back at the man.
"Well, you could ask her that yourself Chris" your eyes widen, and your jaw drops when you see him turn to face you.
TO BE CONTINUED
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chrissypoox2 · 3 years
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hehe hi kiddos
school has been so tiring, but hopefully this weekend I will be able to send you guys off with a lot of fluffs to keep you guys content. How was school for you guys? I hope everything has been smooth sailing for everyone :)
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chrissypoox2 · 3 years
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🌸 Will You Remember Me? 🌸
Genre: Fluff
Pairing: Bangchan x Reader
Word Count :1,037
A/N: It's 2 am and I had a sudden rush to write so this is what I came up with. Also in the end it's intended that y/n and Chan get together (not right away, but eventually). Also sorry if there are so many grammatical problems, my eyes are half open and I don't wanna finish this later ( ̄ ‘i  ̄;)
TW: the ending is lowkey creepy....
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You find yourself staring blankly out the window you stare at how blue the sky looks and how there are just the right amount of clouds too. You completely go deaf as you start daydreaming about what your life will look like in a couple of years, Will you have kids? a family? Pets? What will your job be like? As you finally come back to your senses you realize that the teacher has been calling your name for a while.
"Y/N!?" You look forward-facing your teacher.
"Yes!?" you say attentively, trying to ignore the whispers in the class.
"Can you come up and answer question 5 for us?"
"Okay." You get up and walk to the chalkboard, answering the question.
After math class you decided to go home early and do some gaming, you were a straight-A student, you didn't pay much attention in class but you could understand things very quickly, which was something your peers always told you not to abuse.
As you leave the school grounds and walk to the nearest bus stop, you see a boy there too, his beautiful short brown fluffy hair slightly moving as the breeze hit it, you couldn't stop and stare at how beautiful he looked. He turned his head and caught you staring at him, you try to pull it off as if you were thinking about something, but it was too late he already saw you and gave you a gentle smile which made you freeze on the spot, He pointed behind you to signal that the bus was coming. You ran to catch the bus while getting your bus pass out. You finally catch your breath as you board the bus.
"dangit," you say under your breath seeing that the only bus seat left is the one next to him.
You sit next to the boy for what seems like hours till your stop comes, you press the button to let the driver know it's your stop next. When the bus comes to a complete stop you exit the bus.
"Thank you!" you say to the driver. As you walk home you hear someone yelling behind you.
"HEY! HEY YOU!" You look behind you and notice that the boy from earlier was chasing you with your phone in his hand. His eyes were shining as he ran up to you, the light hit them just right and you caught a glimpse of his deep brown eyes. They looked like they held the most romantic love stories, which for some reason made you fall a little harder for this boy.
"You-...forgot-...this," He says out of breath from chasing you.
"Oh my-...Thank you so much! My mom would've killed me if I lost my phone again" You take the phone out of his hand and quickly grab your water bottle out of your backpack, noticing that he was sweating.
"Here. It's the least I can do" You give him the water bottle and give a gentle smile in return. The boy stammers and stares at you as you smile, he drinks the water and turns to you to return it.
Maybe he got the same feeling I got when he smiled at me?
"My names Bang Chan."
"My names Lee Y/n, nice to meet you"
After meeting Chan you couldn't stop thinking about him even as days and weeks passed it, seemed like he was imprinted in your thoughts. Since you hadn't been leaving school early you hadn't seen him at all, but every day you grew more eager to see him to the point where you were now playing out the scene of meeting him again in your head, over and over again. You grew too eager and became too impatient to wait till the next boring math class to see him again, so before you had even thought about it. You left math class early instead of after the bell and decided to go to the bus stop where you met him last time. As you walked towards the bus stop you didn't see him or anyone else there, you sat there waiting for hours. But he didn't show.
"This was a bad idea anyways" You got up from the bench that you had sat at waiting for him, and ended up bumping into someone, instantly apologizing.
"I'm so sorry, I wasn't looking, and I -.." You looked up to see the person and it was him.
"oh hey it's you," He said looking into your eyes shockingly.
"yeah its-...me" You couldn't shake the feeling that because of some stupid thought to see a boy again, you bumped into him and embarrassed yourself, just thinking about it made you turn red.
"isn't it too late out for you to be here?" He said looking around the area.
