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[dearestmaryann]

I’m looking for the best Ranma/Akane fics please.

#ranma x akane #ranma saotome #akane tendo #ranma 1/2

[dearestmaryann]

I need your best well-written fics about Hannibal and Will. I am very open but I don’t want any Alpha/Omega ‘s shit, mpreg, big porn and vampire wolf stuff please. Give me something like chaparral crown ‘ writes and emungere ‘s writes. There are my best until now.

#hannigram fic #hannibal #will graham #hannigram #hannibal lecter

[dearestmaryann]

I feel like I’m fading.

#hannibal #will graham #hannibal lecter #jack crawford #alana bloom #abigail hobbs

[dearestmaryann]

I think I have a deep understanding of Will and Hannibal's paths, thoughts and feelings, but something is tormenting me a bit and I'm having a bit of a hard time understanding... In season 3, episode 6 (Dolce), why the hell did Will want to stab Hannibal? He really seemed to want to forgive Hannibal and seemed happy to see him again... did he have any resentment left?

#hannibal #hannigram #will graham #hannibal lecter #hannibal season 3

[dearestmaryann]

Each detail in this tv show is full of meaning. Each eye contact, touch, word is full of presence. Every act of violence is a profound act of connection. This is who is Hannibal Lecter. Will Graham, is the link, the hand who can caress the horror, all of this violence. He can love all of this.

See me down, see me out

See those wings you gave me

Watch me fly across the sea

Count the ways you made me

Walked in circles, walked the line

Tripped through tangled heart strings

Made an enemy of time

Made a mess of all things..

All things

I have thought and think about

What and how to tell you

I have lived it seems without

Learning how to be true

But I meant every word I said

From deranged to divine

And I would do it all again

As if for the first time..

The first time

Do you,Carina Round.

#hannibal #will graham #hannigram #hannibal lecter

[dearestmaryann]

Dear beauties, I need you to feed me with your best Hannibal fics. It must have the poetry that’s make Hannibal unique. I need to read breathless fics with the insight darkness.

#hannibal #will graham #hannigram #hannibal fic #hannigram fic

[dearestmaryann]

They make me crazy. I am craving for Nick’s look on his Carly.

If you have some good fics about these two, give me love.

#Nick and Carly #nick jones #carly jones #house of wax

[dearestmaryann]

FROM REDDIT :

Is it really an issue with Sessh ended up with Rin?

You have to put into perspective that era, difference in culture, Rin growing into an adult, and the fact Sess was never trying to be her father, and remember he's a demon. He lives for hundreds if not thousands of years, so naturally if he were to wed a human, the age difference would exist regardless. He had an affinity toward her but didn't fully understand why. He "loved" her, I believe, in a way he didn't understand or even put much thought into. He just went through the motions of protecting her. When she grows into a child-bearing adult, he realizes those feelings and puts a name to them. They grow to know each other again, and fall in love. She saw him as a mentor and leader to her, of whom she grows to love more deeply as time presses on.

Can we not remove our modern day look on the situation and see it for what it is? Actually kinda beautiful?

Also remember if that era (throughout real history honestly) you're seen as an adult when you go through puberty. I dont think Sess is thinking "yeah gonna boink this lil cutie asap" (gross...cringe) like come on guys. It's 100% not the case, and I feel like we all know that!

Opinions?

Edit ; sorry typos. Typing with my glasses off. Oof.

#sesshomaru #rin inuyasha #inuyasha #sessrin #yashahime

[dearestmaryann]

all the love and fame steve harrington's character got over the years truly doesn't mean SHIT when you realize that good 60% of you don't even understand his character, nor did you ever.

you may have all started worshiping him when he turned to kids, became a "mom" and god knows what else, but each and every one of you ignored the reason why he even became that in the first place.

nancy wheeler.

and this isn't even a discussion about which pairing you should love or prefer, this is a discussion about steve harrington's character and in order for anyone to understand a single thing about him, you have to go back to his roots and that will ALWAYS be nancy wheeler.

steve didn't become who he is today and went through his big development because he broke up with this girl, he did it because he LOVED her.

