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Dear Diary,

It's been too long since my last entry. In my time away, I've experienced infidelity within my marriage, the triggers of motherhood and depression, death of my mother, going back into my career and starting up my own business.

If I could sum this past year, I would say that it's broken me. I've lost sight of the woman I want to be. I can't believe I've ever thought the phrase, "You can do anything" would apply to me. Since everything I touch, I destroy.

I'm sorry. This isn't a happy post. This is a post where I'm too dry to cry and I have no other outlet.

I'll be better. Just not today.

#depressing thoughts #diary post #life #family #intj #motherhood #post partum #why me of all people

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I'm thinking of starting like a gift exchange/penpal facebook group geared towards women. Some of the things I'm thinking would work would be like:

-gifting via cashapp/paypal/venmo etc

-buying off of amazon wishlist

-sending care packages across the country

-postcards/emails

I'll also be sharing weekly tibits of wisdoms or things we can all talk about together. I know this is a rough time with COVID-19 and people are also facing private battles. So here would be my way of bring some light into someone's life.

Give me ideas. Please. Would anyone want to join something like this?

#facebook #penpal #gifting #covidー19 #life #love #people #black people #african american #black women #black woman magic #message to the women #women of color #women

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Dear Diary,

I survived my first year of motherhood. I kept a tiny human alive. I can't believe it! He's been the best lesson life could have ever thrown to me. Everyday, he smiles when he first sees me and it melts my heart. I've never knew what it was like to be on the receiving end of that kind of love. Now, I wouldn't know what to do without him in my life. I would everything, including myself, on the line if it meant he would be ok. My husband... he's became a whole new person with fatherhood. We're in love. Maybe one day, we'll have another when the time is right.

#diary post #love #family #life #bwwm love #biracial baby

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Dear Diary,

Shout out to Tumblr for the new updates!

Now that we got that out the way. Boy let me tell you. Long story, short. 2019 kicked my ass. Literally! In the beginning. I found out I was pregnant. Then two weeks later, I got fired from my dream job. Then we had to relocated back home. My husband and I started living separately for work. We got an apartment just in time because I went into labor literally two days after move in. My son was born at 32 weeks. He's fine now. Then when I went back to work it was one ordeal after another. 2019 was not my friend. But I'm here and surviving.

#diary post #dear diary #life #2019

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How is everyone holding up during COVID-19 quarantine? You guys ok?

#covidー19 #coronavirus #mental heath support #life

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“Three things will last forever—faith, hope, and love—and the greatest of these is love.”

— 1 Corinthians 13:13

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I'm super excited about being in my third trimester, that I'm sharing my registry. There's absolutely no pressure in buying anything. I'm just having first time mom excitement. Maybe this'll give someone else some inspiration for their registry. God Bless!

#baby registry #walmart #blessing #baby #baby shower #life #family #love #God bless babies #god bless #prayer #prayer request

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Dear diary,

Update on my life.

On January 29th, I found out I was pregnant. We are super excited for our baby.

On February 11th, I got fired from my job for an accident. Now we have to move and I'm scared for our future.

I've been depressed about it, but my husband has been super supportive of me. I couldn't be any luckier.

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We're expecting our first!

#pregnant #baby #love

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Dear diary,

Wooo! Where do I begin?

Well, here we are, close to ending another year. In 2018, a lot has happened. I got promoted to full time auditor at Harrahs. I got my license and got my first car! I got married to the love of my life. I got to witness the birth of another nephew. I got offered my dream job & we moved! In August, I almost lost my mother. In October, I lost my grandfather and so on. So I'm excited to see this year end.

Now... My husband & I have that we're ready for a family. I'm nervous about where this journey will take us as a couple, but I'm happy to take it with someone like him. I know he'll be a good father. I just hope I can be a good mother.

I'm ready for 2019!

#diary post #love #life #relationship #family #couples #relationship blog #new years #husband #racism

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​the older i get the more i recognize how truly important reciprocity is in any relationship

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If I started a gofundme account for my student loan, who would donate?

Also accepting paypal! 🤣😁

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Fitbit Friends?

For the past couple of months, I've been trying to loose weight. Been doing decent, but nothing permanent. I would like to rally up more people to do challenges with on Fitbit. Is there anyone interested?

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I hate the misconception that introverts don’t like talking. If you’re the right person, we’ll talk to you for hours on end about pretty much anything. However, it’s incredibly difficult to find the right people, so for the most part we’ll probably just stay quiet.

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I'm married now! 😍🤗

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Dear Diary,

My fianće's cousin and his fianće were caught up in a cheating scandal. So I made this post about them.

"Men cheat because of what they see. A man can come home to same woman and see that after time, she just doesn't look the same anymore. So when he goes out in public he sees a woman who keeps up with her looks and likes that. So he begins sleeping around.

Women cheat because of emotion. A woman can put up with a lot as long as they feel needed and love. If a woman starts feeling neglected at home they'll go run elsewhere to find someone who'll at least compliment them the way their partner used to."

It's wrong, but however it still happens.

#cheating #relationship blog #relationship issues