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Okay so I'm hella sad today.

Yesterday was my great-grandmother's birthday (April 6th). But, since it was during a school day I couldn't visit the cemetery and say happy birthday. So I asked my mom before I went to school today if we could go visit her grave. She said sure but now it's 9 pm and I'm trying not to cry.

I loved my great-grandmother so much. I remember when I would get to talk to her when I was at her house in the mornings on weekends because my mom had to go to work. I remember trying crosswords and wanted to get into sewing because I saw her doing it and thought it would be fun. I remember back in 2015 on Christmas where she gave me a penguin snowglobe that would play 'Joy to the World'. I miss those times. I was actually hoping to come out to her and my great-grandfather the next time we were able to see her. (I know it's stupid coming out to dead people, but it brings a sort of comfort to me knowing that even if they don't like me for being gay, I would be able to show them the me I was too scared to show them when they were alive.)

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Okay, so I was just checking on my fic, seeing how it was doing and all that shit, new comments, etc.

When I saw this.

Um, what the fuck?!

For real though, what the hell. I did NOT expect 600 people to read my fic. Thank you to anyone who actually read it! It's really amazing!

[Link for fic in bio btw]

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#i relate to this wayyyy too much #like.. no one likes a call out post

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I am this close to just all but throwing this kid in my class into orbit

I swear to any authority I will not hesitate to throw that motherfucker all the way to Antarctica

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Okay so you know how we when you dream and shit you usually don't remember how you got in the situation to begin with? Well, did anybody else accidentally make full-on stories when they were younger and now are pissed at the past version of themselves for making a really cool plot idea but also just making it seem like you started reading a book at chapter 8?

Just me? Okay.

#im just ranting #at like 9 #dreams #curse you past me #i swear to gosh #shitty memory

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The moment horikoshi makes a canon layout of the entire ua it's over for you bitches

#until then you just have to deal with my bs #please horikoshi #us fanfiction writers need this #fanfic writer problems #writer problems #bnha #bnha fanfiction

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Okay does anyone else just,, have motivation at the most random times? Like, it would be 1 in the morning and I would suddenly want to clean my entire bedroom, paint all 82 of my canvases and write an entire series.

But yet, when I try and make something, the motivation is replaced with "hey you want to have a mini tea party with your stuffed animals, complete with biscuits and hot cocoa"

#i have no motivation #motivation is for squares and I'm a circle #sleep is for the mentally stable #sleep says no #motivation has left the chat

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Okay so I made a BNHA fanfic with the help of my friend if you want to read it

Basically it's an AU that the LOV weren't villains and went to UA.

It's not complete yet, but I'm going to try and update as much as I can!

#bnha #fanfiction #ao3 #bnha fanfiction #bnha lov #dadgiri #dabihawks #no one is straight #everyone is gay

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sometimes i think about gay people who lived centuries ago who thought they were all alone who imagined a world where they could live openly as themselves who met in secret spoke in code defied everything and everyone just to exist and i’m like..i gotta sit down. whew i gotta sit down

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Warsaw makes history tonight as millions of women revolt against the government’s control of female bodies.

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I KNOW WE’RE EXCITED THAT BIDEN IS IN OFFICE NOW BUT OUR WORK IS NOT DONE!!! 

BLACK LIVES STILL MATTER!!!!

DEFUND THE COPS! INCREASE TEACHERS FUNDING!!! HELP MINORITIES!!!

HEALTHCARE FOR ALL!!! AFFORDABLE HOUSING!!! WE WANT A HIGHER MINIMUM WAGE!!! 

OUR WORK IS NOT DONE! BUT DAMN IF THIS ISN’T SPIRIT LIFTING FOR THE MOMENT!

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see, in spanish the word for “genre” and the word for “gender” is the same: “género”. if you live in mexico and someone asks you what gender you are, you can be whatever i’m comfortable with. i’m a boy, or a girl. i’m a crime noir with a bit of spicy romance. i’m post-punk electronic music. i have trascended human perceptions of gender and am now a being of pure art

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In case anyone is having a bad night:

Here is the fudgiest brownie in a mug recipe I’ve found

Here are some fun sites

Here is a master post of Adventure Time episodes and comics

Here is a master post of movies including Disney and Studio Ghibli

Here is a master post of other master posts to TV shows and movies

*tucks you in with fuzzy blanket* *pats your head*

You’ll be okay, friend <3

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Okay, so this is a Sanders Sides fanfic based on a prompt-like thing by @serenitythepanther

Characters: Virgil, Patton, Logan, Roman, Janus mention

It was a very stressful day in the Mindscape, and Virgil was in his room, on the verge of an anxiety attack.

Walking over to his closet, Virgil pulled out his old hoodie and slipped it on.

"Okay Virgil, can you hear me? Yes? Follow my breathing." Janus breathed in and out slowly. Virgil, who was having a panic attack, tried to follow Janus' breathing. After a few minutes, Virgil's breathing steadied out. When Janus saw this, he gave Virgil a genuine smile and carefully hugged him, making sure Virgil didn't go back into an attack again. Virgil, exhausted, leaned into the hug and quickly fell asleep while Janus whispered sweet nothings into his ear.

Virgil smiled slightly at the memory and hugged himself. That was one, and possibly the only thing that Virgil missed about the dark sides. He didn't notice his breathing slowly steadying out.

Patton knocked on the door, knocking Virgil out of the memory. "Hey kiddo, are you okay? I know today was very stressful, and I want to make sure you're okay." Patton said.

Virgil walked over to his door, forgetting he was still wearing his old hoodie, and opened it, looking at a worried Patton. "Yeah Pat, I'm okay now." He said, giving the fatherly side a small smile.

"Why are you wearing your old hoodie?" Roman asked as he walked up to the two sides on his way past. "Yes, it is interesting on why you are wearing your old hoodie, as you were wearing your other one not too long ago." Logan agreed as he walked up next to Roman and Patton.

Crap, Virgil thought, I forgot about that. "Oh, um, it's nothing. I just felt like wearing it, that's all." Virgil replied, scratching the back of his neck nervously.

"I do find it weird that you wear that hoodie whenever you are really stressed or having a panic attack, kiddo. So, why do you wear it every time?" Patton agreed with the other two sides, looking at the hoodie curiously. "Although, if you don't want to tell us it's fine!"

Should I? Virgil asked himself. Screw it. "I, um, wear it because," he pulled the hood over his head, "itremindsmeofJanus." He said quickly, looking at the ground. "What did you say kiddo? We couldn't understand you." Patton asked.

"It reminds me of Janus when he helped me with panic attacks.." Virgil said again, closing his eyes shut. They're going to think you're weird. They're going to call you stupid and dumb and hate you-

Virgil was knocked out of his thoughts by Patton hugging him. It's okay kiddo, we won't judge, right guys?" Patton asked, looking over to the other sides. "Why of course. I shall not judge you for something such as wearing an article of clothing to calm you down. And I believe Roman agrees with me, correct?" Logan said, giving a slight glare at Roman. "Yes, of course! I agree with Calculator Watch on this one. A prince does not judge someone on something like that!" Roman said, nervously glancing at Logan.

"Thanks guys.." Virgil said with a ghost of a smile.

Alright I'm going to end it on that note! I hope you like it @serenitythepanther!

#virgil sanders #ts virgil #patton sanders #ts patton #roman sanders #ts roman #logan sanders #ts logan #sanders sides #sanders side fic