deadeyedfae

[deadeyedfae]

Oh Romi 💜 you are doing fantastic! Im happy to have you as one of my close friends 😊

As Shinji once said: "I am me, I want to be myself, I want to continue existing in this world. My life is worth living here"

#transgender #queer artist #transfem #artists of tumblr #small artist #furry #lgbtqia artist #lgbtq

[deadeyedfae]

So kinda realised this week that ive been blaming an abstract version of who i was when i was younger for a lot of things, and i don't think that's healthy, as much as i hated being him, i don't think i ever really hated him. So here is to facing my past and alot of therapy to come 💜

This might actually be the first time i drew myself as i actually was, no artistic liberty here, just my Bunnysona when he was a teen. I used to love that outfit, might have to make an updated fem version for myself ^^

Oh and concider this my official trans girl comforting her youngerself post, every artist does it eventually! ☺️

#transgender #queer artist #lgbtq #transfem #artists of tumblr #small artist #furry #lgbtqia artist #furry oc

[deadeyedfae]

Well done everyone 💜

A quick thank you. There's more to come, btw! Just wanted this small update out to let you know that things are slowly changing course 💕 Expect a bigger comic in a few weeks alongside a teaser of sorts for a collab thing happening bts

#lgbt #transgender #digital art #art #trans #queer #artists on tumblr #comic #trans woman #lgbtq

[deadeyedfae]

For the 3rd time, hopfully the last time 💜

#cw systematic transphobia #cw: transphobia #cw dysphoria #cw needles #diy hrt #transgender #queer artist #lgbtq #transfem #artists of tumblr #small artist #furry #lgbtqia artist #furry oc

[deadeyedfae]

I see you Taylor, and you are beautiful 💜 thank you for your kind words and sorry for causing you to cry! If it makes you feel better that's been my emotional state for a good while, the smallest thing like a heartfelt song has me bawling right now 😅 its not sad though, bittersweet maybe but mostly happy ^^ you did great getting this all out!

Okay so Saturday uploads, today its one short comic later today and this: Juniper and Valerie... The characters my lovely followers named!

Juniper and Valerie are a stand in for things i don't feel like i can express myself, they are both me and neither are me, they are all my friends and my romantic interests, my fears and my desires. They are whatever i need them to be for now...but maybe one day they will get thier own full stories, who knows?

[deadeyedfae]

hihi! is it just me or did your most recent post upload twice??

No idea how that happened! Thanks Anon 💜

[deadeyedfae]

Okay so Saturday uploads, today its one short comic later today and this: Juniper and Valerie... The characters my lovely followers named!

Juniper and Valerie are a stand in for things i don't feel like i can express myself, they are both me and neither are me, they are all my friends and my romantic interests, my fears and my desires. They are whatever i need them to be for now...but maybe one day they will get thier own full stories, who knows?

#plurality #plural #plural stuff #plural art #transgender #queer artist #lgbtq #transfem #artists of tumblr #small artist #furry #lgbtqia artist #furry oc

[deadeyedfae]

random ass question are you a sleeper agent (literately have no idea why I want to ask this)

PENGUIN!

[deadeyedfae]

I love the ideas here, especially the little bunny being my inner child, thats a sweet though! Shes definitely led me on an incredible journey 💜

Thanks Cat, thanks Taylor 💜

@deadeyedfae with... um... @deadeyedfae?

We've been trying to keep all the artists we draw pixel art of to the same scale. Unfortunately that means not being able to do the "X" eyes (x﹏x)

Fun fact: we were having a hard time getting the folds of the skirt right, and we don't own a skirt, so we wrapped a throw blanket around ourself to use as reference. It worked surprisingly well.

[deadeyedfae]

This is absolutely outstandingly amazingly done and its already my phone background, thank you so much 💜💜💜 and what a fun fun fact that was 😊

Fun fact of my own, the little square bunny is a representation of my inmer thoughts, i don't think i ever shared that before ^^

@deadeyedfae with... um... @deadeyedfae?

We've been trying to keep all the artists we draw pixel art of to the same scale. Unfortunately that means not being able to do the "X" eyes (x﹏x)

Fun fact: we were having a hard time getting the folds of the skirt right, and we don't own a skirt, so we wrapped a throw blanket around ourself to use as reference. It worked surprisingly well.

#dead eyed fae fan art #trans #transgender #lgbtq #art #digital art #pixel art #furry #not my art #wow thank you so much i love it ^^ #My friends are amaizng arent they?

[deadeyedfae]

"Allies" Looks like my two friends are too good to be corrupted by (real) cute words <3 A simpler comic before the Axolotl HRT - Chapter 2 ! Enjoy !

[deadeyedfae]

Seriously.

[deadeyedfae]

Seriously.

[deadeyedfae]

So do you wanna go for walkies in the park?

So when would you have to go to a vet instead of a doctor?

I don't wanna go to the vet 😖

[deadeyedfae]

Let's gooo! Ivo was bound to show up in one of these eventually, especially after @rominaflauers HRT comic!

I've been reading @ayviedoesthings's Dragon HRT comics and was inspired to do my own!

[deadeyedfae]

Hi, do you have any resources you'd like to shoutout for plurality for new(?) systems and in general?

Hey! If you are just discovering that you might be part of a system i would definitely go check out @welldrawnfish and @transpanda-1! They all have some really insightful media and posts about being Plural! As for like resources i'm going to be asking for research from my publisher into this as i want to make some more positive representation for you all in the Plural community ^^ once its done I'll make sure to post links to whatever i personally use!

Good luck on your journey, i hope you find some help in Fish and Pandas work 💜

#plurality #Plural #I wish i could be more helpful

[deadeyedfae]

Hell yeah! Happy to be apart of it 💜

I haven't seen most of my family in quite some time. I think they prefer it this way.

They have never been ones to mince words or care what others think of them. They embrace their hatred. They see it as a way to view themselves above people like me. The last time I saw them it was like I wasn't even there. Just met with looks of disgust and occasional loud comments of "I identify as ___". I wasn't a person to them, just an object of their ire.

They are jerks. And yet, a part of me wishes I could somehow change their opinions a little bit. Cool their burning hatred to a more tepid strong dislike.

Your family is what you make it. Not the relatives you are born with, but instead the connections you make and lives you touch. I would be lying if I said this didn't hurt though. I wish things could be different.