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Virmire’s End

Virmire, a heavenly planet that would claim his life. Here he sat, drenched in oncoming waters that soiled his armour with mud. What a thing to care about when he was possibly going to die. Shepard hadn’t come for him or reached over the com in confirmation of his death.

He signed up for this, he trained and tortured himself through his younger years just to end up here-drenched in dirty water. Fallen upon the bomb itself, the LT panted into his damaged helmet with visor to clog with mist of his scared breath. He didn’t want to go this way, not yet.

“Kaidan, pull yourself together!” He begged his internal conscious, squinting shut the tired eyes to shield himself from the self doubt. Liquid splashed against the broken visor, wetting his face. Hands quickly swiped away excess water and watched the Normandy begin it’s ascent into the atmosphere.

A voice crackled over the com within his helmet, clear enough to hear though he had to strain the aching ears. “Kaidan, I’m sorry.” She confessed with a hitch in her voice, a guilt present. He knew this is how it would end, it couldn’t go any other way. Shepard wouldn’t let romantic feelings get into her influence. He had to die here; not Ashley.

The LT sucked in, pressing a hand to his helmet to induce the reply. “I understand. Be safe.” Kaidan whispered, watching his team escape. A smile lifted along his lips, happy to see them rescued and he would die with a heroic sacrifice.

He felt the bomb begin to expand as it flew apart with fire to burn his armour and send him into the air. He wasn’t dead, his armour had enough to withstand the bomb enough to destroy the material and leave him burned.

Everything was in slow motion, his body scorching with flames and missing his armour. Skin black like charcoal, with blood breaking the skin. Kaidan watched as his body fell into the waters, sinking slowly. Hands couldn’t fight the current that pulled him and the rubble of Virmire down with. He gasped as air fled and replaced with water submerging into the depths of his lungs.

Hands clutched to the burning throat, a stream of blood swaying in the shaky waters from his mouth and wounds. Colouring ocean with his body paint. He mouthed an apology to his parents and Shepard, to have not give them a better chance or fought harder. Instead, he was sinking to the bottom of the planets core and would simply whisk away into nothing.

Eventually the choking gurgling sounds stopped and eyes hooded. His body floated along down, slowly making it’s way through rubble until it faded into darkness.

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AU-Kaidan’s end on Earth

His voice was quiet, barely audible as rasp tainted the once smooth tone. Blood caught thick in his throat, coughing at dirty surface in hopes to clear the blockage. Air crisp and burning. Suffering through this need to say goodbye in their final moments on Earth as Reapers rained terror.

Kaidan sobbed, a laugh cracking through-sad and tormented. This was unfair. They had fought so hard and now, after everything, London was falling to their enemy. Shepard no where to be seen. He’d fallen behind and crawled up against a wall, staining the soiled stone with deep crimson pooling from the fatal wound he had received.

“Shepard,” He started, barely getting their name out. Feeling it stain his lips bitter, how selfish he was taking them for granted all these years. To have been so cruel to the one he loved on Virmire. Accusing so rude when they reunited once again.

Sucking in through bloody teeth, Kaidan wanted to continue his parting recording. In hopes someone would get it after this battle, if anyone could.

“I’m sorry, for this, for everything. I, I didn’t realise our time would be so short. I would have, uh, I would have done more.” There were pauses in between every word, some short coughs, and obvious chokes on drying blood. “I should have been there, damnit.” Kaidan sobbed now, a hand colliding with the damaged helmet and dragging down the protective gear.

Swinging his head to the side with a disgust in himself. “You deserved better, but I uh, I want this to end better. I’m terrible at these things. Heh.” Kaidan took a moment, hands now feeling weightless as blood trickled further from down his chin. “I love you, Shepard. Through everything. I was, a uh, I was a lucky man.”

Then silence, everything was suddenly eerily quiet. Darkness took over, but he got his word in. Thankfully.

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||Lame doodle of Hersi and Kaidan.

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Follow my Kaidan roleplay blog! Feel free to write with him!

https://majorkaidanalenkocandance.tumblr.com/

Hmu! I would love to roleplay with you guys! :D

#Kaidan alenko #tumblr blog #roleplay #writing #add #mass effect #love him #i want to write with him

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You did this piece for my Emily Mae and her Kaidan. I was also Nikita; you made a Drell OC for for her! I always loved your art and was super happy to have discovered you on Tumblr through another user!

Ah! Hi, again! I'm glad you're still around; we haven't spoken since Facebook roleplay! I am also really happy you're still doing art of all forms!

Aww thank you. I am not doing a lot of art lately, since I am rarely at my pc. But I want to and hope my little daughter will allow it someday again ^_^. Please give me a little hint, who you were in Facebook. I am curious :)

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Describe your DnD party in the shittiest way possible-GO!

Five idiots with little to no intelligence who can’t talk to people if their god damn lives depended on it

#Thisisgreat #D&D #Clovis #Val #intelligent #great #reblog #followthem #shit #mee #lmao

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Thinking?

I might make a Kaidan dedicated blog bc I’ve a super high muse to write him lately???

#Kaidan Alenko #Mass Effect #virmire #writing #rpg #roleplay #blog #should I #help

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Me: I love the Dragon Age games. Everyone looks great and the story is perfect

Also me: Mods the absolute shit out of it every time

#Dragon age #origins #Inquisition #mods #games #fuck #sogreat #me

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daily reminder that bo burnham is a good person

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Dear teen girls,

Stop abusing your boyfriends and yes what you are doing is abuse.