"huh?" You replied confused.
"I mean... it's 6, school ended 3 hours ago" Chan looked at the watch on his wrist then back at you.
"Oh...well...I had after-school activities so-" It was an obvious lie that you told but, you were praying that he would buy it.
"What activity is it?"
"Nothing you'd be interested in I bet" Looking at the ground to try and hide your ears from going red. This was the longest you had talked to him, you didn't know him well, but you did know that he was not only cute but a comic nerd. You looked down at his bag and saw a bunch of comic book titles popping out a little bit from the top of his bag.
"The bus is here," Chan said turning to face the oncoming bus. As I stopped in front of both of you, he gestured his hands to let you go first.
"Thank you," You said boarding the bus first and him following you in. The bus was mostly empty but there were still people on. Chan went and sat at the back while you sat right upfront.
"Why didnt he sit next to me? maybe he likes the back better than the front?" You pulled your phone out and played music with your earphones plugged in. When the first beat came so did another thought.
"Will you remember me?" You turn and look at Chan nearly half asleep on the bus, you got up even while the bus was still moving, and walked towards him struggling to keep your balance. You sat in the spot next to him and put his head on your shoulder. You answered your question.
"You will."
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chrissypoox2 · 3 years
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EHEHE HI THERE...AGAIN
I promised that i was gonna try and upload as much as possible, but I didnt LOL
THe thing with my writing is that a certain song or memory or incident triggers my stories/fanfics, so it honesly all depends, im currently writing one rn tho thatll be out as soon as its properly proof read :) anywaayysss stay happy lovies <3
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chrissypoox2 · 3 years
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R U N A W A Y 🖤
Pairing: Bangchan x Female reader Genre: Fluff Word Count: 732 a/n: I haven't been on here n literal months, so ill try to get maybe like 2-3 more fluffs out for you guys, umm also I don't know what I was really doing but this one is longer than usual, I like to keep mine short so you guys don't get bored of the long a** plot but this one is very much needed I think. also the more I keep writing and the more I look at it there is barely any dialogue
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Chris came through the front doors tired and dragging his feet, not only was it still cold outside but he was exhausted. You knew when he was like this to let him have his rest and not agitate him, you walked up to Chris giving him a slight peck on the cheek.
"Welcome home" Smiling at him, his eyes seems dull, like there was no life in him anymore, just work.
"Hi y/n," Chris said as he pulled you into his embrace.
"Work again?" You asked hugging him back.
"Yeah.." Chris let go of you and took off his shoes and made his way to the kitchen.
"I'll draw you a bath and get your jammies ready okay?" Walking towards the bathroom door not really even giving him an option.
"ok," Chris took bottled water and drank it after the dry reply.
As you drew his bath and got his sleep clothes ready you realized how much Chris wanted to go out but because of work and upcoming events, he didn't have much time to himself. He was also in the studio either doing Vlives. He deserved the runaway of his life. But he couldn't go anywhere. If he couldn't leave then you might as well bring the runway to him. After prepping all his things for bed you signal him that his bath is ready as he stood there in the kitchen munching on whatever he could get his hands on.
As you sat there at your vanity in the candle-lit room, you began thinking. You knew Chris wasn't gonna get off early till next week Thursday which was plenty of time to get you prepared for the runaway.
Chris comes into the room with his body soaked, one hand holding the towel that's wrapped around his waist and the other one getting his jammies off the bed. You make immense eye contact with him locking your gaze on him and his on your for what seemed like 5 years only to really be 5 seconds, Chris looks back down on the bed and you just keep looking at him, his hands, his arms, his perfectly soaked hair, his gestures and body movements, his everything.
"What?" Chris finally spoke
"Nothing.." you said turning back to look at yourself in the mirror.
Chris picks his jammies off the bed and goes to change in the closet, the stare you gave him made him think you were gonna jump him as soon as he dropped the towel to properly dry his whole body off.
As Chris came back into the room, he jumps straight into bed and lays there, still awake, waiting for you to come to bed with him, but you couldn't notice because you were staring at your phone that you picked him while he was changing, already buying things for the runaway next Thursday, within the 50minutes you had created the idea you had already properly organized and planned the event, your list was 84% done all you needed was the ingredients for the food and the 2 movies you were going to purchase off of amazon prime video.