"i know you promised nance to keep us safe. so keep us safe."

the whole reason why he even got stuck with the whole upside down chaos is because he willingly came back to jonathan's house to apologize and after facing the madness in that house, he still chose to stay and fight. why? because his care for nancy wheeler is stronger than him being a coward.

and when he tells nancy to go with jonathan in season 2, while he offers to stay with the kids, he does it for the exact same reason. love and care for her. he quite literally doesn't have any other reason.

steve's connection with kids only grows afterwards and that's where his independence shines, because he is able to make meaningful impact on the audience just by continuing his growth and linking that with other great characters like dustin and robin only makes him more lovable.

but what started it all? what made him who he is today?

it's just baffling, because the show quite literally spells it out for y'all dumbasses that it's nancy wheeler who was there at the beginning of his whole journey and it's quite natural she will never leave because this is fiction and when you're writing a goddamn story, it's quite natural for your characters to make a full circle, reflect back and realize what is actually the one thing that's been there for them the whole time.

it's called making a great conclusion for an already great character.

but then i have to see y'all burying media literacy five feet deep into the ground by saying steve's love for nancy is ooc and he would absolutely NEVER dream about having a family with her, while being a same dumbass who called him a mom for five years straight. when i say it's depressing for us i'm not even kidding.

not to mention the very obvious way the writers tried to communicate how it's nancy the one that matters the most in that dream, and not her pumping six kids out for him, yet y'all chose to be the most pathetic bunch of dumbasses i've seen in fandom spaces and call that sweet moment a breeding kink.

have fun trying to be taken seriously in real life i guess.

[dearestmaryann]

I saw your post about Steve and Stancy and I so agree. People who hate Stancy are screeching that it's OOC but it's not. Nancy is part of how Steve became who he is today. Besides that, I've even seen people say that it was character assassination for him to tell Nancy that he wants kids. And like, HOW? Why wouldn't he tell Nancy about this thing he desires? She's one who knows about his parents and how they're never there. And she's seen him with the kids.

i think the scene is taken way too literally by way too many people, either on purpose (because they want to push this fanon narrative against stancy because they can't handle them) or people just truly don't know how to consume media

the whole part about six kids is a very obvious wink to the fact that steve grew to be a babysitter of the main six kids (dustin, max, lucas, mike, will and el). the audience adores this thing about steve, they eat it up like crazy, so the duffers used that trait of his character to open up another conversation; the one where steve is actually impacted by the time he spent with these kids and he can see himself in future still doing the same thing; just with the kids of his own

again, the actual number of kids is a VERY obvious wink to the number of kids in the actual show that he is taking care of, so it's really not something an audience should latch onto when we open a conversation of him sharing this with nancy

why? because the duffer brothers themselves are aware that six kids is not really something that aligns with nancy's dreams and they're making it clear by making nancy herself call it "a total nightmare" (even though you could argue she was kinda deflecting in that part of conversation), but the main point is that brothers are not forgetting about her characterization while writing her relationship with steve, they're not forgetting about her own dreams, and they're not pushing her into steve's dreams of having six kids, because that wasn't even the main point of that whole scene

the six kids part is sort of genre-aware reference that steve makes about his own character, but the essence of that scene is steve describing life that contradicts the one nancy was trying to avoid her whole life. a cold, loveless marriage, where she would be stuck with a man who doesn't even care about her anymore after she gives birth to a kid or two, a reflection of her own father.

the life steve is describing is one filled with love, care and warmth. and i think this was very purposely emphasized by the use of song in a background, that's soothing and also by the tone of voice steve is using that's almost dreamlike when he's describing all the places he would go to visit with his kids. the scene is quite literally painted to awaken nice feelings, especially as they're heading into their doom and nancy is already stressed as she is, and guess what?

it works. nancy's expressions couldn't say it any better, but she gives the audience a verbal confirmation as well, saying it sounds nice. steve's speech calmed her down, made her dream for a second, while also making her realize some new things about her ex.

that time when jonathan told her in season 1 how she's gonna end up just like her parents if she continues her relationship with steve?

well steve just crushed those doubts in her mind and he crushed them good! because if a camera is focusing on nancy looking longingly at steve after his speech is over, it doesn't do it for nothing, especially in a show that has so many things to cover.

now one last thing i'd like to mention.

the scene in the woods in the upside down......is truly masterful the way it builds up and i know i shouldn't care but idiots slandering it on twitter truly makes me hurt.

the way it starts with the two of them sort of joking around and then blends into steve acknowledging his mistakes while thanking nancy for opening his eyes is beautiful! it's a big moment for his character and their relationship, because the narrative itself recognizes that these two characters are always going to be linked and it poses a question of what would happen between them if things were different for them from the start?

