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going on hiatus

i’m going to try to love myself.

i’m going to try to take pride in things my body can do that daintier bodies may not be able to do, like lifting, running, defending myself, that kind of thing

i’m still going to fast tuesdays, thursdays, and saturdays and generally trying to eat lots of protein and not too much sugar/oil, but i’m not going to keep my queue filled anymore for the time being.

i want to be strong. i don’t want to keep wanting to kill myself. i’m going to try to choose recovery, and i’m going to start by leaving my queue empty.

i hope everyone suffering from ed’s (even if they don’t want to acknowledge it yet) someday finds the courage to do the same. no one deserves to go through this shit

thank you all for your support

even if i recover enough never to update this blog, my dm’s will always be open 🌹 

#tw ed #tw ed mention #eating disroders #theen #text #text post #not thinspo

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spring is too late for shit this extra i’m rb’ing this holiday-wear nine months early, bitches

Armani Privé Fall 2013

#theen #daintyangels #skiiinnnyyy #thiinspiro #thiinsperasion #not pro just using tags #photo thinspo #pink #pink clothes #pink fur #faux fur #pearl #satin #satin skirt #sparkle #statement coat #fur coat #faux fur coat #armani #fall 2013 #armani prive #runway #runway fashion #sophistication #sophisticated #pale pink

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statementwear

#theen #skeeny #anablrr #tobeskinny #skinnymini #not pro just using tags #photo thinspo #off-white clothes #off-white sweater #turtleneck sweater #turtleneck #statement cardigan #baggy cardigan #dream body #printed cardigan #primary colors #red #blue #yellow #casual outfit

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i find the placement and roundness of her chest tissue mildly unbelievable and very likely padded, but that’s okay

#all black outfit #theen #skeeny #thiinsperasion #theenspo #skiiinnnyyy #not pro just using tags #photo thinspo #black #black clothes #black miniskirt #black crop top #edgy #edgy aesthetic #colleredbones #zipper miniskirt #small waist #leegspo #dream body

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and now we return to some standard-issue thinspo

God

#theen #skeeny #skiiinnnyyy #skiinnny #skinnymini #not pro just using tags #photo thinspo #black #black clothes #black bralette #black leggings #all black outfit #loungewear #colleredbones #small waist #dream body

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#theen #skeeny #theenspiration #thiiinpiro #thiiinspo #not pro just using tags #photo thinspo #black #black clothes #black fishnets #black bra #longline bra #yellow #yellow clothes #baggy sweatshirt #sweatshirt shrug #black jeans #small waist #dream body #edgy #edgy aesthetic #midriff

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#skeeny #tobeskinny #skinnymini #skinnylife #theen #not pro just using tags #photo thinspo #red #red clothes #red bodysuit #lace #lace bodysuit #red lace #colleredbones #small waist #thiighgaap #dream body

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i love the way her dress looks almost like one continuous piece of satin that’s been cut, wrapped, gathered, etc. to make this dramatic silhouette

Model: Sarah Brannon

Designer: Azzaro (Spring 2019 Couture)

Where: Paris Fashion Week

My Instagram: @fashionweekluxury

#azzaro #spring 2019 #couture #runway #runway fashion #skeeny #thiinpiro #skiiinnnyyy #theen #thisnpo #not pro just using tags #photo thinspo #black #black dress #black gown #slit gown #silver glitter #black clothes #cutout #boots #black boots #small waist #thiighgaap #leegspo #skinny calves #dream body #sophistication #sophisticated #fashion #paris fashion week

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#theen #skeeny #skiiinnnyyy #thiinspiro #thiinpiro #not pro just using tags #photo thinspo #white #white clothes #white tee #black #black jeans #black clothes #high waisted #high waist #high waisted jeans #black bralette #crop top #cropped tee #midriff #small waist #dream body #toned waist #casual outfit

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white sneakers would complete this monochrome look

#are you am i #theen #skiiinnnyyy #thiinspiro #skinnylife #skinnymini #not pro just using tags #photo thinspo #white #white clothes #white joggers #joggers #white bodysuit #bodysuit #bodycon #spaghetti straps #small waist #colleredbones #dream body #casual outfit #all white outfit

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her suit looks so lightweight

#wish i knew the source #theen #skeeny #theenspo #thiinpo #thisnpo #not pro just using tags #photo thinspo #sophisticated #suit #black #black clothes #black coat #floss sandals #strappy sandals #black socks #white #white clothes #black stripes on white #pinstripes #pinstriped suit #black pinstripes #white tee #colleredbones #suit shorts #skinny calves #dream body #sophistication

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lift hard, eat smart

#tbh i've been binging on cottage cheese #hopefully i'll stop once it's no longer on sale at my grocery store #fitspo #fitspiration #thisnpo #thiisnpo #thiiisnpo #theen #skeeny #not pro just using tags #photo thinspo #black #activewear #black clothes #all black outfit #sneakers #sports bra #black leggings #high waist #high waisted leggings #toned waist #skinny calves #leegspo #dream body #her boxing gloves look unusually pristine #it's like she barely used them :(

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sweater season’s almost done

🖤Imagine actually looking good in clothes holy shit🖤

#theen #skeeny #skiiinnnyyy #tobeskinny #skinnymini #not pro just using tags #photo thinspo #casual outfit #high waist #high waisted shorts #black shorts #grey #grey clothes #grey tee #baggy tee #black clothes #black #black tee #leather #leather skirt #leather miniskirt #fishnets #black fishnets #black boots #boots #plaid miniskirt #plaid #plaid clothes #striped sweater #baggy sweater

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roccobarocco fw04

#roccobarocco #fw04 #fw 2004 #theen #skeeny #tobeskinny #skinnymini #skiiinnnyyy #not pro just using tags #photo thinspo #gown #formal #spaghetti straps #pink #pink dress #pink gown #ruching #ruched #rose gold #embroidered #silky dress #runway #runway fashion #sophisticated #small waist #dream body #sophistication

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once more with the snake print trend before it leaves us

#theen #skeeny #skiiinnnyyy #tobeskinny #skinnymini #not pro just using tags #photo thinspo #white #white clothes #white shirt #baggy shirt #white blouse #snake print #beige snake print #belt #black belt #skinny belt #high waist #high waisted skirt #miniskirt #printed miniskirt #colleredbones #small waist #leegspo #dream body #sophisticated #sophistication

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sometimes i wonder if models backstage at a show, surrounded by other models all with the small waists, wide hips, skinny legs, collarbones, everything we want, feel as inferior when they look at the models around them as we do when we look at them

i wonder if they’re hyper-attuned to small differences like “oh her waist is a cm smaller than mine” or “i wish i had narrow shoulders like hers” or “goddammit why are my hips so much bigger than everyone else’s” or “if only i were an inch taller”

and i wonder if anyone who loves their body as-is really exists

#reem acra #theen #skeeny #anorexya #annarexya #skiiinnnyyy #not pro just using tags #photo thinspo #black #black clothes #black gown #evening gown #black lace #pearls #lavender tulle #lavender clothes #opera gloves #black opera gloves #black boots #boots #collarbones #small waist #dream body #waiflike

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i wonder if my mix of “traditional” thinspo like this (half-clothed, not much going on aside from the body) and fashion i hope to wear when i’m skinny is a healthy one

#lol of course it's not #theen #skeeny #skiiinnnyyy #skinnymini #tobeskinny #not pro just using tags #photo thinspo #black #black leotard #baggy sweater #off-white clothes #off-white sweater #cream-colored clothes #cream clothes #definitely not an outside outfit #i wonder if people read my later hashtags buried under my usual ones