Chris notices how fixated you are on your phone, so he gets up from the bed and sneaks behind you, and taps your shoulder, you close your phone immediately and turn around
"jerk," you say getting yourself up from the vanity and onto your side of the bed
"ahaha sorry sorry"
"no your not, if you were sorry you would cuddle me," you said as you pouted and curled up into a small little ball.
Chris saw your body language and decided to close the light and walk over to the bed and cuddle you, leaving you to be the little spoon.
"I love you y/n, goodnight" as he kissed the back of your head.
TO BE CONTINUED....
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chrissypoox2 · 3 years
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S N O W D A Y🌨
Pairing: Bangchan x Female reader
Genre: Fluff
Warning/s: Mention of small health condition (Nothing too big tho)(*/ω\*)
Word count: 637 
a/n: this is my first one, and my writing skills are trash so please pardon me if there are any grammatical errors. Also I'm new to this whole fluff thing so have mercy on me ( ´・・)ノ(._.`)
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You’ve remained stuck inside all day because of the intense cold warning that hit your country. Since you get sick quickly Chris told you to stay inside unless you absolutely NEED to leave the house. Bored out of your mind you decide to get the blankets and heat up some popcorn and put on a movie. As you were browsing through Netflix with a soft, brown blanket wrapped around you like a cocoon. The door opened.
“Babe I'm home” as the door front door flew open, Chris came through the door. Shivering. 
“Hi Bebe-...you look like your freezing to death,” You said as you turned around and looked at Chris with his face frozen completely. He stopped in his tracks and looked at you dead in the eyes.
“That’s an understatement” You released a small giggle. You unwrapped yourself from the blankets and made your way to Chris who was still at the front door taking off his boots and layers upon layers of jackets. 
“C’mere-” signaling your hands to bring him closer to you, he took off his last jacket and came towards you, arms open, you embrace him in a hug.
"-lemme warm you up" rubbing his back attempting to warm him up, he sighs and his head rests on your left shoulder, hands wrapped around your waist. 
"Wanna know what will get me even warmer?" lifting his head up from your shoulder and looking down at you, 
"Hot cocoa." He smiles wide knowing what your reaction will be. Chris LOVED your hot cocoa. your first winter together consisted of you making hot cocoa 24/7 and Chris drinking it with ease, he almost always looked like a little kid who was given candy for the first time when he was drinking it. 
You groan and remove yourself from him making your way to the kitchen to prep for the hot chocolate. 
"Thank you y/n" you grumble in response.
"I love you y/n" As he made his way to the living room.
"yea yea yea..."
(T I M E  S K I P)
After you finished making the hot chocolate, Chris drank it fast and then headed upstairs to get ready for bed since it was late when he arrived home. Looking out the patio window you noticed just how much snow actually fell down, it made you want to go and make snow angels and snowmen. But knowing Chris he would probably say no and lecture you about how risky it is for your health. You decided to go outside into the backyard anyway. 
You put on some sweats on top of the shorts you were wearing and 2 of Chris's big jackets. You sneakily headed out the patio door and bolted straight for the snow. All the laughing and giggling alerted Chris and he made his way downstairs in his pajama's noticing the patio door open, he walked towards it and stood there watching you play in the snow, arms crossed. 
"Having fun?" You stopped and got up from the ground, standing in shock, looking at Chris stand in the patio doorway leaned against the frame with his arms crossed thinking that he was going to tell you to come inside. 
"I know you said I shouldn't go out unless I need to but-" Chris shushed you.
"There is no but y/n" 
Chris walked towards some snow and made a snowball, while you were still standing there idling looking down at the ground. 
"should've invited me to play with you, now you must face my wrath" In the motion of looking up at him confused a snowball then hit you right in the forehead, surprising you.
"You're totally gonna regret that later," you said cockily.
You and Chris then proceeded to have a snowball fight. With every throw, and every miss came laughter from you and Chris.
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chrissypoox2 · 3 years
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✨~W E L C O M E~✨
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HIHI! welcome to my fluff page on skz (mainly chan tho) 
My page is currently under construction but a fluff should be up soon!
please don’t be scared to ask me anything or even request anything ╰(*°▽°*)╯
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