steve's whole character is about growth, redemption, second chances and finding right people. it's not what his character was supposed to be, but it's what his character grew to be.

he's a great romantic at heart and he had a long way of learning how to be actually emotionally vulnerable with people and so when he takes this great leap with nancy (right before heading into their death) it's huge and it's beautiful!

and remember what i talked about in the beginning? about six kids just being a silly reference to his character?

well that's nothing short of clear, when he tells nancy it's her who's the one that matters the most in that dream.

even the kids wouldn't matter to him that much if it's not with her and that should tell the audience that his desire is not to settle her down and make her birth six kids for him.......it's simply just to be with her. come what may.

and for people complaining he is telling her this while she's still technically in a relationship......(i mentioned them heading into their death and him feeling the need to share his true feelings now or never)......but also.....sometimes you have to recognize what is the narrative trying to tell you. something is happening between steve and nancy and steve ending up confessing his feelings really shouldn't surprise people because that's how romantic stories work? they were interrupted before nancy could answer, which should tell people that writers are still obviously aware that nancy is in a relationship, but the narrative needed steve to share his feelings, so they could continue and wrap up their story in the next season.

again, media literacy. but i guess i'm asking way too much, considering people chose to be in their peak dumb era when it comes to these two.....

this got long but at least i said everything i wanted to, hopefully someone reads it lmfao

[dearestmaryann]

Man I'm going to block all the news about Strangers Things because it's starting to emotionally disturb me all these assumptions about the deaths of the characters. I'm going to end up taking a year break before seeing the final of season 4 I mean wtf stop with this darkness im gonna die I want to go back on S1 with my babies playing all day long on DnD and my love Steve being a douch and this 80s techno stylish music and just stay here forever

#strangers things #strangers things season 4 #steve harrington #dustin henderson #lucas stranger things #max mayfield #eddie munson #nancy wheeler #mike wheeler #hopper stranger things

[dearestmaryann]

Do you think Duffer Brothers are gonna keep going with the Stancy thing in season 5 only if fans react well? I'm trying to think of the reason why they're bringing them back this season, because I don't think either Steve or Nancy are dying, and I'm kinda puzzled. If they're not setting them up for endgame then why are they so heavily teasing with Stancy this season?

my questions exactly, bc we know that j4ncy was way popular than stancy (i'm saying "was" bc stancy is getting big now, dont believe what people on tumblr are saying, stancy shippers are growing day by day), so stancy is not a fanservice at all so we cant use that, so they're doing it bc it was meant to be this way? Its the only explanation to me, bc i already explained that if they wanted to kill steve it would be way more meaningful if he died for dustin, since the general audience loves them sm, they didnt had to bring stancy back to make steve's death meaningful.... robin was supposed to be steve's girlfriend but they changed it at the last second, what if they did that bc they wanted to bring stancy back on s5? i was thinking about it these days.......

[dearestmaryann]

I would like to make another point regarding the relationship between Steve and Nancy. Be careful, I tell you, I am ignoring that Strangers Things is a television show. The actors who play the characters are people in their own who have nothing to do with their character. Personally, when I embark on a film or a tv show, I don't focused at all about the scriptwriters or the actors or anything around it. I'm in the story, completely.

I see a lot of people hoping that Steve finds a better person, someone who deserves his love for season 4. The thing is: it's clearly but clearly not up to you to decide what's good or not for Steve Harrington. And it's not for you to judge Nancy Wheeler's actions or feelings. What are you hoping for? A virtuous person kind and also caring for Steve? A healthy relationship? But what is your problem? Leave him alone! You’re not supporting him by saying that for him. You're there: no no totally disagree with all this Stancy’s shit stop that it's not ok Steve deserves better go fuck Nancy! Ok but shut up please ? He cant do anything, he is in love with Nancy. And Nancy is not a bad or toxic person. If you really watched ST, you can see she’s the one of the courageous and strong character of the show. For me, she’s the perfect match with Steve.

