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i lost seven pounds in like 3 or 4 days i’m 🤩🤩🤩

#weight loss #ana tingz #anamia #low cal ed #low cal restriction #pro mia #just ed shit #model thin #not pro just using tags #pro ana #pro ed #disordered eating tw #i wanna be skiny #plus size ana #anorexia #eating disorder #restrictive ed #thinspo #pro eating disorder #ghost speaks #losing weight #pro 4n4 #pr0 4n4 #4n0r3x14 #caloric restriction

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i joined edtwt and the sheer amount of fatphobes there is crazy..,….like they take pride in it too it’s wild

#ana tingz #anamia #low cal ed #low cal restriction #pro mia #just ed shit #model thin #not pro just using tags #pro ana #pro ed #disordered eating tw #i wanna be skiny #plus size ana #anorexia #eating disorder #restrictive ed #thinspo #pro eating disorder #edtwt #edblr #ghost speaks #not pr0 ana #ana rules #ana tricks #pr0 ed #ed content

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somethin about people w eds and soup i cant explain it

#WHY IS IT SO GOOD #i luv it so much but like #babes the sodium #shut up #tw ed behavior #tw ed relapse #ana tingz #anamia #low cal ed #low cal restriction #pro mia #just ed shit #model thin #not pro just using tags #pro ana #pro ed #disordered eating tw #i wanna be skiny #plus size ana #anorexia #eating disorder #restrictive ed #thinspo #pro eating disorder #ghost speaks

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tl a lil boring like/reblog if u wanna be mutuals and u r:

+18

an ed blog

being plus sized is a plus but not required!

active

idk?? a good person??

requirements r in the trenches besties let’s be moots

#ghost speaks #ghost should shut the fuck up if we’re being honest #ana tingz #anamia #low cal ed #low cal restriction #pro mia #just ed shit #model thin #not pro just using tags #pro ana #pro ed #disordered eating tw #i wanna be skiny #plus size ana #anorexia #eating disorder #restrictive ed #thinspo #pro eating disorder #ed mutuals

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hello mi amors i’m back on my, como se dice, bullshit <3

#i’m in therapy this time but #things r not good! #ana tingz #anamia #low cal ed #low cal restriction #pro mia #just ed shit #model thin #not pro just using tags #pro ana #pro ed #disordered eating tw #i wanna be skiny #plus size ana #anorexia #eating disorder #restrictive ed #thinspo #pro eating disorder #ghost speaks #three languages in one post whoever said i wasn’t educated 🗣🗣🗣 #i kid i kid #missed y’all <3

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accidentally logging back into my ed account and getting smacked in the face w how ill i was

#holy shit #i’m still ill but SHEESH #what’s crazy is i’ve only gained 3 pounds since last logging my weight here #the math isn’t mathing

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new layout to fit the 2022 vibe how we feelin

#i like her #she’s dark! but it’s nice #matches my dépprêšśïōñ

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back on my bullshit: ✨2022 edition✨

#it’s been a minute hello 😀

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sheesh i log out for about a month and come back to see i have A LOT more followers uM hey hi how r y’all 😀

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we gatekeeping mental illnesses now huh?? literally fuck off

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10/21/2021

food log #9

breakfast: (100)

mixed fruit bowl - 100

lunch: -

dinner: (758)

vegan crunchwrap - 458

slice of cake - 300

total: 858

notes: i was pressured everything i ate today and i’m quite upset about it. i didn’t want the cake i couldn’t even finish it. it’s been hours and i’m still full. i feel like i’m reversing every effect the three day fast had on my body and i’m pISSED. i love hanging out with my friends but i can’t with the constant EATING. AND THEYRE ALL SO SKINNY I DONT UNDERSTAND. kill me. heavy restrict day tomorrow.

#food log #ghost eats #ana tingz #anamia #low cal ed #low cal restriction #just ed shit #model thin #disordered eating tw #i wanna be skiny #proana #pro ana #promia #pro mia #proed #pro ed #pro eating disorder #not pro just using tags #eating problems #eating disorder #anorexia #anorecya #restrictive ed #caloric restriction #weight #weight loss #plus size ana #binge #binge eating #diet

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I wanna be scary thin but I can’t even get normal thin.

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I have the mind of an anorexic and the body of a failure.

Oh, ouchy, yeah, thank you for being so accurate

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10/20/2021

food log #8

breakfast: -

lunch: (100)

soylent - 100

dinner: (825)

poke bowl - ~800

edible - 25

total: 925

fast: 69h 29m

notes: so my friend found out about my fast. she got very worried about me (she knows about my eating disorder but didn’t know i had relapsed) so she made me take some sips of a soylent which just has a bunch of vitamins. and then she took me to poke bowl and made pick one to eat with her. i’m mad i didn’t make it to 72 hours at least but this was the longest i had fasted so that’s something to stay least be a little proud of. i am mad that i ate so much of the poke bowl. i got full halfway through but kept eating to make my friend happy. now im so bloated and my stomach HURTS. now that my friend knows she asked me to send her everything i ate during the day at the end of everyday. it’ll be easy to lie but i love her and don’t want to lie to her :( i’m hoping she just forgets honestly. also i took the edible with my friends and u haven’t taken one since july so i’m very.,,.,..,..u know skdjsksk n e ways i’ll prob restrict to about 500?? or 600?? tomorrow. gn everyone <3

#food log #ghost eats #ana tingz #anamia #low cal ed #low cal restriction #just ed shit #model thin #disordered eating tw #i wanna be skiny #pro ana #pro mia #pro ed #pro eating disorder #not pro just using tags #restrictive ed #tw ed behavior #not pr0 ana #anarecca #plus size ana #ana relapse #ana tricks

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10/19/2021

food log #7

breakfast: -

lunch: (160)

simply apple juice - 160

dinner: (150)

simple peach juice - 150

total: 310

fast: 51h 4m (continuing)

notes: today was a little more of a struggle honestly. that mental hunger is TOUGH. also apple juice is a natural laxative and i didn’t kNOW THAT and found out the hard way. i was feeling more light headed today too which is why i had two juices. today was also my long day of classes so like, could’ve been that. OH ALSO i’m not only consuming these juices everyday im also drinking water i just don’t track it skdks i should be drinking more but 🙃 i’m v bad at it. also my fast ends tomorrow but i’m not really sure what to break it with?? if ur reading this, what’s the best food to break a fast? i’ve been stressing out about this bc idk what the best option for my body is to be reintroduced to food. i don’t want to end up binging either. n e ways i won’t keep the notes too long. good night besties <33 (also i’m gaining loads of followers which is??? v weird to me but if ur a new follower hey 🤪)

#food log #ghost eats #ana tingz #anamia #low cal ed #low cal restriction #just ed shit #model thin #disordered eating tw #i wanna be skiny #pro eating disorder #pro ed #promia #pro mia #proana #pro ana #not pro just using tags #restrictive ed #tw ed behavior #not pr0 ana #anarecca #plus size ana #fast #fasting #liquid fast

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so nobody was gonna tell me apple juice is a natural laxative huh 😀i was just gonna have to find that shit out on my own 😀 at school😀i’m fighting for my life in this restroom😀