Stop:

Yelling at him in front of his friends 

Hitting or slapping him when he does or says something you don’t like

Telling him he doesn’t have a choice when it comes to decisions that involve both of you 

Telling him he can’t hang out with friends because you don’t like him

Telling him to not talk to other girls even if they are his friend

Forcing him to spend every moment with you 

Belittling him and pointing out all his flaws

Calling him stupid or making fun of him for making a mistake

Threatening to break up with him if he doesn’t do what you want

Being emotionally manipulative and crying until he does what you want

Accusing him of cheating every time he’s not with you

Blow up is phone if he doesn’t text you every five minutes 

Telling him you are the must thing that has ever happened to him and no one else will love

Physically attacking him when ever you are mad

Forcing him to have sex despite that fact that he said he didn’t want to

Invading his privacy by going through his phone

Getting mad at him for changing his password and demanding he tell you what it is

If a guy did any of these things to a girl it would be considered abuse but since its the other way around its considered normal. Throughout High school I saw many girl treating their boyfriends like shit. Sometime even physically abusing them in the hallways and no one trying to stop it because its a girl attacking a boy. 

Boys: If your girlfriend does anything on this list leave her. It is abuse and you deserve better.

Girls: if you find your self doing anything on this list to your boyfriend you need to knock it off because you are being abusive. 

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Skin tone swatches, for use as a resource. 

Spudfuzz on Deviantart made the original resource, which I modified to be a bit more realistic. She gave me permission to post this.

☛These swatches, like all art resources, should be used as a “jumping off point!” All colours are relative, and change with lighting conditions. As they are now, these swatches work best for adoptables, character lineups, and other art where local colour is important. ☚

[DA]

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🎭 Masquerade Ball Starters 🎭

“Did you really think hiding your cheek bones was going to fool anyone?” “Do I…know you?” “Have we met before?” “Are you sure I don’t know you?” “Your eyes are absolutely captivating.” “I don’t think we’ve met yet.” “May I have this dance?” “You look positively enchanting this evening.” “I’d know those dazzling eyes anywhere.” “These skirts make it so hard to move.” “Some of these costumes are so extravagant. They must have cost a fortune.” “You look quite ravishing in that dress.” “You look quite handsome in that suit.” “Can I see your face?” “I don’t think you want to see my face.” “My God, you could fit an entire circus under her pannier. How’d she even fit through the door?” “Champagne?” “My feet are killing me.” “I never thought I’d see you in something so fancy.” “I feel like I’m rubbing elbows with the queen right now.” “Care to sneak away with me? I doubt we will be missed.” “Can you guess who I am under here?” “I’d compliment your beauty, but I can’t see it under there. You’ll have to accept my compliments to your mask instead, it’s quite lovely.” “I can’t hear you through that mask. Did you really have to choose one that covers your mouth?” “Do you know who I am?” “Do you know who she is?” “Do you know who he is?” “You’re very light on your feet.” “Ow! It’s like you have two left feet.” “I’m a terrible dancer.” “Who cares if you’re a good dancer? Have fun! No one will know it’s you anyway!” “No one’s asked me to dance all night…” “I feel like I’m in a dream!” “Can we please go home? This is torture.” “How did I ever let you talk me into coming here?” “I prefer watching from the sidelines to participating.” “You’ve spent the entire evening at the snack table.” “Can I cut in?” “I have to go.” “I’m not supposed to be here. If they catch me I’m in trouble!” “Please. What is your name? I want to see you again.”

#askme #askbox #pls #cullen rutherford #dragon age #Inquisition

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“Life is grand. You know that. The more experienced a person is, the deeper they go into life, the less black and white it is. And that incredibly interesting shade of grey gets to be played. But within that shade, there are infinite varieties, right? So I think that’s just her. The black is the bad guy, white is the good guy. But we all know the true parameters of life lie in between those two. And Flemeth is the absolute exploration thereof.” - Kate Mulgrew, in “A Shade of Flemeth”

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Jfc, thank. I do not know you, but I already hold a deep love for you.

Lmao you know what’s gross.

Skin color mods and sexuality mods.

As much as I talk about wanting to romance Cassandra as a woman, I know that’s not Cassandra’s sexuality. But of course there are people modding her to be bisexual when she’s not.

AND DON’T GET ME STARTED ON DORIAN LOL.

AND DON’T GET ME STARTED ON THE SKIN COLOR MODS FOR SOLAS, SERA, AND CASSANDRA.

Like if you wouldn’t do it to a non-white character, why does that make it okay to do it to a white/light-skinned character.

If you wouldn’t do it to a gay character, why does that make it okay to do it to a straight character- although again Dorian’s a big target for the bisexual mod lmao.

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Inner me is like "I can fucking do anything, let's do it fam" and Actual me is like "You can't even cook toast right sometimes" That's how my decisions are made.

#decisions #fam #cant #willnot #toast #toasterscaresme #help #memebro #pls #fuck #FUCKINCAPITALS

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GO ON ANON AND ASK ME ANYTHING YOU WANT

#cullen #cullen rutherford #askaway #dragonage #pls

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I want to sit on Deacons face and have him spit lies into my vagina pls

~Me everytime I play Fallout 4

#Deacon #Fallout 4 #vagina #pls #Illtakeaseat #justlie #endless #Imterrible #andiknowit