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I'm genuinely tweaking rn, look at this

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But Daddy I Love Him, I Can Fix Him (No Really I Can), Guilty As Sin?, Who's Afraid Of Little Old Me? My Boy Only Breaks His Favorite Toys, Down Bad, I Can Do It With A Broken Heart 😭

swiftienatural, how are we feeling?

#swiftienatural #destiel #tortured desties department #supernatural #castiel #dean winchester #spn

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Ben Edlund posting about Destiel and still obsessing over Cas in the year 2024... truly one of us 🥺😭

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absolutely losing my fucking mind over this

pinterest blesses me with unhinged realizations every day

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the aesthetics of supernatural make me want to scream. it starts with dark foggy nights, lonely roads, morning dew on a windshield, black coffee with a vintage book, moving shadows and goosebumps and slowly fades into dark parallels. angel wings and demon eyes, a beautiful blade dripping with blood, burgers and fries paired with liquor and tears, classic rock playing over last breaths. its indescribable.

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T-T

Not to make everything about Destiel but If in the first DeanCas reunion scene Dean doesn't grab Castiel by the lapels of his trenchcoat and say: "I love you too, you stupid son of a bitch" then what's even the point of the revival

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when you realize cas never got a chance to see dean mourn him. to see what his death did to dean. how it broke him completely. SHATTERED. he never saw dean's utter despair. anger. complete hopelessness. he only ever saw dean's joy when he came back. and so cas figured that his death simply didn't affect dean all that much. that dean could be happy with Cas gone. that Dean could go on. Move on. cas never understood that this joy, this hope, this smile on dean's face after he came back was ONLY BECAUSE HE CAME BACK. CAME BACK TO DEAN.

Cas was the REASON.

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I want this to be first thing people see on my dash. I think they would understand me more.

things I wouldn't believe happened if I hadn't seen them with my own two eyes:

cain implying cas is dean's collette

dean breaking cas out of naomi's mind control

cas' entire confession

dean's s13 widower arc

"I left, but you didn't stop me."

"he was your boyfriend first."

"the stench of that impala is all over your overcoat" or whatever he said

"don't make me lose you too."

dean turning aaron down not because he "doesn't swing that way" but because he's on a "federal investigation."

in fact, dean's entire reaction to aaron hitting on him

dean's disappointment when he found out aaron wasn't actually into him.

dean's siren being a dude and sam not questioning it despite still being under the impression that sirens infect people through sex

destiel divorce arc

dean completely giving up on life whenever cas dies

dean staying in purgatory for an entire year even though he could have left at anytime simply because he didn't want to leave without cas

dean seeing cas everywhere after purgatory just like how sam saw jess everywhere after she died

dean rewriting his memories of purgatory because he couldn't handle the fact that cas willingly chose to leave him and it was easier to believe that he failed cas instead

dean telling cas he's not going to let him die a virgin

"he's in love...with humanity."

cas putting donatello into a coma because he hurt dean

the handprint parallel (and that being jensen's idea)

"you have me confused with the other angel. you know, the one in the dirty trench coat who's in love with you?"

"sorry but i'd rather have you, cursed or not."

destiel dressed up as cowboys

"are you going to look at more anime or are strictly into dick now?"

"and how is it that you lost dean? I thought you two were joined at the, you know...everything."

the look on dean's face when he realized jack broke cas out of the empty (and the look bobby gave him in return)

"you're hoping castiel will return to you."

dean canonically being cas' human weakness

dean dropping to his knees and praying to cas while sobbing because he was scared of losing him

dean and crowley having orgies together

the mixtape

dean flirting with a guy through charlie

just the general way dean and cas look at each other and interact with each other like idk what else to say lmao

#destiel #deancas #supernatural #casdean #spn #dean winchester #castiel

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Can we please talk about how “Down Bad” is THE Destiel Ballad?

#destiel #supernatural #castiel #dean winchester #spn #taylor swift #Destiel and Taylor Swift #destiel ballad #ttpd #ts ttpd #the tortured poets department #down bad

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PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEEEEEEE

This would genuinely change my life

There should be a website for aspecs that's a bit like doesthedogdie.com where it warns if a movie has sex scenes, romantic subplots, or amatonormative tropes.

#asexual #aromantic #ace #aro #aspec

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My entry for the cover art contest hosted for @moonyinpisces's post-s2 fic how do we turn on the light?

Heavily inspired by chapter 13 and 15

#the most beautiful art I have ever seen #go #ineffable husbands

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Anyone else so starved for Supernatural or Destiel content that you are sitting hallucinating and imaging an AMV edit to Taylor Swift’s new album?

If I knew how to edit, it would alll be over.

#destiel #supernatural #castiel #dean winchester #spn #ttpd #taylor swift #destiel amv #destiel edit #destiel starved #supernatural starved

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Them but its a "sudden rainstorm" scene in some 2000's rom-com AU

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DOWN BAD

I’m telling youuuu “Down Bad” needs an AMV

HFFJJFJFJDKDKFKFJD

i am going to have a FIELD DAY relating songs from ttpd to destiel u don’t understand

#destiel #ttpd #ts #taylor swift #spn #supernatural #dean winchester #castiel

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I NEED THEM GONE GONE GONE.

Banishment to Exile aka the land where even the bird got X-ed out.

(Reblogging again because this comment made me laugh)

I got a big issue guys. When you go to #asexual here on Tumblr, most of the post are cute and wholesome. Then you scroll a little in the recent posts and BAM. A. FUCKING. THIRST. TRAP. Get these bots and idiots using random buzzwords in the tags OUT OF #ASEXUAL. I'm here scrolling to NOT get all the NSFW and sexual shit, and yet here is some insensitive asshole using it for personal gain. Big problem Tumblr, fix it.

#asexual #ace #aspec #aroace #tumblr fix this #seriously #it’s not cute #get gone #exile

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The difference between losing the love of your life and losing a buddy

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chugging broken glass and lighter fluid would hurt less than looking at this