Everyone says Steve deserves better because he's genuinely in love with Nancy and she doesn't seem to care. It's not that she doesn't care about Steve's feelings, but when she was in a relationship with him, Steve didn't pay attention to Nancy's feelings. I'm talking more specifically about season 2. Steve keeps telling her: pretend everything is normal, the party is great! NO!! Nancy is in mourning, she is traumatized by the death of her best friend Barb. I know Steve was trying to do the right thing to cheer her up, but what he was offering her wasn't what she needed. And for sure Steve has a dominant role in his trauma about Barb's death for her…What I'm trying to do here is show Nancy’s side because everyone says Steve doesn't deserve Nancy. They deserve each other, they just mismanaged their emotions as young adults in love for the first time (in case you forgot they were still young). Beginning in Season 2, Steve has evolved intensely as a human being. He deals with his own feelings, he also seeks himself, he seeks to do things well. But he denied the grief of Nancy, he just worried about that she was not in love with him. And for that, even if I love him very much, this is kind of selfish and childish for me and it’s normal because he’s still a young boy. Nancy, for her part, began to feel confused, lost. She tried to do the right thing for making justice, how to do things well too, but with Jonathan, with whom she felt more comfortable because he allowed her better. I think Steve and Nancy are satisfying to rediscover each other in a new light together. Nancy is moving away from Jonathan and Jonathan will probably move on elsewhere.

#stranger things #strangers things season 4 #nancy wheeler #steve harrington #steve and nancy #stancy #steve x nancy #st4 #tv show

[dearestmaryann]

Sorry im french.

Ok guys wtf is your problem with Steve and Nancy ? Your hate about this ship is kind of frustrating jeez. Your point is that Nancy is the one who dumped Steve with no feelings and no regrets. May I remind you that in this period of time, she doesnt feel great ? She’s been very traumatized with the loss of her best friend. In a way, being with Steve in that time was not good for her because Steve reminds her Barb and the way she thinks she abandoned her. And an important thing you seem forget : Nancy knew Steve being an asshole. She dumped him because she wasnt in love with him anymore and didnt dump him carefully. In the ep 7 of Season 4, when he told her that she was trying to shoot him and she answered that he kind of deserved it, thats exactly that. She knew him being a bully and doing shitty things ! And in that time she was trying to find herself, dealing with the death of her best friend. She felt guilty and traumatized about Barb and Steve was attach to her death for her. In a way, she felt more comfortable with Jonathan and developed feelings for him, which is normal. Ofc I can understand that seems shitty for Steve, because he became an amazing man who cares very much about people he loves. He has evolved so damn much. And Nancy too. Stop with that fucking shit that Steve deserves better blablabla mannn. Nancy Wheeler is not toxic !! You guys see toxicity everywhere !! Tfffff !!!Why we cant just accept that these two deserve an another chance ? Why you being so mean about this ? Second chance guys, second chance ! They ‘re being veryyyy soft and caring for each other in that season. Honestly, they changed so much in a beautiful way that is like I was not looking the same characters. Im standing for an healthy and beautiful relationship between Steve Harrington and Nancy Wheeler ! Go fuck yourself if you complaining about them. Bye.

#stranger things #strangers things season 4 #steve and nancy #stancy #steve harrington #nancy wheeler #steve x nancy

[dearestmaryann]

What’s your best Crygi and Biadore fanfics ? Im rewatching Rupaul Drag Race season 6 (my fucking fav season, fucking good in allll ways, best Queens of this tv show, Adore and Bianca giving me desire they’re so magnetic for each other and I want slow burn from them for sure) and season 12 (im freaking wet for Gigi Goode and Crystal Methyd interactions I want more)

#rupaul's drag race #rpdr12 #rpdr s6 #rpdr fanfiction #biadore #crygi #adore delano #bianca del rio #crystal methyd #gigi goode #fanfic #fanfiction #rupaulshow #drag race #drag queen

[dearestmaryann]

Give me more Vijinx fics guys honestly I dont understand why this ship is so underrated,there is soooo much to create about them. Their dynamic and the obsessive tension between them was one of the first things that made me fall in love with Arcane and made me hungry. I mean, it's definitely going to be Batman/Joker ship in season 2. Even alternate universe fics could be fucking good. Come on guys!!!

#vi x jinx #vi arcane #jinx arcane #vijinx #vi and jinx #arcane #league of legends #this shit is great and you cant even know #vijinx fics

[dearestmaryann]

She lives in daydreams with me

She's the first one that I see

And I don't know why

I don't know who she is

She - Harry Stiles

#arcane vi #arcane jinx #arcane #league of legends #vijinx #jinx arcane #vi arcane #vi x jinx