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I've been feeling stomach sick pretty consistently every day for the past few weeks (including today. yay.) and each time I avoided a food it happened again, but I think I finally figured it out.

Last time I bought coffee they didn't have my usual brand so I bought one I never heard of 😭 I only get sick after my morning coffee and breakfast so... I'm starting to think it's the damn coffee. :')

#personal #text #my tummy hurts and I'm being so brave about it

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Elidibus is probably one of my favorite characters of all time 🥺

#ffxiv #elidibus #waaaa this is so cool #not my art

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Some favorites from the last few years for lesbian visibility day 🧡🤍💗

#ldov #lesbian day of visibility #lesbian visibility week #wlw art

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🐰 - you've got such chill vibes and i love seeing you enthusiastic with all of the stardew shenanigans lately!!! especially with alex ehehe :D

Awww thank you!! 🥺 I feel like some bad experiences I had last year in both real life and fandom made it harder to enjoy some things I otherwise liked, so for a good while there I was really struggling to find a good outlet to give me some much needed serotonin

Getting into stardew has been really nice!! I love cozy games like the sims but it's been running so badly on my PC lately, stardew has been a nice alternative to that. And it helps that it has such great characters!! I wanna draw some npc/npc pairings from it too but I've also just kinda, fallen back in love with my OC and it's been really nice exploring him again! Mallory was a character I made for fallout 3 fandom like, almost 15 years ago now? :') But he fits in SO well into the world of stardew... I wasn't anticipating getting so invested in Alex or any romance really but his storyline resonated with me a lot!

It makes me happy to hear that my joy with those characters is rubbing off on people! I do sometimes get rude comments about him but mostly the feedback I've gotten has been people saying they have opened their eyes to Alex and want to try romancing him in the game too 😭 which is really heartwarming!!!

#replies #ask meme answers

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Skeb style commission for @ lunsiuns on twitter! Our favorite mad scientist couple 🥰 I don't think I've ever properly drawn Lahabrea before so that was long overdue! And I'm always happy to draw Athena 😊🦋 Thank you for commissioning me!

#endwalker pandaemonium #pandaemonium spoilers #kind of? just appearances #athena ffxiv #hephaistos ffxiv #lahabrea #ffxiv #ff14 #final fantasy xiv #final fantasy 14 #commission work #m/f ship #lahathena

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#ffxiv #zenos yae galvus #not my art

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🐰 - If anything, it's my own anxiety that gets in the way, but you're wonderful to work with and you're very sweet!!

Awww thank you! 🥺 I feel the same about you! And I definitely get that! I get so anxious too sometimes.

I will let you in on a little secret though... a lot of my friends were people who commissioned me and then we just kept DMing afterward! 😄 Or otherwise I saw them in my notifications having the same hyperfixation as me and I reached out to talk about it or share something related to it ahaha. So generally I'm always up to talking about this or that!!

#replies #ask meme answers

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i am grabbing you by the shoulders. you must stop thinking of other people as "the cool kids" and "popular bloggers." you must destroy the divide between You and Them. we are all just idiots playing with dolls.

yes, to Get Interaction in the OC Interaction Fandom you have to interact with other people. you have to send them asks and reblog their posts with commentary and dm people and put yourself out there. if you want more interaction you have GOT to be the one to take the first step; you cannot rely on other people to do it for you.

"but my mental illness makes it hard for me to put myself out there!" me too!!! i get it!!! that's why i don't post on this blog and i barely speak in my own server!!! but that's the social part of social media; there is performance in every interaction. yes, it gets tiring. but it's always a good idea to take breaks!! you don't HAVE to post jack shit.

i don't have a good way to end this post i'm just. yelling into the void, like everybody else. i love you. please don't feel like you're lesser because of a note count.

#you'll find the real truth is that we are all just socially awkward nerds getting super excited about this or that #just imagine you're a kid and you see someone with your favorite game/show on a tv shirt and you strike up a conversation #it's scarier to do as an adult but that's what this is :D

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🐰- you get a promotion from hamster for cool points :3

Is it a promotion to be more intimidating? 😂 But if it's for being cool then.. well I must accept this responsibility 💪😩

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🦊 Bc u r a sweetheart n joy to work with, but I'm scared of everyone

Noooo 😭 I know that feeling though.. I feel like when I'm talking to people for comms I'm (usually) pretty calm about it but put me in a social situation and the anxiety leaps out 🧍‍♂️ so I relate

#replies #ask meme answers

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How Intimidating Am I?

Send 🐹 for “You? Intimidating? Hell no.”

Send 🐰 for barely intimidating

Send 🐭 for slightly intimidating

Send 🐱 for moderately intimidating

Send 🦊 for fairly intimidating

Send 🐯 for very intimidating

Send 🐻 for “MOTHER OF GOD PLEASE DON’T EAT ME–”

#ask meme

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Warm up sketch! I felt like I hadn't drawn him in ages but it's only been like 2 weeks lol

#aymeric de borel #ffxiv #ff14 #final fantasy xiv #final fantasy 14

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#ohhhh yeah :') #I actually still have an injury on my left knee that my parents just #didn't get me treatment for lol

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Sketches 🕊️ °˖➴

#not my art #aaaaaa so pretty

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got bored, made mutual bingo

you can use it ask an ask game or just do it for your moots whenever honestly ^^

(if anyone plans to use this, please credit :D!!)

#ask meme #mutual bingo

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Sometimes it really is just like the movies 💕

#hhhh they're making me melt #I love them so damn much #self reblog #sdv alex #alex mullner #sdv alex x farmer #stardew valley #sdv #sdv fanart #stardew valley fanart #my ocs #oc: mallory #comic

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Aymeric the BLU

#ffxiv #aymeric de borel #ohhhhhhh this is a look for him #it suits him